I haven't logged on here for a long time bc I've had nothing new to post but I'm still around on Discord daily. I made a new main OC for this account, a catboy I'll be uploading in a moment and hopefully I'll be able to start using him soon. I did get a new piece of art recently and just waiting to see if the artist is ok with me posting it here ^^

Discord: headremovalspecialist

Blythe is now owned by  thegovt! As such, much of the artwork of her is now removed from my gallery, with the exception of pieces that still have characters I own with her.

I guess it all started as a coping mechanism for much of what happened in my past. I was adopted when I was an infant, and grew up with an abusive family. I could only take so much of the screaming, beatings, and manipulation from them. And as a teenager, not only did I still have to deal my family, who now also hated me for not being straight, and for being transgender, but I had to deal with people I was dating who also ended up being abusive and otherwise horrible. My second girlfriend beat me and raped me, my first boyfriend was manipulative and even faked his death just to see how I'd react. I spent so much of my life depressed and suicidal.

At some point in the last 2-3 years, I ended up being desensitized to dark stuff mostly because of my past trauma, and finding dark things and snuff things started helping me cope with my suicidal idealizations and other negative thoughts. And in the communities I found involving snuff and other things, I found people who made me feel accepted, which I had rarely felt before.