@wickeroseer.bsky.social
I’m moving over to Bluesky as my primary social media site!

May or may not abandon former bird app altogether, not entirely sure yet.

I’m still alive and all, just having a hard time getting over a mix of depression and perfectionism that’s making it really hard to get anything done. Life sucks and I constantly feel like a failure. I desperately need therapy and I’m effing lonely and scared. That’s pretty much my past year in a nutshell.

I’m still trying to work up the motivation to actually complete something. It’s mostly just a struggle of getting myself to sit down and work...Gotta work on making habits and stuff.

So I was expecting to be able to get a lot done in summer with all the free time I had. bOi WaS i WrOnG! I thought I was having trouble with lack of sleep as summer was coming up, but I guess it might've been seasonal depression. Now with the weather finally cooling down here, I'm slowly but surely making my way toward actually being productive.

I might post more art and stuff at some point, but life is kinda stressing me out right now
and I procrastinate a lot on about everything I do
and then I'm a perfectionist when I actually do stuff like drawing
so it kinda takes a while to get anything done,
but I am still practicing and learning
So there's that in case anyone cares