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General | Posted 9 years agoI'm Keare Cryos on there. https://gurglrvore.com/user/Keare
I Know The Devil
General | Posted 9 years agoAnd it's https://youtu.be/zb83zpkAIg8
Happy 21st Birthday to me!
General | Posted 9 years agoYeup ^^ it's my 21st birthday now. I'll hope that this one doesn't suck, especially the party itself.
Also, it's not only my birthday, but also
pocketgrok 's too. Give him some love and tell him happy bday!
Also, it's not only my birthday, but also
pocketgrok 's too. Give him some love and tell him happy bday!Find me on Discord and Telegram!
General | Posted 9 years agoATTENTION ALL TENNO
General | Posted 9 years agoI want Equinox real bad T.T and I have just ONE piece left (the night aspect) and I don't have Uranus unlocked for me yet.
If anyone's up to helping me and my Frost out and get the last damn piece from Tyl Regor and his greedy hands (and hawt voice), I'd very appreciate it.
ALSO SHOULD MENTION I'M PC
If anyone's up to helping me and my Frost out and get the last damn piece from Tyl Regor and his greedy hands (and hawt voice), I'd very appreciate it.
ALSO SHOULD MENTION I'M PC
YO GUYS! Furry Vore TCG needs funding!!
General | Posted 10 years agoJust go straight here: http://www.gurgletcg.com/
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/shadecerule/ This is the guy who is starting it, in case you wanna know.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/shadecerule/ This is the guy who is starting it, in case you wanna know.
What a wonderful way to start off the new year of 2016!
General | Posted 10 years agoMe: Considering how well 2015 started, I feel like I'll have a good beginning this time too!
*Ends up playing one multiplayer game with friends only about three times before 2015 even ended, and only one of those times were enjoyable.*
Ooh, well alright, I just hope work tonight will be quick!
*Ends up working past new years eve, never having the chance to celebrate the passing into the new year with anyone until hours after at a perkins with co workers.*
*Some time at this point, I also have a lil quarrel with one of my love ones. I still feel as if the problem is sticking in place.*
Ahh... okay.. that's great.. I guess I'll just *beats a game by oneself when originally was set to beat it with a friend, but said friend wanted to do other things at every possible opportunity.*
And now comes to yesterday, when I was told just how terrible I was around the person who was talking to me and.. like I said to him; I regret everything I did wrong. I had no idea I was doing such things as all I thought about was trying to make most of the moment with him. It sadly ended up being interepreted as me being rude, obnoxious, complaining, and all these things. I can't say I don't deny it all, so I'll say again that I'm terribly sorry and I still regret everything that I did that made that person (and his two pals) very upset with me. I couldn't even stop thinking about it at work last night, and boy did I have long shift, almost 9 pm to 7am.
Not only about that, but I feel as if I should stop being around. Not just FA, but online itself and maybe even real life. I seem to have been nothing but a nuisance who only thinks for himself and this is exactly who I was back nearly 6 years ago, before I joined the furry community, and that is the kind of person I LOATHE. Up until I was done with work, I was wishing that the things that I have done to piss off my friends never happened, or that I was never in their life to begin with, cause what is worse than anything in the whole wide world to me is not only being hated, but also being lonely, and feeling as though everyone would've been better off without me. I wanted to get all of this out and I also want to say that there is hardly anyone can really do to help me at this point.. I'd like to say it's just an emotional phase and I'll be back to being stupid and shit, but I'm still hurt. I hate hurting my friends, especially when I never notice the pain I cause them until it's too late.
The year of 2015 ended being lonely and the beginning of 2016 began with self-loathing and envy.. so yeah
*Ends up playing one multiplayer game with friends only about three times before 2015 even ended, and only one of those times were enjoyable.*
Ooh, well alright, I just hope work tonight will be quick!
*Ends up working past new years eve, never having the chance to celebrate the passing into the new year with anyone until hours after at a perkins with co workers.*
*Some time at this point, I also have a lil quarrel with one of my love ones. I still feel as if the problem is sticking in place.*
Ahh... okay.. that's great.. I guess I'll just *beats a game by oneself when originally was set to beat it with a friend, but said friend wanted to do other things at every possible opportunity.*
And now comes to yesterday, when I was told just how terrible I was around the person who was talking to me and.. like I said to him; I regret everything I did wrong. I had no idea I was doing such things as all I thought about was trying to make most of the moment with him. It sadly ended up being interepreted as me being rude, obnoxious, complaining, and all these things. I can't say I don't deny it all, so I'll say again that I'm terribly sorry and I still regret everything that I did that made that person (and his two pals) very upset with me. I couldn't even stop thinking about it at work last night, and boy did I have long shift, almost 9 pm to 7am.
Not only about that, but I feel as if I should stop being around. Not just FA, but online itself and maybe even real life. I seem to have been nothing but a nuisance who only thinks for himself and this is exactly who I was back nearly 6 years ago, before I joined the furry community, and that is the kind of person I LOATHE. Up until I was done with work, I was wishing that the things that I have done to piss off my friends never happened, or that I was never in their life to begin with, cause what is worse than anything in the whole wide world to me is not only being hated, but also being lonely, and feeling as though everyone would've been better off without me. I wanted to get all of this out and I also want to say that there is hardly anyone can really do to help me at this point.. I'd like to say it's just an emotional phase and I'll be back to being stupid and shit, but I'm still hurt. I hate hurting my friends, especially when I never notice the pain I cause them until it's too late.
The year of 2015 ended being lonely and the beginning of 2016 began with self-loathing and envy.. so yeah
A friend is in need of money and a home!!
General | Posted 10 years agoMy friend who goes by Drake Cervantez has been homeless for two months and even though he lives in California, he says it gets as cold as 40 degrees (Fahrenheit I believe) over there. He does have a PayPal and has a phone with a 40/month plan, so at least he can be in contact. He has this motel that costs 70/day, though it'd probably be best if he can find a real place to stay in. If there is anyone who has a open place for this former DJ, please take him in. He has no friends that can really help him atm and his parents are beyond help themselves.
This is his paypal: fireonhigh82[at]gmail.com
And please, even if you can't pay him, PLEASE send this out to the reaches of the internet. Someone should be able to help, even if just with a little bit of money.
This is his paypal: fireonhigh82[at]gmail.com
And please, even if you can't pay him, PLEASE send this out to the reaches of the internet. Someone should be able to help, even if just with a little bit of money.
What I think about death itself.
General | Posted 10 years agoDon't worry, I'm not feeling depressed or anything. It's just that I've seen more depressed people in the furry fandom than anywhere else, but the fact that I'm hardly in any other fandom doesn't really help that statement. Anyways, I've kept hearing how my friends at one point in our friendship have wanted to commit suicide. It took me until when a certain shape shifter friend of mine had said that that I wondered what it feels like to be dead. What do you feel and sense the moment you die? From what little I know, I thought of it like this:
When I think of suicide, or at least the very moment you die and lose all senses, I think you only feel pain, sorrow and regret all in a single moment.
The pain in only feeling what is killing you and taking your life
The sorrow in knowing that the pain is the only thing you feel before you die
And the regret in knowing that when it's too late to turn back.
Which is why I never want to kill myself. I may at any point think of it and imagine how it will happen, as I'm sure I'm not the only one, but I will never carry it out cause I never want to feel pain when I die.
Sorry for this, it's just that I've seen better days since friday and I felt like sharing this with those who wanna know what I've been thinking somewhat.
When I think of suicide, or at least the very moment you die and lose all senses, I think you only feel pain, sorrow and regret all in a single moment.
The pain in only feeling what is killing you and taking your life
The sorrow in knowing that the pain is the only thing you feel before you die
And the regret in knowing that when it's too late to turn back.
Which is why I never want to kill myself. I may at any point think of it and imagine how it will happen, as I'm sure I'm not the only one, but I will never carry it out cause I never want to feel pain when I die.
Sorry for this, it's just that I've seen better days since friday and I felt like sharing this with those who wanna know what I've been thinking somewhat.
Like Vore? Like TCG? Go here!
General | Posted 10 years agohttps://www.indiegogo.com/project/p.....5a29750#/story
A friend of mine is being asked to help be part of this and I decided to help make this a thing. I'd actually like to get back into trading card games, but not like YGO or Magic. This is definitely something I'd wanna try out.
A friend of mine is being asked to help be part of this and I decided to help make this a thing. I'd actually like to get back into trading card games, but not like YGO or Magic. This is definitely something I'd wanna try out.
Yooooo~!! 20K Views! (also life updates)
General | Posted 10 years agoDamn XD It's been forever since I cared about this. Seriously, it's really awesome to see how far I've gone in the past 5 years of being in the community. I'm sure many others have been able to make it farther than me in much less time, but I don't care about that Xp I'm glad that I've made it this far, but I couldn't have done it without my friends, family, and my bfs <3
Besides that, my life has been going pretty well as opposed to what was happening about 2+ weeks ago. I was told work was gonna be a lot harder since we have a new customer, but it turned out to be the opposite. Things have gone easier despite having more work cause now we have more than enough people working at my shift that I now have Fridays off along with weekends. That means I can do more nothing XD To be honest, I do kinda wish I didn't have it off cause I could use more money and I'm not asking for donations either.
There is more I could talk about, but honestly I donno who even bothers reading my journals xp it doesn't bother me... well only a little.
Besides that, my life has been going pretty well as opposed to what was happening about 2+ weeks ago. I was told work was gonna be a lot harder since we have a new customer, but it turned out to be the opposite. Things have gone easier despite having more work cause now we have more than enough people working at my shift that I now have Fridays off along with weekends. That means I can do more nothing XD To be honest, I do kinda wish I didn't have it off cause I could use more money and I'm not asking for donations either.
There is more I could talk about, but honestly I donno who even bothers reading my journals xp it doesn't bother me... well only a little.
What I think about Zootopia
General | Posted 10 years agoNot just Zootopia, but about the kind of reaction it's getting too.
Yes, we all get it, furries, anthropomorphic. We all just needed to see it, realize what it is, but we don't need to shout about it. The disgust and negative views don't really help either. I did hear that it's "not living up to it's potential" or something like that and I wanna ask what more is there? We are talking about Disney here.
What I REALLY want to say is more about the anthropomorphic bit. When everyone sees a german shepard or a siamese cat, we all think, "OMG LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ARE!" and then as SOON as they talk and walk on their hind legs, everyone loses their shit, but not the same way. "OMG LOOK AT THESE FREAKS. WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND-" Yeah, BS. I brought this up to someone the weekend and they told me it's most likely because of human's superiority complex towards other species. We think everything is cute and harmless but it's all because we fucking changed (nearly) everything in the world. As soon as we see animals as equals (ie speaking, humanoid movement and the like), we immediately judge them like we judge ourselves. Does that really help anyone of us by yelling out that shit and keep the judgemental cycle in motion? Even other furries do this and I don't think it helps one bit.
Anyways, that's just my lil rant >#>
Yes, we all get it, furries, anthropomorphic. We all just needed to see it, realize what it is, but we don't need to shout about it. The disgust and negative views don't really help either. I did hear that it's "not living up to it's potential" or something like that and I wanna ask what more is there? We are talking about Disney here.
What I REALLY want to say is more about the anthropomorphic bit. When everyone sees a german shepard or a siamese cat, we all think, "OMG LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ARE!" and then as SOON as they talk and walk on their hind legs, everyone loses their shit, but not the same way. "OMG LOOK AT THESE FREAKS. WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND-" Yeah, BS. I brought this up to someone the weekend and they told me it's most likely because of human's superiority complex towards other species. We think everything is cute and harmless but it's all because we fucking changed (nearly) everything in the world. As soon as we see animals as equals (ie speaking, humanoid movement and the like), we immediately judge them like we judge ourselves. Does that really help anyone of us by yelling out that shit and keep the judgemental cycle in motion? Even other furries do this and I don't think it helps one bit.
Anyways, that's just my lil rant >#>
Getting rid of the negativities
General | Posted 10 years ago"I intend to fill Furaffinity with cute baby animals to fight the saturation of all the negative journals and hate.
This is how it works!
Comment below and I'll assign you your animal!
Find a cute gif/picture/video or drawing of your assigned animal and post a journal
Tag who assigned you, your baby animal (not necessary though)
Continue the game by explaining the rules and assigning a baby animal to everyone who comments on your journal!
Dis big fluff got me
marikoe-coon he gave me poison dart frog
Dis red beaut
And look at dis~
Lookie at this curious lookin cute
This is how it works!
Comment below and I'll assign you your animal!
Find a cute gif/picture/video or drawing of your assigned animal and post a journal
Tag who assigned you, your baby animal (not necessary though)
Continue the game by explaining the rules and assigning a baby animal to everyone who comments on your journal!
Dis big fluff got me
marikoe-coon he gave me poison dart frogDis red beaut
And look at dis~
Lookie at this curious lookin cute
Not sure why I wanna say it.
General | Posted 10 years agoBut I got a new phone now, Galaxy S4. I used to use a Droid DNA and that was already pretty good save for that some messages of mine just didn't wanna be sent. Also, for people who had my number, I was dumb and rebooted my older cell and I donno if I carried my contacts through google. I'll check it now, but for those who had my number and/or wish to text me, lemme know. One thing is that I only give my number to people I can really trust, but don't feel discouraged if I don't give you my number. I just wanna make sure I don't screwed over so i'm more strict about my number than I am with my skype.
BLFC Question Meme
General | Posted 10 years agoStole this from 
tanio's journal.
Days staying:
Hopefully getting there early afternoon on thursday and be leaving on monday.
Staying at:
The main hotel, Grand Sierra Resort
Who are you rooming with?
Being with tanio, marikoe-coon and 
kewlkwix
Who will you be with?
Same doods
Where will you be?
Never been at this resort before, so i'll definitely be looking around at first unless i'm tired. I sure do hope there's a map >#>
How is the best way to find you?
I'm gonna try to wear a good lot of red clothing, and if you may know Persona 3 and 4, I got shirts that reference them.
What do you look like?
I guess a little average. 5' 10, not noticeably fat, blue eyes, brunette, which I'm gonna have cut before the con because it's too long for my liking.
What is your gender?
Male
How old are you?
20
Are you mated/in a relationship?
Yus, polygamous
How tall are you?
5' 10-11
Can I talk to you?
Yeah, but I may not the most outgoing person to a stranger, even if I know you're at the con like I am.
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Please ask first ^^; I'll also have to make sure you're that okay of a person too.
Are you nice?
I like to think so, just rather reserved.
Are you cliquey?
Most likely not when it comes to cons. I'll most likely be with the other three guys and maybe any other person I may know there.
Are you fursuiting?
Naw, don't have a suit
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Could say my sonas' name Keare (Key-air) or Cryos (kree-os) which is Keare's last name. If you happen to know my real name, that might work.
Do you take commissions?
Not an artist nor a writer up for commissions.
Dealers den?
Nope
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Won't have one
Can we hang out?
I wouldn't mind, just need to know you a lil before that happens.
Where will you be eating?
*looks up the list again* From the top of the list, probably Round Table Pizza, Grand Cafe, Johnny Rockets, Elements Buffet, Briscola and Rim.
Can I come to dinner with you?
If me and the other are okay with it.
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
You can ask, but I won't be attending the dances at all so the answer would always be no.
Can I buy you drinks?
Drinks as in.. alcohol? Technically I'm too young, so I'd REALLY have to know you well if I wanna consider wanting drinks from you.
Do you attend parties?
Probably not.
May I kidnap you to my room?
That may vary a lot >#> I'd have to know you very well and know you won't do anything weird.
Attending any events?
There were a few I looked up and wanted to try, but I can't remember what they are atm.
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Enjoy as much as I can, really. Also make sure my friends enjoy it too.
tanio's journal.Days staying:
Hopefully getting there early afternoon on thursday and be leaving on monday.
Staying at:
The main hotel, Grand Sierra Resort
Who are you rooming with?
Being with
tanio, marikoe-coon and 
kewlkwixWho will you be with?
Same doods
Where will you be?
Never been at this resort before, so i'll definitely be looking around at first unless i'm tired. I sure do hope there's a map >#>
How is the best way to find you?
I'm gonna try to wear a good lot of red clothing, and if you may know Persona 3 and 4, I got shirts that reference them.
What do you look like?
I guess a little average. 5' 10, not noticeably fat, blue eyes, brunette, which I'm gonna have cut before the con because it's too long for my liking.
What is your gender?
Male
How old are you?
20
Are you mated/in a relationship?
Yus, polygamous
How tall are you?
5' 10-11
Can I talk to you?
Yeah, but I may not the most outgoing person to a stranger, even if I know you're at the con like I am.
Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Please ask first ^^; I'll also have to make sure you're that okay of a person too.
Are you nice?
I like to think so, just rather reserved.
Are you cliquey?
Most likely not when it comes to cons. I'll most likely be with the other three guys and maybe any other person I may know there.
Are you fursuiting?
Naw, don't have a suit
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Could say my sonas' name Keare (Key-air) or Cryos (kree-os) which is Keare's last name. If you happen to know my real name, that might work.
Do you take commissions?
Not an artist nor a writer up for commissions.
Dealers den?
Nope
Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Won't have one
Can we hang out?
I wouldn't mind, just need to know you a lil before that happens.
Where will you be eating?
*looks up the list again* From the top of the list, probably Round Table Pizza, Grand Cafe, Johnny Rockets, Elements Buffet, Briscola and Rim.
Can I come to dinner with you?
If me and the other are okay with it.
Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
You can ask, but I won't be attending the dances at all so the answer would always be no.
Can I buy you drinks?
Drinks as in.. alcohol? Technically I'm too young, so I'd REALLY have to know you well if I wanna consider wanting drinks from you.
Do you attend parties?
Probably not.
May I kidnap you to my room?
That may vary a lot >#> I'd have to know you very well and know you won't do anything weird.
Attending any events?
There were a few I looked up and wanted to try, but I can't remember what they are atm.
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Enjoy as much as I can, really. Also make sure my friends enjoy it too.
So yeah, today's my Bday!
General | Posted 10 years agoAlso happy bday to pocketgrok since he is born on the same day, but funny thing is that despite us have 5/5, I beat him with another 5, being born on 1995. So yeah I'm two decades old now and I love it x3 I don't see it as, "omg im so old, what am I doing with my life." I see it as, "Damn, i've come a far way, and I'm sure there's so much more that's left." I want everyone to have an awesome day and for those who celebrate it, happy cinco de mayo ^^
pocketgrok since he is born on the same day, but funny thing is that despite us have 5/5, I beat him with another 5, being born on 1995. So yeah I'm two decades old now and I love it x3 I don't see it as, "omg im so old, what am I doing with my life." I see it as, "Damn, i've come a far way, and I'm sure there's so much more that's left." I want everyone to have an awesome day and for those who celebrate it, happy cinco de mayo ^^This beta though, and some other things
General | Posted 10 years agoI actually quite like it. It's a lot more groovy, I guess you can say. I got sick of seeing the dark navy blue like color and there's no way I was gonna do the sickeningly bright alternative. Not to mention that new banner the beta ui has is probably the most detailed banner on FA that I remember. I like seeing grey a lot more than blue, but that's also probably because I've seen that dark blue ever since I've been in this site like 5 years ago. Speaking of which, it's been 5 years as of Feb 10, and I can't believe it's been that long ^^; I'm almost 20, so close to the legal drinking age, and I feel like things can only get better from here as long as I know what I'm doing. I still have my job and I've done some math that I earn around 1k a month, which may not seem good if I were trying to live on my own, but since i'm not doing that it's awesome.
As for cons, if anyone has been wondering, I'll be going to two other cons this year. The one that's coming up close is one I won't be mentioning on here for my own sake and the other will be Furry Migration, happening in August. Me and
robak plan on him arriving at MN for the con so we can finally meet <3 For anyone who doesn't know, I sadly haven't met any of my three loves as they're far from my state, especially Robak, but there is a way for him to get here and that's what we're going to use. I really do hope it works out and I get to meet him >#<
As for cons, if anyone has been wondering, I'll be going to two other cons this year. The one that's coming up close is one I won't be mentioning on here for my own sake and the other will be Furry Migration, happening in August. Me and
robak plan on him arriving at MN for the con so we can finally meet <3 For anyone who doesn't know, I sadly haven't met any of my three loves as they're far from my state, especially Robak, but there is a way for him to get here and that's what we're going to use. I really do hope it works out and I get to meet him >#< After con summary and tmi tuesday
General | Posted 11 years agoSo I roomed with cswindle7 cswindle7, mabiki mabiki, lukedawolf lukedawolf and a coon called Kieck at Fursquared this past weekend. Now I wanna tell you what I was getting myself into before I even got to the con itself. I set aside thursday and friday last week from work so I would have the time to get there and attend the first day of the con. I planned to pick up Mabs (mabiki) along with a fur down in mankato. Now, redoing the locations and seeing how much it would've took for me to pick up both of them and to get to the con, google maps said it'd take me 9 hours and 12 mins without traffic. I'm gonna tell you what happened. I left after getting the car filled with wiper fluid and oil and then gas around 7:30 am. It's normal for people to get tired while driving for hours, right? Well.. it took me up around 6-7 pm for me to get to the con, after picking up both of my friends, 3 hours more than it told me. traffic had something to do with it, and yeah I got hella tired and needed to stop to get some napping in, but that was TWELVE HOURS on the road, more than I've ever done in my somewhat short life. I was all the more ready to lay down and chill which I did when icy (cswindle7) drove for most of us. I left Phobos, the friendo from Mankato, at the con hotel since he had already registered his room for that night for himself. Anyways, bunch of hanging out at a target and then at icy's house for the night, got to see what ritsy house which im terribly envious. Friday happened and me being as feline as a human can be, I woke up earlier than the rest of them, waiting and doing my own lil thing till they all woke up and got out to the con and registered for our room and for the con. I had a lil difficulty registering for the con, as well as that i had to pay for the room with my gift card but I got all the room savings from my friends so I lost little there, but holy shit did that money fly away fast. I got myself 2 e-cigs with no nicotine because I do NOT want to be anything like my dad but it always got my curiosity. Skipping over small things, I attended the Kitsune, Of Foxes and Fools tournament and got to the finals with Mabs. There was a dragon fur who picked Kip for his character and I knew then and there that chances of winning were slim. He knew Kip so well but I had picked April and thought I could do his tactic, which nearly had me winning if it weren't for the winning hand that he and another player used to win his last tail. That game got me so salty, but that's what makes it so freaking good. If it makes me so hyped up to the point I can even squeal, that game is fucking great in my book. Kitsune is DEFINITELY a game worth getting and playing with lots of friends, it's a lot better with more players. Other than that there was some drama and friends were mopey, which I tried my best to handle and help them out although it didn't make my experience at the con any better.
AND THEN THERE WAS THE RIDE BACK. Let's just say I spent 14 hours on the road, got a speeding ticket, made my friend Phobos drive for me (even though he didn't have a license) because of how fucking tired I was of driving as well as tired in generally. I've yet to pay off that ticket but I will do it soon, so don't you guys worry, it should be pretty minor. Yeah, the whole thing was more of a wreck for me than Furry Migration was when I was driving for like 4-6 hours to places.
ANYWAYS ASK ME ANYTHING.
AND THEN THERE WAS THE RIDE BACK. Let's just say I spent 14 hours on the road, got a speeding ticket, made my friend Phobos drive for me (even though he didn't have a license) because of how fucking tired I was of driving as well as tired in generally. I've yet to pay off that ticket but I will do it soon, so don't you guys worry, it should be pretty minor. Yeah, the whole thing was more of a wreck for me than Furry Migration was when I was driving for like 4-6 hours to places.
ANYWAYS ASK ME ANYTHING.
Going to FurSquared this weekend ^^
General | Posted 11 years agoI'll be arriving there a day early mostly because I'm picking up two buds and bringing to a teal fox's place. I hope to register on thursday because I didn't really spend the time to pre register and I really regret not doing so DX but anyways I'll be with four con noobs and probably give them a lil tour because this will be my 2nd time going and I still remember the layout. One thing me and my friends are curious about is the Zoo thing that's happening. Didn't find any description for it and it's still in winter so what could it mean? I have no clue >#<
I'll be sure to be wearing my big ass badge around of Keare holding his Excalibur, but I swear that sword needs redoing, seriously.
I'll be sure to be wearing my big ass badge around of Keare holding his Excalibur, but I swear that sword needs redoing, seriously.
What is the best way to get someone to pay you back?
General | Posted 11 years agoBecause this person in question owes as far as I can tell about 1000 dollars (i've done math now and it's 779.62 from what I've gathered.) A boyfriend of mine helped me find this site called direct recovery which may just handle it all from there, but there is another problem that needs to be addressed.
What do you do if that same person owes you and when you wish to receive that money back? They say they eventually will, but when it comes to the time that just saying it won't due and since that time they've continued to ask you for money for situations where money is needed and wanted (quick summary of needs and wants is like paying a loan is a need and paying for chocolate is a want), they lash at you for not treating them right and give what can easily be considered a guilt tripping defense mechanism, how do you react to that? Is relying on a company/contract/etc necessary then? Do you think that the person can really be relied upon for paying back money they owe you? Please tell me because i'm in this situation as im writing this and I'd like to know how many people agree that waiting long enough and seeing no improvement or money paid back will show the person's lack of commitment and may require some sort of certainty for repayment.
What do you do if that same person owes you and when you wish to receive that money back? They say they eventually will, but when it comes to the time that just saying it won't due and since that time they've continued to ask you for money for situations where money is needed and wanted (quick summary of needs and wants is like paying a loan is a need and paying for chocolate is a want), they lash at you for not treating them right and give what can easily be considered a guilt tripping defense mechanism, how do you react to that? Is relying on a company/contract/etc necessary then? Do you think that the person can really be relied upon for paying back money they owe you? Please tell me because i'm in this situation as im writing this and I'd like to know how many people agree that waiting long enough and seeing no improvement or money paid back will show the person's lack of commitment and may require some sort of certainty for repayment.
HUGE life improvements <3
General | Posted 11 years agoI wanna start off with the biggest thing. I had just been hired back into Fed Ex after having been a seasonal worker at the same place. Now the thing is that this is a PERMANENT job! I'll give you a rundown of how my work life has been.
1st job was during the summer between my freshman and sophomore year if I remember correctly. I was working with my school district, helping with the janitors and prepare the schools up for the next year. It was the 1st or 2nd year that I had my first cell phone and, just like any other stereotypical high school too worried about their social life and what's in their pants, I was caught using my cell phone so much when I was working. I even spent time to find a place to hide JUST so I could roleplay with my friends. It was a full time job, 40 hours a week, morning shift, starting and ending an hour before school did (when it was school, I mean) so I was usually hella groggy and had a hard enough time being efficient and my obsession with rping didn't help. I still managed to do well, despite all that, and went through two months and got a LOT of dough from it. I couldn't use a single penny of it though because I was still young and my parents had me under their thumb, not to mention I had no car and had to wait for my mom to pick me up after work. Overall, it was a great learning experience, but I could've done sooo much better in hindsight.
2nd job was right after I had graduated from high school, working the summer after graduation. Same two months, but this time it was with a group called Tree Trust, which is a non-profit group helping out high schoolers (and apparently grads too) get work experience and give them a step into the real world. I was still hella naive and really liked to use my phone, but not as much because I was working in a small location within a golf course with the supervisor having a close eye on everyone. Sadly, even though cell phone usage was strict/impossible, the attitude from some of the high schoolers I were working with were so.. I swear one of them was worse than I was in elementary! The kid was so stuck up, really trying to troll, but there was one time when he was doing nothing but complaining about his foot during our time picking up stray wooden sticks in a nearby park and the supervisor was all "too bad, maybe if you started working, you wouldn't think about it so much." He got mostly what he deserved that day, but needed a lot more discipline. Anyways, it was good, kinda felt like a senior to the other kids working with me since I had graduated and yet i'm still there. The pay was rather terrible, just 10 cents or more over the minimum wage, but I guess it's to be expected since it's a non-profit group. I got some good money saved up then and I still couldn't use it. The last day I was working there, I had my permit at the time and drove myself to work and back, which was nice because I was able to make it back home much faster than the person who was driving for me and the others. Well enough rambling.
3rd job was a temp job with a company called Archway, but I was hired through a temp agency called Randstad. My title was called Picker/Packer, which is rather funny and I don't really know why. Anyways, pay was nice, even got a raise during the 11 months I had worked there. I only had 11 months because of something stupid that republicans made so that temporary jobs can't last for more than a year or something. I had grown up a lot from that job alone, becoming a little more sturdy and a lot more practical. It was also that I was in college then and had to balance both of those and it was too much, both mentally and especially financially. I had left college about 3 months after just starting and even now I STILL have to deal with the 3k federal loan I made from those 3 months. Those 3 months alone had taken nearly all the money I had saved up from the first two jobs. I can say it and mean it that college would've been the end of me if I had kept going and no one is going to convince me otherwise. Near the end of the 11 months, I was having problems with my tonsils. Some who have been reading my previous journals would remember I had tonsilitis last year and I had them taken out. I stopped working entirely by the last week. By that time, I could've only had one kind of medicine, the kind to help prep my body for the tonsilectomy that was to come, so my voice was coarse with use, making it impossible for me to work since I had to use my voice with this headset. Packing was there, but by then, the stress made me unwilling to work at all. It took me a month after having recovered from my tonsilectomy for me to get to my 4th job.
4th job was just me being in seasonal for Fed Ex. it was about two months, but I had received enough to get out shit hole I was in. I was broke as hell when I started working with Fed Ex the first time. It was thanks to the federal loans as well as SOMEONE NOT PAYING ME BACK WHAT HE OWES ME. Working there was great, even during peak. I even worked my first 10 hour shift and I was dead tired from that, coming back home just as my brother was about to leave for school that day. Oh yeah, I worked night shift, same as the job I have now except this one isn't seasonal nor summer nor temp, it's a real, legit, job.
Now besides all that work, I've been using my money for buying shirts online and this is what I got so far in the past two months.
a Fnaf Bonnie shirt (Redbubble is fucking awesome)
a hoodie that is made to look similar to Bonnie. No bunny ears on the hood, but it's warm and really soft to wear and I feel like such a nerd wearing it.
a Persona 3 shirt (the dark hour)
a Persona 4 shirt (the midnight channel.)
a Catherine shirt (the stray sheep bar, kiiiinda didn't it, but im a huge ATLUS fan)
I even got a FNAF poster, one that is just like the poster you see in the office from the first game, the same one where you can click on Freddy's nose and a toy noise is heard each time you click it. I even got a rubber coaster of bonnie's face when he grabs ya in FNAF 1. It came free and I had NO IDEA I was gonna get it, and it actually came before the poster and ATLUS shirts. Soon I'll be getting more persona shirts, one that includes all the MaDyne's and Megidolaon in a real basic looking font. The other shirt is of Persona 5, the chair you see from the teaser trailer.
Now that I got this legit job, expect to see a lot more Keare, Iitan and even more of my characters that I haven't really had the chance of getting comissions on. You'll see that I actually have human characters and even a serious backstory for Keare.
1st job was during the summer between my freshman and sophomore year if I remember correctly. I was working with my school district, helping with the janitors and prepare the schools up for the next year. It was the 1st or 2nd year that I had my first cell phone and, just like any other stereotypical high school too worried about their social life and what's in their pants, I was caught using my cell phone so much when I was working. I even spent time to find a place to hide JUST so I could roleplay with my friends. It was a full time job, 40 hours a week, morning shift, starting and ending an hour before school did (when it was school, I mean) so I was usually hella groggy and had a hard enough time being efficient and my obsession with rping didn't help. I still managed to do well, despite all that, and went through two months and got a LOT of dough from it. I couldn't use a single penny of it though because I was still young and my parents had me under their thumb, not to mention I had no car and had to wait for my mom to pick me up after work. Overall, it was a great learning experience, but I could've done sooo much better in hindsight.
2nd job was right after I had graduated from high school, working the summer after graduation. Same two months, but this time it was with a group called Tree Trust, which is a non-profit group helping out high schoolers (and apparently grads too) get work experience and give them a step into the real world. I was still hella naive and really liked to use my phone, but not as much because I was working in a small location within a golf course with the supervisor having a close eye on everyone. Sadly, even though cell phone usage was strict/impossible, the attitude from some of the high schoolers I were working with were so.. I swear one of them was worse than I was in elementary! The kid was so stuck up, really trying to troll, but there was one time when he was doing nothing but complaining about his foot during our time picking up stray wooden sticks in a nearby park and the supervisor was all "too bad, maybe if you started working, you wouldn't think about it so much." He got mostly what he deserved that day, but needed a lot more discipline. Anyways, it was good, kinda felt like a senior to the other kids working with me since I had graduated and yet i'm still there. The pay was rather terrible, just 10 cents or more over the minimum wage, but I guess it's to be expected since it's a non-profit group. I got some good money saved up then and I still couldn't use it. The last day I was working there, I had my permit at the time and drove myself to work and back, which was nice because I was able to make it back home much faster than the person who was driving for me and the others. Well enough rambling.
3rd job was a temp job with a company called Archway, but I was hired through a temp agency called Randstad. My title was called Picker/Packer, which is rather funny and I don't really know why. Anyways, pay was nice, even got a raise during the 11 months I had worked there. I only had 11 months because of something stupid that republicans made so that temporary jobs can't last for more than a year or something. I had grown up a lot from that job alone, becoming a little more sturdy and a lot more practical. It was also that I was in college then and had to balance both of those and it was too much, both mentally and especially financially. I had left college about 3 months after just starting and even now I STILL have to deal with the 3k federal loan I made from those 3 months. Those 3 months alone had taken nearly all the money I had saved up from the first two jobs. I can say it and mean it that college would've been the end of me if I had kept going and no one is going to convince me otherwise. Near the end of the 11 months, I was having problems with my tonsils. Some who have been reading my previous journals would remember I had tonsilitis last year and I had them taken out. I stopped working entirely by the last week. By that time, I could've only had one kind of medicine, the kind to help prep my body for the tonsilectomy that was to come, so my voice was coarse with use, making it impossible for me to work since I had to use my voice with this headset. Packing was there, but by then, the stress made me unwilling to work at all. It took me a month after having recovered from my tonsilectomy for me to get to my 4th job.
4th job was just me being in seasonal for Fed Ex. it was about two months, but I had received enough to get out shit hole I was in. I was broke as hell when I started working with Fed Ex the first time. It was thanks to the federal loans as well as SOMEONE NOT PAYING ME BACK WHAT HE OWES ME. Working there was great, even during peak. I even worked my first 10 hour shift and I was dead tired from that, coming back home just as my brother was about to leave for school that day. Oh yeah, I worked night shift, same as the job I have now except this one isn't seasonal nor summer nor temp, it's a real, legit, job.
Now besides all that work, I've been using my money for buying shirts online and this is what I got so far in the past two months.
a Fnaf Bonnie shirt (Redbubble is fucking awesome)
a hoodie that is made to look similar to Bonnie. No bunny ears on the hood, but it's warm and really soft to wear and I feel like such a nerd wearing it.
a Persona 3 shirt (the dark hour)
a Persona 4 shirt (the midnight channel.)
a Catherine shirt (the stray sheep bar, kiiiinda didn't it, but im a huge ATLUS fan)
I even got a FNAF poster, one that is just like the poster you see in the office from the first game, the same one where you can click on Freddy's nose and a toy noise is heard each time you click it. I even got a rubber coaster of bonnie's face when he grabs ya in FNAF 1. It came free and I had NO IDEA I was gonna get it, and it actually came before the poster and ATLUS shirts. Soon I'll be getting more persona shirts, one that includes all the MaDyne's and Megidolaon in a real basic looking font. The other shirt is of Persona 5, the chair you see from the teaser trailer.
Now that I got this legit job, expect to see a lot more Keare, Iitan and even more of my characters that I haven't really had the chance of getting comissions on. You'll see that I actually have human characters and even a serious backstory for Keare.
Made it back!
General | Posted 11 years agoAnd I did get to meet Tanio! Awesoooome~ Mostly hung out at the hotel because my parents were making it so much of an issue that I only managed to get 5 hours before I had to go do other things. I really hated my parents for it, even if they were protective, they were WAY over protective about it. Anyways, I did get to enjoy other parts of Las Vegas, like the New York Roller Coaster, Adventure Dome (which is disappointingly small), Red Rock Canyon, Freemont Street, even got to ride that zoomline that goes across the whole street and not the sissy one that goes half way. Even watched Criss Angel, the Tournament of Kings, did the Shark Reef Exhibit and the CSI Exhibit.
Basically my trip was great, but honestly I know now without a doubt that being with my family is like putting Murphy's Law on 10, and for those who don't know, that means that anything that can go wrong will be worse than you fucking imagined because of how terribly my parents can be. Just the day before I met Tanio, the 2nd day I tried to meet him because the 1st day didnt work out, I had this massive headache that kept going even after I watched Criss Angel's show. It only stopped when I tried out this O2 bar. I kept finding them everywhere in the hotel I was in and the hotels it was connect with through walkways. For my parents, all they really did was let me get a water bottle and a kitkat from the counter before the show Criss Angel Show started. I was quite ready to just run off into the crowd and lose them or strangle them for how much they were pissing me off, but thankfully after meeting Tanio, everything was better. Tanio and Marikoe knows well about my parents and how they act, but yeah anyways, I'm glad to have met him in person, and im glad to be back home because now I just set up my FNAF 'Celebrate!' Poster on the wall like a happy fanboy and got my P3, P4 and Catherine shirts, but oddly enough I didn't get the Bonnie Hoodie.
Basically my trip was great, but honestly I know now without a doubt that being with my family is like putting Murphy's Law on 10, and for those who don't know, that means that anything that can go wrong will be worse than you fucking imagined because of how terribly my parents can be. Just the day before I met Tanio, the 2nd day I tried to meet him because the 1st day didnt work out, I had this massive headache that kept going even after I watched Criss Angel's show. It only stopped when I tried out this O2 bar. I kept finding them everywhere in the hotel I was in and the hotels it was connect with through walkways. For my parents, all they really did was let me get a water bottle and a kitkat from the counter before the show Criss Angel Show started. I was quite ready to just run off into the crowd and lose them or strangle them for how much they were pissing me off, but thankfully after meeting Tanio, everything was better. Tanio and Marikoe knows well about my parents and how they act, but yeah anyways, I'm glad to have met him in person, and im glad to be back home because now I just set up my FNAF 'Celebrate!' Poster on the wall like a happy fanboy and got my P3, P4 and Catherine shirts, but oddly enough I didn't get the Bonnie Hoodie.
me in las vegas ^^
General | Posted 11 years agoThat's right, as of now until Tuesday, I'm at las Vegas. I'm super stoked as this is the first thing happening on the first day of the new year annnnnd I may possibly meet a fur that I''ve been hoping to meet. Not so much to say, but if anyone lives in las Vegas, I would love to meet up, maybe.
Me, RPing, and more
General | Posted 11 years agoIn the past few months, there are a few things that happened and it seems to be happening more frequently so I'm gonna make some rules when it comes to rping with me and I'm sure these rules aren't exactly strict, but they are important.
1. Please do not come to me and immediately ask for roleplaying.
ESPECIALLY if you're someone I just met. This also goes for people who just note me and immediately ask for my skype. One person in particular said straight up, "Hey there what's your skype?" and despite being annoyed and nervous, I gave him my skype name anyways. This turns out to be a bad choice as I hardly talk to the person due to us having hardly anything in common.
2. Do not expect me to like what you like.
Namely this goes for my friends who are really into fat as I'm not into it as I am with other things like vore. This means that if we ever do rp, don't expect it to include only what you like unless I like it as well, and even if I do like it, I'm not always in the mood to roleplay. I have friends that I would like to play games with, and this leads into the third.
3. I'm just a person. I have my own life. Deal with it.
That means that I have other friends (shocker) and a good few of them are friends I normally play games with. When im playing games, i'm hardly available to rp unless the game in particular allows me to do so without having to constantly check back into the game. Even if im not playing games, there are times that I just want to relax and not rp.
4. I can't relate to everyone.
As such, if I hardly talk to you, that could mean a lot of things, but for those who have added me this year, this means that there's hardly any kind of connection between us or that i'm feeling forced into being this friendship with you. I'm sure at least some people may understand what it's like to have someone on your contacts that you hardly ever talk to anymore and you just want to remove them right then and there, but you don't because you feel like they might be a good friend someday, that's pretty much the same feeling I have, but there are some who show that they more in this friendship because they want something to gain from it, and I can hardly call that kind of friendship friendship.
If you have any problems with these for some reason go ahead and talk to me because i'm not exactly in the mood to beat around the bush for the time being.
1. Please do not come to me and immediately ask for roleplaying.
ESPECIALLY if you're someone I just met. This also goes for people who just note me and immediately ask for my skype. One person in particular said straight up, "Hey there what's your skype?" and despite being annoyed and nervous, I gave him my skype name anyways. This turns out to be a bad choice as I hardly talk to the person due to us having hardly anything in common.
2. Do not expect me to like what you like.
Namely this goes for my friends who are really into fat as I'm not into it as I am with other things like vore. This means that if we ever do rp, don't expect it to include only what you like unless I like it as well, and even if I do like it, I'm not always in the mood to roleplay. I have friends that I would like to play games with, and this leads into the third.
3. I'm just a person. I have my own life. Deal with it.
That means that I have other friends (shocker) and a good few of them are friends I normally play games with. When im playing games, i'm hardly available to rp unless the game in particular allows me to do so without having to constantly check back into the game. Even if im not playing games, there are times that I just want to relax and not rp.
4. I can't relate to everyone.
As such, if I hardly talk to you, that could mean a lot of things, but for those who have added me this year, this means that there's hardly any kind of connection between us or that i'm feeling forced into being this friendship with you. I'm sure at least some people may understand what it's like to have someone on your contacts that you hardly ever talk to anymore and you just want to remove them right then and there, but you don't because you feel like they might be a good friend someday, that's pretty much the same feeling I have, but there are some who show that they more in this friendship because they want something to gain from it, and I can hardly call that kind of friendship friendship.
If you have any problems with these for some reason go ahead and talk to me because i'm not exactly in the mood to beat around the bush for the time being.
One important thing!
General | Posted 11 years agoPlease please please! Please just note me or shout or comment to me asking me if you want my Skype or something. Just don't come adding me out of the blue. I've had enough of those bots and I swear there was legitimately someone who just wanted to have sex with me, but expected I was straight. Back to the adding thing, again, please just comment or note or shout asking me so I know what to expect and not just add me. I told this to three people who added me out of the blue, but thankfully each guy turned out to be nice. To make it better, I'm gonna take out that skype meme thing I submitted and edit my skype contact on my page here so people will HAVE to ask in order to get it. It's better on my part that I know who's adding me and it shouldn't be a chore or a hassle on your part to just ask so I hope doing this doesn't stop others from adding me.
