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So my Xmas (or yiffmas if you wanna be stereotypical fur) was pretty great. I may not have a ps4, but I think this 3ds will last me a gooooood time. I only got LoZ for now, but I'm gonna get Phoenix Wright 5 and Shin Megami Tensei 4 before anything. I'm not sure what else is good for the 3ds, kinda curious now though

I can tell hardly anyone is caring about these anymore. I swear I feel like my journals are becoming that 95%.
Anyways, a lil update on my life. It's going pretty well.. not so much with money though.. I gave my master (yes I do have multiple masters. if anyone bitches, please shut up.)  vgm22 470$, fulfilling the most of the promise I've given him during my first year of being in the fur community. Now that I fulfilled it, I'm back by a good number and there is a certain panda I know that could help with money, but to an extent that I know few people will actually help. I know how it is with people just scrapping by in a world like the one we made now.

As for xmas, my mom told me I was gonna have a good xmas. Yeah, I still live with my parents. It's soooo funny and it's not because I'm only 18 and don't even have 3000$ or however much I need to actually go far. [/sarcasm] Yeah I wanna leave my family behind and live with those that I love the most, but in this world, you need money >#> and I hate it. Myriads of lives have been ruined because of money in one way or another, and it pisses me off. I don't want to end up in such a thing, and neither do I want others to, which is why I've been a lil generous with my money ever since I got my paypal. I've stopped it for now mostly because I don't wanna lose all of the money that I worked for and that I probably wont be having work from my job till the week after next. *sighs* ah well. Nothing too bad, but it's just a little worrying.

Speaking of worry, it's been nearly three whole days since my dad had let my brother's cat, Dean, out in the minnesota wilderness. It really pisses me off that he even told my brother that his cat is safe and warm.. inside a eagle's stomach. That was soooooo rude, especially when it was him who potentially killed my brothers cat by letting him out into the cold, snow padded country side of minnesota. Every time I go into the living room, I look outside the windows in the hopes that I would find Dean within sight and still kicking, but every time, I never did see him. My brother is taking it fairly well, and it almost feels like i'm the only one who cares.

Anyways.. ask away!

Fucking... shit after shit after shit~ T^T I've only see the first 30 minutes from Cry's new let's play on it and oh my Thrax..

Shit just can't stop happening around Clem (if Clem being the protagonist is big enough spoilers for you..)
Seriously.. I do like what Christa did in revenge, but man.. shit went down before 10 freaking minutes into the game! Telltale games, whyyyyyy! Why must you give everyone the terrible feels??

I'm sooo glad FA is back, even if it took longer than they said it would, it's still nice to get it back. I really missed seeing new, sexy art and I finally got a nice dose of it getting back on today. One problem I do have now is actually not related to FA, but with Skype. A friend of mine told me last night about it and it's happening to me too. It's about skype being fucking slooooooooow, it makes me think that my laptop is having a nervous breakdown (I call it that when I can still do stuff, but there will be hardly any visual indication that I did it. Like alt tabbing, it'll be shown less of what I was alt tabbing into. What I type on skype would be shown in the chat box seconds later, and switching from one friend to another takes a while, which is exactly what's happening now.) I don't know if anyone else is having it, but I do want it fixed. I know it's not my laptop because i'm typing all this out and the FA ads run just fine along with the syncing of me typing on this journal. Skype right now is acting like a stubborn child, making it hard for me to switch one friends chat to another without having to wait for awhile. I may just reinstall skype or use the skype that's 'default' to my laptop, since it's windows 8(.1 now *rolls eyes*)


Anyways, as away!! Give me your worst.. maybe

Stole this from  kaydex

1. Your name spelt backwards:
Ynot
Ynohtna
Eraek

2. Where were your parents born?
both MN I think

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
*checks download history* .... a mp4

4. What's your favorite restaurant?
Red Robin, Perkins and Applebees. Fuck ya'll I have more than one fav.

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
Uhm.. the time I was the black bear casino.. it was mainly for old folks and easily occupied families.

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
I've been part of one once and helped make stage props for one once, so I guess two?

7. How many kids do you want?
None....unless I adopt them.

8. Type of music you dislike most?
Most, if not all, Country, most christian songs (the one that keeps talking about jesus saving you and JEEZUS TAKE THE WHEEL, TAKE IT FROM MY HANDS.), and Rap

9. Are you registered to vote?
Yes

10. Do you have a car?
I do, but I totally need a new one once spring comes around.

11. Have you ever ridden on a moped?
No, but I wanna try.

12. Ever prank call anybody?
Naw, wish I did.

13. Ever get a parking ticket?
Thankfully no

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Rather sky dive actually.

15. Do you have a favorite music decade?
Not really? I do like 90's electronic and on.

16. Do you have a garden?
Naw, and if I did, it would be fucking ruined from all the snow

17. What's the size of your bed?
uhm.. *asks family* twin. freaking small. wish I could get a king.

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Yes, but I leave out the god part.

9. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
Shower in the afternoon because woooork

20. Best Movie you've seen in the Last 4 months?
I guess Pacific Rim, because I loved making shit about it.

21. What's the next movie you want to see?
Not sure honestly, maybe a good RE or SH movie for once.

22. Chips or popcorn?
Popcorn

23. Have you ever broken any hearts?
Oh yes... some deserve it though.

24. Premarital sex?
Uh duh?

25. Are you a good cook?
I wish XD

26. Orange or Apple juice?
Orange

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you go?
 zachhart12 ,  soullesswolf ,  thesomething and other MN furs at Perkins, Caribou and Applebees.

28. Are you competitive and goal orientated?
Both, but I guess competitive more

29. Best thing in the world?
I tried to think of anything other than love, but I couldn't XP

30. Have you ever broken a bone?
Not intentionally... damn beaver.

31. Have you ever won a trophy?
I have. Thanks boyscouts and elementary science project.

32. What is your favorite board game?
Uhh.. Sorry xp

33. What is your dream car?
A car that runs on anything other than coal or gas. Like electricity or water.

34. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
Naw, I dont watch tv that much.

35. Coke or Pepsi?
Neither, hate carbonated drinks

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
naw not really.

37. Last thing you bought at a Pharmacist?
I think.. painkillers? I forgot.

38. Who are you going to marry?
No one, I dont believe in marriage but I support it for others who do.

39. Who would you like to meet?
Way too many to list. Nearly every one I talk to on skype and on my cell.

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Oh yeah, and it's funny that I do a lot of Rp's like that. Gotta stop doing that >#>

41. What features do you find most attractive in the opposite sex?
Uhm.. the vagina.. if it were on a herm or a cuntboy and it could be used for unbirthing >///>

42. Where would you go for a romantic evening?
Not sure honestly. Probably sight seeing at night.

43. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
3 if you count sandals

44. Last song stuck in your head?
Can't remember xp

45. Any pets?
Yes, my cutie black cat Tao

46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character?
I don't even watch it..

47. What is one thing you would like to learn to do?
Draw, because I see that some people prefer pictures over words >#>

48. What do you do when you are bored?
Chat, Roleplay, video games, youtube, roleplay

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
Grateful for the friend who introduced me to FA. She practically helped me make a new life and despite all the shit I had from it, I don't regret ever being in the fur fandom.


AND NOW WE'RE FINALLY DONE.

Its been nearly four years since I joined FA and I amassed at least 10k views on my page. I'm thankful that you all contributed to that and showed at least some appreciation and interest, even though that most of the stuff in my recent gallery isn't mine ^^; I should be making more submissions my self and not host reuploads of other people's work to me. Don't want that kind of account on fa, seems like a waste to me. Anyways I got more news about me coming in about 5-6 hours, once I get home from work.
Ask away!

Holy crap DX just comes to show how bad it can be when you watch so many people. Anyways, happy thanksgiving. I'm getting my hair dyed again so it can look more badass. I would just say make it all blood red like Keare (my family doesn't know about my sona), but they pretty much have their own idea. I can't wait for summer again, so I can dye my hair blood red, wear my leather vest w/ stretchie hood, and some black jeans. I would look sooo much like a punk, I may even show it on FA as a scrap.

Post in your replies any of the symbols below, i'm quite curious to see what you guys think of me x3

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

Not much going on since the last TMI, other than the huge project I mentioned in my last journal. I quit work early today, only worked 2 hours today, because I feel a fever coming and the supervisor even joked about it and said "I'll kindly ask you to get the fuck away" and it made me laugh a bit.

My mood is pretty terrible, been feeling like shit because of how college is. I knew it wasn't gonna be easy, but when there's literally only ONE person who can help you and you feel like you are one fuck up away from him getting pissed at you, then you can tell how hard it is for me to get much anywhere without getting stressed.

In this game I'm planning on making!
It is a vore/sex game, starring my sona, Keare, and will be featuring many other people.
I won't name them as of yet, but those who're willing to assist in this by bringing up their own ideas, such as levels, puzzle ideas, enemies/traps and perhaps even provide music and art for the game, that'll be great. Comment here or note me if you wish to help out.

The game is only in the idea stage at the moment, but i've come across a video playlist that'll help me learn how to make a game through Java. Give thanks to  ryurei for giving the playlist to me.

So far, the game will start off with a tutorial level, which can be skipped if people are sick of those. It'll start with Keare waking up in his bedroom ( of whose house I have not figured out yet. long story) after waking up from a terrible dream. He decides to head into the kitchen and make some tea for himself. This serves to introduce the platformer concept of the game, and also the puzzle/platform fighting concept as he can use his ice breath and other forms of his ice power later on. When he goes back to bed after having his tea, he'll dream again, finding himself in a place similar to Kirby 64's first level, with it's silly grassland like theme. Despite feeling that this 'dream' he's in feels rather real, since he has full control of where he is going, he goes on to think that it's all a dream. He finds a simple looking house where he meets a ice dragon by the name of Leo (sona of one of my mates  paladin-777 ). The two chat and catch up a little till Leo begins to act a little funny, showing an odd expression of hunger that Keare hasn't seen from him before. Leo tries to eat Keare, but he denies that, and instead fights Leo to keep him away. After knocking Leo out, he regains consciousness and the two find out that Leo was actually being controlled. The who and how about this mind control is still unknown and Keare goes on to find out what. He starts to come across creatures, monsters, friends and even people he has ever met before being controlled by this mysterious person. He'll venture across a forest, a jungle, a swamp, a desert, a tundra, a beach, a underwater base, a large room designed to look like a kid's bedroom (consisting of chest mimics and vorish kids toys.), and even a space station. There is no exact layout planned for which level goes first, and we're definitely open for more ideas.

Keare will fight alone against monster and his own friends in rpg style gameplay. He fights with his sword Xcalibur, freezing enemies and causing group wide attacks to make up for his solo style. I am planning on making it so players should grind from time to time. How the platformer part of the game switches into the fighting is similar to that of the Tales of Series. The player can see the enemies and traps on the map, and will initiate a fight or a QTE (quick time event) with traps to escape being devoured/digested/etc. The fighting will be turn based, like final fantasy, and Keare will be given key items that'll cause damage other than ice so it can balanced.

Enemies that're ripped off from other games will be given credit to their rightful owners in the credit section. This means that people can suggest characters from popular games such as Super Mario Bros, Legend of Zelda, or even other hentai games like Milia Wars/Fromage, etc.

Again, Comment or note me (or skype me if you already have my skype) if you wish to join in on the project.

Also, if anyone tells you this will be like Barbftr, slap them. This may include vore, but there will NOT be any women or female herms. All else, such as males, male herms, genderless, and cunt boys, are welcome to the project. This game is mine, and this is the only MUST that I have for this, other than there being NO GORE, SNUFF, or BLEEDING (unless it involves draining). The closest thing to death in this game will be KO-s and implied digestion.

I've looked it up and it didn't take long for me to see that I would like the ps4 more, but there is only one problem, and it goes with both systems.
It's the games. I know the ps4 just came out and the one has yet to, but I really wanna know if the ps4 will have the games I really want, like P4A2, Blazblue ChronoPhantasma, and Bayonetta 2. I heard there's also a mmo that's reminds me of firefall, diablo and borderlands. It takes place on a moon and these aliens start attacking the human race from the depths of the moon. I think it was coming out to the consoles, but im not too sure.

Also, I really need a e-sport, but I want one that my friends play often so im not all alone like usual DX

Since I'm doing these TMI's again, I might as well give weekly feed on what's going on in my life.

First off, work is going well so far. I did skip work last wednesday because I was not liking a full 8 hour shift, I missed the work being cut off for me during the 1st and 2nd week,but working in this new department is great. So easy to stand up with this soft padding under my feet, and not to mention having some ibuprofen. I should have received my direct deposit from my work already, this week is my fourth and im wondering if these guys even give me a letter telling me how much I worked for or not. I'll ask them about it when I work tonight.

Other than work, i'm gonna dye my hair this weekend. Making it black with red highlights, which is the same color as my human character, Cleatus. I had the hair style during my sophomore year (I think sophomore) in high school and I decided to make Cleatus look like my sophomore self. Punkish, a lil gothic perhaps, but definitely a wannabe badass. I did dress up like that once and that was around the time I was imitating Dante from the old DMC, but I didn't think white would look good on me.

Also, I got my own paypal! OMFT I sooooo wanted a paypal far before I even joined the fur fandom. Now that I have it, I gotta make sure to actually make a profit for college XD I might be buying too many commissions. I'll probably set a limit like only three commissions per month.

ANYWAYS ASK AWAY

https://youtu.be/IYnzu26ifYA

this isn't a negative call out to christians, only these guys who like to ignore the flaws they've created, make fun of atheists and also not allow comments on the video itself. It's just like what TAA said to Anita Sarkeesian about her own videos about Video Games being misogynistic. Seems these guys are going the same way, they didn't want comments allowed so they can't be shown that they're wrong.

https://youtu.be/n-nQVML-IRA

I'm such a hypocrite

https://youtu.be/X5hA5wfwA6Y

just NO

First I would like to show you all my bio >3> I really want some comments so I know that my idea of these guys are cool and usable in a rp. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11982526/

Other than that, ask away!

I finally got off my rump and made a full bio of my latest creatures called The Latex Authority. You can see it here

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11982526/

Other than that, go here for commissions that're basically a steal

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5206881/

Fawking job T^T I wish I wasn't so fucking sore from my first day, or should I say night. I work 2nd shift which is 4:00-12:30am so yeah.. I got a job at Randstad, a storing private company, and I had folded and taped boxes, folded and taped boxes, folded and taped boxes, place advertisement into the boxes, placed ads in the boxes.... folded and taped boxes... and then cleaned up! Awesome first day when I basically got random cuts on my left hand too. So yeah.. first world problems Xp

ANYWAYS ASK AWAY

https://youtu.be/qwThhE3u0EE

ah screw it, just go to 30;48 and on.

But fiiiirst
https://youtu.be/-2vXNYnmHrI

I fucking dare ya to do it. Listen to What's New Pussycat 7 times and then It's Not Unusual followed by 13 more times of What's New Pussycat

This guy is asking for some donations to work on this comic that I really like >3< I really hope that it continues and I'll soon find a way to donate him as well, but please try to give some money to him
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5176177/
Thank ya very much

got it from  lucymei

[] Acousticophilia: sexual arousal from certain sounds.


[] Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility.

[] Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain.

[] Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.

[] Acrotomophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees.

[] Andromimetophilia: sexual attraction towards women dressed as men or who have had a sex change operation.


[] Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs and swimming pools.

[] Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.

[] Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman.

[] Autoassassinophilia: sexual arousal from fantasizing about or staging one's own murder.

[x] Biastophilia: sexual arousal from assault and rape. more like pseudo rape?

[] Chronophilia: sexual attraction to a partner of the same chronological age, but whose sexuoerotic age is discordant with that chronological age. What...?


[] Coprophilia: sexual attraction to (or pleasure from) feces. It's strictly related to Fecophilia, sexual arousal from defacation or watching a partner defecate, particularly on oneself.

[] Covert incestiphilia: arousal from non-contact sexual behavior with a child.

[] Dacryphilia: sexual pleasure in eliciting tears from others or oneself.

[?] Dendrophilia: sexual attraction to trees and other large plants. If they were sentient and like.. able to soft vore yeah >3>

[] Emetophilia: sexual attraction to vomiting.

[] Ephebophilia: sexual attraction towards adolescents.

[] Erotic asphyxia: sexual attraction from asphyxia (also called "breath control play" or "strangulation"), including autoerotic asphyxiation.

[x] Erotic lactation: sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women. lactating MEN

[] Exhibitionism: sexual arousal by engaging in sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person).

[] Food play: sexual arousal from food.

[] Formicophilia: sexual attraction to smaller animals, insects, etc. crawling on parts of the body.

[] Forniphilia: sexual objectification in which a person's body is incorporated into a piece of furniture.

[] Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a non-consenting person.

[?] Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly. gah.. not exactly elderly just.. older than me.

[] Homeovestism: sexual arousal by wearing the clothing of one's own gender.

[x] Human animal roleplay: sexual arousal by having oneself or a partner taking on the role of real or imaginary animal. uhmm...

[X] Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes. only the super villain kind

[] Incestophilia: sexual attraction to a member of one's own family.

[] Katoptronophilia: sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.

[] Kleptophilia: sexual arousal from stealing things.

[] Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas.

[] Lust murder: sexual arousal from committing (or trying to commit) murder. It also appear to be strictly related with others similar paraphilias like sexual sadism, necrophilia, vorarephilia and Blood fetish.


[] Macrophilia: sexual attraction to giants or giant body parts (such as breasts and genitalia).

[] Masochism: the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer.

[] Microphilia: sexual attraction to miniature people or miniature body parts the opposite of macrophilia.

[] Modzeleskphilia: sexual attraction to food. Namely cheese, nachos, and red wines.

[] Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying materials.

[X] Narratophilia: sexual arousal in the use of dirty or obscene words to a partner.


[] Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses. It includes necrosadism, sexual gratification derived by mutilating and dismembering corpses.

[X] Odaxelagnia: sexual arousal associated with biting or being bitten.


[] Olfactophilia: sexual stimulus with smells or odors.


[] Paraphilic infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby.

[] Parthenophilia: sexual attraction to virgins.

[] Pedophilia: sexual attraction to prepubescent children. It includes Nepiophilia (also infantophilia), sexual attraction to children three years old or younger. Fnnnn.. isn't there one for guys older than you?

[x] Pictophilia: sexual attraction to pictorial pornography or erotic art. duh?

[X] Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed animals and/or people dressed in animal costumes. How about LIVING stuffed animals?

[] Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing, talking or fantasizing about fire.


[] Racial fetish: attraction to someone of a different colour.

[?] Sadism: deriving pleasure, or in some cases sexual arousal from giving pain. I guess? I was playing Plague Inc last night and I was fucking maniacal when I finally got the human race extinct.

[] Salirophila: sexual arousal by soiling (only the appearance of) the object of one's desired partner.

[x] Schediaphilia: sexual attraction to animated characters. This makes me sound like an otaku my gawdy


[] Sitophilia: sexual arousal by involving food in sex.

[] Somnophilia: sexual arousal from sleeping or unconscious people. It appears to be related to necrophilia.


[x] Sthenolagnia: sexual arousal from the demonstration of strength or muscles.

[] Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene phone calls to strangers.

[x] Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous features. take out deformed and then I will say yes

[] Transvestic fetishism: sexual arousal from the wearing of clothes typically associated with the opposite gender to the wearer.

[] Trichophilia: sexual arousal from hair.

[] Troilism: sharing a sexual partner with another person while looking on.

[] Urolagnia: sexual attraction to urine, including urinating in public, urinating on others, and being urinated on by others; it includes Urophagia: sexual attraction to drinking urine or watching others drink urine.

[XXX] Vorarephilia: sexual attraction at the thought of being eaten by or eating another person or creature. It includes endosomataphillia, a sexual fetish of being within someone. Enough said

[] Voyeurism: sexual arousal through secretly watching others having sex.


[] Scoptophilia: the recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities.

[?] Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners. I think so?

[] Zelophilia: sexual arousal from jealousy.

[] Zoophilia: sexual attraction to animals.

[] Zoosadism: sexual gratification derived from causing pain and suffering to animals. Necrozoophilia (also necrobestiality) strictly applies to killing animals. Woolie much?

[] Anesthesia fetishism: sexual fetish for anesthesia.

[X] Blood fetishism (also haematophilia): sexual fetish for blood (also known as vampire fetish, hematolagnia and haematophilia), and is an anthropological term used to describe the belief within a society or culture that blood in itself (as a material substance) possesses powerful and magical properties. Ehehe.. oh I sooo do wanna believe that blood is powerful when a pred takes mine >3<

[] Breast fetishism.

[] Breast expansion fetishism.

[] Crush fetish: a paraphilia which primarily consists of the desire to see others (generally a desirable potential partner) crush small creatures such as insects, mammals and reptiles.

[] Diaper fetishism.

[] Doll fetish.

[x] Fat fetishism. oooh yeah

[x] Foot fetishism. kinda xp

[X] Garment fetishism: sexual fetish that revolves around a fixation upon a particular article or type of clothing, a collection of garments that appear as part of a fashion or uniform, or a person dressed in such a garment. Latex, latex latex latex and.. sometimes suits seen on authority figures (except judges)

[x] Hand fetishism. I kind of do actually >3>


[] Hip fetishism.

[X] Hypnofetishism: sexual fetish for hypnosis and similar forms of mental persuasion, therapy or mind control. Oh definitely yes <3

[x] Impregnation fetish. Oddly enough yes

[] Medical fetishism.

[] Navel fetishism.


[] Nose fetishism.

[] Panty fetishism.

[x] Pregnancy fetishism. thanks to a friend of mine, you know who.

[X] Robot fetishism. FUCK YES

[] Shoe fetishism

[] Silk/Satin fetishism

[] Smoking fetishism (Capnolagnia).

[] Spandex fetishism.

[] Tickling fetishism (also acarophilia). OH HELL NO


[X] Total enclosure fetishism: sexual fetishism whereby a person becomes aroused when having entire body enclosed in a certain way, hence the name. why yes I do like being inside a full latex suit.

[/] Transformation fetish. I kind of like it.

[] Wet and messy fetishism: sexual arousal by having substances deliberately and generously applied to the naked skin, or to the clothes people are wearing.


didn't cover as much as I had hoped ^^;

https://youtu.be/vJPCtz6Y3hY

No idea if this links works but it better XD this is just too good.

I'm pretty damn bored ^^; and I recall my past attempts at doing this not being so successful. Ah well, might as well try.

Ask me anything, seriously. if anything gets too personal, I'll tell ya via note, and I hope you keep your word that you won't tell anyone (or at least that it's me who said it.)

It's an old game for the pc, it was about this kid who had to combat his fears or nightmares. No it wasn't Alice, there was no wonderland. Instead, this kid was brought into what seemed to be his bed and the bed was huge and several parts of that bed where were he can go to to fight a specific aspect of his nightmares are. I remember one of the trials the kid faces is him riding on a speeding trolley and he had to duck and jump to avoid things coming at him. I had NO idea how long ago it is, but surely before 2000, and I have little luck looking it up on google because I have such vague information that I can actually put.