Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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DAY 7 (consistency is a lie)

1. Unealthy things.

2. Distance freestyle.

3. Trance music and raves (pretty much all the same shit)

4. Hipsters.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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DAY 6 (back to being consistent)

1. Aiden raccoon (not the babyfur, or the pedophile, or any other indecent person with the same alias)

2. One X

3. Roukeny

4. The Jed

5. If money were a person, it would mean a lot to me.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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DAY 5

Time to get back on this, as I totally just ruined the point of making a journal every day. But hey, sometimes training wipes my memory of these things.

1. Getting my drivers license almost a year late.

2. Saying that one thing, to that one person, at one time. (Applies to alot of things. I'm sure we could all say the same thing about certain points in our lives)

3. Not having taken a full course load this year... My program is stupidly easy regardless of swimming. >.>

4. Having focused on swimming when I was younger instead of working... Because money is better than sex.

5. Turning down the last few people who've asked me out.

6. I wish I could have motivated myself a little better to keep all my connections. I drift and lose contact with people far too often, and I really haven't been able to stop myself from doing so.

Just as a note, seeing as the past is irreversible, it's impossible for me to do anything about these experiences. I can learn from them, but hating and regretting them would be useless. The person I am is a culmination of my experiences, and in regretting those experiences, I would regret who I am now. Regretting who I am wouldn't be healthy at all... I try to love me. :3

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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DAY 4

1. How will I do at the next competition?

2. Will I jump off the Arts Quad if I don't get an 11 GPA?

3. Do they hate me and won't tell me?

4. I spend all this time in weight training, and still no results.

5. Could I stand to let somebody else into my life?

6. Am I being too aggressive with my networking?

7. Will I have to go back to lifeguarding? Or will I land that CRM job I've been looking for?

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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DAY 3 (It's 12:00 AM, so yes it still counts as Day 3)

1. Help me with my emotional numbness!

2. Refer me to a really br00tal and rad band.

3. Find the patience to work around my swim schedule (it really is the reason why I can't find a steady relationship). |3

4. Help me restore confidence in myself.

5. Give me something to be motivated about.

6. (I know it's shallow) but be cool with my physical self.

7. Do some crazy outdoor adventure stuff with me! (may or may not be life threatening)

8. (this is the hardest part of it) Put up with me, I'll do the same.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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DAY 2

1. I love bones way too much.

2. The only friends I've made in first year so far, happen to be grad students.

3. I have a difficult time in being a persistent social person.

4. I like water so much I put in over 20 hours a week towards swimming fast in it.

5. I'm a bitter person because I couldn't start up in biochem.

6. I'm becoming less bitter because my heart has found bioanthro and archaeology.

7. I find it flattering that people take the time invent horrid rumors about me.

8. Sometimes I wish training and having a life could coexist for me.

9. I love this meme because it gives me an excuse to make an FA journal (almost) every day.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

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DAY 1

1. Fuck you

2. You're a fucking cunt... Never again will you even think of propositioning me for sex with your boyfriend on fucking facebook without being thoroughly ghettostomped!

3. I'm sorry for everything

4. I wish I spent more time with you

5. I really wanted to see if I could start something with you, but you've got your own life. Go a separate way and do great things.

6. Turn your fucking pop trash down!

7. Turn the hxc beats waaaay the fuck up!

8. I'm going to kill you the next time we race 50 free.

9. Feral is too fucking expensive, but justifiably awesome!

10. I was better off straight.

Okay. Not only has this fucker been responsible for myself missing a very rad competition in Buffalo, it's really ruining my ability to uphold my academic standing. Too many missed lectures, and getting back in the water will be killer after all is said and done. Over all, this makes me a sad jackal, and to add insult to injury, the bloody thing keeps me from tasting all the great food I have from family Halloween parties... Go die, virus/bacteria.

As an aside... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ttn1otpx7zA

That is what my throat is sounding like today.

So I've started up at McMaster University this year aiming for a double major in biology and anthropology. All is well so far! I've been made a member of the Varsity Marauders swim team and couldn't be happier to be around such a supportive and intelligent group of people during my studies/training. Shout out to any furs that may be on campus, you might have classes with me! :D The year will definitely be filled with it's share of trials, but in each challenge there is always a way to succeed and overcome, with the right motivations, dedication and attitude. I can't really begin express how much of a privilege it is to be an academic and athletic participant at a school in Canada's top 3. (even though it's number 1 on my list :3)

and remember...

BE CAREFUL, BITCHES!

A fucking sexy comp of furfaggotry! Broke me new laptop's e-virginity with FA!

Star Trek waffles and 2 day old coffee...

This journal concludes my amazing first fur-con up in London, Ontario! Despite a tad bit of disorganization, the convention provided me with an experience that matched my great expectorations! Prawps to all the staff (there were too many to mention in this journal) for pulling it all off for a first year that will hopefully transform into many, many more!

Thanks for putting up with me...

and Aiden Raccoon (who does not have a usable FA)

Cheers!

Stolen from who stole from

1 to 5 = Furry wannabe.
6 to 10 = Furry newbie.
11 to 15 = Furry.
16 to 20 = Hardened Furry.
21 to 25 = Hardcore Furry.


1. () Have you ever howled at the moon?
2. (x) Have you ever barked at someone?
3. (x) Have you ever found yourself drawing or scribbling furry art when you're supposed to be doing something else?
4. () Have you ever worn an animal costume or tail as a child and pretended to be an animal?
5. ( ) Have you ever eaten out of a dog bowl?
6. () Have you been to at least one furry con?
7. () Do you like to look at furry porn all the time?
8. ( ) Do you RP or play second life as a furry character?
9. () Do you own a fursuit or at least a tail? (Wish I could get a suit... Velociraptor with jetpack and scissors!)
10. (x) Do you know what all these words mean or have used them at least once?
11. () Do you have at least 5 videos of you acting or doing something furry on youtube?
12. () Has your anthropersona/character been drawn in a furry porn type manner?
13. ( ) Are you well known in the furry fandom? I got friends that are well known...
14. (x) Do you dream furry while you sleep? (Shamefully so...)
15. (x) Would you transform into your character/fursona if you were given the chance to live like that for the rest of your life? (Probably swim better with canine musculature... Alas, society would hunt me down and dissect me.)
16. (x) Have you ever worn a collar? (*cough*)
17. ( ) Do you own more than 20 art badges of your fursonas or characters? (Rather learn to draw them myself, but lack the time.)
18. ( ) Have you been to more than 20 furry cons in your lifetime?
19. () Do you think that deep down you have the spirit of an animal within you? (Yo on crack!)
20. (x) Do you enjoy hanging out with other furries? (Prefer 'em to mundanes!)
21. (x) Do you think we should have a furry run for president of the USA? (Those capitalist fucks can burn! This will send them hastily and agonizingly on their way :3)
22. (x) If you ever became rich would you own a room in your house that was just to display your fursuits or furry art? (I'd put a gallery in my gallery, so I can browse a gallery while I browse a gallery!)
23. (X) Is your best friend furry?
24. (x) Do your furry friends call you by your furry name in public?
25. (x) Have you been in the furry fandom for at least 5 years?

12/25... Furry (Ain't those the people that fuck in animal costumes?)

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line or two from the first 15 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Take the songs off the list when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 4 (IMPORTANT): For those who are guessing, looking the lyrics up on a search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game post your own.

1. Somebody give me a sign that everythin's going as planned, and that everything falls away into the darkness of this shallow place.

2. And you can try to fight this all you want. And I won't be there when you're all alone. This new season, it brings with it the signs of hope.

3. I've got a gun in my hand, but the gun won't cock. My finger's on the trigger but that trigger seems locked. I can't stop staring at that tick-tock clock, and even if I could i would never give up.

4. Tonight I'm sending a message: this is the end of an era, the end of second chances. In the face of defeat, I'm winning. Yet you still have so much left to say.

5. They're gonna clean up your looks with all the lies in the book, to make a citizen out of you. Because they sleep with a gun and keep an eye on you, son, so they can watch all the things you do.

6. Never a story told. The saddest thing I ever saw: witnessed a murder but too scared to make the last call. Look deep in her eyesand I saw the beauty waiting. They came from the sky, I heard their music playing for us.

7. This is a lesson in what we have and what we get
and what we want. I want it back again. I won't let you destroy what we have, and I know it kills you.

8. Children roam these empty streets with lust filled eyes and jagged hearts, narrow frames and crooked teeth. The whole more valuable than each part.

9. Burn me out of your mind. This is a place I cannot be anymore, every inch of ground is paved with lies. Your only concern is for yourself. No mercy, no remorse for the innocent.

10. I'm not afraid of them! They can't control me now! Becoming who I am is standing for who you are when things are falling apart. I won't abandon you.

11. He got in his car and told himself to drive.
Gotta leave it all behind if he wants to feel alive. 19 and lost and never thought he'd ever leave this place. Vacant mind from endless grind so what's to lose anyways? Another fast food job?

12. "Engine engine number 9 going down Chicago line, engine off the track. Do you want your monay back?" We waited all year for this time to come around. We didn't have much, but what we did have, we held very close.

13. Feel the fire in our hearts. Feel the flame of our desire. Alone we will find you, but alone we are desperate for guidance. We are desperate for direction.

14. Just another gypsyhook, choking on that dick you rode, and it's taking his in which I abode. Where I slit the morse of my mothers throat. Rotten to me.

15. Covered and coarse, I could wait my turn to pay them all back. So original, lets take it all back. You can hide but I won't, how do you know?