This account has been dead for a long time, I figured i needed to start fresh

for those that still bother or care my new account is  thatlittlefluff <<

I will be posting art on it soon

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4212106/ <<< shes doing commissions, go give her a watch or commission, she's a really great artist

<< he looking for commissions if anybody wants them, see him for more details.

I mean, its not like my art is good. In fact my art sucks badly, I dont even know why I even have any watchers...

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/corgi-paw << A great fursuiter, you should watch her :3

Ive been extremely busy with school, And ive been finding myself not comeing up with any ideas to draw. Feel free to throw out ideas, but in the mean time, Ill practice my drawing.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3753230/ <--- you can get free art, just follow the rules here :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3630892/ <--- my friend is selling a dsi, go see her for more details.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3607611/ <<--- see this fur for free art in a raffle, and a raffle of free art, and so.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3562262/

is writing a story and needs some characters for it.

^ see him for details.

Thanks guys for the birthday wishes, You guys made my day. Hope I have good Birthday rest of the day. I LOVE YOU ALL *HUGS*

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:26290058

Her best friend is near death, please help donate some so she can take her to a vet.

I just went through another shattered relationship, that helps depression issues alot. Im also finding myself venting at friends and ect. They dont need to hear my issues (or its not like they even care) so im just going to hide myself in school work. If not, then I will just hide from the rest of the world. I dont mean to guilt any of you, so....bye (for the meantime)

Does anyone know a good guitar songs to play? I need a midterm song to play in guitar class, just somthing simple.

Ever look forward to somthing your happy about, only to get stabed in the chest by disapointment? then have it repeatedly happen to you over and over again? makes you feel like the person doesnt give a shit about you, or doesnt even want you around. I should stop careing at this point, I get let down too often. so....yeah, im just going to go sulk now, because thats all i can do about anything.

http://tinychat.com/whiteclawwolf, since i had to leave 5 min after i posted it, so, yay chats!!!

http://tinychat.com/whiteclawwolf

RANDOM PARTY, anyone who wants to join ^^

I dont know if anyone has the same issues i do, but; my dads girlfriend does a excellent job at making me feel like shit and everything is my fault. She constantly putting me down. She makes me feel like everyone hates me. Its been getting to my head, inching its way into my mind for the past 3 years, and i start to wonder if any one really cares about me, who even gives a thought on how i feel? Its the kind of thing that makes me think 'am i just dead-weight in this world.' or 'why would anyone care about me.' and i know it sounds selfish thought, but im not a selfish person, I care alot about other people than myself. but its the 'Does anyone really care' thoughts that wake me up at night in tears.

Got from




1. Your Name: Whiteclaw, duh :p

2. Age: 15

3. Single or Taken: single

4. Favorite Film: Benjamin Button

5. Favorite Song or Album: Roots to brantches

6. Favorite Band/Artist: Jethro Tull

7. Dirty or Clean: Little of both ^^

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: none

9. Do we know each other outside of FA?

No

10. What's your philosophy on life?

Yes

11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?

Yes

12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?

maybe

13. What is your favorite memory of us?

Um, Fa comments

14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?

What that?

15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you?

one laughed a a blind guy trying to eat a orange

16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?

A decent tablet, some new games, and at the moment, some peanut butter :3

17. Can we get together and make a cake?

OMG YES!!

18. Which country is your spiritual home?

Alaska

19. What is your big weakness?

Being tickled xD

20. Do you think I'm a good person?

yes

21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?

Acting class

22. Describe your accent:

slightly irish, but mainly english.

23. If you could change anything about me, would you?

nu

24. What do you wear to sleep?

Pjs

25. Trousers or skirts?

Pants

26. Cigarettes or alcohol?

no

27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?

TRING TO FIGURE OUT HOW I CAN LIVE LONGER!!

28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

already did ^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4MnpzG5Sqc

If your willing to spend 29 min of your time and repoast this, please do. Dont be heartless.

I guess this is sort of a vent, I dunno. Every year on valentines day I find myself being ackwardly alone, while all my friends show off their dates. It gets me depressed and pissed off. I think i might stay home from school today.

Fill this out on what you think of me


AM I...
[] Cute?
[] Funny?
[] Amazing?
[] Sexy?
[] Weird?
[] Annoying?
[] Addicting?
[] Inspiring?
[] Scary?
[] A bitch?
[] A sweetheart?
[] A disturbance?
[] A good friend?
[] Your best friend?
[] The reason you get out of bed every morning?

HAVE YOU...
[] Cried from missing me so much?
[] Laughed at me?
[] Wanted to hold me?
[] Wanted to kiss me?
[] Tried to avoid me?
[] Thought about me?
[] Had a dream about me?
[] Gotten mad at me over something silly?
[] Talked about me behind my back?
[] Thought there might be an us?

DO I...
[] Make you smile?
[] Make you laugh?
[] Make you sick?
[] Turn you on?
[] Make you blush?
[] Make you lol at how retarded I am?

WOULD YOU...
[] Carry me?
[] Kiss me?
[] Hug me?
[] Make out with me?
[] Make me watch something with you?
[] Take advantage of me?
[] Snuggle with me?
[] Cry on my shoulder?
[] Slap me?
[] Shake hands with me?
[] Sleep in the same bed with me?
[] Instant message me/text me?
[] Talk to me on the phone?
[] Dance with me?
[] Slap me on the ass?

You and I are...
[] Enemies
[] Complete strangers
[] Acquaintances
[] Friends
[] Best friends
[] In love
[] In a relationship
[] Engaged
[] Married

ARE YOU...
[] Glad you know me?
[] Gonna ask me to be yours one day?
[] Afraid of me?
[] Gonna ignore this?
[] Gonna pass this on so I can fill this out for you?

I know this might be the millionth Christmas journal you might have gotten today, but still. I want to wish everyone a wonderful Christmas. Hope everyone has a Awesome time. :3

Alot of things are going down at the moment. My Friend just died recently and I am going to his memorial in the morning. Alot of emotional pain going on, so I won't be on as much any more, Or for the meantime.

I just need to write this down to get it off my mind.

WHY MUST SCHOOL BE IRRITATING!! Teachers have no soul, they dont care about other people/students, or how they feel on the matter. I wasent feeling good one day, and the Teacher was also haveing a bad day at the same time. He got pissed off at me for not paying attetion then said personal insulting stuff in front of the class. NO SOUL!! and of couse the high school drama crap, like "did you here about so and so and how the screwed so and so?" I dont give a crap, just leave me out of it! ugh. *breathes* ok im done.