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Haunted Rat Studios is officially open for Quotes!!! Today is the day!!, NOT FIRST COME FIRST SERVE. we will be picking the top 5 for now and then others will be wait listed. this is for Grumps Gore and More!! we do Resin, Foam and everything my main Wild FuZz does except...CREEPY AND GRUMPY AND GOREY!! WOOO! so go one an send us your quotes!. we will take on a few Head lots and some Full body slots as well as Partials, so far there is no limit until we see how many quotes we get.

Prices are:

Foam heads: 650
Resin heads: 850
Partials: 1600
Half suits: 1800
Fullsuits: 2300

All USD prices, Shipping and Insurance is included in price!

~Quote Format~

Your Name:
Your Location:
Your Email:
Your Deadline:
Sona/Character Name:
Sona/Character Ref:
Sona/Character Species:

Head/Partial/Half suit/Fullsuit?

Resin/Foam?

Moving Jaw/Static Jaw?

Silicone or Plush Tongue/ Lip (if any lip)

Silicone or Plush or Resin Nose?

Resin or Plush Teeth?

3D following Toony Eyes/Static Toony Eyes

3D following Realistic Glass eyes/ 3D following Toony Glass eyes

Preffered Expression for said Sona/Character:

~If getting Hand paws/Feet Paws with the Head/Suit~

Resin or Plush Claws?

Silicone or Plush or Vinyl/Pleather Paw pads for hands?

Outdoor/Indoor feet paws?

if Indoor, silicone or plush or Vinyl/Pleather pads?

if Outdoor, Silicone or Vinyl/Pleather Pads?

~LEDS~

Eyes?
Claws?
Pawpads? (not sure if can do feet pads)

~Gore or Grump?!~

Grumpy or Gorey or Both!?

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If you have read and filled out the following please Email at

hauntedratstudios[at]gmail.com

your subject line should say: Grumps and Gore

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You can contact  binx-the-bat and  brent-geckbat on here as well for inquiries, we are happy to answer questions but official quotes are processed through the email given. Thank you and hope to hear from you soon!

Too all my current commissioners: Work is on HOLD until Feb, I need to pack up everything and get ready for my move in 2 weeks. work will be back in full swing once I've settled in, expected to get back to work Feb 5th. thank you for your patience and understanding

~Beeker of WFS~

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18028266/ <--- bid there, this guy needs a name so the badge can be made for the buyer! no gender, you choose!!

This auction is being extended!! Im gonna express ship (3day shipping) to the winner ^^, my machine is being tempermental as to why the extension x-x. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17763353/

Will End Oct 25th midnight!

just a little Price update sheet until I actually remember my password and fix it on the site x-x...

NOTE: any commissions that are paying or have been paid for, this price update does NOT apply to you, this applies to new customers and future biz.

Fullsuits 2800-5500

partials - 1600-1800

halfs - 2000-4000

quads - 6000+

Body suit Planti - 800+

Body suit Digi - 950+

foam heads - 550

resin heads - 750

Foam bases - 125-130 + Shipping (25-35 range)

Silicone Pads - 60 for hands 80 for feet

Silicone noses - 15+ (based on size)

Silicone Tongues - 12+ (based on size)

Glass Eyes - 15+ (based on design and size, LEDS Extra)

Resin Claws - 1.50 Per Claw + Shipping

All prices include the shipping/Delivery, unless otherwise stated.

-purses lips- I have...something in mind for halloween..a premade or art lib commission...hmmm... Who'd be interested in an Art lib head tail and hand paws? completed in time for Halloween? ovo would start sept 4th and have it shipped oct 19th and it would be there within 7-10 days or earlier. fur color I'm wanting to use is orange, black, white and it will be toony and probs as static jaw we will see hmm..species wise im leaning to canine. any takers? if anything I'll just make it a premade anyway heh. looking at 1000 without feet, or 1200 with feet. 550 for just the head and its foam based. if I auction it it may go up more. next year I'll open my Rawr slots earlier x-x I derped. this would be made under my Rawr side 'Haunted Rat Studios'
Visit  haunted-rat-studios to see examples on what comes out of HRS

Cleo is ok everyone, it got resolved and I never recieved any money for her cause but thats ok cause mom got it all sorted out. I was paid yesterday and I spent 50 on myself for a piece of art. I dont often buy anything for me cause I always have to pay for something. I understand it might of looked bad with all the timing but I assure all of you its not like that at all. Now with with another fur said on my journal, it at the time was worded in a way that sent me into a panic like ,what did I do now and why is this happening. i may have responded in a frantic or rude manner.. I mean, I understand how it might look to them NOW but to me at the time it looked like they are just trying to get under my skin, like 'wake up call?' whats that suppose to mean exactly, it implies i've done this before whatever 'this' is..i just..ugh i felt attacked and with no way to defend myself against people who will just rightly assume so and so is correct without even coming to me first is what gets me. I would of gladly talked it over better if they had come to me in a note and not just 'BAM! you are a bad person because!' like..no one wants to see that, and I have no intentions of ruining my biz I'd be well ruined so why do it?

money wise I seem to be ok right now, Im working on my teeth now I just had a follow up after the extraction, I go for surgery for the impacted wisdom teeth so im saving up for that yet. but all in all Im doing OK I could be doing better but im not complaining. Sorry if I seem to freak out alot, I'm a high stress person Im never not worried about something, I'm the kinda person who will worry about stuff 4-6 months of years into the future! so if I seem to 'snap' and get 'nasty' its cause im just used to people telling me im wrong for like anything, I grew up as a child being told my voice means nothing im to be seen and not heard. I have a stutter when I get frustrated or flustered cause i speak way to fast in order to get my words out before being yelled at and cut off by my then abusers ( not my mom, but my step and my Dad..) so I have some re learning to do and being 'attacked' doesn't help me I go right back into Fight or flight mode and it never really ends well I just look like a crazy person. so Im sorry for that and all my freak outs regarding money and health. my mom finally got her disabilty so we are ok on that front but now its my turn to actually bite the bullet and admit i need it, I don't want too cause I want to work but thats not panning out and fursuits and art won't keep me alive forever.

I have severe PTSD from childhood trauma/abuse, Vegetative Depression and High Anxiety, and ADHD and a Learning disability that went untreated cause my dad is a cheapskate, I was deprived alot of things growing up like food, so i have issues with food and weight..but getting ahead of myself. I just wanted to apologize to my watchers and commissioners and friends and family directly, the old chipper happy go lucky Beeker should be returning soon, the storm seems to be passing finally.

thank you for reading and have a good weekend!

My dog is having emergency surgery, puppy is most likly dead, the paw was mangled cause of her trying to get it out, and the vet wants 1300 on the spot when shes done in an hour or..I have no idea can they withold her? IDK!!! and I do not have a damn penny to my name so I'm freaking out. not only do I have my dental bill and more work coming up next weekend, now I'm freaking out over the vet bill and I haven't a clue what to do, Im waiting on payments and I wont get to make any profit from them at this rate, I also do not have food so I havnet no idea what to think right now. just shit upon shit upon shit. I'd ask for donation but I never get any or barely I made 120 in the 8 months my gofundme has been up and my paypal address has been all over but nothing happens. IDK..Im bout ready to just give up but I won't cause I love what I do but holy hell when do I get a fucking break!

IN BEFORE 'YOU SHOULDA GOT HER FIXED' We were planning that!, she was wearing a diaper and my boy got her anyway, now before anyone says I shoulda got him fixed. well I was planning on it as well but hes my dog and its up to me to get the funds, the girl is moms dog but well I need to help cause I love that dog too!!

~UPDATE!!!~

ok Cleo is ok, shes just too old and once again this wasn't planned i don't deliberately breed my damn dogs, I'm doing my best to take care of myself and them an everyone else so I'd appreciate it if people didn't jump the gun and call me out on bullshit like? do you know me? Hmm I DO NOT ask for money just because, thanks, I have TONS of finished work and the cons I went to recently were paid for by friends so I could get more exposure for my work. so like what the hell? as I sit here and work on commissions and if you look in my folders and on my FA and DA I have finsihed works and some that have awards on them so I dont know what the hell thats all about. and in terms of my dog shes ok, managed to put a pay plan in place, I dont breed the dogs liek crazy and its not on purpose we put them in diapers keep them away from the boy as Im trying to get him fixed and also move out. you clearly do not have your facts straight, I do not buy new things all the time I barely pay the net and I havent any new gaming systems since 2012 so? I am suffering my mother IS ILL and I'm litterally doing all I can, I've not lead anyone around so please stop with that. vet tech or not I'm not the type of person to abuse my animals. also I'm linking ppl who have suits from me so.. Kevin R Sexton Pokeyjoe Jiyuu-jin Jerry Portwine Misty D Bogue Leigha Shakespeare Sal Amander Ashlyn Everist and others whom I do not know if they have FB but are on FA and DA I'll take pics of the old lady, letting her sleep. I'm motoring on my commissions so, I call bullshit on Mellie Davis, like...wtf if your problem? and how is my attitude nasty? hmm...anyone else have anything they wanna say to me or behind my back? please do...kick me while I'm down thats the ticket.

^ From my FB cause someone had the nerve to put a furry beware on me without knowing the facts, said i buy new consoles and animals and beg for money and have NOT completed a single suit. which is BULL. they were a friend once mind you and were going to pay for somethng then said no and I wasnt nasty or nothing so I unno. I've been takking care of the house and family since feb by myself. and yet theres always someone out there who thinks I'm just a mooch or faking it. well I'm not, I've been homeless more than once I don't wanna do it all over again. thank you

~UPDATE~
ok great so Im apparantly on a bunch of beware sites now cause I fucking won and auction for 50 dollars and was apparantly using the money that i NEVER GOT FOR MY DOG on it!? my mom resolved the vet thing I didnt get any money for that, what i used was moeny I JUST got paid YESTERDAY! ..I'd appreciate it if everyone actully came to me to ask instead of just assuming. Im really hoping my biz isn't destroyed over one persons fucking accusations, seriously I can provide all teh proof needed that Im not lying and that I never got any money for the dog I just wanted to help my mom cause we werent sure what was going to happen!

Refer to this!, how could she be home if I STOLE fucking money!? 50 dollars I got paid YESTERDAY that I EARNED Via a COMMISSION. NOT someones money for the dog, mom resolved the vet bill ON HER OWN she asked me to help IF I COULD so I tried! but I didnt NEED too and NO ONE paid me anything that day that I would of needed it! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17358014/

ITS OUT!!!! AHHHHH, I love this dentist!!! he was fast and I wasn't in too much pain x-x!!!. since it was mainly filling and omfg the stench when they cracked the tooth! the other place didn't do a good job at all!! no wonder I still had pain!...x-x so im getting my wisdoms out next and well Im actually very happy, maybe I'll sleep!!..gonna has mashed taters later me thinks or something soft but luke warm or whatever..hmm whats a good food thats filling but good cold?
my roots had hooks..like..the fuck is this..they had to break teh tooth to get em out x-x..and then they called in the other docs to see XD..I have strange teeth apparantly, stubborn big ones with hooks/barbs...glad thats over x-x...for now..I go back on the 14th for an x-ray and then see what they wanna do with my wisdoms..fuck this is so overdue..but needed.

I have to pay the mom for all this so Im still needing money as she won't let me go scott free but customers are getting antsy with me posting premades and not thier stuff -flops- idk man, im try x-x but omfg overdue dental work and locally and I LOVE THEM ugh

Im in recovery ahhh sleep is good!!

Went to the Dentist, Im gonna loose 3 of my teefs!...so they are gonna pull the one thats pissing me off cause a root canal cost more than I friggen make in a 3 month period as well as it would be easier to break since its essentially dead..SO! nope!, just gonna yank it then they can slide the impacted wisdom tooth thats pushing on it in the first place out of that hole. then they are gonna tackle the top exposed roots that have been there since 2012 after a botched wisdome removal...DON'T EVER GO TO ACCESS DENTAL, I HAVE GONE THROUGH SO MUCH SHIT CAUSE OF THEM. THE REASON IM HAVING THESE ISSUES NOW IS CAUSE OF THEM ...I know they are students but holy shit there has to be more available to lower income ppl than settling for ILL TRAINED PPL!..-.-...Im so mad..my bottom teeth may uncrowd themselves..but chewing will be different for me apparantly..ugh im gonna be Tom Cruise and have a tooth in the middle of my face!!! EHHH!!

SO! Im hopped up on T3's and Antibiotics till I get the tooth pulled on th 14th!...no idea what the fuck ima eat!..I only remember eating noodles for a few days the last time i had a tooth removed but ehh

I'll be taking a 2 week break between commissions starting now till the 14th of August or so, Im having a tooth pulled and right now the pain is unbearable. Im irritated cause I can't sleep cause my face keeps throbbing no matter what I do, I cant stomach much food yet i have to eat with every pill I take. I'm dizzy and drowsy but I can't sleep! x-x...I have to sit up to sleep even for an hour before my neck starts to ache. so yea Im miserable -.-..

wejohwerejhwr I ran out of foam >< so I gotta order some more, in the meantime I'm motoring onto the owed work, if you are waiting expect to be coming up in my list ^^, sorry for the wait but life hit me hard and I had to make due. but I think things are starting to look up, have an amazing boyfriend who keeps my spirits up and keeps me motivated. IMA DO THIS GUYS!!!, just please understand Im only one person and Im working as fast as I can while still making sure I provide quality work for all you lovlies. love you all!!! take care now and don't be afraid to message me!
~Beeker~

Not the full thing just the basics I'm still working on this still.

Ordering from me is easy!, theres just a few things to do before securing yourself a spot on the commissions list!

If you'd like a costume or pieces, an order/quote form is to be filled out for any pieces and a Measurements form for any suits to be made. It also helps to have concept art or ref sheets of the character so its easier for us to create the specific character and or pieces. a rotation of 3 view points would be key, Front, Back and Side of the desired character. If you are unable to provide a ref, you can use a Template from us to color and add too as you like. Templates can be found in the Deviantart Gallery here wild-fuzz-studios.deviantart.c…

Inquiries can go to my work email at wildfuzzstudios[at]gmail.com

~Suits~
Quad Suits START at: $4500
Full Suits START at: $1800-3000+ (Starting around 1800, goes up on complexity etc)
Half suits START at: $1400-1600 (usually start at 1200 and go up from there)
Partials START at: $1300-1500 (usually start at 1100 and go up from there stopping at around 1500)
~Pieces~
Hand paws START at: $95.00CAD
Foot paws START at: $150.00CAD
Ears START at: $90.00CAD
Tails START at: $100.00CAD
Foam based heads - 500+
Resin based heads - 700+

I want to be very clear here, if you are waiting on a commission from my studio, please know I'm only one person and I'm right now having a hard time with family and health issues. I'm trying to move and trying to keep money TO MOVE. I haven't forgotten anyone nor have I scammed you out of your money. I've got a con I'm going to by chance thanks to friends paying for me and I'm hoping to gain some more interest there. but after said con im diving into my owed work. I appreciate all of your business and patience. I'm super sorry you are having to wait this long but thank you for sticking with me. I hope to keep your business in the future and stay in contact. when I'm on my own I'll be better able to work more efficiently and not have to walk on eggshells to get work done. I'm currently trying to get medication, a place to stay, get myself and my dogs teeth taken care of, and possibly part time work so I'm not having to take on all these commissions and be in this spot again, buried under material and not allowed to work when I would like too cause ppl bother me or randomly go to bed and then complain im making noise..well scuse you for the fact i work in daylight...so then im forced to work at night so I DONT SLEEP then I get cussed at for sleeping in the day...can't win..I also have to think about my health as a transman, upcoming surgery dates I have to choose and save for. Im also looking at dental surgery thanks to wisdom teeth being asshats and a nerve damaged tooth's filling came out. so..yay..and to be honest, I dont enjoy making suits as much as I did before. thats not to say I'm going to stop and just fuck off. no no I'm going to continue, but its just all my money i never get to see it and im always paying more and more. my hearts to big to let my mom suffer so i suffer with her until she gets her gov't money..-sigh- but in anycase I know I'll be more stable and pumping these out better when i dont have all this stress of well everyone who lives here on my shoulders. I'm 27 in september...I want to be moved out before the snow hits the ground x-x...

thank you for your understanding and faith in me

Love always ~Beeker~

Taking Emergency FNAF heads payable IMMEDIATELY Will start them Mid July, 550 all inclusive WITH Shipping. Willing to do moving jaws, following eyes, pose-able ears (for Bonnie). Will do Toy, Normal and will make your FNAF OC's!. Will be using Fleece!

MUST BE ABLE TO PAY UP FRONT AND IN FULL, IF NOT AT LEAST HALF!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16782834/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16718312/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16656225/

http://www.gofundme.com/n2u9q8

The above Gofundme is ME, I’ve helped family and now im being fucked over and in less than 5 days I will have no power and no home and I’ve been trying so hard and getting nowhere. dont have part time work, just my commissions and the reason is cause tis town is way too small and no one wants to hire a trans man where i live, cause im a liability for bathroom reasons, pretty much if i get raped its not thier fault but mine cause i went in the mens bathroom. I pass like a cis man but my ID says otherwise so thats what gets me in shit. Im sitting here crying and holding Joey and Chester because I can’t fathom having to let them go to a shelter and be homeless myself. Joey is in the image on the link and has helped me through so much. I can’t give up on him its not fair. please I need all the help I can get, Im desperate and I’ve been homeless before so has my mother I don’t want to go backwards!

dunno what to do, rent is very late for this month i paid my part bro has yet to pay much of his and if he decides no then we're fucked cause mom is literally so close to going to the hospital, Im not happy about what she told me and I have to leave to go to a doc app and Im scared I'll come home to no one..im about to cry and I have to go on the bus...fuck everything.. I literally need to get 400 in the bank today or min of 250 or even 200 around there. I just I hate to say it but can't rely on my bro to even pay what he owes as being fair. I pay 400 rent and I been paying for his too since feb and its like he just gets away with less and less and now we need him to step up and he wont. I don't know what else to do. Im so scared of leaving the house right now but I have to go see my trans doc today..my health is also declining and I'm having to be strong for everyone, I dont know that I can do it much longer. I'm trying so hard and getting slapped in the face instead.

so rent is due 2morrow and net..im broke...so..I prob won't be online after 2nite round 2am - 8am is when it usually cuts off, cause I wasn't able to get funds in time. with that said its going to be pretty impossible for me to see anything now if Im not online to put any payments through at all. I dont have a laptop of a cell so I can't go to timmies or mc.donalds for wifi either. and the library moved locations and I have no money to ride the bus there x-x...idk..hoping something happens today ><

I need to take an emergency commission like now, at a value of at least 500-600 and payable well now. only thing is they wont be started till after July 17th this year. Rent is due soon and so it the net bill and if I don't have at least net I wont be able to talk to anyone or try to get some sales going or converse with any of my current customers/clients. I also need to eat real food BADLY, been living off ramen and mac and cheese and now Im completly out and there is not enough food to go around. we can at least pay half the rent now and then half in 2 weeks but Im like seriously desperate right now. I'm willing to do more FNAF heads, just name a character and I'll say yes or no based on what material i do have unless you wanna pay a lil extra for me to buy it x-x like for Foxy, I have everything but red for him. I know people don't like to 'donate' cause you get nothing out of it, and I really like making these robotic horrors! so thats why I'm offering them. but if anyone would like to donate that would be awesome as well and I'll doodle up a conbadge or something!

sooo Im making a Chica and Bonnie head for some friends in the UK...and I was looking at that yellow fleece that I got screwed over on...and thought....'I could totally make a Golden Freddy Suit!!!' ..I have 8 yards of this yellow...anyone wanna take me up on the offer to have a Golden Freddy suit? ovo I'm not entirly sure if I can be commissioned a fnaf suit Dunno how to contact Scott. the heads im working on currently were just material costs, I wanted to see if I could even do it the style XD. so um yea unless im allowed to make profit I have no idea. I kinda just wanna make it and then wear it and then see what I do like sell it or whatever.

Hydro knows the situation now, we have power thank god x-x. but i wanna let everyone know im am totally back logged thanks to the damn family shit going on and Im trying to make up for lost time. so if I owe you something PLEASE TELL ME!! I have a list but even I miss stuff x-x. be honest I'm wanting to get on with my projects here so I needa know, since I THINK I have the list in order but to be sure I need hear from ya'll. please and thanks!! and expect photos from me soon!

http://www.gofundme.com/n2u9q8

Things are getting WORSE I'm not even joking I need some real serious help here and I have no idea where else to turn, I've exhausted all my options and Im going nuts with worrying. we cant make rent and rent is due! docs are screwing around with moms disability, we are barly eating. I don;t know what else to do!. I've tried everything i can think of, all my savings are gone, I have nothing to show for any of it, i have commissions im trying to get done and I just keep getting mor bad news on more bad news all cause of my mom getting sick and no one listening, ontop of my bro refusing to work for 3 months after loosing his moeny at a rave an guess who bailed us out for those 3 months..ME..now I'm about to loose my home and or power and even water cause I can't souly run the house anymore. bro only got 3 days of work in so far and no pay and moms welfare only gives her the bare minimum. I'm scared shitless and don't know what to do anymore. I'm working my ass off until the power gone or I loose my house. hoping something changes or I'm just going to dissappear for god knows how long and then guess what, my biz goes down the drain. already it looks bad with the constant barrage of bad news I've been given. I'll be lucky if I even bounce back after all this blows over..Im fearing for WFS..I wanted so badly to be a great company, but my homelife is destroying it..

I need to do an emergency Fundraiser but I havent a clue where to start. gofundme isn't really doing much evidently.

I didn't want to air anyof this but heres the facts and why things are taking so long right now. My mom was laid off her work cause he was injured at work and had to have surgery, while recovered she then went back and then had to leave again due to more arising health problems with the stressful enviornment there and being bullied everyday. her BP was out of control and caused both eardrums to rupture and fester into a mold, with tumors. she was facing surgery by the time I had convinced her to ask about black mold in the ear cause I'm a Google nut and I find answers quickly. we played doc hop with 3-5 docs and each one was unwilling to help get her disability going or welfare until she could get back to work. I have been the only one paying for everything since Feb. my bro lost his money at a party shortly after loosing his job due to bullshit there with past friends who were my moms and they were out to destroy her for whatever reason which seems to happen ALOT.

My mom was scheduled for surgery that could have killed her thanks to her BP being 200 over 180, ok thats FUCKING RIDICK!!...but no the damn doc said instead of signing her papers that she should go back to work which would have killed my mom slowly. now I love my mom to bits and my bro but the stress of all this has them snapping at me to fix everything. I get bitched at day in and day out and watch her cry and I can't do anything. my bro seems cold and distant and Im the only one who relays messages back and forth to either person. its nuts. I'm always paying out. rent is 890, and then hydro and water are at 200 or so each, then the net and cable is at 400 and I have to pay it off in installments of 140-160. then theres food I spent easily 300 on food for it to last 2 weeks no matter if i buy cheap or on sale. and then theres the van insurance at 85 a month and if I dont pay that then we dont have a car to drive. I spent 2000 ALONE in feb cause i had to pay rent 2 times cause the bank took the rent from mom that i just sent thanks to over draft cause she wasn't making money and the credit company wanted it and didnt even care that it was rent as she explained.

this month my rent was 600 plus 145 on the net and I could only afford 60 dollars in food. I have 29 dollars to my name and I just find out that come May 15th we won't have any power cause the bill is so damn high and no one can pay it off. Im being pushed into getting a part time job yet my bro wont seem to find a job and no amount of bitching at him does anything. Im at my wits end. Disibilty is now giving mom the run around and all the ppl she knew who were on it are one by one cut off same with welfare. she get 690 a month right now from welfare and as suppose to get 990 with the medical benefit but they said she wasnt that bad off yet thats prob my moms fault for not telling them everything cause shes embarrassed. I dont make alot right now. any payments I get in go straight to trying to live and I'm in turn suffering. I need so much care medical wise but I can't afford any of it. I've injured my back 2 times and been in hospital for it. my asthma is acting up and I can't pay for the medication I need for it so I've been going days without a dose to make it last ( im on Advair its 186 per inhaler)

I have to take care of all the animals, 3 cats and 4 small dogs and theres no way in hell we'd be able to part with the dogs, only therapy animals we have and I'd go completly insane if I didn't have my Joey with me. might be selling the puppy tho but we need to take him to the vet for his Cherry eye, but guess what!, can't afford 60+ for a visit and 40+ for treatment! ...

Im in bad shape and I just act like I'm happy but I'm not, I'm REALLY NOT. I need serious help here and I don't know where to turn, cause it makes my biz look bad that I can't work efficinatly, I'd be working so much more if I didn't have these stressers on me and my sewing machine breaking on me. I've been trying to repair it but the part wont stay on and I can't replace it and I have no money for a new one and I'm already thinking of next months rent and how Im going to do that.

cutting off things like net wont help, I wont have anyone to talk to or even get help, cutting cable we tried that but then it creates this mood with my mom cause shes the one who watches TV, and telling me to 'move out' is NOT going to fly, cause if I leave now then my mom is homeless with the amount of money she gets. plus i have no where to go anyway.

I dont know what else to offer to get some cash flow...I dont like 'begging' for 'free' money either, too prideful ><..but I'm at my breaking point and I can only be so strong. I've been crying on and off since yesterday, cried myself to sleep and Im crying right now cause I'm overwhelmed and overstimulated. Im 26 and I've started getting grey hair...
I'm still working on the commissions I have and I plan to keep going once I get through them but I just need to get over this shit hole and FAST!! Thanks for reading all of this if you did x-x I have gofundme still open, I'll post my paypal here too just in case, I accept USD and CAD, any little bit helps me out. I have been homeless before and don't wish to go back, my mom has been homeless before too and I don't want her to suffer that again either.

paypal: wildfuzzproductions[at]gmail.com
http://www.gofundme.com/n2u9q8

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Please circulate this!, things are going downhill pretty fast and I can't keep up x-x

Thanks to those of you who told me to go to the hospital. I have been there since 9am this morning, Im just about to crash and burn into bed finally after eating a nanner cause I hadn't eaten a thing! I had no response to Tramadol/Tramacet (spelling?) that they gave me at the emergency. I had an Xray done and my spine is perfectly align as are my hips. whats going on is severe muscle strain, Im inflamed and advised to keep doing ice packs and heat treatment. I was given a script for prescription grade Naproxen of which I'll be filling shortly after the world stops spinning from hunger. I take it at 3pm so I'll be sleeping up till then. had I gone to a Chiro it would of been a waste of money x-x. I'll see about investing in a tens machine but I must replace my bed and work chairs ASAP or this issue will just continue to get worse. I've been given a referral to Physio as well to strengthen my cor and get me walking back to normal.
thanks for all the well wishes and advice guys, ultimately when the throbbing kept going on in my leg I was getting worried. but to know my spine is fine is a big relief!. now to deal with the inflammation and correct my posture.

I have been awake for 24 hours straight cause of this pain x-x

omg its been like 2 and a half weeks of constant lower back pain, left sciatic nerve area and now into my tailbone area and just wont stop. it hurts to walk, sit, stand and sneeze. I have NO relief from any medication I have, heat pad doesnt do much. I don't what to do. just now I'm feeling a dull ache going down my left leg and stopping at my knee. I know my posture is bad in this darn chair and my bed is long over due for a replacement its got a dip in the middle. gods Im in so much pain! and I can't afford a Chiropractor or whatever x-x.