Ugh fuck you worksafe
Posted 10 years agoSo sitting here currently off work, all because of a work related injury, I figured I would be okay as work safe would have my back.
Yeah nope. They still haven't figured out my wage rate, so thus I am not getting paid. Wondering if I should make a go fund me if it would actually help. I am currently now a month behind on rent and my car payment ( At least Scotia is working with me instead of just taking my car >.< )
Blah, 6 weeks left of school at least, then I am done. I can finally start working a grown up job again haha.
For those of you that don't know, I dislocated my right shoulder, destroyed my elbow completely, smashed my wrist and a pin came out, and cracked a small part of my jaw and broke a few teeth. Yeah lets just say I an no longer doing the part of my job that requires me to assist in restraining someone who is a harm to themselves or others at music festivals.
Yeah nope. They still haven't figured out my wage rate, so thus I am not getting paid. Wondering if I should make a go fund me if it would actually help. I am currently now a month behind on rent and my car payment ( At least Scotia is working with me instead of just taking my car >.< )
Blah, 6 weeks left of school at least, then I am done. I can finally start working a grown up job again haha.
For those of you that don't know, I dislocated my right shoulder, destroyed my elbow completely, smashed my wrist and a pin came out, and cracked a small part of my jaw and broke a few teeth. Yeah lets just say I an no longer doing the part of my job that requires me to assist in restraining someone who is a harm to themselves or others at music festivals.
Lordy lordy lord lord lord
Posted 10 years agoSo I have no idea why I do this to myself.
Why do I hold out hope on something happening with this guy when it won't >.<
He always knows the right things to say but then just fucks off for a few days.
Am I being to needy? Or do I just want that connection back?
I don't know. I think I need to get lost for a few days. To the tent in the middle of no where!!
Why do I hold out hope on something happening with this guy when it won't >.<
He always knows the right things to say but then just fucks off for a few days.
Am I being to needy? Or do I just want that connection back?
I don't know. I think I need to get lost for a few days. To the tent in the middle of no where!!
Thanks RF con hotel, Love you so much. NOT
Posted 10 years agoSo I called to check and make sure my room was properly booked.
Got the email, but something looked so off.
Well I guess I was right to call, turns out I don't have a room.
Fucking awesome.
I booked a room to myself since I SNORE because of 2 problems ( septum and breathing issues ) so that's out the window now.
So, fucking. Mad. ugh.
Welp at least that saves me from my reg fees and the like. Now I have to figure out what else to do.
Got the email, but something looked so off.
Well I guess I was right to call, turns out I don't have a room.
Fucking awesome.
I booked a room to myself since I SNORE because of 2 problems ( septum and breathing issues ) so that's out the window now.
So, fucking. Mad. ugh.
Welp at least that saves me from my reg fees and the like. Now I have to figure out what else to do.
And take that bitches!!
Posted 10 years agoDearest Bladder,
I am glad you decided to agree with me and send all of the cancerous cells living inside you to their death with the help of the doctors. I am so glad you also haven't been making me feel like shit. I am so glad I came out with my life, and I am so glad to say it, that I am actually feeling like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders.
And Dearest Government.....
So mad at you right now.
You cut off my EI applications numerous times. News flash, doctor said I am medically not able to work, but because of you I have had to go back to work, and my body is starting to recover from it. Still, fuck you.
Medical EI says 17 weeks of coverage. You gave me what, 6? and I Had to go back to work in December? Yeah, so going after you once I dig myself out of this massive hole of debt I am in >.<
Oh well...
Ya win some you loose some >.<
Still, my life is more important :)
I am glad you decided to agree with me and send all of the cancerous cells living inside you to their death with the help of the doctors. I am so glad you also haven't been making me feel like shit. I am so glad I came out with my life, and I am so glad to say it, that I am actually feeling like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders.
And Dearest Government.....
So mad at you right now.
You cut off my EI applications numerous times. News flash, doctor said I am medically not able to work, but because of you I have had to go back to work, and my body is starting to recover from it. Still, fuck you.
Medical EI says 17 weeks of coverage. You gave me what, 6? and I Had to go back to work in December? Yeah, so going after you once I dig myself out of this massive hole of debt I am in >.<
Oh well...
Ya win some you loose some >.<
Still, my life is more important :)
And I guess that was short lived
Posted 10 years agoSo back in the hospital again, because it looks like the surgery was a success, but I am not cancer free as of yet, my body is doing what its supposed to. Recover. Now it's back to Chemo and radiation to see if it can help. Back to the drawing board >.<
At least this should hopefully *fingers crossed* be the last time I need to do this.
At least this should hopefully *fingers crossed* be the last time I need to do this.
God it's been forever!!!
Posted 10 years agoSup bitches!?!
So updates!!!
I live in New Westminster, going to school and working.
I pretty much do nothing lately but that :(
Had surgery and am hopefully cancer free, and I got to keep my bladder, so yeah.
But yeah, sup?
So updates!!!
I live in New Westminster, going to school and working.
I pretty much do nothing lately but that :(
Had surgery and am hopefully cancer free, and I got to keep my bladder, so yeah.
But yeah, sup?
Free free suit raffle? I think so!!!!
Posted 12 years agoGo check this shit out, you must enter, its an awesome idea :)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9602400/
Awesome fursuits!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9602400/
Awesome fursuits!!!
MOTION NOTION!!!
Posted 13 years agoCan't wait!!!!
Leave tomorrow morning at 830 am with the non-fur fella I got my eyes on to Calgary.
Visit my mom, pick up a few last minute things ( like food cause I derped that hard) Go to my appointment at the clinic for blood work ( gotta keep healthy ) Visit my sister, visit my Yannarra, hug her good, try to see my Amanda, visit my old manager, then go to bed, leave Thursday morning for golden, be there by noon, set up camp, cook lunch, get my ass in gear and set up sanctuary, staff meeting at 5pm, then go do whatever the fuck we wanna do, and get snuggles for the whole weekend.
Pretty solid plan right? WRONG!!!!
Never have I seen the space we are working in, new faces at this event, jesus mother fucker lol
Here is hoping MoNo 2012 goes off without a hitch!!!
If you are going or know someone who is tell them to come find me at the Sanctuary, I will be wearing a black hoodie that says WABISUKE on the back of it, so I am easy to spot :)
Leave tomorrow morning at 830 am with the non-fur fella I got my eyes on to Calgary.
Visit my mom, pick up a few last minute things ( like food cause I derped that hard) Go to my appointment at the clinic for blood work ( gotta keep healthy ) Visit my sister, visit my Yannarra, hug her good, try to see my Amanda, visit my old manager, then go to bed, leave Thursday morning for golden, be there by noon, set up camp, cook lunch, get my ass in gear and set up sanctuary, staff meeting at 5pm, then go do whatever the fuck we wanna do, and get snuggles for the whole weekend.
Pretty solid plan right? WRONG!!!!
Never have I seen the space we are working in, new faces at this event, jesus mother fucker lol
Here is hoping MoNo 2012 goes off without a hitch!!!
If you are going or know someone who is tell them to come find me at the Sanctuary, I will be wearing a black hoodie that says WABISUKE on the back of it, so I am easy to spot :)
Here ya go Ry T.
Posted 13 years agoSo it now shows to me who my real friends are, in the past 10 years the people who have been there really know nothing about me, so here ya go :) since everything that should be known to you isn't, here, read it, you fucking moron.
1. I didn't lose my virginity willingly, 2 men stole it at 14
2. I didn't choose to get beaten by my father for coming home with a B+
3. I didn't choose to grow up in a broken home
4. I didn't work 2 jobs to get to where I am today for nothing.
5. I Have been raped twice in my life, once on my 14th birthday, then again end of august 2011. Fuck you for saying that I don't like to go out at night dick face >.<
6. I just failed my last round of finals, and have to re-take them on my BIRTHDAY WEEKEND! ( which is this weekend seeing as my birthday is monday the 28th, so exams on the 26th )
7. I can't afford to drop the money on a flight, hotel, food, travel insurance, or to go to disneyland, nor can I get across the boarder at the moment. Stop asking me to join you, I told you I can't.
8. I paid over 800 bucks in new clothes, because I FUCKING NEEDED THEM! I literally have 2 pairs of jeans, one full uniform, a pair of shoes that fell apart, and 2 each of socks and underwear. I don't have the luxury of living rent free at home ( Your also fucking 30, seriously? move out ) and haven't since I was 16, even while in college and Uni, I was never able to, so I never bought clothes often, sorry if me choosing my basic needs over coming to see you.
9. I am quitting smoking, I am not in the mood for you to continuously bug me about my choices in life, the ones I made or the ones I didn't.
10. You fucking asked for all of this, you said if any of it really happened it would have already been posted online, and you would have remembered reading it, yet your the one who brought up my life story from high school and thought it be great to tell to everyone, thanks, anything I tell you to keep in confidence has gone in one ear and out the other.
I seriously do not mean to come off as a bitch to people or a cunt, but for fuck me sakes bitch you need to grow up, act your age, and leave me the fuck out of your conversations, but if you do want to talk about me? At least you have the only few things that can hurt me, right here, out in the open.
1. I didn't lose my virginity willingly, 2 men stole it at 14
2. I didn't choose to get beaten by my father for coming home with a B+
3. I didn't choose to grow up in a broken home
4. I didn't work 2 jobs to get to where I am today for nothing.
5. I Have been raped twice in my life, once on my 14th birthday, then again end of august 2011. Fuck you for saying that I don't like to go out at night dick face >.<
6. I just failed my last round of finals, and have to re-take them on my BIRTHDAY WEEKEND! ( which is this weekend seeing as my birthday is monday the 28th, so exams on the 26th )
7. I can't afford to drop the money on a flight, hotel, food, travel insurance, or to go to disneyland, nor can I get across the boarder at the moment. Stop asking me to join you, I told you I can't.
8. I paid over 800 bucks in new clothes, because I FUCKING NEEDED THEM! I literally have 2 pairs of jeans, one full uniform, a pair of shoes that fell apart, and 2 each of socks and underwear. I don't have the luxury of living rent free at home ( Your also fucking 30, seriously? move out ) and haven't since I was 16, even while in college and Uni, I was never able to, so I never bought clothes often, sorry if me choosing my basic needs over coming to see you.
9. I am quitting smoking, I am not in the mood for you to continuously bug me about my choices in life, the ones I made or the ones I didn't.
10. You fucking asked for all of this, you said if any of it really happened it would have already been posted online, and you would have remembered reading it, yet your the one who brought up my life story from high school and thought it be great to tell to everyone, thanks, anything I tell you to keep in confidence has gone in one ear and out the other.
I seriously do not mean to come off as a bitch to people or a cunt, but for fuck me sakes bitch you need to grow up, act your age, and leave me the fuck out of your conversations, but if you do want to talk about me? At least you have the only few things that can hurt me, right here, out in the open.
Ya know what? FUCK >.<
Posted 13 years agoSo 2 things right here...
1. I miss people so much right now, dear god >.< I know I never pick up my phone, but usually I am busy at work or currently moving.
2. Why the fuck can't I tell the person who gives me butterflies how I feel?
1. I miss people so much right now, dear god >.< I know I never pick up my phone, but usually I am busy at work or currently moving.
2. Why the fuck can't I tell the person who gives me butterflies how I feel?
I'm gonna lose my shit shortly
Posted 13 years agoSo a few things have been getting to me lately, so I'm just gonna let it out here, TLDR I am fucking livid
SO to start with my douche bag room mate friend thing :
You leave the lights on, thats okay I can sleep through those, but when you leave your fucking TV on after you go to sleep and I pass out and that annoying blue fucking light comes on? Then I get woken up when you finally actually turn the lights off before going to bed.
You are a slob, literally, there is open food and drinks on your bed, and you have the balls to say that I left them there? fuck you.
You keep asking for some of my magic cards, I have said no, I want them. I paid for them. MINE.
I'm living with you, my brothers now ex girlfriend, my mom, and my 2 younger brothers, and I am moving out, and all you can say about that is " That mean's I have to take the bus home from work now fuck" with other things in there that piss me off to type out, but for reals? Fuck you, again!
I have bought 2 books of adult bus tickets, driven you over hells half acre, helped you move, picked you up and dropped you off at work, and you give me 20 for gas and say we're even? Really?
To my lazy prick of a brother :
You still don't have a job, won't take any help from anyone trying to get you a job, yet you look at me, and remind me of how long I was off work for..... FOR A FUCKING CAR ACCIDENT YOU IDIOT!!! Unlike you I had my wages covered, and was able to continue living on my own. Once I got my money from the insurance company for the dude hitting me? I gave our mother money because you ran her into the fucking ground, and still are!!! You put me into collections, not just once with shaw, but twice with your fucking phone!!! You have no right to sit there and yell at me saying I never gave you proof, when the phone got cut off, you sent them the payment, 2 months late for the month that you lost the phone on, they're not going to turn it back on for that. You then think its cool to start a fight after I make a joke, yes a mean joke, but a joke at your expense, since you like to make them at me for my sexuality, then call me a " Faggot assed fucking homo faggot" Assaulting me in my own home, then telling me this is my fault, and I did this to myself. I really hope you choke on the next thing you stick in your mouth, you got a job and quit 2 days later because of a car accident that happened almost 2 years ago, I have been working waiting for surgery since 2009, mom didn't bother with physio because she had to work to keep a roof over your head. Your twin has a job and pays for shaw and his phone bill, but all of shaw, because you are a lazy bastard who hasn't got a job to pay for it. I seriously had to tell the cops not to charge you after I dealt with the doctor and he told them about it because I didn't want to, and I had bruises and have a fractured wrist. I hope karma shows you how big of a bitch she can be. I am moving because of you, not because I want to, because of you. I refuse to sit here and pay rent for a place that you help do nothing with, other than lock yourself in your room, thinking mommy will pay for it all. Your excuses don't work, not having a high school diploma? Your own fucking fault for leaving school to play WoW all the time. Your sick? Your tired? You don't want to move? To fat? Go out in the sun you fucking moron and get some exercise, you piss me off. Also, bringing up the rape case I have in court right now isn't helping your cause, yes I was raped, but unlike what you said, I didn't fucking ask for it, how dare you!
I feel better now that I have ranted, but fuck I just need a beer and a joint I think.
SO to start with my douche bag room mate friend thing :
You leave the lights on, thats okay I can sleep through those, but when you leave your fucking TV on after you go to sleep and I pass out and that annoying blue fucking light comes on? Then I get woken up when you finally actually turn the lights off before going to bed.
You are a slob, literally, there is open food and drinks on your bed, and you have the balls to say that I left them there? fuck you.
You keep asking for some of my magic cards, I have said no, I want them. I paid for them. MINE.
I'm living with you, my brothers now ex girlfriend, my mom, and my 2 younger brothers, and I am moving out, and all you can say about that is " That mean's I have to take the bus home from work now fuck" with other things in there that piss me off to type out, but for reals? Fuck you, again!
I have bought 2 books of adult bus tickets, driven you over hells half acre, helped you move, picked you up and dropped you off at work, and you give me 20 for gas and say we're even? Really?
To my lazy prick of a brother :
You still don't have a job, won't take any help from anyone trying to get you a job, yet you look at me, and remind me of how long I was off work for..... FOR A FUCKING CAR ACCIDENT YOU IDIOT!!! Unlike you I had my wages covered, and was able to continue living on my own. Once I got my money from the insurance company for the dude hitting me? I gave our mother money because you ran her into the fucking ground, and still are!!! You put me into collections, not just once with shaw, but twice with your fucking phone!!! You have no right to sit there and yell at me saying I never gave you proof, when the phone got cut off, you sent them the payment, 2 months late for the month that you lost the phone on, they're not going to turn it back on for that. You then think its cool to start a fight after I make a joke, yes a mean joke, but a joke at your expense, since you like to make them at me for my sexuality, then call me a " Faggot assed fucking homo faggot" Assaulting me in my own home, then telling me this is my fault, and I did this to myself. I really hope you choke on the next thing you stick in your mouth, you got a job and quit 2 days later because of a car accident that happened almost 2 years ago, I have been working waiting for surgery since 2009, mom didn't bother with physio because she had to work to keep a roof over your head. Your twin has a job and pays for shaw and his phone bill, but all of shaw, because you are a lazy bastard who hasn't got a job to pay for it. I seriously had to tell the cops not to charge you after I dealt with the doctor and he told them about it because I didn't want to, and I had bruises and have a fractured wrist. I hope karma shows you how big of a bitch she can be. I am moving because of you, not because I want to, because of you. I refuse to sit here and pay rent for a place that you help do nothing with, other than lock yourself in your room, thinking mommy will pay for it all. Your excuses don't work, not having a high school diploma? Your own fucking fault for leaving school to play WoW all the time. Your sick? Your tired? You don't want to move? To fat? Go out in the sun you fucking moron and get some exercise, you piss me off. Also, bringing up the rape case I have in court right now isn't helping your cause, yes I was raped, but unlike what you said, I didn't fucking ask for it, how dare you!
I feel better now that I have ranted, but fuck I just need a beer and a joint I think.
Get to know me kinda?
Posted 13 years agoBored As hell so lets give this ago
1. How tall are you?
5'11
2. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Brown, born blonde tho
3. What about eye color?
Blue/green/yellow ring
4. What orientation are you?
Gay
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Ask me, just cause I think its funny :)
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Internet,read,magic,friends
7. What's your job?
London Drugs and student
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
My smoking hot body.... who am I kidding I'm not hot :P
If I had to choose one thing, it have to be that I can keep myself calm in a storm
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
Procrastination and the fact I hate most people right now :p
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
My eyes, and the fact I am super shy yet outgoing :p
11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
Flying spaghetti monster
12. Do you drink?
Really?
13. Do you smoke?
Yes I am trying to quit, and I am gonna do it
14. What are your fears?
Heights, spiders, open water, snakes, CLOWNS, Vaginas ( Seriously have you ever had a chick bite you with it? Like flex against your side and leave a bruise? Dear god >.< ) Being lost, feeling alone.
15. What are your dreams/goals?
Own a house, get married, have kids, become a paramedic, and settle down
16 .Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Yes and yes
17. Who's your best bud?
That is way to hard to answer douche bag >.< If I had to say only one, I would say my sister
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Lapporen but for reals I love rice crispy's
19. Favorite drink?
Milk!!!
20. Favorite color?
Blue/red
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
I want jean greys power :)
22. Favorite movie?
Final fantasy the spirits within and final fantasy 7 advent children
23. Least favorite food?
Seafood/shellfish, it will kill me >.<
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Rib covered in BBQ with macaroni and cheese and a side of Bush's beans
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Drive-Chevy Aveo
Wish- Ford mustang
26. Most disliked bug?
Spider
27. Most hated pet peeves?
People who twist words, people who can't just leave me along some days
28. Dislike in life?
Money
29. Most annoying?
Jersey shore, and homophobes
30. Most disliked TV show?
Anything that is jersey shore related or reality stupid >.<
1. How tall are you?
5'11
2. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Brown, born blonde tho
3. What about eye color?
Blue/green/yellow ring
4. What orientation are you?
Gay
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Ask me, just cause I think its funny :)
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Internet,read,magic,friends
7. What's your job?
London Drugs and student
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
My smoking hot body.... who am I kidding I'm not hot :P
If I had to choose one thing, it have to be that I can keep myself calm in a storm
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
Procrastination and the fact I hate most people right now :p
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
My eyes, and the fact I am super shy yet outgoing :p
11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
Flying spaghetti monster
12. Do you drink?
Really?
13. Do you smoke?
Yes I am trying to quit, and I am gonna do it
14. What are your fears?
Heights, spiders, open water, snakes, CLOWNS, Vaginas ( Seriously have you ever had a chick bite you with it? Like flex against your side and leave a bruise? Dear god >.< ) Being lost, feeling alone.
15. What are your dreams/goals?
Own a house, get married, have kids, become a paramedic, and settle down
16 .Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Yes and yes
17. Who's your best bud?
That is way to hard to answer douche bag >.< If I had to say only one, I would say my sister
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?

19. Favorite drink?
Milk!!!
20. Favorite color?
Blue/red
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
I want jean greys power :)
22. Favorite movie?
Final fantasy the spirits within and final fantasy 7 advent children
23. Least favorite food?
Seafood/shellfish, it will kill me >.<
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Rib covered in BBQ with macaroni and cheese and a side of Bush's beans
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Drive-Chevy Aveo
Wish- Ford mustang
26. Most disliked bug?
Spider
27. Most hated pet peeves?
People who twist words, people who can't just leave me along some days
28. Dislike in life?
Money
29. Most annoying?
Jersey shore, and homophobes
30. Most disliked TV show?
Anything that is jersey shore related or reality stupid >.<
Free partial raffle what?
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3087119/
Razzy Lee is an amazing suit maker and fantastic artist
Doing a free partial raffle, check it out bitches!!!!!
<3
Razzy Lee is an amazing suit maker and fantastic artist
Doing a free partial raffle, check it out bitches!!!!!
<3
Time to explain
Posted 14 years agoSo as some people have noticed, I have changed a lot since the end of August,
Just as an FYI it is NOT a furries problem, and I am coming public about this, not for pity, not for anyone to look down upon, but so people understand why I have a sorta big problem with men.
I am not going to go into massive detail about this either, but I think it is something that I need to talk about, as well as my shrink said I should talk about it, and seeing as I can't do this face to face with anyone without crying, which I hate doing in front of people, I will just write it out.
So on August 30th, 2011, I was at a party in the early hours of the morning. My friends had left while I was finishing a coffee and a smoke out on the balcony of this place, and the party was ending pretty quick. I told them not to wait up and I would see them when they get back from being traveling hippies for the next few months. As I walked back to get my shoes, I leaned down to put them on, as I stood back up all I remember from that was getting hit by something, and I was out cold, I woke up somewhere around 445-5am or so is what I am guessing, and I had 2 men, on both sides of me, and I was in the middle of them, yes you know what happened, they each took turns holding me down, trading spots, no protection nothing. I had no idea what to do, and I was scared. I was able to get away by attacking my attackers, and fled to my car with my clothes which were still by the front door, I went to the hospital, was checked out, ended up finding out a few weeks ago I have a prostate infection, and minor damages to my insides of my behind, but nothing more, thank whatever is watching over me. Anyways after the "rape kit" and numerous talking to from the police, I was able to go home, but never the same, I tried to end my life numerous times, I didn't really want to leave my house, I went to RF, had an amazing time and realized I was being a self centered asshole for trying to kill myself, from seeing what was all around, but still had issues with men. Slowly but surely I am working on it, please don't force me to talk to you, I know I am ignoring a very vast majority of people I have been talking to, but there is nothing I can do about it at this time. Even the smallest thing that reminds me of the attack makes me afraid, the aggression, the fear, feeling so helpless, I wish this on no one, and I hope if anyone else has this happen to them they will report it, and keep living, I am still here because of a very small group of people who I told/didn't tell, no matter what, they will always keep me alive, because I know, the reason I didn't die that day, was because I am still needed somewhere around here.
Comment or whatever I don't care, but I again do not want your pity, I just want everyone to know what is going on.
Wabi~
Just as an FYI it is NOT a furries problem, and I am coming public about this, not for pity, not for anyone to look down upon, but so people understand why I have a sorta big problem with men.
I am not going to go into massive detail about this either, but I think it is something that I need to talk about, as well as my shrink said I should talk about it, and seeing as I can't do this face to face with anyone without crying, which I hate doing in front of people, I will just write it out.
So on August 30th, 2011, I was at a party in the early hours of the morning. My friends had left while I was finishing a coffee and a smoke out on the balcony of this place, and the party was ending pretty quick. I told them not to wait up and I would see them when they get back from being traveling hippies for the next few months. As I walked back to get my shoes, I leaned down to put them on, as I stood back up all I remember from that was getting hit by something, and I was out cold, I woke up somewhere around 445-5am or so is what I am guessing, and I had 2 men, on both sides of me, and I was in the middle of them, yes you know what happened, they each took turns holding me down, trading spots, no protection nothing. I had no idea what to do, and I was scared. I was able to get away by attacking my attackers, and fled to my car with my clothes which were still by the front door, I went to the hospital, was checked out, ended up finding out a few weeks ago I have a prostate infection, and minor damages to my insides of my behind, but nothing more, thank whatever is watching over me. Anyways after the "rape kit" and numerous talking to from the police, I was able to go home, but never the same, I tried to end my life numerous times, I didn't really want to leave my house, I went to RF, had an amazing time and realized I was being a self centered asshole for trying to kill myself, from seeing what was all around, but still had issues with men. Slowly but surely I am working on it, please don't force me to talk to you, I know I am ignoring a very vast majority of people I have been talking to, but there is nothing I can do about it at this time. Even the smallest thing that reminds me of the attack makes me afraid, the aggression, the fear, feeling so helpless, I wish this on no one, and I hope if anyone else has this happen to them they will report it, and keep living, I am still here because of a very small group of people who I told/didn't tell, no matter what, they will always keep me alive, because I know, the reason I didn't die that day, was because I am still needed somewhere around here.
Comment or whatever I don't care, but I again do not want your pity, I just want everyone to know what is going on.
Wabi~
FREE ART~?!?!?!?!
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2830168/
Get some free art sylo's amazing!!!
Get some free art sylo's amazing!!!
Free mature art?
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2803650/
take a gander, he is offering free art for the people he chooses, so give it a shot, I am :)
take a gander, he is offering free art for the people he chooses, so give it a shot, I am :)
I got a ticket to hell MeMe
Posted 14 years agoIf you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[X] smoked
[X] consumed alcohol
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite se
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same se
[X] kissed someone of the same se
[X] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[X] bought porn
[X] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
[X] taken painkillers
[X] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
[X] wished someone to die
[X] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
[X] missed curfew
[X] stayed out all night
[X] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[X] been to a therapist
[X] received a ticket
[X] been to rehab
[X] dyed your hair
[X] been in an accident
[X] been to a club
[X] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 30
[X] been to a wild party
[X] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[X] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida
[X] sniffed anything
[X] wore black nail polish
[X] wore arm bands
[X] wore t-shirts with band names
[X] listened to rap
[X] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 39
[X] dressed gothic
[X] dressed girly
[X] dressed punk
[X] dressed grunge
[X] stole something
[X] been too drunk to remember anything
[X] blacked out
[X] fainted
[X] had a crush on a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 49
[X] had a crush on a friend
[X] been to a concert
[X] been dry humped
[X] been called a slut
[X] called someone a slut
[X] installed speakers in a car
[X] broken a mirror
[X] showered at someone of the opposites se's house
[X] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 59
[] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[X] seen an R-rated movie
[X] cruised the mall
[X] skipped school
[X] had surgery
[X] had an injury
[X] gone to court
[X] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[X] caught something on fire
[X] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 68
[X] owned/rented an apartment/house
[X] broke the law in the police's presence
[X] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[X] got in trouble with the police
[X] talked to a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[X] kissed a stranger
[X] rode in the car with a stranger
[X] been harassed
[X] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 78
[X] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[X] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[X] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[X] been to a fair
[X] been called a bad influence
[X] drank and drove ( 1 Beer does count, so yes I have had a beer and drove)
[X] prank-called someone
[X] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite se
[X] cheated on a test
88 >.<
No I shall not explain everything
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[X] smoked
[X] consumed alcohol
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite se
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same se
[X] kissed someone of the same se
[X] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[X] bought porn
[X] tried drugs
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
[X] taken painkillers
[X] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
[X] wished someone to die
[X] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
[X] missed curfew
[X] stayed out all night
[X] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[X] been to a therapist
[X] received a ticket
[X] been to rehab
[X] dyed your hair
[X] been in an accident
[X] been to a club
[X] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 30
[X] been to a wild party
[X] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[X] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[] had a spring break in Florida
[X] sniffed anything
[X] wore black nail polish
[X] wore arm bands
[X] wore t-shirts with band names
[X] listened to rap
[X] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 39
[X] dressed gothic
[X] dressed girly
[X] dressed punk
[X] dressed grunge
[X] stole something
[X] been too drunk to remember anything
[X] blacked out
[X] fainted
[X] had a crush on a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 49
[X] had a crush on a friend
[X] been to a concert
[X] been dry humped
[X] been called a slut
[X] called someone a slut
[X] installed speakers in a car
[X] broken a mirror
[X] showered at someone of the opposites se's house
[X] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 59
[] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[X] seen an R-rated movie
[X] cruised the mall
[X] skipped school
[X] had surgery
[X] had an injury
[X] gone to court
[X] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[X] caught something on fire
[X] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 68
[X] owned/rented an apartment/house
[X] broke the law in the police's presence
[X] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[X] got in trouble with the police
[X] talked to a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[X] kissed a stranger
[X] rode in the car with a stranger
[X] been harassed
[X] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 78
[X] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[X] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[X] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[X] been to a fair
[X] been called a bad influence
[X] drank and drove ( 1 Beer does count, so yes I have had a beer and drove)
[X] prank-called someone
[X] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite se
[X] cheated on a test
88 >.<
No I shall not explain everything
Har har har, I found my old blog!!
Posted 14 years agoLast reply I got was this from a friend, I love this thing :P
::BOYFRIEND::
::APPLICATION::
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
Weight:
Hair Style:
Hair Color:
Eyes:
Tattoos/Piercings:
1. where would we go on dates?
2. who are three of your favorite bands?
3. what kind of music do you listen to?
4. do you drink/smoke?
5. do you like the beach? if so...would you go with me late at night? if so...what would we do?
6. do you like movies? if so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
7. do you play an instrument? if so...what?
8. favorite body part on a boy?
9. what would you say is the best thing about yourself?
10. why would you want to date me?
::BOYFRIEND::
::APPLICATION::
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
Weight:
Hair Style:
Hair Color:
Eyes:
Tattoos/Piercings:
1. where would we go on dates?
2. who are three of your favorite bands?
3. what kind of music do you listen to?
4. do you drink/smoke?
5. do you like the beach? if so...would you go with me late at night? if so...what would we do?
6. do you like movies? if so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
7. do you play an instrument? if so...what?
8. favorite body part on a boy?
9. what would you say is the best thing about yourself?
10. why would you want to date me?
Free arts!!!
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2778688/
who doesn't love free art from an amazing artist!!!
who doesn't love free art from an amazing artist!!!
Stolen 100 question meme
Posted 14 years agoStolen from
redwire99
Who stole it from
Stolen from :adhr26:
1. How old will you be in five years?
28
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My bed
3. How tall are you?
5'11 and a half
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Suiting, hopefully having a job, moving
5. What's the last movie you saw?
The leprechaun 3
6. Who was the last person you called?
Lone howler
7. Who was the last person to call you?
My bestie Orrey (non-fur)
8. What was the last text message you received?
Yannarra says Lame.LOL
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Roland Ferret :P
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Either really, I have unlimited for both :P
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Trying to sleep
12. Are your parents married/divorced?
Married for 21 years and divorced now for 2
13. What time did you wake up today?
9
14. What color are your eyes?
Blue-ish
15. What are you wearing right now?
In bed, so Naked
16. What’s your least favorite part of sex?
To be honest? Being naked in front of others is my least favorite thing >.<
17. Do you like Christmas songs?
If I can sing to them yes :P
18. Do you have a favorite place or places?
Banff, Salmo for Shambhala, and my room :P
19. Do you have a least favorite place or places?
Hrmmm I will get back to that one
20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Germany 2012 baby!!!
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
Ambulance, since I am going to be working on them :p
22. Do you tan or burn?
Both
23. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Either, depends on how hot I am
24. Would you ever wear a thong?
Yes :P did over my fur suit at RF no one knew that did they :P
25. How big is your bed?
Twin
26. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
My grandma on my dad's side >.<
27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Both, times 3 each >.<
28. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Talking about running naked in fursuit
29. What color are your sheets?
Black and I have green ones and army ones
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
8
31. What is your favorite season?
Fall/winter
33. What do you like about winter?
Everything!!!!
34. What do you like about the summer?
Everything minus wasp's >.<
35. What is your favorite aspect of spring?
The smells and the flowers
36. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
4 (Alberta, BC Manitoba and Ontario)
37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
Calgary, Kelowna, Salmo, Winnipeg, Marmora and Toronto, Strathmore, Lethbridge
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Ay really
39. Are you a social person?
Super shy in person, but quick to warm up, online always
40. What was the last thing you ate?
Bowl of cheerios
41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Moxies :P
42. What is your favorite kind of ice cream?
Strawberry
43. What is your favorite dessert?
Anything I decide to make, which is usually fruit salad
44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
chicken corn chowder :p
45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Strawberry
46. Do you like Chinese food?
If I can eat it yes
47. Do you like coffee?
*sips his coffee* Really?
48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
4L jug a day
49. What do you drink in the morning?
Water
50. What church/temple/synagogue/other do you attend?
None
51. When was the last time you went to church/temple/synagogue/other?
When I was 18
52. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not really meant it?
No, I meant it all
53. Do you like to cuddle?
Fuck yes <3
54. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Closest to the wall
55. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?
Good job, Husband, and a kid :p
56. Have you ever gotten stage fright?
Yes
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes
58. Do you know how to play poker?
Yes
59. Do you want kids?
Yes.....
60. Do you speak any other languages?
Little bit of french and some german
61. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
None
62. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
Get up at 8
63. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?
Yes
64. When flying, do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
I hate flying, so if I have to, no window
65. Do you know how to drive a stick?
yup
66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Friends :P
67. What's your preferred method of paying for things?
Visa or cash
68. What is/are your favorite TV show/s?
Dumbest thing on wheels, Eureka, Star gate
69. Can you roll your tongue?
Like the rolling r noise? If so yes, if not no :(
70. Who is the funniest person you know?
My sister
71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yes
72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
Fucking perfect by pink
73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
Yes
74. What red object is closest to you right now?
Mien Blanket
75. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?
Yes
76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Always closed
77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
Bear, I have a chance to live, bee's? Stung once I am dead >.<
78. Do you flirt a lot?
Yes
79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Honey and sweet and sour sauce
80. What are you most afraid of?
Heights, Spiders, Wasp's, Snakes, your mom :P
81. Can you change the oil on a car?
Yes
82. Have you ever run out of gas?
Yes it sucked >.,
83. Sum yourself up in 10 words or less.
Empathetic, kind, loving, caring, angry *at times* awesome, fuck *favorite word* quiet, outspoken * IKR?* sleepy
84. If you were an evil bastard, what would you be doing?
Killing and ruling
85. What was the last book you read?
Medical book
86. Do you read the newspaper?
Sometimes
87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Not a chance in hell
89. Do you watch soap operas?
They kinda bother me
90. If you were taking a poop and eating a bowl of cereal at the same time and you dropped the cereal, which would you do: finish pooping then clean up the cereal or clean up the cereal then finish pooping?
Uhhhhhhhh first off I don't eat and poop >.< But if I had to I would do both at the same time, towels are right beside me
91. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
Me and my ex Andrew at Calgary gay prom!!
92. Jane Austen, yea or nay?
Nay
93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
Fuck I am so tired, come snuggle <3
94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Strawberry or Vanilla
95. What is your favorite board game?
Monopoly
97. How is your relationship with your mother?
A good strong one <3
98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
My music teacher Mr.Kingston, fucking amazing guy
99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
14 days, it was fun :P
100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
I would say meastro and voice, for hanging out with me at RF :P

Who stole it from
Stolen from :adhr26:
1. How old will you be in five years?
28
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My bed
3. How tall are you?
5'11 and a half
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Suiting, hopefully having a job, moving
5. What's the last movie you saw?
The leprechaun 3
6. Who was the last person you called?
Lone howler
7. Who was the last person to call you?
My bestie Orrey (non-fur)
8. What was the last text message you received?

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Roland Ferret :P
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Either really, I have unlimited for both :P
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Trying to sleep
12. Are your parents married/divorced?
Married for 21 years and divorced now for 2
13. What time did you wake up today?
9
14. What color are your eyes?
Blue-ish
15. What are you wearing right now?
In bed, so Naked
16. What’s your least favorite part of sex?
To be honest? Being naked in front of others is my least favorite thing >.<
17. Do you like Christmas songs?
If I can sing to them yes :P
18. Do you have a favorite place or places?
Banff, Salmo for Shambhala, and my room :P
19. Do you have a least favorite place or places?
Hrmmm I will get back to that one
20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Germany 2012 baby!!!
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
Ambulance, since I am going to be working on them :p
22. Do you tan or burn?
Both
23. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Either, depends on how hot I am
24. Would you ever wear a thong?
Yes :P did over my fur suit at RF no one knew that did they :P
25. How big is your bed?
Twin
26. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
My grandma on my dad's side >.<
27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Both, times 3 each >.<
28. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Talking about running naked in fursuit
29. What color are your sheets?
Black and I have green ones and army ones
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
8
31. What is your favorite season?
Fall/winter
33. What do you like about winter?
Everything!!!!
34. What do you like about the summer?
Everything minus wasp's >.<
35. What is your favorite aspect of spring?
The smells and the flowers
36. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
4 (Alberta, BC Manitoba and Ontario)
37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
Calgary, Kelowna, Salmo, Winnipeg, Marmora and Toronto, Strathmore, Lethbridge
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Ay really
39. Are you a social person?
Super shy in person, but quick to warm up, online always
40. What was the last thing you ate?
Bowl of cheerios
41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Moxies :P
42. What is your favorite kind of ice cream?
Strawberry
43. What is your favorite dessert?
Anything I decide to make, which is usually fruit salad
44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
chicken corn chowder :p
45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Strawberry
46. Do you like Chinese food?
If I can eat it yes
47. Do you like coffee?
*sips his coffee* Really?
48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
4L jug a day
49. What do you drink in the morning?
Water
50. What church/temple/synagogue/other do you attend?
None
51. When was the last time you went to church/temple/synagogue/other?
When I was 18
52. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not really meant it?
No, I meant it all
53. Do you like to cuddle?
Fuck yes <3
54. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Closest to the wall
55. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?
Good job, Husband, and a kid :p
56. Have you ever gotten stage fright?
Yes
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes
58. Do you know how to play poker?
Yes
59. Do you want kids?
Yes.....
60. Do you speak any other languages?
Little bit of french and some german
61. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
None
62. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
Get up at 8
63. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?
Yes
64. When flying, do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
I hate flying, so if I have to, no window
65. Do you know how to drive a stick?
yup
66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Friends :P
67. What's your preferred method of paying for things?
Visa or cash
68. What is/are your favorite TV show/s?
Dumbest thing on wheels, Eureka, Star gate
69. Can you roll your tongue?
Like the rolling r noise? If so yes, if not no :(
70. Who is the funniest person you know?
My sister
71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Yes
72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
Fucking perfect by pink
73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
Yes
74. What red object is closest to you right now?
Mien Blanket
75. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?
Yes
76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Always closed
77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
Bear, I have a chance to live, bee's? Stung once I am dead >.<
78. Do you flirt a lot?
Yes
79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Honey and sweet and sour sauce
80. What are you most afraid of?
Heights, Spiders, Wasp's, Snakes, your mom :P
81. Can you change the oil on a car?
Yes
82. Have you ever run out of gas?
Yes it sucked >.,
83. Sum yourself up in 10 words or less.
Empathetic, kind, loving, caring, angry *at times* awesome, fuck *favorite word* quiet, outspoken * IKR?* sleepy
84. If you were an evil bastard, what would you be doing?
Killing and ruling
85. What was the last book you read?
Medical book
86. Do you read the newspaper?
Sometimes
87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Not a chance in hell
89. Do you watch soap operas?
They kinda bother me
90. If you were taking a poop and eating a bowl of cereal at the same time and you dropped the cereal, which would you do: finish pooping then clean up the cereal or clean up the cereal then finish pooping?
Uhhhhhhhh first off I don't eat and poop >.< But if I had to I would do both at the same time, towels are right beside me
91. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
Me and my ex Andrew at Calgary gay prom!!
92. Jane Austen, yea or nay?
Nay
93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
Fuck I am so tired, come snuggle <3
94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Strawberry or Vanilla
95. What is your favorite board game?
Monopoly
97. How is your relationship with your mother?
A good strong one <3
98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
My music teacher Mr.Kingston, fucking amazing guy
99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
14 days, it was fun :P
100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
I would say meastro and voice, for hanging out with me at RF :P
SO GONNA DO THIS!!!
Posted 14 years agoRF meme
Posted 14 years agoStolen from the handsome
mattpanther
Arrival and Departure:
as far as I know wednesday
Staying at:
Main Hotel
Mode of Transportation:
Driving down, not sure after
Room Share:
I am sharing a room with Dorn and his friends (I need to give you money shortly fucking bank is gay!!!!)
Major Plans at the Con:
Run around and flail!!
Who Will I be with:
Anyone who wants to hang out, I am a pretty nice guy I think
Fursuit(s):
Sly D.Husky and Wabisuke, a husky and a lion, lion will be worn by a friend for the most part tho
Attending Parties:
Not sure, if I go to one sure if not I will just drink with my friends
How best to find me:
Look for the black backed grey fronted husky with a red ring, and a black and red eye with a yellow pupil
Stage Performance:
I have no idea
Drink:
Yes please :)
Smoke:
not in suit fuck that >.< Also in the process of quitting
Hugs:
As long as I can see you we are good :)
Talk:
I'm shy at first, but quick to warm up
Art:
I attempt at drawing but I suck ><
Do you do trades?
No
What is your gender?
I identify as male, so therefore I am male
How old are you?
23
Can I touch you?
Depends....
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Sure, altho I have to watch them be made
Can I give you lots of money?
uhhhhhhhhhhh?
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are good but snuggles go to people I know
How tall are you?
I am 5'11 - 6 foot
You look pissed off out of suit can I come up to you?
Yeah but if I really am pissed off I may just want to be left alone and I will tell you that
Are you nice?
As long as you don't pull on my tail :)
Are you cliquey?
I usually hang around with one group of people, but I have no problems meeting new people, I love new friends!!!
Can I stalk you?
Why would you ask me this?
Do you like parties?
I can as long as I am in the mood
If I see you, how should i get your attention?
Come say hi, make sure I can see you, and we can hang out :)
Are you fursuiting?
I am going to be, hoping to have some epic pics tho :P
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
I love dancing, might be out of suit tho
Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?
I LOVE FOOD!!!!
Can I take a picture of ya?
Naughty pics are iffy, but other ones are good :)
Can I steal ya away for *censored*?
Yeah we will cross that bridge after it comes up
Would ya like to get a commission done of ya?
Yes I would
Wanna cuddle at the con?
I plan on it :)
You like Shiney's?
What kinda shiney's?
During the Fursuit Games what team ya being on?
Uhhhhhhhh
Wanna play some Xbox games?
I love playing video games!!!
Wanna take a photo of me too if I'm suiting?
I am bringing my camera I think so yes!!

Arrival and Departure:
as far as I know wednesday
Staying at:
Main Hotel
Mode of Transportation:
Driving down, not sure after
Room Share:
I am sharing a room with Dorn and his friends (I need to give you money shortly fucking bank is gay!!!!)
Major Plans at the Con:
Run around and flail!!
Who Will I be with:
Anyone who wants to hang out, I am a pretty nice guy I think
Fursuit(s):
Sly D.Husky and Wabisuke, a husky and a lion, lion will be worn by a friend for the most part tho
Attending Parties:
Not sure, if I go to one sure if not I will just drink with my friends
How best to find me:
Look for the black backed grey fronted husky with a red ring, and a black and red eye with a yellow pupil
Stage Performance:
I have no idea
Drink:
Yes please :)
Smoke:
not in suit fuck that >.< Also in the process of quitting
Hugs:
As long as I can see you we are good :)
Talk:
I'm shy at first, but quick to warm up
Art:
I attempt at drawing but I suck ><
Do you do trades?
No
What is your gender?
I identify as male, so therefore I am male
How old are you?
23
Can I touch you?
Depends....
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Sure, altho I have to watch them be made
Can I give you lots of money?
uhhhhhhhhhhh?
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are good but snuggles go to people I know
How tall are you?
I am 5'11 - 6 foot
You look pissed off out of suit can I come up to you?
Yeah but if I really am pissed off I may just want to be left alone and I will tell you that
Are you nice?
As long as you don't pull on my tail :)
Are you cliquey?
I usually hang around with one group of people, but I have no problems meeting new people, I love new friends!!!
Can I stalk you?
Why would you ask me this?
Do you like parties?
I can as long as I am in the mood
If I see you, how should i get your attention?
Come say hi, make sure I can see you, and we can hang out :)
Are you fursuiting?
I am going to be, hoping to have some epic pics tho :P
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
I love dancing, might be out of suit tho
Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?
I LOVE FOOD!!!!
Can I take a picture of ya?
Naughty pics are iffy, but other ones are good :)
Can I steal ya away for *censored*?
Yeah we will cross that bridge after it comes up
Would ya like to get a commission done of ya?
Yes I would
Wanna cuddle at the con?
I plan on it :)
You like Shiney's?
What kinda shiney's?
During the Fursuit Games what team ya being on?
Uhhhhhhhh
Wanna play some Xbox games?
I love playing video games!!!
Wanna take a photo of me too if I'm suiting?
I am bringing my camera I think so yes!!
Commish and Rain Furrest!!
Posted 14 years agoSo I asked for a commish of an ADULT piece, but the guy who said he wanted to do one with me backed out litterally 5 minutes before posting this....
WELL its already commish'd, not drawn, which sucks for me, so now time to plan again on what to get done as no I DO NOT play alone :P
ALSO hopefully my money is unfrozen tuesday, so I can reg and pay for my hotel room, cause I really really really really want to fucking go so bad!!!!
OMG all I have to do it pay for the reg and hotel and everything else is fucking golden!!!
WELL its already commish'd, not drawn, which sucks for me, so now time to plan again on what to get done as no I DO NOT play alone :P
ALSO hopefully my money is unfrozen tuesday, so I can reg and pay for my hotel room, cause I really really really really want to fucking go so bad!!!!
OMG all I have to do it pay for the reg and hotel and everything else is fucking golden!!!
Virginity MEME!!!! DO IT!!!
Posted 14 years agoVirginity: 100%
(x) Smoked.
(x) Drank alcohol.
(x) Cried when someone died.
(x) Been drunk.
(x) Had sex.
(x) Been to a concert.
(x) given a handjob.
(x) gotten a handjob.
(x) given a blowjob.
(x) gotten a blowjob.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
(x) Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%
(x) felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(x) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
( ) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
(x) Been to prom.
(x) Cried at school.
(x) Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
(x) Given or received a lap dance.
(x) Had someone of the opposite/same sex in your room.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 81%
(x) Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
(x) Slept over at someone of the same sex's house.
(x) Kissed a stranger.
(x) Hugged a stranger.
( ) Went scuba diving.
(x) Driven a car.
(x) Gotten an x-ray.
(x) Hit by a car.
(x) Had a party
(x) Done serious hard drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 72%
(x) Played strip poker/darts.
(x) Got paid to strip for someone.
(x) Run away from home.
(x) Broken a bone.
(x) Eaten sushi.
(x) Bought porn.
(x) Watched porn.
(x) Made porn. (only a drawing)
(x) Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
(x) Been in love.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62% Fuck >.>
(x) Made out.
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried yourself to sleep.
(x) Laughed yourself to sleep.
(x) Stabbed yourself.
(x) Shot a gun
(x) Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
(x) Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 52%
(x) Watched a person die.
(x) Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
(x) Pranked somebody.
(x) Put somebody in the hospital.
(x) Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
(x) Kissed somebody of the same sex.
(x) Dressed punk.
(x) Dressed goth.
(x) Dressed preppy.
(x) Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 42%
(x) Avoided somebody.
(x) Been stalked.
(x) Stalked someone.
(x) Met a celebrity.
(x) Ridden a horse.
(x) Cut yourself.
( ) Bungee jumped.
(x) Ding dong ditched somebody.
(x) Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 33%
(x) Got caught stealing something.
(x) Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
(x) Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
(x) Gone out with your friend's crush.
(x) Got arrested.
(x) Been pregnant. Ask yan, dear god >.<
(x) Made a girl pregnant. Yan again :P with a belly button finger poke!!! and a bunch of others too O.o
(x) Babysat.
(x) Been to another country.
(x) Started your house on fire.
(x) Had an encounter with a ghost. I do believe in them :P
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 23%
(x) Donated your hair to cancer patients.
(x) Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
(x) Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.
(x) Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
(x) Sat on your butt all day.
(x) Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
(x) Had a job.
(x) Gotten cut from a sports team.
(x) Been called a whore.
(x) Danced like a whore.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 13%
(x) Been mistaken as older than your own age.
(x) Been in a car accident.
(x) Been told you have beautiful eyes.
(x) Been told you have beautiful hair.
( ) Raped somebody.
(x) Danced in the rain.
(x) Been rejected.
(x) Walked out of a restaurant without paying. (if a waitress takes your order and you wait an hour and a half for food, and never get it, you would walk out as well >.<)
(x) Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
(x) Been punched/slapped in the face.
My Virginity: 4%
Dear fucking god am I going to hell >.<
(x) Smoked.
(x) Drank alcohol.
(x) Cried when someone died.
(x) Been drunk.
(x) Had sex.
(x) Been to a concert.
(x) given a handjob.
(x) gotten a handjob.
(x) given a blowjob.
(x) gotten a blowjob.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
(x) Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%
(x) felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(x) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
( ) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
(x) Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
(x) Been to prom.
(x) Cried at school.
(x) Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
(x) Given or received a lap dance.
(x) Had someone of the opposite/same sex in your room.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 81%
(x) Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
(x) Slept over at someone of the same sex's house.
(x) Kissed a stranger.
(x) Hugged a stranger.
( ) Went scuba diving.
(x) Driven a car.
(x) Gotten an x-ray.
(x) Hit by a car.
(x) Had a party
(x) Done serious hard drugs.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 72%
(x) Played strip poker/darts.
(x) Got paid to strip for someone.
(x) Run away from home.
(x) Broken a bone.
(x) Eaten sushi.
(x) Bought porn.
(x) Watched porn.
(x) Made porn. (only a drawing)
(x) Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
(x) Been in love.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62% Fuck >.>
(x) Made out.
(x) Laughed so hard you cried.
(x) Cried yourself to sleep.
(x) Laughed yourself to sleep.
(x) Stabbed yourself.
(x) Shot a gun
(x) Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
(x) Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
(x) Watched an animal die.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 52%
(x) Watched a person die.
(x) Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
(x) Pranked somebody.
(x) Put somebody in the hospital.
(x) Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
(x) Kissed somebody of the same sex.
(x) Dressed punk.
(x) Dressed goth.
(x) Dressed preppy.
(x) Been to a motocross race.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 42%
(x) Avoided somebody.
(x) Been stalked.
(x) Stalked someone.
(x) Met a celebrity.
(x) Ridden a horse.
(x) Cut yourself.
( ) Bungee jumped.
(x) Ding dong ditched somebody.
(x) Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 33%
(x) Got caught stealing something.
(x) Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
(x) Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
(x) Gone out with your friend's crush.
(x) Got arrested.
(x) Been pregnant. Ask yan, dear god >.<
(x) Made a girl pregnant. Yan again :P with a belly button finger poke!!! and a bunch of others too O.o
(x) Babysat.
(x) Been to another country.
(x) Started your house on fire.
(x) Had an encounter with a ghost. I do believe in them :P
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 23%
(x) Donated your hair to cancer patients.
(x) Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
(x) Cried over a member of the opposite/same sex.
(x) Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
(x) Sat on your butt all day.
(x) Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
(x) Had a job.
(x) Gotten cut from a sports team.
(x) Been called a whore.
(x) Danced like a whore.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 13%
(x) Been mistaken as older than your own age.
(x) Been in a car accident.
(x) Been told you have beautiful eyes.
(x) Been told you have beautiful hair.
( ) Raped somebody.
(x) Danced in the rain.
(x) Been rejected.
(x) Walked out of a restaurant without paying. (if a waitress takes your order and you wait an hour and a half for food, and never get it, you would walk out as well >.<)
(x) Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
(x) Been punched/slapped in the face.
My Virginity: 4%
Dear fucking god am I going to hell >.<
Yes or no MEME stolen from Lapporen
Posted 14 years ago1. You can only answer yes or no.
2. You are not allowed to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. The temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming. Things are not exactly as they seem.
3. It is harder than it looks, but no explanations! You will want to, but don't!
Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? Yes
Been arrested? Yes
Kissed someone you didn't like? Yes *shudders*
Slept in until 5 PM? Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Ran a red light? Yes
Been suspended from school? Yes
Experienced love at first sight? Yes
Totalled your car in an accident? Yes
Been fired from a job? Yes
Fired somebody? Yes
Sang karaoke? Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
Kissed in the rain? ........
Had a close brush with death (your own)? Yes
Seen someone die? Yes
Played Spin the Bottle? Yes
Sang in the shower? Yes
Smoked a cigar? Yes
Sat on a rooftop? Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? Yes
Skipped school? Yes
Eaten a bug? Yes
Sleepwalked? Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? Yes
Dumped someone? Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? Yes
Lied to avoid a ticket? Yes
Ridden in a helicopter? Yes
Shaved your head? Yes
Blacked out from drinking? Yes
Played a prank on someone? Yes
Hit a home run? Yes
Felt like killing someone? Yes
Cross-dressed? Yes
Been falling-down drunk? Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? Yes
Eaten snake? No
Marched/protested? Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? No
Puked on an amusement ride? Yes
Seriously and intentionally boycotted something? Yes
Been in a band? Yes
Knitted? Yes
Been on TV? Yes
Shot a gun? Yes
Skinny-dipped? Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? Yes
Ridden a surfboard? Yes
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? Yes
Had surgery? Yes
Streaked? Yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? Yes
Passed out when not drinking? Yes
Peed on a bush? Yes
Donated blood? Yes
Grabbed electric fence? Yes
Eaten alligator meat? No
Eaten cheesecake? Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? Yes
Peed your pants in public? Yes
Written graffiti? Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? Yes
Think about the future? Yes
Been in handcuffs? Yes
Believe in love? Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Yes
2. You are not allowed to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. The temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming. Things are not exactly as they seem.
3. It is harder than it looks, but no explanations! You will want to, but don't!
Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? Yes
Been arrested? Yes
Kissed someone you didn't like? Yes *shudders*
Slept in until 5 PM? Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Ran a red light? Yes
Been suspended from school? Yes
Experienced love at first sight? Yes
Totalled your car in an accident? Yes
Been fired from a job? Yes
Fired somebody? Yes
Sang karaoke? Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
Kissed in the rain? ........
Had a close brush with death (your own)? Yes
Seen someone die? Yes
Played Spin the Bottle? Yes
Sang in the shower? Yes
Smoked a cigar? Yes
Sat on a rooftop? Yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? Yes
Skipped school? Yes
Eaten a bug? Yes
Sleepwalked? Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? Yes
Ridden a motorcycle? Yes
Dumped someone? Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? Yes
Lied to avoid a ticket? Yes
Ridden in a helicopter? Yes
Shaved your head? Yes
Blacked out from drinking? Yes
Played a prank on someone? Yes
Hit a home run? Yes
Felt like killing someone? Yes
Cross-dressed? Yes
Been falling-down drunk? Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? Yes
Eaten snake? No
Marched/protested? Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? No
Puked on an amusement ride? Yes
Seriously and intentionally boycotted something? Yes
Been in a band? Yes
Knitted? Yes
Been on TV? Yes
Shot a gun? Yes
Skinny-dipped? Yes
Caused someone to need stitches? Yes
Ridden a surfboard? Yes
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? Yes
Had surgery? Yes
Streaked? Yes
Taken by ambulance to hospital? Yes
Passed out when not drinking? Yes
Peed on a bush? Yes
Donated blood? Yes
Grabbed electric fence? Yes
Eaten alligator meat? No
Eaten cheesecake? Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? Yes
Peed your pants in public? Yes
Written graffiti? Yes
Still love someone you shouldn't? Yes
Think about the future? Yes
Been in handcuffs? Yes
Believe in love? Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Yes