I haven't posted a journal in a while so I'm going to try and play catch up. XD

I moved! Yes, but not to my own place yet, which is part of the reason I haven't been posting more mature pictures on here or on DA. I moved to the southern part of Louisiana, no not New Orleans, though I'm pretty close. I could always take a trip to Batton Rouge too. One day I will go traveling with DenNami and we will make afew stops to several different places. First things first, gotta save money and move to our own place. When that happens, I'll be working hard to finish up "Say It" and put some other things up as well.

Also I have left Starbucks behind, and I only go there to get coffee, mugs, and snacks! It's nice to not work there anymore, but I have to say I did have a lot of fun making drinks and getting to fulfill the barista promise and meet cool people. The only thing was that my heart wasn't in it, my passion is with animals. At the end of the day, I want to work with animals until I so old they have to shove me from my table. XD I am currently working as a groomer for a pet supply company! And, like working for Starbucks, its about providing a service to the people and their pets. SO you can imagine how much fun it can be, and how frustrating when dealing with more living creatures. But I'm looking forward to being there for a while and helping where I can.

Feel free to drop a line, say hey, make suggestions! I'll keep you as posted as I can~!

I've noticed, whenever there is something that I'm super happy about and really looking forward to comes close to happening, something happens to scare the crap out of me and try to make me loose hope. Haven't lost hope, but I don't want to loose my mind over it either because I'll become a mess of useless nerves. I'll just have to keep praying, meditating, and working to keep the house in shape and keep the lil blood sucking beasts at bay. I feel better, hopeful, and I'm smiling. Wish me luck guys, keep me in your thoughts and prayers (if you pray. ^-^) so I can go see my love in 20 more days.

That's right ladies and gents, furries and humans alike, mutants, normal people (if there are any XD), and my lovely friends. This is it, the mark of being that much closer to seeing  DenNami and I'm so super excited, to the point where I'm having a hard time spelling anything right now. Yeah, I can't spell for some reason. I got back last night from visiting  TizWeymont and  Kaabii, and it was a lot of fun. The only thing is that I left my travel hat at their place, so I'll have to tie my hair up when I go travel to see  DenNami. I have long hair and I hate when it gets caught on the straps of my travel bags because I end up pulling small bits of my hair out. Plus it just hurts to do that.

I decided that if I don't get hired or called in for an interview by the 20th of August, then I'll get some papers together to be a belly dance instructor. That's right, I'll be hopefully teaching classes if I don't get hired or get an interview. That way, I can have a job and I can go volunteer since I'll have travel money. Not only that, I would be able to start saving money for a car and other things that I'll have to pay. Maybe I could get a second job. Maybe.... >..> Yeah, here I go planning again, but I know why I'm doing this now. If I take care of this now I can spend less time worrying about what I'm going to do next and more time focusing on having fun and snuggling up with  DenNami, maybe telling some bad jokes and catching up with some new people. That's the plan. I don't want to worry about a job or money when I go see  DenNami, and I don't want him to worry about that either. XD He's a sweetie like that, he'll start to worry about my situations and try to help me out when he can. And cue the blushing, wiggling and tail swishing!

Hmmm I think that's all for now. I'll continue to keep you guys posted on life and other craziness that's going on. I have to say that I miss posting up my sketches for you guys, I'll be back to doing that one day! ^-^ One day yes!

Hello guys! I know its been a while since my last journal so I want to let you all know whats going on. I'm job hunting, I'm so hoping that I can find a job. I would love to start working, I'm excited for it. But in 42 more days I'll be going to see DenNami for two weeks. I'll be able to spend time with him on his birthday! I'm super excite to see him! And he's just as excited as I am. Its interesting though because I can feel change happening, like we can get closer than before. I think about it a lot, but I feel it more so... I'm rambling on. I know that not everyday is going to be love-dovey and happiness, so even on the rougher days I want to be able to show him how I feel and get to see his response to me.

On a different note, my mom's been really pushing me to get a job, but I don't know too many places that would let me work for a month then take off two straight weeks. I could be wrong, but people would just be like "Yeah... How about you try this again later." Like I said to DenNami, I'm more of a planner and striking when I know my chances will be high in stead of doing things like this on the spur of the moment. Either way I'm hoping for someone to look at me and my credentials and be like "Hmmm I think she's good enough to hire, let's call her in for an interview." I know it won't be easy but with so many places looking for people to employ you'd think that at some point after filling out (what may feel like) your thousandth application someone would finally say yes. I hope someone says yes for two reasons, 1) I'll be that much closer leaving Chicago and 2) I'll get my mom off my ass for a moment.

Hey, I thought that it was about time to make another journal. If you guys are interested in following my work digitally (until I get my scanner connected again) you should check me out on colors live. Just look for Wolf Gem and you'll find me. I have a welcome page and my character will have blue hair.

Whats been going on since I last posted a journal. I'm loving Animal Crossing: New Leaf, each day is something new and I finally bought some turnips so I'll be able to sell those later. I met up with Medoriko a couple of times to take a look at each others houses and swapping fruit. Also had a chance to go see her and some friends we went to school with, we took a trip to the Cheesecake Factory, Argo, and Teavana. It was a fun day and it was well worth going out and spending some money for. I found out that that the Teavana is right downtown, so if I need some tea I can go there instead of going all the way out to Skokie mall, which takes about an hour or so to do. I'd rather take 20 minutes to get to the shop, an hour browsing the teas, and another hour having some lunch, and then coming back home. ^-^ That is a day well spent.

I've been spending a lot of time over my friend's place, because of that I've been kept up to date on all the drama. My friend, Panda, was (is?) with this girl who is still much of a kid. She's 18 and still has a lot of growing up to do. And I mean a lot. I sternly told her to mind her own business and go find something else to do because she would always come over to see what I'm doing and who I was talking to. 9 times out of 10 I'm talking to  DenNami and I don't want her up my ass about what I'm doing, I don't need anymore siblings. Quite frankly, I don't care to get to know her and I don't like her. But this is not my house so I can't kick her out. Let me tell you the story. One day Panda, his girl, Zesu, and I decide to go to Belmont and walk around. Panda's girl continues to be a whiny little bitch, and complains how she can't wait to be 21 and how people call her fat. Don't care, not my problem, plus she's not fat her ass is just huge. Later on in the night, after more complaining, she bops me on the head for making some off-handed remark to what Panda said and that pissed me off. I don't like people I just met/don't know to touch me with out my permission, I feel violated and disrespected. Since that night I've been all spikes, fangs, and claws when it comes to her. So some days later, Panda comes over in a huff and was like "I'm fucking done with her." Long story short he was happy to be done with her. So he says... They broke it off on the 4th, and ended up having sex on the 6.... He's not done with her, then again, if you think sex is everything and you're addicted to it, you're not going to think with your head.. Oh no, you're going to think with your sex bits, especially if you can get it so easily. Or give it so easily.. :shrug: I just think Panda is a dolt for letting her stay, get comfy, and have sex with her. Especially when she doesn't have anyone to talk to here. I'm sure not going to talk to her because we have nothing to talk about.

I'm sure you guys are wondering about the jalapenos and what's going on in 57 days, so I'll tell you now. Jalapenos are not that important. In 57 days I will be on a plane and heading to see  DenNami in Louisiana~! Guess who has two thumbs and is excited? *points to self* This guy right here! ^_^ Which puts me in La around his birthday, and I have a couple of things planned too. ^-^ I not even nervous this time, I'm just ready to head out and go. ^-^ All of the hugs!
^-^ We'll be watching movies, and playing games, and getting good foods! I hopefully get to meet a couple of of his good friends too. That would be so much fun to do. Ok ok, so maybe I'm just a little bit nervous because I want to look cute. I have some ideas, but we'll see. Money is tight, but I'll do the best that I can.

That's all for now, I'll be back again to keep in touch. <3 Thanks for stopping by!

Hello guys! I know I've been inactive as far as posing my drawings go, but I'm staying in touch thru my journal entries. I have so many ideas for sketches and fuzzy fun things. I'm also working on a finalized version of my character sheet, I'll probably color that in since I have time. Its going to be a while before I can post anything up, I'm really sorry about that but I can't do anything about that right now. It'll be worth the wait when I put up all of the things I worked on. And I can get some feedback on things. ^-^ I'm really excited. WOOT! Thanks for keeping up with me. I'll keep you posted on whats going on and if I'll post things! ^-^

I feel kind of bad for not making any posts since a long time ago. I'm making some sketches, but nothing super cool yet. I just haven't been in a place (mentally/physically) where I felt inspired and able to actually sketch. Its hard to do it at home with my mom around, but it's ok I'll figure something out. OH!

I got to get a chance to see a great friend of mine get married on 1 June! I'm so happy for them and they are currently on vacation in Cancun! Best wishes to them and their new adventures!

I have no clue, if you can remember what happened feel free to leave it in the comments below and I'll take a look see!

I have graduated! *facepalm* I have to pay a fine first, and then I'll have my bachelor's degree! There were a few scuffs in the wall, but its going to cost 60$ to get it fixed. I'll have more for you guys later, I really need to go pay this bill. XD

I'm in the mood for a lot of things, but those things are just going to have to wait until after this Saturday! That's right! THIS SATURDAY! May 11,2013 I will finally get my bachelors in Biology with a Zoology option. ^^ Ahhh it feels so good to be at the end transition of schooling. A lot of great things have happened, as well as some not so great things. After school is done, I will be able to spend more time drawing fuzzy things, writing, and catching up on the many books that I have. Mmm books. I could really go for a good book, hot drink, and my ookami-sama~ <3. Oh I can't wait for that day to happen.

Any who, I won't be able to make uploads over the summer because I won't be able to get to a scanner anytime soon. I will be sketching all kinds of lovely things, and making uploads on Colors 3D. You guys should check it out at http://colorslive.com/author.php?id=33507

Go have a look see! I'll keep you all posted on what else goes on. I'm hoping to make some massive uploads October, well, if I'm not too distracted by ookami-sama and pokemon. :3 Thanks for stopping by~!

You guys are probably thinking "Seriously? Where have you been?" I've been everywhere. I'm slowly preparing for a life outside of school. I just got back from spring break and now it's all down hill from here. I just have a couple months of school left and then I'll be without 24/7 internet access until I move in with DenNami. I'm hoping to work over the summer and MAYBE do commissions. I know that if I work a couple of jobs and volunteer at a zoo or aquarium, I'll be that much closer to my moving day. Well I should say our moving day. I'm not the only one who is moving, but I'll him talk about that if he wants to.

I'm looking to be much more active when I'm done with school. I mean getting up and exercising more and just sketching more, do some traveling with DenNami and go see the world! Its easier said than done, but I know if I work hard I'll be able to do that and more. A change of pace can be a good thing if its just the right pace at the right time. ^^ I'm looking forward to that change. I'm looking forward to so many things.

That's all for now, hopefully I can get to a scanner and post up some things, but we'll see how that goes. XD My school isn't too furry friendly all the time. ;P Later guys!

Lean in lover, cuddle close to me and slowly deeper into my heart.
I want to tell you the truth, about why it took so long.
I want you to feel my heart as it beats steadily.
I was afraid to be close, afraid to be myself, afraid to fall in love.
Some of the cruel things I said hurt me to this day, knowing that I cause you so much pain.
My love, I'm so sorry.
And though you've forgiven me, it took a long time before I could forgive myself.
I hope you can lean into me more.
So you can feel how deep my love is for you.

Hey guys! I know its been a while, but I'm still trying to come up with a character ref that I actually like. Plus I made up my mind, I'm going to make Magnolia one as well! Hmmm School is going good, its cold so I spend a lot of time inside sleeping, studying, and talking to a certain someone <3. Once I get these two tests out of the way I can have a little more time to sketch and ink, so I hope you're just as excited as I am! ^-^ WOOT!!

I like to keep people updated because it keeps me on track. I am currently working on my character spread sheet, and I'm thinking I might make Magnolia one too. I like her and she's sticking around. I'll be putting up some other doodles and sketches in the mean time so I'm not completely off the face of the earth. I know you guys have also noticed that all my drawings are line arts and sketches. I like to keep things simple while I'm in school. I might put up my notes because they have some pretty neat doodles on there too. >..> Don't worry, I pay attention in class... X3