So yes I have decided to upload videos to Youtube :3 its a simple channel where you see me do some game play, do makeup, and etc. :3 I hope you guys have a chance to check it out :3

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCu.....gLjBAYE5ge4h9w

Here is the link and you can chat with me on what games i should play and talk about them :3

Hi everyone, this is real I will be streaming on twitch on Saturday and i have a few games so I will let you guys vote on what games I should play for this Saturday :D what do you say?

I will leave a link to a poll and i will get the answer on Friday

https://goo.gl/uKoV2o

Wow its been awhile since I made a journal :v but any who...

Hi everyone how is everyone? im doing ok but Im going to be streaming myself playing video games starting next week and hoping if it goes well i might set a schedule when I will streaming and I will playing pc games at first but I got some games to start with :3

List
Skyrim: Special Edition
Dead Rising 3
Age of Mythology
Left4Dead 2
and many more/ any games you ask me to play/try :3

so if anyone is down I will post when i'm streaming and come watch, chat, and lets have fun :D

So I sure some people have seen my makeup works and throught out the summer i plan to keep doing it :3 so i thought maybe there is a character that you guys want me to transform into cause not only practice but i like doing it :3 the options are all over but try to make it advance (i knoiw have to make latex prosthetic but idk how to body casting..yet :3c) so any requests?

Like the title said how are you guys i have not heard you guys in a while :3

Hey anyone want to talk? maybe needs so advice? or feeling down? i'm here to talk. *sets up some beanbag chairs and brings in bunny and kittens*

So if anyone here has a tumblr and want to see what i have on my tumblr well here is a link so you can check me out and stuff :3

http://pageofkawaii.tumblr.com/

So I look young for my age (I'm 20 turning 21 in August) and I feel like no one wants to date me or flirt with me cause I look like a minor... I think it's nice to look young but is my draw back of not having a bf or gf I know my tone won't do it but I feel like my looks are my downfall

So i got my fursona done ready for Anime Expo this year and if anyone is going I will be there Thursday,Friday, and Saturday

So yeah what the title says i making my fursona cosplay for Anime Expo and future cons for everyone to know :)

I really happy for my fursona cosplay cause i will show what my fursona looks like i mean i know i said that in my art but most dont like nekos like me and rather be full antro

Hey I has a idea and you can share this idea if you want. Its time for me to make another character for pathfinder (i'm really bored :P) so here how we do it yo, all you do is pick one of these ideas from the list below

1: Male or Female

2: good, neutral, or evil

3: tragedy, funny, or whatever

4: Elf, Human, or any pathfinder race (http://www.pathfinderdb.com/charact.....full-race-list)
(http://www.d20pfsrd.com/races)

5: what class is this person?

Bouns: any tattoos, scars, or whatever

And I will be picking three really good ones and i will decide and i will draw this character too (I need more free drawing time D: )so yep have fun (Also this is free so you dont have to pay me :3 )

So I would like to say I will be starting to work on making my fursona cosplay and i do need some ideas for a outfit :3

I have some ideas but ideal shoes to wear are http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00D3A7GV0.....I3H6PKYUSRX15O

and for gloves http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00CJJ6AXQ.....I18RROY426CS66

:D so lets brain storm

So I know I mention me having depression and i happy to say that finally winning the battle and im getting out of it :D it has been a tough moment in life (maybe my lowest point) but I pulled through, and I know lots of people told me "only you can get yourself out of depression" but in truth if I didn't have great friends and family I would not have gotten back on my own feet :)

So i want to say.. Thank you, thank you so much I love all of you guys who listen when something was on my mind, be there when i was down, and showing your support for me getting better :3


And I love all of your support and compassion <3 <3 <3

So I also has a question: If i decide to do some face makeup practice is there anyone you want me to do like a troll, the clock from Dont Hug Me I'm scared, Alice Maddness returns, Skyrim war paint?, or etc.? so if anything comes across let me know and i'll post here

Also I will be doing a..... *drum rolls* a Star Gazer :O!!!! you know from the comic of this great person/artist thttp://www.furaffinity.net/user/animatics/

Hey there It is the first Con of the year :D

So i will be attending ALA (Anime Los Angeles) for funs and stuff :3 so i will be there on Thursday through Sunday (Day zero to last day of con) and i think i wont see a lot of furries there (i saw furries at AX so i maybe) but if you or anyone you know is going you might see me :3

So here are the cosplay I will do (and yes there will be pictures)

Day Zero: Human Kankri Vantas (homestuck)

Day 1: Jake English- God Teir (Homestuck)

Day 2: Titan Eren (Attack on Titan or SNK) *ps yes this is the only cosplay where im barely in clothes you pery sillies x3*

Last Day: Karkat Vantas (Homestuck)

Oh i think this con is almost all homestuck there reason is that i could think of other cosplays but also the time to make them but I do have news

NEWS TIME!!!!

While at Con I will be getting a white wig. Why? Well Cause I will be finally cosplay my own fursona Vivi the Kitsune :D im really excited that i will have time to make it come true so i do need to get a tail and ears (the tail is covered) but I need ears, just ears no head and ears, just ears.. if you know someone or found a really good tutorial on making fox ears send me a link o3o *puppy eyes*


Well that seems to be it :3 I leave you with this for your entreatment http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bc9pDNNGumM
oh Marry late Christmas everyone

Hey guys I know i have not posted or said anything in the past few weeks/months but I really feel conflicted i mean i know i have to believe in myself to make me feel better but is it wrong for others to believe in you?

Hello everyone Vivi here with a idea if your interested. I will be making some Pathfinder campaigns that can be any idea and also let you play with other people and im going to be your GM (game master)

oh Im ahead of myself :O you gals and lads dont know what im talking about

Pathfinder is like dungeon & dragons (the same people created this game) but its a more simple way to play and its rp, rpg, and social fun put together :3

what can you do or be in pathfinder...

a powerful magic user (witch, wizard, etc..)

be the strongest of your enemies (all fighter classes)

be sneaky rouge

or all these other classes http://paizo.com/pathfinderRPG/prd/classes.html

http://paizo.com/pathfinderRPG/prd/.....seClasses.html

so (and im will not force you) if anyone wants to play leave me a note on my FA, a shout, or comment in this journal and i will love to play with you guys and gals

so I will let you know you do need dice and other things but it only apples to those who want to play and i will let you know what you need when the time comes and also i will be doing this through skype (my friends dont recommend it but its my choice :) ) also i should warn you that if i notice if i see 20 every time i ask for roll checks i will not like that and thats cheating :< no one likes cheaters so i would to like everyone know that :)

also i should tell you about... GM Wrath (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfh4Mhp-a6U) what that means is that if you make GM mad (me), do something that is really insulting/stupid, or decide to do that cheating thing i mention i will mostly likely to something silly like a flower that grows on your head and it never comes off or even in worse case.... death of your character D: ( i really dont want to do that but it can happen). this will not happen all the time and im really nice so GM wrath will be less happing also you can also earn GM mercy witch means i can do something great like say for example you walk around in a cave and you earn gm mercy i will make you find a really item or get something great if you earn it :) (trust me its nice to GM mercy then GM wrath)

but Vivi how can i earn GM mercy? well it is easy just play like a good player and i will give you something as a prize for your good deed but it has to be a event where i will approve.

Vivi I need more info before i can play. Well i understand that it sounds confusing so i will make it simple. all you need to do is ask if you want to play and i will teach you while we play :) i been playing for a while and also im in 2 campaigns myself so i know what im doing

and i will help make your characters (class, race, and ect.) but this applies to those who want to play

for more info about Pathfinder here is a link to all info for Pathfinder to how to play to class and spells to equipment :)

http://paizo.com/pathfinderRPG/prd/

also you can contact me with skype vivi9914 for any questions :3

alright thats all for now

Hehe happy holidays everyone i hope you have a safe and happy hoildays and it soon to be the end of the year guys :3

Who plays PathFinder? im a player :3

So im having a hard time acknowledging myself lately and i really need some help like what makes a great?

Hello my lovely watchers of all kinds I have decided that I will be learning how to use make up (due to be a cosplayer) and I have taken upon myself to let you guys know and what you think I think you will like the make up i do and I might teach a few things or two :3 (well not every thing but something at lease)