If a women dies and her body gets cold and stiffens, does her chest or breast area get stiff like are the breasts not soft like when they're alive, I wonder if they have a bean bag almost consistency

Seems like I don't get on much and im terribly sorry Z had planned to get house chores done but she's I'll again, between throwing up or constant random bleeding I don't know which is worse, we plan to see a doctor for her soon to see why she's been able to get hurt and sick so easily,I am not much of a people person but when your long time roommate asks to sleep in your bed cuz its warmer and closer to the bathroom, which she hates going into because of the mirrors means something. Anyway just a.small update on my inactivity for the weekend and all that

streamng!
http://www.livestream.com/zerodusk

so the new laptop came in today and Z loves it, all the needs done is she has to get sai emailed over and all that fun junk

so my roommate Zero will be taking commission to get a new computer.. the one she has is now showing its age.. the screen has been fidgeting..

so we are going to try and get a new one soon..

i would like to try and find someone to make a Ball Joint doll of a character of Zero's His name is puppet he's pretty simple looking its just that his forearms and hands are abnormally large i will add a picture of him soon

but i guess put links down below for place and or people that do it, I wish it to be cheap as we have a slow income -bows- thank you!

i keep getting this pain in my left side of my chest its like a sharp pain and it like reciedes the comes back

I don't even care anymore

https://www.weasyl.com/journal/4605.....mmissions-open


My Roommate is doing commission to spike up some cash to have on hand go take a look ! shes got some nice art if i do say so my self :D

The Plague Dogs~

A GREAT FUCKING MOVIE! WATCH IT

My red wig is now the length I want and it looks awesome

woo
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i need rat handpaws..
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yes im vlogging

becuase no one thinks i want to talk to them so they dont text or skype.. so im stuck in a silent house for hours

I was just called ugly.. But idk he has autism.. So.. Idk eh its ok.. Whatever

The moment you thought the pain would leave, still here
The moment you thought that hurt would leave, still here
The moment you thought the happiness would be real, still here
The moment you start thinking alone, still here


That sharp pain, sliding up your chest and body the moment of bliss once it pierces, the agony of some one finding out, the pain of the yelling you get after, it'll never stop and you know it,cuz I am still here your metal friend, you sickening habit the thing you do alone at night when they're asleep as you stare into the void of your life, you've done nothing.. Don't lie, you haven't made anything of yourself and now you fall deeper and deeper still into the hole you dug long ago, accept your life with me, that sharp pain that takes it away for just a few seconds


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http://www.livestream.com/zerodusk
im using my friends account cuz.. im lazy and dont want to make an account and since she doesnt use it i thought i would