Hi guys!

Long story short, I got an account on Weasyl now! It's right here!
For those who cares (those who don't can read the next paragraphs), the account named merely “Vital” was empty and inactive for years on Weasyl; thus allowing me to claim and get it. You can't grasp the true form of my happiness about this trivial thing.

So. Let's be clear, I won't leave FurAffinity, since I love this site. I'll just upload everything I do on both, if not more here. The way I want it, I'd like to keep the Weasyl gallery a little more serious than on FurAffinity.

That said, back to business!

COMMISSIONS

Right now, commissions are CLOSED.
I might re-open them soon, but I can't be sure. The reason for this is my fifth (and last) year as an architecture student is starting on September 15th. Moreover I'm following some kind of double curriculum which will open on September 23rd. It may or may not be awfully overwhelming real soon, so… I guess you'll hear from me again later!

STUFF

I might be able to do some crazy shit with 3D printers in a few weeks.
 

Darn, it has been so long, hi!

I shall, once again, open some commissions for you to take, I think. For those who didn't see it yet, go check out my Commission Price Sheet. The main stuff is written there. But there is more... on my new and not-so-shiny Commissions infos! Yay!
Also you can basically ask me about anything (postcard, black sheet, canvas, ...), and well, I'll do it! With a smile.
Of course, that's if you ask for commissions.
It would be creepy otherwise.

So. How about... four slots. Yeah, I think that will do. I open 4 darn slots! JUST FOR YOU!

Hi furs!

So basically, today is the day I finally open commissions!
You can now commission me, like you can commission other artists.
Maybe.

Well, you guys go see this submission, it sums up everything that you need to know!
Hey, let's check out this Commission price Sheet!

As for now, I'll take up to three commissions. I think it might be like... commission slots, yeah. Depending on how it goes, I may expand the amount of commissions I take at one time!

I'm currently experiencing some really bad time with my eyes.
I won't spend much time telling that much details about it, the fact is I can't see with my right eye, and opening the healthy one is both hurting and tiring. I got some heavy and very restraining medication to heal it, leaving me very few time to sleep and do stuff.
So basically, I won't be able to draw, write, read nor anything until it get better. Thus I will be off for a week or two if I'm lucky, or far longer otherwise.

Sorry for the few ones who rely on me at the moment, I hope you won't have to wait too long...

Wow, hey guys. I've been away, as good as dead on furaf' (and everywhere else) for more than two months now, although I promised a lot of things (requests and stuff) to many of you. I think I owe everyone at least a few explanations.

The first explanation is I had to focus on my studies, for my own sake. I am really unstable when it comes to studies. I'm easily feeling like shit about them, so I work as much as possible to convince myself I'm not wasting the time of everyone.

Then there is that problem too... I could call that an art block, but it is not true. I just don't want to draw. I've been tired of holding a pen lately. It's like it were a chore, a painful duty that could always wait a day or two. I needed a long, long break. I don't know when I will get out of this break, maybe in days, maybe in weeks, maybe in months. And for that I feel really sorry. As for now, I'm trying to work on requests and other stuff I should have done months ago. Sure thing is I won't take any other request or trade for a while.

I won't complain about anything else. Well, I don't have anything else to complain after all. I just feel guilty for being so dead lately. :c

Heck, holidays!
I'm off for... a week or so, I don't really know when I'm back. The only sure thing is that I have three hours left to pack my luggages before I go for a week of skiing like a er... We won't mention it. I should survive, at least.

So there there, I'll surely keep on drawing, but not that much (heck, y'all know family isn't always cool with furry and stuff). And I won't be able to publish anything with good quality. That's why I will mainly take this time to write and rest.

Ow, I also certainly won't have access to the Interwebz everyday, 'cause it is expensive. ;n;

Buh-bye!

As told in my previous journal, I've been giving away seven watercolour postcards. I had exactly seven requests, so it was quite perfect! Two weeks went by, time to tell some things about them, so everyone can see how things go. I'm really slow, I should be a snail, I'm sorry for that. ;w;

1.  felineknightblayz: Done, sent, and received. Check out Quiet stay!
2.  matapan: Done, sent and received. Check out Paris' roofs!
3.  jyru: Done, sent and received. Check out Everything is not to be handled!
4.  maxspiltzgreywolf: Done, sent and received. Check out Nostalgia!
5.  coon: Done, sent and received. Check out On the hunt!
6.  wildraven: Done, sent and received. Check out Flying away!
7. Satomi: Cancelled by the asker.
Tu-du-dum...

Now something new: I've got plenty of these postcards, in two different sizes: 10.5x21cm and 10.5x14.8cm. I have 20 of each, 40 in total. I find this support really interesting, handy and... just fun. .w.
I will continue painting them for personal purpose, but I'd be glad to give some again. I have to think about it, because er... supplies and post services are not that free, I can't afford spending too much just like that for now. =(
I won't take any request/commission until I'm done with the one I got. I'll see then what to do, if you have any suggestion or helpful words for that matter... =D

Hi everybody.

In the extreme case you would be interested in that, I have some watercolour postcards (10.5x21cm) like this one. I don't know what to do with them, so I'm offering them to anyone who tell me what to paint on it.

The process is simple: you tell me what you want on it, and I'll draw, ink, color, and then send it directly in your mailbox. Anything can do: scenery, abstract, furry/non-furry theme, one, two, many characters or none, and so on. There are things I can't draw: I'm not accomplished, and certainly not the best artist you will find. But I'll try my best. Depending on my free time, it may take from one day to weeks to paint one postcard, I can't tell. I also can't tell how long it would take to travel from my bare paws to your mailbox. It depends on how far you live, given that I am in France.
Obviously, everything would be free. My pleasure.

If nobody wants them, these postcards will go in family's, friend's, or even random people's mailbox. But as I'd rather be sure they don't end up burnt or tossed out...

As for now, there are seven of them. I'll submit any postcard I paint as soon as it is done, and update this journal each time. Thus you can have an idea of what it can look like.

PS: I forgot, note me if you are interested.

Hullow!

It has been a week since my second year at my architecture school began, it's time for a short report!
So what. Tiring. As I've been told last year, I will have loads of work, I have already two records to do before the end of the world (deadline on 21st December haha), a time-consuming conception project, and many books to read. I won't have much time at home to draw and blah.

But whatever, I'm back on submissions too, the less time I have, the more productive I am! I'm ending my break, I have worked on my style and methods, I have now less limitations on what I can draw and what I can't, I hope you'll enjoy the new things. Furthermore my compiouteur is completely repaired now. This may imply more coloured work in the future.

That's all for today's news!

Hu… Did I say this morning I would get back to drawing more?
Yay er… I'm more or less having a little break after all. I may draw for myself for a while, I dunno, maybe I'll post it, maybe not. I have to take a break for now, I want to experiment new things, go on some projects, getting up-to-date with myself. Also I may not be very present, nor reactive. Dunno, will see.

Later guys!

Hi zere!

I am back from loooong hollidays, and my computer has just quite died…
Not really, it always had problems (it is the one of three MacBook Pro with serious ventilation issues). Three times faster fans, and powerful external fan just to keep it from blowing up. But now, I can't even go on the Interweb more than a minute, and then BOOM freeze & reboot.

So I'm backing up everything I have, and I'll bring it to the after sales service, and no computer for more or less 2 or 3 weeks, maybe more… ;-;
However I can use another computer most of the time, so I'll try to get back to less playing, more drawing, to make watchers happeh - I hope! ^w^

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Hello people!
I´m happeh today, I have now a 3DS of mine! Long story short, wildraven wanted to buy a 3DS XL (soo biiiig...), but he had a 3DS and no money. I had money, and wanted a 3DS. DEAL! I HAVE A 3DS and no friend to bother. :'(

Sooo if you have a 3DS too and if you don't mind a lil' foxeh in your friend list, gimme your 3DS Friend Code (here or by PM), and I'll add you.
Here is mine: 4940-6676-5950

If you add me, be sure to add wildraven too (he will just keep on being a cutie ^w^).
Here, wildraven's: 1375-7266-7355

PS: I send a loooot of letters! :D

Ya know what? Ya know what?
I've got 1005 page views right now!
IMMASOGLADHAPPYFULFILLEDWITHLOVEFUREVERYONE!!

Naah, just kidding. I've just seen loads of people posting such journals for each hundred pageviews they got, with nothing more than what is above, and it's kinda the reason why I stopped reading every single journal that appears in my message box. Now I just look at the subjects and the author. And I barely read one journal from time to time now. Yay it's bad, but hey, I'm free and don't like to waste my abundant, worthless and unused time to read. I think it's better to use it to feel the ultimate boredom of wasting my time on Skype, or things. I dunno. But It's good. Yay.

Okay okay, I shut, I'll get back to… doing nothing… With a lot of happiness, though. =D

“You are not your fucking pageviews.” said someone. Wise.

Sorry for being a bitch right now, but I have to take this off my mind.
I feel… alone, and guilty. Like I don't deserve anything I have. It is like a rewind in my life, two years ago. There is… nothing. Absolutely nothing where I am to help me feel better, it's like being imprisoned in a cage, falling, falling, falling very deeply in my memories. There is ropes everywhere which could help me stop the fall, but I can't reach them. They are too far. You are too far…

I can't draw right now. I just… can't do it. I hold the pen and it fall on the white sheet. I don't see anymore, I'm just sobbing then crying, and I don't deny that at this very time, all I want is destruction, all I want is destroying something because I want to not destroy myself for you. So I end up painting with coffee and ink, I dunno why but I can focus on colors whereas I can't on paper, thus I can put down my feelings. Writing too, it can focus my mind enough so I can eventually think a little by myself, even it this is bad thoughts, they are still better than the ones I have when waiting for the time to end the day so I can sleep, and wait the other day. This is the reason why my two last works are so dark, it's even darker in my mind right now, but it's enough to make me pretend I can keep up. I just want to go on, however it's… tough… and… painful… but I'll do it so I won't harm anyone, so I won't harm you.

Well, sorry again, I publish this journal, but I really hope no one will take it in consideration, it's not worth worrying. Really. Sorry…

I already know no one will answer, comment, nor even read this, but whatever, I want to write down some things I've been thinking about FA's visitors/users.

First of all, when I see a picture I like at least a bit, because I dunno, I like the style, I like the theme, both, or if somehow I think the art is bad, but that the artist has potential, well, I at least take a tour to his/her page. I wonder how many people do this, since even recently I was the kind to randomly fave masterworks and never fave nor comment nor shout nor watch anything/anyone else. Do you? :3

I had other questions and observations, but I forgot them, as always, so haha, I'll stop this journal here and return to my work.

See ya!

Pheeew, I am a bit moody at the moment… I still have a lot of work from my architecture school, but I have more time to deal with it, so it's okay. You don't care I think. Whatever.

So well, what did I want to say, now ? Ah, yes. I took some requests from friends a while ago (for some, more than a month…). And since I feel more productive, more inspired, more confident, and less overwhelmed, I-I-I should work on them. I shall do it!
But not the way you might expect, dear friends who requested something! I'll do them in the order of my choice, because I'll do them when I'll be in the mood for. Hey, you ain't want me to do something ugly for the sake of doing it first because you asked first (especially since no one knows who asked first mwahaha). If I feel like drawing a sweet lil' butterfly-cutie whirling around wonderful rainbowz'n'shit, I won't be efficient for you if you asked for a fuckin' mad psycho eating cucumber while crushing people with a wrecking ball.

Well, nobody asked for it. And I don't want to draw uh… what I said. Or just for me. Yay. Sounds good.

See ya later!

PS: I DON'T take any more request at the time.

I've been submitting strange drawings for a few days, and it has been worrying some friends about my health (and for some of them, my sanity).

Well, I have to explain then. I doodle a lot when I'm supposed to do something else, like listening to the master class, being sociable at a family dinner, or just working. Even when I have a drawing to do (like the others I posted), I keep drawing little things on anything. It can be pose practicing, a new character, or “studies”.
But I also draw these little figures, my fursona's bust plus some features if needed for the drawing. These are often… sad drawings, even gore sometimes. They depict what I'm feeling, but in an extra-hyperbolic way : each doodle includes its lot of symbols, references or ideas I, and only I could understand. That's how I get rid of my bad feelings (a kind of drawing-based catharsis…).
As for the description of each doodle, well, it's a description. It describes an extra-hyperbolic cathartic drawing using extra-hyperbolic cathartic metaphors. Don't let it fool you.

Sooooo… stop worrying, I've been put under a lot of stress recently, but I'm fine. I plan to submit three to five other doodles like that, and will stop the trip through my mind after that. Well, at least I think. ^^

Thanks for reading ! :b