See link for their raffle:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61767438/

Are people interested in me uploading traditional sketches done with pencil & paper?
I’ve been uploading a few and people seem interested.

Do you only want to see digital art from me?

Let me know

Thanks

FA was restored just in time for my birthday. What a nice gift 😆

How do I deal with this unreliable sadness and regret? I don’t know what I was thinking going back to college and adding more to my life. It’s not like I failing (yet)
The thought of doing an unpaid internship makes me sick!

My job is just boring most days versus being difficult but get stressed.

Home life isn’t bettered

My health is not good. Have carpal tunnel, keep getting dizzy, this random and extremely painful jaw/tooth pain and now need to go to a specialist for glaucoma.

I really don’t enjoy life. I am no good it. I’m not good at anything. Can’t do anything
Can’t make my art look good.
I definitely can’t learn a new language

How do people find the will to live?

Well FA got back to me and told me what I had to delete. So most of the Shinx TF comic, parts of the opossum transformation comic. Random Shinx TF (not connected to any comic) Parts of the Meowstic comic… It sucks but don’t really have anywhere to post.


The comic are on IB if you want to ever see full version
Can’t post opossum comic there because it has human… so make if I redo it can come back here?

Should post that Shinx on IB, might be on DA.

The thing about Transfur.com is a lot of time it just says file size is too big :T

Wonder if FA looked through my whole gallery?

Does anyone like what FA is doing? I definitely don’t. I’m not going to abandon ship though.
I don’t want to go learn new sites and how they work, plus sites like Inkbunny aren’t really good for transformation art. Post things I post are do very poorly. Even compared to Twitter.

Deviantart sucks to use. I find going through submissions such a pain. While interactions are pretty good still don’t really like using it.

I don’t really know of any other sites.

I guess I do have some art that is now considered “bad” even though rules are still confusing. I still not sure what is banned. If I was someone important to FA I would suggest they forget they even mentioned it. They are pulling a Tumblr. Killing their own site. What to sell it off perhaps?

A lot of people I watch are giving up posting here.

It’s dumb. I don’t want to get banned. This is the best place for transformation art. Which I use daily.

Today is my birthday 🎂

Edit: Thanks for the birthday wishes ❤️

Tried doing commissions to get some money for taxes because ADP didn’t put to remove a city tax. $700 gone. It’s basically like I worked for free for past 2 weeks.

I am so stressed. I am so tired.

Art raffle here:

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10434823/

So decided i'll take some commissions. Heres my only real example of a commission. $40 for something similar. Prices are negotiable!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48951437/

Will be done in less than 48hrs. Until December 26th. After than date of completion will be longer but it will be discussed before I accept commission.

Information here > https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49922403/

I will be having (Strabismus) eye surgery today. Out of all the procedures I’ve ever done this was makes me the most nervous. So wish me luck.

Just an update letting people know I'll have surgery tomorrow morning. (July 18th) If everything goes well should be discharged that same day.

Everything went well and I’m home now.

Click link for rules: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46360380/

Hello,

If you don’t mind I would appreciate feedback on this comic series I did. It’s first time doing something like this. I would like to know what you like or what could be improved on. You don’t have to leave reply here. You can go to page that you’ll like to leave feedback on and write reply there.

What things do you want to happen next? What do you think about comic?

>> https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....cidental-Love/ <<

Thank you and appreciate your feedback

So I had 2 MRI appointments this month. Actually last Tuesday and This Monday. Both times were horrible. First time I felt sick for some reason after solution to clean IV was injected…oh and person said I flinched and missed vein so had to insert IV needle in other room before that. Then being inside that machine, it’s claustrophobic. All you can see is the white top of hole your body is in. The nose is nonstop banging and beeps that are like you’re buried alive in a construction site.

Today the MRI machine over heated. Before I even went in. Had to wait 30…40 minutes. No phone. Nothing to do. I was in a hospital gown. Then I was in the machine. I had to press help button. It felt like my bones were being cooked. I was so hot. Then machine over heated again. Luckily they let me out and I sat down in Room next to MRI until I had to go back.

Both times I had pain from uncomfortable pillow positions and ears being pressed (like wearing headphones for to long) the contrast solution makes you feel like throwing up. I was in machine for a LONG time.

I honestly felt like even longer. Then fear kicks in. What if I ’ve been abandoned in here? What if they (MRI technicians) disappeared. I’ll be trapped in here forever. I know that wouldn’t happen but my paranoia kicks in. I wanna cry but don’t.

Another bad MRI experience was years ago. It was more waiting. Hours and hours. IV stuck in my arm because person that does them was going home. 9 hours later I finally got inside. Though as a kid it wasn’t as bad because least my mom was there.

Felt like venting. Maybe it would help me sleep not thinking about being trapped…

I wish I could write my transformation stories and have them be much longer and detailed. How I write stories is just writing it as I post drawing. I don’t proof read them ether, I really should.

Just sometimes if I’m uploading something and go on a different tap or but chrome in background it would delete everything I wrote. (On my tablet)

But that’s had me thinking. What drawing that I’ve done do you wish had a longer story to it? Maybe it’s a drawing I posted with no drawing at all?

Hello everyone.


Um…when did FA update there species list to have so much things!? It’s not really as organized as it it once was. Guess there’s an easier way to find specific species.

Also I got a (Temp) job at a hospital. Actually started Monday. It’s in the pharmacy department as an “administrator assistant” secretary. Everyone is really nice and I get along with everyone. I told them about myself as told them, when asked what I like to do. I said draw. So glad they didn’t ask for more details XP

I work 9am - 5pm so my drawing are going to drop in number for now. I followed a pharmacy technician around in the hospital floors and to other hospital buildings.

Here's a quick update to my life.

Job search is going terrible. Keep getting turned down and jobs that I do get interviews with don't call back. Even got in contact with some company that helps people find jobs. Helped my brother in a week. No luck with me. Got a job experience but not enough.

Health is doing poorly. No x-ray, CAT scan can find why I keep having pain in my right side. In fact it's getting worse. Went to ophthalmologist and asked if I could fix eyes (being crossed) sent me to a specialist and he said he couldn't help because the kind of surgery I'll need is only done (well) by a very limited number of doctors. That doctor doesn't take my insurance. I went to dentist and need 5k braces.

My art isn't doing any better view/favorite or comment wise since I've tired improving my skills watching tutorials on YouTube.

So tldr; Life sucks

What are your opinions of my art? You can be as truthful as possible. Even if its something negative/bad.

Also seems like I've reached 500 watchers. So that's nice

Click link to enter this artist, art raffle.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42718506/

Hello everyone.

I want to draw more skunk TF seeing how my username is Wereskunk and my gallery seems to be lacking in them. I’m willing to draw you transforming/transformed into your skunk character. Your character has to be a skunk for this particular situation. So no, “my character is a fox that can be turned into a skunk” (for example) at this moment.

Must be watching me as well. Well pick and choose from replies. I’ll will reply to your comment if you’re picked.


Good luck

**Not taking anymore no submissions**

*WARNING*
** If you don't want to read a journal with me venting just stop reading now. **

I have lost motivation to pretty much do anything. I've gotten to a point where I feel I'll be better off just being dead.

My art isn't really taking me places and it's nowhere near what I think it should. Even if I took commissions, that wouldn't help. All I'll be thinking is someone just paid actual money to receive my disappointing art.

I still don't have a job. Last time I had a job was 2015. I wasted my life going to college without a clue on what I really wanted to do. That and I'm just dumb. Incredibly stupid. I can't remember even the most basic formulas and information.

Life has just been on a downward spirl and last year and even this year haven't helped.

Keep telling doctors about pain and it's been happening for years. Test don't find anything and if a test does find something it seems not to be a big deal.(rib/right side pain) I'm literally afraid to open my mouth to much. The pain it triggers if I do is intense. Like drop whatever I had.

I am 31 (something I keep forgetting) and never been on a date.

People dream of owning a fursuit and I'm here wishing I could see on in real life.

Whoever read this far, thanks.


I'm not going to do anything crazy but yea I'm tired of life. Nothing I do matters. No one really wouldn't notice if I never came back.

It's my birthday. I've become 31. Not else much left to say but

Today is the 106th year (May 7th 1915) since the sinking of the Lusitania. Where 1,195 people died. The Lusitania sank in about 30 some minutes. Where the more famous Titanic sank in about 2 hours. Also this was one of the factors for the US joining the war (WWI)


Thanks for the birthday wishes everyone

Sorry everyone for posting stuff over and over. I wanted to share a gif but posting gifs here for me is a 50/50 chance of working or not. This time it didn’t work.

If you want to see gif follow link to my ( Twitter )

Please comment there and leave feedback. Thank you.