I should write this more earlier.
Last time, I got ban for about a week and some of my artworks are deleted.

Since FA keep deleting me artworks and ban me for a week last time, I think maybe it's time to leave.
Well actually my updating do getting slower and slower for years already since i don't know if my new upload will be deleted or not, and I don't even know how much people is still watching me.
I'm not blaming (just a little bit), this is their site and they just followed the rules.
Just a little sad, I really like this place.

This account won't be closed unless FA want to. And I still got lots of great artists on my watching list here heheh.
It's just no more update., so feel free to -watch.

For people like my artwork and read this journal, thank you and sorry about this.
From now on, if you would like to see more of my artworks, please check out my pixiv and pixiv fanbox and Inkbunny.

Thanks again for every one helped me, leaving nice comments and notes.
Hope we can meet soon at other places.

Friend told me I should try run a Patreon after I complained how poor I am (just kidding), so that is it!

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https://www.patreon.com/visark
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Yay~: 3

But seriously, I don't got many drawing to post right now, and it might be diffcult for my to post very often(since i still got other job), so it'll be charged by each of my creation.

And...to say the truth, I'm a idiot about running a page, if you got any suggestion, I'd like to know.


Right now there's only one pic (sad face), but I'll try uploading more...and btw, I think I'll still submit most of my work on other sites, its not really needed to become my patreon, only if you want to see the hight res pic or sometihng.

And because the only one pic right now is about horse and girl...ehh, plz goto my pixiv to watch it, thank you.
http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust......st_id=60422672

Looks like Japanese are into Halloween too. I saw lots of Halloween's things in the store and discount on candies.
However, don't have that mood enjoyed it. School works, finding a job, relationship with others, life in reality...seems all screwed together, just busy- .-
(Am I always say that in my journal? : 3)

Anyway, I drawed a Halloween pic, a little bit late though.
And because I might been delete by the policy of FA blahblahblah...please watch it via the link below, which is to my Pixiv page.

Thx for reading, and plz let my know your thoughts about the pic, and happy halloween!

http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust......st_id=53295101

Btw...could anyone plz teach me how to put the pic in a journal? I'm suck at using these...I don't know how to say...tools? Command?
I always want to make my page more...colorful? But I just don't know what to do...orz

"A day in the farm" series have been deleted cause of the FA rules.
Its not first I see this notification, but I still feel a little sad...just a little. : ]

And cause my stlye and my interest, every time I finished a pic I feel like I'm gambling, to see if the pic will be reported or not.
I'm not camplaining the web administrator, they're nothing wrong. Its just I couldn't find many pic to upload now. lol

Oh my, its been 3 years I didn't update any jornal, I better right one now. : 3
It might sound a little sudden but I'm going to study abroad in Japan on Apri and I already quit my work. I made up this decision about six month ago, I always have this in mind, I mean go to another country, study their language and culture. And I usually need to interact with travelers at(on?) my work. Most of them are Japanese and English users. I can still speak a little English but cant even say a word in Japanese, that's why I decided to go. (and also because I like Japanese anime things. :3)

Its a hard decision to me to do this, some of my friends think its not worth to quit a stable and go study abroad...I can truely understand that. It getting harder and harder to find a work in Taiwan. However, since I always have this in mind, and I don't know if I'll regret this or not in the future, I rather do this then don't do anything and keep thinking and dreaming.

Anyway, all the preparing are down and I bought myself a laptop so that I can use net work and maybe use it to draw. Now I just need to wait until 3/31 and take the plain, will goto the language school their for 1 year, hope everything will be fine.

Oh btw, since this might spent all of my save money I "might" take commission again when I settle down, I hope so...

Well, its been a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng time since my last update. The biggest change since that is I found a job. Its a mass transit related company, and because of this, the time I can use is less.
Another reason is because lots of my drawing recently is nsfw. So I can't put them here~lol

I planned to talk a lot this time, but when I started to type, I don't know what to say again...anyway, happy new year, wish I can update more often this year!

3.25 2011
Again, got removal note, this time is my first "sperm collect" pic.
From now on, if I got this note I'll write in my journal to notify people who fav this pic.

3.27 2011
Again, got a not said that my char sheet looks like cub and was been removed.
I don't think he looks really that young...but admin think that way, feel sorry for people who fav the pic and leave comments.


So, here's my lates art's link:
PIXIV: http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust......st_id=17652211
INKBUNNY: https://inkbunny.net/submissionview.php?id=87283

To say the truth, I started to loose my temper- -

3.25 2011
Again, got removal note, this time is my first "sperm collect" pic.
From now on, if I got this note I'll write in my journal to notify people who fav this pic.

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I got the note and it says the pic I sub the day before yesterday has been removed.
I was just thinking about this~lol

Well, though in my thought she's just act like a baby, and isn't cub at all, and I just draw her more like a animal type, not human like...but if this really confused people, then remove it, I won't mind.

However, it seens I should be more careful when sub new works, I'll still draw what I like, but those kind of pics won't be seen here anymore^^; So don't worry about it, I won't do that again, it's not first time I got this note(lol), but that's hope it's the last time~

Btw, I don't know the submission removal is by someone's request or by admistrator own, I want to say sorry and thx for removing it. (_ _) I always lazy to read those rules, it's also because my bad launguage~lol

I'm sure that at least one or two notes in my inbox are gone, whitch I havn't had time to read...can't find it in the trashcan, so I'm sure I didn't delet it.

I sware I saw it yesterday...but today when I came home, FA is down, and when it was backed, I checked my note box and it just dissapeared~lol

Hope I'm just oversensitived... - -

I didn't post the last journal on FA, only on DA, so you guys might not know...however, it started on one day I got someone's not, told me that he saw my art "queenbee" been sold on INVU and ask me if I know this.

OF COURSE I DON'T, and so he told me how write the takedown notice to IMVU. And to use it as a proof, I wrote that hournal on DA.


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And, after sending mails to IMVU, they finally took my art down. Coz of my bad English, I couldn't know what exactly should I write in the takedown notice, so I send 4 times to IMVU and finally work.

I feel like a big rock in my heart has been taken away...thx again to the one who told me this, thank you.
And also people who leave comments and encouraged me, you guys are all too nice to me. : p

To say the truth, it's not first time I saw my arts been upload on other places, and some of them even been reform...(for example, I saw my renamon pic been re-colored, and about blowjob pic, someone cleared the face on the dick.)

I don't really care if you put my art on other places, I already used to this, though I feel a little unhappy to see my arts been reform...and selling it? That's too over. I really hope this *** **** things won't happen on me again...

I'll be demobilized this Saturday, finally...
It's really a long time staying in it, life there is really not suit to me, though I still have some memory to memorial...however, now I'm going to the society, and now i still loking for a job...hope i can find one smoothly...

I have lots of things want to say but, once i sit in front of my computer, i don't know what to say though...

Anyway, I'm back, though i never actually leave, haha.

I planned to draw a pic to say that...but seems I have no time to make it now.

I'm now busy on TOEIC exam preparing and driver license exam, and I got the notify paper of my military service yesterday, before I go I have a lot of thing need to prepare.

And my mom's health is still not very well, even my little sis' body have some problem now, that's all because of her less exercise and bad posture, so I have to take her to do some rehabilitation everyday.

orz

And coz I'm leaving, I want to help my family as I could, I'm quite busy here, it's been about a week since i last draw. I'm now put my whole heart and soul on my family and preparing for the tests. So I'm afraid that we have to say good bye.

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Well, say to say, I'll still goto this place and see how's everyone doing if i have time. It's just that I might not have time to updat my gallery.

But who knows? Maybe I can still find some time to update my journal, tell everyone what happened now and the life in the military~hehheh. And maybe even a pic, who knows?

Anyway, thank you all for your supporting, see ya!

Well, that's it, I'll leave this place and get into the military on 8/3. And then all the updating will be stopped. I think I can still check the site some time, and maybe find time to draw, but may not have time to update this place.
I'll become a reserved Corporal and goto supply department(I don't know how to say, sorry- -"), though what I supplied for is military police...the score wasn't enough.

To say the truth, it's too early to me, don't have much time to prepare. And now my parents want me to take TOEIC exam and driver license, and I now spend more time on exercising, and the final term is nearing...really busy now, seems the busy days never end! lol

Well, I admit that I do feel a little worry, such as if my body can adapt the tranning there quick? If i can still find time draw and write? Can I find a job when I leave it smooth or I'll be out of work? Coz I didn't learn very well in the past four years...And also, my parents' health become not very well, I don't want them wstill have to worry about me...things like that, and still have many.

But yeah, there's no use sitting here and worry, I know. It's just a little complan.^^;

Anyway, if there's no accident, such as I postpone graduation(lol), I'll get into it on 8/3. Though it's not mean forever, I still want to thank you all for watching me, watching my gallery and my journal and my arts, and gave me your nice comments. I read them all, though I have no time to reply every, sorry about that^^;

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...I found that I write the journal like "I'm leaving NOW, thank you everyone and good bye"...I'm not leaving yet! lol

Finally have time to update this place- -
This week, I finally finished a team paper work, I don't even have time

to sleep for two days! And that's because of a bastard who just

dispeared when the deadline was comming, and the part he responsible

for also. He only gave us a semi-finished thing in the evening before

the report day, and I already finished everything.

And guess what? The part he should do is the easiest, but without that

a lot of work can't be done. So I did everything and the work delayed

and get everything together, I'm the team leader, so I can't complain

but have to handle it, that's why I can't sleep.

And before that guy dispeared, he just keep playing and complaining

about how busy he is and how that part is too hard and too many trouble

to make it. I only use half of day to finished it, I really can't feel

it.

And it's not over yet. When the report day was came, that guy didn't

come, that's why I finally decide to say everything to the professor. I

really hate to do this.- -

And there's still more happeded in the period, but well...that's not taking this topic anymore. However, I feel like don't want to be the group leader again, it's really exhausted. orz
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Btw, I failed to admit to the graduate school, that means I'll get into

the military this year. Though I did so-so and not very bad, too many

people like me did like that, and it's only some score less to

success...

But still no use, I still can't get in. But it's okay, though there

will be about half and a year can't draw anything, but that doesn't

mean forever, so it's okay. I'll decide what to do next before i get out.

Now the biggist paper work this semester is over, and i did well on the mid-term. Though there's still final term and some little paper works...I can finally take a little rest and drawing again.

Happy new year to everyone who see ths journal!

Thx for all your support, although I didn't say, but everytime I see you guys' comment and fav, they all means a lot and encourage me, so that I can keep going on my drawing.

Although Idon't sub pics that much like many other great artist, and still need a lot to learn, you guys still encourage me, and let me know there's still someone who likes my pic, I was once planned to quit drawing, without some friends's encourage, I'm not here already.

I met many people here, some are really good friends, some are just want to get something from you, and some...XD, I just can't get their thoughts~However, I really learn a lot from this place, you might think strange, but it's true~: p

I become really busy this year, and will graduate at 2009 summer, and after that I'll go into the graduate school or go into the army(I think the chance to go into the army is really big...damn).

I know I don't pay enough time here, sucj as spend time on replying the comment, do trade with others...sorry again for this, I'll try to draw more next year, before I go into the graduate school into the army.^^;

Anyway, thx you all for your watching, and wish you all happy new year!

I found this after I back to my dorm this Sunday. orz

I already feel sad coz I forgot to bring my tablet back, and then my dormmate told me that he saw my scooter's headlight dropped. And after I went checking it, not only the headlight, but also it's shell are broken. orz

It looks like someone's car or something like that hitted it, and the damage looks heavy. I planned to goto scooter store on Monday...damn, I just got my pt job salary and it's just a little, I don't even know if it's enough for the repair~

There's no monitor nearing, so looks like it's impossible to find the guy. No tablet and no scooter, looks like it's not my week this week~XD"

Still busy on my real life- -

I'm now a grade fourth university student, that means I'll graduate next year. In my country male will be draft into military for about a year if he graduate and don't go to the graduate school, and tha'ts the problem I'm worried about.

My parents wish me can keep studying, but I planned to goto the military and find a job first, and they agreed that time. I can understand why they change their mind, just read the newspaper and see what happened on the world these days. But to say the truth, it's a little late now, and although I don't want to keep studying the subject I'm doing now, it seems that I have no choice.

People said even you read graduate school, it's still hard to find a job, but that means if you don't, it'll be much harder to find one? *sigh*

However, I have to consider about this problem...

Another problem I'm worried about is my drawing.(Again?XD)
Well, I just worried about if I can still find time to draw when I graduate, and if I can try to use this on my job or just waste of time. In my country, this small island, it's really hard to make a living if your drawing skill is just like this. And also, now I feel like I'm facing a wall on my drawing, I know I can't just draw chars like this in my whole life, I want to improve it, but it just seems not working. - 3-

Now I feel like I'm in a bottleneck both in my life and drawing, I just hope I can see the way of my future more clearly.

I'm poor and don't have much money now...that's why I start it again. And maybe taking some commissions will help. orz

To not taking too much at once like last time...this time I'll ONLY TAKE THREE this time, and when there's no place, I'll close it and write in this journal. (sorry, I'm not the person can finish the pic fast.)

600DPI

Sketch:10USD
Ink: 20USD
CG: 40USD

I prefer to a simple commission, if you really want the background, it's okay, but please see my gallery first, I think that'll let you change your mind, huh? XD
And, the price above is for A character only, more characters will cost you ANOTHER 10.

If you're interested in, please NOTE me.(send me the note) I'll reply even there's no place for ya.
Thank you very much.

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Well, yeah I knoe I rised the price, I don't know if that's too high for me or not but, I think I'll know that soon, right? XD
The drawing of mine will be late, that's because I live in dorm and don't have much space and time to draw, but I'll try my best.
If you have any problem you can also tell me. : )

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ALL THE PLACE ARE FULL NOW, I'LL START THEM AS SOON AS I COULD, THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!

 MorriLeFay-100% Thx for your supporting!
 TravarisRhade-100% Thx for your supporting!
 maverick-0%

I mean, I got violation report on DA~ XD

The newest pic wasy deleted by the administrator~looks like someone report to the DA...I don't know is that because I don't add warning signature right away or even add it is unacceptable?
Well anyway, to say the truth, I feel nothing but funny and new about it~XD

However, if even this kind of pic will be deleted, I think I better not sub it again. : D

Well, like the title said, sorry.
I stop updating (and even drawing) for more then three mounth, I know I shouldn't do that but it's just happened.- -

One of the reason(the most) I stop updating is because of my grandma. She god sick, heavily, and almost die. She never listen her children but a doctor which has lack of conscience and bought/ate a lot of medcine and injection which she don't need......and when we finally found it out, she already got a gastric ulcer.

However, she's lucky, although she's not a good mother and grandma, she's still our family, hope she can learn who should trust from now on...
You think that's all? Of course not. Some cousins started to evade their duty and try to get some account from that old women and even more...*sight* I really feel no good that time.

Another reason is because now I spend more time on my study, and part-time job, I also have to go practical training in august, I don't know if I can still find time to do my interesting after, but I'll try.

There're still many other things happened. However, just want to let you know that I still alive, haha.

It's about twp weeks since I back to university, the class is become harder, for example, operational research...orz Coz my math is no good, study this subject really killing me.

And...the chars I draw recently seens looks more like a adult...don't know why, however, draw different aged chars is also a good thing, a big problem about my arts is that the age of my chars are all alike, maybe it's a good chance to try something different?XD" Or maybe I just think too much.

And coz of the wet weather, I got sick again and my pc got some problem, it restart itself with 0x0000007E problem...mr friends says that's coz of the wet weather, it sometimes happened when I'm drawing and fogot to save....orz

Sorry, don't know what to say, just some complain again - 3-

My semester exam is ended two days ago......phew, finally I can take a rest and enjoy my winter vacation.
And, to take a rest from the hard life, I decided to have a trip with my friends and will start in these two days. I really need to go out and relax~

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commission

 MorriLeFay sketch20%
 TravarisRhade sketch10%

trade

 Lintu sketch30%
 sukebepanda preparing......

Urr, btw, coz of the virus, I lost most of my msn record, so if you found that I didn't put your name in the list above, please contact me by note or msn, thank you!

The weather is become a little cold now ,and soon the coldest season will come. The mid semester exam will be over next week ,but that doesn't mean I can have some time to relax this time ,because of my part-time jobs.

I'm a tutor ,And I always have to spend a lot of time on preparing for the class next week ,and the class after next week...and my student seems not doing very well on his study ,he's a good boy ,but not a very good student in some places I think. However ,I hope he can concentrate on his study ,not for my face ,but his future.

Just few days ago ,teacher who taught me guitar when I was young called me ,asked me if I can teach a boy guitar or not ,omg I never touch my guitar again since I become a college student ,I almost forgot everything!

I shout in my mind ,but seems my guitar guessed my thoughts already ,but she still asked me if I can prepare for the class ,coz she's just too busy to teach that young boy ,and the boy's mother seems don't want to give up.

For many reason I accepted it ,the most important reason is money of course...coz the pt job I have now can only make very few money (coz that student is my mon's friends's nephews - - So they bring down my pay) ,and if this boy's mon accept me I can make much more money then before.

However ,another reason I take these two pt jobs is because of the pressure of humanity ,it's hard to explain...and cause of that I'm becoming much busier then it was ,and also have to be careful about my study.

I want to take a trip or have a leisurable weekend some day...but before this I have to remember how to play guitar first.- -

Well ,just some complain ,never mind.

Yesterday I went supply a Paypal account~that means I can use it to get money or buy something ,so I think I will start doing commissions very soon.

I don't know if it's the time now ,but to think about my real life...I still want to make some money ,so that's my decision.

Price:
And about the price...if theres no accident it'll be:

10 USD for only line art
25 USD for full coloured

The arts will be made by PhotoShop CS2 9.0
And...although I accept almost everything but don't ask me too complicated / difficult things ,or I might decline. orz

Payment:
Just like I said above ,I can only use Paypal to recieve money= =

And coz I also have to trades and original works ,if I think it's enough for me,I won't tell who but I'll just say no more in this journal.

And after finished it I'll give you the pic with a water mark ,and after you paid I'll take off it.



Please use note / msn / mail to contact me if you are interested in ,and also ,if you don't want to submit the pic on my page please tell me.

Any advise and suggest will be fine~

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edit 7.16.2007
Stop accepting for a while...

I'm sick....so I'll stop drawing until I feel better...

I know ,this journal is really short...but I really feel bad & uncomfortable now= =
Sorry to people who watched me...and see ya.