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Well I have bad news and good news, I lost my job but now have lots of gas money for the Fernando's meet this Friday. What I am curious about is this:

Does anyone mind me coming down Thursday/Friday and hanging out? I don't want to be home right now and could use some human interaction so I don't sit here feeling like shit all week. I could really use a friendly face and a hug for a while. get back to me when you can, and thanks for reading. If you are looking to go to the meet and we hang out I will also offer a ride.

**UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE**

Okay I was speaking to the sponsors about the walk, if you have a suit and want to volunteer you DO NOT have to pay. The suiters will be handing out things or generally being cute. The second part is obviously not going to be difficult :) However if You can make a commitment to the cause I need definite answers soon so I can start organizing. Remember, this is a non-fur event so any attending must be on your BEST behavior! No cursing, try to keep your head on, ect. If it seems at any time like a bad idea, DON'T do it. I am going to try and provide water bottles for suiters but any you can bring w/ you will be helpful.

For attending that are NOT suiting I have a few registration papers for you but pre-reg ends September 4th! I only discovered this yesterday, still I apologize for the short notice. Pre-reg is 15$ and they need those in by the 4th because pre-registered walkers are GUARANTEED a Day of Hope T-shirt. If you want me to register you for the walk contact me by note or via Skype @ VrRaven to get my paypal information and so I can take down your info. Otherwise registration after September 4th is 20$.

The Day of Hope Walk will happen on September 28th at 10am, 9am for registration, at the Dubois Mall, Dubois PA. I hope to see you there!

**UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE**

Flock to her my children, her arts are Beautiful!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11409442/

is the artist, you will not be disappointed!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4940272/ free art raffle by  hashtagyoloswag check it out!

Stole this from  aizui

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
It's been 28 years and I haven't been tempted yet so...

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Single

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I would say: "Um...not really what I was going for...."

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
I...don't think so but it's certainly possible.

5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
no, not at the moment.

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Fernando's meet! Seeing my friends and hopefully getting a little suiting time.

7: Do you want to be single?
Not really, but it doesn't bother me either.

8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
I stayed in and slept early so I could film a video last night.

9: How late did you stay up last night?
Went to bed at around 8:30 pm.

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
In what context? I like people in general and have discovered I like some recent friends.

11: Last three things you had to drink?
Iced tea, hot tea, milk.

12: Have you pretended to like someone?
No

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
No, I am usually disturbingly honest, and I would NEVER take someone's feelings so lightly.

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Yes, quite boring event.

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Always.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Absolutely.

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
formatting a video, watching Cryaotic do a letsplay.

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Nope.

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Yeah, probably.

20: What would you name your future daughter?
Elizabeth, Anna, Rachael, I like these names.

21: Do you miss anyone?
I miss allot of people.

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Nope.

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
I honestly don't remember? I think it took place in my exes front hall?

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not at all.

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
No, when I get mad....it's scary

26: Who did you last see in person?
My mother...in the kitchen I think.

27: Are you listening to music right now?
Not right now.

28: What is something you currently want right now?
Some monies to repair my car and pay my debts...not really exciting, sorry.

29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
I honestly don't know.

30: How is your heart lately?
Fine, I have awesome friends.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Rarely.

32: Are you wearing socks?
Not when I am at home usually.

33: What do people call you?
Seth, Noir, Wuff, Wolf, Jesus

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I don't particularly like anyone like that right now, but I'm chatting with people I like.

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Sure! Any other way things would be boring.

36: Who did you last share a bed with?
My dog, and don't be gross, he's my dog.

37: Did you do something bad today?
Not that I'm aware of.

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Someone at Anthrocon, I'm sure.

39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Sometimes when I have allot on my mind.

40: Will you sing today?
Probably not, no.

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Sure, who hasn't?

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
My mother or my friends, availability depending.

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
Nope, I've always been driven.

44: What are you listening to right now?
The TV in my room, I'm watching a rerun of House.

45: What is wrong with you right now?
As far as I know, not anything.

46: What is on your wrists right now?
Nothing right now

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
Bought it at Walmart

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
hot chocolate

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
I've...never heard of that before.

50: Are you a good artist?
NO, hell no, lol I draw like crap XD

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
Truly it is.

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
Nope, I live in the now baby!

53: Ever been on a golf cart?
Yes! Those things are fun :)

54: Do you have trust issues?
Occasionally.

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
Yes I'm sure I have, but don't remember who.

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Yes, rings, necklaces and a trench coat

57: Do you use chap stick?
Yes, especially in winter time.

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
Yes, as a joke.

59: Do you have a little sister?
XD sort of...she knows who she is.

60: Have you ever been to New York?
Yes, bunches of times.

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Seeing as it was my father, absolutely I do.

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
No, not in the last week.

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Oh boy, you have no idea.

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Plenty of them.

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Probably

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Nope

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Someone else.

69: Will next Friday be a good one?
I know this Friday will.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4925623/ this is here!

Hey folks, I am going to be volunteering for the Days of Hope walk in the Dubois Mall. It is a walk to benefit breast cancer research/awareness and in support of those who have suffered or are suffering from it. It is happening on September 28th at 10AM EST in the DuBois Mall, DuBois PA.

I hope to be able to collect donations in fursuit but it is still being discussed by the committee that is running the event. They have, however approved Noir for the walk and have asked if I have friends with costumes who are willing to volunteer.

This is where you come in, would anyone be interested in joining me?

Lost my internet for a while there but I'm back! ::Listens to crickets:: Thank you!

I have started a complete rewrite of Consumed chapter 2, this will make it take much longer to arrive here but I had an idea I could not ignore and it required a restart.

On that note I would like to Start getting into Noir's head so, if anyone is interested in roleplaying with me please read this:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4863601/

and either add me on Skype or note me. I promise not to bite....at first. ::Grins::

I am in the process of recovering from a terrible run of bad luck just prior to AC and the con itself so if pics/vids are slow in coming I apologize. My next video will likely be a suit-up vid so stay tuned! I have a few pics coming tomorrow too.

Finally, for anyone that is interested, I am going to try to go to the Fernando's meet in Pittsburgh on August 9th at 6PM. Due to the weather it is unlikely I will be suiting but....who knows? If you are there feel free to say hello, and don't worry if you don't know my face, I will be wearing a badge with Noir's face on it! XD

Thanks to all of those who are watching me!

I am looking to getting back into a little RP. I like 1on1 better than groups but if we roll on Skype (VrRaven for those who want to add me) I think a 5 person rp would be interesting!

I don't want:
heavy sex (PG13ish is fine if it isn't constant)
GodModding
"Mr/Mrs. Perfect"
OOC chat in the RP window (send me a pm or use () .)

I do want:
Friendly people
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quotation marks "like this" when you speak.


You don't have to write a novel with every post (I type pretty slow anyway) but at least a sentence. I will be open for some fun hopefully Wed night after work or sometime thereafter. If you want to set things up now you can send me a message on Skype or comment here.

Thanks for reading ^.^

*Posed in front of a mirror?
Rarely, though if I happen to see a mirror when I have my head on I have no choice but to play around a little.

*Been shopping/to a supermarket/store in fursuit?
So far I have been to Sears in the DuBois Mall and the Punxsy RaC

*Been group suiting?
YES! Mostly with my little Sis -  Aizui ^.^ as well as a few others at meets

*Ever put on your fursuit for no reason and worn it for an extended period of time?
All the time! If I get on my webcam 9 times out of 10 I will put my head on at least.

*Have you walked around your hometown in fursuit?
No, but I have a few videos planned and I will likely be seen >.> <.< Shh, don't tell nobody.

*Fursuited first time in public ?
I believe at was the Fernando's meet in Pittsburgh in April 2013.

*Suited in a different country?
Nope, not sure if that will ever happen but...who knows?

*Fursuited at a con? If so, how many times ?
Nope, but come Anthrocon 2013 there is one...and I plan on going to RocCon Harrisburg if they run that in October again this year.

*Drank in fursuit?
Water yes, I don't drink alcohol a whole lot anyway and as it dehydrates you I won't ever drink while in suit.

*Eaten something?
Hmmm, no, not yet, but I had an idea that could be fun...you'll see.

*Put on someone else's fursuit?
Yes! The first time I ever wore ANY part of a fursuit was back in February this year,  scotch_huskey allowed me to put on his fursuit head for a moment to see what it was like.

*Ruined the magic in public?
Yes but usually only while among friends/family, I don't believe a stranger has ever seen me do so though.

*Gone to a furmeet in suit?
Yes I have, matter of fact I have been to four meets so far in-suit.

*Been in a moving car while in suit?
Mmmm, no, but I did once go into my truck to get something. Must have looked weird seeing a six-foot wolf sit down all nonchalant in a parking lot. The old couple next to me sure gave me weird looks. XD

*Been glomped while in suit?
Only once while at a meet, some girl I've never met before (no clue how old she was) almost hug-tackled me while shouting: "Noir! I love you your so cute!" I kinda awkwardly patter her back, she kinda caught me off guard.

*Glomped someone while in suit?
Nope, I may do so at some point but it will be someone I know and trust.

*Made a child smile?
Warms my heart EVERY single time this happens, It's the whole reason I bought Noir. To make others smile. :)

*Ever used the Bathroom while suiting?
Once or twice but I try not to.

*Danced?
Lol, I dance all the time in-suit, usually badly, and it makes people laugh, so I will continue to do so.

*Been in a fursuit dance competition?
Hahahahaha! See the above answer!

*Done something that attracted a large group of people while in suit?
Hmm, I don't think so, but sometimes it's hard to see who is around you.

*Experienced a hater?
Not yet but I don't care if I ever do. If they cannot share in my joy as a fursuiter, and consequently the happiness that it brings to others, then it is not my loss but theirs. Mean words cannot take away how suiting makes me feel, nor can it change the fandom's amazing ability to pull together, from EVERY walk of life, to be something greater.

*Longest time in fursuit? (what counts as being in suit is up to you)
So far 8 hours with one 45 min lunch break and one bathroom break.

*And finally...Most memorable moments in fursuit?
So far? I have many awesome memories but this one stands out the most:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4671903/

This meme was made by  foxlightning and I found it at  TheKareliaFursuits

Just recovered from a very bad crash, had to completely reset windows and re-install everything.

Bad News: All my videos were lost, but as most of the furry videos were uploaded onto YT already I just lost the hard copies. Oh well >.<

Good News: Before the reset I managed to back up all my stories and pictures on a flash drive!! So YAY! That's about 30+ pages and 100 pics I still have.

I believe it was a virus but have no idea how I got it....sigh, off to go download Avast.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RP4abiHdQpc&list=WL9113A9B0B7B7156F

If this doesn't make you at least smile....

1. Full Name.
Noir


2. Zodiac Sign.
Libra w/ Virgo rising


3. 3 Fears.
Suffocation, harm to my dog, being misunderstood


4. 3 loved things.
Making people smile with my fursuit, the people I care about, my dog


5. Best friend.
I don't believe in such a thing. They are either a friend or they aren't.


6. Last song you listened to.
Rucka Rucka Ali - Justin Beaver


7. 4 Turn ons.
4. Smooth skin 3. necking 2. affection 1. The female orgasm


8. 4 Turn offs.
4. Loud or fake noises 3. Body hair 2. Mind games 1. Distrust


9. What colored under wear are you wearing right now?
Light gray.


10. How many tattoos/piercings do you have?
One tattoo: left shoulder: black rose with a scroll that reads "real love is forever"
Left ear pierced looking to get three more tattoos.


11. The reason you joined FA?
Needed a place to post my pictures and it's one of the best ways to contact ppl in the fandom


12. How you feel right now?
Meh, just read a super depressing story that was NOT properly tagged on FA. Kinda pissed off about it.


13. Something you really really want.
Jeez, love? Money (to be comfortable)? I don't know.


14. Relationship Status?
Single


15. Meaning behind your username?
Noir is french for black, check the Journal entry: AC2013 Meme for more on that.

16. Favorite Movie.
The Crow


17. Favorite Song.
Right now? Breaking Benjamin - Anthem of the Angels


18. Favorite Band.
I don't really have one above the rest, mostly my taste in music shifts with my mood.


19. 3 things that upset you.
3. finances 2. People who are clearly upset and won't tell me why 1. harm to friends/family


20. 3 things that make you happy.
3. Music 2. Writing 1. fursuiting


21. What do you find attractive about people?
people have a capacity for compassion and selflessness that amazes me sometimes.


22. Someone you miss.
My little brother Roger.


23. Someone you love.
You expect me to pick one?


24. Relationship with parents.
Okay with my mother, better with my father.


25. Favorite Holiday.
Honestly I'd have to say Halloween, I have always loved dressing up, and especially scaring the shit out of people! XD


26. Closest FA Friend.
Definitely  Aizui


27. Someone on FA you dated.
Nobody.


28. A confession.
I didn't mean to kill him! I swear it was an accident, he just stepped into my car! (How was that? over the top?)


29. 3 Things that annoy me easily.
3. Bad drivers 2. poor game design 1. cocky people


30. Favorite animal(s).
Canines of any type really.


31. Pets?
I have a yellow lab named Bark Bark, I'm thinking about getting a tarantula in the future


32. One thing I've lied about.
Welll, I don't much like any dog that's smaller than a common house cat...I mean wtf is the point?


33. Something that's currently worrying you.
Funds for Anthrocon.


34. An embarrassing moment.
Once in second grade my teacher wouldn't let me go to the bathroom during a test and I had an accident.


35. Where do you work.
-.- currently unemployed but I am waiting for a new job to start any day now.


36. Something that's constantly on your mind.
My various fics


37. 3 habits you have.
3. I make up stories in my head to help me fall asleep 2. I refuse to discuss anything important in text
1. I am a terrible procrastinator


38. Future Goals.
Get a story I write published.


39. Something you fantasize about.
Romance/horror/adventure, I mean, I'm a writer kindof so...

40. Favorite stores.
EB Games/Gamestop, movie stores


41. Favorite food.
Boneless BBQ breast bites from Cluck-U chicken, OMG! Delicious.


42. What you did yesterday.
I went fursuiting! It was epic! Have a video of me dancing going up on my Youtube channel soon.


43. Something you're talented at.
>.< I have an overdeveloped sense of humility...I don't think I'm particularly talented at anything.


44. Your Idea of a perfect date.
To be completely honest here it doesn't matter at all...as long as we both enjoy the night together I could care less what we do.


45. Your celebrity crush.
::sighs:: see the problem with "crushing" on someone is the fact that you need both a physical and emotional reaction to the person, and I can't get that emotional part without talking to the subject in question, so I don't have one.


46. A photo of yourself.
I have dozens on my FA page, if you want one of me outside the suit, too bad, sorry.


47. Favorite Artist.
I like  xK2x and  cynn.


48. Number of kids you want.
If I have any, I at least want a little girl.


49. Do you smoke or drink?
Smoking disgusts me, I do drink but only rarely.

Today I went to Rent-A-Center in town and danced around just for fun, my sister is the manager there so that's why that particular store was chosen. I managed to score dozens of waves, a whole bunch of high-fives, several photos, and a few hugs. I even gave out balloons!

The highlight of the day was a young man who was differently abled came shyly up to me, I offered a high-five, and then a hug. He seemed to loosen up a bit, his grandma came over all smiles, and I gestured to him so he could join me dancing. We danced side-by-side for 2 songs before he had to leave.

He was LITERALLY skipping across the parking lot on his way to the car and fistpumping the air. His grandmother thanked me several times before she left, then thanked my sister, too.

I'm SO psyched to have made his day, despite how tired I was after 5 hours of fursuiting I felt like a million bucks! I still do, to see how happy I made him brings tears to my eyes.

I wish I could do this every day. I love that my silly wolf suit brought so much joy to people today, I would not trade this for anything, And I will NEVER forget the look on that young man's face.

Today was a good day.

New video on my Youtube channel, please check it out!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGzvCgw44ss

Featuring  Aizui

I know. Overdone, but I don't care because I love this game!

Rules are simple, ask any question at all!

If I answer the question I cannot lie, however, I reserve the right to decline to answer any question I don't wish to.

And that's it! This journal will be active until 12:00 AM (midnight) EST (12hrs 11mins)





GO! ^.^

I have a question for you gamer furs who watch my page. If I were to buy a capture box somewhere down the line and started doing Letsplays with my fursuit head on would any of you be interested in watching it? I thought it would be allot of fun and just want to gauge interest before investing in the capture box.

Of course this would have to wait until after AC2013.

Thank you for your (hopeful) input!

I have completed and posted chapter 2 of my story. I have yet to title it so bear with me on this, I'm working on it. ^.^ I have already started chapter three and will likely revamp chapter one in the near future.

I hope you enjoy reading it!

So I know some of the furs who were at the Fernando's meet on friday night have my FA page here. I have a request to make of you if at all possible.

I am in the process of making a music video with the footage I got there but I would like more if it is to be had, so please send a note for my E-mail address. Also, if you send me video I'd like to get whatever name you want the credit to go to for the video. I definately want to give kudos for the help!

Thank you!
~Noir~

I don't actually know how to make that noise, but you understand right reader? I got my fursuit in the mail and took him to my sister's house, her kids were shocked...because I didn't tell them that I'd gotten it. That and not one of them has ever seen any WiP photos, it was awesome to see their faces when I showed up!

Noir is currently sitting on my desk (his head anyway, the rest has been carefully packed in my fursuit....carrier....thing) and staring at me with that wry sorta amused look on his face.

He is beautiful, and I look forward to all the fun we will be having in the furture.

(please do not post comments in this journal, any comments not from myself or Aizui will be hidden)

Far to the west of the Drakencrest Range; past the realms of man, dwarf, or even elvenkind lies the place known to humans as Evernight. A forrest so old it is rumored to forever be cast in twilight, untamed wilds unexplored by any in centuries.

Or so it says in the writing of Eidenian historians, if only they knew the truth of this strange place, it might shatter what is known by the uninformed.

Kalipha the Chained, banished from civilized lands by his elven kin for practicing necromancy, knows better. For his banishment provided him with an oportunity to grasp not only the power he so dearly desires, but the revenge he burns to exact on his traitorous race. Sixty years of scraping together followers from the pathetic goblinoid denizens who foster here, struggling to fight back the wilds before he found it.

An ancient keep from a people longe turned to dust, its dark walls festooned with moss, forgotten by even time. His base of power, he dubbed this The Chained Citidel, and soon it became the hub from which he extends his reach while building an army of the undead.

Scrying the boundries of his domain, Kalipha soon made a new discovery, a race of bipedal wolf creatures. His surprise is twofold, for not only are these creatures unheard-of in even the oldest texts but they should not even exist. Lycanthropy had been eradicated in a war just prior to the end of the third age, hunted to extinction and beyond by man and elf and dwarf. It is believed that this slaughter is what began the race war that drove his people from the land of man.

The creatures are not lycanthropes however, for they do not transform, so the necromancer named them himself. He calls them Lunitari, for on the rare nights when one of the four moons can be seen under the deep canopy of Evernight they cast bones, worship the light, and dance the night away by the sound of tribal instruments.

Capturing the Lunitari does not prove difficult for the mage, and soon his experiments begin, for he believes he may have found his generals, and a key to vengence. Deep within the bowels of The Chained Citidel a voice cries out in anguish while Kalipha laughs at his doomed kin.

I have been trying to beat Bioshock Infinite all afternoon but during the final battle, instead of giving me the objective it was supposed to the game got caught in a loop. I spent half an hour fighting hordes of enemy spawns before quitting. >.<

Also, I have no idea what I did to it but my bad shoulder (left) has been aching all afternoon. I tore it up in a car accident two years ago and every once in a while i use it too much or torque it in just the right way.

Anyone now where I can get a cybernetic arm or something? Mine has become defective.

As of yet this fic is untitled, so incoming title I guess, but here it is! I can't promise specific times for updatesbut they will come, and if I might be honest, interest can help with motivation.

Anyway, hope it's enjoyable, more to come later. ^.^

This will not be a complaint, as I've done that on FB...I'm just thinking out loud (in text).

Finances are getting better after the fiasco with my van (don't ask) and I feel better about life in general, because so many awesome things have happened of late. So why do I feel all blah? I mean, today sucked hard, but after the last five days I was on a serious high. Crashed, I guess? >.< It's weird how one bad day can dim a whole great week....Oh well.

On a lighter note, after venting, I watched some new youtube vids with some tea to calm down. Then played with my dog for about an hour, it's insane how much that goofy dog can cheer me up.

Then my roommate came home and after some bullshitting (he had a crappy day too) We started reading Chuck Norris jokes to each other. This one made us laugh the hardest:

When observing a Chuck Norris roundhouse kick in slow motion, one finds that Chuck Norris actually rapes his victim in the ass, smokes a cigarette with Dennis Leary, and then roundhouse kicks them in the face.


Epic.