Fighting Games Are not for me
Posted 3 days agodecided to end my run on playing FGC like the new game 2xko
having a potato PC doesn't help
It's disappointing the least that you lose a lot just because of shitty PC
maybe someday I get to play in a better set up
Being poor sucks
having a potato PC doesn't help
It's disappointing the least that you lose a lot just because of shitty PC
maybe someday I get to play in a better set up
Being poor sucks
Fighting Games Are not for me
Posted 3 days agodecided to end my run on playing FGC like the new game 2xko
having a potato PC doesn't help
It's disappointing the least that you lose a lot just because of shitty PC
maybe someday I get to play in a better set up
Being poor sucks
having a potato PC doesn't help
It's disappointing the least that you lose a lot just because of shitty PC
maybe someday I get to play in a better set up
Being poor sucks
These past few days have been absolutely nuts
Posted a week agoLike serious seeing one of my idol artist follow you back and genuinely love your art it's like some kind of dream
It's so unreal 😅
Truly grateful for the opportunities that have come to me
One of them despite being mainly sfw offered an art trade 😍
Ahhhhh I'm dying right now
Finally something positive in my journals
The second positive journal lol
It's so unreal 😅
Truly grateful for the opportunities that have come to me
One of them despite being mainly sfw offered an art trade 😍
Ahhhhh I'm dying right now
Finally something positive in my journals
The second positive journal lol
some thoughts that I often ponder like what ifs?
Posted a week agoSometimes I thought of things that make me super anxious in doing things
like what if I did this instead of doing this thing
Like, I don't want to feel guilty of something that's out of my control
sometimes, I also wonder what if I started out as a safe for work artist?
or what If i did not talk that one friend who I cut off from my life years ago..?
So many regrets... I'm anxious to do things now got unlucky with meeting the wrong people
trusted the wrong people... and worst of all made the wrong decisions.
I hope to someday over come this feeling of dread and find peace of mind that I am looking for...
Hope for the best!
like what if I did this instead of doing this thing
Like, I don't want to feel guilty of something that's out of my control
sometimes, I also wonder what if I started out as a safe for work artist?
or what If i did not talk that one friend who I cut off from my life years ago..?
So many regrets... I'm anxious to do things now got unlucky with meeting the wrong people
trusted the wrong people... and worst of all made the wrong decisions.
I hope to someday over come this feeling of dread and find peace of mind that I am looking for...
Hope for the best!
Heart steel item is cringe af
Posted 3 weeks agoOh my god this item is cringe af I hope they remove this
Like seriously there is no counter play to this item you get hit and they get more hp??
Like seriously takes no skill
So annoying
Not to mention you can't kill them because greivious wounds is ass nowadays 😠
Dr. Mundo is such a probable artic champ
He feels unfair to play against
Like seriously there is no counter play to this item you get hit and they get more hp??
Like seriously takes no skill
So annoying
Not to mention you can't kill them because greivious wounds is ass nowadays 😠
Dr. Mundo is such a probable artic champ
He feels unfair to play against
Somewhat managed my envy of other people's progress
Posted 3 weeks agoI took the time to reflect on things
The problem was me comparing and saying negative things to myself all the time
It became a force of habit
There are still remnants of envy and self-destructive nature of myself but the good thing is I can manage it and spot it as soon as I spiral down to self destruction
Some videos on YouTube and some researches from Google helped a lot even practicing self compassion is helping a lot.
Still trying my best to be better 💪
The problem was me comparing and saying negative things to myself all the time
It became a force of habit
There are still remnants of envy and self-destructive nature of myself but the good thing is I can manage it and spot it as soon as I spiral down to self destruction
Some videos on YouTube and some researches from Google helped a lot even practicing self compassion is helping a lot.
Still trying my best to be better 💪
After seeing my work get a lot of attention recently
Posted 4 weeks agoSo happy that a lot of people love that artwork I made recently 😳
I just wanna keep imrpoivnt on art ❤️💪
I just wanna keep imrpoivnt on art ❤️💪
Sometimes.. This feeling
Posted 4 weeks agoSometimes I feel like something is wrong with me...
Like, I get super envious ofother people's progress
Like everyone is ahead of me and I'm way behind to things
Like for example for the entirety of my highschool I did not have a phone and was prohibited to be friends with people from our neighborhood
I wasn't allowed to go out or to be with friends (but I managed to lie about it a lot and got a away with it)
Its hard sometimes, thinking that I'm always going to be last and will be starting at something and failing miserably.
Maybe social media is not for me.
I keep comparing and feeling like I'm not good enough
Like, I get super envious ofother people's progress
Like everyone is ahead of me and I'm way behind to things
Like for example for the entirety of my highschool I did not have a phone and was prohibited to be friends with people from our neighborhood
I wasn't allowed to go out or to be with friends (but I managed to lie about it a lot and got a away with it)
Its hard sometimes, thinking that I'm always going to be last and will be starting at something and failing miserably.
Maybe social media is not for me.
I keep comparing and feeling like I'm not good enough