MOVED: DEAD ACCOUNT
General | Posted 10 years agoFinally getting into my laptop now and I set up a new page since this one is old and messed up pretty much lol
with me being 18 now I also wanted a clean slate and a page to kick off my life/career!!
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TOPAZxWOLF <
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thank you for the memories of this page, now to start a new chapter!
with me being 18 now I also wanted a clean slate and a page to kick off my life/career!!
WATCH
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TOPAZxWOLF <WATCH
thank you for the memories of this page, now to start a new chapter!
R.I.P. Alicia Henry Coates..
General | Posted 10 years agoI won't be active till I get back from Knoxville...Blake's mother passed away sunday morning and after my exams I am going to knoxville for the service and funeral...
I'm sorry that I'm not keeping to my promice...I don't even care about my birthday....
I just need to be there for blake and our family...
I can't believe she's gone....this hurts so much...
I miss you mom...I wish you could be there for our wedding..for our kids...for our graduation...for everything..
You died too young...and blake keeps blaming himself...
Please watch over him...over brett..over me and bobby...watch over us and comfort us....
I miss you....I love you....
I will keep Blake safe..I'll stay with him forever more or till he sends me away...I'll love him unconditionally....I'll protect him.....
I miss you....
I'm sorry that I'm not keeping to my promice...I don't even care about my birthday....
I just need to be there for blake and our family...
I can't believe she's gone....this hurts so much...
I miss you mom...I wish you could be there for our wedding..for our kids...for our graduation...for everything..
You died too young...and blake keeps blaming himself...
Please watch over him...over brett..over me and bobby...watch over us and comfort us....
I miss you....I love you....
I will keep Blake safe..I'll stay with him forever more or till he sends me away...I'll love him unconditionally....I'll protect him.....
I miss you....
Sooo Life Eh?
General | Posted 10 years agoJust some updates and I kinda wanna put some stuff out from my thoughts and stuff
My life is nothing but a rollercoaster ok? And I've had those giant dives but I also have those even more giant climbs.
Life lately has been better than it ever has been and I will admit and say its not all because of Blake.
In fact its because of me.
Since the incident that happened last year I've done a lot of thinking and a lot of growing up.
I've matured and grew a whole new different perspective in life and learned to charish and appreciate it more.
I've looked into the eyes of death a few times and enough to realize its a stupid ass idea to end my life sooner than it is intended.
I've learned to help others and help myself at the same time. Listen to my advise I give to people and give it to myself as well.
I've become my own best friend and also my enemy...
But you must keep your enemies closer as they say.
I have thought alot about my past, looked at all the scars I have that make events and remember all the trama and nightmares I faced, and learned to accept them as lessons and learned from them.
I admit I have made several mistakes on the road and fell for the wrong people. The same people who should be labeled criminals instead of friends, and people who didn't really need to step into my life.
But I look into their timeline with me and say hey maybe it was worth suffering into.
I now know who to trust and what people to look up to and what love and friendship really is.
I learned that there are sacrifices you'll have to make to make your life better for you and that you don't need followers you need partners.
I've come to accept my past and I've thought alot about my future, and those thoughts are far from over XD.
I'm a better person now, I'm mature and more passionate.
I'm clean from the filth I tred for months and healthy from the poison of toxic people.
I've made good choices that not only can my family be proud of but also that I can be proud of.
And what's important is me.
I want you all, whoever read this, to read what I have typed for all to read. And to consider your lives and your choices and ask yourself "Am I really going to go through with this?" "Do I need this?" "Can I 100% live without it if ever lost?" And think hard about your past and read between the lines of each lesson.
I'm a veteran from hell and I sure as hell have earned myself wings instead of horns.
I will write later on about my recent activity and projects I will be doing, digital art is soon to come.
~Namaste~
My life is nothing but a rollercoaster ok? And I've had those giant dives but I also have those even more giant climbs.
Life lately has been better than it ever has been and I will admit and say its not all because of Blake.
In fact its because of me.
Since the incident that happened last year I've done a lot of thinking and a lot of growing up.
I've matured and grew a whole new different perspective in life and learned to charish and appreciate it more.
I've looked into the eyes of death a few times and enough to realize its a stupid ass idea to end my life sooner than it is intended.
I've learned to help others and help myself at the same time. Listen to my advise I give to people and give it to myself as well.
I've become my own best friend and also my enemy...
But you must keep your enemies closer as they say.
I have thought alot about my past, looked at all the scars I have that make events and remember all the trama and nightmares I faced, and learned to accept them as lessons and learned from them.
I admit I have made several mistakes on the road and fell for the wrong people. The same people who should be labeled criminals instead of friends, and people who didn't really need to step into my life.
But I look into their timeline with me and say hey maybe it was worth suffering into.
I now know who to trust and what people to look up to and what love and friendship really is.
I learned that there are sacrifices you'll have to make to make your life better for you and that you don't need followers you need partners.
I've come to accept my past and I've thought alot about my future, and those thoughts are far from over XD.
I'm a better person now, I'm mature and more passionate.
I'm clean from the filth I tred for months and healthy from the poison of toxic people.
I've made good choices that not only can my family be proud of but also that I can be proud of.
And what's important is me.
I want you all, whoever read this, to read what I have typed for all to read. And to consider your lives and your choices and ask yourself "Am I really going to go through with this?" "Do I need this?" "Can I 100% live without it if ever lost?" And think hard about your past and read between the lines of each lesson.
I'm a veteran from hell and I sure as hell have earned myself wings instead of horns.
I will write later on about my recent activity and projects I will be doing, digital art is soon to come.
~Namaste~
updates
General | Posted 11 years agoI haven't updated FA in awhile lol!
.........
As everyone knows it is the second semester of the school season so in other words....SUMMER IS COMING
I am trying to be more active here when I can but with school in the way its hard for me to make some time to work on digital art and other things.
I will open commisions when I can and update more when I get the chance!
.....
So the other day when I was out with my mom looking for military ball dresses, I happen to stumble upon a fur meet!
After standing there for abit I got the courage to actually walk up and say hi and stuff, they were really sweet and it was awesome to know more furries here in Tennessee!!!
It gets pretty lonely here in Clarksville besides the few the few I know who are furs, someday I'll actually tag along to their meets and suit up and all that fun stuff!
Speaking of fursuits I have offically planned to work on a wolfy suit this summer or maybe work on it during spring break!!! I am super excited to get to work on it, I want to try a new head technique with her as well and she will be a partial until I break down and make a body suit!
I also plan on making a Brixii suit for my boyfriend this summer definitely since he wants one so badly (its amazing and so far he only has tails)
I'm super excited to get started on those projects and more!
....
thank you all for watching and faving!
Wolfy out~
.........
As everyone knows it is the second semester of the school season so in other words....SUMMER IS COMING
I am trying to be more active here when I can but with school in the way its hard for me to make some time to work on digital art and other things.
I will open commisions when I can and update more when I get the chance!
.....
So the other day when I was out with my mom looking for military ball dresses, I happen to stumble upon a fur meet!
After standing there for abit I got the courage to actually walk up and say hi and stuff, they were really sweet and it was awesome to know more furries here in Tennessee!!!
It gets pretty lonely here in Clarksville besides the few the few I know who are furs, someday I'll actually tag along to their meets and suit up and all that fun stuff!
Speaking of fursuits I have offically planned to work on a wolfy suit this summer or maybe work on it during spring break!!! I am super excited to get to work on it, I want to try a new head technique with her as well and she will be a partial until I break down and make a body suit!
I also plan on making a Brixii suit for my boyfriend this summer definitely since he wants one so badly (its amazing and so far he only has tails)
I'm super excited to get started on those projects and more!
....
thank you all for watching and faving!
Wolfy out~
Happy Holidays Everyone
General | Posted 11 years agoWith ever new year, comes time for a year to end.
this year has been a wild ride full of highs and deep lows.
I've been through a hell lot this year and mainly recently...
But lately...I've been getting a whole lot better....
Its thanks to all my friends...who never gave up on me
who always stayed by my side
who always was there to help me when I needed it
who offered their shoulders to cry on, and used every once of their sweet words to comfort me
who held my hand when I was scared and held me when I shook and fell into a attack...
who helped my anxiety and drove me away from self harm...
I've been in some pretty dark places...and my friends where the ones to give me my light... <3
I am 17 now, with a whole new look on life
I have a boyfriend who loves me to the edges of the earth
I have the most amazing friends that are always there to listen and make me smile and laugh
I may have my days when I feel most alone
but I will always remember that I am never alone
Thank you everyone for being there for me in the past and the present
lets take on this new year shall we?
~wolfy out
this year has been a wild ride full of highs and deep lows.
I've been through a hell lot this year and mainly recently...
But lately...I've been getting a whole lot better....
Its thanks to all my friends...who never gave up on me
who always stayed by my side
who always was there to help me when I needed it
who offered their shoulders to cry on, and used every once of their sweet words to comfort me
who held my hand when I was scared and held me when I shook and fell into a attack...
who helped my anxiety and drove me away from self harm...
I've been in some pretty dark places...and my friends where the ones to give me my light... <3
I am 17 now, with a whole new look on life
I have a boyfriend who loves me to the edges of the earth
I have the most amazing friends that are always there to listen and make me smile and laugh
I may have my days when I feel most alone
but I will always remember that I am never alone
Thank you everyone for being there for me in the past and the present
lets take on this new year shall we?
~wolfy out
GOOD NEWS
General | Posted 11 years agoMy dad finally purchased a desk and once he puts it together and sets up the computer I will be active and drawing again!!!
I may put it off abit since Exams are in two weeks so yeeee
See you peeps laters!
I may put it off abit since Exams are in two weeks so yeeee
See you peeps laters!
Reason for inactivity
General | Posted 11 years agoMy computer is still not even set up and even if it was idk how active I would be on here in general XD
school is stressful, with it being junior year I'm scrabbled up for ACTs and midterm exams are just around the corner in a few weeks xwx
I'm sure I will be active and working on stuff when winter break hits on the 19th of December but with my limitations on the computer it will just be art and no skype/google hangout/etc.
Then eventually I'm gonna have to find myself a job and get my permit and license soon if I'm gonna want to go to a out of state college or well college in general XD
UPDATES ON LIFE:
-Have a boyfriend who is my age, lives here, he's a gamer, in JROTC
-my college list is being made with SCAD on number 1
-I have a pack
-In the process of working on my 2nd painting commission
-Savage semi-full suit is done
-I've moved on from what happened and I'm getting better
SOOOOO that's about it really, nothing too exciting to reviel, I hope once winter break hits I'll be more talktive too ;---; I miss having group chats and everyeverything but everyone is busy including me v....v
Well imma sign off
Wolfy out~
school is stressful, with it being junior year I'm scrabbled up for ACTs and midterm exams are just around the corner in a few weeks xwx
I'm sure I will be active and working on stuff when winter break hits on the 19th of December but with my limitations on the computer it will just be art and no skype/google hangout/etc.
Then eventually I'm gonna have to find myself a job and get my permit and license soon if I'm gonna want to go to a out of state college or well college in general XD
UPDATES ON LIFE:
-Have a boyfriend who is my age, lives here, he's a gamer, in JROTC
-my college list is being made with SCAD on number 1
-I have a pack
-In the process of working on my 2nd painting commission
-Savage semi-full suit is done
-I've moved on from what happened and I'm getting better
SOOOOO that's about it really, nothing too exciting to reviel, I hope once winter break hits I'll be more talktive too ;---; I miss having group chats and everyeverything but everyone is busy including me v....v
Well imma sign off
Wolfy out~
iT IS ALIVE
General | Posted 11 years agoHello everyone, I'm still currently grounded but i am sleeping over at McCall's house for the weekend and shes being awesome and letting me use her Laptop
To sum up what happened
My mom caught me and shade doing something, got grounded, found out that shade did nothing but lie to me
killed savage, still grounded, started school on the 6th and love the year so far
Me and him at not a pair im sorry to those who loved us together and what not and those who had hoped for us to be together...im deeply hurt still about what happened but i have gotten my closure and hope to not speak or see him again
I dont wish to tell or talk about details and what had happened...i wish to move away from the past and work on my path to the future
SCHOOL WISE:
-spanish 2 is more culture based and convo based, im gonna learn some latino dances
-art 3 atm we are working on a HUGE project dealing with human trafficking, and i do mean HUGE, im working on a huge canvas with a friend of mine to help me paint and everything~ its a very emotional project and i sorta feel like it relates to what i currently went through...sorta?
-algebra 2 extend OMFG I LOVE THIS CLASS, i have two periods of it and it is very helpful, im understanding the lessons alot better and ive made a 100 on my first test! I also have the class with my bestie McCall
-English honors 3 (AP) not even kidding, it is HARD. Essay every week and lit homework of almost 50-100 questions as well, but i love the challenge, i did have to write a paper about what happened between me and shade for a assignment and i feel like with it i was able to sorta le t it out and feel abit better from it
-US History PAIN IN THE ASS TESTS AND ALOTA NOTES BABY
-Chemisty, ok lemme tell ya a thing about sig figs~ XD The class is taught in a college level, instead of being taught everything we all have a converstation about it and help eachother learn about a lesson, our teacher doesnt give us the answer WE DO and it is very interesting and sorta fun (ha NERD)
thats what i can say about school lol
Art wise I have greatly improved due to the amount of vents ive been doing lately, When i return and able to draw online, I will only be able to do it on the weekends due to school (fri-sun)
Im not sure when I will be doing commissions again, ill need time to adjust and vent i guess XD plus wolfy needs a new ref and more
I'm slowly recovering and its thanks to my pack (9 members total) that im healing abit faster and im not scratching (members are friends from school, will make reference sheets for them here and DA later)
i miss you all and thank you for constantly supporting me
wolfy out~
To sum up what happened
My mom caught me and shade doing something, got grounded, found out that shade did nothing but lie to me
killed savage, still grounded, started school on the 6th and love the year so far
Me and him at not a pair im sorry to those who loved us together and what not and those who had hoped for us to be together...im deeply hurt still about what happened but i have gotten my closure and hope to not speak or see him again
I dont wish to tell or talk about details and what had happened...i wish to move away from the past and work on my path to the future
SCHOOL WISE:
-spanish 2 is more culture based and convo based, im gonna learn some latino dances
-art 3 atm we are working on a HUGE project dealing with human trafficking, and i do mean HUGE, im working on a huge canvas with a friend of mine to help me paint and everything~ its a very emotional project and i sorta feel like it relates to what i currently went through...sorta?
-algebra 2 extend OMFG I LOVE THIS CLASS, i have two periods of it and it is very helpful, im understanding the lessons alot better and ive made a 100 on my first test! I also have the class with my bestie McCall
-English honors 3 (AP) not even kidding, it is HARD. Essay every week and lit homework of almost 50-100 questions as well, but i love the challenge, i did have to write a paper about what happened between me and shade for a assignment and i feel like with it i was able to sorta le t it out and feel abit better from it
-US History PAIN IN THE ASS TESTS AND ALOTA NOTES BABY
-Chemisty, ok lemme tell ya a thing about sig figs~ XD The class is taught in a college level, instead of being taught everything we all have a converstation about it and help eachother learn about a lesson, our teacher doesnt give us the answer WE DO and it is very interesting and sorta fun (ha NERD)
thats what i can say about school lol
Art wise I have greatly improved due to the amount of vents ive been doing lately, When i return and able to draw online, I will only be able to do it on the weekends due to school (fri-sun)
Im not sure when I will be doing commissions again, ill need time to adjust and vent i guess XD plus wolfy needs a new ref and more
I'm slowly recovering and its thanks to my pack (9 members total) that im healing abit faster and im not scratching (members are friends from school, will make reference sheets for them here and DA later)
i miss you all and thank you for constantly supporting me
wolfy out~
+Silitha Here..+
General | Posted 11 years agoFA downtime
General | Posted 11 years agoAppartently FA is going to be down on the 15-17th this month so if any one wants to watch or find me here are a few places you can find me most active!!!
Deviantart: Whitewolfspup
Instagram: Whitewolfspup1
Friend Code for DS: 1263-7781-4725
Deviantart: Whitewolfspup
Instagram: Whitewolfspup1
Friend Code for DS: 1263-7781-4725
Returned from Vacation to Panama City Florida!!
General | Posted 11 years agoHad blast and a awesome time down in the south, felt like home in Louisiana but less blood suckers <3
It was warm and sunny and alil rain here and there, the water was awesome but wiped me out a few times XD
I went to Gulf World and did SOOO MUCH SHOPPING
I now have animal crossing and LOZ link between worlds for my Ds <33333
so happy squeeeeeeeeee
For those who entered my contest I would like to make a reminder that my contest ends on the 8th this month
so if you are currently working on a entry dont rush yourself or feel pressured ok ;w;
I'm so happy to be home, I got school starting on the 6th and im off on the 7th the day of me and my wonderful mate's 1 year <3
If you would like for me to post pics of my vacation feel free to comment below!!!
~wolfy out
It was warm and sunny and alil rain here and there, the water was awesome but wiped me out a few times XD
I went to Gulf World and did SOOO MUCH SHOPPING
I now have animal crossing and LOZ link between worlds for my Ds <33333
so happy squeeeeeeeeee
For those who entered my contest I would like to make a reminder that my contest ends on the 8th this month
so if you are currently working on a entry dont rush yourself or feel pressured ok ;w;
I'm so happy to be home, I got school starting on the 6th and im off on the 7th the day of me and my wonderful mate's 1 year <3
If you would like for me to post pics of my vacation feel free to comment below!!!
~wolfy out
Commissions are closed until further notice
General | Posted 11 years agoyep closing down shop so I can prepare for school and stuff!!!
I will do journals for now on announcing maybe a commission slot or two being open and happy to take offers on!
Just keep you eyes open if you are interested!!!
~wolfy out
I will do journals for now on announcing maybe a commission slot or two being open and happy to take offers on!
Just keep you eyes open if you are interested!!!
~wolfy out
ok soooo
General | Posted 11 years agoI have like little to no motivation to draw right now so I pretty much made banana bread and ate ramen all day
WHAT IS PROGRESS???
I have some atm but its just for small things, I guess I will sit back, watch more anime and work on paws because that's all I really want to do atm
I'll prob draw tommorrow and maybe stream? I don't like streaming sometimes because either bullshit goes down or I could be on a call and someone asks if they could join and just slow me down XD
I'm thinking after I finish the commissions I have atm I will close them and maybe open money slots later on time to time since school is starting in a few weeks
might open a Ask blog on tumblr because the ones I've seen and watched are pretty funny and cute XD
~wolfy out
WHAT IS PROGRESS???
I have some atm but its just for small things, I guess I will sit back, watch more anime and work on paws because that's all I really want to do atm
I'll prob draw tommorrow and maybe stream? I don't like streaming sometimes because either bullshit goes down or I could be on a call and someone asks if they could join and just slow me down XD
I'm thinking after I finish the commissions I have atm I will close them and maybe open money slots later on time to time since school is starting in a few weeks
might open a Ask blog on tumblr because the ones I've seen and watched are pretty funny and cute XD
~wolfy out
PRICES AND TOS
General | Posted 11 years agoWhitewolfspup's 2014 Prices And TOS:
--DIGITAL--
SKETCHES:
feral- $5
anthro- $9
(if you want them colored it will be +5 extra)
LINEART:
feral-$5
anthro-$9
CHIBI:
any forms will be $5
FLATS:
Headshot- $5
Bust- $10
Fullbody (feral or anthro)-$15
(textured backgrounds +2, custom background +5)
FULLSHADE
Headshot- $10
Bust- $15
Fullbody (feral or anthro)-$20
(textured backgrounds +2, custom background +5)
REFERENCE SHEETS
Simple (feral and 2 antho (one nude one clothed)- $20
Complex (feral, 4 anthro (2 nude and 2 clothed)- $30
(any other clothed anthros will be +5 more)
Added characters are $5+
--TRADITIONAL--
BADGES- $10 (laminated and with a clip)
bookmarks- $15 (laminated with a tassel)
Yarn tails=
+small- $15
+large- $20
+long- $40 (they take alot of time and yarn)
T.O.S
-When commissioned, make sure you can pay upfront. Do not ask to pay later or it will be denied as a commission.
-If you dislike the commission, or something is wrong, please note me. Their are NO REFUNDS.
-If something is missing in your commission, please note me and we will discuss it privately.
-I will give a sketch of the commission if you ASK privately in a note, other wise i will continue with the commission.
-If you have no ref sheet, please note me the BEST description you can and i will go from there.
-I will not do any porn or any adult images until I am of age, do not ask if i can do a private one, the answer will be no.
-I will not do any copyright drawings unless you personally have permission
--DIGITAL--
SKETCHES:
feral- $5
anthro- $9
(if you want them colored it will be +5 extra)
LINEART:
feral-$5
anthro-$9
CHIBI:
any forms will be $5
FLATS:
Headshot- $5
Bust- $10
Fullbody (feral or anthro)-$15
(textured backgrounds +2, custom background +5)
FULLSHADE
Headshot- $10
Bust- $15
Fullbody (feral or anthro)-$20
(textured backgrounds +2, custom background +5)
REFERENCE SHEETS
Simple (feral and 2 antho (one nude one clothed)- $20
Complex (feral, 4 anthro (2 nude and 2 clothed)- $30
(any other clothed anthros will be +5 more)
Added characters are $5+
--TRADITIONAL--
BADGES- $10 (laminated and with a clip)
bookmarks- $15 (laminated with a tassel)
Yarn tails=
+small- $15
+large- $20
+long- $40 (they take alot of time and yarn)
T.O.S
-When commissioned, make sure you can pay upfront. Do not ask to pay later or it will be denied as a commission.
-If you dislike the commission, or something is wrong, please note me. Their are NO REFUNDS.
-If something is missing in your commission, please note me and we will discuss it privately.
-I will give a sketch of the commission if you ASK privately in a note, other wise i will continue with the commission.
-If you have no ref sheet, please note me the BEST description you can and i will go from there.
-I will not do any porn or any adult images until I am of age, do not ask if i can do a private one, the answer will be no.
-I will not do any copyright drawings unless you personally have permission
.+.Updates.+.
General | Posted 11 years ago
Well so far all I'm doing is working on commissions and I have to order some fabric for a commissioners handpaws that I will be making
I will be opening traditional commissions as soon as I make the prices for everything XD
I may or may not be going to Panama city beach the week after the next, i dont know for sure yet but i truely hope so
School will be starting august 7th unfortunitly, will be shopping for school stuff later~
once schools starts I'll be working mostly on the weekends~
wolfy out~
~wolfy out~
[/color]CONTEST!! CONTEST!! CONTEST!!
General | Posted 11 years ago
THIS IS THE OFFICAL 4TH ANNUAL ART CONTEST!!!
(WELL 1ST FOR HERE ITS 4TH ON DA XD)
===============
Since me and kev's 1 year anniversary is next month
I figured why not have a contest?
now I'm not just wanting to do this for art
I want this to be sort of a celebration for me and kevs relationship i guess XD
plus i love seeing art of us ;w;
NOW FOR THE THEME
I dont really have a particular theme for this contest
maybe something like a personality thing?
BUT
I kind of want your work to have something to do with things we like!
EXAMPLES:
-gaming together
-pokemon
-watching movies/anime
-eating Chinese food
-legend of zelda
-cuddling
-watching the stars or northern lights
-playing with our kits
-wrestling
anything along the lines of those topics is cool for me!
I reallllllly wanna see people join in this contest, if you want you can spread the word and get your friends to join in too!!!!
PRIZES:
the best part for you guys!!!
now for those who dont get placed, I will still feature your amazing work in the winner of the contest journal as a personal shout out from me!
-1st place-
-full background and shaded picture
-colored sketch
-drawing with me and kevin
-2nd place-
-colored sketch
-drawing with me and kevin
-3rd place-
-drawing with me and kevin
I hope these are interesting prizes, and I will note anyone who wins for there prizes requests :3
as for the drawings with me and kev, you will get to request your theme of what you want us doing ;w;
THE CONTEST WILL END AUGUST 8TH 2014
a day after our one year anniversary since I will have school that day (sad i know XD) so i can relax after school ;v;
I cant wait to see everyone's entries, they will be also featured on my page as well!
good luck everyone!
REFERENCE
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13856437/
~wolfy out~
~wolfy out~
[/color]Alright let me set something straight
General | Posted 11 years ago
....
I am getting SO tired of the fucking drama thats been going on at the moment
all I want to say, and I don't give two shits if i get yelled at for this
EVERYONE
GROW THE HELL UP
Seriously it just feels like everyone is lying to eachother, im sick and tired of it.
its pointless, its childish and quite frankly its annoying
I am going through a shit ton of shit on my plate right now, im broken hearted from it
but it doesnt matter does it?
nope
I know im gonna have people say that this isnt gonna make anything any better
but im sick and tired of it
im done with drama
i took a vow to never hate, and im keeping that vow
im never hating
im not taking any sides either, better yet just keep me the hell out of it please
Right now my main focus is planning shit to move out when i graduate and my education
not to mention im searching for colleges
i dont need drama, infact i would love to avoid it all together
but everyday theres drama
everyday theres shit going on
and it happens ALWAYS when im either feeling just a bit better or when im deeply upset or depressed
and it NEVER helps my case or theirs
im useless when im down
I feel useless that i cant even do or say anything either because people blocked me
cause im totally gonna start shit because im totally that kind of person
anyways
im taking some time to myself and working on art for myself and for any commissions that i have that i owe
i have handpaws to make and fabric to order later when the money comes in, art to draw and things to plan
Im done with drama so please dont bring it to me, and no i wont block anyone from me if you bring any, I'll still help with all i can but i wont dont much sadly
sorry if i hurt anyone, but im defending myself for once
~wolfy out~
[/color]Stronger
General | Posted 11 years ago
HURRRR
....
The worst thing possible happened this morning...
my mom and dad were fighting..
it wasnt over work
it was about me mainly..
but dad...was defending me..
Mom is pissed that im not working hard enough to keep the house clean and isnt doing things her way
I vacume every day, do dishes every day and dust once a week for her, to keep the house clean..
But she doesnt like the way i do it...
or that it isnt enough...
dad was pissed saying pretty much how he hates the fact that she bitches ranting when she comes home about work
and then she pretty much takes it out on us..
even picking on dad..
he got his job back at firestone yesterday..
today was his second day of working again..
and he started it with a fight that heard..
I was crying my heart out..it was painful..
didnt leave my room until both mom and him were gone for work..i didnt want mom seeing me considering she pretty much hates my guts..
so im staying out of her way..
i texted dad telling him to call me when he can so i can talk to him..
no one really in this family has really defended me from mom besides dad...
i know she had a rough life..she was abused as a kid and did alot of house work...
infact one of the things she said was "when i was a teen i knew how to clean the house"
Well for one, you arent your mother who forced you to do so...and another im NOTHING like her..
Im not a housewife, thats the last thing i am
and kevin KNOWS this
I will clean here and there, but not EVERYDAY
but i do so for her, for dad, for the family..
but it isnt a enough..it never really is..
I busted my ass in summer school so she could be proud of me, so that I could graduate..
and all she said when she saw my report card was "cool"
I work to hard for nothing but drama and being yelled at...
I'm serious broken because of this shit..
dad is being picked on too...
i dont know what else more to do that vent to my friends, draw vent and be strong as i can be...
I no longer want to take what mom says about me or to me to heart anymore...
I dont want to be depressed and stressed 24/7 anymore because oh her and not doing enough..
I just hope one day she can be TRUELY and HONESTLY proud of me..
I dont know if it will be when I graduate, or when I make it big on being a Artist and she comes running for my money...
Maybe when i get married and have a kid?
idk anymore honestly..
I'm pretty much at my limit and the fight made things 10x harder on me..
I want to ask dad if i can go to florida with kay whenever i get the chance so i can be away from mom..
i need it more than anything right now..
it would be awesome if he could send me to kevin even but that wont happen lol...
2 more years kevy
I'm gonna do my chores..text kevin and prob draw and watch netflix..im done for the day..this is more than I can ever need...
~wolfy out~
[/color]HACKEDY HACK HACK
General | Posted 11 years agoAnyone wanna commission me?
General | Posted 11 years agoTrying to raise some money for my fursuit that I will be working on and I would love to get some props and stuff to go with it ;w;
I'm looking to raise at least $40-50 bucks, If anyone is interested in commissioning please note me or comment below ;w;
I'm looking to raise at least $40-50 bucks, If anyone is interested in commissioning please note me or comment below ;w;
UPDATES
General | Posted 11 years agoGoing to be attending summer school for 10 days for freshman year math for one semester because i had a real shitty teacher
so i will be abit inactive during the time, but my money commissions are still open!!!!!!
so i will be abit inactive during the time, but my money commissions are still open!!!!!!
MEME
General | Posted 11 years ago1) Sexuality?
uuuuhuhhh female?
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
KEVIN, SAMMY, ABBEH, JACK, ALEX, MY PEEEEEEEEPS
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
"I didn't Yellowkit there, but..."Nutkit's words ended in a groan.
4) What do you think about most?
the future
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
Oh and we'll be without TV and Internet till Friday so I'll just be on my phone for Internet.
From Wednesday to Friday
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
with when its not bloody hot inside
7) What's your strangest talent?
uhhh i can work with both left and right hands?
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
Girls are bitches
Boys are dogs
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
yes
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
uhhh two days ago, lol im still rocking
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
dolls, creep me out
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
urrr no XD
13) What's your religion?
atheist
team free-will
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
playing with angus (my border collie mix)
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Fall out boy
17) What was the last lie you told?
uhhhhh idk XD
18) Do you believe in karma?
Yes
19) What does your URL mean?
i am a pup of a white wolf
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
weakness: sweet foods, kevin, scary video games
strengths: art, painting, lifting 60lbs with my legs? I DONT KNOW
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
Jenson Ackles hnnng...kevin is going to tease me about that answer
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
nope
23) How do you vent your anger?
draw vent, punch things, go for a run, rant, vent to kevin and cry
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
uhhh fortunes from fortune cookies and colorful can tabs XD
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
video chatting online is pretty much my life
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
Sort of
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate: anything against hard rock or walls that does that annoying sound urghh
Love: kevs laughter
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
what if i really do get big with my art
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts: yes
Aliens: no
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Right arm: fennikin plushie
Left arm: nothing
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
mexican food
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
never been to any bad places
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
what
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
BRENDON URIE PAWS DOWN HOTHOTHOTHOTHOT...im gonna get teased for that
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
Living to the fullest, do what your heart desires, dont follow, go your own way
36) Define Art.
Putting your emotion and feelings into something great and beautiful
37) Do you believe in luck?
eh sometimes
38) What's the weather like right now?
its nice, wish it would rain
39) What time is it?
7:00
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
no and no
41) What was the last book you read?
To kill a mockingbird
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
yes XD
43) Do you have any nicknames?
Wolfy, bunny, kitty, savvy,etc.etc.
44) What was the last movie you saw?
the amazing spiderman 2 was the last in theatre movie, wolfs children was my last dvd movie
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
scraped my knee, inside elbow, chin, hands, and shins; hurt like hell but i came out of it ok
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
Yes
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
Supernatural, elfen lied, attack on titan, SAO, fursuiting
48) What's your sexual orientation?
straight
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Yes
50) Do you believe in magic?
No
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
not really no
52) What is your astrological sign?
Sagittarius
53) Do you save money or spend it?
Both
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fox tail?
55) Love or lust?
Love
56) In a relationship?
yes forever <3
shade_c_llewellyn
57) How many relationships have you had?
6
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No
59) Where were you yesterday?
At home
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
sharpie?
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
No
62) What's your favorite animal?
Wolf
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
uhhh personality? i just be myself
64) Where is your best friend?
In other states cries
65) Spit or swallow?(;
SPITTERS IS FOR QUITERS.....i dont even fucking know and why would i answer e.e
66) What is your heritage?
Mexican/European
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Watching Elfen Lied
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
Sexy
what
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
lol what
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
suuuuuure? XD
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
save the dog, fuck my boss
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
A) I tell my closest friends and my family of course
B) Living to the fullest and spending every minute and second with kevin
C) Yes...very
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
love honestly..
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Hurricane- Panic! at the disco
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
im not saying
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
trust, love, companionship, commitment, devotion
77) How can I win your heart?
My heart only belongs to the love of my life
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
it could
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Admiting my feelings to my mate
80) What size shoes do you wear?
7 XD
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
Here lies the passionate woman who faught to try and rid the world of hatred
who loved passionately
Who dreamed forever
82) What is your favorite word?
muffins
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
blushing
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
idk
85) What's the last song you listened to?
the intro to elfen lied hummed by kevy <3 well some of it XD
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
BLUE
87) What is your current desktop picture?
blue texture
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
uuuuuuuuuuuuh erm idk XD MY MOM XD
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
i dont really know
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
go back to bed and tell myself to never do crack before bed again
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Teleportation
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
I dont really know....
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Beatings, yellings, insults, bullying, neglect
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
kevin, fuck you he can sing and hes a celebrity in my eyes...HE HAS SO MANY WATCHERS GUYS OMFG
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Japan, but first let me grab kevin
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
No
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
Yes
98) Ever been on a plane?
Yes
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
AND IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII WILLL ALWAYS LOVE MUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFINS
uuuuhuhhh female?
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
KEVIN, SAMMY, ABBEH, JACK, ALEX, MY PEEEEEEEEPS
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
"I didn't Yellowkit there, but..."Nutkit's words ended in a groan.
4) What do you think about most?
the future
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
Oh and we'll be without TV and Internet till Friday so I'll just be on my phone for Internet.
From Wednesday to Friday
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
with when its not bloody hot inside
7) What's your strangest talent?
uhhh i can work with both left and right hands?
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
Girls are bitches
Boys are dogs
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
yes
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
uhhh two days ago, lol im still rocking
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
dolls, creep me out
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
urrr no XD
13) What's your religion?
atheist
team free-will
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
playing with angus (my border collie mix)
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Fall out boy
17) What was the last lie you told?
uhhhhh idk XD
18) Do you believe in karma?
Yes
19) What does your URL mean?
i am a pup of a white wolf
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
weakness: sweet foods, kevin, scary video games
strengths: art, painting, lifting 60lbs with my legs? I DONT KNOW
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
Jenson Ackles hnnng...kevin is going to tease me about that answer
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
nope
23) How do you vent your anger?
draw vent, punch things, go for a run, rant, vent to kevin and cry
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
uhhh fortunes from fortune cookies and colorful can tabs XD
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
video chatting online is pretty much my life
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
Sort of
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate: anything against hard rock or walls that does that annoying sound urghh
Love: kevs laughter
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
what if i really do get big with my art
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts: yes
Aliens: no
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
Right arm: fennikin plushie
Left arm: nothing
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
mexican food
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
never been to any bad places
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
what
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
BRENDON URIE PAWS DOWN HOTHOTHOTHOTHOT...im gonna get teased for that
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
Living to the fullest, do what your heart desires, dont follow, go your own way
36) Define Art.
Putting your emotion and feelings into something great and beautiful
37) Do you believe in luck?
eh sometimes
38) What's the weather like right now?
its nice, wish it would rain
39) What time is it?
7:00
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
no and no
41) What was the last book you read?
To kill a mockingbird
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
yes XD
43) Do you have any nicknames?
Wolfy, bunny, kitty, savvy,etc.etc.
44) What was the last movie you saw?
the amazing spiderman 2 was the last in theatre movie, wolfs children was my last dvd movie
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
scraped my knee, inside elbow, chin, hands, and shins; hurt like hell but i came out of it ok
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
Yes
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
Supernatural, elfen lied, attack on titan, SAO, fursuiting
48) What's your sexual orientation?
straight
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Yes
50) Do you believe in magic?
No
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
not really no
52) What is your astrological sign?
Sagittarius
53) Do you save money or spend it?
Both
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fox tail?
55) Love or lust?
Love
56) In a relationship?
yes forever <3
shade_c_llewellyn57) How many relationships have you had?
6
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No
59) Where were you yesterday?
At home
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
sharpie?
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
No
62) What's your favorite animal?
Wolf
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
uhhh personality? i just be myself
64) Where is your best friend?
In other states cries
65) Spit or swallow?(;
SPITTERS IS FOR QUITERS.....i dont even fucking know and why would i answer e.e
66) What is your heritage?
Mexican/European
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Watching Elfen Lied
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
Sexy
what
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
lol what
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
suuuuuure? XD
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
save the dog, fuck my boss
72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
A) I tell my closest friends and my family of course
B) Living to the fullest and spending every minute and second with kevin
C) Yes...very
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
love honestly..
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
Hurricane- Panic! at the disco
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
im not saying
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
trust, love, companionship, commitment, devotion
77) How can I win your heart?
My heart only belongs to the love of my life
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
it could
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Admiting my feelings to my mate
80) What size shoes do you wear?
7 XD
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
Here lies the passionate woman who faught to try and rid the world of hatred
who loved passionately
Who dreamed forever
82) What is your favorite word?
muffins
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
blushing
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
idk
85) What's the last song you listened to?
the intro to elfen lied hummed by kevy <3 well some of it XD
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
BLUE
87) What is your current desktop picture?
blue texture
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
uuuuuuuuuuuuh erm idk XD MY MOM XD
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
i dont really know
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
go back to bed and tell myself to never do crack before bed again
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Teleportation
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
I dont really know....
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Beatings, yellings, insults, bullying, neglect
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
kevin, fuck you he can sing and hes a celebrity in my eyes...HE HAS SO MANY WATCHERS GUYS OMFG
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Japan, but first let me grab kevin
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
No
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
Yes
98) Ever been on a plane?
Yes
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
AND IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII WILLL ALWAYS LOVE MUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFINS
Commissions are open!!!
General | Posted 11 years agosummer break has been started and now i have so much time to do commissions!!!!
my pricesheet is in me gallery <3 if anyone is interested in commissioning feel free to comment below or note me!!!!
~wolfy out
my pricesheet is in me gallery <3 if anyone is interested in commissioning feel free to comment below or note me!!!!
~wolfy out
MONEY COMMISSIONS ARE OPEN
General | Posted 11 years agoI'm currently trying to save up to get a new laptop, so money commissions are open for the time being!
I hope to eventually get a summer job to help me raise more, but for now art is all i have :3
Price sheet is featured in my Page!, note me if you want a commission ^w^
and also it would mean alot if you could spread this for me!!
I'm only able to work on art friday-sunday
---
Happy easter everyone <3
~wolfyout~
I hope to eventually get a summer job to help me raise more, but for now art is all i have :3
Price sheet is featured in my Page!, note me if you want a commission ^w^
and also it would mean alot if you could spread this for me!!
I'm only able to work on art friday-sunday
---
Happy easter everyone <3
~wolfyout~
Side note on Commissions
General | Posted 11 years agoI will be starting them NEXT week, since i have a few things i want to do
also for some life info
I'm only able to work on commissions and drawings on the weekends due to focusing on school work~
I look forward to drawing for you!
~wolfy out~
also for some life info
I'm only able to work on commissions and drawings on the weekends due to focusing on school work~
I look forward to drawing for you!
~wolfy out~
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