Just wanted to share Regina Spektor's new music video for her song Laughing With :) It's a beautiful song and the video is amazing! Please take a look!

http://01detail.com/click/161709

Lose six pounds and either stay at that weight or lose more weight.

I'm obviously not going to be doing anything else productive besides reading so I might as well have a goal to reach.

No matter how much weight you lose, your legs still look really fat ..

I pisses me off jakhfuyeghdsxkjasdnjahfarlehgfj


Maybe it was bad that school assined us to read Stick Figure. It's starting to get to me. Even if everyone already thinks I'm anorexic I'm not as bad as I was when it started.

Still this book is just like .. reminding me about how it was when it did start.

Ok I'm just blabbing useless things now so I'll stop.

But now, my grandfather is in the hospital. He wasn't eating and when he did he just threw it up. I don't think he knows about the cancer yet. Hope he's ok ..


Ok I'm going now. Bai bai.

So I got my summer reading books. Everyone said I have to read the book Stick Figure so I have it. [It's about anorexia if you didn't get that]

So, since it seems I'm not going to be doing anything tonight I'll guess I'll start reading this book.


I find it strang that on the front of the book it says

"A smart, funny, compassionate journal of the author's bout with anorexia at age eleven."
-Entertainment Weekly.

Some how I don't think the word "funny" fits in that sentence.

So ... even if I'm happy schools almost out .. and there's finally warm weather .. I'll be less stressed and all that .. I have horrible news...

I just found out my grandfather has cancer ... I don't know much but I know cancer is never good ... There's just no way I can celebrate the end of school right now ..

I've been trying to be a happier person and be more optimistic but it just seems to be getting harer and harder to do that ...


Sorry to have put such sad news on you guys, I just really needed to let this out some how ....