But apparently they're not allowed as the first image was removed because it violated the AUP. So I'm just going to keep trucking with the art I've got.

As I upload art that I've had commissioned.

 Finnie is having an awesome raffle! Check it out here. ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4925623/

Alright so what's been going on in the world of Wezen?

1. Work.

I have been getting absolute hell at work. I am being bullied by my department manager, she is throwing me under the bus constantly for things she did and getting me in trouble with upper management. I get in trouble for breathing funny, and the rest of the department can get away with murder. I've been to management about this and been told I'm a liar. It's upsetting me to the point I had an extremely bad panic attack and horrible chest pains from it the other day. Called out sick because I could barely breath - I went in the next day and was told by the Assistant Store Manager that he found out from my boss that I was partying and just too drunk to come in (like what the hell) and that no matter the reason, if I called out again I would be fired - because I was lazy and don't do my job (which, coming from the person who works doubles a lot because they can't find anyone else to cover and my department manager refuses to pick up her phone, is not true.) I know they can't legally do that but I don't even care. It's just stressing me out and making me ridiculously sick. I am on the hunt for a new job because I think the best thing for me to do will be to move on with everything.

2. Rawnblade23's badge - I am so sorry this is taking so long. x.x Soon as I dig my paper out from the tornado that is my bedroom I will get this done. I am so so sorry. Really, really, sorry.

3. Suits! Here's the list of what I'm working on.

-Ordered the stuff to replace Lumi's neck, paws, and nose. Waiting on the DVC stuff and then she is done.
-Next project is a dragon named Nonsense. Ordered her fur, waiting on DVC parts and my DTD.
-Marzipan will eventually get a refurb. True stuff.

4. Finally, my sister. I got a call from my mother the other day telling me that my little sister (she's 20) and her boyfriend went to the beach one weekend. While there, he locked her in the bathroom to have an intervention because he thought she was being selfish and beat the shit out of her. His band mates had to break down the bathroom door at the condo they were staying at to get my sister out. He started swinging at them and their girlfriends got my sister to the house of someone's parents they knew. She stayed with them for a few days until the band mates could get all her stuff out without him going ballistic. My sister drove home and went straight to my parents' house, which is good because it turned out that he was waiting at her apartment. So on top of work stress I'm dealing with some family stuff too. 9-9

But that's it - that's where things stand with me right now.

Check out the raffle here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4908633/


And expect updates on me and goings on tomorrow.

Go here! 8D

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4901533/

Semi last minute decided to go out of town due to the sheer stress I am experiencing at work. I have lost the ability to think in coherent thoughts and have been thinking in colour. I don't sleep anymore, I have nightmares when I do. I've decided to go out of town to try to and clear my head a bit.

I need a break before I totally just lose it.

Check it out here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4797495/

Work is killing me. No joke.

I am so stressed out all the time. I worry all the time about what it will be like when I go in again (because, let's face it - I'm always in trouble for something when I go in.)

I can't sleep at night anymore because I can't stop worrying so I spend my days off doing nothing but sleeping. When I'm not sleeping I'm just randomly crying for no bloody reason.

It seriously has me sick and I can't do this anymore. Unfortunately, I'm an adult and have rent and bills to pay so until I can find another job that pays me at least that much or more, I can't quit. But trust me, I'm looking. No one wants someone with my qualifications, I guess.

So if you're wondering where I am and what not. There you go.

So the past weeks have been hell at work. The other decorator has been gone so my shifts have been all over the place which is leaving a very tired, stressed out me.

The past few days I've been working on a not so secret project that was nearly finished last night. I made a suit for Lumi for Highlands and bowling on Saturday. Wanted to wear it as a full suit last night and unfortunately there was so much to do that I had to rush and cut corners a bit. Hopefully most of the problems will be fixed by saturday.

HOWEVER, during this escapade my sewing machine died in a fiery rage. My brand new sewing machine. After spending about an hour and a half trying to fix it, we finally went to hand sewing and gluing. x.x

I'm going to have to call t he sewing machine company soon and make someone's day very bad so I can get it fixed. Until then, all sewing related projects are on hold because of lack of machine.

Badges to those I owe badges too, namely  rawnblade23 will be done and laminated by Saturday because I have a few more I owe to people I will see saturday. Sorry for how long it's taken, I've been exhausted and sleeping.

Go here:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10904924/

Minor Characters:
Stoker: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9047193/ (Jerkface Sakhalin Husky)
Pippin: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9221061/ (Private Eye Corgi Mix)
Indi: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9238903/ (Paranormal Investigator Blue Heeler)
Tock- (Time Traveling Yellow Footed Rock Wallaby and twin to Tick): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9753209/
Fritz (Boyfriend's Fursona): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9016523/
Nemo and Snap (Potion Ponies): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9265482/
Sweet Sound (Potion Pony): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9352208/
[Unnamed] Warrior/Ghost horse - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9746674/
Cap'n (Treasure Horse) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9963380/
Nuka Coyote: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10912441/
Izzet Coyote: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10912409/

Check it out here! ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4713599/

fffffffffff.


x.x

I hate fucking up.

Been doing that a lot lately if you ask my boss, when it starts to bleed through in other things, I know there's a problem. I need a vacation. -.-

Unless I get a job, this is what I plan on attending. These are likely to change at any time due to said crummy job I already have.

Sweet Apple Acres Con (July 12-14th - Nashville, TN) Certainty: 10%
Dragon*Con (August 30 - September 2 - Atlanta, GA) Certainty: 100% (for at least one day - it is a holiday weekend.)
Anime Weekend Atlanta (September 27 - 29 - Atlanta, GA) Certainty: 100% (for at least one day)
Fang Con (October 31 - November 3 - Knoxville, TN) Certainty: 100%
Nerdacon (November 15-16 - Columbus, GA) Certainty: 80% (I don't think Jeani is giving me a choice!)

Sorry it's a bit late - got stuck out last night!

Drumroll please....


1st Place:  poifulljellybean
Second Place  jeani
Third Place:  55seddel


I can provide screen shots if you all want and I'll be noting you all for information.

Additionally - everyone who enters gets $5 off anything I offer (badges, collars, bottle critters, etc) - and that does stack with the current sale. ^^

Congrats everyone!


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To those I'm trading with, I'm expecting to get these done over the next three days and out Tuesday at the latest. Holidays and graduation are over now.

So if everyone wondered where I was - I'm here, I promise. This week is going to be rough for me as we just got out of Mother's Day, graduation is this week and Memorial day is this weekend. x.x Bakery work sucks on the holidays and seriously I just want to gouge my eyes out of with a dull spoon.

Those I owe trades too, I'm sorry. x.x I promise I'm working on them. I'm just working long days and barely have time to breathe.

In other news, I have finally completed my standard Izzet deck for tournaments this summer. *sniff* I'm so happy. Cost a pretty penny but it plays just how I wanted it to play. It makes me really want a MTG card style badge for Wubs. Does anyone do them?


On that note - WUBS.

I am excited to finally officially announced that I have put in my down payment and I have a slot with Otter N Daughter for November completion. I will get to see my little caribou come to life soon! I am very excited.^^

Found Marzipan on the Horrific Fursuits blog.

I AM NOT BOTHERED BY YOU, INTERNET TROLL.

Got home from a twelve hour shift at work today to find that my dog has eaten an entire box of gumpaste flowers. He's been out of my room but for maybe an hour before I got home and has already eaten. x.x Called the vet and he laughed - just said to watch him and he may have a sugar high.

I needed those damn flowers dog and they aren't cheap. Thankfully they're edible but taste like crap.

Ponies, tack, games, etc. Will be adding more stuff tonight.

Custom bow time collars and badges included.

Trades MAY be accepted for possible fursuit parts, TCG supplies, etc. Just ask. I'd rather have the money as I'm saving for a new fursuit!



See here: https://www.facebook.com/media/set/.....418&type=1



People I'm doing badge trades and what not with: all the pieces are cut out but I dried out my glue x.x oops. Will get new tomorrow.

Wednesday was my birthday and I spent a very awesome trivia and pint night at mellow mushroom with a large group of georgia furs.

Yesterday after a 10 hour shift, I saw iron man.

Tonight is friday night magic

And tomorrow night I'm going to an overnight party at a friends house.

So I'll be barely active until then.

See you monday!

So in an interesting take on FA memes, Wednesday at Panda Vs Everything will be World Building Wednesday - meaning Spore, Sims or Tycoon games.

Thinking about Terrifying Tuesdays too. Or maybe Scary Saturdays - I hate, hate scary things. I am super jumpy but it should be fun to watch. Besides, that jerk Disel (♥) wants to see me play Amnesia. And I've been saying I want to play Slender Tubbies...which is scary enough.

In other news, Spore, Portal and Portal 2 are on the list of games I can stream for PVE. Thank you, Steam. X.x

Hoping to have these out Saturday, Monday at the latest. I got kept for an extra six hours at work yesterday which really screwed with my schedule.

Here's the list of what I'm working on:

1. Trade With Lazer-the-hyena
2. Badge for Jeani
3. Trade with chiaroscuromonster (Bean)
4. Trade with rawnblade23 (Crux)

Welp. Called it early tonight. Sunday doesn't seem to be a very good night to stream. On top of that, I've got a sinus infection! I've got the next two days off so if anyone has gaming requests - put them here and I'll do my best to get to them. Some ideas that have been tossed around:

Diablo 3
WoW (roll a pandaren because red panda = red panda)
Minecraft (I must be the only person left on the planet who hasn't played it)
Slender Tubbies

I'm not fantastic at FPS or racing games but I'll give them a shot for lulz!

Again, I plan to make Panda VS Everything (PVE) a regular thing, so if you want to fursuit game with me in some MMO (either F2P or one I have/could easily and cheaply get) then I'll gladly add your cam to the stream!

About to go liv,e continuing with Okami unless someone wants Diablo.

http://www.twitch.tv/pandavseverything