just wanted to wish everyone a very merry xmas and lots and lots of presents!

I HAS BORDERLANDS!! hehe.. actually i have it for a while now, but was wondering who here has it as well. And was wanting to know if anyone up for online playing. My alias is PolarBeorn, and on Steam is HugoFTM. So.... feel free to add me so we can come up with something.

Now im going back to cleaning up the house XD

So yesterday i was feeling down and bough myself a treat... two actually. I ordered the Guild Wars 2 artwork book (its fucking amazing, check it out) and bought a copy of Fallen Earth, a Fallout like MMO Action/RPG.

I liked it so far, tho its still a bit confusing, but then agian im just starting. Anyway, was wondering if anyone played it (if so care to give me a ingame message? My name there is Polar Beorn). If not....well what are you playing online latelly?

Yup... that thing its worse then crack, everytime you think you got off it, you find yoruself drawn to it again... so basically im back on WoW...

Created a Death Knight on Ally side...already have one on Horde so... lets see how long the darn game can hold me this time.
Anyway, do you guys play wow, and if you do, what realm/server/class you guys play in/as?

I play at the EU servers btw :P

Just one of those days... in lack of anyone else to talk to might as well pour my feelings in here...

Basically im upset, tired and frustated (the last one about the fact that i cant draw a line for shit these past few days... )

Any of you know a good way to cheer up?

http://www.lep.co.uk/news/Son-39in-.....ill.5477291.jp


why do i have the feeling this is gonna be pinned on furdom?...

Ok, so im curious.. who on my watchers list is on Second Life?

feel free to drop by and leave me a IM, the name there is Polar Beorn :3

Ok.. feeling gutsy! so Im here requesting anyone that has the kindness for it to do me a profile pic. Mine sucks (recycled sad pics dont make good profile pics ¬¬)

That will be all! XD

Ok, as probably all of you noticed i have an issue with my art.. i suck at prespective, poses and drawing clothes, but also at drawing females (mostly their faces) and expressions.

All i wanted to ask you peeps is if you know of any websides with tutorials and helpfull tips for amateur artists regarding these matters.

Thanks anyone and everyone for their help in advance :3

Stole this from :LunaTigress:



1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Hair

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Dark grey

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Cant remember who it was...

4. Do you plan outfits?
Not really.. just dress pretty casually

5. How are you feeling?
Lonely, depressed and nervous...

6. Whats the closest thing to you that's red?
A pen

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
I was staring at the sky

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Nope

9. What are you craving right now?
A hug...

10. Do you floss?
Most times, but need to by new one

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Babies

12. Are you emotional?
Only with those i care

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
Only in school

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
Depends on the icecream

15. Do you like your hair?
When its freshly cutted

16. Do you like yourself?
Not really to be honest.. no one else seems to like so why me?

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
Yes, it would give me a chance to poison him.

18. What are you listening to right now?
The sound of my fan and my pc working

19. Are your parents strict?
My father is

20. Would you go sky diving?
No, im affraid if hights

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
So so

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Not really

23. Do you rent movies often?
Used to, now i just download them

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
Does the pc scream counts?

25. How many countries have you visited?
Other the one im at, none

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Yes a looooong time ago

27. Ever been on a train?
Yes, everytime i go out of town

28. Brown or white eggs?
As long as they are good, either

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
Yes

30. Do you use chap stick?
what the hell is that?

31. Do you own a gun?
No, and some people i know are lucky for that

32. Can you use chop sticks?
Yes and quite skilled at it

33.Who are you going to be with tonight?
No one...

34. Are you too forgiving?
Yes, perhaps too much

35. Ever been in love?
Twice... still am :(

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow?
Dont know.. dont have one anymore.

37. Ever have cream puffs?
Yes

38. Last time you cried?
Today

39. What was the last question you asked?
Why. That was the question

40. Favorite time of the year?
Autumn

41. Do you have any tattoos?
Hoping a certain person makes me one in the future

42. Are you sarcastic?
No

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Not really

44. Ever walked into a wall?
Not into a wall

45. Favorite color?
Blue

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes

47. Is your hair curly?
No

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Coldplay

49. Do looks matter?
To me they dont, thought they seem to matter to everyone else no matter that people say...

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
Not really... but depends on if i loved the cheater or not...

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
I rarelly make calls

52. Do you like your life right now?
No...

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
No

54. Can you handle the truth?
I never wanted nothing more then the truth

55. Do you have good vision?
Not really, might be needing glasses

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
Yes

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
Not often

58. The last person you held hands with?
*Sighs* been a long while, i forgot

59. What are you wearing?
Boxers and a t-shirt.. too hot in here

60. What is your favorite animal?
Polar bear

61. Where was your default picture taken?
I made it

62. Can you hula hoop?
Not for my life

63. Do you have a job?
Yes

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
A bucket of icecream and a bottle of vodka

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Several times

Well... decided o throw both of them together for the hell of it...

here we go. Be warned... long jornal is looooooooong...

Favorites
Color: Ice blue
Beverage: Pepsi, coke and lemon icetea
Movie: V for vendetta, most of Guy Ritchie's movies,The Lord of the Rings triology, the original Star Wars triology, 300, Alien, Aliens, all and any movies Jay and Silent Bob get in.
Musical: The Rocky Horror Picture Show
Board Game: Monopoly
Computer Game: World of Warcraft, X3: Terran Conflic, XCom (first one), Fallout 3
Game to Roleplay: Battletech
Animal: Polar bear
Sport: Rugby (i dont practice it but would love to)
Book: Harry Potter, most things from J R R Tolkien's universe, Robison Crusoe
Flower: White roses

A Day In The Life..
School: Not studying anymore, finished high school though
Typical Mood: Depends, can be from depressive to hyper-cheerfull
Usually Found?: either playing games or drawing
Collects: Nothing i know of

Have You Ever...
Been kissed: Yes
Done drugs: Not really
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Hell yeah!
Eaten sushi: Nope, would like to though
Been on stage: Yes... never more...
Been in a car accident: Nope

This or That
Cold or Hot: Definatly cold.. im a polar bear for a reason you know ¬¬
Blue or Red: Blue.
Rain or Snow: Snow... i've seen it so few times on my life
Wool or Cotton: Wool
Private or Public School: Private
Chocolate or Plain Milk: Plain milk most times
Celsius or Fahrenheit: Celcious.. im European :P
Spring or Fall: Fall, has a.. Lothlorien feeling to it
Science or History: Science, as History is only good to keep us in check and remember us the mistakes from the past
Math or English: English, although i did had some love for numbers

"Love Life"
Do you like somebody?: Yes
Do they know?: Yes
Do you want them?: Yes
Are they hot?: I think she is very much

Random
Who do you e-mail the most? I rather IM them
Who do you IM the most? Miia, OReO, Kitare, Tina, Ana, Thelma, DK, and.... think thats all
Who are you talking to now? No one.. having trouble sleeping and no one else is awake
Are you currently in love? Yes...*sighs*
Is this survey lame? Not really.. allows people to get to know you better

In 24 hours have you...
...Showered? Yes, 3 times
...Had a serious talk? No
...Hugged someone? No... wish i could...
...Gotten along with your parents? No, fought with my mom...
...Fought with a friend? No, i avoid conflicts with my friends as much as i can
...Done something kind for someone? Draw something for someone

Do You Like To...
Give hugs? Yes, if the situation is suitable
Give back rubs? My female friends make me... they say i have good hands for that ¬¬
Take walks in the rain? Yes, ever sinse i was young
Cook? I like to experiment in the kitchen, yes
Eat? Too much im affraid...
Sleep? Same as above...

Who..
..Knows you the best? I could say no one actually trully knows me
..Have you known the longest? My family... unfortunatly
..Do you know the most about? Several friends of mine in real life
..Do you consider your friend? Anyone i like enough to add to my msn or yim
..Is most likely to end up in jail? I would say myself but im most likelly to end up in a loony house, so i would have to say my father
..Can you go to with your problems? Myself only unfortunatly
..Do you want to get to know better? Luna, DK, Duo, OReO and Kit
..Do you spend the most time with? Myself, im a loner

Have You...
..Been to a concert? Yup, local Metal competition
..Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yes...
..Cheated on a test? No, thought i thought several times i should had
..Ever stalked someone? No, had that happening to a friend of mine and dont want to put anyone through that sort of shit...
..Done something you regret? To many times...
..Been in an online relationship? Twice

Random Questions
Single or Hooked? Single... not seeing that changing anytime soon
What is your worst habit? Not steaming out i would say
Scariest moment? Probably when i was 7... and then when i was 9 and beated the crap out of a 12 year old when i went berserk on him ¬¬
Do you swear too much? When im alone mostly
How do you feel about homosexuality? My greatest male friend is gay
Where are you right now? At home, sitting at my desk, writing on this meme
Are you sitting anyone? No, just myself
What song are you listening to? Summoning of the Muse by Dead Can Dance
What is the last thing you said? "Untill tomorrow"
What's on your mousepad? Dont use one
What are the last four digits of your phone number? 7196
What was the last thing you ate? Chinese noodles
If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Ice blue or metal grey
What's the weather like right now? Dry and hot.. i hate it..
What do you feel like doing? I feel like sleeping but i cant...


Start with 100%. Bold everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% pure.

1. Smoked (N)
2. Drank alcohol (Y)
3. Cried when someone died- (N)
4. Been drunk (Y)
5. Had sex (Y)
6. Been to a concert (Y)
7. Gotten/given a hand job- (Y)
8. Gotten/given a blow job- (Y)
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed- (N)
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up- (Y)
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose (Y)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before (N)
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend (Y)
15. Been to prom (N)
16. Cried at school- (N)
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store- (N)
18. Went streaking (N)
19. Given or received a lap dance- (N)
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room (Y)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over (Y)
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house- (Y)
23. Kissed a stranger (N)
24. Hugged a stranger- (N)
25. Went scuba diving (N)
26. Driven a car- Y)
27. Gotten an x-ray- (Y)
28. Hit by a car- (Y)
29. Had a party (Y)
30. Done serious drugs (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball- (N)
32. Got paid to strip for someone (N)
33. Run away from home- (Y)
34. Broken a bone- (Y)
35. Eaten sushi (N)
36. Bought porn- (N)
37. Watched porn- (Y)
38. Made porn- (N)
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex- (N)
40. Been in love (Y)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%

41. French kissed (Y)
42. Laughed so hard you cried- (Y)
43. Cried yourself to sleep- (Y)
44. Laughed yourself to sleep (N)
45. Stabbed yourself (N)
46. Shot a gun (Y)
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day (N)
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.- (Y)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (Y)
50. Watched an animal die- (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74%

51. Watched a person die- (Y)
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present- (N)
53. Pranked somebody (N)
54. Put somebody in the hospital (Y)
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out- (Y)
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex- (N)
57. Dressed punk- (N)
58. Dressed goth- (N)
59. Dressed preppy- (Y)
60. Been to a motocross race (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 70%

61. Avoided somebody- (Y)
62. Been stalked- (N)
63. Stalked someone (N)
64. Met a celebrity- (N)
65. Played an instrument- (Y)
66. Ridden a horse (N)
67. Cut yourself (N)
68. Bungee jumped (N)
69. Ding dong ditched somebody (N)
70. Been to a wild party (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 68%

71. Got caught stealing something (N)
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls (Y)
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend (N)
74. Gone out with your friend's crush (N)
75. Got arrested (N)
76. Been pregnant (N)
77. Babysat- (N)
78. Been to another country (N)
79. Started your house on fire- (N)
80. Had an encounter with a ghost (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 67%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients (N)
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by-(N)
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex- (N)
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more (Y)
85. Sat on your butt all day- (Y)
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself (Y)
87. Had a job- (Y)
88. Gotten cut from a sports team (N)
89. Been called a whore- (N)
90. Danced like a whore (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 63%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity- (N)
92. Been in a car accident- (N)
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes- (Y)
94. Been told you have beautiful hair- (N)
95. Raped somebody (N)
96. Danced in the rain- (N)
97. Been rejected- (Y)
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying (N)
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face- (Y)
100. Been raped- (Y)
PERCENTAGE TOTAL: 59%

thats all folks..

Start with 100%. Bold everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% pure.

1. Smoked (N)
2. Drank alcohol (Y)
3. Cried when someone died- (N)
4. Been drunk (Y)
5. Had sex (Y)
6. Been to a concert (Y)
7. Gotten/given a hand job- (Y)
8. Gotten/given a blow job- (Y)
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed- (N)
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up- (Y)
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose (Y)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before (N)
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend (Y)
15. Been to prom (N)
16. Cried at school- (N)
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store- (N)
18. Went streaking (N)
19. Given or received a lap dance- (N)
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room (Y)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over (Y)
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house- (Y)
23. Kissed a stranger (N)
24. Hugged a stranger- (N)
25. Went scuba diving (N)
26. Driven a car- Y)
27. Gotten an x-ray- (Y)
28. Hit by a car- (Y)
29. Had a party (Y)
30. Done serious drugs (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 84%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball- (N)
32. Got paid to strip for someone (N)
33. Run away from home- (Y)
34. Broken a bone- (Y)
35. Eaten sushi (N)
36. Bought porn- (N)
37. Watched porn- (Y)
38. Made porn- (N)
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex- (N)
40. Been in love (Y)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%

41. French kissed (Y)
42. Laughed so hard you cried- (Y)
43. Cried yourself to sleep- (Y)
44. Laughed yourself to sleep (N)
45. Stabbed yourself (N)
46. Shot a gun (Y)
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day (N)
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.- (Y)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (Y)
50. Watched an animal die- (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74%

51. Watched a person die- (Y)
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present- (N)
53. Pranked somebody (N)
54. Put somebody in the hospital (Y)
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out- (Y)
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex- (N)
57. Dressed punk- (N)
58. Dressed goth- (N)
59. Dressed preppy- (Y)
60. Been to a motocross race (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 70%

61. Avoided somebody- (Y)
62. Been stalked- (N)
63. Stalked someone (N)
64. Met a celebrity- (N)
65. Played an instrument- (Y)
66. Ridden a horse (N)
67. Cut yourself (N)
68. Bungee jumped (N)
69. Ding dong ditched somebody (N)
70. Been to a wild party (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 68%

71. Got caught stealing something (N)
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls (Y)
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend (N)
74. Gone out with your friend's crush (N)
75. Got arrested (N)
76. Been pregnant (N)
77. Babysat- (N)
78. Been to another country (N)
79. Started your house on fire- (N)
80. Had an encounter with a ghost (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 67%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients (N)
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by-(N)
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex- (N)
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more (Y)
85. Sat on your butt all day- (Y)
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself (Y)
87. Had a job- (Y)
88. Gotten cut from a sports team (N)
89. Been called a whore- (N)
90. Danced like a whore (N)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 63%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity- (N)
92. Been in a car accident- (N)
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes- (Y)
94. Been told you have beautiful hair- (N)
95. Raped somebody (N)
96. Danced in the rain- (N)
97. Been rejected- (Y)
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying (N)
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face- (Y)
100. Been raped- (Y)
PERCENTAGE TOTAL: 59%


Well... dont know what to think...

I would like to thank everyone for their support, but truth being told, the only reason im like this is becouse it is my own fault.

Althought despite what some people might be thinking im not like this becouse one reason in particular, but several at the same time, but there is one that upsets me the most.

Bottom line is, i thank everyone for their support, althought i feel i dont deserve it. 'Cause im the only one to blame for it.

thought it was time for me to update my info so... there ya go.

Yep... 24 years old bear sinse today.

All well wishing, congratilations, wishes and comissions (hey, i can hope :P) are welcome :3

Have you ever noticed that when you are drunk, you start realizing that no matter what you say or do, some people wont like you or be thankfull to you as much as you wanted them to be?....

Well just wanted to wish a merry xmas and happy holydays to everyone. Get a lot of presents guys!

... Needing a hug i guess.

Hey there everyone. Been a while hum? Well i just wanted to say welcome back!

Now to the business stuff. Im looking for good artists that might have any comission spots open. I have a few ideas and a brand new working paypal account so... anyone interested and that knows anyone interested or available tell me ok?

And yet again here i am looking for artists that take on comissions payed with linden dollars (SL currency). Obviouslly this only applys to those that have an SL account.

Anyway, anyone seeing this that is an artists and has an SL account, or know somebody like that PLEASE forward him/her to me.

Well, here i am... my 23rd birthday. Yes thats right :3 this "little" fellow is 23 years old already... gosh im getting old...

Anyway, forward any congratulations, well wishes, happy bdays, presents, gift comossions (hehe, wish was THAT popular :P), cash and all aroun good stuff here :3

And sorry folks.. no cake this year, having a troubling tooth so... no candies for this bear.

Well.. here i am again. So much is my luck that i still looking for FA artists that take lindens (Second Life currency) as a payment method.

If there are ANY out there or you know any artists that does that PLEASE send him/her towards me.. its really important.

Still on Sl, im also looking for AV builders int here, that are skilled in creating robotic avatars.

Again. Any artists/builders should be forwarded here to my FA page, or contact Oguh Aeon in SL. As a last resort im also reachable on my emails:

engine_of_war[at]yahoo.com

Mall_adore[at]hotmail.com

Very well folks... im currently looking for artists who take comissions that are payed with Lindens (aka Second Life currency) to take on a few projects of mine.

Anyone interested or might know someone interested contact me either here on FA or on SL. I go there by the name of Oguh Aeon.

Im also reachable on my email: engine_of_war[at]yahoo.com

No one is gonna answer this but here goes anyway

1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you pull my hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?
20. Would you mind if i liked you?
21. Do you like me?
22. Would you call me the next day?
23. Would you scratch me?
24. Would you let me scratch you?
25. Would you have to be drunk?
26. Would you date me?
27. Would you do it today?
28. Would you do it tomorrow?
29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?
30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?
31. Would you make love to me or fuck me?

Hey hey! My first time here. As you can see im an amateur artist but im always looking forward to learn and get more skillfull!

Anyway, im just a polar bear trying to make a living in this cruel human world. I live in portugal, and im 22 years old. I LOVE icecream and jello! I hate stupid and judging people.

Anyway, see ya folks around :)