*hap sounds* after my phone recharges

Heya it is I Void Alcantara typing this to say that my nearly 4 month-long absence from social media might be coming to an end sometime soon I have missed everyone and I might be making and releasing a couple of videos for youtube when I come back it feels like its been years since I was online last but I can't wait to message everyone I am gonna be more positive online I'm gonna be my true self the nice kind bean that I know I am In other news I have officially dropped into the 260lbs I still have a long road ahead till I'm at a healthy weight for a 5'3 person like myself yes I'm that short irl what you gonna do about it hehe but back on track so expect me to be back around some time within the next few days at the least I did have both my vaccines done a little while ago at this point, New content coming to youtube Twitter and so many other sites cant wait till I get to see all my friends online I missed everyone and there's a few that I've had private conversations with know whats up with me personally. I felt this break was needed as I was dealing with my mental health which was taking a toll not only on me but all my friends and so many more people speaking out about mental health is a problem that needs to be spoken about more instead of hiding it as I and so many others have done over the years please speak out and talk to someone if you're having issues with your mental health and if you see and or think someone is having an issue with it talk to them. Thanks for reading this I feel good about it and I may or may not have a new character coming out soon so anyways hope you all are doing great miss you all and see you all soon

This is a short health update to let all of yall who are worried/cared for me, After some tests ive been diagnosed with sleep apnea Thursday im gonna be getting fitted for a cpap machine thank yall for reading

I feel like I should just get rid of void or just go by a different name, Void he's gonna still be my character but I feel like not only I've grown away from how I intended Void to be, but instead of void being as I intended, I wanted Void to be this character where I could just be someone I'm not I mean in a way it did work out like that but not in the way that I had envisioned Void being this character where I could be this happy skinny bean things I am not but instead not only void but myself is looked at as a toxic criminal which looking at my past with Void and seeing how shitty of a person I portrayed myself and Void as and if I hurt you with my actions its cause I was doing it for the high I guess you could say, Um I feel like shit for my past I was acting inappropriately, childish and just not who I am irl to my ex-friends, my exes and everyone I hurt I'm really truly sorry I wasn't in the right space mentally nor physically even tho I seemed ok I wasn't I'm in therapy and on medications now,I just wanna be forgiven if you all could find it in your heart to forgive me for how shity i was in the future with the help of medications,therapy and a change in who my friends are as when i was younger i used to be friends with people who just used me for pics of myself and just seeing that they were happy with it, it made me think that being someone who I'm not was how i should be no worries to some of my close friends I'm still gonna be here but i need to address my past i cant just sweep it under the rug anymore, and be true to myself and all of yall and the break away from social media well not all but most of them i still am gonna take time away from discord twitter Instagram telegram snapchat,The best way to talk to me rn is notes and adding me on steam.

Hey all im kinda taking a break off of social media idk when ill be back but just know im still alive also expect some things when i come back