I have rocked out harder with you guys than just about anyone else, love you all <3!!!



(brought on by Doryuu's http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyaFeI9ZqiY )

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/770...../#cid:54163695 a younger suimaker but with absurd amounts of talent

So I saw the specialty doctor today and the plan is (folowing another type of MRI to make sure its not a fast growing version) is to wait 2.5 months so I cna graduate and then do a Mddle Fossa surgery. there is 40% chance I will loose all hearing in my right ear and migraines are to be expected. however my chance of facial paralysis and sever complications are vary small. Lukly my dad and stepmom went with and were as support full as they can be (which still involved my step mom belittling my intellect continuously and her not wanting to touch me as if I carry the plague)(and her calling guys in chewbacca suits in hollywood "the furries" along with a animated stuffed teddy bear on tv to spite me >.>). there might be up to a 6 month for full recovery time to regain my balance and facial muscles. uckly my parents paid for some good chinese food and a deli sandwich so im happy =^.^= also I just finished my finals for my second to last quarter and shutting myself in the library for the last two weeks have paid off and I aced two of my finals and theoretically could make deans list again, though two B's and an A seem more likely *shrugs* but I had alot of stuff to deal with so I guess thats okay. anyways, luffs ya all, and when it comes time for my hospital stay id be ever most grateful to see some furry faces :3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K7fz.....eature=related

this is why we never take acid and E and go to water parks (though I now will suggest it to some of my friends so I can watch :3)

Whoever nominated me for the FFFF tournament 2012 Nominations, Id like to thank ya and say I'm honored you'd consider me =^.^= *hugs* I'm very happy, this totally made my night :3 who knows I may even win lol

http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/
http://en.wikifur.com/wiki/Fandom%2.....Fursuit_Fracas

so on march 15/16 I will be visiting the House Ear Clinic to see dr Friedman. I just talked to him on the phone and depending on what he determines from my MRI I will have either a consultation or the actual surgery when I go down to LA. as to my current understanding, I wont know until he gets back to me or possibly even until I do the first consultation with him as to when I will have surgery. Therefore Ill keep an update but its cool if anyone who wanted to visit wont make it cause of the short notice. luffs ya all <3

On the plus side, the dr said due to the area its in, the chance of facial paralysis will be only 1%

I have been troubles communicating with my dr (and my local ENT just sent the MRI's to the specialist im meeting with in 2 weeks though they were supposed to send them over 7 days ago.... >.>) but my surgery might be rescheduled. for all the people who wanted to visit me in the hospital, I will post another journal when I find out, which hopefully will be tomorrow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5bF.....eature=related
try, its painfull, my heart and brain exploded and I may be bleeding from the nose from the adorable.

yeah so cute it needs its own journal. "what?", "ugh! thats right you heard what i said" ^^

Hey, Im going down to LA on the 15/16 for an operation and just wondering if any of my fur friends who lived in LA might be awesome enough to visit me in suit or something to help cheer me up. the st vinncinet medical center is smack dab in the middle of LA so if your close by and you dont mind a reason for suiting hit me up.


PS: me riding on ~?~ shoulders at the FC2012 night dance http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8QfV.....p;feature=plcp =^.^= happy (possibly drunk) lion!

Super freakin awesome FC 2012 video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4sDsX7rulQ8 by  MurphMongrel *gasms in re-living FC bliss*. gahhhhh!!!!!!! NEEED CON!!!!!!!!!!!!! *rips apart the web page to get to another fur con*!!!!!!!!!

Plzzzz ^^ I have a bit of PCD and would love to relive the awesomenes that is FC

(I saw tons of cameras, lets have some movies!)

Love ya guys, your the best ^^

Im so fucking glad I am one. Strength, Pride and Honor.

Possibly the best video depection of what Fur con is like ive ever seen ♥ Im nearly in tears here http://vimeo.com/35595956 (minus some of the sex drugs and rock and roll lol)

RE: the elevator scene. this is why they hate us :3
RE: second elevator scene. This is why things are aways so much better with a furry around
I fuckign love this vid! more people need to make awesome shit like this!

Fuck fuck fuck omg my heart is aching at the end.

I fucking love everyone from con! ♥

Soooooo......... now that my body is starting to get to the point where im no longer sore ~everywhere~ and can walk without a limp and have conqured a day of puking due to con crude... FCFCFCFCFCFCFC!!!!!! <3 Blew my fucking socks off!!!! <3 I had A. FUCKING. AMAZING. TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!
I got to spend time with friends, make new friends, bounce, run, skip, flail, glowstring, FURSUIT in my new suit <3, dance, rave and of course... PARTY HARDY HARDY!! WOOT!!!!!!

I cant list all the people who made my con so wonderful because I have 4 midterms next week (2 monday and 1 tuesday) and a huge paper due, so I should get back to studying.... >.> yeah... and not scouring the web for ANYTHING FC related to get my con fix <.< but the end fact is, thank you everyone i met who made me smile, I fucking love you all and i love the furry fandom!

Ill try to write a follow up journal with specifics before I forget everything, so keep an eye out and please feel free to link any pics/vids of me on the journal ^^

highlights: every rave, dance competition, free hugs, free food, free energy drinks, free booze, riding  brighton 's shoulders, music, AWESOME new kandie cuff, hanging out with friends and making new ones, leaving my poi in the headless lounge for over 24 hours with no one stealing it, having my badge found and returned to me (thx  lunamoonglade ), hanging out with my two (4ish?) cute pets, Drunk Furry Cooking, and an amazing highlight: Bassvore, giving a shoutout to "the wildest craziest bounciest little guy out there, Wildchild!!!" before the last 1 or two songs as the last dj of the con at the dead dog dance!!! <3 *squeals*

I cant truly believe it will be a whole year (so im gonna put that in denial) so I cant fucking wait till the next con (califur cause im way to poor to go to any non California con)

keep an eye out for when I can journal next and love you all <3!!!!!!!!! (ill try to do specific shoutouts next time)
(PS: thx SLO furs for driving me to and from con :3)



:UPDATE: OMG im so glad to be a furry right now! I've been having such a furry orgasmic day (and past week) I love you all so much <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3096413/ pimping :3

Heading off to FC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it to be friday >.>

"hello, this is Wu (my boss), im sick and im recovering slowly, go look for another job, dont email me"

Fired cause my boss is upset hes sick.

fuck my life





(btw already sent in 6 applications today but.... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck... shit)


:(




...... Think positive, keep a grin ^^

Update: thx to all you super awesome furs for your sympathy and words of kindness and one super awesome gesture =^.^=

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3056192/ check it out :3

Where are you staying?
I dont remember

- When are you arriving and departing?
Arriving Jan12 and leaving the 16th ?

- How are you getting there?
Driving with local furs

- Rooming with?
no idea, tons of people probably,  quietfire for sure

- Who Will I likely see you with?
everyone and no one

- Con Plans?
EVERYTHING!!!!!! Running around, bouncing, dancing, being hyper, being cute, eating TONS, maybe drinking, studying for school (we'll see, ive done it before)

- How can I find you?
Im that laughing blur that shot by blasting rave music. also look for the crazy insane kid... well lion if that narrows it down

- Do you do free art?
kandie?

- Do you do trades?
kinda

- Do you take commissions?
nope

- Do you have prints/Cds?
no

- Will you be fursuiting? if so: What suit(s)?
possibly ^^

- Will you be going to parties?
something tells me ^^

- Will you be performing?
i dunno

- Do you smoke?
possibly

- Do you drink?
yes

- Gender
male

- Can I hug you?
Yes! make sure i see ya though, and open arm gesture is appreciated. plz please hygene and all that good stuff

- Can I talk to you?
YES! I love to hear people
IMPORTANT: please please please do not feel bad if I cant remember your name/etc. I have a horrble memory for anything non school. its not that i dnt think your awesome, its just some fail i have. lus often meeting people at the dark, loud dances or meeting someone in fur suit or someone over the internet and them expecting you to know it is is kinda... meh. again, sry and please dont take it personal

- Will you be at any panels?
i dunno, probably like the comedy and FNL and stuffs

- Can I touch you?
hehe yeah, if your not a creeper i guess and again, hygene, plz dont just eat a big mac then rub on my fur

- Can I buy you drinks?
YUS!

- How old are you?
22

- Can I snuggle with you?
yes and no. i love to snuggle but im rarely in the same spot for longer than 5 min

- If you're pissed off, should I approach you?
ask if i need help plz! i rarely am angry so it might be a big problem(or maybe heat stroke) im having

- Are you nice?
yes ^^

- Cliquey?
opposite of it

- How tall are you?
5'4"

- Can I Take pictures of you?
YUSH!!!!

- Will you get anything commissioned?
probably not, im poor as fuck

- How can I get your attention?
wave a glowstick :3 call wildchild

hey, Im being all lazy and wanted to know if someone could help me out and direct me to which and where i can buy underarmor for fursuiting and what its called? (if u know of cheap off brands that work im totally down ^^)

my friend is selling a very nice suit for very cheap, check it out :3 http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2966441/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2964659/ for the free tail raffle

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2928842/ my friend kurse is selling two old suits for very economic costs