I need someone to design a boyfriend for meh girl May (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43221361/)

also, a wasp just banged into my window.
IDK why they keep coming back to my windows.
Good thing they're outside :,D

You keep the design even if it ain't picked by me. Just don't have the design be May's canonical boyfriend unless I pick you.
Basically you keep the design no matter what. Keep the references SFW so my eyes can properly look at the refs y'all make. Bios would be helpful. Please.

-Guidelines-
Keep all refs SFW
Allowed species are canines, felines, sharkz, and reptiles. Ask me about custom species.
All designs must be male.
Don't make your design too complicated!
References must be drawn by you! Ask me about use of bases.
Now go have fun designing! :D

Comment that you've entered before designing, please.

-Syn whom is artificially flavored

So,

for those of you who won my pride icon raffle,

I know, they're not done and it's too late.

But, I will get them done within the next few weeks(the one's when I'm not on a big RV trip) and hopefully you'll still use them.


Sorry.


OH, one other thing. If you haven't noticed, I've been following a schedule.
Here it basically is.
Two weeks: offline - 4 days: online
I kinda have to follow it.
So please don't get upset if I owe you art or I don't respond within the first day or so.

-Syn

I know I'm usually the type who may seem like I stay away from NSFW-related stuff...and if you think that....

...BOI YOU DON'T KNOW ME! >:D

Anyways,
uhhh. That was awkward.

My question was "Would y'all be fine w/ me drawing a 'slightly NSFW' Nikko?"
I ask because I care about everyone who lays eyes across my art. I don't want say a minor to get exposed to stuff.

halp, my sister is playin the FNF Garcello mod WITHOUT ME >:0

The Nikko art won't be super-NSFW, just a bit.
Opinions, please...

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Warning, This Contains:

>Swearing
>Light Sexual References
>Vulpixi's Emotions

Please Click Something Else if Any of These Make You Uncomfortable.

Thank you.

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I've been holding this in for too many years now-

If you don't want/care to hear about this or are afraid this'll remind you of your own suffering(if you have anything to suffer over),

you have the right to leave.


For those who are still here,

first thing I need to get out.
My 'senpai obsession'.

If you didn't know or haven't guessed already, I have a decent sized crush on Underfell Sans.

Yes, I know it's pointless and you may go ahead and make fun of me for it.

It started a few years ago as silly teenage crush, and at the time it wasn't that big of a deal. But as the years progressed, I started writing more Flust ship writing(example: FiL), my love for Fell grew and grew. Now I'm beginning to think my current relationship(yes, I'm taken by a wonderful male who loves me w/ all his heart <3) will end soon because of my fu^^ing little crush.

Second thing.
Suicidal Thoughts.

I know this is probably a phase or something for my age, which I will not share quite yet, but these thoughts are literally going to kill me.
No, no, no, I'm not planning on dying any time soon. It's just that more than three times a day, this part of me comes out and says "Eh, fu^^ life, I don't deserve to be alive, I'd be better off in hell.". Thing is, I can't talk to anyone about it because of the reasons why I think this way. If anyone has ideas of how to slowly make myself feel better, please tell me!
See, one second I'm drawing then another, I'm curled up in a ball regretting life.
I do, however, have some way of making myself feel better for the time being. I call it PTH or Pillow Therapy Hugs. Yes, I have one pillow who's sole purpose is for hugging. And no, it's not a body pillow. PTH works very well and gets me through most of the day.

Third thing I need to confess.
*This part has the sexual references*
I know too much qwq.

What do I know too much of?
Uhhh,
let's say NSFW.
I know that the world expresses sexuality a lot more openly these days, but this is also teaching kids sexual terms and things at a very young age.
This happened to me at age 10.
I was just getting into the Undertale community when I came across what is now my favourite writing platform--Wattpad. Not just Wattpad, but a lemon(writing that contains some NSFW). This taught me so much I had never known before, and I thought writing about sex after that was okay(which it is not until you are at least 17). That's when FiL was created. Fell, in Love(it's a play on words. Fell sans, in love. He fell in love. Get it?) was my top priority after that. I had originally planned on the writing being out and done before Christmas of 2019, but now it's still not finished. And probably never will be because my account got deleted and I'm pretty sure the email got changed so it would notify whoever when I reactivated it.
Now it's been some years, and I've learned even more thanks to the internet.
Sometimes it's hard just writing without it evolving into something much worse.
When I list the reasons I shouldn't exist, being a slut is one of them, despite being a virgin and never expressing sexuality to anyone. I call myself this because of what I wrote.

Fourth thing.
Procrastination.

I have ADHD, so sometimes my mind is all over the place and it's hard to get big things done and done well. But when I put my mind to something, it comes out great. Procrastination comes easily to me, unfortunately. I try my absolute best to make sure I finish art or animations I owe, but sometimes school and procrastination take over. So if I owe you art from a while ago, sorry.

Final Thing.
Art.

This isn't as big, but I need to talk about it.
My ever-changing art style is overwhelming me. If I change say one head perspective for my skeleton style, I have to change all the other perspectives. Sometimes I feel pressured into changing my art style so it looks cooler, or maybe is a bit more attractive, not because I want to, but for the public. I do draw mostly for myself, however.


Support/comments welcome. qwq

Sorry.

I just really needed this.

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Commission Info:

How To Pay
Just- aaaa the blinds aren't stopping the sun-

anyway,
I do not accept actual money, so I have found a way to be able to accept comms.




...


Art for Art! :D

So basically, I draw you art, and in return you give me an icon of a desired bean.

Wait that's called a trade...

why no real moneh?

uhm

personal.

reasons.



welp. Please commission me.



:,)

-  Vulpixi