so like every 2 months I make a journal so the -6 people who follow me know I'm not dead. here you go, -6.

ps. you can find me on Twitter KJ_Wackal and Instagram monstrous_killjoy I don't really use anything else.

uh yeah sorry I'm only dead on the inside

but in other news I gotta move back to Florida in like 2 weeks and yadda yadda yadda I'll post here whenever I finish shit

it's update time yey

Work: s l o w l y
I haven't had any motivation to do anything in a few months, my apologies to everyone who is waiting patiently.

Everything else: wELL
I'm caught up in classes and shit so I'm doing -75/10???

so I tried to update it and now I can't even download skype, if you need to stay in contact with me please message me your Telegram, Kik, or email.
RIP, Skype

^^^^ fancy af I kno

I put me friends on my journals
also I edited my bio weeeeee

About damn time.
SOOOOO OOOOOO OO
still got some commissions left but I'm moving again soon. Will be heading north to Tennessee! Will have a nice building to use as a studio and gonna have 25 acres to fill with goats n moo moos
that is all
gbye for another century of no posting bc I'm lazy

stole this from bc I'm bored and Walmart won't send me the dang iTunes code yet


1. Last beverage: Sweet Tea
2. Last phone call: My mother
3. Last text message: Voidioli
4. Last song you listened to: uhhhh I think it was somethin by Fall Out Boy
5. Last time you cried: Few hours ago
6. Dated someone twice: I've never dated anyone once
7. Been cheated on: See last answer
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: ^^^
9. Lost someone special: My not blood aunt inspired me to start sewing, she died in 2008 or 2009 my memory sucks
10. Been depressed: Ooooh yeah
11. Been drunk and threw up: THATS ILLEGAL

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Red
13. Blue
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2015)
15. Made a new friend: YEA LOTS!
16. Fallen out of love: No
17. Laughed until you cried: Yep
18. Met someone who changed you: My friends all help every day in keeping me going
19. Found out who your true friends were: No
20. Found out someone was talking about you: can't remember
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Dumbass quiz haven't you realized a pattern
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: like 1 or 2
23. How many kids do you want: NONE.
24. Do you have any pets: no :,(
25. Do you want to change your name: Yes
26. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing
27. What time did you wake up today: 8 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Scrollin
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: FERRETS
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 20 minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: can I not be a dumbass all the time
32. What are you listening to right now: Silence
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: maybe? wtf is this question
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: You.
35. Most visited webpage: Instagrammmm
36. Whats your real name: I hate it too much
37. Nicknames: Killjoy, KJ, Canine Killsalot, Father Noodle, Noodle
38. Relationship Status: Single n not looking
39. Zodiac sign: Pisces
40. Male or female: Female
41. Primary School: wat
42. Secondary School: WHUT
43. High school/college: ????
44. Hair Color: Medium brown
45. Long or short hair: long but I want it real short
46. Height: 5'
47. Do you have a crush on someone: No
48: What do you like about yourself: i can and will fite u
49. Piercings: None
50. Tattoos: my family would disown me and I'm scared of needles
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: None
53. First piercing: None
54. First best friend: idk
55. First sport you joined: Soccer
56. First vacation: Atlanta prolly
58. First pair of trainers: idk what this is

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Air
60. Drinking: water
61. I'm about to: strangle Walmart
62. Listening to: silence I thought we went over this
63. Waiting for: people to commit to doing something for me


YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: N O
65. Get married: no
66. Career: Professional dog costume creator yay


WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Please neither
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: ??
71. Romantic or spontaneous: ???
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: ????????
73. Sensitive or loud: ????????????
74. Hook-up or relationship: ah

WHERE IS 75???

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: ILLEGAL
78. Lost glasses/contacts: 20/20 vision
79. Sex on first date: no
80. Broken someone's heart: Idk I'm not really that eye pleasing
I ate 81 Voidioli
82. Been arrested: nu uh
83. Turned someone down: No
84. Cried when someone died: Who wouldn't?
85. Fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: HA
87. Miracles: no
88. Love at first sight: Love takes time
89. Heaven: no
90. Santa Claus: Art is a lie nothing is real
91. Kiss on the first date: ???
92. Angels: nope
IM SORRY VOIDEY I WAS HUNGRY

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never had 1 at a time lmao
95. Did you sing today: does making guttural velociraptor noises count?
96. Ever cheated on somebody: how can you cheat if you've never dated?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: Answer 2 long n complicated
98. The moment you would choose to relive: i don't know...
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: stahp
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: No this was fucking stupid

Godammit Walmart I wanna read book

So I don't think this FA thing is working for me, while I will still check my messages and commission people through FA I will not be posting from my account anymore, this includes journals, I'm pretty sure Void will keep alive but I will no longer be using FA as an artist. thank you all for 100+ watchers, I'm more active on instagram my user is monstrous_killjoy if you would like to follow me

me & are going to do so much stuff in 2020 like Meagplex 2020 Anthrocon 2020 LA fashion district, Rainfurrest 2020, hell maybe even RMFC 2020 it's gonna be so freaking fun I can't wait

countdown starts now: 5 years to go

I'm not changing my sona anymore because I love being a big grump thing. k thx bye

so yesterday I got my German shepherd suit from and I am currently a shep k bye

yes that's right, I'm changing my main sona, Killjoy will now be my secondary fursona.
there's a whole meaning to it that I typed out on Instagram but I'm lazy so I'm not typing it out again.
I will be becoming a Shep. I love GSDs a lot and I feel like I connect with them more than this long tailed monster thing I've created.

so my 1 month old Andis easy clip versa clippers, officially have a dead motor.
1 month.
1 FUCKING MONTH IVE HAD THEM (with 2 weeks of NO use)
and the motor ups and dies.
Buying Wahl's next I'm too fed up with Andis, that's $70 down the drain.

big huge thank to for helping me make this <3 <3
please read and sign if you're interested in commissioning us! :D https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1Bc.....rm?c=0&w=1

well I can't get any suit work done this weekend but I'm shooting for Monday afternoon (probably not)
I've just been really depressed and upset lately and I don't know what to do, a lot of people keep hurting me and I can't do a thing about it.
Considering giving up suit making because I just don't feel confident in my work anymore.

too stressed out 4 caps right now
I feel like certain friends of mine hate me, I feel like commissioners are getting upset, and to top it off I'm in so much pain right now it's not even funny.

http://youtu.be/aQd41nbQM-U
LOOK AT DA SHARKS
IT MOVE WITH YOU
I DON UNDERSTAND
BLACK MAGIC.
WHAT IS THIS SORCERY
(also they have a ton more it's called a 360 Video, the future is now!!!)

so I live in Florida and that hurricane/tropical storm (low level hurricane I believe ATM) and is estimated to come through my part of the state on Monday, it might break up before then it might not, if the eye stays on land it will probably break up if it's over water it probably won't, just wanted to let everyone know that there's a chance I might lose Internet/electricity *CRIES* *runs to charge up extra batteries for phone* if so I won't be able to post/reply to anything

if I do random things and it seems weird I apologize, I get bored and do stupid things I regret later, I delete a LOT of things because it seems stupid. sorry

I just had a full-blown existential crises then broke down and cried for 20 minutes, I don't know why my brain thinks about these types of things but they scare me so much I just want to reverse time. I don't know what's wrong with me but I've been having a horrible week...

so I feel like I annoy people too much n stuff and I hate it >_< I sometimes don't even feel comfortable talking to some of my friends because I feel like I'm just bothering them, there's a few of my friends in particular I think I annoy and wish I knew how to not be annoying @-@ wat do? I don't wanna just say "hey I'm rly weird and feel like I bother you, do I annoy or bother you at all?" cause that just sounds weird, I just don't know what to do and it's really hurting me
EDIT: I don't know why I drive the nail deeper and creep on their accounts, and the thing with me is if I'm too emotionally unstable it begins to affect my physical health

i will be less active here now, I will not be posting/journaling/answering shouts & comments as much as I used to.

I will fucking murder you.
Like seriously I wanted to drown the fucking guy.
Do not squirt me with water please thanks.
Planning your death rn

The king is coming.
Be prepared for him to arrive.
Soon.