I just recently bought a new drawing monitor and I'm super excited to finally get into digital drawing. I've had experience with traditional, but I feel i could greatly improve changing to digital. The Monitor I have bought is the Huion Kamvas 20!

This year just hasn't been to well, let alone having to cancel Christmas because of struggling with funds. Living alone sucks and makes it near imposed to survive with such shortage of funds. I hope everyone else has a Merry Christmas and enjoy their time with their families. Gonna be alone playing games all day and eating snacks.

Tomorrow is my 23rd birthday, gonna sit around drinking and playing games. Nobody to celebrate and have fun with >.<

Just great, another year has passed and I'll be 22 this Sunday. I love having lonely birthdays. I hope everybody else has a great birthday.... fuck life..

My heart problems are getting worse, I wake up hard of breathing with heavy pains in my chest. Ill be at work and I'm having to catch my breathe from sharp pains. Only thing I know is my doctor may be right about me living to 25, I'm already turning 22 and I was diagnosed last at 18.

I'm thinking of selling my sergals or just give him away. I'd love to get more commissions but between bills and medical bills its difficult. Ill give Moe info later on.

I just hope go get over this, bad enough I can barely sleep fearing I wont wake up.


No this not a sympathetic post. Just giving a heads up if I sell or keep my sergal and try to get some art depending on what happens

I'm living a loop in the Twilight Zone. I will never be popular, I'm just another regular who will never be noticed. I'm struggling through the void of popufurs who get to much attention, cause all they can do buy commissions and talk smack about people. I wish I knew whats keeping from being noticed.

I want to make friends, but If I have to buy a fursuit and be the worlds best artist, just to get friends then maybe the furry fandom is turning into a crazed society. What happened to the days where everyone would just accept each other for who they are and no what they have? People wonder why the fandom gets looked at the wrong way. We make them look at us for who we really are, a bunch of no good rats munching off of other publicity cause they either are rich, have great artistic values or just a pain in the ass drama king. Back then, people didn't have the luxury to buy art or commission artists on the computer. They either have to KNOW people or have artistic skills.

I know this wont be read, but somebody has to speak about where this fandom is going wrong. And no this isn't drama. Its the truth.