Ghostly Experience
Posted 8 years agoWell I promised those who follow me on twitter a personal ghost experience I had, so who am I to deny?
This incident happened back in 2012 when I was 17, I had already come to believe that the house had some sort of spirit lurking about as now and again some unexplainable things would happen, usually it would be the sound of something hitting the floor without anything being there.
However this time was different, I was in the kitchen unloading the dishwasher when I heard a heavy thud on the staircase, then another, and another. As if someone was walking down them slowly while wearing heavy boots. I froze on the spot, pearing back to the stairs thinking someone had broken into the house, the footsteps continued but no one was there, they got to the second to last step and then stopped. I waited a few seconds to see if the cat would appear round the corner of the stairs (she's rather fat and not at all graceful) but nothing. So I decided to carry on working.
It got to around 11pm without any ruther occurence and by that time I'd let what happened earlier slip my mind so I decided to get some sleep. So I turned off the light, hopped into bed and was about to close my eyes until I noticed something.
At the side of my bed was the silhouetted figure of a child, a young boy, around 4 foot tall (121cm) just standing there. There were no defining features but I knew he was watching me, he didn't move a muscle. Just sood and watched. First thing I thought was "Am I dreaming? Is this sleep paralysis?" so I attempted to move my hand, I curled my hand into a fist and shifted my arm. I was awake, and what ever this entity was, it was real and it was there.
I counted down in my head from five and as soon as I hit one, I lunged out and attempted to grab it. But as soon as I reached for where I guessed it's collar was it vanished. I made sure again that I wasn't possibly hallucinating but everything seemed to suggest that what I'd experienced was real. Since then I've had no other encounters with him.
The few weeks afterI was round at my dads place on the other side of the city, I told him about my experience with the spirit. He then told me that a few days before we'd met he had a similar experience, I asked him what the entity looked like.
He told me, "It looked like Death."
But maybe that's a story for another time.
This incident happened back in 2012 when I was 17, I had already come to believe that the house had some sort of spirit lurking about as now and again some unexplainable things would happen, usually it would be the sound of something hitting the floor without anything being there.
However this time was different, I was in the kitchen unloading the dishwasher when I heard a heavy thud on the staircase, then another, and another. As if someone was walking down them slowly while wearing heavy boots. I froze on the spot, pearing back to the stairs thinking someone had broken into the house, the footsteps continued but no one was there, they got to the second to last step and then stopped. I waited a few seconds to see if the cat would appear round the corner of the stairs (she's rather fat and not at all graceful) but nothing. So I decided to carry on working.
It got to around 11pm without any ruther occurence and by that time I'd let what happened earlier slip my mind so I decided to get some sleep. So I turned off the light, hopped into bed and was about to close my eyes until I noticed something.
At the side of my bed was the silhouetted figure of a child, a young boy, around 4 foot tall (121cm) just standing there. There were no defining features but I knew he was watching me, he didn't move a muscle. Just sood and watched. First thing I thought was "Am I dreaming? Is this sleep paralysis?" so I attempted to move my hand, I curled my hand into a fist and shifted my arm. I was awake, and what ever this entity was, it was real and it was there.
I counted down in my head from five and as soon as I hit one, I lunged out and attempted to grab it. But as soon as I reached for where I guessed it's collar was it vanished. I made sure again that I wasn't possibly hallucinating but everything seemed to suggest that what I'd experienced was real. Since then I've had no other encounters with him.
The few weeks afterI was round at my dads place on the other side of the city, I told him about my experience with the spirit. He then told me that a few days before we'd met he had a similar experience, I asked him what the entity looked like.
He told me, "It looked like Death."
But maybe that's a story for another time.
Enough...
Posted 8 years agoWell, I tried to stay away from doing this and I know I'm gonna get drama for it but screw it.
I'm sick of the way some people are actuing nowadays, this whole "Left vs Right" situation is absolutely pathetic. I can't go one day without seeing someone mention it on social media, and yes I myself am guilty of this as well.
For the people who call themselves "Left as fuck", the reason why others may have a problem with you isn't because of you yourself, but because some of you have a "You're either with us or against us" mentality which is wrong in all accounts. It just shows your ignorance to other peoples views and what's worse is that some of you go as far as to call other people "Fascists" or "Nazis" just because their views don't match yours.
Now am i saying that Nazis don't exist in todays world? No, Neo Nazi groups are out there, we already know this. But I can tell you that the views of the "Far-Right" are far worse than those you hear from people on the "Alt-Right". And too the few that call yourselves "Communists", if you knew anything about Communism then you would think twice about that view. It's true that the nazis claimed over 20 million lives (rough number) but communisom has claimed 94 million lives as written in Le Livre noir du communisme "The Black Book of Communism" by Stéphane Courtois.
Both claimed they were "Socialist groups, freeing the people or their respected countries from the oppression of others." so in essence you have become what you hate.
And for those on the "Alt-Right" though you mainly consist of shit talkers and meme lords it doesn't mean that you should continue to antagonise the "left" and piss them off. Though you may get a rise from it what does it achieve in the long run? Where as some of them may physically attack others most of you sit behind computers and create memes of them, like poking a snake with a stick. Sooner or later they will bite back.
To "antagonize" the left to the point of snapping at you then claiming you did nothing and that they're over reacting. This schoolyard bully attitude is what really puts me off most of you.
I know I made memes when the whole Deo situation was going on but since then I have just sat back and watched everything burn. I have had close friends of mine accused of being "nazis" which I will not stand for but that doesn't mean I will join the right. It just means I will stand by my friends, hence why I say "I am on no ones side".
In the end this whole situation needs to stop, in short:
Left, Stop calling everyone who doesn't agree with you "Fascists, Nazis" etc.
Right: Stop provoking the Left so that they will attack you then claim you did nothing, it's rather childish.
I'm sick of the way some people are actuing nowadays, this whole "Left vs Right" situation is absolutely pathetic. I can't go one day without seeing someone mention it on social media, and yes I myself am guilty of this as well.
For the people who call themselves "Left as fuck", the reason why others may have a problem with you isn't because of you yourself, but because some of you have a "You're either with us or against us" mentality which is wrong in all accounts. It just shows your ignorance to other peoples views and what's worse is that some of you go as far as to call other people "Fascists" or "Nazis" just because their views don't match yours.
Now am i saying that Nazis don't exist in todays world? No, Neo Nazi groups are out there, we already know this. But I can tell you that the views of the "Far-Right" are far worse than those you hear from people on the "Alt-Right". And too the few that call yourselves "Communists", if you knew anything about Communism then you would think twice about that view. It's true that the nazis claimed over 20 million lives (rough number) but communisom has claimed 94 million lives as written in Le Livre noir du communisme "The Black Book of Communism" by Stéphane Courtois.
Both claimed they were "Socialist groups, freeing the people or their respected countries from the oppression of others." so in essence you have become what you hate.
And for those on the "Alt-Right" though you mainly consist of shit talkers and meme lords it doesn't mean that you should continue to antagonise the "left" and piss them off. Though you may get a rise from it what does it achieve in the long run? Where as some of them may physically attack others most of you sit behind computers and create memes of them, like poking a snake with a stick. Sooner or later they will bite back.
To "antagonize" the left to the point of snapping at you then claiming you did nothing and that they're over reacting. This schoolyard bully attitude is what really puts me off most of you.
I know I made memes when the whole Deo situation was going on but since then I have just sat back and watched everything burn. I have had close friends of mine accused of being "nazis" which I will not stand for but that doesn't mean I will join the right. It just means I will stand by my friends, hence why I say "I am on no ones side".
In the end this whole situation needs to stop, in short:
Left, Stop calling everyone who doesn't agree with you "Fascists, Nazis" etc.
Right: Stop provoking the Left so that they will attack you then claim you did nothing, it's rather childish.
Confuzzled 2017
Posted 8 years ago1. What is your name?
Viktor "Voodoo" Aquila. Voodoo for short.
2. What is your gender?
Male
3. How old are you?
22
4. How tall are you?
6'2/6'3
5. Are you in a relationship?
No
6. Where are you staying?
Main hotel
7. What day are you getting there?
25th May
8. Who will you be with?
Most likely
badlands
9. Do you have art in the art show?
I can't draw so no
10. What suit(s) will you have?
I'm not even sure yet.
11. Can I dance with you?
Good luck getting me to dance.
12. Can I touch you?
Define "Touch"....
13. Can I talk to you?
Of course!
14. Can I hug you?
Sure, as long as I'm not busy.
15. Can I take photos of you/with you?
As long as I'm not in a hurry.
16. Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Sure, as long as you aren't trying anything.
17. Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
Only Alcohol.
18. Can I give you lots of money?
Your money is not needed but greatly appreciated if you do so.
19. Can I hang out with you?
If I'm not doing anything then sure!
20. How will I recognize you?
I'm pretty recognizable.
21. Where will you be most of the time during the con?
In my room, around the bar area, at panels etc.
22. Who are you rooming with?
badlands
23. Attending any events?
Depends what perks my interest
24. How can I find you at the con?
Look for my badges.
25. Are you doing anything in line with the theme?
I doubt it.
Viktor "Voodoo" Aquila. Voodoo for short.
2. What is your gender?
Male
3. How old are you?
22
4. How tall are you?
6'2/6'3
5. Are you in a relationship?
No
6. Where are you staying?
Main hotel
7. What day are you getting there?
25th May
8. Who will you be with?
Most likely
badlands9. Do you have art in the art show?
I can't draw so no
10. What suit(s) will you have?
I'm not even sure yet.
11. Can I dance with you?
Good luck getting me to dance.
12. Can I touch you?
Define "Touch"....
13. Can I talk to you?
Of course!
14. Can I hug you?
Sure, as long as I'm not busy.
15. Can I take photos of you/with you?
As long as I'm not in a hurry.
16. Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Sure, as long as you aren't trying anything.
17. Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
Only Alcohol.
18. Can I give you lots of money?
Your money is not needed but greatly appreciated if you do so.
19. Can I hang out with you?
If I'm not doing anything then sure!
20. How will I recognize you?
I'm pretty recognizable.
21. Where will you be most of the time during the con?
In my room, around the bar area, at panels etc.
22. Who are you rooming with?
badlands23. Attending any events?
Depends what perks my interest
24. How can I find you at the con?
Look for my badges.
25. Are you doing anything in line with the theme?
I doubt it.
Late night madness
Posted 9 years agoForgiveness is something that we all have in us, but so few are willing to give. The fact is we all do each other wrong, we're all messed up. It's in our nature.
The truth is we all have different thoughts and ideas, they sometimes conflict with each others, thus creating strife and a struggle to find out who is truly right. Never once considering that both are right in one way or another, creating a violent storm in the mind which clouds our judgement.
However this is not always the case, when two equal minds come together they can learn from each other, share and swap ideas or more importantly combine their ideas, filling in the blanks and create something beautiful which will then branch off into different directions, creating different possibilities and outcomes that can either make or break.
But what if those new ideas fail? Then where do you go? Do you retrace your steps to find a solution, do you learn from your mistakes and start over a new. Or do you blame the ones that stood by you for the longest time, condemning them for the mistakes that you yourself made. The later is the most chosen as it is the easiest.
But even this comes at a price, to push the blame on others is to weaken the bond of brothers, to weaken the bridge that you built. And when you finally tear down those bridges who have you left to blame as you will never blame yourself?
You blame the world...
The truth is we all have different thoughts and ideas, they sometimes conflict with each others, thus creating strife and a struggle to find out who is truly right. Never once considering that both are right in one way or another, creating a violent storm in the mind which clouds our judgement.
However this is not always the case, when two equal minds come together they can learn from each other, share and swap ideas or more importantly combine their ideas, filling in the blanks and create something beautiful which will then branch off into different directions, creating different possibilities and outcomes that can either make or break.
But what if those new ideas fail? Then where do you go? Do you retrace your steps to find a solution, do you learn from your mistakes and start over a new. Or do you blame the ones that stood by you for the longest time, condemning them for the mistakes that you yourself made. The later is the most chosen as it is the easiest.
But even this comes at a price, to push the blame on others is to weaken the bond of brothers, to weaken the bridge that you built. And when you finally tear down those bridges who have you left to blame as you will never blame yourself?
You blame the world...
The ramblings of a broken mind
Posted 9 years agoThey say The Devil walks among us, truth is he's closer than you think. He's in your thoughts, your nightmares, hiding from you in the darkest corners of your mind only revealing himself just to watch you question what you saw, to laugh as he watches your wrestle with logic trying to determine what is reality and what is fiction. Watching.... Waiting...
Your mind is a labyrinth, constantly changing course and shape while you're trapped within, not sure which way to go or which path to follow because you are unsure of the outcome. So you look to others to guide you, to lead you out of the confusion and into the clearing at the end. But how can you be sure that whoever is leading you truly knows to way to clarity, you can't be. All you can do is put your trust in them and hope. Hope that they can make sense of the confusion until you can see things clearly and be off on your merry way. But what if they don't let go of your hand?
That person may seem like an angel sent to guide you but in reality they could be The Devil himself, only leading you for his own means, only using you to achieve his desires and once he has them and has no more use for you he will render you OBSOLETE. And when he sees that you are OBSOLETE he will lead you like a lamb to the slaughterhouse and DELETE what remains of yourself and watch you die and DECAY.
And much like The Devil, he always finds a way to creep up again. Bringing things full circle.
Only to rinse and repeat....
Your mind is a labyrinth, constantly changing course and shape while you're trapped within, not sure which way to go or which path to follow because you are unsure of the outcome. So you look to others to guide you, to lead you out of the confusion and into the clearing at the end. But how can you be sure that whoever is leading you truly knows to way to clarity, you can't be. All you can do is put your trust in them and hope. Hope that they can make sense of the confusion until you can see things clearly and be off on your merry way. But what if they don't let go of your hand?
That person may seem like an angel sent to guide you but in reality they could be The Devil himself, only leading you for his own means, only using you to achieve his desires and once he has them and has no more use for you he will render you OBSOLETE. And when he sees that you are OBSOLETE he will lead you like a lamb to the slaughterhouse and DELETE what remains of yourself and watch you die and DECAY.
And much like The Devil, he always finds a way to creep up again. Bringing things full circle.
Only to rinse and repeat....
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