Hai there everyone
So yeah, as the title says, I am back from Portugal to Canada now, I ended up extending my stay and spent an awesome christmas with my bf <3
Oh gosh, everything worked so good between us <3, rawr~
So our relationship will continue for forever now |#3, love you Nast
<3<3<3 <3<3<3

I am not going to forget my visit, he even found that it went better than expected <3, hehehehe
The only bad thing of all this, is that I am sooooooooooooo missing him ; w ;, lol. like even today I cried from one of our memories |'#3;;; I'm such a baby.

Anyways, sorry for the mushyness, but I just wanted to express my happyness =w= ~<3.
So yeah, I am back and I already got some comissions going, lol, so yeah, came back and strong XD, rawr.
So yeah, happy belated new years to everyone and it's good to be back |#3 <3

Hi-cha...r there x3.
it's been a long time since I have uploaded anything and not even said anything here XD;;;
So yeah, I am feeling like giving a status report |3.
A month and something ago I finally arrived to Canada after a long ass plane travel, met  royyy there and got a lot of getting used to do, speak in english and all XD. It was thrilling to say the very least, after so much work into this, I feel really accomplished, now all I need it's a job and I'll be totally set.
But why haven't I looked for a job yet?.
I am currently sitting on my bf's bed, yush |#3
I have also managed to come here, to Portugal to exclusively see my boyfriend and I am loving every bit of it, he is suuuuch a sweetie |#3 <3
And what would you know? things have worked out wonderfully, he even after meeting me, wants to keep being my boyfriend, so...rawr <3
Sorry for this...
But I am soooo fucking happy >w<
I wuv my eternally nuzzling boyfriend <3 <3
We are totally loving each other's company |#3, we have gone out and even his family is treating me well, so I don't really have any complaint more than I wish I could stay here for Christmas...but I decided before coming to not stay with them there, to avoid making any problem for being a stranger and staying with them during christmas, if I had known they would have been so accepting... |3;;;;;;
13 Days to be back to Canada and then I'll look for a job and stuffies, so yeah.
That's the reason why I haven't been uploading much lately, I am too enjoying my life at this moment like to draw stuff x3;;;. Some people have asked me already why I haven't been uploading stuff, so I felt like making this report, but I am hoping I'll be able to pull out some drawings after I am back to Canada.
Anyways, this is getting too long for a status report and I need to finish the yogurt cake for my boyfriend's family |#3, so see you all later
Take care XD.

Soooooooo love you, my cute foxy <3

*Nuzzles nuzzles nuzzles*

Hi everyone, Vitrex reporting.
I can't believe it D:, I passed the 10000 Pageviews and no one said any congratulation ; n ;. People soooo hates me... *Shot*
Anyways, you might have noticed lack of art lately, or even lack of talk in MSN, the reason is that I have been working lately on the travel to Canada, like omg you guyz, I got a month ago or so the clearance for the Visa, so I have been moving with the insurance stuff and the accomodation subject |3;;; all has been so terrible, but I finally am settled with everything.
As a matter of fact, I am travelling to Canada this monday 31 and arrive to canada by Nov 1, tuesday. So yeah, expect less activity for a while, since I'll be settling up there, sharpening my english and also hanging out a whole lot with  royyy, lol.
So yeah, regards to everyone and have a good time there |3.
Wish me luck XD.

Again, thanks for the input x3
I am not affected for that at all, lol. But I was genuinely curious if other people saw me like that |3;;;. I'll keep the pics coming, not a problem at all |3. Maybe I can open some requests.
Talking of that, I might do a comic soonish~. So yeah |3, finally something to replace that terrible comic that everyone want me to continue, lol <3
Have a nice day everyone |3

EDIT: Also,  ceiling-cat is grounded for what he said on the last journal DDD:
Nah, kidding |3

Hiyas x3;;,
So it has come to my ears that I am kind of a whore =3=, for drawing myself with some other people. So yeah, I want to know your opinion =3=, do I really look like one?
Thanks for your input

Hiya to all.
First thing to say...gosh how I love my hunnie x3. Spent 2 days working with him (Not entire days, mind you, lol) to develop this |3 <3
Some lovely dual avy collab, I say |3 <3.
And well, the second thing is... I have given it some thought, and now that all is conveniently set up, I can say safely that I am open for COMISSIONS x333.

Sooo...I think I'll be working with the same prices I setted up for the last comission I made. The price goes as follows.
-$5 USD Per character (Counting the first one in the pic)
-$2 USD to include a background (My backgrounds suck, that's why they are so cheap, lol)

All pics will be fully colored and shaded (Including backgrounds if it applies). Mostly because it's the way I roll, lol. Also can't find myself doing sketches at a lower price than $5, doesn't sound profitable at all to make a sketch at $2, lol, time wise and all I mean x3.
So yeah, I'll be keeping 2 slots for comissions. Because I don't want to get myself overloaded with such responsability and I like to be responsible enough to pull things up fast enough, so making a big list would backfire on my mood (In case I am not able to clear it fast)
Sooo.... I'll keep a list of the actual comissions on my front page x3.
Just PM me and we can talk about the comission x3, and I'll give the paypal address where to deposit the payment |3

By the way, I'll boviously will keep working the actual requests and on art "for" myself |3, also will randomly open requests slots, but those will have to wait behind the comissions |3.
And, well, that's all.
LOVE YOU HUNNIE >3<
See you all |3

Hehe, hi.
Just was thinking and thinking, today I have been on a thinky mood. And well, it came to me.
Today is again my friendship anniversary with  stranger24 x3;;
I got to be honest, I kinda forgot, so I have nothing prepared at the moment. But I'll pull out something x3;
So yeah, it's been 2 years, hmm? 2 years and like a week or 2 since I sent that fatefull mail, lol. Must say that the way keeps loaded of stuff and hardships, but I just want you to know that I still love you x3, in the most friendly way, sheeesh, you perverts.
I hope we can keep at it without much trouble x3, and happy second Anniversary, Roy <3

Hiyas, Vee here.
I am done with the earlier requests x3, and I see I can handle atm 2 more, so give me your requests x3, 2 slots open atm. First 2 ideas I were to like are in |3.

Slot 1 :  roymccloud
Slot 2 :  cyberpikachu

Thankies in advance X'D

Edit: And finally the slots are filled |3, wow, that took long for it being free art, lol

Well well, I finally finished my laboral practice 2 days ago, so now I am going to start or better said, continue on all the paperwork I was on for the travel to Canada.
Even so, there is way too much free time for me, lol. Yesterday I fell asleep on the afternoon from the boringness x3;;;;;; so yeah, today I haven't fell asleep but I am still bored, lol.
So
Here is the thing
I am going to take requests x3, the first 2 people giving a nice request, will be getting it. So play fair people and go ahead, ask me for your request that I'll see what I can do, hehehe.

All slots taken, thanks for the ideas, even if there is too much Mew on them, LOL X3

Hi hi to everyone, The only Veechar here <3.

Just making an update about stuff, as I haven't uploaded too much about my life lately, nor draws x3;;; just some sketches. So in case someone minds, you can read this out, lol.
Well well, with all of my uni stuff out of the way, except for my second professional practice to get the degree finally, I have set to get a place to do it, aaaand, guess what. I finally got a place to do it, it's 7 minutes away from home by foot, it's smaaaaall as hell, and the conditions inside are a little bad, but at least the people is nice, so this should be a breeze |3.
but yeah, that means that I am working now, and that I have just one free day per week, the monday, so just in case, don't expect me to be too active here, as I am mostly always tired from work and not too willing to draw, but I'll get some draws every now and then.
I'll be finishing this work-for-free by the middle of April, and if all goes alright, I'll be able to process my VISA quickly and....BAM, go to Canada finally |3, with my degree in my hand AND a work already in Canada (They are really kind in accepting Chileans to go work over there, giving a lot of stuff for it to happen |3) So yeah, I am really expecting this practice to just fly by and get all my stuff done by the middle of April, then go there by the start of May, really nearby my friend Roy ( stranger24) and preparing there to visit my boyfriend ( iswearimnotabot) in Portugal |3 <3.
So yeah, that's mostly it, I am quite tired, trying to recover from last harsh sunday (The best day for the restaurant to sell here).
Oh yeah, as you have seen, I have uploaded some pokemon submissions |3. and me are doing a little project thingie. We are going to draw all the pokemon in existance, mostly for practice and all that |3, we both are going to draw at the same time and upload the same day, going by the same pokemon that the other, mostly going by the pokedex order |3. So far, we have Bulbasaur, Ivysaur, Venusaur and Dragonite |333 so yeah, expect us to take on all 650 pokemon or so eventually >3, RAWR
Well, that's it folks. Thanks for reading |3.
Have a good time you all, Vee out x3

Hi you all. Today, I called to my uni to know my grade on my exam, and guess what?
I passed with the minimun grade ever for the exam |3;;;;;
Mediocre, but FUCK YEAH >3, I passed!!!!. To be honest, the exams were all a mixture of BS and weird stuff one behind the other.
The first part of the exam was a written one, which had SO many weird questions, typical exam that has multiple possible answers, but that just one is the correct one.
The second part of the exam was an oral one, had to simulate as if I was a waiter, and I had to serve a table with one person from Chile (Spanish talker), a person from US (In english of course) and a french one (Talking in french). Supposely I was told that the exams were always like....go to one table and serve in english, then move to the next table and talk in french. But noooo. this time, the mixed the table for everyone, and know what? they didn't even give any instruction or anything, I didn't even know in what language to talk to them to start with. I went and opened in English, but thought..."wait a moment, we are in Chile, the mother language should be the principal here", so I stopped, apologized and opened in spanish x3;;; and I was told to offer the 2 foreign talking people food first, and I was mixing french with english and spanish ALL the time ><, it was so confusing and hard, specially with the nervousness...
Then the third exam was a cooking one, I had 1 hour to look at a basket of ingredients and a list of techniques to be evaluated on the dish, and write down a recipe for principal, dessert AND bread, with ingredients to be used for 4 dishes of each AND each one of the procedures in order, all in 1 hour, after that, I had 15 minutes to go 5 floors upstairs to finish change myself on the chef clothes and had 3 hours to cook from memory what I needed to do. I don't NEED to say that the first our wasn't enough to fill all the paper I needed for the recipies (Each dish had 5 to 6 elements on it) and the 3 hours weren't enough to have absolutely everything ready, considering that we were 8 people in the same kitchen and each one using the same oven and thus lowering the heat of it and making everything slower. They, the teachers and the judges, were saying later to us that 2 ovens were enough for eeeverything T.T, suuuure, considering we had like 3 or 4 things to do in the oven and EACH one of us needed the oven.
With so much BS and little preparations for it, I think I am GLAD I finally kicked this out of the way, and happy, even if my grade was pathetic, I can say that the way they applied stuff and all, was against us and in no way is a good way to evaluate a chef. (The evaluators were even saying that we all did HORRIBLE, but that we did better than people in OTHER years, meaning that getting low grades in this competency exam is like a GIVEN to them. WTF??? that totally means that they are doing things wrong and stressing us more than necessary ><, oh well...)

Sooo, yeah, now I need to just concentrate on getting my second practice at some restaurant (Work for free) and then I'll be ABSOLUTELLY finished, meaning....WITH MY DEGREE, fuck yeah x3. I already kicked out the hardest stuff, so now everything is looking up, and once I have my degree....TO CANADA.
So...I am simply too happy X'3.
Aaaanyways, with this, I have much less stress on me, and I think I want to draw moar. So if any of you still have a suggestion and haven't said it yet on my last journal, feel free to tell me. I'd love to have more ideas |3.
See you all and thanks for reading my usual long journals |3;;;;;;; lol

Hi you all.
I am currently not in a good mood overall, lol. Kinda stressing about lots of stuff, like the final exam fro my degree in 2 days from now x3;;;;;;;; but anyways. Point is.
I want to draw, but because of the activity in my head, I can't think of good ideas on what to draw. Anyone out there has any suggestions for me?
Thankies x3

Hiya everyone
I...uhh, felt as I need to update a little my account, as I have dissapeared mostly from FA. So here, Since a month already, I started doing my laboral practice, one of the steps to get the degree if you don't know what it is. Basically you work almost for free for someone with the goal of adquiring experience in real work. So...well, from monday to tuesday I have classes, and from wednesday to Sunday, I have work .-., so yeah, did I mention that I study in 1 town and work on another one?, hmhmm, that's right, I have to move between towns once in a week, this new schedule without time to rest is really annoying me l3;;; I am getting so tired and there is absolutely no real time to rest, nor...do what I enjoy, art.
That's my next point, I haven't uploaded anything since 2 months ago or so D:, thanks to work I missed Nast's ( iswearimnotabot) birthday gifty and Roy's ( stranger24) birthday gifty too D:, I feel so bad about it, also I wanted to upload more art, finish the comic I started there between me and Nast and well, yeah, draw more .-.;
Sooo, yeah, if you barely see me anymore is because I am really really busy .-.; I barely can comment on journals or submissions at all, so don't think I am ignoring any of you ^^;;; I am just too busy and brain-broken to be able to comment accordingly ^^;;;.
With that said, you might have heard about it, but I proposed to Nast l#3, I was holding it for a long time, but now I managed to do it, in the first chance we got to skype and talk with our voices l#3, it wasn't as I planned the proposal, but it worked I suppose, having him finally as my bf really means a lot to me l#3;;; even if we were so close that we kinda were already BFs, lol. I never proposed before because...you know, one being on a different country, it's hard to accomplish such a feat to meet the far away BF, and I didn't want my first serious relationship to fail, that's why I always was talking about not having a BF until I could say 100% sure that it'll work, once I had my degree in my hands and were available to get out of this sucky country. But you know what? I grew tired about it, also...deep thinking...seriously, afraid of it not working out? that's some serious lack of commitment .-., so not anymore, Nast, hun, I am going to work for you and make this work with all of my strength, even if it means a sacrifice here and there (Like my laboral practice "sacrifice"), We'll make this work out and we'll be happy together, I'll work to make you the happiest person ever, as my very first real BF, I'll commit fully to you >#3.
So yeah, at least a good news there ^^;;; I am overall happy because of it, hehehe.
Anyways, time ran short, so see you guys, take care you all

EDIT: Oh yeah, I still have 2 months more of laboral practice ,-, so I'll be back laaaaaater, but hopefully I'll be able to draw SOMEDAY D:

Hiyas all
I was a little bored and saw this somewhere, so I stole it to do it >#3, lol, boooored.
Gay meme

1. When did you realize you liked boys?
At 16 years old, when I had a dream with my best friend (Just some hugging in a strange set up for just friends >//>;;;, won’t go into too much detail, though I remember it vividly) being too friendly, I realized I loved him after the dream, after thinking a little about it >//>
2. When did you first kiss another boy?
Haven’t yet x3;;; wondering what does it feel like~

3. When was your first time?
My first time for what? X#3;;;;, lol, nopes, haven’t had close contact with another boy yet

4. top/bottom/switch?
Hmmm….I think switch, lol.

5. Is your fursona gay?
Lolobviouslyyeah |3

6. Do you have a preferred body type?
Hmm… I think I am set with anything besides someone too fat

7. Have you ever had a crush on a straight guy?
Yes >//>, my best friend resulted straight after I came out to him >//>;;;

8. Celebrity crushes?
Nah, no celevrity is attractive l3 *Doesn’t really know too much about celebrities, but Leonardo Di Caprio?, laaaame, and he is supposed to be a hot guy, pfffffft, lol >3*

9. Furry crushes?
Pikachus all the way l#3;;;; they are like….soooo easy to make sexy X#3.

10. Dick, butt, balls or other?
Dunno if this means preferences, but personally, I think I prefer uncuts l#3;;; as an uncut, I know how fun can be to play with the foreskin l#3;;;; imagine that to another person, hehehe >#3~. I dun mind bums and balls, as long as it is not an obese morbid bum, then I am alright l3, lol. *Shot

11. Shaved or not?
Hmm…I am shaved actually >//>, though just do it when shaving my face, like…on the way >//>, but no problems with hair there .//.;;;

12. Any particular kinks?
I would say threesome l#3;;; someone got me to like them easily by just mentioning them, besides that, maybe light bondage, so yeah, dun have too many kinks, maybe those will be born from practice >#3

13. Favorite Porn Comics?
Hmm…. I like one that was never finished D:, let alone it was made by a japanese guy, soooo yeah, I dun have the name of it nor it was longer than 1 page, but that page got me totally hooked up l#3;;;

14. Would you consider doing it with a girl?
GOD NO!, girls are the most eeeewwwwy thing evah D: (At least as more as friends, EWWW)

15. Have you done it with a girl?
Ask that again, and I’ll kill you T.T *serious air*

16. Do you ever do anything stereotypically flaming?
Lol. Lots of things l3;;; though I never knew I did them until my best friend pointed them to me l3;;; lawl. I sit with my legs like a girl (Like…both legs together, pointing a little down) and place my hands over my legs, lol, I also move a lot my hands when expressing myself, which ends up in lots of situations, as gay movements l3;;; hahaha, I even find myself a lot of the times doing stuff and snapping that I am in a gay pose without knowing X’D, like girlish l3;

17. Do you try to act 'straight' around non-gays?
Hmm…I act normally, and if someone asks, I tell the truth, lol, I don’t care if people knows I am gay, though I am not shouting it to the winds, lol.

18. Are you 'out' to your family/close friends?
My best friend knows, then my mother knows too l3;;; (Though she had in mind I was like….unsure, because I never tried being with a girl, lol, silly mom l3;;;; hahahahahha)

19. Who was the first gay fur artist you encountered?
It was Roy ( stranger24), my first best online friend.

20. What is a 'must have' in your porn?
That’s a tough one… hmm….maybe someone I like in it? l#3, lawl

21. Do you ever daydream/have personal fantasies?
Of c-couse >//>, but that’s not to be talkable here l#3;;;;

22. Do you have a fur species besides your own character that really gets you hot under the collar?
Hmmm…nope that I can think of

23. Do you know any gay manga/anime you could recommend to folks?
Nope, the only one I know off, it’s Gravitation, but never seen it l3;;;, so nope, lol.

24. How many gay friends do you have?
Almost all of my online friends are gay l3, lol, so….over 10?, lol, easily

25. Do you own any sex toys?
Nope, lol.

26. Are you circumcised? Do you prefer cut or uncut cocks?
Nope, Imma uncut |3~, and I said already, I think I prefer uncut, though I have heard wonders of cut cocks l#3;;;, lol.

27. Rough or Romantic?
Totally romantic l#3, though it can turn rough anytime~ *Shot

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Just using the chance to say I am doing fine, my plans seem to be working alright until now, I am working hard trying to fit everything as soon as I can, to try to accomplish my goal x3, sorry if I haven't uploaded draws, I have been drawing, but not finishing any at all, lol. Besides one that might appear soon l3~, I'll try to upload more often, though, lol.
Have all a nice day |3~

Hmhmm... check it out
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4264634/

Hello everybody.
Well...uhh... I have never shared that much from my rl here, I have always tried to avoid making drama and stuff, and as such, I have always too much pressure in me, so..hmhmm. Tomorrow is an important day for me, and I am feeling a little hopeless, so I thought I would share some words with you all.
For one... I have failed university already one time, like...got some classes failed and got exiled for one year before I could return to study, which is now, the actuallity. Pathetic, hmm? failed and got "exiled" =.=;;; not such a great Vee...
Anyways, there is a catch about coming back to studying, and that is that I can't fail any class ever until I get my degree, if I do...well, I get banned from the university, that means I won't be able to study there ever again in my lifetime. Until now, I have been able to pass the classes I failed already, I still have a last exam for one of them but the thing isn't looking so grimm....at least on those classes.
Tomorrow, at 2pm here in Chile, I have a French test to take...and I am lacking behind in French =.=;;; I have got such low scores there, like terrible, that translates in that I need a really good grade in the exam of tomorrow, grade not much people gets in the class (French is hard here =.=;;;; dunno why so much people here fails it...) so...yeah. A lot depends on this exam, a hell lot. For one, I won't be getting my chef degree, what does that mean?, that I'll have to prolong even more my parents dependance state, living with them and studying maybe another career or the same one in a far more expensive place, which...doesn't look too good, because my mom has been lying to all of my family about my failure, to protect me >>;;; but if I fail, it'll get known and I can expect my whole relatives to turn their backs to me (They are like that, people who has money but don't share and think that everyone should be perfect ><;;; ). Also, if I don't get my degree, I won't be able to get out of Chile and it's underdevelopment >>;;; I hate Chile as a place to work and live, my plans...well, a lot of people knows this already, but in the past, when I was starting in this site, I vowed Roy that I was going to go to Canada and help him with life, sharing the friend bond we had while I got to get him to his rightful boyfriend (Supposely I was going to help him get a place for both and I would run with the bills and all with my work while we prepared for him to get to his bf), that plan was crushed a long of time ago in the meaning that now I am not going there to help him (He doesn't need the help anyways) but more I am going to go there for myself, to start a life and be happy, as Canada is a place where I can get a MUCH better life than here, in Chile, plus I would be able to finally be able to see snow falling, kinda a dream I have.
So I wouldn't be able to get out of Chile for another 2 to 4 years, considering IF I can get to study somthing, because no one is going to help me out of Chile without a degree to help me survive. Also once in Canada, I would be saving money to meet with some people, like the person I love the most, Nast and some others, so basically my life is going to be pretty much screwed if I fail French ;_;, I...uhh...basically don't think I am going to live much longer if all goes the bad way...I don't think life would be so worth it...
Anyways...that's why I have been studying a lot in hopes I pass, fighting with every inch of my body to live and be happy, but it's...way too much info, I have been studying like 4 days straight and I still don't have memorized ALL the info (Like vocabulary in French...I have to learn 20 pages worth of vocabulary for the test ><)
So I am fully stressed, worried, hopeless and all, tired...blah, I just want this all to finish and finish in a GOOD way ><:::. So now I am going to bed, too tired from the travelling (I go to my parents' house to wash clothes, a 2:30 hours trip to their city) and from the studying.
Wish me good luck...for I don't know what will happen to me if I don't make it ><;;;;
Anyways.. goodnight to you all and take care
P.S. Sorry for all, this will be the last time I open so much in "public" =.=;;; but this was important.

EDIT :The exam finished, I am confident I did my best, but I wonder if it was good enough =,=;;;; god....I never saw so many vocabulary questions together...

Hello you all
Seems again has come the time where I am all stressed and troubled *Shrugs* it also seems I am sprouting drama here and there, so I have decided to take a break from everyone with no exceptions. At least until my mind settles itself and I can again spend some happy times with my friends =/, seems all I do lately, is bring down the mood, even when I am trying the contrary with all of my might. Oh well... this is a goodbye, until I have fixed myself. I...personally don't like the lonelyness feeling.. but yeah, I don't see how I can fix all my stuff while having more stuff appearing at the same time I am trying to recover...
Lately...it's hard to stay completely happy.
Well, I'll be "active" in FA, at least as I use to be, posting things every now and then, even if it's not so commonly, but yeah, if something bad happens to me, 'll be sure to upload a journal or something maybe.
So yeah, have a good time, you all. take care.

Hiya everyone, busy charchar is here x3.
Well well, I have lots of news lately, but this journal is not to talk about me, it's to talk about something I noticed....
WHAT'S WITH THE LACK OF PIKACHU PRON??? lol. I have been noticing that there is almost not much pics from pikachus being smexy x3, soooo I wanted to ask all of you, what do you think?
Should there be more pikachu porn or not?
Depending on the outcome of this little survey that maybe I'll help the....proliferation of the...material of this lovely creature l3, so tell me foru....guys, should there be more pika porn? x3

Hey everybody. I hope you are all doing fine.
I am just here, alone in my appt, trying to forget some stuff that happend over here >>... and I remembered something. I haven't reported myself D:
Things are like this... my classes started once again, so now I am having some load of work now >>, and I have been doing some homework every now and then, giving me MUCH less time for myself, along that I have to cook and clean all by myself, lol x3; Not big deal really, but it consumes time. Having said that, I apologize to everyone who might be wondering about me .-. but it's hard to keep track of everything without losing the concentration on university, so yeah.
Also I have been working on some drawings here, for a special day that's coming pretty soon, So yeah, I am busy with lots of stuff lately, but I'll make sure I take a break every now and then to say hi at least .-.
So yeah, I hope you all are having a good time, I'll try to keep up as always ><.
See you all

Hiya you all...
As some of you know, an eartquake hitted us from Chile This Saturday at like 3:37am, a 8.8 grades quake...
I can't describe it with words so well...but luckily I was on a second floor and awake, and I sensed it starting right away, got to the first floor and managed to stand up quickly after the first big shock sent me to the ground. With one arm I tried to keep a big furniture thingie containing glasses and such delicate things from falling frontwards as with my other arm was trying to find the door to unlock it and open it. The eartquake was moving me back and forth... it was...crazy. Glass things started falling, bigger things as a tv as the light went out with the first shock. I was just trying to open the door and keep the thing from falling, but my hand couldn't find the door... Then after some time that seemed eternal, the earthquake stopped...the movement became more slow, less strong...and then it stopped...from the dark I heard my mom crying as I asked if everyone were okay, I walked through the dark and hugged my mom to calm her down, while my dad was looking for something to light things...Once mom was calmed, I went up and looked for my cellphone that has a flahlight integrated... oooold model, no cam not a lot of things, but with flashlight. We all started checking things...we inmediatly noticed the mess below the furniture thingie I was holding up, and I just then noticed that the earthquake moved me alongside the wall along that furniture that has an overall weight of over 100Kgs....like it moved us 50 cms...reason why I couldn't find the door. My mom then started crying for a small glass that fell down, undamaged, a wedding gift. Then we saw the TV body slammed against the ground, but besides that, seemed like just things fell, but not structural damage to the house, which was a relief. Since then, we have been without water nor light for approximatelly 4 days, just today we got light, and the water is still to come. The people started getting afraid and started looting places for food...but too for being bad...
Can you all believe that from the report from our radio we heard that people were looting TVs, fridges and stuff like that just to go and throw it on the floor and break it entirely? What sense does that have???. Lucklily we always have a lot of food...and we managed to survive pretty well without having to go out much, just to buy some soft drinks, as we lacked clean water to drink...
Yesterday people were making fires outside, as my town, Quilicura, located in Santiago of Chile. Was one of the most affected. Lots of other towns had light and water, but we didn't...so people started making fires to try to protect their houses from robbers ><. Because some houses lost their walls, and people were saying that they were going to rob us ><. So we had to keep watch all the dawn of today. Hopefully that didn't get bad and no one came with bad intentions...
Now that light came back, the people will calm down (As I did) and hopefully these terrible acts will finish and calm will be back entirely. Just water is left.
Thanks for worrying about me. But hopefully I am back definitely. So don't worry.
Love you all, take care

Hiya you all <3
My evolution has finally been completed, as you can all appreciate by my brand self-made avy l3 <3 (If you can't see it, then please press f5, lol x3)
It's been a long time since I have stopped being the overlyhappy guy I used to be, also bad experiences all over the place has left me a little sensitive x3;;;, so now I had to force a change of attitude, instead of being the kind of guy who takes it all, now I am going to speak my mind and be openly honest, and that doesn't mean that I am going to be an as**ole, I am just going to confront life without being a pummel bag, everytime I see people is trying to hurt me or make me feel bad, I will be completely honest and will defend myself.
I had to say all that x3;;; maybe people has already seen my new development of character and might be slightly surprised, but know you all that I am still the happy-go-around char I am, as you can see from the avy I made l333, even if some people doesn't like me for being protecting myself >.>;;; just know that now I am thinking in myself and will withstand life better this way.
With that said, now I face my decision and my improvement of character with this new "physical" form!, so CHAARRRRMEEEELEON!!!!
Good to see you all >3 <333
Have a nice day~ and sorry again a long journal x3;; hehehe <3

Hiya you all <333
I wanna wish you all a way laaaate merry christmas and happy new year, I hope everybody had a good time, recieved lots of love and got a fresh new start.
I sure did, hehehe, not for bragging, but my parents surprised the hell out of my brother and me by buying us a laptop for each one, seriously, we were freaked out, we are poor, so this surely was something my parents decided and planned rom LONG ago, lol. After the shock and all, and accepting the new gift, I realized all the doors that have opened to me, starting for having a powerful "handheld" machine which I can take practically anywhere to be able to work with, also it allows for much more privacy for my and my oh-not-so clean work x3, OMG, and even so....now I can use MSN again x3, normal MSN, so for the people who used to talk to me, finally my bad MSN is not going to be a nuissance for comunication <3
Also...after some time of using the finger-mouse of the laptop, I realized that I needed a mouse...and you know what?, I decided to use some of my well earned money and I bought a tablet, just today I got it, also a copy of photoshop from a dear friend, you know what that calls?, yeeeaaahhhh, A FULLY REBORN VEECHAR!!!! x3333
Now I don't need the scanner and the tablet will speed up my work a lot, so yeah, expect me uploading more often, as the tablet will give speed to my draws once I get used to it (It's so fun to practice and get used to it, it's fantastic <333)
So yeah, this journal is more of a status report of me, as I have been quite dissapeared lately, sorry, but I am learning and going to get my driver's license (This wednesday is the test for it X333, so excited), I also have been baking a lot on request, so I have earn some good money from it <3
So anyways, I don't want to drag more, as my journals usually end being too long and boring for the most of my few watchers x3333
Anyways, take care all of you, CHAAARRR <3

Hiya everyone, I am here to say hi and to notify that my account will be quite dead for a while =.=;;;
My Windows XP was showing such a weird black screen problem, and I formated the pc, getting rid of all and tried to install XP again with a cd I got from the internet (Sent from a friend) but it didn't work, then I got another cd to try, and it didn't work too =.=;;;. So at the end, I managed to install Vista, but the pc is having constant heart attacks with the BsoD, it doesn't let me to install stuff (I tried installing photoshop, and it was trying to install it for OVER 3 hours, now that's impossible, and even after 3 hours, it didn't work!) and I haven't been able to install an IM program T.T;;;;
So...with all of my pc's problems, I am afraid that I haven't been able to work not even on a slight thing >.<
So yeah, I have sketched a lot, but I can't just upload pics from my draws T.T (My scanner isn't recognized by Vista >.<;;;;;;), so I am going to be quite inactive until I get my pc to work right again =.=;;;, sorry to the people waiting for their requests, I'll work on them as soon as I get photoshop working on the repaired pc =.=;;;;;;;
Everyone, take care <3

Hello everybody.
Here I am reporting myself. I have been quite inactive lately. So...yeah, I wanted to just inform the people who cares that I am okay, I am pulling through the best I can.
Lately my pc had a problem...and I am not able to use it at will (Formated it, but the installation CD for XP failed, now using Vista, but a copy, and it's failing, even so..the copy is going to auto-destruct on 28 days from now...so...it's going to be useful while looking for another Windows XP Cd...)
So yeah, I don't have access for photoshop either, I have been drawing lately, and I have a couple of things I want to upload, but I want to at least, ink them, as my scanner's quality is terrible and I need to get rid from some weird things that get onthe things I scan...
So..yeah, sorry everybody for being dissapeared, this is not exactly the happiest moment in my life, but I am surviving.
As soon as I can work on photoshop, I'll get some things scanned and inked for you.
Take care, everybody...
Edit: I can't install MSN or Trillian on Vista...just in case. >.<

Hello and I hope you all are alright <3
Hehehe, well, I am going to go straight to the point, so if you don't care about my activities, you can at least answer my question X3.
The thing is that I was thinking about showing myself to the fur community, obviously showing the real myself showing my love for the fandom x3, it is not just a pic of me, it me being a fur, hahaha. The question would be...
-What do you think? do you want me to post a pic of the real me on FA? Or it is not a good idea/it's unwise/it's dangerous?

I thank you all in advance for your input, hehehe, it's something I have had the urge to do, but I am still not 100% sure, so I want to know what my fellow watchers think X3, hehehe <3
Anyways, chatting a little with some of my contacts, I have come to the realization that I need to cut some of the work I have (One even ordered me to cut my work x3)...since I have been on FA, I have offered people all around requests and what not x3, but the thing it's that with all the drama and stuff going around, I found myself spending my days trying to fix things up and not working even a little on the requests, and that is translated in a huge pending list of requests...and I am EAGER to offer my services for comissions...but I don't want to start taking comissions openly until I finish all my requests...so the thing is simple, I am sorry all...I really am...but I am going to delete some of the requests from my list, so now I am going to post a list of the requests I left with their status included. If you are not in the list...then I deleted your request, once I am finished with the requests and start taking comissions, each time I am free, I am going to pick up the deleted ideas and try on them. If you don't appear on the list and I have finished all the requests and if I deleted your request, then that people can request it again, with so much time since I offered them, that people might have changed of opinion about the request .///. ....
Anyways...here comes the actual list. (The original was 16 requests long.... o.o...)
1- -karma- - Comission - Inking 60% done
2- slip3ry - Request - Sketch done
3- roymccloud - Avy - Drawing
4- gothwood9 - Request - Sketch done
5- yellowhattedwonder - Birthday gift - Sketch done
6- sjfan - Request - Sketch done
7- slashthehedgie - Request - Sketch done

The other requests were (ome of them) interesting and it's a big shame that I have to delete them...but hopefully I am going to finish them anyways in the future, don't be afraid of re-request once I have done all the pending list. I really need time to spend normally with my friends and all that =.=....sorry to all who I have on MSN...I am neglected all of you for the work...but hopefully I am going to be a little more free once I finish all of this *Smiles*
Take care all of you <3 Thanks for reading.