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Posted 12 years ago"...right now? the sun's up of course!" [feels the glare of a certain dragon for such a reply- was worth it though]
This journal's mostly an update for some of my close friends or watchers that know me very well but heck, any of y'all are welcome to read it; I have nothing to hide- it just might bore the hell out of rest of you. It's mostly in regards to my job, gaming and other stuff I've been up to since I've had a few people note or ask me what I've been up to lately yet I've been either depressed, busy or tending to real life matters. Basically it's like a "Q&A session" only with ranting included
What's going on with your job? Did you get laid off?! and if so, what will you do
Without going into details- the hospital I work at will be converted from a state to private facility. Meaning people in the area that aren't able to afford insurance, medications and other health programs? Will now have to pay out of pocket or some form of aid will have to be offered for healthcare and their needs because our wonderful governor is too proud to accept help when it's offered to him- but I don't like discussing politics so we'll skip that. Point is, with a few exceptions, ALL state workers were laid off from the state hospitals- from Civil Service to be exact, and had to reapply for our jobs under the private company that bought out the hospital. The new company informed us that only 90 percent of us would get our jobs back (...). How...reassuring.
Anyway, after six interviews, I'm happy to say five managers were very interested in me: one turned me down because she point blank said "You could do this job...very well actually. But you'd be bored out of your mind doing it and probably underpaid for that matter" and recommended I either keep my current job or find something more challenging and then went through the jobs I applied for and told me what to focus on or turn down based on my qualifications *blinks* How many managers are THAT honest with you? Such respect is cool in my books. Another manager told me if my manager didn't offer me a job by a certain date, she'd gladly have me (...). Huh. In the end, I had two serious job offers but decided to stay with my current job because it was best for me and my sanity- and I even got a little raise, will have full benefits (insurance, life insurance, 401K option and all that fun stuff) so yay for that.
So...if everyone got laid off, how's the hospital running?
I've been asked this question so much I'm sick of it. It's actually a simple process- the layoff doesn't take effect until October 1. Right now we've been handed layoff notices- in which time we have three options: reapply for our jobs (and hope to get it back), retire from the state or find another job. On Sept 30 at 11:59pm, the transition will take place: the hospital won't shut down or stop running- it'll just go on like normal only now it'll be considered private *shrugs*
So tl;dr- I still have a job (thank gah) and everything's okay now- thanks for everyone that's been concerned about me.
Anything else going on in your life?
Nah, just work mostly. Otherwise all is nice and quiet. I've mostly been quiet due to stress and depression regarding my job but now that things have settled down a little, I should be -slightly- more talkative. Uh...what else? I have been working out ALOT and am proud to say that so far I've lost nearly 20 lbs over the summer and dropped two sizes! *wolfcat flexes* I swear it doesn't feel like it though but everyone says they can definitely see a difference in my appearance. Dang right, considering I've been waking up at 5 almost every morning to hit the treadmill, hmph. And yes, I plan to keep this up; it's not just "Ooh, I need to lose weight to impress some superficial dumbass or squeeze in a tight pair of pants that I'll only wear a few times!" I'm doing this for ME so I can feel better about myself and boost my self esteem.
Still raging over games? What games are you playing right now?
I have been playing the new Final Fantasy XIV mmo- though I probably won't be playing much since I don't have a free company (guild) or friends to play with so it makes doing instances horrible- kinda like WoW; there's only so many bad pugs a person can take before I want to smack the crap out of someone. So I'll probably go back to Guild Wars 2, Borderlands 2 or grab Castlevania on steam. Played the demo and loved it
...
I don't rage dang it. I just play very seriously. My keyboard, mice and controllers just feel the blunt of said seriousness sometimes.
How's your love life?
"How'syour lack of love life being single and drama free going?" There, fixed that for ya! I've come to terms with being single and I'm not trying to find a guy nowadays. Now that I know my job's secure I'll either get a dog or bird to keep me company instead; more reliable and loyal that's for sure *nods*
How's the beast (aka- computer from hell) doing?
Fine, fine...I think I've been pushing the gpu and video card quite a bit with all the gaming I've been doing lately but otherwise it's running fine. I'll probably buy a new case or fans for it down the road so it can breathe a bit better
There, that's all for now. Feel free to ask me anything else but now? lazy wolfcat is lazy, time to do something relatively constructive for the day...like work.
This journal's mostly an update for some of my close friends or watchers that know me very well but heck, any of y'all are welcome to read it; I have nothing to hide- it just might bore the hell out of rest of you. It's mostly in regards to my job, gaming and other stuff I've been up to since I've had a few people note or ask me what I've been up to lately yet I've been either depressed, busy or tending to real life matters. Basically it's like a "Q&A session" only with ranting included
What's going on with your job? Did you get laid off?! and if so, what will you do
Without going into details- the hospital I work at will be converted from a state to private facility. Meaning people in the area that aren't able to afford insurance, medications and other health programs? Will now have to pay out of pocket or some form of aid will have to be offered for healthcare and their needs because our wonderful governor is too proud to accept help when it's offered to him- but I don't like discussing politics so we'll skip that. Point is, with a few exceptions, ALL state workers were laid off from the state hospitals- from Civil Service to be exact, and had to reapply for our jobs under the private company that bought out the hospital. The new company informed us that only 90 percent of us would get our jobs back (...). How...reassuring.
Anyway, after six interviews, I'm happy to say five managers were very interested in me: one turned me down because she point blank said "You could do this job...very well actually. But you'd be bored out of your mind doing it and probably underpaid for that matter" and recommended I either keep my current job or find something more challenging and then went through the jobs I applied for and told me what to focus on or turn down based on my qualifications *blinks* How many managers are THAT honest with you? Such respect is cool in my books. Another manager told me if my manager didn't offer me a job by a certain date, she'd gladly have me (...). Huh. In the end, I had two serious job offers but decided to stay with my current job because it was best for me and my sanity- and I even got a little raise, will have full benefits (insurance, life insurance, 401K option and all that fun stuff) so yay for that.
So...if everyone got laid off, how's the hospital running?
I've been asked this question so much I'm sick of it. It's actually a simple process- the layoff doesn't take effect until October 1. Right now we've been handed layoff notices- in which time we have three options: reapply for our jobs (and hope to get it back), retire from the state or find another job. On Sept 30 at 11:59pm, the transition will take place: the hospital won't shut down or stop running- it'll just go on like normal only now it'll be considered private *shrugs*
So tl;dr- I still have a job (thank gah) and everything's okay now- thanks for everyone that's been concerned about me.
Anything else going on in your life?
Nah, just work mostly. Otherwise all is nice and quiet. I've mostly been quiet due to stress and depression regarding my job but now that things have settled down a little, I should be -slightly- more talkative. Uh...what else? I have been working out ALOT and am proud to say that so far I've lost nearly 20 lbs over the summer and dropped two sizes! *wolfcat flexes* I swear it doesn't feel like it though but everyone says they can definitely see a difference in my appearance. Dang right, considering I've been waking up at 5 almost every morning to hit the treadmill, hmph. And yes, I plan to keep this up; it's not just "Ooh, I need to lose weight to impress some superficial dumbass or squeeze in a tight pair of pants that I'll only wear a few times!" I'm doing this for ME so I can feel better about myself and boost my self esteem.
Still raging over games? What games are you playing right now?
I have been playing the new Final Fantasy XIV mmo- though I probably won't be playing much since I don't have a free company (guild) or friends to play with so it makes doing instances horrible- kinda like WoW; there's only so many bad pugs a person can take before I want to smack the crap out of someone. So I'll probably go back to Guild Wars 2, Borderlands 2 or grab Castlevania on steam. Played the demo and loved it
...
I don't rage dang it. I just play very seriously. My keyboard, mice and controllers just feel the blunt of said seriousness sometimes.
How's your love life?
"How's
How's the beast (aka- computer from hell) doing?
Fine, fine...I think I've been pushing the gpu and video card quite a bit with all the gaming I've been doing lately but otherwise it's running fine. I'll probably buy a new case or fans for it down the road so it can breathe a bit better
There, that's all for now. Feel free to ask me anything else but now? lazy wolfcat is lazy, time to do something relatively constructive for the day...like work.
Southern hospitality (part 2)
Posted 12 years agoI did a journal similar to this a few months ago here so I figure I'll make it into a series whenever I see or hear someone around here doing a good deed- that and it's such a nice change of pace from those damn meme or "Go watch this artist because they're having a raffle/contest/whatever and they want me to send more watchers their way!" type of journal right? I'll keep this short and sweet though since I just got off work and want to unwind for the evening-
I stopped by the store after work because I was low onice cream and junk food groceries. Of course what started out as a "few things" turned into a cart full but I bought in some extra cash with me and figured I had enough to cover it.
Anyway, when I got to the register, the cashier rung me up- tell me why I was a dollar short? Literally, one dollar short *facepalms so hard* Apologizing, I told the cashier to give me one second- both my debit card and wallet were in the car since I knew I wouldn't be in the store long. Thankfully I was parked in the fire lane with my sister in the car so it would be a minute, in and out. However, before I had a chance to even sprint out the store, the guy standing behind me in line tapped my shoulder and asked me how much I needed. I told him don't worry about it and that I had it...which I did- and I'm still kicking myself for not carrying my debit card in with me *chuckles* But the guy was persistent- had to have been in his late 50s, early 60s. He asked me again and I told him just a dollar. Without a second thought, he pulled out his wallet and handed me a dollar stating, "One day I'm gonna need a favor from someone too..."
So after getting his name, shaking his hand and telling him if he would stay right there, I could run back in and pay him back? He refused *sighs* Seriously, I had no problem repaying him but would he take it? Noo...
Damn and I thought I was stubborn, sheesh. But that was a really nice way to start my weekend: a random stranger offering kindness to another stranger. Call it a good deed or karma- it was refreshing to know that in a state, no...WORLD where there is a crapload of judgmental, ignorant, racist, biased, backwards-assed twitwats that are too busy being rude and hurtful to others? There are still decent people out there that will go out of their way to help ya.
*tips my cowgirl hat and scurries off to make some dinner...and ice cream* Have a good weekend y'all~
Sometimes lies are more dependable than the truth...
I stopped by the store after work because I was low on
Anyway, when I got to the register, the cashier rung me up- tell me why I was a dollar short? Literally, one dollar short *facepalms so hard* Apologizing, I told the cashier to give me one second- both my debit card and wallet were in the car since I knew I wouldn't be in the store long. Thankfully I was parked in the fire lane with my sister in the car so it would be a minute, in and out. However, before I had a chance to even sprint out the store, the guy standing behind me in line tapped my shoulder and asked me how much I needed. I told him don't worry about it and that I had it...which I did- and I'm still kicking myself for not carrying my debit card in with me *chuckles* But the guy was persistent- had to have been in his late 50s, early 60s. He asked me again and I told him just a dollar. Without a second thought, he pulled out his wallet and handed me a dollar stating, "One day I'm gonna need a favor from someone too..."
So after getting his name, shaking his hand and telling him if he would stay right there, I could run back in and pay him back? He refused *sighs* Seriously, I had no problem repaying him but would he take it? Noo...
Damn and I thought I was stubborn, sheesh. But that was a really nice way to start my weekend: a random stranger offering kindness to another stranger. Call it a good deed or karma- it was refreshing to know that in a state, no...WORLD where there is a crapload of judgmental, ignorant, racist, biased, backwards-assed twitwats that are too busy being rude and hurtful to others? There are still decent people out there that will go out of their way to help ya.
*tips my cowgirl hat and scurries off to make some dinner...and ice cream* Have a good weekend y'all~
Sometimes lies are more dependable than the truth...
Day 9 & 10: Thank GAH this Meme is Over
Posted 12 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two:Nine things about yourself.
Day Three:Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five:Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six:Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven:Four turn offs.
Day Eight:Three turn ons.
Day Nine:Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten:One confession
Yeah I know you're only supposed to submit one a day but you know what? I hate spamming people's journals and the fact remains: I not only finished this but was completely honest with all my answers. Will be deleting all of these later on this weekend, with the exception of those that people left comments on. Anyway, now to finish this beast:
Day 9
Day 10
I didn't get my first kiss until I was nearly 19 and it was just a peck on the cheek *shrugs* Told ya I was slow when it comes to love and relationships. But honestly? I'm not ashamed of it nor is it a huge secret. Being a demisexual, I'm not the type just to fool around or kiss any guy, I don't care if he's got a six pack, perfect body and is attracted to me. If there are no feelings there on both sides, why do it? Same with sex but that's a whole another rant I'll spare you all
Anyway, that's all folks! Don't expect any memes from me for a long, long time. Until later
Sometimes lies are more dependable than the truth...
Day Two:
Day Three:
Day Four:
Day Five:
Day Six:
Day Seven:
Day Eight:
Day Nine:
Day Ten:
Yeah I know you're only supposed to submit one a day but you know what? I hate spamming people's journals and the fact remains: I not only finished this but was completely honest with all my answers. Will be deleting all of these later on this weekend, with the exception of those that people left comments on. Anyway, now to finish this beast:
Day 9
Day 10
I didn't get my first kiss until I was nearly 19 and it was just a peck on the cheek *shrugs* Told ya I was slow when it comes to love and relationships. But honestly? I'm not ashamed of it nor is it a huge secret. Being a demisexual, I'm not the type just to fool around or kiss any guy, I don't care if he's got a six pack, perfect body and is attracted to me. If there are no feelings there on both sides, why do it? Same with sex but that's a whole another rant I'll spare you all
Anyway, that's all folks! Don't expect any memes from me for a long, long time. Until later
Sometimes lies are more dependable than the truth...
Day 7 & 8 of Confessions: Not Enough Room to Gripe
Posted 12 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two:Nine things about yourself.
Day Three:Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five:Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six:Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven:Four turn offs.
Day Eight:Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
Combining two days because I'm tired of spamming y'alls inboxs, I'm lazy and want to finish this meme ASAP and honestly? These two confessions are my favorite so why not?
Day 7
1) Lying, manipulative guys that play mindgames or worse...CHEAT-This shouldn't need explanation. Also, pretending to be someone you're not to impress me- that's a dang good way to see my bad side come out. Why is it so damn hard to be yourself anymore? Either people like you for you or they don't, simple as that.
2) Promising "I'll never leave you," or worse, saying, "I'm not like other guys/men!"-just...don't ever say that to me. Just about EVERY guy that's said to me? Bull. Better still, actions speak a hell of a lot louder than words- show me you're not that way
3) smokers
4) Superficial people! (ie- putting looks over personality)- I've even had the "pleasure" of meeting people that only wanted attractive looking FRIENDS *facepalms* just...what the hell is wrong with people nowadays?!
Dang it, I'm listing one more because four is just not enough!
5) thinking with the wrong head 24/7- I'm sorry to burst some of y'alls bubbles but...there IS more to life, relationships AND the furry community *glares at 33 percent of the furry population* than just looking at smut, porn and thinking about sex (subject to disagreement obviously)
...I want to list so many more but I can't *whines*
Day 8
1) Confidence and assertiveness (not to be confused with aggressive)- I am so sick of coming across weak, submissive guys. Just because I'm an alpha/dominant female, doesn't mean I want a guy that's weak- if anything that's a TURN OFF for me. Show me a guy that can take charge and knows what he wants out of life and relationships and then we'll talk.
2) Someone that can debate with me- not only that but also succesfully beat me- basically have brains and wit to keep up with me. And I don't just mean pick a fight with me either, preferrably over a topic of interest
3) Being able to wrestle and horse around with me- Why the hell is it so rare to find a guy that isn't afraid to wrestle or horse around with girls?! I know y'all were raised not to hit or hurt us but dang it, it's just for fun, not a real fight, sheesh...grow a damn backbone or I'll just break yours, lol. But seriously, there is nothing more fun and thrilling than pinning and tackling down someone and making them beg for mercy. Bonus points if you can not only hold your own against me but also beat me (fair warning, I can play wrestle for up to an hour or longer if you're actually decent)
...and more obviously, but that's all for today, sorry (see, these two days of confessions should have been day 1 or 2 so I could have listed more but noo, lol)
Thanks y'all and stay tuned for tomorrow when I finally wrap up this dang meme with days 9 and 10
Day Two:
Day Three:
Day Four:
Day Five:
Day Six:
Day Seven:
Day Eight:
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
Combining two days because I'm tired of spamming y'alls inboxs, I'm lazy and want to finish this meme ASAP and honestly? These two confessions are my favorite so why not?
Day 7
1) Lying, manipulative guys that play mindgames or worse...CHEAT-This shouldn't need explanation. Also, pretending to be someone you're not to impress me- that's a dang good way to see my bad side come out. Why is it so damn hard to be yourself anymore? Either people like you for you or they don't, simple as that.
2) Promising "I'll never leave you," or worse, saying, "I'm not like other guys/men!"-just...don't ever say that to me. Just about EVERY guy that's said to me? Bull. Better still, actions speak a hell of a lot louder than words- show me you're not that way
3) smokers
4) Superficial people! (ie- putting looks over personality)- I've even had the "pleasure" of meeting people that only wanted attractive looking FRIENDS *facepalms* just...what the hell is wrong with people nowadays?!
Dang it, I'm listing one more because four is just not enough!
5) thinking with the wrong head 24/7- I'm sorry to burst some of y'alls bubbles but...there IS more to life, relationships AND the furry community *glares at 33 percent of the furry population* than just looking at smut, porn and thinking about sex (subject to disagreement obviously)
...I want to list so many more but I can't *whines*
Day 8
1) Confidence and assertiveness (not to be confused with aggressive)- I am so sick of coming across weak, submissive guys. Just because I'm an alpha/dominant female, doesn't mean I want a guy that's weak- if anything that's a TURN OFF for me. Show me a guy that can take charge and knows what he wants out of life and relationships and then we'll talk.
2) Someone that can debate with me- not only that but also succesfully beat me- basically have brains and wit to keep up with me. And I don't just mean pick a fight with me either, preferrably over a topic of interest
3) Being able to wrestle and horse around with me- Why the hell is it so rare to find a guy that isn't afraid to wrestle or horse around with girls?! I know y'all were raised not to hit or hurt us but dang it, it's just for fun, not a real fight, sheesh...grow a damn backbone or I'll just break yours, lol. But seriously, there is nothing more fun and thrilling than pinning and tackling down someone and making them beg for mercy. Bonus points if you can not only hold your own against me but also beat me (fair warning, I can play wrestle for up to an hour or longer if you're actually decent)
...and more obviously, but that's all for today, sorry (see, these two days of confessions should have been day 1 or 2 so I could have listed more but noo, lol)
Thanks y'all and stay tuned for tomorrow when I finally wrap up this dang meme with days 9 and 10
Day 6 of Confessions: So Close...
Posted 12 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two:Nine things about yourself.
Day Three:Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five:Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six:Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) My parents- eh, they bother me at times...okay alot but they're still important to me
2) Jason- non-fur I've known for nearly 4-5 years now. My "therapist" when it comes to love, life and most importantly, person who got me my firstman repellent sword
3) My best friend, aka- pain in the butt - he keeps me relatively sane and happy. Not to mention my favorite person to get art with
4) A few select people I met on "the site" (those I met there know what I'm talking about, ha)
5) A few people and artists I know on here (again vague but I did that for a reason)
*as you can see, I didn't mention specific names or people. Why? because I didn't want anyone getting butthurt or asking me "Why didn't you say my name?" Besides, those that are actually my friend don't NEED me to tell them that or use some dumb meme to point that out
Day Two:
Day Three:
Day Four:
Day Five:
Day Six:
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) My parents- eh, they bother me at times...okay alot but they're still important to me
2) Jason- non-fur I've known for nearly 4-5 years now. My "therapist" when it comes to love, life and most importantly, person who got me my first
3) My best friend, aka- pain in the butt - he keeps me relatively sane and happy. Not to mention my favorite person to get art with
4) A few select people I met on "the site" (those I met there know what I'm talking about, ha)
5) A few people and artists I know on here (again vague but I did that for a reason)
*as you can see, I didn't mention specific names or people. Why? because I didn't want anyone getting butthurt or asking me "Why didn't you say my name?" Besides, those that are actually my friend don't NEED me to tell them that or use some dumb meme to point that out
Day 5 of Griping! err...Confessions
Posted 12 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two:Nine things about yourself.
Day Three:Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five:Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
(just six?! damn, fine...)
1) Met and stupidly gave my ex a chance *snorts* enough said
2) Gotten too close to about...hell most of the guys that have come into my life (as friends or more). Sometimes...it's just better not to get too close to someone or they'll just wind up hurting ya, period
3) Ordered that commission (piece and artist withheld) that was a complete disappointment and waste of money
4) That thing in college which I'm surprised I didn't get caught for (nothing illegal of course)
5) Lost contact with several old friends I used to be close to
6) Turning down that one job to work for the state. I love my job and the people I work with but sometimes I wonder would I have been enjoyed working in the ER more- surrounded by all the blood, gore and excitement of being around patients and the fast paced setting *shrugs*
...woot, five more days to go! Probably after tomorrow I'll start combining 2 of them a day since I really do hate spamming y'alls inbox: well the few that are actually reading these that is. Also, expect some art uploads soon. Most of it is old art that I've just been too lazy to put in my gallery yet~
Day Two:
Day Three:
Day Four:
Day Five:
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
(just six?! damn, fine...)
1) Met and stupidly gave my ex a chance *snorts* enough said
2) Gotten too close to about...hell most of the guys that have come into my life (as friends or more). Sometimes...it's just better not to get too close to someone or they'll just wind up hurting ya, period
3) Ordered that commission (piece and artist withheld) that was a complete disappointment and waste of money
4) That thing in college which I'm surprised I didn't get caught for (nothing illegal of course)
5) Lost contact with several old friends I used to be close to
6) Turning down that one job to work for the state. I love my job and the people I work with but sometimes I wonder would I have been enjoyed working in the ER more- surrounded by all the blood, gore and excitement of being around patients and the fast paced setting *shrugs*
...woot, five more days to go! Probably after tomorrow I'll start combining 2 of them a day since I really do hate spamming y'alls inbox: well the few that are actually reading these that is. Also, expect some art uploads soon. Most of it is old art that I've just been too lazy to put in my gallery yet~
Day 4 of Ranting! err...Confessions
Posted 12 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two:Nine things about yourself.
Day Three:Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
(ranked from high to low importance)
1) Grr, need to lose more weight...
2) Is it friday/the weekend yet?
3) What am I gonna eat for dinner that doesn't require cooking?
4) Why is it so hard to find decent and reliable friends?
5) Ugh, I'm bored...what should I do?
6) Should I go to bed early or do some gaming?
7) Why the hell is it so hard to find a decent guy?!
...yeah, I'm a simple but straightforward person *shrugs*
Day Two:
Day Three:
Day Four:
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
(ranked from high to low importance)
1) Grr, need to lose more weight...
2) Is it friday/the weekend yet?
3) What am I gonna eat for dinner that doesn't require cooking?
4) Why is it so hard to find decent and reliable friends?
5) Ugh, I'm bored...what should I do?
6) Should I go to bed early or do some gaming?
7) Why the hell is it so hard to find a decent guy?!
...yeah, I'm a simple but straightforward person *shrugs*
Day 3 of Ranting! err...Confessions
Posted 12 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two:Nine things about yourself.
Day Three:Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) have a cute accent (bonus points if it's english or australian)
2) be a good cook! Actually just be able to cook and not burn the kitchen down -I really do hate cooking
3) be honest and upfront with me- I know, that's probably something EVERYONE lists for this but damnit, that should tell you how important (and rare) it is to find someone that fits that
4) keep check on me- be it text, email, messages...whatever, just check on me every now and then to make sure I'm okay and see how my day went; even wolfcats get lonely
5) be able to hold a conversation with me for longer than one hour...and no, via text does NOT count (it's funny how many people can't do that anymore)
7) be a good listener and attentive- anyone that doesn't need prompting for important dates, can remember my birthday or can remember small, random details about me without me reminding them? wins huge points in my book
8) and of course- be a geek and gamer. I love having friends or even date a guy I can discuss games and consoles with (if you're a sony/playstation fan? HUGE points). And if you're good with computers and building them? Just...come on over here now and I'll order us some pizza or thai food and put on some anime for us to watch all night, free cuddles included *snickers*
...
And I'm adding an extra one just because I can: give me an unlimited supply of ice cream...better still, ice cream and chocolate and I'll cuddle and keep you warm and happy until you're sick of me
Day Two:
Day Three:
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) have a cute accent (bonus points if it's english or australian)
2) be a good cook! Actually just be able to cook and not burn the kitchen down -I really do hate cooking
3) be honest and upfront with me- I know, that's probably something EVERYONE lists for this but damnit, that should tell you how important (and rare) it is to find someone that fits that
4) keep check on me- be it text, email, messages...whatever, just check on me every now and then to make sure I'm okay and see how my day went; even wolfcats get lonely
5) be able to hold a conversation with me for longer than one hour...and no, via text does NOT count (it's funny how many people can't do that anymore)
7) be a good listener and attentive- anyone that doesn't need prompting for important dates, can remember my birthday or can remember small, random details about me without me reminding them? wins huge points in my book
8) and of course- be a geek and gamer. I love having friends or even date a guy I can discuss games and consoles with (if you're a sony/playstation fan? HUGE points). And if you're good with computers and building them? Just...come on over here now and I'll order us some pizza or thai food and put on some anime for us to watch all night, free cuddles included *snickers*
...
And I'm adding an extra one just because I can: give me an unlimited supply of ice cream...better still, ice cream and chocolate and I'll cuddle and keep you warm and happy until you're sick of me
Day 2 of Ranting! err...Confessions
Posted 12 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two:Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) I'm the youngest of three, a brother and sister. Technically four if you count my deceased brother
2) My first unofficial sona was an arctic fox *hangs my head in shame* please don't judge, I was young and stupid, lol. Thankfully it was before I heard about all the "lovely" stereotypes about vulpine so it doesn't really matter. She has been retired though and will probably never be used again
3) I really don't like kids, especially babies (no offense to those that like or have kids) and refuse to EVER have any. Don't believe me? I've felt this way since I was a kid if that means anything
(and please don't tell me I'll feel differently "When you meet the right guy..." because I won't I assure you; if anything I will leave (and have left) any guy that doesn't respect my wish)
4) Yes, I really do have gamer's rage...like hardcore. To the point I've broken several mice and controllers over it (broke two mice just this year, hmph). Alot of my friends think I'm joking about how serious I am when I'm gaming *laughs* I can get pretty bad
5) I'm -very- competitive and hate losing...but I'm not a sore loser *blinks* No really I'm not dang it
6) I hate popufurs and flat out refuse to watch them. Sorry but imo some of them are just overrated (yeah, I'm gonna step on soo many toes and paws with this meme but y'all did want me to be open right?)
7) I can be pretty damn dense when it comes to romance and relationships, especially recognizing if someone likes me or not. Yet give me -anyone- else: friends, family or a complete stranger and I can tell you if someone else likes you or not...with a damn good accuracy rate
8) I hate mayonnaise...yuck
9) I'm such a geek- not that it's a surprise to anyone that really knows me. And I love wearing glasses, even though I've been told I look better without them *shrugs off all the geeky nerd haters*
Day Two:
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) I'm the youngest of three, a brother and sister. Technically four if you count my deceased brother
2) My first unofficial sona was an arctic fox *hangs my head in shame* please don't judge, I was young and stupid, lol. Thankfully it was before I heard about all the "lovely" stereotypes about vulpine so it doesn't really matter. She has been retired though and will probably never be used again
3) I really don't like kids, especially babies (no offense to those that like or have kids) and refuse to EVER have any. Don't believe me? I've felt this way since I was a kid if that means anything
(and please don't tell me I'll feel differently "When you meet the right guy..." because I won't I assure you; if anything I will leave (and have left) any guy that doesn't respect my wish)
4) Yes, I really do have gamer's rage...like hardcore. To the point I've broken several mice and controllers over it (broke two mice just this year, hmph). Alot of my friends think I'm joking about how serious I am when I'm gaming *laughs* I can get pretty bad
5) I'm -very- competitive and hate losing...but I'm not a sore loser *blinks* No really I'm not dang it
6) I hate popufurs and flat out refuse to watch them. Sorry but imo some of them are just overrated (yeah, I'm gonna step on soo many toes and paws with this meme but y'all did want me to be open right?)
7) I can be pretty damn dense when it comes to romance and relationships, especially recognizing if someone likes me or not. Yet give me -anyone- else: friends, family or a complete stranger and I can tell you if someone else likes you or not...with a damn good accuracy rate
8) I hate mayonnaise...yuck
9) I'm such a geek- not that it's a surprise to anyone that really knows me. And I love wearing glasses, even though I've been told I look better without them *shrugs off all the geeky nerd haters*
10 days of confessions (ugh, another meme)
Posted 12 years agoSo...I promised 
feuerfuchska8 if he completed his confessions meme, I would do it too. And yes, I will complete it and not stop halfway, even if I have to combine a few days together to keep from spamming everyone's inbox daily (y'all will be okay; not like many people read journals anyway)-
So for the next 10 days y'all get to hear me bitch and moan, err, I mean "open up" about the girl behind the wolfcat so enjoy~
Day One:Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) Though I don't approve of your lifestyle and what you do, it's your life and I'll -try- to accept you for who you are (this could actually be directed towards SEVERAL people I know but just one person in this instance)
2) You are one of my favorite people to talk to, even if we don't talk as much or as long as either one of us would like
3) If we ever meet in person, the first thing I'm gonna do is give you a hug and tackle you to the ground until you say "I give up!" ...and even then I can't promise I'll let you go
4) You...are one of the main reasons I will never fully trust any guy and for your sake? you better hope we NEVER meet in person again or I WILL kick your ass
5) I regret how our friendship ended but there are still times I miss you and hope that one day we can talk again as mature adults
6) I freaking love your voice and hearing you talk; I wish we could talk more on the phone or headset
7) You're a nice person and I'm glad to know you but...sometimes you're such a doormat; learn to say "NO" dang it
8) It's a shame you don't live closer or like ldr or I'd ask you out sometime, even if it's just to geek out to some video games or some old anime
9) We need to talk more so I can get to know you better, even if you are somewhat of an introvert
10) ...you're such a perv! But you know what? You're still freaking awesome because unlike most people I talk to, you don't hide parts of your life from me or act presumptuous when it comes to assuming I can or can't handle something *glares at half the people in my life or have spoken to me before*
feuerfuchska8 if he completed his confessions meme, I would do it too. And yes, I will complete it and not stop halfway, even if I have to combine a few days together to keep from spamming everyone's inbox daily (y'all will be okay; not like many people read journals anyway)- So for the next 10 days y'all get to hear me bitch and moan, err, I mean "open up" about the girl behind the wolfcat so enjoy~
Day One:
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1) Though I don't approve of your lifestyle and what you do, it's your life and I'll -try- to accept you for who you are (this could actually be directed towards SEVERAL people I know but just one person in this instance)
2) You are one of my favorite people to talk to, even if we don't talk as much or as long as either one of us would like
3) If we ever meet in person, the first thing I'm gonna do is give you a hug and tackle you to the ground until you say "I give up!" ...and even then I can't promise I'll let you go
4) You...are one of the main reasons I will never fully trust any guy and for your sake? you better hope we NEVER meet in person again or I WILL kick your ass
5) I regret how our friendship ended but there are still times I miss you and hope that one day we can talk again as mature adults
6) I freaking love your voice and hearing you talk; I wish we could talk more on the phone or headset
7) You're a nice person and I'm glad to know you but...sometimes you're such a doormat; learn to say "NO" dang it
8) It's a shame you don't live closer or like ldr or I'd ask you out sometime, even if it's just to geek out to some video games or some old anime
9) We need to talk more so I can get to know you better, even if you are somewhat of an introvert
10) ...you're such a perv! But you know what? You're still freaking awesome because unlike most people I talk to, you don't hide parts of your life from me or act presumptuous when it comes to assuming I can or can't handle something *glares at half the people in my life or have spoken to me before*
Achievement Unlocked: Aged to (im)Perfection!
Posted 12 years agoPrerequisites for achieve:
✔ Must be your birthday
✔ ...even after being pushed down, scarred, manipulated and putting up with crap, you keep going
✔ Headstrong yet loyal to those that matter
✔ A sharp ass sword to scare off those that don't take you seriously, hurt you, or try to hold you back (check and double check!)
...and finally-
✔ the realization that no matter how old you get, you never completely grow up or stop learning and you will NEVER be truly prepared for everything that life throws your way
...yeah, I'm in a silly but good mood today- why? It's my birthday! Which I usually don't give a flip about but this year has just been...wonderful. I got some great gifts including a real sword from Japan *points to picture above* (I know, that's like the last thing a person like me with all my gamer's and man hating rage needs right?) Along with some games on steam to play- Dust: an elysian tail and I'll be playing borderlands 2 until I'm sick of flipping off super badasses or I break (another) mouse- whichever comes first. Also, my coworkers treated me to lunch AND got me a birthday cake- have to admit that was really nice of them. And holy crap! While I was getting lunch, I found out Duck Dynasty was there at the restuarant too filming for their next season (kudos if you know who they are)
And my boss gave me the rest of the week off of work, and for the first time? my dad's gonna let me grill solo tomorrow
...he'll probably be eyeballing me from down the road to make sure I don't burnthe yard and house down the food up *sighs and laughs*
Anyway, thanks to all my friends that wished me a happy birthday and fourth. I'll be torturing...err, spending quality time with some of y'all while I have this long weekend (you already know who you are so just suck it up and take it like a furry)~
✔ Must be your birthday
✔ ...even after being pushed down, scarred, manipulated and putting up with crap, you keep going
✔ Headstrong yet loyal to those that matter
✔ A sharp ass sword to scare off those that don't take you seriously, hurt you, or try to hold you back (check and double check!)
...and finally-
✔ the realization that no matter how old you get, you never completely grow up or stop learning and you will NEVER be truly prepared for everything that life throws your way
...yeah, I'm in a silly but good mood today- why? It's my birthday! Which I usually don't give a flip about but this year has just been...wonderful. I got some great gifts including a real sword from Japan *points to picture above* (I know, that's like the last thing a person like me with all my gamer's and man hating rage needs right?) Along with some games on steam to play- Dust: an elysian tail and I'll be playing borderlands 2 until I'm sick of flipping off super badasses or I break (another) mouse- whichever comes first. Also, my coworkers treated me to lunch AND got me a birthday cake- have to admit that was really nice of them. And holy crap! While I was getting lunch, I found out Duck Dynasty was there at the restuarant too filming for their next season (kudos if you know who they are)
And my boss gave me the rest of the week off of work, and for the first time? my dad's gonna let me grill solo tomorrow
...he'll probably be eyeballing me from down the road to make sure I don't burn
Anyway, thanks to all my friends that wished me a happy birthday and fourth. I'll be torturing...err, spending quality time with some of y'all while I have this long weekend (you already know who you are so just suck it up and take it like a furry)~
Ox crossed with a wolfcat...
Posted 12 years agoI actually have 
JadeBleufox to thank for this after reading her journal- that and I'm bored at work and need a timesink so feel free to ignore this if you're sick of memes, don't follow or believe in astrology/horoscopes or you just don't like reading journals (which makes me wonder why you're here in the first place). I just felt like doing something to make my day go by a little faster. That and after reading about my chinese zodiac? It's pretty damn accurate if I say so myself.
The parts in bold emphasize things that are especially true about me. So for those of you too lazy to read the whole thing? just read the bolded parts if you want an idea of how I am:
Ox people are hard-working and persistent, they can stick at a task longer and go at it harder than anybody. They believe in themselves and tend to classify almost everything into two basic categories, bad and good. They hold up their high standards as a model and severely judge those who don't aspire to maintain these same ideals.
Ox people are not social or party animals, they tend to be quiet when in a party. Although appears to be tranquil, in fact, Oxens are ponderous but impulsive when angry. They are capable of fearsome rages, therefore, it is better not to cross an Oxen.
(THIS is especially true and why it's not wise to get on my bad side)
Ox people are observant, they have remarkable memories and are good at reporting on absolutely everything they observe. Go ask an Oxen if he remembers who were at the party 8 months ago, most likely, he will name them one by one to you.
Ox people are stubborn and dogmatic, they believe in their decision and will never regret. They are also very close to their families. disappointedly, Oxens often find that those who are close to them fail to understand them. Nevertheless, they are patient, and caring and that makes the Oxen the best friend you can ever have.
Oxens are very responsible and loyal. Ox people are seldom jealous. but they will be jealous of their rights; and the fidelity of a husband or a wife is one of their rights. They are very family-oriented, conservative and faithful.
The Ox works hard, patiently, and methodically, with original intelligence and reflective thought. These people enjoy helping others. Behind this tenacious, laboring, and self-sacrificing exterior lies an active mind. While their balance and strength inspire confidence, Oxen can seem rigid, obstinate, and slow. They impress others as leaders, fearing neither responsibility nor risk. However, sometimes they must labor long hours to accomplish little.
People born under the influence of the Ox are kind, caring souls, logical, positive, filled with common sense and with their feet firmly planted on the ground. Security is their main preoccupation in life, and they are prepared to toil long and hard in order to provide a warm, comfortable and stable nest for themselves and their families. Strong-minded, stubborn, individualistic, the majority are highly intelligent individuals who doen't take kindly to being told what to do.
Although Ox people don't ask to be put in the limelight, they do like to be boss, for these quietly dominant types enjoy being in positions of power. Oxen try to instill in those around them the rigor, determination and power of work which they themselves possess. Respecting others, they are always open to a dialogue. Even though they may not broadcast their virtues to the world, nevertheless it is that steady, conscientious attitude that will deservedly see them to the top.
The Oxen's childhood and youth will generally be without incident. It is in the second part of their lives that they will encounter difficulties to do with their marriage. Their partners may well take offense at their apparent indifference and seek consolation elsewhere in an attempt to find the romance so conspicuously absent at home (*snorts* that is especially true). Oxen have no time for a deviation they are unable to understand.
The Affectionate Ox
Oxen make solid, steady, reliable partners. They can be tender, devoted, sensual even -- but they are never romantic. Very affectionate to those close to their hearts, they are cool and distant to anyone outside their emotional circle. Getting close to an Ox is a very difficult thing to do, for they hold all but their chosen few at arm's length. However, once they have committed themselves, they make loyal, steadfast lovers and are the least likely of all the signs to possess a roving eye. Casual love affairs are definitely not the Ox's style (read- poly, open relationships and flings? Will NEVER happen with me). Although they may not show it, their emotions are deep and passionate. If their love is spurned or if they should suffer a broken heart, they will retreat inside themselves and channel all their emotions into their work. Generally, they make no mistakes in their judgment of others, successfully merging their romantic and family lives. Happily settled in a contented relationship, an Ox will make a supportive and faithful partner, someone whose love grows stronger by the year and whose sterling qualities are worth his or her weight in gold
tl;dr- I'm a persistent yet stubborn, hardworking and loyal person that finds it VERYhard to trust and open up to others. But the few I do choose to let into my life? have my trust, respect, friendship and/or a partner for life. I'm a true introvert, hanging around my close friends only. I have no problem being honest, sometimes to the point others are turned off by my bluntness (I'm not gonna sugarcoat things for anyone, sorry). Otherwise I'm very calm and easy to get along with as long as you don't push your lifestyle on me...and I won't push mine on you
Oh yeah, here's the link if you want to see what it says about you: http://pages.infinit.net/garrick/ch.....ese/index.html
...I looked up some of my other friends (at least those whose dob I know) and believe it or not? Describes them quite well
JadeBleufox to thank for this after reading her journal- that and I'm bored at work and need a timesink so feel free to ignore this if you're sick of memes, don't follow or believe in astrology/horoscopes or you just don't like reading journals (which makes me wonder why you're here in the first place). I just felt like doing something to make my day go by a little faster. That and after reading about my chinese zodiac? It's pretty damn accurate if I say so myself. The parts in bold emphasize things that are especially true about me. So for those of you too lazy to read the whole thing? just read the bolded parts if you want an idea of how I am:
Ox people are hard-working and persistent, they can stick at a task longer and go at it harder than anybody. They believe in themselves and tend to classify almost everything into two basic categories, bad and good. They hold up their high standards as a model and severely judge those who don't aspire to maintain these same ideals.
Ox people are not social or party animals, they tend to be quiet when in a party. Although appears to be tranquil, in fact, Oxens are ponderous but impulsive when angry. They are capable of fearsome rages, therefore, it is better not to cross an Oxen.
(THIS is especially true and why it's not wise to get on my bad side)
Ox people are observant, they have remarkable memories and are good at reporting on absolutely everything they observe. Go ask an Oxen if he remembers who were at the party 8 months ago, most likely, he will name them one by one to you.
Ox people are stubborn and dogmatic, they believe in their decision and will never regret. They are also very close to their families. disappointedly, Oxens often find that those who are close to them fail to understand them. Nevertheless, they are patient, and caring and that makes the Oxen the best friend you can ever have.
Oxens are very responsible and loyal. Ox people are seldom jealous. but they will be jealous of their rights; and the fidelity of a husband or a wife is one of their rights. They are very family-oriented, conservative and faithful.
The Ox works hard, patiently, and methodically, with original intelligence and reflective thought. These people enjoy helping others. Behind this tenacious, laboring, and self-sacrificing exterior lies an active mind. While their balance and strength inspire confidence, Oxen can seem rigid, obstinate, and slow. They impress others as leaders, fearing neither responsibility nor risk. However, sometimes they must labor long hours to accomplish little.
People born under the influence of the Ox are kind, caring souls, logical, positive, filled with common sense and with their feet firmly planted on the ground. Security is their main preoccupation in life, and they are prepared to toil long and hard in order to provide a warm, comfortable and stable nest for themselves and their families. Strong-minded, stubborn, individualistic, the majority are highly intelligent individuals who doen't take kindly to being told what to do.
Although Ox people don't ask to be put in the limelight, they do like to be boss, for these quietly dominant types enjoy being in positions of power. Oxen try to instill in those around them the rigor, determination and power of work which they themselves possess. Respecting others, they are always open to a dialogue. Even though they may not broadcast their virtues to the world, nevertheless it is that steady, conscientious attitude that will deservedly see them to the top.
The Oxen's childhood and youth will generally be without incident. It is in the second part of their lives that they will encounter difficulties to do with their marriage. Their partners may well take offense at their apparent indifference and seek consolation elsewhere in an attempt to find the romance so conspicuously absent at home (*snorts* that is especially true). Oxen have no time for a deviation they are unable to understand.
The Affectionate Ox
Oxen make solid, steady, reliable partners. They can be tender, devoted, sensual even -- but they are never romantic. Very affectionate to those close to their hearts, they are cool and distant to anyone outside their emotional circle. Getting close to an Ox is a very difficult thing to do, for they hold all but their chosen few at arm's length. However, once they have committed themselves, they make loyal, steadfast lovers and are the least likely of all the signs to possess a roving eye. Casual love affairs are definitely not the Ox's style (read- poly, open relationships and flings? Will NEVER happen with me). Although they may not show it, their emotions are deep and passionate. If their love is spurned or if they should suffer a broken heart, they will retreat inside themselves and channel all their emotions into their work. Generally, they make no mistakes in their judgment of others, successfully merging their romantic and family lives. Happily settled in a contented relationship, an Ox will make a supportive and faithful partner, someone whose love grows stronger by the year and whose sterling qualities are worth his or her weight in gold
tl;dr- I'm a persistent yet stubborn, hardworking and loyal person that finds it VERYhard to trust and open up to others. But the few I do choose to let into my life? have my trust, respect, friendship and/or a partner for life. I'm a true introvert, hanging around my close friends only. I have no problem being honest, sometimes to the point others are turned off by my bluntness (I'm not gonna sugarcoat things for anyone, sorry). Otherwise I'm very calm and easy to get along with as long as you don't push your lifestyle on me...and I won't push mine on you
Oh yeah, here's the link if you want to see what it says about you: http://pages.infinit.net/garrick/ch.....ese/index.html
...I looked up some of my other friends (at least those whose dob I know) and believe it or not? Describes them quite well
...got any human or human like OCs?
Posted 12 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4717036/
If you have any human or human-like chars, you can be in a comic- no catch!
...and here I thought furries had all the luck on fa *chuckles*
If you have any human or human-like chars, you can be in a comic- no catch!
...and here I thought furries had all the luck on fa *chuckles*
Personality versus looks: what do you look at?
Posted 12 years agoWell...I usually don't write journals this regularly but thanks to one of my lovely watchers I was once again reminded how shallow and superficial people are, males and females. But before I begin, let me explain what prompted this journal....
As most people who know me- I rarely post my picture online; even on my facebook, dating sites, my profile, whatever the case. Why? Besides all the pervs and weirdos online? I'm sick of being judged for how I look rather than by...gee, I don't know, my personality. Not to mention due to where I work, I don't think it would behoove me to tell the world I'm a furry; I need some anonymity online. Now, remember how your parents used to say "it's what's on the inside that counts...?" Nowadays, I really wonder if that's the case. Now here's the story-
A person I've been speaking with was telling me how physical looks are just as important, if not more (and others I'm sure) than personality and told me this little story, "...physical acceptance/enjoyment is vital in my case. ^_^ Such things CAN be improved on in many cases, however! So yeah, can't immediately rule someone out. A good friend of mine he had someone interested in him at the local furmeet that was overweight but interested in him and eventually she started losing weight and he began to notice her more. And they're getting along very well now..."
Let's back up right there.
So let me get this straight- it took the girl losing weight to be noticed? *facepalms so damn hard* I'm sorry but...no, just no on so many levels. It would be one thing if she lost weight because SHE wanted to. Or hell, maybe he was interested in her beforehand but encouraged her to lose weight while they were seeing each other? I can even accept that. But look at how that's worded...and feel free to correct me if I'm wrong
"...eventually she started losing weight and he began to notice her more."
-by the sounds of it- the only reason he gave her a chance was because she lost weight, I see no indication that he tried to befriend her and see where it would go or even go out with her just to see what type of person she was. No, he was only interested in her when she was an ideal weight by his standards *sniffs around* Smell that? I smell a superficial prick that needs his ass handed to him.
That is a HUGE pet peeve of mine! Guys and yes, even women are guilty of doing this: judging someone purely on looks rather than personality. So of course I had to throw in my two cents: (edited because I might have swore a bit too much and I've calmed down now):
"...Do you know how many people, male or female that happens to? They love a person's personality, have stuff in common in them but they won't date them due to looks. Or let's use high school as an example because of how cliquish and vain people are...where there's this one girl or guy that's unnoticed or picked on. They leave for the summer and come back in the fall and no one recognizes them because they've buffed up, lost weight, have a makeover, etc. Suddenly people that used to ignore them want to be his or her friend, date them..."
Now can anyone relate to that or were you on either side of that spectrum? I hate people like that. And if you fall into that category, no offense but this is just -my- opinion; feel free to stop reading if it bothers you so much. But in my opinion? Everyone deserves a fair chance to be happy and in a relationship regardless of their looks- and the fact that it took said girl losing weight to be noticed? *shakes head* just shows how people really are. Now if she lost weight because -she- wanted to? great. But in the above situation? Just...I don't know. I almost feel sorry for her. Think about it- they're getting along fine now but what if she gains back her weight again? will he leave her or cheat on her? And most importantly- did she lose weight because she wanted to...or to impress a guy? I guess my point to this little ramble is that though looks are important in a relationship, does it really have to be solely what the relationship is based on? It just ticks me off to no end that society has become so superficial and relies on looks to get anywhere in the world. Even in the workforce, I've heard stories of men and women being hired based on age and how they look rather than skill and knowledge (...).
Ironically, I think the person that told me the above story was trying to "cheer me up" or offer me hope that even I can find a guy if I try hard enough. Yeah...I'm gonna bite my tongue now as the journals is long enough without me making it longer and I refuse to put anyone's name in it; that's just rude.
So tell me, those few brave souls that read this all the way through- what do you look for in a relationship- and be honest, I promise I won't snap at you (too much, lol). Would you rather a mate with looks...or a good personality and why?
tl;dr- what do you value in relationships: looks and personality and why?
As most people who know me- I rarely post my picture online; even on my facebook, dating sites, my profile, whatever the case. Why? Besides all the pervs and weirdos online? I'm sick of being judged for how I look rather than by...gee, I don't know, my personality. Not to mention due to where I work, I don't think it would behoove me to tell the world I'm a furry; I need some anonymity online. Now, remember how your parents used to say "it's what's on the inside that counts...?" Nowadays, I really wonder if that's the case. Now here's the story-
A person I've been speaking with was telling me how physical looks are just as important, if not more (and others I'm sure) than personality and told me this little story, "...physical acceptance/enjoyment is vital in my case. ^_^ Such things CAN be improved on in many cases, however! So yeah, can't immediately rule someone out. A good friend of mine he had someone interested in him at the local furmeet that was overweight but interested in him and eventually she started losing weight and he began to notice her more. And they're getting along very well now..."
Let's back up right there.
So let me get this straight- it took the girl losing weight to be noticed? *facepalms so damn hard* I'm sorry but...no, just no on so many levels. It would be one thing if she lost weight because SHE wanted to. Or hell, maybe he was interested in her beforehand but encouraged her to lose weight while they were seeing each other? I can even accept that. But look at how that's worded...and feel free to correct me if I'm wrong
"...eventually she started losing weight and he began to notice her more."
-by the sounds of it- the only reason he gave her a chance was because she lost weight, I see no indication that he tried to befriend her and see where it would go or even go out with her just to see what type of person she was. No, he was only interested in her when she was an ideal weight by his standards *sniffs around* Smell that? I smell a superficial prick that needs his ass handed to him.
That is a HUGE pet peeve of mine! Guys and yes, even women are guilty of doing this: judging someone purely on looks rather than personality. So of course I had to throw in my two cents: (edited because I might have swore a bit too much and I've calmed down now):
"...Do you know how many people, male or female that happens to? They love a person's personality, have stuff in common in them but they won't date them due to looks. Or let's use high school as an example because of how cliquish and vain people are...where there's this one girl or guy that's unnoticed or picked on. They leave for the summer and come back in the fall and no one recognizes them because they've buffed up, lost weight, have a makeover, etc. Suddenly people that used to ignore them want to be his or her friend, date them..."
Now can anyone relate to that or were you on either side of that spectrum? I hate people like that. And if you fall into that category, no offense but this is just -my- opinion; feel free to stop reading if it bothers you so much. But in my opinion? Everyone deserves a fair chance to be happy and in a relationship regardless of their looks- and the fact that it took said girl losing weight to be noticed? *shakes head* just shows how people really are. Now if she lost weight because -she- wanted to? great. But in the above situation? Just...I don't know. I almost feel sorry for her. Think about it- they're getting along fine now but what if she gains back her weight again? will he leave her or cheat on her? And most importantly- did she lose weight because she wanted to...or to impress a guy? I guess my point to this little ramble is that though looks are important in a relationship, does it really have to be solely what the relationship is based on? It just ticks me off to no end that society has become so superficial and relies on looks to get anywhere in the world. Even in the workforce, I've heard stories of men and women being hired based on age and how they look rather than skill and knowledge (...).
Ironically, I think the person that told me the above story was trying to "cheer me up" or offer me hope that even I can find a guy if I try hard enough. Yeah...I'm gonna bite my tongue now as the journals is long enough without me making it longer and I refuse to put anyone's name in it; that's just rude.
So tell me, those few brave souls that read this all the way through- what do you look for in a relationship- and be honest, I promise I won't snap at you (too much, lol). Would you rather a mate with looks...or a good personality and why?
tl;dr- what do you value in relationships: looks and personality and why?
Holy gunblade wolfcat!
Posted 12 years agoA musical interlude...
First off, I want to send a MAJOR thank you to wolfbrother9393. I'm not sure how many of you remember my latest commission of Whisper "Do you know where hell is...?" by cylnx (artist's and original copy posted here. Well...Wolfbrother was kind enough to do a musical piece to accompany the art at the request of cy:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10560001/
...I have no words. As much as I love music, it really goes along well with the mood and emotion of the piece. It's official everyone: Whisper has reached the point of epicness and is ready to kick butt and ask questions later, lol. But in all seriousness, I am truly humbled and really want to thank both cy and wolf for their combined works in this commission- it really is my favorite piece to date. Please feel free to go to both their pages and see their works
And to think this journal was going to be a rant but seeing that just made my day! hmph, darn you life, bursting my ranting bubble *shakes a fist at life* Fine, fine, I'll -try- to keep this journal upbeat, but only because I'm in a good mood dang it!
You know you're a geek when...
So I get off work and before I can even get my house good, my dad calls me to come down to his house (he lives only three houses away from me). Apparently his computer has been acting wonky so he spoke with norton, his antivirus company (that's the first mistake he made; he used norton as his antivirus), and one of the Symantec IT reps took control of his pc (that was mistake 2 & 3) to fix it *facepalms* so I'm not even out of my workclothes, I'm tired and cranky but when I heard that I was like "no, that's not gonna do..." so I drag down to his house and sure enough, this guy is controlling his pc. I took over the keyboard and when the guy found out I was computer literate, and a female? Boy, did his tone change! LOL. I'll admit, I suck when it comes to internal pc components and repair but I can handle most minor issues or simple trojans/viruses. So me and the techy guy had a nice little chat about how my dad's pc had way too much lag on the bootup screen, installation issues and drivers- and somewhere between discussing a bsod and trying my damnest not to throw my dad's pc out the window for being slow as molasses? my dad calls me a geek...
*blinks* I have to admit, I wasn't sure whether to laugh or feign offense to that since my dad's never called me one before- only took him, what 27 years to catch on? Ah well. After raging and toying with his pc and chatting with the IT guy, I finally called it a night, because, well to be blunt I was tired, hungry and have work in the morning. I'll rip norton off his pc this weekend, install something better (and more reliable) along with purging his pc of gah knows how much other junk is on there that needs to be off. Unfortunately, my dad is not very computer savvy so he's probably got a ton of unnecessary crap on his pc that shouldn't be there.
Stay tuned for the next journal when I take on installing my first video card! Err, maybe. One of my friends was kind enough to send me a video card to replace my current one (identity withheld unless he/she chooses to be credited). I haven't decided yet but I -think- I might try to fix it on my own this weekend depending on my mood. I'm feeling oddly brave and geeky right now *pulls out a "Video card installation for dummies- now with pictures!" guide and skims over it*
...yeah on second thought, I better check and make sure my old hp still works just to be on the safe side. Anyway, have a good one y'all~
First off, I want to send a MAJOR thank you to wolfbrother9393. I'm not sure how many of you remember my latest commission of Whisper "Do you know where hell is...?" by cylnx (artist's and original copy posted here. Well...Wolfbrother was kind enough to do a musical piece to accompany the art at the request of cy:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10560001/
...I have no words. As much as I love music, it really goes along well with the mood and emotion of the piece. It's official everyone: Whisper has reached the point of epicness and is ready to kick butt and ask questions later, lol. But in all seriousness, I am truly humbled and really want to thank both cy and wolf for their combined works in this commission- it really is my favorite piece to date. Please feel free to go to both their pages and see their works
And to think this journal was going to be a rant but seeing that just made my day! hmph, darn you life, bursting my ranting bubble *shakes a fist at life* Fine, fine, I'll -try- to keep this journal upbeat, but only because I'm in a good mood dang it!
You know you're a geek when...
So I get off work and before I can even get my house good, my dad calls me to come down to his house (he lives only three houses away from me). Apparently his computer has been acting wonky so he spoke with norton, his antivirus company (that's the first mistake he made; he used norton as his antivirus), and one of the Symantec IT reps took control of his pc (that was mistake 2 & 3) to fix it *facepalms* so I'm not even out of my workclothes, I'm tired and cranky but when I heard that I was like "no, that's not gonna do..." so I drag down to his house and sure enough, this guy is controlling his pc. I took over the keyboard and when the guy found out I was computer literate, and a female? Boy, did his tone change! LOL. I'll admit, I suck when it comes to internal pc components and repair but I can handle most minor issues or simple trojans/viruses. So me and the techy guy had a nice little chat about how my dad's pc had way too much lag on the bootup screen, installation issues and drivers- and somewhere between discussing a bsod and trying my damnest not to throw my dad's pc out the window for being slow as molasses? my dad calls me a geek...
*blinks* I have to admit, I wasn't sure whether to laugh or feign offense to that since my dad's never called me one before- only took him, what 27 years to catch on? Ah well. After raging and toying with his pc and chatting with the IT guy, I finally called it a night, because, well to be blunt I was tired, hungry and have work in the morning. I'll rip norton off his pc this weekend, install something better (and more reliable) along with purging his pc of gah knows how much other junk is on there that needs to be off. Unfortunately, my dad is not very computer savvy so he's probably got a ton of unnecessary crap on his pc that shouldn't be there.
Stay tuned for the next journal when I take on installing my first video card! Err, maybe. One of my friends was kind enough to send me a video card to replace my current one (identity withheld unless he/she chooses to be credited). I haven't decided yet but I -think- I might try to fix it on my own this weekend depending on my mood. I'm feeling oddly brave and geeky right now *pulls out a "Video card installation for dummies- now with pictures!" guide and skims over it*
...yeah on second thought, I better check and make sure my old hp still works just to be on the safe side. Anyway, have a good one y'all~
When life gives you lemons...
Posted 12 years ago...throw them at your enemies; they make good targets~
Well this afternoon was...interesting. For the first time in over 3-4 years, a guy in real life and not online asked me out! *gasps* Yes, yes, it is the apocalypse everyone. And for my lovely new watchers, yes, I am in fact a female in real life- that's even scarier I know, lol. Anyway, it was another typical work day coming to a close- I was waiting on the bus to reach the hospital so I could head back home, when this guy calls out to me by the lobby. I think nothing of it, figuring he just wanted directions or had a question about a patient...ya know, something simple. He begins to ask my name, age, location and was I single. Ugh, I think I let out an audible groan but I humored him...afterall, worse case, he might be a new friend I could hang out or work out with, game and watch shows and anime with, right? That and unlike some people I've come across, I try not to be presumptuous of others- that's the reason time and time again guys have passed me up (among other reasons I'm sure) because once they see me, they make some preconceived notion about how I act, feel, think and should be *snorts*
Haha, well unfortunately he proved me wrong. Not only was he a typical male just looking for a...for a lack of better words, "fling" but said he had just gotten out of jail for drug related charges *raises a brow* Uh...huh- first time being asked out in nearly 5 years and it's by an ex-con? Yay morale booster! LOL. I'm sorry but I couldn't help but laugh at the irony of the situation. I politely told him I wasn't interested and moved on. I'm not one of those women drawn to "bad boys" ...just geeks and gamers that don't have criminal records. So moral of that story? You never know when you'll be asked out...just make sure the other person doesn't have criminal charges
PC and other geeky stuff
Moving on to other things- for those of you that are familiar with my pc issues (see last two journals for more info) Thanks to the help of and 
it seems I've traced the problem- the video card or gpu fan is more or less ready to croak. After running gw2 this past weekend, I did a temperature reading on it and sure enough? yeah, the temp on it is just way too high for comfort (click here if you're just that interested) which probably explains why it makes a "clicking" sound when running high memory/high graphic games. Thankfully I have a very awesome friend that's offered to send me a video card to replace mine so hopefully I'll be back to gaming up a storm shortly!
Otherwise, life is good- mostly been focusing on my job, getting into some new anime and trying my damnest to make new friends and buddies to replace my fairweather, not so reliable "friends" I currently have to keep the grumps and depression at bay. In addition, I'll be posted some new arts I've commissioned shortly, though some of them are as fairly old; I just really hate spamming y'alls pages with submissions, gah knows some of you get enough of that as is.
Until later, hasta luego~
Well this afternoon was...interesting. For the first time in over 3-4 years, a guy in real life and not online asked me out! *gasps* Yes, yes, it is the apocalypse everyone. And for my lovely new watchers, yes, I am in fact a female in real life- that's even scarier I know, lol. Anyway, it was another typical work day coming to a close- I was waiting on the bus to reach the hospital so I could head back home, when this guy calls out to me by the lobby. I think nothing of it, figuring he just wanted directions or had a question about a patient...ya know, something simple. He begins to ask my name, age, location and was I single. Ugh, I think I let out an audible groan but I humored him...afterall, worse case, he might be a new friend I could hang out or work out with, game and watch shows and anime with, right? That and unlike some people I've come across, I try not to be presumptuous of others- that's the reason time and time again guys have passed me up (among other reasons I'm sure) because once they see me, they make some preconceived notion about how I act, feel, think and should be *snorts*
Haha, well unfortunately he proved me wrong. Not only was he a typical male just looking for a...for a lack of better words, "fling" but said he had just gotten out of jail for drug related charges *raises a brow* Uh...huh- first time being asked out in nearly 5 years and it's by an ex-con? Yay morale booster! LOL. I'm sorry but I couldn't help but laugh at the irony of the situation. I politely told him I wasn't interested and moved on. I'm not one of those women drawn to "bad boys" ...just geeks and gamers that don't have criminal records. So moral of that story? You never know when you'll be asked out...just make sure the other person doesn't have criminal charges
PC and other geeky stuff
Moving on to other things- for those of you that are familiar with my pc issues (see last two journals for more info) Thanks to the help of
and 
it seems I've traced the problem- the video card or gpu fan is more or less ready to croak. After running gw2 this past weekend, I did a temperature reading on it and sure enough? yeah, the temp on it is just way too high for comfort (click here if you're just that interested) which probably explains why it makes a "clicking" sound when running high memory/high graphic games. Thankfully I have a very awesome friend that's offered to send me a video card to replace mine so hopefully I'll be back to gaming up a storm shortly!Otherwise, life is good- mostly been focusing on my job, getting into some new anime and trying my damnest to make new friends and buddies to replace my fairweather, not so reliable "friends" I currently have to keep the grumps and depression at bay. In addition, I'll be posted some new arts I've commissioned shortly, though some of them are as fairly old; I just really hate spamming y'alls pages with submissions, gah knows some of you get enough of that as is.
Until later, hasta luego~
Inside the beast! (pictures of my pc)
Posted 12 years ago*if you're not a computer geek or tech or computer talk bores you? Yeah, might not want to read any further. Just posting this as a journal so I don't spam fa with computer pictures (since it's not furry related) and I'm too lazy to.
Uh, this journal will be deleted in about...6-12 hours? just long enough for anyone that's interested to take a glance in regards to my previous journal from this morning about the fan/rattling issue
I'm not posting all the pictures here, just a few so y'all can get an idea of the hell this beast has been giving me for the last year and a half. And yes, I know it's FILTHY and dusty. I felt so bad exposing y'all to such pictures I grabbed a can of air and did some cleaning while I had the case open, blah *avoids the glares of pc enthusiasts and techs*
Anyway, to keep this short:
http://i218.photobucket.com/albums/.....g?t=1364254472 - case fans (only the top one works; the bottom one was broken when I received it)
http://i218.photobucket.com/albums/.....g?t=1364254334 and http://i218.photobucket.com/albums/.....?t=1364254389- closeup of the insides
http://i218.photobucket.com/albums/.....g?t=1364254312 - closeup of the mobo and cpu fan
..don't ask me about any of the parts or hardware inside this thing; I did not build it- I just use it and try my damnest not to break it, lol
Uh, this journal will be deleted in about...6-12 hours? just long enough for anyone that's interested to take a glance in regards to my previous journal from this morning about the fan/rattling issue
I'm not posting all the pictures here, just a few so y'all can get an idea of the hell this beast has been giving me for the last year and a half. And yes, I know it's FILTHY and dusty. I felt so bad exposing y'all to such pictures I grabbed a can of air and did some cleaning while I had the case open, blah *avoids the glares of pc enthusiasts and techs*
Anyway, to keep this short:
http://i218.photobucket.com/albums/.....g?t=1364254472 - case fans (only the top one works; the bottom one was broken when I received it)
http://i218.photobucket.com/albums/.....g?t=1364254334 and http://i218.photobucket.com/albums/.....?t=1364254389- closeup of the insides
http://i218.photobucket.com/albums/.....g?t=1364254312 - closeup of the mobo and cpu fan
..don't ask me about any of the parts or hardware inside this thing; I did not build it- I just use it and try my damnest not to break it, lol
Calling all computer geeks and techs: Help Wanted!
Posted 12 years agoAny computer experts or techs out there that can help a wolfcat out?
I woke up this morning and turned my computer on, only for it to make a strange "rattling" sound. It's never made that sound before but I can only assume it was the fan since it's usually quite loud anyway. The noise stopped after about 3-5 minutes and the fan went back to quietly humming but...I might have gone into panic mode and started backing up my files and such as a precautionary measure (see, it's days like this I really wish I had a local computer tech or dated a guy that was good with computers, sheesh).
So anyone out there have any clue what might have caused it? Considering my computer savvy only extends to putting in ram sticks and basic repairs, any help would be appreciated. if need be, I can easily give specs and such but for the most part, it's a custom-built gaming pc that was given to me about a year and a half ago running windows 7. I don't mind buying parts if need be and if it's an easy fix I'm sure I can do it myself if someone's able to walk me through the steps.
Thanks in advanced~
Edit- my mind is officially blown from all this geek/computer talk...but in a good way! Thanks everyone for your help; will be posting a picture or two of the inside of the pc to see if that helps to explain the issue
I woke up this morning and turned my computer on, only for it to make a strange "rattling" sound. It's never made that sound before but I can only assume it was the fan since it's usually quite loud anyway. The noise stopped after about 3-5 minutes and the fan went back to quietly humming but...I might have gone into panic mode and started backing up my files and such as a precautionary measure (see, it's days like this I really wish I had a local computer tech or dated a guy that was good with computers, sheesh).
So anyone out there have any clue what might have caused it? Considering my computer savvy only extends to putting in ram sticks and basic repairs, any help would be appreciated. if need be, I can easily give specs and such but for the most part, it's a custom-built gaming pc that was given to me about a year and a half ago running windows 7. I don't mind buying parts if need be and if it's an easy fix I'm sure I can do it myself if someone's able to walk me through the steps.
Thanks in advanced~
Edit- my mind is officially blown from all this geek/computer talk...but in a good way! Thanks everyone for your help; will be posting a picture or two of the inside of the pc to see if that helps to explain the issue
Southern hospitality...
Posted 12 years agoHmm, been a while since I wrote anything here but I felt like sharing this little tidbit, maybe some of y'all can take a lesson from it or it'll make you smile like it did for me:
I just got off work and was on my daily bus commute home. Nothing special; I sat near the front of the bus, threw my ipod on and listened to some music in an attempt to wash away another monotonous day at work. I was halfway to the bus terminal when a woman got on...she had to have been in her late 50s, maybe early 60s- around my mom's age if you will. And she was in the middle of putting her dollar in the fare machine when she realized she needed change for a dollar. So she asked out loud did anyone have change for a dollar? The bus driver did the same- in hopes that someone would have some change for the woman. Mind you, the driver was still gonna let the woman ride since she had the payment; she just couldn't sit down in a seat until the entire fare was paid...usually she could just wait until she got to the terminal in such a case but it was the principle I suppose.
Now this is the part that actually made me pause my music and smile. I looked around and about 3-4 people starting rummaging through their bags, purses, pockets- one man stood up from the back and came up to the front and handed her two quarters (that's all she needed the change for anyway, 50 cents) but she refused to accept it unless she could give him the dollar bill as change. So another woman closer to the front offered her four quarters- only to pull a fast one on her and pay her fare for her, refusing to take the dollar as well *chuckles* So the passenger finally gave up and accepted the help, thanking everyone for offering their assistance to her.
Now why did I share this story? I don't know. I guess...it's nice in a "me, me, me," instant gratification generation to still to be exposed to people that are not selfish and willing to help a complete stranger. For example, for the past few weeks, I've been brooding and grumping big time and wasn't sure how to snap out of it. Tell me why all it took was a warm hug from one of my coworkers to snap me out of it? Other than coming through my department maybe once or twice a month to deliver supplies, he barely knows me. But the moment I told him I had been grumpy, he didn't hesitate to hug me- and then came back the next day to hug me AGAIN and make sure I was feeling better
...I tell ya, why can't moreguys people be like that?! But...I think that's part of the reason why I'm in no rush to move away from the south. As much as I hate the economy, the inability to find a stable, reliable job that can still pay well, and don't even get me started on this weather- it might as well be spring right now with the temperatures we're having. But...with all the faults and shortcomings the south has, for the most part, most of the people are some of the nicest folks you'll ever come across. Not to mention I highly doubt there are too many states outside the south where people still hold doors open for you, address their elders and people of authority as sir and ma'am and people will stop and help a random stranger without snubbing them. And ya know what? I'm okay with that.
-tips my cowgirl hat and nods- until later y'all, take care~
I just got off work and was on my daily bus commute home. Nothing special; I sat near the front of the bus, threw my ipod on and listened to some music in an attempt to wash away another monotonous day at work. I was halfway to the bus terminal when a woman got on...she had to have been in her late 50s, maybe early 60s- around my mom's age if you will. And she was in the middle of putting her dollar in the fare machine when she realized she needed change for a dollar. So she asked out loud did anyone have change for a dollar? The bus driver did the same- in hopes that someone would have some change for the woman. Mind you, the driver was still gonna let the woman ride since she had the payment; she just couldn't sit down in a seat until the entire fare was paid...usually she could just wait until she got to the terminal in such a case but it was the principle I suppose.
Now this is the part that actually made me pause my music and smile. I looked around and about 3-4 people starting rummaging through their bags, purses, pockets- one man stood up from the back and came up to the front and handed her two quarters (that's all she needed the change for anyway, 50 cents) but she refused to accept it unless she could give him the dollar bill as change. So another woman closer to the front offered her four quarters- only to pull a fast one on her and pay her fare for her, refusing to take the dollar as well *chuckles* So the passenger finally gave up and accepted the help, thanking everyone for offering their assistance to her.
Now why did I share this story? I don't know. I guess...it's nice in a "me, me, me," instant gratification generation to still to be exposed to people that are not selfish and willing to help a complete stranger. For example, for the past few weeks, I've been brooding and grumping big time and wasn't sure how to snap out of it. Tell me why all it took was a warm hug from one of my coworkers to snap me out of it? Other than coming through my department maybe once or twice a month to deliver supplies, he barely knows me. But the moment I told him I had been grumpy, he didn't hesitate to hug me- and then came back the next day to hug me AGAIN and make sure I was feeling better
...I tell ya, why can't more
-tips my cowgirl hat and nods- until later y'all, take care~
What's new wolfcat?
Posted 13 years agoWow, it's been a while since I've put any rambles or updates on here! Anyway, hi all you new and old watchers alike; I'm still alive, just too lazy to be bothered posting on here as much as I used to. Things are so so in my world: just eating, sleeping, working and playing way too much WoW for my own good....and I'll probably disappear off the face of the planet when I get FF5, 6 for my PS 2 and GW2 for the holidays.
I have a crapload of art I need to post on here, some of it nearly 2-3 months old...I just haven't gotten around to it yet *shrugs* I did warn y'all I was lazy dang it, give me a break. That and I just really hate the fa upload/submit system. But if you see a lot of art coming from me soon, that's why- most of it is old art I'm just putting in my gallery to keep up with it or scraping.
In other news guess what? I got a whisper plush!
...yeah, scary I know but I'm excited; took me forever to find the right artist to pull it off but I'm very pleased with how she turned out. She'll be home with me just in time for christmas so I can have someone to cuddle with. That's right folks, plushies: because when you can't rely on a mate or decent guy (or girl) to cuddle with, it's the next best thing...well that or a pillow.
Otherwise things are good on my end: I managed to survive layoffs at work due to budget cuts. Which really left me happy since I lost my last job due to budget cuts, which in retrospect? was a blessing in disguise as I loathed that job with a passion; it really was poisoning me and my attitude to the point where I was just apathetic about any and everything. Mind you, I do miss the pay and some of my coworkers but eh, I wouldn't go back- I can't work in an environment like that again...even if it means not seeing people come in the ER at 2 in the morning with unmentionables stuck up their orifices and other areas because they have nothing better to do with their time *facepalms* But anyway...
That's pretty much my life right now in a nutshell. I've been chatting with my oddly amusing friends and getting to know them better- some of them will be featured in the art posted. I don't know about some of y'all but getting art of just your character(s)? gets boring after a while. So I like to include my friends in some of my art. I don't know, I guess if they can't be there with you in real life, why not draw them into your life huh? Silly, but that's my thought on the matter. Also nearly done with my christmas shopping, both for furs and non-furs *looks at my bank account and sighs* Money, why do you disappear so fast?! lol. No but seriously, I'm excited to treat some of my friends to some nice christmas commissions this year. A few of my close friends will be lucky enough to have some real gifts mailed to them...something I -rarely- do nowadays because I don't have many close people in my life anymore (not by choice, that's for sure).
Well that's all for now. Stay tuned for my next journal where I'll discuss how people don't know what they want out of relationships yet set high, unrealistic expectations for others
I have a crapload of art I need to post on here, some of it nearly 2-3 months old...I just haven't gotten around to it yet *shrugs* I did warn y'all I was lazy dang it, give me a break. That and I just really hate the fa upload/submit system. But if you see a lot of art coming from me soon, that's why- most of it is old art I'm just putting in my gallery to keep up with it or scraping.
In other news guess what? I got a whisper plush!
...yeah, scary I know but I'm excited; took me forever to find the right artist to pull it off but I'm very pleased with how she turned out. She'll be home with me just in time for christmas so I can have someone to cuddle with. That's right folks, plushies: because when you can't rely on a mate or decent guy (or girl) to cuddle with, it's the next best thing...well that or a pillow.
Otherwise things are good on my end: I managed to survive layoffs at work due to budget cuts. Which really left me happy since I lost my last job due to budget cuts, which in retrospect? was a blessing in disguise as I loathed that job with a passion; it really was poisoning me and my attitude to the point where I was just apathetic about any and everything. Mind you, I do miss the pay and some of my coworkers but eh, I wouldn't go back- I can't work in an environment like that again...even if it means not seeing people come in the ER at 2 in the morning with unmentionables stuck up their orifices and other areas because they have nothing better to do with their time *facepalms* But anyway...
That's pretty much my life right now in a nutshell. I've been chatting with my oddly amusing friends and getting to know them better- some of them will be featured in the art posted. I don't know about some of y'all but getting art of just your character(s)? gets boring after a while. So I like to include my friends in some of my art. I don't know, I guess if they can't be there with you in real life, why not draw them into your life huh? Silly, but that's my thought on the matter. Also nearly done with my christmas shopping, both for furs and non-furs *looks at my bank account and sighs* Money, why do you disappear so fast?! lol. No but seriously, I'm excited to treat some of my friends to some nice christmas commissions this year. A few of my close friends will be lucky enough to have some real gifts mailed to them...something I -rarely- do nowadays because I don't have many close people in my life anymore (not by choice, that's for sure).
Well that's all for now. Stay tuned for my next journal where I'll discuss how people don't know what they want out of relationships yet set high, unrealistic expectations for others
Do wolfcats cook?
Posted 13 years agoYes, yes I do. It's a running joke among my friends that know me well that I hate to cook...actually hate is an understatement- I loathe cooking with a passion. But when I do, it's quite tasty. And to demonstrate, I thought I'd post my latest creation...
I call it- Wolfcat's sweep the kitchen pizza...or cajun heartburn *snickers* It contains:
ground beef
shredded chicken
onion
Red and green bell peppers
jalapeno peppers
...and of course
slap ya mama seasoning (if you know what this is, kudos to you)
I wasn't planning on making this pizza again (one of those things I only make every now and then) but I made one last weekend and bought it into work the following week. One of my supervisors saw it and tasted it- loved it...well after her mouth cooled off from the spiciness. But anyway, she loved it so much, she requested I make another one and- well here you go boss. Needless to say, I will not be making this again for a long time
Edit: my other supervisors now want me to make one for them *facepalms so hard* really?! See the moral of this story folks is that you should never cook foryour coworkers anyone- it's like a nasty trap. You feed one and others will soon follow
...the good news is there are a lot more good people than evil. The bad news is that until you know someone for a while- you really can't trust anybody.
I call it- Wolfcat's sweep the kitchen pizza...or cajun heartburn *snickers* It contains:
ground beef
shredded chicken
onion
Red and green bell peppers
jalapeno peppers
...and of course
slap ya mama seasoning (if you know what this is, kudos to you)
I wasn't planning on making this pizza again (one of those things I only make every now and then) but I made one last weekend and bought it into work the following week. One of my supervisors saw it and tasted it- loved it...well after her mouth cooled off from the spiciness. But anyway, she loved it so much, she requested I make another one and- well here you go boss. Needless to say, I will not be making this again for a long time
Edit: my other supervisors now want me to make one for them *facepalms so hard* really?! See the moral of this story folks is that you should never cook for
...the good news is there are a lot more good people than evil. The bad news is that until you know someone for a while- you really can't trust anybody.
Iron artist commissions
Posted 13 years agoI usually don't advertise for artists but consider she's the awesome artist that did my current icon plus another piece of work for me: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8071751/
...I couldn't resist just this once. Better hurry though, Emkhe's slots will fill quick http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3758318/
...I couldn't resist just this once. Better hurry though, Emkhe's slots will fill quick http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3758318/
A new beginning...
Posted 13 years agoPrologue
Due to popular demand, mostly people bombarding my instant messenger, email and phone since I got off work asking me how my first day of work went? That and I refuse to tell the story over twenty times in the same day? I'm writing a journal about my first day at my new job (yeah, get your groans and moans out now as it will be long). Let me first start off by saying? wow...I'm just in awe over how many of you are interested in my life, much less something as mundane as my job. But at the same time, it's nice having people to rant...err, I mean discuss it with. So on that note-
It's time to sign your life away, old girl
So I get at the hospital (name edited for privacy sake, sorry) at 7:45. Afterall, gotta make a good first impression my first day huh? Oh, little did I know what I was in store for. I go straight to human resources (HR) as they needed me to sign some paperwork and give me my name badge so everything would be official. Ugh, as soon as I got there, I was signing my life away to the state...no literally, they made me sign all kinds of crap where you'd swear I was about to die: from who I want to act as a beneficiary in case something happens to me (...) to insurance- life, dental, health...you name it. I have to say the benefits for working under the state are fantastic; I see why everyone that winds up there doesn't want to quit or leave until they retire. They even help out us single people that don't have kids or dependents. When I told them I don't have any dependents or wasn't married- and were shocked by that for some reason (upcoming rant to accompany that later), one of the ladies in HR set me up on a tax deferred program where I actually get more money in my paycheck and the government doesn't penalize my butt come tax filing time. Finally, hope for the rest of us that choose not to have snot nosed brats or don't have the luxury of having a mate to claim or fall back on *rolls eyes*
Anyway, after I read the fine print on everything to make sure everything was legit, it was time to get moving again. I ran by payroll where they set me up in the system so I can clock in and out...which won't take effect until tomorrow but meh, it's a start. After that, it's time to meet up with my boss...finally. It's nearly 8:15 at this point- I'm supposed to be at work for 8, lol. So I walk in the office and wow...you should have seen the huge smile on teri's*, that's my boss's name, face. She was sincerely happy to see me and believe me, she let me know that too. So after I was reintroduced to everyone in the department I'd be under? she took me on a tour of the hospital- specifically areas I'd be frequenting during my daily duties.
Really?! no...
So teri was giving me a tour of the floor I'd be working on when what should happen? a code pink is called on the intercom system. Now for those of you not familiar with hospital jargon? a code pink is when a small child has been abducted or missing (or assumed to be). When this happens? ooh, not good. The hospital goes into complete lockdown; no one can go in or out until either the kid's found or the code's called off. During which time, all staff is requires to drop what they're doing and help find the kid, guard any exits (doors, stairwells, elevators) and report anyone that looks suspicious *rubs my forehead* Really? less than two hours on the job and I'm already facing my first code...damn. I figured it'd be something simple like a code blue (someone's dying) or code red (fire) instead. No, I get the missing rugrat code. My first thought was "who the hell wants to steal a kid?!" Before I suddenly smacked some sense into myself remembering that, "oh, it's my job to care...right!" hmm, dang judgment lapses will be the death of me *chuckles* Anyway, that code lasted about...oh 15 minutes or so until they found the kid I guess, I don't know. Moving on...
Yeap...just yeap
Now let me just say this now- damn. I got a workout today y'all. I don't understand how there are so many obese and overweight people that work there because if you stay on your feet? you will lose weight (and considering how much I love to snack that's a good thing). But I met everyone and then some, from the low level people that unpack boxes and do coding to people that can have me fired just by looking at them wrong...yeah, good times. But let me tell y'all something that I NEVER thought I'd say: I can not say I met anyone that I didn't like. Ya know, state hospitals have such a bad reputation. People assume just because it's the "charity" or free care facility? the care and people suck? no, that is not even remotely true. I had people that had no idea who I was greeting me and saying hello, asking me was I new and talking to me like I was an equal, not beneath me. It's a tight knit facility as apparently everyone knows each other...which is hard considering how big that place is (over 5 stories). Now as for the nurses? well, you can't expect excellent care everywhere can you? *chuckles* No, no I'm kidding, though I will admit some of them seemed somewhat...meh just by looking at them behind their desks or reading charts but considering how high demand their jobs are? I can't hold it against them too much. But for the most part, I really enjoyed everyone I spoke to. I even got some hugs just because.
Now I will say I have one gripe against that hospital- well two but one is so repetitive I'm not gonna go into too much detail about it. I noticed a huge thing about everyone there- they seem to be very religious. Think I'm kidding? pfft, just about every other woman there has a cross necklace or charm around their neck and religious memorabilia in their office. Now don't get me wrong, I have nothing against religion, being agnostic myself, but last time I checked there was nothing in my job description stating I had to be religious or believe in God, sheesh. But I'll be danged if I let something that petty ruin what has to be the best job I've ever had so...grin and bear it. My second gripe is the fact that everyone and I mean everyone has kids there and is just shocked when I say I'm still single, much less without a kid (...). What the hell? a girl can't be single and childless anymore without something being wrong with her? I guess not. But yeah, 90 percent of the offices I went in? I either saw: a) pictures of kids, b) religious stuff or c) all of the above (...). Guess what's gonna be in -my- office when I get it decorated? a lucky bamboo, ipod speakers or a radio for light listening music and a picture of either me, myself or my impending motorcycle I plan on buying.
...oh, I guess I could have a more practical picture(s) like of friends or family huh? Hmm, see, that's too predictable- I can't have that; that would be a travesty. Besides, I don't have any pictures of my family (of my own choice) and I don't have any pictures of my friends either (not of my choice). So yeah, perhaps the picture part can wait for now. The important thing is to clean up my office and bit and make it a tad more comfy. Teri gave me full permission to bring in plants, pictures and anything else so yeah, any suggestions are gladly welcome. But I digress...
Nope, day's not over yet...
So after I met everyone and teri gave me my own set of keys to all the fun stuff where I'll be working, including the keys to get in and out of the department (that's right, I'm that important dang it) she decided to give me some busy work to do, yet simple enough not to overwhelm me. You know, just to get my feet wet and see how I'd manage. Yeah, I kinda took over after a few minutes, lol. The job itself is very simple, just repetitive at times and you have to be patient- that's a requirement or you'll lose your mind (and job). But I more or less have the hang of some of the computer programs I'll be working with...which are a lot I assure you. I'd have to say the hardest part of my job so far is learning names and locations. Compared to my old job where I was in the emergency room pretty much the whole day or night? whereas now I'm all over the hospital at any given time meeting and communicating with way too many people to even think about right now. Don't even ask me whose names I know and don't know right now, ugh, I must have met well over 50 people today- and that's just a few people I'll be working with *headbangs* I'm gonna need some ginkgo for my memory as remembering names is not my strong point.
Time to wind down
Mkay, it's after lunch, I'm finishing up some paperwork, trying not to get lost (seriously, that hospital is a maze) and still meeting new people up until I got off...did I mention I'm gonna need some ginkgo? yeah, not kidding about that. I had some downtime so I got to just chill with the ladies in my department and chat with them for a bit. They're a cool bunch of ladies, ranging between 30ish-50. My job is to do the work they don't want to do: from typing up memos and filing to answering phone calls along with scheduling appointments as well- basically keep them happy and as stress free as possible. Teri's already got a nickname for me- ladybug (...) and she's already hushed me as well. I mean really?! you don't shush your employee on the first day of work...that comes after day three at the earliest, lol. Meanwhile, those of you out there reading this that hush me on a daily basis are probably laughing your butts off right now...that's okay, I'll get y'all later. But finally at 4:30 it was time to go. Teri asked me how I liked things so far and said tomorrow she'll review over everything since she knows I had taken in lot for just my first day...which I really did. But as I closed the office, turned off the lights and headed home? I felt...good. I was tired but it was a good tired. My stress levels are soo much lower than they were in the er at my old job, I'm actually appreciated here (obviously results will change over time but we're gonna pretend like people actually act nice everyday for the sake of ending this journal on a good note) and guess what? I can actually say I like my job...and mean it. It's a good feeling. So as I crashed in my comfy chair after work, poured myself a tall glass of sparkling grape juice and sit here typing this to you all? I say it's a conspiracy...of the pleasant kind. More adventures to come later, I assure you all so stay tuned for more. Oh and please do me a favor? don't try to steal kids out of the hospital- if you want one bad enough, just get a dog or cat and pretend it's one, less trouble~
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*names changed to protect people's privacy..and my job
Due to popular demand, mostly people bombarding my instant messenger, email and phone since I got off work asking me how my first day of work went? That and I refuse to tell the story over twenty times in the same day? I'm writing a journal about my first day at my new job (yeah, get your groans and moans out now as it will be long). Let me first start off by saying? wow...I'm just in awe over how many of you are interested in my life, much less something as mundane as my job. But at the same time, it's nice having people to rant...err, I mean discuss it with. So on that note-
It's time to sign your life away, old girl
So I get at the hospital (name edited for privacy sake, sorry) at 7:45. Afterall, gotta make a good first impression my first day huh? Oh, little did I know what I was in store for. I go straight to human resources (HR) as they needed me to sign some paperwork and give me my name badge so everything would be official. Ugh, as soon as I got there, I was signing my life away to the state...no literally, they made me sign all kinds of crap where you'd swear I was about to die: from who I want to act as a beneficiary in case something happens to me (...) to insurance- life, dental, health...you name it. I have to say the benefits for working under the state are fantastic; I see why everyone that winds up there doesn't want to quit or leave until they retire. They even help out us single people that don't have kids or dependents. When I told them I don't have any dependents or wasn't married- and were shocked by that for some reason (upcoming rant to accompany that later), one of the ladies in HR set me up on a tax deferred program where I actually get more money in my paycheck and the government doesn't penalize my butt come tax filing time. Finally, hope for the rest of us that choose not to have snot nosed brats or don't have the luxury of having a mate to claim or fall back on *rolls eyes*
Anyway, after I read the fine print on everything to make sure everything was legit, it was time to get moving again. I ran by payroll where they set me up in the system so I can clock in and out...which won't take effect until tomorrow but meh, it's a start. After that, it's time to meet up with my boss...finally. It's nearly 8:15 at this point- I'm supposed to be at work for 8, lol. So I walk in the office and wow...you should have seen the huge smile on teri's*, that's my boss's name, face. She was sincerely happy to see me and believe me, she let me know that too. So after I was reintroduced to everyone in the department I'd be under? she took me on a tour of the hospital- specifically areas I'd be frequenting during my daily duties.
Really?! no...
So teri was giving me a tour of the floor I'd be working on when what should happen? a code pink is called on the intercom system. Now for those of you not familiar with hospital jargon? a code pink is when a small child has been abducted or missing (or assumed to be). When this happens? ooh, not good. The hospital goes into complete lockdown; no one can go in or out until either the kid's found or the code's called off. During which time, all staff is requires to drop what they're doing and help find the kid, guard any exits (doors, stairwells, elevators) and report anyone that looks suspicious *rubs my forehead* Really? less than two hours on the job and I'm already facing my first code...damn. I figured it'd be something simple like a code blue (someone's dying) or code red (fire) instead. No, I get the missing rugrat code. My first thought was "who the hell wants to steal a kid?!" Before I suddenly smacked some sense into myself remembering that, "oh, it's my job to care...right!" hmm, dang judgment lapses will be the death of me *chuckles* Anyway, that code lasted about...oh 15 minutes or so until they found the kid I guess, I don't know. Moving on...
Yeap...just yeap
Now let me just say this now- damn. I got a workout today y'all. I don't understand how there are so many obese and overweight people that work there because if you stay on your feet? you will lose weight (and considering how much I love to snack that's a good thing). But I met everyone and then some, from the low level people that unpack boxes and do coding to people that can have me fired just by looking at them wrong...yeah, good times. But let me tell y'all something that I NEVER thought I'd say: I can not say I met anyone that I didn't like. Ya know, state hospitals have such a bad reputation. People assume just because it's the "charity" or free care facility? the care and people suck? no, that is not even remotely true. I had people that had no idea who I was greeting me and saying hello, asking me was I new and talking to me like I was an equal, not beneath me. It's a tight knit facility as apparently everyone knows each other...which is hard considering how big that place is (over 5 stories). Now as for the nurses? well, you can't expect excellent care everywhere can you? *chuckles* No, no I'm kidding, though I will admit some of them seemed somewhat...meh just by looking at them behind their desks or reading charts but considering how high demand their jobs are? I can't hold it against them too much. But for the most part, I really enjoyed everyone I spoke to. I even got some hugs just because.
Now I will say I have one gripe against that hospital- well two but one is so repetitive I'm not gonna go into too much detail about it. I noticed a huge thing about everyone there- they seem to be very religious. Think I'm kidding? pfft, just about every other woman there has a cross necklace or charm around their neck and religious memorabilia in their office. Now don't get me wrong, I have nothing against religion, being agnostic myself, but last time I checked there was nothing in my job description stating I had to be religious or believe in God, sheesh. But I'll be danged if I let something that petty ruin what has to be the best job I've ever had so...grin and bear it. My second gripe is the fact that everyone and I mean everyone has kids there and is just shocked when I say I'm still single, much less without a kid (...). What the hell? a girl can't be single and childless anymore without something being wrong with her? I guess not. But yeah, 90 percent of the offices I went in? I either saw: a) pictures of kids, b) religious stuff or c) all of the above (...). Guess what's gonna be in -my- office when I get it decorated? a lucky bamboo, ipod speakers or a radio for light listening music and a picture of either me, myself or my impending motorcycle I plan on buying.
...oh, I guess I could have a more practical picture(s) like of friends or family huh? Hmm, see, that's too predictable- I can't have that; that would be a travesty. Besides, I don't have any pictures of my family (of my own choice) and I don't have any pictures of my friends either (not of my choice). So yeah, perhaps the picture part can wait for now. The important thing is to clean up my office and bit and make it a tad more comfy. Teri gave me full permission to bring in plants, pictures and anything else so yeah, any suggestions are gladly welcome. But I digress...
Nope, day's not over yet...
So after I met everyone and teri gave me my own set of keys to all the fun stuff where I'll be working, including the keys to get in and out of the department (that's right, I'm that important dang it) she decided to give me some busy work to do, yet simple enough not to overwhelm me. You know, just to get my feet wet and see how I'd manage. Yeah, I kinda took over after a few minutes, lol. The job itself is very simple, just repetitive at times and you have to be patient- that's a requirement or you'll lose your mind (and job). But I more or less have the hang of some of the computer programs I'll be working with...which are a lot I assure you. I'd have to say the hardest part of my job so far is learning names and locations. Compared to my old job where I was in the emergency room pretty much the whole day or night? whereas now I'm all over the hospital at any given time meeting and communicating with way too many people to even think about right now. Don't even ask me whose names I know and don't know right now, ugh, I must have met well over 50 people today- and that's just a few people I'll be working with *headbangs* I'm gonna need some ginkgo for my memory as remembering names is not my strong point.
Time to wind down
Mkay, it's after lunch, I'm finishing up some paperwork, trying not to get lost (seriously, that hospital is a maze) and still meeting new people up until I got off...did I mention I'm gonna need some ginkgo? yeah, not kidding about that. I had some downtime so I got to just chill with the ladies in my department and chat with them for a bit. They're a cool bunch of ladies, ranging between 30ish-50. My job is to do the work they don't want to do: from typing up memos and filing to answering phone calls along with scheduling appointments as well- basically keep them happy and as stress free as possible. Teri's already got a nickname for me- ladybug (...) and she's already hushed me as well. I mean really?! you don't shush your employee on the first day of work...that comes after day three at the earliest, lol. Meanwhile, those of you out there reading this that hush me on a daily basis are probably laughing your butts off right now...that's okay, I'll get y'all later. But finally at 4:30 it was time to go. Teri asked me how I liked things so far and said tomorrow she'll review over everything since she knows I had taken in lot for just my first day...which I really did. But as I closed the office, turned off the lights and headed home? I felt...good. I was tired but it was a good tired. My stress levels are soo much lower than they were in the er at my old job, I'm actually appreciated here (obviously results will change over time but we're gonna pretend like people actually act nice everyday for the sake of ending this journal on a good note) and guess what? I can actually say I like my job...and mean it. It's a good feeling. So as I crashed in my comfy chair after work, poured myself a tall glass of sparkling grape juice and sit here typing this to you all? I say it's a conspiracy...of the pleasant kind. More adventures to come later, I assure you all so stay tuned for more. Oh and please do me a favor? don't try to steal kids out of the hospital- if you want one bad enough, just get a dog or cat and pretend it's one, less trouble~
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*names changed to protect people's privacy..and my job
Furries are hopeless?
Posted 13 years agoAh, first rant of the year, how exciting! I meant to post this last week but I got tied up
...okay, fine I was lazy dang it but I'm writing it now so there, hmph. Anyway, this journal was actually inspired by another fur's journal. For those of you too lazy to read or hit the link below, here's a summary of the incident: basically this guy on a furry dating site, pounced.org was upset that he never got any replies from females. So out of spite, curiosity or maybe just horniness, he posted another ad- this time posing as a bi female. The ad pretty much said that she was a "pent up female looking for someone to help her" (...) Now if that doesn't scream desperation and pathetic, I don't know what does. Now any real female could tell that ad was obviously a bot, a guy posing as a female or a female thinking that the only way to get a guy's attention is to act like a whore *rolls eyes* But guess what? in the few days he had that ad up? He had more people viewing his ad than any other female on the site *shakes head* Oh furry community, how you continuously disappoint me- especially you guys. Yes, I'm probably talking about you...you'll be okay
Well a few days later after his "experiment" was over, he took the female profile down and replaced it with his male profile again along with a link to this journal. Now he made some good points, like how there are so few females in the furry community...possibly the reason there are so many bisexuals and gays to counter that. Or how desperate furs can be (male and female). But then his hormones and rage got the better of him as he started to insult lesbians ("munch some carpet?"...really?!) Okay...I was willing to let that go. Then he said he pitied straight guys because of how hard it was to find a single female in the community...I'll even give him that much. But ooh, he pushed his luck with this next statement:
"Without exception, EVERY SINGLE WOMAN I have ever seen in the fandom is either:
A. Taken
B. Lesbian
C. Lives unreasonably far away
D. Ugly
E. Has a serious mental disorder
F. All of the above
You have better luck looking outside the fandom for your lady friends"
...yeah, he pretty much screwed himself with that list as he pretty much blames his single status on females, not himself. Now anyone here or in real life that knows me knows I can and will go off on ignorant and/or naive people and this guy was no exception. So what did I do? simple, I wrote him a nice little reply to his journal- which soon turned into a blog in itself. To paraphrase,
"You said that every single furry in the community has a flaw that makes them impossible to date right? I read over your list and I'm afraid I'm gonna have to disagree with you:
A. Taken- nope, single for over 4 years and counting
B. Lesbian- COMPLETELY STRAIGHT, not even bi
*C. Lives unreasonably far away- okay, this one you have a valid point about. In my experience, it seems like the few guys that I click with and would consider being in a relationship with? all live too far away making a meaningful relationship impossible unless a long distance relationship or a move is involved
D. Ugly- meh, I'm far from attractive but some of my guy friends feel otherwise so I guess it depends on your perspective
E. Has a serious mental disorder- last time I checked, I was completely sane...well as sane as you can be nowadays
So although you make some valid points, it's really not fair to judge -all- the single furry females out there on some factors..." So after wishing him good luck with his pillow humping (yes, I really said that- which at the rate he's going, he's gonna be doing so for a long time), here I am.
I don't know what irks me more: how presumptuous guys are in assuming that just because they can't find a decent female it's immediately our fault or how there are tons of nice, decent females (and guys) out there yet no one is willing to give them a chance for reasons I've yet to understand. How about y'all take a little initiative and prove to us why we should give you a chance? Or better still, stop acting like typical males. And yes, I know the same can be said of females so don't get your tails in a knot guys. My point is if you're single and actively trying to find a mate, boyfriend, girlfriend...whatever the case may be? Rather than blaming others for your inability to find happiness and love, how about you try examining yourself first and see if the problem's not on your end first. I'll be the first to admit that the furry community is full of judgmental, hypocritical and clique happy twits. So if you so much as stand out even slightly, appear desperate and needy or give off negative vibes? it's gonna make you unapproachable to others, especially to us females. That's right guys, we can smell desperation within a 1000 mile radius...more if there's a good current blowing in our direction *chuckles*
So I guess most of y'alls next question is- how do I become more attractive to females or guys? pfft, I can't tell you that. Not because I don't know but that's something that really can't be taught...it's pretty much trial and error- and for some of you, lots and lots of error before you get it right.
If love was needed to live, I would have died long ago...
...okay, fine I was lazy dang it but I'm writing it now so there, hmph. Anyway, this journal was actually inspired by another fur's journal. For those of you too lazy to read or hit the link below, here's a summary of the incident: basically this guy on a furry dating site, pounced.org was upset that he never got any replies from females. So out of spite, curiosity or maybe just horniness, he posted another ad- this time posing as a bi female. The ad pretty much said that she was a "pent up female looking for someone to help her" (...) Now if that doesn't scream desperation and pathetic, I don't know what does. Now any real female could tell that ad was obviously a bot, a guy posing as a female or a female thinking that the only way to get a guy's attention is to act like a whore *rolls eyes* But guess what? in the few days he had that ad up? He had more people viewing his ad than any other female on the site *shakes head* Oh furry community, how you continuously disappoint me- especially you guys. Yes, I'm probably talking about you...you'll be okay
Well a few days later after his "experiment" was over, he took the female profile down and replaced it with his male profile again along with a link to this journal. Now he made some good points, like how there are so few females in the furry community...possibly the reason there are so many bisexuals and gays to counter that. Or how desperate furs can be (male and female). But then his hormones and rage got the better of him as he started to insult lesbians ("munch some carpet?"...really?!) Okay...I was willing to let that go. Then he said he pitied straight guys because of how hard it was to find a single female in the community...I'll even give him that much. But ooh, he pushed his luck with this next statement:
"Without exception, EVERY SINGLE WOMAN I have ever seen in the fandom is either:
A. Taken
B. Lesbian
C. Lives unreasonably far away
D. Ugly
E. Has a serious mental disorder
F. All of the above
You have better luck looking outside the fandom for your lady friends"
...yeah, he pretty much screwed himself with that list as he pretty much blames his single status on females, not himself. Now anyone here or in real life that knows me knows I can and will go off on ignorant and/or naive people and this guy was no exception. So what did I do? simple, I wrote him a nice little reply to his journal- which soon turned into a blog in itself. To paraphrase,
"You said that every single furry in the community has a flaw that makes them impossible to date right? I read over your list and I'm afraid I'm gonna have to disagree with you:
A. Taken- nope, single for over 4 years and counting
B. Lesbian- COMPLETELY STRAIGHT, not even bi
*C. Lives unreasonably far away- okay, this one you have a valid point about. In my experience, it seems like the few guys that I click with and would consider being in a relationship with? all live too far away making a meaningful relationship impossible unless a long distance relationship or a move is involved
D. Ugly- meh, I'm far from attractive but some of my guy friends feel otherwise so I guess it depends on your perspective
E. Has a serious mental disorder- last time I checked, I was completely sane...well as sane as you can be nowadays
So although you make some valid points, it's really not fair to judge -all- the single furry females out there on some factors..." So after wishing him good luck with his pillow humping (yes, I really said that- which at the rate he's going, he's gonna be doing so for a long time), here I am.
I don't know what irks me more: how presumptuous guys are in assuming that just because they can't find a decent female it's immediately our fault or how there are tons of nice, decent females (and guys) out there yet no one is willing to give them a chance for reasons I've yet to understand. How about y'all take a little initiative and prove to us why we should give you a chance? Or better still, stop acting like typical males. And yes, I know the same can be said of females so don't get your tails in a knot guys. My point is if you're single and actively trying to find a mate, boyfriend, girlfriend...whatever the case may be? Rather than blaming others for your inability to find happiness and love, how about you try examining yourself first and see if the problem's not on your end first. I'll be the first to admit that the furry community is full of judgmental, hypocritical and clique happy twits. So if you so much as stand out even slightly, appear desperate and needy or give off negative vibes? it's gonna make you unapproachable to others, especially to us females. That's right guys, we can smell desperation within a 1000 mile radius...more if there's a good current blowing in our direction *chuckles*
So I guess most of y'alls next question is- how do I become more attractive to females or guys? pfft, I can't tell you that. Not because I don't know but that's something that really can't be taught...it's pretty much trial and error- and for some of you, lots and lots of error before you get it right.
If love was needed to live, I would have died long ago...
The layers of a wolfcat (a meme)
Posted 13 years agoHuh, I saw this on someone's page and considering I haven't seen too many people do this meme (and I usually don't do them) I'd try this one for kicks...that and I'm bored
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Whisper as I only give out my real name to close friends and real life only~
- Eye Color: brown
- Hair Style/Color: medium length, black with a few rustic highlights (though you can only see them in the sun or bright light)
- Height: 5'6"
- Clothing style: Anything baggy and comfy (jeans+baggy tee=happy wolfcat)
- Best physical feature: My smile if you're lucky enough to see it, though if you want to be superficial, I guess my butt is a close second...or so I've been told, I wouldn't know
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: someone breaking into my house while I'm here alone (probably why I have weapons in every room of my house)
- Your guilty pleasure: torturing and teasing others (gee, who saw that coming? lol)
- Your biggest pet peeve: people that play mind games, lie, cheat...basically anyone that hurts me
- Your ambitions for the future: To get a good job, decent income, friends and family that support me, travel a bit and maybe find a worthwhile mate along the way
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: Ugh, another long, tedious day...
- What you think about most: why is my life the way it is (the good, the bad and the overall conspiracies of it)
- What you think about before bed: Ways to take down the male gender...err, I mean what I need to do for the next day
- You think your best quality is: My ability to listen and tolerate others.
LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: single
- To be loved or respected: respected- gets you much further in life than someone that claims they love you who might hurt you later
- Beauty or brains: Beauty fades; intelligence lasts forever
- Dogs or cats: dogs
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: I dare someone to tell me they haven't...
- Believe in yourself: nope
- Believe in love: *laughs* no, no I do not- at least not true love
- Want someone: eh, sure but don't need anyone
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: sure, but just to receive an award, not to perform
- Done drugs: never
- Changed who you were to fit in: I'm sure I did in my younger years...needless to say it didn't work
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: lavender
- Favorite animal: ironically? I don't really have one: either I like it or I don't, simple as that
- Favorite movie: Harry Potter
- Favorite game: Kingdom Hearts
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: tuesday
- How old will you be: 27 (damn, getting older)
- Age you lost your virginity: pfft, blocked it out...I'll have to get back to you on that one
- Does age matter: Gah yes. I flat out refuse to date younger guys anymore...drama just waiting to happen. Too many bad examples to list (if any of you found this to be offensive, tough tookie, the truth sometimes hurts...a lot)
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: intelligent, witty, sarcastic...able to keep me on my toes yet calm and relaxed enough to know when to just be himself and keep me happy
- Best eye color: I always had a thing for guys with blue eyes *grins*
- Best hair color: eh, doesn't really matter as long as it's clean and well kept
- Best thing to do with a partner: cuddle while playing video games
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: putting idiots in their place (it's the small things that make me happy)
- I feel: empty, callous and lonely most times
- I hide: my true feelings at times, especially when it comes to guys *glares in their direction*
- I miss: the good old days when my life was simplistic
- I wish: I was happier and had more people around me to hang out with in real life...then I wouldn't be on here posting stuff like this on a saturday night *chuckles*
LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
- Who do you tag?: anyone stupid, err, I mean bored enough to do this meme
LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Whisper as I only give out my real name to close friends and real life only~
- Eye Color: brown
- Hair Style/Color: medium length, black with a few rustic highlights (though you can only see them in the sun or bright light)
- Height: 5'6"
- Clothing style: Anything baggy and comfy (jeans+baggy tee=happy wolfcat)
- Best physical feature: My smile if you're lucky enough to see it, though if you want to be superficial, I guess my butt is a close second...or so I've been told, I wouldn't know
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: someone breaking into my house while I'm here alone (probably why I have weapons in every room of my house)
- Your guilty pleasure: torturing and teasing others (gee, who saw that coming? lol)
- Your biggest pet peeve: people that play mind games, lie, cheat...basically anyone that hurts me
- Your ambitions for the future: To get a good job, decent income, friends and family that support me, travel a bit and maybe find a worthwhile mate along the way
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: Ugh, another long, tedious day...
- What you think about most: why is my life the way it is (the good, the bad and the overall conspiracies of it)
- What you think about before bed: Ways to take down the male gender...err, I mean what I need to do for the next day
- You think your best quality is: My ability to listen and tolerate others.
LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: single
- To be loved or respected: respected- gets you much further in life than someone that claims they love you who might hurt you later
- Beauty or brains: Beauty fades; intelligence lasts forever
- Dogs or cats: dogs
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: I dare someone to tell me they haven't...
- Believe in yourself: nope
- Believe in love: *laughs* no, no I do not- at least not true love
- Want someone: eh, sure but don't need anyone
LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: sure, but just to receive an award, not to perform
- Done drugs: never
- Changed who you were to fit in: I'm sure I did in my younger years...needless to say it didn't work
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: lavender
- Favorite animal: ironically? I don't really have one: either I like it or I don't, simple as that
- Favorite movie: Harry Potter
- Favorite game: Kingdom Hearts
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday will be: tuesday
- How old will you be: 27 (damn, getting older)
- Age you lost your virginity: pfft, blocked it out...I'll have to get back to you on that one
- Does age matter: Gah yes. I flat out refuse to date younger guys anymore...drama just waiting to happen. Too many bad examples to list (if any of you found this to be offensive, tough tookie, the truth sometimes hurts...a lot)
LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: intelligent, witty, sarcastic...able to keep me on my toes yet calm and relaxed enough to know when to just be himself and keep me happy
- Best eye color: I always had a thing for guys with blue eyes *grins*
- Best hair color: eh, doesn't really matter as long as it's clean and well kept
- Best thing to do with a partner: cuddle while playing video games
LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: putting idiots in their place (it's the small things that make me happy)
- I feel: empty, callous and lonely most times
- I hide: my true feelings at times, especially when it comes to guys *glares in their direction*
- I miss: the good old days when my life was simplistic
- I wish: I was happier and had more people around me to hang out with in real life...then I wouldn't be on here posting stuff like this on a saturday night *chuckles*
LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
- Who do you tag?: anyone stupid, err, I mean bored enough to do this meme
