step up and let me draw you something!
you know who you are

you just bought me a gallon of gas(!!!!!!)

can i be a bearded vulture
i dont wanna be a deer anymore
seriously is that okay

now before you think I'm silly for not already having one, I do have one already. but you don't need to know about it.

walfsworld.tumblr.com

there's nothing on it yet but you should love on me anyway because I love you

also if you have one leave me a link doods

standing trades/commissions may take a bit longer

Then there's no point in doing it

'working on super secret projects with wonderful people to raise the money.

so who else is going?

I'm back yo
Got into a bit of technological confusion after we moved to an apartment. I'll be uploading dichord's pic soon. I didn't anticipate being gone from the Internet so long. I'm actually at school right now, but I'll be able to upload shit when I get home. My computer situation should be fixed by then.

Love love love

So.

Before I start this, I'd like to say sorry that I didn't tell you straight up in printmaking today (you know who you are.) I didn't know how to go about telling you this because it's a bit of a difficult subject for me to digest, so I figured that a journal would be much more open and you wouldn't be able to slap me if I told you.

Let me start off with this.

So. You know that whole thing between me and Jack? Well. hmm. Okay so, I've already established that he was a douchebag. But, there's been a weird tension I guess you could say. To sum it up, he asked me on a date and I accepted. However, I made it known that it was just a date. Because there's no way in hell that I'm going to be exclusive and committed again because I honestly don't know him that well. Plus, who the fuck would turn down free sushi?

Anyway,

I was in history today...
And Rex (you know, the foreign exchange kid who hosted the god awful party we went to?) told me to put out my hand so he could write on it. So I did. Keep in mind we've started to get closer as friends. He even started bugging me about texting him. And he's usually trying to get my attention. At one point, he kept asking me if we were friends (we were joking around and told him we were never friends) and he always questioned me when I said I would hit him and I never did (because he's always doing something like playing around with my ponytail or something stupid like that.)

So anyway he wrote some Chinese characters on my knuckles. 3 characters (I'm sure you can see where this is going). I messed around with him and asked him if he wrote "thug life" on them. He said no. So I guessed a few more goofy phrases, all of which were wrong. And when I asked him what it was, he just got silent.

Later, on the bus, I asked Evelynn what it said (because she's from Taiwan like Rex). She told me it said "I love you". After asking her about it, she said that it was pretty serious. Unlike Americans who use I love you casually, I love you in Taiwan is very special.

It's kind of interesting too. One of my friends was telling me that she thinks Rex likes me because of they way he was acting. You know, stupid high school shit?

And the biggest problem with all of this?

Rex moved in with another host family after the new year. And tonight, Rex is sleeping over at Jack's house because they miss eachother and all that because they practically became brothers. After one incident that Rex went through with his crazy ex, they even called themselves brothers because Jack stepped up and said "You fucked with the wrong family" and "You mess with my brother and you're messing with me" or something along the lines of that.

Anyway, I don't think either one is aware of the other's situation. And if you need a recap on what that situation is, Rex just told me he loved me and Jack asked me on a sushi date. And tonight, these "brothers" are spending the night.


STUPID HIGH SCHOOL SHIT

I JUST CAN'T

I DON'T


I didn't know things like this happen in real life okay.

So how do you befriend people you've known for 3 years? I'm going to be surrounded by them tomorrow. I mean, they're my friends. But I've never really connected to them because I find it really hard to connect with people. How do you connect with people?? I mean, without freaking out and getting anxious and flustered? Tips????

funky town?

everything

and i'll be damned if i don't lose my shit if i don't get perscribed antidepressants tomorrow. do you guys know any anti-d's that work the best? and is it possible to take add meds with them??? question mark????

this is so dramatic guys i don't think you understand

I guess some of you have noticed my absence, which I apologize for. But I feel kind of strange. I don't know, I just don't feel like myself right now. At the risk of sounding cheesy, my soul feels like it's been gone forever. I feel like a giant lump that capable of doing nothing. I'm still lurking everyday, but I probably won't be posting much. Just adding favorites and occasionally commenting. Idk guys sometimes my depression hits me in waves, so I'll be back in the swing of things soon enough.

Stay talented
Walfoo

So my man got into a little shit on new years and found herself in the hospital after an overdose.

Which sucks ass because she's really fucking talented and it sucks to see good people get shitty things to happen to them.

Anyway, she's accepting emergency commissions and she's really fucking cheap. And I mean like nothing is over $10.50. If you ask me, she's underselling that shit, but whatever. She has NO INSURANCE and hospital bills are horrible, as you probably know.

So please, help a brotha out.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3054843/

You guys are my favorite kind of dicks.

I'm open for suggestion as to what exactly you want for $15.

It will most likely be along the lines of some of my more "trippy" work with space and color and line and all that good stuff.

but anyway,  eilavue and I are taking a little trip to her home town or whatever, and I need a little extra to pitch in (because she's driving)

I have three slots open dudes

slot uno: available
slot dos: available
slot tres: available

or if you don't like me, then you can commission eilavue-
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3043885/

Here are some requirements:

Must live in florida
Must be somewhat intelligent
Must not be a weird ass murr purr shit bag

Be my fucking friend.

Also must know how to deal with awkward boring people like me.

Comment here and let me judge you.

when you wake up in the morning
and you still have morning mouth

that water tastes sweet?

I just get sleepy and will probably want to cuddle all over you and make you feel uncomfortable and my face gets warm

So in the mean time I will talk about me art.
Which isn't the best, but it's what I love to do so that's all that matters right

The one thing I miss most about Prozac is that it would make me shake really bad- especially when I drank coffee. It made me sweat a lot too, but I really like the shaky part. Idk man, it's weird, but being shaky makes me feel like myself. Derp.

But it makes knitting a pain in the ass.

>:u
I forgot my laptop and I'm staying with my grandparents four hours away. My iPhone doesn't allow me to submit images to FA, but I'm going to try. Anyway, ;n; I'm like super sorry and sad because they won't be edited if I upload them, if I can upload them.

hxc \m/

I dunno. Maybe I'm just a little too happy today. Cheap nachos always make me happy.

But I've just been thinking about how life works.
Like how much it sucks ass, but somehow, it gets a little better.

Kind of like that time my family couldn't afford food. So our kitchen was empty and my mom had to figure out how to feed a house of six people off of a bag of flour, a gallon of milk, and a box of spaghetti every week. That was also the month that are car was repossessed.

And then my grandfather died. My mother was extremely depressed. But at the same time, the money she inherited put us back on our feet. It's been nearly a year since that happened and we're just fine.

And my depression. I had to go through a few years worth of shit.

And then I finally gave in and spewed my guts to my mom and the greatest friend I could ever hope for. Albeit a little awkward for her, she's so supporting and she's honestly one of the reasons that I'm not dangerous to myself as much as I used to be. And through that friend, I found another- one who's going through the exact same thing. And I just couldn't be more thankful for the support.

Life just had a weird way of working, I guess.

idk man.



It's just one of those days.

lol looks like my online journal is actually turning into one of those whiny ass personal journals.

Anyway,
I'm like hitting myself in the head because I thought I could get away without gesso-ing a piece of wood before painting on it. Now the paint won't catch and it's a bitch to layer colors.

but I was stupid and didn't get off of my lazy ass to go to the craft store and buy some. jsdjhasdf

do you guys know if like walmart sells cheap gesso? that would be the bomb.

SO.

I've been doing some serious considering.
Aaannnddd....

I am going to open a sketchbook/art slave commission slot!

Keep in mind that it will take at least a month or two to fill the whole damn thing. Because I'm assuming there's going to be like 50 pages to fill.

Anyway, you'd get a standard size sketchbook (about A4) with at least 50 pages filled with sketches of your character. It would be a variety of things- experimental images/ sketch pages/ colored images/ etc. of YOUR character.

No porn/fetish/etc.

For the most part, all drawings are free for me to come up with. I don't do very well with strict guidelines. I'm honestly really awful with them. However, I do accept vague ideas like the seasons, color schemes, etc. And I might be able to accept a few specific drawings, if it inspires me enough.

Of course, we'd chat more if you're sincerely interested.

Price is a firm $65 + shipping, ONE slot only.
I will accept a payment plan too. A $10 non-refundable amount should be made and then the rest of the $55 can be paid at your own pace. *u*

;u; note me if you'd like to have a sketchbook commission.
That would excite me.