She's taking emergency commissions because she needs a new computer. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:39174249

For details: http://madeinchernobyl.tumblr.com/p.....in-commissions

I'm bored! Ask me actual things, either here or, if you want to be anon, on my Tumblr ( http://madeinchernobyl.tumblr.com ) C:

Literate paragraph-style RPer seeking literate paragraph-style RPer for male-on-male RPs only~

I will RP humans, kemonomimi and furries but right now want to focus on a few of my characters in particular that need some love. UP FOR YOUR CONSIDERATION ARE:

FURRIES:
1. Poftiim (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12467890/) - My man-sona, Poftiim is a conglomeration of sorts. He's a sweet, tired, sometimes persnickety babu and a total bottom. Still being fleshed out.
2. Pepperwing (http://oi39.tinypic.com/20ggvo.jpg) - My pony, Pepperwing (also known as just Pepper) is a sassy, opinionated mail-carrier, and a switch, though he prefers to bottom. He likes wine and good food but hates pushy people.
3, Molotov (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10060338/) - My huskycat, Molly is a high-key player who is a bottom, but loves getting kinky and might top once in a while. He likes sharing and doesn't mind being adventurous, if you know what I mean.
4, Damien (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9706401/) - My hyena/aardwolf, Damien is a bit of a teen punk who doesn't seem to think he's gay. He's a switch with no preference, and has a bit of a temper on him. He lives by himself in a small apartment on the bad side of town and has a little sister who he treasures.

KEMONOMIMI:
5. Whittaker: (http://whaleosaur.deviantart.com/ar.....9473&qo=50) - My angel-boy, Whitt has had a very hard life that includes nearly losing his eyesight and being assaulted more than once. He's on the healing stretch, but still somewhat touchy. He likes to make jokes at your dispense when he's feeling riley and is a 100% bottom.
6. Llijah: (http://whaleosaur.deviantart.com/ar.....9473&qo=82) - My kakapo-boy, Li has had his own share of hardships, but he's always happy because he has a strong heart! His first language is not English but he speaks it very well even though he doesn't do contractions. He's a total bottom as well, and prefers a master-pet relationship, with complete loyalty to his master. He works at a brothel.

HUMANS:
7. Cjezka (http://whaleosaur.deviantart.com/ar.....ezka-279114654): Cjezka is my little heroin addict. He's been through a hard relationship with his ex-boyfriend who got him involved with drugs and his life has been difficult due to other reasons, too. But he doesn't let that get him down. He lives for the moment. He was adopted from Russia at a young age, and recently lost his right hand in a fight. He's a switch with no preference.

Comment here if you want to RP with me! Like I said, MUST be literate and RP in paragraph form.
Please let me know which character(s) you are interested in and tell me a bit about the character you want to pair with him uvu
Must also be okay with drama, because I like to hurt my babies! Hurt/comfort is my forte.

Best part is, I'll probs end up drawing our characters if I end up loving them!

I'm gonna TRY to draw something every day for this challenge, but honestly, it might take me more than 30 days |D
And also, I'm not going to be sticking to just one pairing. I have several OTPs ;u;
HERE GOES NOTHIN'

o1. Holding Hands -
o2. Cuddling -
o3. Gaming/Watching a movie -
o4. On a date -
o5. Kissing -
o6. Wearing eachothers' clothes -
o7. Cosplaying -
o8. Shopping -
o9. Hanging out with friends -
o10. Wearing animal ears -
o11. Wearing kigurumis -
o12. Making out -
o13. Eating icecream -
o14. Genderswapped -
o15. In a different clothing style (Visual Kei, gyaru, lolita, ect. ) -
o16. During their morning ritual(s) -
o17. Spooning -
o18. Doing something together -
o19. In formal wear -
o20. Dancing -
o21. Cooking/baking -
o22. In battle, side-by-side -
o23. Arguing -
o24. Making up afterwards -
o25. Gazing into each others' eyes -
o26. Getting married -
o27. On one of their birthdays -
o28. Doing something ridiculous -
o29. Doing something sweet -
o30. Doing something hot -

lol I'm gonna do it for both my fem!sona and my man!sona

What made you choose the species of your main fursona?
fem: People tell me that I'm really innocent and naive like a sheep |D
man: It's a conglomeration of all my favorite things!

Is your fursona just like you, or how you want to be?
fem: Who I am
man: How I want to be

Does your fursona have the same personality you have?
fem: Yeah, pretty much. She doesn't have as much of the depression, though |D
man: More or less. Probably more charming, though~

Does your fursona have the same dislikes and likes as you do?
fem: Yes
man: Mostly

Does your fursona look like you at all?
fem: Pretty close!
man: Nope

Is your fursona the same gender as you, if not why?
fem: Yesss
man: Hurhur nope because I've kinda always secretly wanted to be a little gay boy orz

Do you have more then one main fursona?
Why yes I doooo~

Do you have a back story for your fursona, if so does it have anything to do with your own history?
I haven't really developed much of a story for either of them.

Is your fursona mated, if so is it to your real life significant other?
fem: No, but she is happily single
man: No, but he's probably looking

If not are they looking for a mate, or are they a swinger so to speak?
fem: NOT a swinger, but also not looking
man: Yep, looking

Is there something special about your fursona that you think sets them apart from others?
fem: Not really, though the star on her hip is pretty unique
man: omfg yes I put a lot of heart into him and I've never seen a sona that looks like him~

Do you have much art of your main fursona/s?
fem: Not really. I should draw more of her, but I don't really like getting porn of her u3u
man: For how new he is, I think he's got a lot of art. He's even in my ad! I love drawing him

Would you ever consider parting with your main fursona, if so why?
fem: Probably not. She's really a part of me, and I don't think I could ever give her up
man: Nope. Like I said, I put a lot of heart into him and he represents a lot of things in my life

If you suit, do you have a suit of your main fursona?
fem: I have a head, pants and arms but I still have yet to make hands or hooves for her
man: No but I'm totally going to make one soon as I can!

Have you ever roleplayed with your main fursona, or do you prefer not to?[
fem: Not really, because she's so much like me, it's weird putting her into RP situations
man: Never, but I would be willing to

Do you consider your main fursona to be a part of you in any way?
fem: Very much so
man: Yes, because, like I said, he's representative of a lot of things to me

It's about time I start using my personal Tumblr more often. http://madeinchernobyl.tumblr.com/

Sorry, guys...Things are stalled for a while because I'm dying. I've got a nasty cough, sore all over, really weak, no appetite, sore throat, dizzy headache, upset stomach and I've been so tired that I've literally been sleeping for the past 35 hours...
;3; I wish I had someone to take care of me...! My mom came home and said, "Go to the doctor's today, 'cause I wanna know if my boyfriend can come over today or if you'll get him sick," accusatorially and then refused to get me my medication or water, so I'm not getting a whole lot of sympathy =A=

:D I can't wait to see my ad up on FA! Eeee~

I've never had to block so many people in my life! It's too bad, really...I have never been the kind of person who likes blocking people. :/ I just hope that no one else is lying in wait to attack me for doing absolutely nothing but making a unique design.
That being said,

PLEASE DO NOT START FIGHTS ON MY PAGE OR LEAVE RUDE COMMENTS/NOTES OR I WILL BE FORCED TO BLOCK YOU. I DO NOT WANT PEOPLE STARTING ANY MORE DRAMA WITH ME.

Thank you...

Thanks for making me feel better about my fursuit design.

Unfortunately one person in particular kept making rude comments and tried to sabotage my auction, so I was forced to take it down.

I think I'm gonna wait for all this to simmer down and make the head, and then I'll relist the ladder auction. uvu

I'm a downer. But I just can't understand why people feel the need to hurt me. Maybe they assume that I've never been hurt before, but they couldn't be more wrong. Every turn of my life has been nothing but pain and disappointment.

What I really want for Christmas is for someone to come to me and tell me that they're going to change things for me. That they're going to make my life something more than hell. Anything would be better than this...So won't someone take a moment to make me think, even for a fleeting second, that my life could be worth something?

I don't know what's wrong with me. Every other artist gets comments like "Wow, this looks so cool! I can't wait to see it finished!" and then I get comments like "Why is it blue."

Sometimes I just feel like I should give up.
The only things on my wishlist for the holidays that I got was things I got myself. Other than that, I have received disappointment and heartbreak.
I am just done.

Sorry about the shitty one last night.
Also, please don't fight on my page.

The holidays are a really hard time for me, all the time. I have depression and anxiety coming out the wazoo and I have SAD, so as the days get shorter I get more depressed and anxious. It's all good times. My job has been getting more demanding and I can't take all the pressure, and there are a few other personal problems that are affecting my mood as well. It's really hard to control my emotions so I've been having panic attacks, anxiety attacks and mental breakdowns a lot lately.

I just texted my boss to tell her that I will be quitting. I think that puts even more pressure on me because I know texting isn't the way to do it, but I really didn't think I could stand being yelled at face-to-face. Also, between now and my last day I have to see my boss and I'm sure she's not happy about the situation, given that it's so close to the holidays.

My mom came through for me for once though...She told me that everyone needs to take care of themselves...Sometimes you have blips that cause you to go out of whack for a while, but during that time you need to step back and take a deep breath and do what you need to do to keep yourself healthy and sane. And I think that quitting my job was the right choice.
I will miss the people working there, but I'm doing what I need to do here.

kill me

stole this from

~Step 1~
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

~Step 2~
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special!

~Step 3~
The List
1. More furry friends in the MN/WI area
2. A girlfriend (lol) (Can be long-distance)
3. Cute gift art of my characters Rho, Mink, Molotov, Lemon, Damien, Vanilla or Llijah. If you know who the couples are, art of them together would be super cute ;u; Otherwise just them alone or someone bangin' them would be cool, lol~ idk ;u;
4. Also art of Sam (http://1animefangirl1.deviantart.co.....hoto-394410519 on the left) and Aldous (on the right and http://whaleosaur.deviantart.com/ar.....9473&qo=49) together! (Sam is 6'5" and clingy and Aldous is a foot shorter and grumpy but on the inside is a sweetie and abused by his stepdad. I love him getting beat up and hurt/comforted...Okay I love all my characters getting abused, lol!)
5. Pretty much anything SnK/AoT (except for cosplay things; I have like all of that). My favorite characters are Armin, Eren and Levi, but Jean/Marco and Jean/Armin are my favorite pairings ;u;
6. Faux fur - big scraps or pieces; any color, any length <3
7. A Badger 350 airbrushing kit ;u;
8. A fursuit-making buddy!
9. A head Armature http://www.monstermakers.com/produc.....life-size.html
10. More interesting comments on my art, even if it's criticism uvu


Links to other wishlists:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5224264/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5223513/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5224703/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5226024/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5224389/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5230141/

Contact info: Please ask ouo

gimme your lists so i can add your list here and possibly grant some wishes as well

Because I am! :D
My friend got in touch with me and said that a few people dropped out of their room! So I picked up the space. I might get a ride up with and if they head up on Thursday, but if not I guess I'll be going it alone ;u; If anyone else has or needs a ride, let me know!

Also, friends are good at any con, and this is my first, so...I want to meet people! Q u Q

Because I have the cutest gay little pony babu that needs a boyfriend. So submit your manly man-ponies/horses/deer/whathaveyou and give me a name, pic, a paragraph about his personality. You must be literate and be willing to RP in paragraph format.

Also, even if you don't have a pony, if you know someone who does and who RPs, please pimp this journal <3

If you become my new RP buddy I will probs draw your character a lottt.

Anyway, dis mah baby. His name is Pepperwing.
He's the kinda babu that tries to neutralize situations so that things can be calm all the time. He's kind of a wallflower and is used to being alone because his parents were always busy when he was little. He's got a soft heart but he can also be stern when he needs to be. However, he can also be quite fragile at times. He doesn't really expect much out of himself, others, or the world, so he's easily surprised, sometimes for better and sometimes for worse.
http://oi39.tinypic.com/20ggvo.jpg

I just made one, because I really do plan on going into this business ;u;

//cries

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/whaleosaursuits

pls love me

[ ] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[ ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the opposite sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[x] tried drugs
TOTAL: 8

[x] taken painkillers
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[ ] gotten into a fight
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die.
TOTAL: 15

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[x] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club
[ ] been to a bar
TOTAL: 21

[x] been to a wild party
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands
[x] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL: 25

[x] dressed gothic
[x] dressed lolita
[x] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something
[x] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[x] laughed at someones pain
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 32

[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone
[ ] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in your car
[ ] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 36

[ ] considered Ludicrous your favorite rapper
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater
[ ] cruised on mail
[x] skipped school
[x] had surgery
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire
[ ] lied about your age to get into the r rated movie
TOTAL: 41

[x] owned/rented an apartment/house
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[ ] licked a stranger-
[x] been verbally harassed
[x] been physically harassed
TOTAL: 46

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test
GRAND: 53

If You Have Less Than 10...Write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10...Write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 20...Write [I'm bad kid]
If You Have More Than 30...Write [I'm a bad influence]
If You Have More Than 40...Write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have More Than 50...Write [I should be in jail]
If you have More Than 60...Write [I should be shot]
If You Have More Than 70...Write [I should be dead]

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Commissions may be slow...

Who are these people putting up our art without our permission? I'm contacting them to take my art down, I'll let you know how it goes.

http://imagixs.com/search?q=Whaleosaur&p=1

Read this shit http://www.huffingtonpost.com/natha.....b_2979220.html