The war is over, but its not, it never will be ~self rant~
Posted 8 years ago-This is just a metaphoric rant/ just shouting into the air kind of thing just with all thats going on and has gone on the past several months... this is not aimed at anyone in any shape or form-
It's over, the conflict, violence, anger, trauma, the pain. And that level of anguish and trauma exists in a wake of painful memories that will follow you for the rest of your life. That war is over and that darkness you were in is now just a shadow behind you, a reminder to keep you centered and humble to others and in life.
You clawed your way out of a dark cave that not many make it out of, not many may get that second chance of what they once knew as normal. Moments, many of them at the point where you almost became consumed by it. You've lost friendships over it, gotten into countless fights with loved ones about it. Brought the ones who love you to tears while you were lost in that darkness.
And now here you are about to come out into the light of what would be a normal life, no longer living in a constant fight or flight state of mind, no longer jaded to your family caring for you, or numb to the warmth of someone hugging you and expressing they're concern for you. And now your going back?
Why? The war is over for you, you've been down that road before and learned first hand its a dirty walk in and a dirty walk back. You barely made it out and your willingly going to turn around and going back? There is no safe spot from the horrors that brought you down this path before, not corner you could hide in or any rocks you can hang onto while that same river keeps flowing deeper and further into that darkness. So why? Why do you want too put you and everyone around you through that again? The same pain and anguish is just going to be there waiting for you. You can try to do better but no matter what you will never have a day of rest from it, no way you can step away from it again like you already have. So this is it, I mean this is your no turning back moment right here. So why?
You know why, you knew it from the day you first started to the day you finally realized who you were. Your history, your traits, your habits, all explained to you and laid out before you in the wake of someone you looked up to passing away. A final gift they left you answering every single question you ever had since you got lost in that dark cave. Its who you are, its what you are. And each time you tried to escape it, it has brought you back to it. You've explained it to countless people and you fear that explaining it further is just going to yield the same answers they've given you before.
But you know why your turning back. You understand now more then ever why and you don't need any explanation from anyone who doesn't. Your family, your loved ones, the few who do get it may not fully understand it. But its enough for them to support you. You may not make it back out if you go back in, it may be the end of you at one point. But you know as well as I do that there really is no other option here.
So lets go, like so many who have walked down that path lets go back and maybe go even further. Let us stand by the every brother and sister who has even fallen this far and has gotten back up to do the same. Let us be guiding voices to those who are still lost or may become lost. Let us rally together and remember why we came down this dark path in the beginning and march forward. For we are not alone down this lonely path. And it's up to each one of us to make a difference not in someone else's who had called for help. But to make a difference for the once who can not call for help, who were in the same part of that path you were. We are all in this together, so lets all make sure we get out of it and come home the same way.
It's over, the conflict, violence, anger, trauma, the pain. And that level of anguish and trauma exists in a wake of painful memories that will follow you for the rest of your life. That war is over and that darkness you were in is now just a shadow behind you, a reminder to keep you centered and humble to others and in life.
You clawed your way out of a dark cave that not many make it out of, not many may get that second chance of what they once knew as normal. Moments, many of them at the point where you almost became consumed by it. You've lost friendships over it, gotten into countless fights with loved ones about it. Brought the ones who love you to tears while you were lost in that darkness.
And now here you are about to come out into the light of what would be a normal life, no longer living in a constant fight or flight state of mind, no longer jaded to your family caring for you, or numb to the warmth of someone hugging you and expressing they're concern for you. And now your going back?
Why? The war is over for you, you've been down that road before and learned first hand its a dirty walk in and a dirty walk back. You barely made it out and your willingly going to turn around and going back? There is no safe spot from the horrors that brought you down this path before, not corner you could hide in or any rocks you can hang onto while that same river keeps flowing deeper and further into that darkness. So why? Why do you want too put you and everyone around you through that again? The same pain and anguish is just going to be there waiting for you. You can try to do better but no matter what you will never have a day of rest from it, no way you can step away from it again like you already have. So this is it, I mean this is your no turning back moment right here. So why?
You know why, you knew it from the day you first started to the day you finally realized who you were. Your history, your traits, your habits, all explained to you and laid out before you in the wake of someone you looked up to passing away. A final gift they left you answering every single question you ever had since you got lost in that dark cave. Its who you are, its what you are. And each time you tried to escape it, it has brought you back to it. You've explained it to countless people and you fear that explaining it further is just going to yield the same answers they've given you before.
But you know why your turning back. You understand now more then ever why and you don't need any explanation from anyone who doesn't. Your family, your loved ones, the few who do get it may not fully understand it. But its enough for them to support you. You may not make it back out if you go back in, it may be the end of you at one point. But you know as well as I do that there really is no other option here.
So lets go, like so many who have walked down that path lets go back and maybe go even further. Let us stand by the every brother and sister who has even fallen this far and has gotten back up to do the same. Let us be guiding voices to those who are still lost or may become lost. Let us rally together and remember why we came down this dark path in the beginning and march forward. For we are not alone down this lonely path. And it's up to each one of us to make a difference not in someone else's who had called for help. But to make a difference for the once who can not call for help, who were in the same part of that path you were. We are all in this together, so lets all make sure we get out of it and come home the same way.
Fallout New Vegas style comic/story thingy.... Cameos spots?
Posted 8 years agoSo.... I've been playing around with and RP'ing a story line based in Fallout's New Vegas for the past year or so and I think I'm at the point of actually doing something about it, its been bugging me that badly. The story line is already laid out and mostly written, just needing to be told and illustrated. I don't have the time or talent to do a full comic but maybe doing something in between basic pictures and a comic panels to go along with it.
Anyways. The story follows an NCR Ranger from the start of his career and past it as he serves along side his brothers under the same flag in the hopes of rebuilding a world lost over 200 years ago in a desolate and lawless land. Loyalties are tested when blind patriotism sees the reality of the waste and a line becoming more blurred as the politics of the new world clash with the greater good of the wasteland frontier. The story follows close to the game's time line and a fair part of the original story line from the first battle of the dam and well past the second one while still taking its own.
So whats the point here? Well there are a lot of characters in the game and you can imagine there are a lot of characters needed for the art portion of all this, and quite frankly I suck at character design. So ya, anyone interested in having there character in a cameo spot? Nothing major in the line of rolls other then minor stuff like extras, shop keeps, traders, bystanders, soldiers, etc. There are some rolls too that have a more significant part like; Legion soldiers, BOS paladins and knights, NCR rangers and soldiers, stuff like that that have interaction with the story but the lines and rolls are already set.
If your interested and have a character you would like to be involved in the comic thingy, please let me know. Also include a screen shot/ reff/ or description of your character and some info like; species, a little background bio, what roll you might be interested in, what you don,t want to be in, etc..
This is going to be furry/ anthro based and only use a select number of various mammals (wolves, cats, dogs, coyotes, cougars, etc). Nothing to exotic and no "Sparkle" style characters (body art/ tattoos are ok). Trying to keep it a bit on the drab side for the natural setting of the waste.
Thanks for reading guys and I hope to get this kicked off soon.
Light TOS:
(List of mammals not in use but not limited to; Equine, oceanic mammals, porcupines, armadillos, hooved animals)
(Reserve right to not use/ choose any character presented. There will be no form of compensation for use of characters nor are all characters guaranteed to be utilized. Allowing the uses of characters is agreeing to let them be utilized in any roll or manner with out input from owner (plug n play/ YCH manner) unless prior arrangements are made before hand. All rights are to the owners.)
Anyways. The story follows an NCR Ranger from the start of his career and past it as he serves along side his brothers under the same flag in the hopes of rebuilding a world lost over 200 years ago in a desolate and lawless land. Loyalties are tested when blind patriotism sees the reality of the waste and a line becoming more blurred as the politics of the new world clash with the greater good of the wasteland frontier. The story follows close to the game's time line and a fair part of the original story line from the first battle of the dam and well past the second one while still taking its own.
So whats the point here? Well there are a lot of characters in the game and you can imagine there are a lot of characters needed for the art portion of all this, and quite frankly I suck at character design. So ya, anyone interested in having there character in a cameo spot? Nothing major in the line of rolls other then minor stuff like extras, shop keeps, traders, bystanders, soldiers, etc. There are some rolls too that have a more significant part like; Legion soldiers, BOS paladins and knights, NCR rangers and soldiers, stuff like that that have interaction with the story but the lines and rolls are already set.
If your interested and have a character you would like to be involved in the comic thingy, please let me know. Also include a screen shot/ reff/ or description of your character and some info like; species, a little background bio, what roll you might be interested in, what you don,t want to be in, etc..
This is going to be furry/ anthro based and only use a select number of various mammals (wolves, cats, dogs, coyotes, cougars, etc). Nothing to exotic and no "Sparkle" style characters (body art/ tattoos are ok). Trying to keep it a bit on the drab side for the natural setting of the waste.
Thanks for reading guys and I hope to get this kicked off soon.
Light TOS:
(List of mammals not in use but not limited to; Equine, oceanic mammals, porcupines, armadillos, hooved animals)
(Reserve right to not use/ choose any character presented. There will be no form of compensation for use of characters nor are all characters guaranteed to be utilized. Allowing the uses of characters is agreeing to let them be utilized in any roll or manner with out input from owner (plug n play/ YCH manner) unless prior arrangements are made before hand. All rights are to the owners.)
Fur test... passes/ failed? however you look at it XD
Posted 9 years ago[ x] you meow/bark to get attention
[ x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 6
[ x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[ x ] you love fish/meat
[ x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[ x] you like when people pet your head
[ x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 6
[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ x] you enjoy scaring birds
[x ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x ] you bite people if they annoy you
[x ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 5
[x ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[x ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ x] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 3
[ x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[ x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[ x] you really enjoy cuddling
[ x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5
[x ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ x] you hide when you get scared
[ x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 5
[x ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ x] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[ x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[ x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 4
[ x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ x] you like to say hi to strangers
[ x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 5
Final total: 76
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Yup.... makes sense.....
[ x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 6
[ x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[ x ] you love fish/meat
[ x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[ x] you like when people pet your head
[ x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 6
[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ x] you enjoy scaring birds
[x ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x ] you bite people if they annoy you
[x ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 5
[x ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[x ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[ ] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ x] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 3
[ x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[ x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[ x] you really enjoy cuddling
[ x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5
[x ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ x] you hide when you get scared
[ x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[ x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 5
[x ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ x] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[ x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[ x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 4
[ x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ x] you like to say hi to strangers
[ x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 5
Final total: 76
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Yup.... makes sense.....
Playing survival mode on Fallout 4 (personal thoughts)
Posted 9 years agoPlaying almost 3 weeks into it and I've just barely scratched the surface of quest. I dread going to the satellite relay towers for the BOS... I've died more times then a Dragon Ball Z character, and spend most my time leap frogging form one bed to another. As much as I curse and want to throw my controller at the tv, the sole fact that guns actually do a realistic amount of damage keeps me going. I'm a sucker for realism and to be quite honest it has made the game more immersive.
To sum up the rest of it. It's like thanks giving day with every enemy you will ever cross in the game sitting at one big table and a death claw is sharpening his claws as they serve you your ass on a silver platter....
To sum up the rest of it. It's like thanks giving day with every enemy you will ever cross in the game sitting at one big table and a death claw is sharpening his claws as they serve you your ass on a silver platter....
Meme thing get to know, & TMI
Posted 10 years agoBasics
Name: West, lets just leave it at that.
Nickname: West, Spike, Caballo
Location: West coast
Age: 25
Height: 5'8"
Zodiac sign: Gemini
Pets: Hamster and two Beta Fish.
Favorite thing about yourself: My cleverness I guess *shrugs*
Fun fact: I am to honest some times.... like how my left nut hangs slightly lower then my right XD
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: Females, girls, women.
Romantic preference: Female as stated above
"Kinsey Scale" score: Say wha? I'm straight I scored a 0
Relationship status: Taken, closed, guarded with an arsenal.
is my love and mate for life.
Myers/Briggs type: ughhhh.....
Hogwarts house: Ummm neither....
Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night Owl, Coffee and Dew fueld
First thought in the morning: "Were am I this time?"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: What kind of creamer do I want in my coffee in the morning.
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: Both...
What do you do well: Sarcasm I'm pretty good at that.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Married, a paramedic, father, my own place to do what ever ( off road, shoot, fish)
Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: Not enough it feels like sometimes. But really only once a weeks most times.
Smoke: Rare occasion a cigar
Do Drugs: Nope
Exercise: Usually work counts but starting to do more on my own now.
Have a go-to comfort food: Coffee
Have a nervous habit: Mnt Dew and biting my nails
What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): Right now the beard... totally digging it.
In Others: Eyes... and butt..... I'll admit I'm an Ass man.
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): Calm, collective, sarcastic.
Food: Coffee.
Drink: Coffee and Mnt Dew
Animal: Wolves
Color: Navy Blue
Artist/Band/Group: Red Hot Chili Peppers and Imagine Dragons for the most part.
Author/Poet: A few but are not mentioned.
Actor/Actress: Bruce Willis, classic Jim Carry
Blogger: Firearms blog
TMI part, Ask away feeling really honest and open today.
Name: West, lets just leave it at that.
Nickname: West, Spike, Caballo
Location: West coast
Age: 25
Height: 5'8"
Zodiac sign: Gemini
Pets: Hamster and two Beta Fish.
Favorite thing about yourself: My cleverness I guess *shrugs*
Fun fact: I am to honest some times.... like how my left nut hangs slightly lower then my right XD
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: Females, girls, women.
Romantic preference: Female as stated above
"Kinsey Scale" score: Say wha? I'm straight I scored a 0
Relationship status: Taken, closed, guarded with an arsenal.
is my love and mate for life.Myers/Briggs type: ughhhh.....
Hogwarts house: Ummm neither....
Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night Owl, Coffee and Dew fueld
First thought in the morning: "Were am I this time?"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: What kind of creamer do I want in my coffee in the morning.
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: Both...
What do you do well: Sarcasm I'm pretty good at that.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Married, a paramedic, father, my own place to do what ever ( off road, shoot, fish)
Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: Not enough it feels like sometimes. But really only once a weeks most times.
Smoke: Rare occasion a cigar
Do Drugs: Nope
Exercise: Usually work counts but starting to do more on my own now.
Have a go-to comfort food: Coffee
Have a nervous habit: Mnt Dew and biting my nails
What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): Right now the beard... totally digging it.
In Others: Eyes... and butt..... I'll admit I'm an Ass man.
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): Calm, collective, sarcastic.
Food: Coffee.
Drink: Coffee and Mnt Dew
Animal: Wolves
Color: Navy Blue
Artist/Band/Group: Red Hot Chili Peppers and Imagine Dragons for the most part.
Author/Poet: A few but are not mentioned.
Actor/Actress: Bruce Willis, classic Jim Carry
Blogger: Firearms blog
TMI part, Ask away feeling really honest and open today.
Soooo.... A little about my self. Long over due.
Posted 10 years agoLooking at my page theres not a lot of info about me other then I like boobs and guns. Well heres your chance I guess if you really wanted to know more *Shrugs*
I'm an air force brat, born in Germany and been to a few other places. Panama was my favorite out of all the places we lived. I'm full Hispanic (Ya... explain the looks I get when filling out gov paper work). After that I'ved lived on the West coast form then till now.
High school I slacked off in, forced to drop out my senior year (long story). Got my GED and wondered around work and college for a little bit. Fell into an EMT class and the rest kind of took off from their.
Other than that the rest is just tidbits I guess.
-I have no association with either political party (US). I'm actually quiet disgusted with the two party system.
-I use to be very narrow minded and closed to the changing world. Since turning 19 I've learned theres more important things then to worry about who marries who and etc... "Life Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness" and "Live and be free".
-I am straight, don't know what vibe I give off that I'm not but I like tacos.
-I was geared up to go straight into the military after high school but that's another story.
-I like guns and building things, huge lego maniac growing up. I also weld and dabble in wood working
-Go off roading a lot and love to fish, hike, shoot, that kind of thing. Use to scuba dive but that was a decade ago.
Oh and love Coffee and Mnt Dew!
Art & Furry related
I guess you can say I've technically been a furry since I was 5... though as a kid you think its just a normal thing. Started out with Balto and kept going from there. High school I got into Rping on myspace as my own wolf OC and met
there. We were mates then asked her out in real life for a long distance relationship. Moved in with her after high school and been together since. Still use my OC as my primary fursona but have couple others.
Art wise I've tried to get it going but I hate my own work.. It never comes out the way I imagined it. So I usually let it go until to many ideas build up in my mind and I try again. By then I have forgotten how to draw and the cycle continues. So... thats why not so many arts on page....
Well thats all I can think of right now. If you read through this then you now know more about me then my family does. And probably wasted 10 mins of your life reading about some random ass hole. Good night everybody.
I'm an air force brat, born in Germany and been to a few other places. Panama was my favorite out of all the places we lived. I'm full Hispanic (Ya... explain the looks I get when filling out gov paper work). After that I'ved lived on the West coast form then till now.
High school I slacked off in, forced to drop out my senior year (long story). Got my GED and wondered around work and college for a little bit. Fell into an EMT class and the rest kind of took off from their.
Other than that the rest is just tidbits I guess.
-I have no association with either political party (US). I'm actually quiet disgusted with the two party system.
-I use to be very narrow minded and closed to the changing world. Since turning 19 I've learned theres more important things then to worry about who marries who and etc... "Life Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness" and "Live and be free".
-I am straight, don't know what vibe I give off that I'm not but I like tacos.
-I was geared up to go straight into the military after high school but that's another story.
-I like guns and building things, huge lego maniac growing up. I also weld and dabble in wood working
-Go off roading a lot and love to fish, hike, shoot, that kind of thing. Use to scuba dive but that was a decade ago.
Oh and love Coffee and Mnt Dew!
Art & Furry related
I guess you can say I've technically been a furry since I was 5... though as a kid you think its just a normal thing. Started out with Balto and kept going from there. High school I got into Rping on myspace as my own wolf OC and met
there. We were mates then asked her out in real life for a long distance relationship. Moved in with her after high school and been together since. Still use my OC as my primary fursona but have couple others. Art wise I've tried to get it going but I hate my own work.. It never comes out the way I imagined it. So I usually let it go until to many ideas build up in my mind and I try again. By then I have forgotten how to draw and the cycle continues. So... thats why not so many arts on page....
Well thats all I can think of right now. If you read through this then you now know more about me then my family does. And probably wasted 10 mins of your life reading about some random ass hole. Good night everybody.
Relationship meme!!!!
Posted 11 years ago 1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?

2. How did you two meet?
Myspace: wolf rp
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
March 4th 07
4. Did you meet online?
Yup
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
May sound cliche but it was something I couldn't explain we had a connection the moment we met.
6. Is he/she what you expected?
Not by any means, she never stops amazing me. She's more then I could ever ask for.
7. Did you kiss on your first date?
Ya.
8. When did you first have sex?
Heh, when I was a sophomore
9. Do you live with them?
happily
10. Are they snugglers?
Yes she is ^^
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
Calling me Big boy last night >.>
12. How long have you been dating?
Coming up to 8 years
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
She is my mate, my best freind, and my whole life. Of course I would.
14. When will you see them next?
I'm sitting across from her right now.
15. What interests do you share?
It would be easier just to list the stuff we don't share.
16. Is there something you regret?
A couple of things, but it made us stronger.
17. What was the last thing he gave you?
Covering fire while playing GTA online today
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
A pinch on the ass >.>
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
We both are for each other, but honestly I wouldn't let her for me.
20. Have they given you a ring?
Male, I gave the ring on our trip to bryce canyon 7 and a half years ago.
21. Are you taller or shorter than them?
Taller
22. What is their personality?
Amazing. Shes kind, caring, honest, loyal, creative, passionate, loving, I can go one forever.
23. Are they a furry?
She has her moments and really good zingers that will leave your jaw dropped.
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Right side. I honestly prefer the left and have had many chances to switch but some how always wind up on the right...

2. How did you two meet?
Myspace: wolf rp
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
March 4th 07
4. Did you meet online?
Yup
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
May sound cliche but it was something I couldn't explain we had a connection the moment we met.
6. Is he/she what you expected?
Not by any means, she never stops amazing me. She's more then I could ever ask for.
7. Did you kiss on your first date?
Ya.
8. When did you first have sex?
Heh, when I was a sophomore
9. Do you live with them?
happily
10. Are they snugglers?
Yes she is ^^
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
Calling me Big boy last night >.>
12. How long have you been dating?
Coming up to 8 years
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
She is my mate, my best freind, and my whole life. Of course I would.
14. When will you see them next?
I'm sitting across from her right now.
15. What interests do you share?
It would be easier just to list the stuff we don't share.
16. Is there something you regret?
A couple of things, but it made us stronger.
17. What was the last thing he gave you?
Covering fire while playing GTA online today
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
A pinch on the ass >.>
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
We both are for each other, but honestly I wouldn't let her for me.
20. Have they given you a ring?
Male, I gave the ring on our trip to bryce canyon 7 and a half years ago.
21. Are you taller or shorter than them?
Taller
22. What is their personality?
Amazing. Shes kind, caring, honest, loyal, creative, passionate, loving, I can go one forever.
23. Are they a furry?
She has her moments and really good zingers that will leave your jaw dropped.
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Right side. I honestly prefer the left and have had many chances to switch but some how always wind up on the right...
Character Meme thingy
Posted 11 years ago1. Pick one of your characters/fursonas.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were them.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
1. What is your name?
West Chavez
2. Do you know why you were named that?
Parents agreed on the name and the family last name, nothing special.
3. Single or taken?
Taken by mate/wife
4. Have any abilities or powers?
Once in a blue moon can turn into a werewolf... only on certain occasions <.<
5. Are you a Mary Sue?
Hope not o.o
5a. Just answer the question.
No
6. What's your eye color?
Yellow
7. How about hair color?
Charcoal like the rest of my fur color.
8. Have you any family members?
Mother, Father, Two little sisters and nephew. A Wife/ mate with two sons and a daughter and an Ex with a son.
9. How about pets?
Geraman shep.
9a. Hey! Come back here!
Screw you I need coffee if your going to keep asking me stuff *keeps walking off*
10. What is something you don't like?
Preppy people, drunks/ chronic drug addicts, Extremest(politics, religion etc...) Love hate relationship with stupid people them being job security. Needles.. *shivers*
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Hiking, fishing, hunting, camping, stuff like that. Armature gunsmithing, nothing to extreme just basic wood and metal work like repairs and customizing. Basic welding for fun, spending time with family or at the range.
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Shit theirs a book out with everything done so far...
13. Ever...killed anyone before?
Mmmhmm, self defense and work, witch is still self defense.
14. What kind of animal are you?
Regular timber wolf, anthro or feral.
15. Name your worst habits.
Thick headedness and stubborn
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Parents and EMS instructor, dept mentality is the one who brought you into that world is pretty much your handlers or the one who created you in a way. Your under their wing is a better way to put it.
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Straight but a few bi moments in life.
18. Do you go to school?
@ years in college, paramedic school, and tactical EMS school (swat training).
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
Done, got four already next repetitive question?
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Hope not...
21. What are you most afraid of?
Myself honestly..
22. What do you usually wear?
Lose jeans and a black or navy blue T-shirt or Cargo pants or shorts with same shirts on a normal day. EMS navy blues or OD green bdu's while working.
23. What's one food that tempts you?
Crawdads actually or alligator.
24. Am I annoying you?
A little.
25. Well, it's still not over!
K, then lets keep moving and stop bull shitting...
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Middle class, nothing beyond the needs of the family and with two working incomes everything is pretty smooth.
27. How many friends do you have?
Mainly just Nyac and his son, After moving away and starting my own life hes just been a good friend since that first call we met on. Their pretty much family.
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
Pie is better then cake, deal with it.
30. Favorite drink?
Mountain Dew, nough said
31. What's your favorite place?
The back yard next to the fire pit, place to relax and enjoy family time or time with the wife >.>
32. Are you interested in anyone?
My family next question.
33. That was a stupid question.
Nah you think?
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Lake, rather scuba dive in the ocean.
35. What's your type?
Really cant answer this one.... Best I can say is what ever
is, she is everything I need and could over want.
36. Any fetishes?
heh, ask me if we know each other better.
37. Hybrid or feral?
*shrugs* Why not both?
38. Camping or indoors?
Either or, I like both.
I tag any unlucky person who reads this, why are you wasting your time in this first place reading about me, but let me know what you put down this is kinda fun.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were them.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
1. What is your name?
West Chavez
2. Do you know why you were named that?
Parents agreed on the name and the family last name, nothing special.
3. Single or taken?
Taken by mate/wife

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Once in a blue moon can turn into a werewolf... only on certain occasions <.<
5. Are you a Mary Sue?
Hope not o.o
5a. Just answer the question.
No
6. What's your eye color?
Yellow
7. How about hair color?
Charcoal like the rest of my fur color.
8. Have you any family members?
Mother, Father, Two little sisters and nephew. A Wife/ mate with two sons and a daughter and an Ex with a son.
9. How about pets?
Geraman shep.
9a. Hey! Come back here!
Screw you I need coffee if your going to keep asking me stuff *keeps walking off*
10. What is something you don't like?
Preppy people, drunks/ chronic drug addicts, Extremest(politics, religion etc...) Love hate relationship with stupid people them being job security. Needles.. *shivers*
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Hiking, fishing, hunting, camping, stuff like that. Armature gunsmithing, nothing to extreme just basic wood and metal work like repairs and customizing. Basic welding for fun, spending time with family or at the range.
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Shit theirs a book out with everything done so far...
13. Ever...killed anyone before?
Mmmhmm, self defense and work, witch is still self defense.
14. What kind of animal are you?
Regular timber wolf, anthro or feral.
15. Name your worst habits.
Thick headedness and stubborn
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Parents and EMS instructor, dept mentality is the one who brought you into that world is pretty much your handlers or the one who created you in a way. Your under their wing is a better way to put it.
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Straight but a few bi moments in life.
18. Do you go to school?
@ years in college, paramedic school, and tactical EMS school (swat training).
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
Done, got four already next repetitive question?
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Hope not...
21. What are you most afraid of?
Myself honestly..
22. What do you usually wear?
Lose jeans and a black or navy blue T-shirt or Cargo pants or shorts with same shirts on a normal day. EMS navy blues or OD green bdu's while working.
23. What's one food that tempts you?
Crawdads actually or alligator.
24. Am I annoying you?
A little.
25. Well, it's still not over!
K, then lets keep moving and stop bull shitting...
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Middle class, nothing beyond the needs of the family and with two working incomes everything is pretty smooth.
27. How many friends do you have?
Mainly just Nyac and his son, After moving away and starting my own life hes just been a good friend since that first call we met on. Their pretty much family.
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
Pie is better then cake, deal with it.
30. Favorite drink?
Mountain Dew, nough said
31. What's your favorite place?
The back yard next to the fire pit, place to relax and enjoy family time or time with the wife >.>
32. Are you interested in anyone?
My family next question.
33. That was a stupid question.
Nah you think?
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
Lake, rather scuba dive in the ocean.
35. What's your type?
Really cant answer this one.... Best I can say is what ever
is, she is everything I need and could over want.36. Any fetishes?
heh, ask me if we know each other better.
37. Hybrid or feral?
*shrugs* Why not both?
38. Camping or indoors?
Either or, I like both.
I tag any unlucky person who reads this, why are you wasting your time in this first place reading about me, but let me know what you put down this is kinda fun.
Good 24th birthday ^^
Posted 11 years agoGot the day off work, had a real nice lunch and dinner, and got to go to the range and test out my ak again. Love it she runs like an ak
Some rare truths form me.... >.> (meme for next week)
Posted 11 years ago1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
Yes, and she lives in the same house as me... >.>
2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
Still am, really have no hope for ever reaching the top again.
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
6, coming on to 7 in a couple of months.
4: Have you ever changed for someone?
Who I am at heart no, has she brought out the best in me and kept my self destructive nature at bay... yes
5: How is your relationship with your ex?
Not good, tried to make peace a couple of times but either half ass'ed it or just could happen form past wounds.
6: Have you ever been cheated on?
My ex I'm pretty sure.
7: Did you know them?
If this is for the last question, then more than likely but would never know it.
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
Made that mistake before, wouldn't if I knew before hand.
9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
A lot actually, i can tell you love, trust, sex, etc... but it's more than that.. its almost like (in a weird this is the best I can explain it) both partners need to kinda flow together as one. Not really a romantic way of putting it but if you saw the way we almost dance in our small kitchen to make dinner it would make sense.
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious, I'm a long haul guy.
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
Breaks is just short for break up, call it what it is..
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
ummmmmm..... Classified
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
A lot, next question....
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
reword that and I can give you a more solid answer
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
In the 18 and up range, sure why not
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
>//> Shut up....
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
Yes... We now have a house together for some time now and are thinking about another car/truck
18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
Lying (major stuff), drugs, other bad addictions.
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
When the love just isn't there
20: Are you currently in a relationship?
Since I was a sophomore ^^
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
Set the boundaries and then I don't see why not
22: Do you think people should date their friends?
Can't say, only thing I can give you is my Mate is my best friend even my bro.
23: How many relationships have you had?
a couple
24: Do you think love can last forever?
And then some.
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
No.... An Apache helicopter can, an An Apache helicopter has machine guns AND missiles. It is an unbelievably impressive complement of weaponry.
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...........! *wipes tears from eyes* funny.
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
Dude, just hang on. Move along from this, your going to meet the girl you marry after this.
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
Hi West Chavez, have we meet?
29: What do you notice first about another person?
Their eyes, not in a romantic way. You can tell a lot from someones eyes.
30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
Straight, but love is love why label it?
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
I have ptsd, what do you think the answer to that one is.....?
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
Yes, not proud of trying to hang on and make it work.
33: Do you want to get married one day?
Sure do, been engaged long enough.
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
I see both sides on the issue but if she asked I would
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
I'm going to be shamelessly honest here and say no.... Not with how much testosterone I got going (I know TMI)
36: Are you still a virgin?
Wow.... lost that one a long time ago...
37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
Well Rping got me to where I'm at today and I lucked out and got both ^^
38: Do you enjoy love films?
Depends... chick flick or any other sappy piece then no...
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
Many times, plan on doing it again soon too.
40: Have you ever had a valentine?
Before being in a relationship... no
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
My only defense to this next statement is you would have to know me... Lunch, range, maybe a drive or a movie, followed by video games and pizza to kick off the night.
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
Have, not a fan, hated all the assignments in school for them especially the Leonardo DeCraprio version of the movie...
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
My partner is my friend so ya...
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
I don't like to admit it or show it much but maybe deep down yah.... v///v
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
No, not really..... *shivers*
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
a couple of times ya.
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
Balto and Jenna
48: What's your favorite love song?
Obsessions Franky-J... I know I hate R&B, rap, hip hop but it was the only thing I could think of when I was awake at 5am after the first night she called me. After that or tied is our songs and others.
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
No joke, I think maybe one time, felt bad but nothing I could do.. Just wasn't there...
50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
I am not but really? There's a whole book on what could be wrong with me...
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy/girl?
-_- no contest, the latter of the two here.
52: Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
Only the advice and experiences I went through.
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
Way way back when I was single, ya.
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
Not something to brag about but to let friends and family know that you found/ are with someone.
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
I use to be all three but I think I have gotten that under control over the years.
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
Had some one do it to me, kinda worked out for the better... ok it completely worked out for the better.
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Suicide is a coward's way of dealing with your issues.
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
Both... >.> downside and benefit of both having an alpha mentality
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
No O.0'.... She has to many guns for me to make that mistake...
60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
Not for me..
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
My partner is a part of my family so where is this valid at?
62: How do you define "cheating"?
Being dishonest, having a side relationship, fling, one night stand, etc... standard issue definition.
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
I'm a guy... I can't say it is... Though it's fun when the both of your are watching it together.
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
Yes, but its a time where I can make the extra effort and have an excuse if I fail...
65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddlier"?
Every night, Big spoon or not, my mate is right next to me^^ I love you babe.
Yes, and she lives in the same house as me... >.>
2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
Still am, really have no hope for ever reaching the top again.
3: Longest relationship you've ever been in?
6, coming on to 7 in a couple of months.
4: Have you ever changed for someone?
Who I am at heart no, has she brought out the best in me and kept my self destructive nature at bay... yes
5: How is your relationship with your ex?
Not good, tried to make peace a couple of times but either half ass'ed it or just could happen form past wounds.
6: Have you ever been cheated on?
My ex I'm pretty sure.
7: Did you know them?
If this is for the last question, then more than likely but would never know it.
8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating?
Made that mistake before, wouldn't if I knew before hand.
9: What's the most important part of a relationship?
A lot actually, i can tell you love, trust, sex, etc... but it's more than that.. its almost like (in a weird this is the best I can explain it) both partners need to kinda flow together as one. Not really a romantic way of putting it but if you saw the way we almost dance in our small kitchen to make dinner it would make sense.
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Serious, I'm a long haul guy.
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"?
Breaks is just short for break up, call it what it is..
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
ummmmmm..... Classified
13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
A lot, next question....
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
reword that and I can give you a more solid answer
15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"?
In the 18 and up range, sure why not
16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"?
>//> Shut up....
17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet?
Yes... We now have a house together for some time now and are thinking about another car/truck
18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
Lying (major stuff), drugs, other bad addictions.
19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship?
When the love just isn't there
20: Are you currently in a relationship?
Since I was a sophomore ^^
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
Set the boundaries and then I don't see why not
22: Do you think people should date their friends?
Can't say, only thing I can give you is my Mate is my best friend even my bro.
23: How many relationships have you had?
a couple
24: Do you think love can last forever?
And then some.
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
No.... An Apache helicopter can, an An Apache helicopter has machine guns AND missiles. It is an unbelievably impressive complement of weaponry.
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...........! *wipes tears from eyes* funny.
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
Dude, just hang on. Move along from this, your going to meet the girl you marry after this.
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
Hi West Chavez, have we meet?
29: What do you notice first about another person?
Their eyes, not in a romantic way. You can tell a lot from someones eyes.
30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
Straight, but love is love why label it?
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
I have ptsd, what do you think the answer to that one is.....?
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
Yes, not proud of trying to hang on and make it work.
33: Do you want to get married one day?
Sure do, been engaged long enough.
34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed?
I see both sides on the issue but if she asked I would
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
I'm going to be shamelessly honest here and say no.... Not with how much testosterone I got going (I know TMI)
36: Are you still a virgin?
Wow.... lost that one a long time ago...
37: What's more important: Looks or personality?
Well Rping got me to where I'm at today and I lucked out and got both ^^
38: Do you enjoy love films?
Depends... chick flick or any other sappy piece then no...
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
Many times, plan on doing it again soon too.
40: Have you ever had a valentine?
Before being in a relationship... no
41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"?
My only defense to this next statement is you would have to know me... Lunch, range, maybe a drive or a movie, followed by video games and pizza to kick off the night.
42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"?
Have, not a fan, hated all the assignments in school for them especially the Leonardo DeCraprio version of the movie...
43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends?
My partner is my friend so ya...
44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"?
I don't like to admit it or show it much but maybe deep down yah.... v///v
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
No, not really..... *shivers*
46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"?
a couple of times ya.
47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite?
Balto and Jenna
48: What's your favorite love song?
Obsessions Franky-J... I know I hate R&B, rap, hip hop but it was the only thing I could think of when I was awake at 5am after the first night she called me. After that or tied is our songs and others.
49: Have you ever broken someone's heart?
No joke, I think maybe one time, felt bad but nothing I could do.. Just wasn't there...
50: If you're single, why do you think you are?
I am not but really? There's a whole book on what could be wrong with me...
51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy/girl?
-_- no contest, the latter of the two here.
52: Are you good at giving other people advice regarding dating/ relationships?
Only the advice and experiences I went through.
53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single?
Way way back when I was single, ya.
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
Not something to brag about but to let friends and family know that you found/ are with someone.
55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"?
I use to be all three but I think I have gotten that under control over the years.
56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship?
Had some one do it to me, kinda worked out for the better... ok it completely worked out for the better.
57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
Suicide is a coward's way of dealing with your issues.
58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship?
Both... >.> downside and benefit of both having an alpha mentality
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary?
No O.0'.... She has to many guns for me to make that mistake...
60: What's your opinion on open relationships?
Not for me..
61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family?
My partner is a part of my family so where is this valid at?
62: How do you define "cheating"?
Being dishonest, having a side relationship, fling, one night stand, etc... standard issue definition.
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
I'm a guy... I can't say it is... Though it's fun when the both of your are watching it together.
64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated?
Yes, but its a time where I can make the extra effort and have an excuse if I fail...
65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddlier"?
Every night, Big spoon or not, my mate is right next to me^^ I love you babe.
You know you've been in a relationship too long when...
Posted 11 years agoAfter an awesome go around in the bedroom your pillow talk, while in that afterglow moment consist of both of you simultaneously singin "Jeff fa fa... Duhn HAM... dot com........" and after not a single fuck was given.
Um ya...
Posted 12 years agoOk so with out going to far into it ya... I have a weasyl account now....
https://www.weasyl.com/~west556
I'm still going to be doing most of my stuff here and use that account as a secondary. Also I am going to start working on art again and that means the pictures I still owe will be worked on soon. Sorry for the delay, just kinda had a huge block in front of me affecting more than just efforts to draw. Anyways so there's that and ya.
https://www.weasyl.com/~west556
I'm still going to be doing most of my stuff here and use that account as a secondary. Also I am going to start working on art again and that means the pictures I still owe will be worked on soon. Sorry for the delay, just kinda had a huge block in front of me affecting more than just efforts to draw. Anyways so there's that and ya.
"It's a long walk down those tracks..." (life update)
Posted 12 years ago"It's a dirty walk in
It's a dirty walk back..."
Today I start the long road to recovery. I know owe art to some of you guys and I apologize for the long wait and I promise I'll make it up to you guys, I just havent had the drive to draw anything and it makes sense now... Any how the title says it all right now... It was a rough ride(s) that started it all and its going to be a long rough ride out. Wish me luck. I'm also going to be taking a break from FA and other things till I can get things back on track.
It's a dirty walk back..."
Today I start the long road to recovery. I know owe art to some of you guys and I apologize for the long wait and I promise I'll make it up to you guys, I just havent had the drive to draw anything and it makes sense now... Any how the title says it all right now... It was a rough ride(s) that started it all and its going to be a long rough ride out. Wish me luck. I'm also going to be taking a break from FA and other things till I can get things back on track.
Update/ Art queue update. 07/22
Posted 12 years agoTMI Tuesday... Today.
Posted 12 years agoNever done one of these before, could get awkward but here it goes....
Ask away, nothing off limits, all questions will be answered.
I know it's still 10:30pm on the west coast but its Tuesday on the east side.
Ask away, nothing off limits, all questions will be answered.
I know it's still 10:30pm on the west coast but its Tuesday on the east side.
Art queue updater thingy.
Posted 12 years agoLittle updates
Posted 12 years agoJust a quick run through of the last couple of weeks and the next few.
- New job is awesome.
- Finished training and am now fully certified to work
- Machinery at work not functioning has delayed the regular shifts so work is kinda random at the moment with me coming in and out through out the week at different hours.
- Celebrated my birthday last week with my mate and she made me the best cake ever and got me a tablet.
- Getting a tablet this week so more art coming up at a faster pace then before (I havent forgotten about the watch pictures those will be in the queue soon)
- Mate started playing some of my FPS games and has become vary efficient with a Barret .50 cal.
and other etc... stuff
- New job is awesome.
- Finished training and am now fully certified to work
- Machinery at work not functioning has delayed the regular shifts so work is kinda random at the moment with me coming in and out through out the week at different hours.
- Celebrated my birthday last week with my mate and she made me the best cake ever and got me a tablet.
- Getting a tablet this week so more art coming up at a faster pace then before (I havent forgotten about the watch pictures those will be in the queue soon)
- Mate started playing some of my FPS games and has become vary efficient with a Barret .50 cal.
and other etc... stuff
So...
Posted 12 years agoWoke up this morning and my good old faithful coffee maker wouldn't start up, I tried resetting it, changing outlets, everything.. So I started CPR on the hot plate to try and jump start its element but after several rounds I had to pull the plug.... It wasn't even 2 years old.
We've been through heck together and she's kept me going through the toughest and coldest of nights... Always creating the perfect cup of Colombian, organic blends, and Dunkin's. She was a good friend and one of the best gifts my mate ever given me.
We've been through heck together and she's kept me going through the toughest and coldest of nights... Always creating the perfect cup of Colombian, organic blends, and Dunkin's. She was a good friend and one of the best gifts my mate ever given me.
Truspirit's Surgery update and other things these next weeks
Posted 12 years agoSo I'm happy to announce that
's surgery went well and we are back home. Every thing went well during the operation and she actually got released 2 days earlier then we expected. Got the next couple of days off from work to help her out then one last day at this job till I'm done working for them. So I'm there for her about 90% of the recovery time :)
With that said I do only have one last day of work with the contract job with the rail road, then I'm off for a week to catch up on my life and everything that was left behind since I took on this job before training starts for my new job. So yes that means the remaining art on my queue will be done soon with my new founded down time (sorry last several weeks have been working literally round the clock). So I haven't forgotten about you guys just haven't had the the proper time to get my to do list done.
Glad to be home, glad that Tru's surgery is done and went well. Glad to be switching jobs and actually having steady hours of shift work rather then this guessing game with my current one. And glad to have my life back to do things stead of living by my job.
RHCP (done)
1.

Other
2.
(done)
3.
(done)
Trades: Open
Collabs: Open
Gift/free: Closed
's surgery went well and we are back home. Every thing went well during the operation and she actually got released 2 days earlier then we expected. Got the next couple of days off from work to help her out then one last day at this job till I'm done working for them. So I'm there for her about 90% of the recovery time :)With that said I do only have one last day of work with the contract job with the rail road, then I'm off for a week to catch up on my life and everything that was left behind since I took on this job before training starts for my new job. So yes that means the remaining art on my queue will be done soon with my new founded down time (sorry last several weeks have been working literally round the clock). So I haven't forgotten about you guys just haven't had the the proper time to get my to do list done.
Glad to be home, glad that Tru's surgery is done and went well. Glad to be switching jobs and actually having steady hours of shift work rather then this guessing game with my current one. And glad to have my life back to do things stead of living by my job.
RHCP (done)
1.


Other
2.
(done)3.
(done)Trades: Open
Collabs: Open
Gift/free: Closed
Art work delay....
Posted 12 years agoHate to say it but all pictures in queue are going to be at a stand still for a bit. As of this moment several things are going on that require a majority of my time.
1. Current contract job has me running literally round the clock. ( go to work, get home, go back out again 30min- 2hrs later, repeat).
2. My mate's surgery is coming up and will be away from home for a couple of days.
3. Transitioning into a new job and resigning from old one, new training and what not.
4. Trying to catch up on life from reason #1 ( dishes, laundry, lawn, etc...)
So bare with me and I'll get them out as free time allows. How ever the RHCP picture will be the last one to be done.
Thanks for your patients.
Until further notice
Trades: closed
Request/ gift: closed
Collabs: closed
1. Current contract job has me running literally round the clock. ( go to work, get home, go back out again 30min- 2hrs later, repeat).
2. My mate's surgery is coming up and will be away from home for a couple of days.
3. Transitioning into a new job and resigning from old one, new training and what not.
4. Trying to catch up on life from reason #1 ( dishes, laundry, lawn, etc...)
So bare with me and I'll get them out as free time allows. How ever the RHCP picture will be the last one to be done.
Thanks for your patients.
Until further notice
Trades: closed
Request/ gift: closed
Collabs: closed
TOS:What I will and will not draw, Free art/ Trades/ Collab
Posted 12 years agoTerms of service.... lets get them over with ^^ This is alittle long -_-'
First off I want to say I will never take or do and art commission. It's not my thing, I just do this to keep productive in my life. With that said Unless it's a trade or collab please do not expect anything major on gift/ free art since that's all it is... free ya know.
I am all for trades and collabs, even YCH type stuff and I will always pull my own share of the work. If your ever up for one please feel free to send a note or shout.
Gift/Free art, feel free to re-post if you want just please give credit ^^ Slots are subjected to open and closer and can be rejected/ denied if necessary.
My fur and char's.
-West is pretty much me, and like in real life is committed to his mate
and the relationship is closed tight. He will never be drawn in any adult situations with any one's fur's or characters other then Tru's. (Unless said otherwise witch is a highly rare unlikely hood). Please respect that. My characters are the same way unless specified. On a side note adult humor is fine witch can include nudity, awkward situations, and other " well shit..." moments that happen in life are ok but lets talk first.
Ok so trades, free/gift, and collabs limits and what not
Strengths
- Feral over anthros but I'm working on it
- Canine over most others but will do my best at drawing your fur
What I Will draw:
- Yiff, yes I will draw it and I am an equal rights kinda guy so no judgement from me. But I am still a straight guy and prefer female bits over guy's but I will draw it. M/F, F/F, M/M. Herms...eh ya but dont make a habit of it.
- Rule 34. Not making any profit of it so ya why not.
-Limit's just ask nothing to extreme though.
- Natural vore, I.E. what you will see on tv and what not. Nature stuff (wolf eating deer, snake eating mouse etc...)
-Blood and whatnot with in reality and reason ( I am an EMT and do draw related stuff so meh)
Theres actually alot I will probably do so lets make it easier and switch gears.
What I will not draw...
- Vore
- Diapers
- Drug use (not up for debate)
- Heavy alcohol use
- Murder/ gore
- Nazi shit
- Scat
- Rape
- Cheating
- Inflation
- Extream/ real hardcore yiff
- Infant/ Cub (adult)
- Racism
- MLP *shivers*
- Micro/macro
- Extreme mussels/ fat
- Heavy bondage
(and anything else I can think of later...)
Thats it for now I guess. If you read all the way through this you have a stronger attention span than I, seriously I walked away from this journal multiple times while type it it.... Thanks for your interest and peace2.
First off I want to say I will never take or do and art commission. It's not my thing, I just do this to keep productive in my life. With that said Unless it's a trade or collab please do not expect anything major on gift/ free art since that's all it is... free ya know.
I am all for trades and collabs, even YCH type stuff and I will always pull my own share of the work. If your ever up for one please feel free to send a note or shout.
Gift/Free art, feel free to re-post if you want just please give credit ^^ Slots are subjected to open and closer and can be rejected/ denied if necessary.
My fur and char's.
-West is pretty much me, and like in real life is committed to his mate
and the relationship is closed tight. He will never be drawn in any adult situations with any one's fur's or characters other then Tru's. (Unless said otherwise witch is a highly rare unlikely hood). Please respect that. My characters are the same way unless specified. On a side note adult humor is fine witch can include nudity, awkward situations, and other " well shit..." moments that happen in life are ok but lets talk first.Ok so trades, free/gift, and collabs limits and what not
Strengths
- Feral over anthros but I'm working on it
- Canine over most others but will do my best at drawing your fur
What I Will draw:
- Yiff, yes I will draw it and I am an equal rights kinda guy so no judgement from me. But I am still a straight guy and prefer female bits over guy's but I will draw it. M/F, F/F, M/M. Herms...eh ya but dont make a habit of it.
- Rule 34. Not making any profit of it so ya why not.
-Limit's just ask nothing to extreme though.
- Natural vore, I.E. what you will see on tv and what not. Nature stuff (wolf eating deer, snake eating mouse etc...)
-Blood and whatnot with in reality and reason ( I am an EMT and do draw related stuff so meh)
Theres actually alot I will probably do so lets make it easier and switch gears.
What I will not draw...
- Vore
- Diapers
- Drug use (not up for debate)
- Heavy alcohol use
- Murder/ gore
- Nazi shit
- Scat
- Rape
- Cheating
- Inflation
- Extream/ real hardcore yiff
- Infant/ Cub (adult)
- Racism
- MLP *shivers*
- Micro/macro
- Extreme mussels/ fat
- Heavy bondage
(and anything else I can think of later...)
Thats it for now I guess. If you read all the way through this you have a stronger attention span than I, seriously I walked away from this journal multiple times while type it it.... Thanks for your interest and peace2.
Pay what you can commisions from my mate...
Posted 13 years agoMy mate is going through a rough time medical and as much as I hate to admit were not in the best financial situation... Shes several doc appointments coming up and there all far from home and the cost for the round trips are adding up. I am no artist, I work a low paying crappy job and and try to help others on the side, She how ever is a great artist and is trying to offset the bills by offering pay what you can commissions. Heres the link with more info http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4080749/.
I do make 550 cord bracelets that I will be selling for $5 plus .50 for shipping all which will go to her funds.
If you cant afford anything prayers are always welcomed. If you would like to spread the link around to others feel free to.
Thank you all for your thoughts and consideration.
I do make 550 cord bracelets that I will be selling for $5 plus .50 for shipping all which will go to her funds.
If you cant afford anything prayers are always welcomed. If you would like to spread the link around to others feel free to.
Thank you all for your thoughts and consideration.
Art auction going on from a great artist.
Posted 13 years agoSo my mate
is having an art action to get some extra cash, shes a real good artist and the bidding is pretty low right now. Go check it out and get a pic :)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7691506/
is having an art action to get some extra cash, shes a real good artist and the bidding is pretty low right now. Go check it out and get a pic :)http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7691506/
So my to do list... I guess
Posted 13 years agoSo trying not to relapse with my habit of completely dropping drawing altogether I'm setting out a project to do list like I did last time, kinda to always be there to slap me in the face when I log on so I don't forget.
-As a prior agreement to my mate 4 pictures a month. Or my ass gets kicked...
-Start up on comic idea
-Work on the 8 pictures ideas so I can get the reminder of my dang phone.
-Come up with some new characters
-As a prior agreement to my mate 4 pictures a month. Or my ass gets kicked...
-Start up on comic idea
-Work on the 8 pictures ideas so I can get the reminder of my dang phone.
-Come up with some new characters
Back!
Posted 13 years agoBeen awhile but ya I'm back
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