Feeling ignored

I'm uber excited hat xenoverse is out tomorrow and I have it on pre order so I will be playing it once I have it downloaded. Which is why the maybe as I don't know how long it will take to download it and I won't be able to start it till after work. Hopefully it will take like an hour or so which would give me time to set up the stream. We wil see tomorrow watch this space

Alright, time to watch me try to save lives in Planetside 2! Hope to sees some of you there ^^

http://www.twitch.tv/vonbox

Ill be streaming planetside 2 in about 30 mins, discovered my mic isnt high enough quality for the demo voice reel, however i will be talking as i play and may throw in a voice or 2

http://www.twitch.tv/vonbox

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Bondage Giver
100% Bondage Receiver
96% Experimentalist
88% Switch
85% Girl/Boy
79% Submissive
73% Slave
71% Brat
71% Daddy/Mommy
66% Masochist
61% Degradation Receiver
58% Brat Tamer
58% Dominant
56% Primal (Prey)
49% Primal (Predator)
46% Vanilla
45% Degradation Giver
41% Master/Mistress
41% Sadist
38% Exhibitionist
29% Non-monogamist
29% Voyeur
24% All-Rounder
24% Pervert
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=53239

I have Smash bros, Who dares to challenge me? Add me on your networks! AaZalot. Please, im wronrey

Happy new year every body what are your resolutions?

Mine are:
To finish the restoration of my reliant scimitar
To learn to draw
To focus on my voice acting career
To try and get out of my depressive slump

I'll be leaving FA as like with life there is nothing here for me anymore

Song Lyrics can be powerful things, and better at describing things then normal words can. These songs are the best at describing how i am and how my life is right now.

Drown:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TkV5709EG5M

This Night:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kmz7mV1WavA

Madness:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mq9zhpBweDk

Bother:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-pXD0FXLQ8&index=26&list=FLWrCL6hITchiBg7i1trEnOg

I Love you:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u-nFIo4f71g

Jealous:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50VWOBi0VFs

I just got myself a WiiU and Mario Kart 8. I intend to get more games naturally as i am a nintendo fan. Feel free to add me on the Miiverse, my tag is AaZalot

Okay so Im tired of hearing..myself moan about not being able to draw and being jealous of those who can yadda yadda yadda. So i endevour to learn starting from either tonight or tommorow after Work ill be using my GoogleFu to look up tutorials and such and over this week i intend to produce at least a pencil drawing. This is where the kick Von part comes in. Those of you who do read this, i would like to ask you to boot me in the butt each day this week, as i have a massive lack of motivation and those of you who know me know why this is.
Once ive done the drawing ill scan it and post it here and on DA and ask for critique along with links to the tutorials ive used. Of course advice and guidance is welcome during this week. I will literally be doing this with a typical HB pencil as thats all i have.

Also since all i really do when i get home from work is play games, i will attempt to stream those that i do. Currently the games of focus are:

Heroes of the Storm
World of Warcraft
Star Trek Online.

I have however got a free copy of Metro 2033 from humble bundle which ive never played so i might stream that as well. Any game suggestions are welcome.

So to Surmise or for you lazy TL;DR people
I want to draw
Nag me to do
Game streams

A Talanted Artist i watch is in need. So shes offering to be an Art Slave and will be putting up an auction. If you wish to try you luck head on over to this journal

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5558737/

Check here and do as the Puppeh Says!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11932543/

Well look! an Art Raffle!!! For free ART!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11654613/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:34482164
Hello fellow watchers and people around :3
I feel like doing a raffle :3

◘I will use Random.org to know the winner/s
◘Raffle will be PAWS theme, at my choice. Paws paws paws pawsss pawies pads feetsies feettttsss~~
◘It ends July 5th.
◘For each 40 people who join to the raffle, I will add 1 winner more. (this means if there's 90 people, will be 2 winners)
◘Rules:
•You must +Watch me.
•Do a journal sharing this one.
•Post a comment with your journal sharing this.
•Gimme a ref of your character!
•Leave a nice phrase dedicated to PAWS! pawsss paws paws :3 No phrase, no number! xD (this is to know you've read the rules)
•Good luck!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:34482164

So on a selfish note, id like to try and win this free chibi picture, but also maybe give you a chance to as well, so im following these simple instructions stated on this post.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4428810/

originated from darknessflame


A- Age
24

B - Bed size
King

C - Chore you hate
Cleaning the Front room..my daughters tend to mess it up seconds after im done.

D - Dog's name
Astra

E - Essential start your day item
Glasses. Cant see without em

F - Favorite color
Royal Purple

G - Gold or Silver
Silver

H - Height
5'10 ish

I - Ireland or Italy
Neither

J - Job title
Professional Unemployed

K - Kid(s)
2. Mia and Lydia

L - Living arrangements
On top of the Southdowns in England

M - Mom's name
Delphine, and ive never encountered another

N - Nicknames
Aaz, Aazman, Aazalot, Voncloud, Vonbon, Vonbox, the brit.

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth
I spent a week at my mates side whilst she was pregnant with our first child.

P - Pet Peeve(s)
People not really taking on board what your saying when its really important they do.

Q - Quote from a movie
"If im not back in 5 minuets, just wait longer - Ace Venture Pet detective

R - Righty or Lefty
Right though the nerves in my hand have been servered

S - Siblings
1 Older brother.

T - Time you wake up
6-8am dependent on when the Dog and the Kids wake up

U - Underwear
WHat we call in the UK Pants, Yanks call them tidy whities i beleive.

V - Vegetables you dislike
Parsnips

W - Water or land
Land, scared of the sea

X - X-rated or PG
I tend to prefer PG first

Y - Yesterday's best moment
Yesterday was a bad Day

Z - Zoo favorite
Panda

So i lost my job today, despite my best efforts i apparantly wasnt good enough to keep my own job from the other people who applied, so after all this..getting myself settled..finally starting to not worry about money and stressing about providing for my family..ive lost it all in a quick 20 min meeting.
SO right now, i feel like a flaming sack of shit..a failure..i lost my job..because i was being myself..trying to make a joke for others to enjoy, and instead..it was frowned upon. THe stupid thing is, it was frowned upon, and not one person mentioned it to me in the 8 months i was working there, one word, to cut it down would of been all it took. ...

These look pretty cool, and so im linking the jornal for your chance to get one. Go go go !

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3870429/

How hard can it be to relearn to draw, Nothing im doing is working and its Really starting to get to me!, Everything looks like rubbish. Its really starting to depress me beyond a joke, i just dont get it >.<

So im getting to the point where my drawings acctully look like something recognisable and not just the scrawl of some drunken man, Once im happy i will be Scanning the images up for all to be seen, Dont expect anything overly special, but im quite proud of what i have achived in a small space of time.
Also i now have a DA account as well, both FA and DA i will post the same stuff, so its only personal preference on your parts which you view my stuff on ect etc.
See ya soon
Von

http://voncloud.deviantart.com/

A journal..on my FA account?...that..that shouldn't be happening.

Hope your all say down and cosy and ready for a bit of a story. I made this account with the intent of showing off Art that i was learning to do. However, Trace back to about a year and 8 months ago, the 1st day of the 1st month of the new century, i was sat at the side of my mate, as she was giving birth to my first daughter, as with labour, it was painful for her, and being the supportive fox i am, i held her paw through it all, unfortunately during the labour, she squeezed my hand to breaking point, and severed a nerve, since then, my right hand (my drawing hand) shakes whenever i do anything that is precise, in other words, Drawing. After much time and work with therapy, i am now able to draw to some extent, and pick up where i left off in my learning. So keep tuned in on this page as i delve into the world of drawing. Hurrah