let me start off with, i know its April fools day. usually i made a joke i'm quitting drawing on april fools but stopped since i saw all the love and support.

that being said Im in what's called Burnt out. i really haven't been drawing for the past few weeks and its really. REALLY getting to me. were not in a good position for anything atm. my wife is working at a job she hates and i hate aswell. my job is come to a halt cause of this stupid mental pin in my head. not only that the more days i go on without getting a commission or working just drives me up a wall.

not only that the town we live in just sucks with jobs. some temp, others are just mental hastles for a paycheck. honestly helping my roommate find a job is just a hassle since its all "hiring" but no one wants to hire.

rent is 3 months late i got bills needed. internet, phone, water, electric. basically all this just to live and "work" even though i haven't done anything. and it's a constant voice in the back of my head yelling at me over and over and over again. "why did i quit my job? you should have stayed. you made money while an artist now look at ya, burnt out, depressed and anxious. suck it up and just draw."

"they don't care about this or that, you just want the money to spend on bills. and have a small amount for yourself to buy some game that's on sale or a snack so you can surpass your fallings, they don't want to hear about your mental health, everyone has it. grow up. they dont want to hear about how your back or stomach hurts every time you wake up. how you get sick often. they don't want to hear it. get your ass up and draw."

its really maddening how much it yells at me so much. honestly not mentally or physically ok. i really am not.

i don't like asking for help but its just hard. really it is. i want to get out of this rut so i can draw again and make money to fix the problems, but even then my self-worth is just so low. i don't know what to do...

not only this but the fact my birthday is coming up. nothing to be happy about it. I honestly fear it.

for those who don't know I had a really good buddy of mine.  wordsmith64 passed away about 2 years ago now. as well as my aunt. he didn't die on my birthday per say but my aunt did. and i got the news both on the same day. it hurt really badly. so badly i don't remember what happened last year cause i was drinking all day to forget about it. mostly slept too.

now its coming again with all this and i may lose where i live and what i have. its a constant ice pick. i really don't know what the fuck to do.

for the most part I'm "ok" ish at the moment. i'm not stupid enough to "end the game" early. i know a lot of people would be very upset if i did. i just need help. but i don't know what the fuck to do...

well this is my first ever adopt auction so let me know what you think and lets see how it goes.

auction is right here :

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46117347/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46117347/

So today I drew like normal and then restarted my PC. When my PC woke up it decided to have a brain aneurysm... It didn't want to fully go because somthing went wrong and I tried everything to fix it.

So now I have to reset my laptop. Which I am not happy about at all... Personal files are saved and my art is saved on a harddrive but that means I have to re install everything in order for me to draw again.

Not only that I got commisions that I'm trying to start because bills are due within days...

I'm not asking for pity I just need to vent out. My mind is not in a good place and it's almost 5 am here.

That's my update. Later I guess.

hey guys so I got the results and i got 10 people i can add on to this. the theme for this one is taking a shower.

poll ends on saturday so please get your votes in!!

https://strawpoll.com/wgaeup24s

we got
spyro
bowser
weregarurumon
allo
falco
kass
teba
revali
avacado
and wolf o donnell.

get your votes in and feel free to vote for multipe peeps.

https://strawpoll.com/wgaeup24s

i know i have been mostly posting sisu drawings and i feel a bit bad since i am leaving my fellow men out in the dust XD i do have a few more drawings of sisu coming of if anyone is curious but i want to know who you want to see me draw.
mostly just somthing simple. maybe them at the gym or somthing that involves sweat XD

just a small list of fules

1. has to be male.
2. no OCs
3. multiple characters are welcomed but i may only pic one out of the comments

after i get a few characters to do stuff i will do a staw poll and let you guys vote. :3

with that being said i hope you guys have a good one.

vote here: https://strawpoll.com/wgaeup24s

Thanks xD I found my Jake long one of Susan long and dark dragon on e621 and wanted to thank ya. I used to post there but it was with my old OLD art and got it deleted. But that was a nice surprise

now that i got your attention. i really love it. but i hate the fact i've been watching Gargoyles and American Dragon when I draw. now i wanna do fan art of them again. dang it. Disney why did you do this to me?!

wow. i just was checking my FA profile and realized today is the 10 year anniversary of my account. holy sh*t. XD
well i dont have anything planned except for Halloween. (cant wait)

but i would also like to thank everyone who have supported me over the years. i really appreciate all the comments and commissions.

i really cant thank you guys enough.

stay safe out there

hey i just wanted you guys to know im glad i am drawing more then ever. dont worry im safe in all this mess but i still go a job so thats what helps.

i want to draw even more now but i wanna draw what you guys want to see. more cuck stuff, hypno?, maybe animation. who knows. just leave a comment on what i should draw.

now listen, i cant draw everyones request so some may not be drawn. but ideas are welcomed. i got a few but i wanna save them for a vote i might do.

other then that. stay safe out there!

so... today is my birthday. and i feel empty.

yesterday i found out one of my very good...good friend  wordsmith64 passed...
he died from a blood clot.. and the worst part about the whole thing is that i was almost done with his latest commission...
i thought i would never feel alot from this but he loved my art. he got so many commissions i was proud to call him my no.1 customer. it wasnt the money. i would do free art for life just to prove i dont care about the damn money at this point...

gets even worse... i had a wake up call. my sister called me that my aunt passed. 3 heart attacks...
she was like a mother to me and she treated me like if i was her actual son. same with my sis, bro, niece and nephews. that hit a bit harder. but i still even then..had to go to work. just to get my mind off things.

im not sad. i think thats a good thing. whenever im down in the dumps sad I have a little voice in my head think about suicide or wishing i was never born and it repeated over and over again.

today its just silence. it feels like a bad dream..

so yeah...happy birthday to me i guess. honestly i haven't celebrated my birthday in 3 years. defiantly not starting now.

as for my art im gonna try my best. i am still gonna finish his commissions. aswell as a tribute..

Rest in peace Mike.

Rest in peace Tia Mari.

yeah i just saw how many people really liked the pictures. I myself do like em but i dont like how there shaded and drawn and with my old pc dead in the water i have no way of editing them whatsoever.

so if you guys want i can redo the pictures. and redo the story. definatly the story. i feel like there could have been so much more knowing how to write and draw better now XD

let me know your thoughts!

So I smelled a very bad burning plastic smell when I was using my PC. And of course it was my power supply, so I turned it off waited turn it back on. Worked

Next day I tried again. Only this time it didn't work.

So yes I'm kind of Sol right now.

Luckily for you guys actually have a laptop. It's a bit slow but I think I can use paint tool Sai.

I can only pray that it was just a power supply. I can't tell if the hard drives are burnt or not.

Sooo. Yey

orginizing my scrap folder and i need stuff deleted but i totaly forgot how x.x

https://www.patreon.com/VitaminBob
https://www.patreon.com/VitaminBob
https://www.patreon.com/VitaminBob
https://www.patreon.com/VitaminBob

come check it out. i will be posting there most of the time.
for a dollar you can see some of the secret projects i have been working on.
also i will post there for any votes on new drawing ideas!

As you can see the last 4 drawings i did fox, falco, panther, and wolf.
And quite honestly thats all i got o.o

Although i did do a sketch of Shark Rad from cyanide and happyness
[Look up shark rad on youtube]

Im taking votes for any furry related characters from books, movies, tv shows and video games.

Since i dont have a list please give me ideas and i will see what i can do.

Please and thank you.

Pokemon Art Academy
3DS

Pokemon Art Academy is a great drawing tutorial for those who dont know how to draw or are barely starting. as an artist who knows how to draw this was a very slow process.

the tools are not given to you all at once. they are giving one at a time as you progress your way through the drawings. and yes there is a way to get all the tools at once. however it is confusing after not progressing through the "Story" mode.

so far the game seems good for beginners. defiantly for those who want to up there game and for young ones to get into drawing, even making it more enjoyable when their drawing pokemon!

i am doing this review because the 20th anniversary of pokemon is tomorrow and i feel that i should review a spin off game that is not one of the main series

btw if you are asking.
Im getting Pokemon Red
and later.
Pokemon Moon.

hope y'all enjoy

Arm up or arm down?

Btw this is brooklyn from gargoyles

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19134494/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19134503/

Request:

- Request can be poses or characters in drawings. asking for what you want to see.
- Request are only that. it can be denied.
- As of now Request cannot just be your fursona.
- any request that is only a fursona will go on the lowest part of my list. [sorry guys i need funds]
- free drawings of fursonas will only be in specific events.

*free commissions dont exist here anymore

back and better then ever. got internet. yey.

so far vitaminbob is my username for the wii u

ok im doing this to keep myself organized. XD i know i have a few extra characters. even the ones i bought. but i need to keep myself in place.


how its set up

Speices - Name : Link

MAIN FURSONA:

German Shepherd -Bob Oscar Barkin : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11579325/

OTHERS:

mutant - [no name] : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12771418/

Candy Croc - Rock Candy : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12804768/

Candy croc - rasberry : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13181028/

(this guy im working on) Horse - working name : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13085947/

MLP - Sinlclair Barkin - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12604700/




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i think thats all of them. XP

if you guys read this and wanna help. you can help me rename the candy crocs and the mutant.

also i might make a few more fursonas. but i have to fix the missing ones first

http://youtu.be/g0g6b_Zd4OY

no time! watch!

im playing scp containment breach. a horror game.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNvuD-4BIAQ

- SCP Containment breach (installed, will actually be my test video)
- Haunted : the true slender game (dont have yet)
- Farcry 3 (dont have yet)
- Dead Island (dont have yet)
- Dark Souls (dont wanna get but has to x.x)
- Left 4 Dead (1-2 dont have)

hey guys, just to let you guys know i finaly got my pc in today. XD so excited. my friend gave me a whoel bunch of thinks to do with it. he also gave me a Wacom Bamboo Tablet. XD AHHH! not to mention skyrim. :D

so yeah. i am going to be busy. but i wanted to get help from you guys.

i might be starting game reactions. like slender or somthing. XD

so what i need you guys to do is help me get started.
how?

simply write down a game you want to see me play and ill see if i can

start commenting! :D

this one is for the furs who have a 3ds and can actually attend

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12604552/