Journal by a truly worthless indavidual.
Posted 12 years agowell here you go...
late night
Posted 13 years ago*sigh* Its 1:15 and i am sitting in bed listening to classic jazz/big band, god i need some scotch and a cigarett/
status update day 234...
Posted 13 years ago"day 234, the zombie horde seems to be developing new skills in scavenging and creating tools. so far i have been able to use my fur as a natural camouflage to blend into my surroundings in the forrest but i must take extra precaution when entering the city for supplies. one of my recent companions, Nell, was bitten by one of the horde yesterday, a pity seeing as he was handy with a crossbow. he desperately begged me to end his life before he was consumed by the virus...I hesitated but decided to end his life quickly with a nail-gun i found, it failed at achieving a quick kill but it was effected none the less...night is almost upon me, i must get back to my shelter..."
"wait, you might be wondering what that was all about. well? the answer is-absolutely nothing! get the flock over it, i get random sometimes, this might be the only way to get ou guys to read my journals!"
i may have a commishionable item coming up soon so brace yourselves for custom jewelry!!!
"wait, you might be wondering what that was all about. well? the answer is-absolutely nothing! get the flock over it, i get random sometimes, this might be the only way to get ou guys to read my journals!"
i may have a commishionable item coming up soon so brace yourselves for custom jewelry!!!
party is over
Posted 13 years agoi had a really bad night last night, like a ten beer night. i feel horrible, and guilty. it is like in the last year i have been trying to deal with my problems by partying with friends. well I'm done with that shit, no more drinking, drugs anything. I'm going clean, i want to be above the influence. I have made some mistakes in my life and i have learned a hard lesson from them. i would really like to get some input on this one...
o_0 free art again?
Posted 13 years agook so ummmm, lets see. well for all 5 people that watch my page i am offering free art, For real this time. last time stuff came up and well life happened. you can get a digital or traditional whatever you want for free. just please give me some detail in your request. i would love if you passed this message on to others who may be interested.
As always,
~Vox
As always,
~Vox
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Posted 13 years agoJust got shot down by the girl i loved XD its been a great day. im really not to upset but it still hurts a little. live and let die i guess. in other news gonna start guitarin again, i promise i will actually submit a song before march.
FTW and all that jazz~Vox
FTW and all that jazz~Vox
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Posted 13 years agoI'm Baaaaaaack! i was grounded for a month sooo i just had to sort through like 183 messages. in late news i still hate my dad :( i am a vegitarian now(for 3 weeks) :) And i started playing guitar again. also i have made a drug free commitment and was accepted into my local college as a junior in high school Wo0t!
which all means i will graduate college a year early so i can go to conventions and stuff sooner(and move to Canada) Im officially off the grass for 1.5 months now, and my step dad will never earn my trust or likeings.
~also i like to talk to people so send me a note if you have anything to talk about. religion, politics, drugs, health, girlfriends/boyfriends or just if you want to talk about how great toast is i dont care :)
which all means i will graduate college a year early so i can go to conventions and stuff sooner(and move to Canada) Im officially off the grass for 1.5 months now, and my step dad will never earn my trust or likeings.
~also i like to talk to people so send me a note if you have anything to talk about. religion, politics, drugs, health, girlfriends/boyfriends or just if you want to talk about how great toast is i dont care :)
anger
Posted 14 years agook, so i have a bad temper but i can control it 95% of the time. The other 5% is when it builds to the point that i go ballistic and have one day entirely dedicated to hating everything and everybody.
The point is i have been feeling a little upset about those few days that i loose it, because when i do loose it i wind up acting like a jerk to the people i care about. i guess im just under a lot of stress lately because in the last week i was diagnosed with dyslexia, i found out that im failing chemistry and my relationship with my step dadis getting pretty sour again.
he and always seem to be arguing about something and every time we try to work out our differences something else sparks up another fight. i just dont know if i can deal for another couple years.
i just don't want to be constantly angry at him because it interferes with my life, so if you have any sage advice or if you just want to tell me something awesome feel free.
~vox
The point is i have been feeling a little upset about those few days that i loose it, because when i do loose it i wind up acting like a jerk to the people i care about. i guess im just under a lot of stress lately because in the last week i was diagnosed with dyslexia, i found out that im failing chemistry and my relationship with my step dadis getting pretty sour again.
he and always seem to be arguing about something and every time we try to work out our differences something else sparks up another fight. i just dont know if i can deal for another couple years.
i just don't want to be constantly angry at him because it interferes with my life, so if you have any sage advice or if you just want to tell me something awesome feel free.
~vox
Gettin older
Posted 14 years agoheres a fun little game
I typed my birthday into www.wolframalpha.com just to see what would happen, so aperrantly as of now my age is
i did some of the calculation myself
16years 3months 28days 21hours 22minuets~
851weeks 5days~
5962days~
143106.02hours~
8586361.2minutes~
515181672 and some odd seconds~
16.32years~
Rules
1.tag at least one person
2.enter at least 4 forms of your age
3.have fun(its weird to see exactly how old you are)
I typed my birthday into www.wolframalpha.com just to see what would happen, so aperrantly as of now my age is
i did some of the calculation myself
16years 3months 28days 21hours 22minuets~
851weeks 5days~
5962days~
143106.02hours~
8586361.2minutes~
515181672 and some odd seconds~
16.32years~
Rules
1.tag at least one person
2.enter at least 4 forms of your age
3.have fun(its weird to see exactly how old you are)
the song meme that has been...
Posted 14 years agoStolen from multiple people
some of the awesome artists in this list
TheBlackParrot
Faine
Silver-The-Wolf
NevaroBlackfang
ScreamFox
you can find renard, adrean, klippa and more @ http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
"You can learn a lot about someone by the music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your ipod or mp3 player and write down the first 20 songs. No cheating or skipping songs that are shameful. Have fun!"
Going to change this up and do 50 instead of 20.
1. WHO GIVES A FUCK(renard)
2.spacedraggonstyle raggamissile(renard)
3.with me(renard)
4.miserable(lit)
5.you goddamned fish(renard+adrean)
6.dear spark V.S F.I.A.B(F.I.A.B+renard)
7.objection(renard)
8.Fuck your rails to(renard)
9.ocean avenue(yellowcard)
10.sean paul opens a mfing casino(renard)
11.yeah 3x(TBP remix)~theblackparrot
12.what you do(klippa+Jackel Queenstone)
13.chelsia smile(renard)
14.wreka(renard)
15.unison (remix)~the blackparrot
16.banned forever(renard)
17.safely admitting jumpstyle has done absolutely nothing for me(renard)
18.my wolf eats preps(renard)
19.those super mario bros(theblackparrot)
20.jackspica(faine)
21.Wi Fi bridge(renard)
22.clocks(TBP remix)~theblackparrot
23.sinistrrrrrrrr(renard)
24.hank made me vomit(renard)
25.come on composer(negaren)
26.stadium rave(theblackparrot)
27.sweet dreamz(faine)
28.fireflies(owlcity)
29.Suck my 8BIT(faine)
30.kafucius(gift song)~faine
31.the entire world(renard)
32.gold dust(flux pavillion)
33.bass cannon(flux pavillion)
34.harder better faster stronger(TBP remix)~theblackparrot
35.sandstorm remix(faine)
36.nevadub(nevaroblackfang)
37.not so bad(renard+adrean)
38.melting pot of alcohol(theblackparrot)
39.im a blind cave salamander(renard)
40.i prefer the sky(renard)
41.go to the party(renard)
42.even the odd found love(renard)
43.anxiety(FREE TRACK ON YOUTUBE @LAPFOXOFFICIAL!)~klippa+jackel queenstone
44.TU4AR(renard)
45.roughneck (skrillex)
46.scissorman(renard)
47.im blue(saliva hound remix)~Silverthewolf
48.symphony of bittersweetness(theblackparrot)
49.whip my hair(foxsky remix)
50.NAMx(renard)
O.o apparently i liek renard.
some of the awesome artists in this list





you can find renard, adrean, klippa and more @ http://www.lapfoxtrax.com/
"You can learn a lot about someone by the music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your ipod or mp3 player and write down the first 20 songs. No cheating or skipping songs that are shameful. Have fun!"
Going to change this up and do 50 instead of 20.
1. WHO GIVES A FUCK(renard)
2.spacedraggonstyle raggamissile(renard)
3.with me(renard)
4.miserable(lit)
5.you goddamned fish(renard+adrean)
6.dear spark V.S F.I.A.B(F.I.A.B+renard)
7.objection(renard)
8.Fuck your rails to(renard)
9.ocean avenue(yellowcard)
10.sean paul opens a mfing casino(renard)
11.yeah 3x(TBP remix)~theblackparrot
12.what you do(klippa+Jackel Queenstone)
13.chelsia smile(renard)
14.wreka(renard)
15.unison (remix)~the blackparrot
16.banned forever(renard)
17.safely admitting jumpstyle has done absolutely nothing for me(renard)
18.my wolf eats preps(renard)
19.those super mario bros(theblackparrot)
20.jackspica(faine)
21.Wi Fi bridge(renard)
22.clocks(TBP remix)~theblackparrot
23.sinistrrrrrrrr(renard)
24.hank made me vomit(renard)
25.come on composer(negaren)
26.stadium rave(theblackparrot)
27.sweet dreamz(faine)
28.fireflies(owlcity)
29.Suck my 8BIT(faine)
30.kafucius(gift song)~faine
31.the entire world(renard)
32.gold dust(flux pavillion)
33.bass cannon(flux pavillion)
34.harder better faster stronger(TBP remix)~theblackparrot
35.sandstorm remix(faine)
36.nevadub(nevaroblackfang)
37.not so bad(renard+adrean)
38.melting pot of alcohol(theblackparrot)
39.im a blind cave salamander(renard)
40.i prefer the sky(renard)
41.go to the party(renard)
42.even the odd found love(renard)
43.anxiety(FREE TRACK ON YOUTUBE @LAPFOXOFFICIAL!)~klippa+jackel queenstone
44.TU4AR(renard)
45.roughneck (skrillex)
46.scissorman(renard)
47.im blue(saliva hound remix)~Silverthewolf
48.symphony of bittersweetness(theblackparrot)
49.whip my hair(foxsky remix)
50.NAMx(renard)
O.o apparently i liek renard.
lolz
Posted 14 years agoI GOT A FIRST EDITION EVEE!!!!!!!!!!! my camera has still not been replaced:(...BUT I GOT EVEE!!!!!!!!
shit the journal is over...nope.avi
amazing free artz here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2899912/
shit the journal is over...nope.avi
amazing free artz here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2899912/
free art
Posted 14 years agoso for the original pplz that i said would be done last Sunday i apologies my camera had a meltdown and i need to replace it before i can post the art. i will have a new camera sometime next week. once again im sorry for the lateness.
Nov 4
Posted 14 years agoi need to come up with more creative names for my journals *chuckles*
so, i've been spending a little time writing a story that i will be posting sometime in the future(as in whenever i get around to it) i also got S.A.T's tomorrow T_T i hate tests...
lately I've been feeling really weird lately, like I've been just running on autopilot until this year. I realized how much time has passed since freshman year and i cant believe i only have one more year of HS left untill i have to face the big bad world. i guess im just afraid that life will pass me by before i get a chance to live.
so, i've been spending a little time writing a story that i will be posting sometime in the future(as in whenever i get around to it) i also got S.A.T's tomorrow T_T i hate tests...
lately I've been feeling really weird lately, like I've been just running on autopilot until this year. I realized how much time has passed since freshman year and i cant believe i only have one more year of HS left untill i have to face the big bad world. i guess im just afraid that life will pass me by before i get a chance to live.
oct 29
Posted 14 years agoI got suspended YAYYYYY!
some redneck in my math class saw me doodling a furry, He looked over and said "so what you drawing queermo" i found his choice of words kind of funny "none of your business" i replied. He looked at the drawing again "Looks pretty gay to me" at this point one of my friends amanda(my only furry friend irl) commented "maybe if you weren't an inbred moron you would appreciate his art" he grinned at her "oh so you like his fag drawings to?". I was hoping she would keep her mouth shut but nope "your mom said she liked more than his drawings..." The dude stood up and spit a full mouth of tobacco tar spit on her. I was fukin pissed, i stood up and tapped him on the shoulder, he turned around and i punched him in the gut and knocked the wind out of him, i then tackled him to the floor and proceeded to pound the snot out of him. when all was said and done i was suspended for 1 day and got lunch detention for mon-wed of nxt week, the dude got sent to juvenile prison for the fight and possession of drugs on campus(5g of marry-j). the principal actually thanked me for beating the guy up.
P.S
i guess karma is real,lol.
some redneck in my math class saw me doodling a furry, He looked over and said "so what you drawing queermo" i found his choice of words kind of funny "none of your business" i replied. He looked at the drawing again "Looks pretty gay to me" at this point one of my friends amanda(my only furry friend irl) commented "maybe if you weren't an inbred moron you would appreciate his art" he grinned at her "oh so you like his fag drawings to?". I was hoping she would keep her mouth shut but nope "your mom said she liked more than his drawings..." The dude stood up and spit a full mouth of tobacco tar spit on her. I was fukin pissed, i stood up and tapped him on the shoulder, he turned around and i punched him in the gut and knocked the wind out of him, i then tackled him to the floor and proceeded to pound the snot out of him. when all was said and done i was suspended for 1 day and got lunch detention for mon-wed of nxt week, the dude got sent to juvenile prison for the fight and possession of drugs on campus(5g of marry-j). the principal actually thanked me for beating the guy up.
P.S
i guess karma is real,lol.
it finally stopped raining =3
Posted 14 years agoit has been raining for the past week here in fernindina and it finally stopped on thursday. frankly i was getting tired of getting soaked every time i ever left my house.
in other news(for all you gear-heads)a friend and i are replacing the following parts on a 67 mustang:
break drums(all four)
radiator
fuel filter
water pump
transmission lines
Cant wait to finnish that project so i can get paid(we also get to take it for a test drive XD)
Still going to EXP con next weekend, Still cant wait!
Also im working on a Technodub remix of the tetris theme, as well as arranging a version of "garbage truck"by beck for a school talent show.
nevermind the techno, i suck at that so im just gonna stick to rock.
Updated 2:36 Eastern standard time
ok so i may give up on techno/dubstep for good, idk maby not depends on how i feel tomorrow
*sigh*
have you ever had that feeling when you want to go to sleep but your mind wont stop working :l i hate that feeling
in other news(for all you gear-heads)a friend and i are replacing the following parts on a 67 mustang:
break drums(all four)
radiator
fuel filter
water pump
transmission lines
Cant wait to finnish that project so i can get paid(we also get to take it for a test drive XD)
Still going to EXP con next weekend, Still cant wait!
nevermind the techno, i suck at that so im just gonna stick to rock.
Updated 2:36 Eastern standard time
ok so i may give up on techno/dubstep for good, idk maby not depends on how i feel tomorrow
*sigh*
have you ever had that feeling when you want to go to sleep but your mind wont stop working :l i hate that feeling
Oct 1 (also free raffle!!!!!)
Posted 14 years agotoday went ok, school was blah as usual so im just surfin FA and listining to that song "high school never ends" <- i think i might do a cover of that
i hope thats not true though because high school is pretty boring.
anyway, im going to EXP con on Saturday oct 22 at the the Renaissance Resort at World Golf Village in St agusteen Fl. i will be attending in costume as the tf2 medic :3 its my first con so im super amped.
if you are attending EXP con give me a shout right here on my wall.
There is a free commish raffle going on here
> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2769584/
so check it out :3
i hope thats not true though because high school is pretty boring.
anyway, im going to EXP con on Saturday oct 22 at the the Renaissance Resort at World Golf Village in St agusteen Fl. i will be attending in costume as the tf2 medic :3 its my first con so im super amped.
if you are attending EXP con give me a shout right here on my wall.
There is a free commish raffle going on here
> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2769584/
so check it out :3
hmm...(revisited)
Posted 14 years agomkay,
its friday, uum so im a little behind on my covers so it may be a while before i get one posted. i am planning to do a cover of fix yo by coldplay.
so in other news im also attempting to write a story but it will be forever before i get it posted.
it is now sunday and i just finished fix you so im in a good mood
its friday, uum so im a little behind on my covers so it may be a while before i get one posted. i am planning to do a cover of fix yo by coldplay.
so in other news im also attempting to write a story but it will be forever before i get it posted.
it is now sunday and i just finished fix you so im in a good mood
my first journal post
Posted 14 years agohey there, this is my first journal post "yay"!
ok, so i will have a new cover done by Tuesday of next week. hopefully it will be a guitar cover of "what i got" by sublime. unfortunately i will have to layer that one because i cant sing it and play at the same time.
also, i need friends!!!
i don't know any furs where i live and i was hoping to find some here, so send me a note or something.
TF2 players give me a shout if you ever want to play some time, im always up for a good game!
music: right now im doing acoustic covers and digital covers/originals.
in the future i may do dubstep
Art: i will be posting pictures of stuff i build/invent i.e: video game props and cosplay items
i will also put up some of my own art.
well that's about it so stay furry! ^_^
ok, so i will have a new cover done by Tuesday of next week. hopefully it will be a guitar cover of "what i got" by sublime. unfortunately i will have to layer that one because i cant sing it and play at the same time.
also, i need friends!!!
i don't know any furs where i live and i was hoping to find some here, so send me a note or something.
TF2 players give me a shout if you ever want to play some time, im always up for a good game!
music: right now im doing acoustic covers and digital covers/originals.
in the future i may do dubstep
Art: i will be posting pictures of stuff i build/invent i.e: video game props and cosplay items
i will also put up some of my own art.
well that's about it so stay furry! ^_^