so awesome it gave me a boner
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhFw.....layer_embedded
if your even REMOTLY raver watch this. ALL of it. in full screen and 720
IM GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(ps i shook paws with the rabbit last year and the cheshire cat girls were.... O.O amazing...)
http://www.beyondwonderland.com/ for info
last years was even better:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5-crcuRHRE (possibly my fav one ever)
this one has fire
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX4YmQtGYmk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX4YmQtGYmk oooooO.O
if your even REMOTLY raver watch this. ALL of it. in full screen and 720
IM GOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(ps i shook paws with the rabbit last year and the cheshire cat girls were.... O.O amazing...)
http://www.beyondwonderland.com/ for info
last years was even better:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5-crcuRHRE (possibly my fav one ever)
this one has fire
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX4YmQtGYmk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX4YmQtGYmk oooooO.O
diabetes
Posted 14 years agoi might have it... yay.. today has been a shit storm on me no matter how hard i work. cant find out if i have diabetes till friday cause i have two more midterms in addition to the one i just took and a 10 page essay... yay
fuck im starting to put out emo whiny journals... not a good thing
just go tback from th egym hopefully i can treat it if i do have it.
i was consultign my dad about it whos a dr and i heard my bitch stepmom in the background pretty much saying "he should stop whining, its not a big deal" (though 3 weeks ago i found out i have degeneration in both my eyes and if i have diabetes it could be linked to it and i could go blind) so thx supportive stepmom~!
10:51 actually you know what.. i was thinking in the shower, and now that im done kinda freaking out about it..... yeah i might have diabetes.. but so what? am i gonna sulk and feel self pity and stop working. i odnt think so, yeah its gonna suck but im gonna try and face it with a smile, after all thats the best i can do, right? =^.^=
fuck im starting to put out emo whiny journals... not a good thing
just go tback from th egym hopefully i can treat it if i do have it.
i was consultign my dad about it whos a dr and i heard my bitch stepmom in the background pretty much saying "he should stop whining, its not a big deal" (though 3 weeks ago i found out i have degeneration in both my eyes and if i have diabetes it could be linked to it and i could go blind) so thx supportive stepmom~!
10:51 actually you know what.. i was thinking in the shower, and now that im done kinda freaking out about it..... yeah i might have diabetes.. but so what? am i gonna sulk and feel self pity and stop working. i odnt think so, yeah its gonna suck but im gonna try and face it with a smile, after all thats the best i can do, right? =^.^=
lion vrs hyenas vid
Posted 14 years agothis video made me moan in "fuck yeah!!!!"-ness. its a great metaphor for the life a lion faces. fucking hyenas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pda4.....eature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pda4.....eature=related
plz help my friend out :3
Posted 14 years agofree icons
Posted 14 years agowww.furaffinity.net/journal/2112118
Go here!!
Go here!!
I GOT A SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!!!!
Posted 14 years agoWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
as some of you know ive been having some bad ecenomic times and some depressing feedback in school. but i just found out i got a 500$ scholarship i went to an interview for last week!!!!!! and i think i at least got a B on my anatomy and physiology midterm, which i studied EASILY over 40 hours for. so takign a break from FA really helped so if you see me on a ton, smack me. so now i can feed myself and have water and gas and electricity until i find how to get a student loan withought a cosigner(as my parents refuse to cosign any loans and all them offered need a cosigner), and as soon as i get that money ill have more than 45$ in my bank account!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thx much for so much suport all of you! <3 i love this fandom so much, your all so nice, it really feels great to have friends and feel you have my back =^.^=
YAY! for not starving :3 i still am no where out of the clear but this should keep me fed until i can figure something out
as some of you know ive been having some bad ecenomic times and some depressing feedback in school. but i just found out i got a 500$ scholarship i went to an interview for last week!!!!!! and i think i at least got a B on my anatomy and physiology midterm, which i studied EASILY over 40 hours for. so takign a break from FA really helped so if you see me on a ton, smack me. so now i can feed myself and have water and gas and electricity until i find how to get a student loan withought a cosigner(as my parents refuse to cosign any loans and all them offered need a cosigner), and as soon as i get that money ill have more than 45$ in my bank account!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thx much for so much suport all of you! <3 i love this fandom so much, your all so nice, it really feels great to have friends and feel you have my back =^.^=
YAY! for not starving :3 i still am no where out of the clear but this should keep me fed until i can figure something out
scholarship interview tomorrow >.<
Posted 14 years agobright and early >.< god i need this. just found out i have vitriouse degeneration in both my eyes this morning (wich explains the fuzy floaters sparkely thingies that ive been seeing for the last week). Then its off to the financial aid office for a few hours between classes so that they can try to find the loan the government was offering me that it seems either got lost or they retracted in the last few days (meaning im gonna have to take out bank loans, go through all that, hopefully be approved for them event hough i dont have ajob) all this while studying for a bunch of midterms next week (ive been studying between 6-7+ hours a day for the last week and a half straight)...
every time i get down though i think of the love you guys have showed me especially in my journal a few entries ago and i sigh a big sigh, put on my headphones and keep going. thx everyone, im not used to it but im being inpired by your love, you and hope are the only things keepign me going. i especially have three AMAZING furries (you know who you are), who have been there supporting me, texting me, noting me, offering help. i love you guys, thx so much! (not to say that the massive and suprising support from so many of you hasnt been amazing as well
thx again, and wish me luck!
glasses or contacts? hair geled or ponytailed or just wild?
every time i get down though i think of the love you guys have showed me especially in my journal a few entries ago and i sigh a big sigh, put on my headphones and keep going. thx everyone, im not used to it but im being inpired by your love, you and hope are the only things keepign me going. i especially have three AMAZING furries (you know who you are), who have been there supporting me, texting me, noting me, offering help. i love you guys, thx so much! (not to say that the massive and suprising support from so many of you hasnt been amazing as well
thx again, and wish me luck!
glasses or contacts? hair geled or ponytailed or just wild?
hero of many furries died
Posted 14 years agoBrian jaques, very well the man who planted the seeds of furrydom in my head as a youth, the man who i read, reread and rereread his wonderful adventures of died. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2081834/ as cupric foxs journal states and liinks to the news thingy on it.
at FC, while in an elevator with a bunch of furries i didnt know and a normal guest:
hotel guest: so what made you guys decide to do this "anthro" stuff
me: i dunno, probably the books i read as a kid, i loved the redwall series!
furry 1: me too!
furry 3&4: yup yup, i loved redwall <3
me: guess you have it, all furries love redwall hehe
i never thought hed realy die but i thank him so much for what he did for me as a child and possibly for a wonderful part of life i lo ve so dearly
at FC, while in an elevator with a bunch of furries i didnt know and a normal guest:
hotel guest: so what made you guys decide to do this "anthro" stuff
me: i dunno, probably the books i read as a kid, i loved the redwall series!
furry 1: me too!
furry 3&4: yup yup, i loved redwall <3
me: guess you have it, all furries love redwall hehe
i never thought hed realy die but i thank him so much for what he did for me as a child and possibly for a wonderful part of life i lo ve so dearly
check this out :3
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/5211058
Kurse has these for comission.
im not advocating drugs, but on hallucinogenic substances *cough-shrooms-cough* im sure this would be very orgasmic

im not advocating drugs, but on hallucinogenic substances *cough-shrooms-cough* im sure this would be very orgasmic
thanks everyone
Posted 14 years agoId really like to thank everyone very very deeply for the support and love they showed me in my last journal, i dont open up often so it was really wonderful to revcive such possitive feedback, advice, and wishs on my studying. because im tryign to lower my time on FA its probably best if i start by not responding to each comment, so this single journal is meant to thank every one and tell them that i truley love them and how kind the fandom has been to me. im gonna try to onlygo on fa once or twice a day and only as a reward if ive studied for a few hours, rather than having fa open on my laptop with my textbook forgotten in my lap. again thank you all so much and ill do my best to live up to the faith and whishs you sent me. *hugs everyone super super tight*. i cant wait to see you at the next con :3
ps: as a thank you id liek to make a gift to everyone who was so kind in the last jurnal (during spring break of course, so if your not going to califur or fc next year feel free to send me your address and hopefuly i can send along the ove i got from gettign ;iconkurse: 's pakage
ps: as a thank you id liek to make a gift to everyone who was so kind in the last jurnal (during spring break of course, so if your not going to califur or fc next year feel free to send me your address and hopefuly i can send along the ove i got from gettign ;iconkurse: 's pakage
Im really really touched.. i love you all, please read this
Posted 14 years agoright now i just received the first pakage, in fact the first letter ive ever recived, quiet possibly in my entire life(not counting xmas cards or bs like that. this is a true unasked for gift to make me happy for no reason other than someone out there cares about me). it was sent by the wonderful
kurse (you should check out her page and plz commission her).
ive been doing bad latly, i havent told anyone but i got my midterms back and while last two quarters ive been getting A's this quarter ive been doing terrible(probably cause i have the internet now). i havent told anyone this but i got a 67 on my anatomy and physiology lecture midterm, i probably flunked my lab practical though i havent gotten it back, i got a77(wich i can probably raise to a B- if i talk to my teacher), and this morning i got a 71% on my chem 128(a sophomore level class) midterm..... if i dont do well, im gonna loose my funding and loose my apartment and be in huge debt. This package just made this deep despair ive been hiding inside well up and i think i can finally start to fix thngs and realize i have a sever problem.
like i said this is the first gift ive really gotten, the first care package. not to sob story but while you might know me as a nice guy i had a kinda shitty past. my family hasnt been paying for my tuition or food or housing (ive had housing paid by them for the last few months as long as get good grades, but i still dont have money other than loans for food or anything else)
a year after leaving my house and going o college i finally found people that were nice to me when i really got deep into rave culture, unfortunately rave culture is very very quickly shifting (and they do many illigal things wich even got me arrested though i didnt break the law) and i had the people i held dearest no shun me because they use drugs and have fucked their heads (luckily the sober ravers and the ravers i havent gotten super close to stil give me love). i even made a real raver family and we had a xmas party when my real family wouldnt even have me over.
i had to go through experiencing realizing i was bi pretty much alone, and had 3 online boyfriends who all ended up going psycho, due to drugs, or being a slut, or being obsessively controlling. i finally had a irl boyfriend but he has been the first person banned from the local furs after he threatened to kill a kid this fc and ditched me in san jose, blaming it on a PTS attack casue the kid asked him if he had gotten any yiff at con so far. (but even still i thank kitsuki kitsune, brax/submissive huskeh, smokey the lion, ookawolf, cause while you did some horrible things to me, you still helped me grow and we did have some great times together)
after really getting into the furry fandom i found people that were truly nice. the level of shallowness and cliques and deceit is lower than anything ive ever found. people here are truly nice. we have our drama... but people let me be someone who ive never been before except in the rave world, and thats loved and loving. i cant really express how much you people mean to me, i wish everyday was con. i hope this happiness lasts and this culture doesnt turn out to be dark and i get fooled again, cause this is the best thing to ever happen to me.
i havent cried in over a year( excluding at registration for FC last year, my first con). now that im writing this and letting it all out and i got that pakage from
kurse im tearing up and nearly crying, and im shivering with goosebumps. she is AMAZING, and i really cant thank her enough. ive gotten some amazing gifts from shavii and ralph fawnlett, mystick shinigami crush and a bunch of other furries, xale and darkstrype even let me stay in their home for a while. quietfire has been an amazing amazing source of support and love and he means a TON to me(i just realized he sent me a gift too, but while still special and amazing an i love him for it, this feels diffrent, but thank you so much quietfire i love you ton!!!!!!!). quiet fire and damien firetail even housed me at cons that i wouldnt have been able to afford otherwise, even recently
lavafox offered to make me a fursuit head for practically free. moegoofie, expy, krizzle, seramonster, freya, fuffy,catalyst, scooby, dez and many many many more have all been amazing nice and kind to me. my friend sachie let me use her fursuits twice!! ive recived some GREAT free art and kandie and chain mail that has brightened my day and kumo made me poi and art too. kage, a local fur, and even my ex (when we were dating) took me to costco and kage bought me about 200$ of food when i had literally 17$ for 2 months and had only been eating top ramen for abotu a week straight cause they saw my situation. maxx a local artic fox, has always beent here to support me and im so glad hes my rave brother, like i wouldnt be here without him, i might not even be alive without him.
i dunno i had to let this out *snorts and quivers*. i really love you all, i love the fandom, you are warmth where ive had so little in my life. im sry i had to vent and complain about how my life was so hard(blah blah blah).
im gonna try to not be on FA or the internet so much(until the break) since i need to fix the fucking up ive done this quarter with my grades so you might not see me as often, but know i cherish you all so much.
this is the closest ive come to crying in a long long time *sniffles*, so thank you thank you all so much... i really dont know how to express what this, what you, all means to me.
special thanks to
quietfire and
kurse you two are so so so amazing
(if i forgot to mention you for something you've done for me im so so so sorry, im kinda shaken up right now, i also have had some amazing ravers in my life but this isnt about that)
PLUR & FUR <3

ive been doing bad latly, i havent told anyone but i got my midterms back and while last two quarters ive been getting A's this quarter ive been doing terrible(probably cause i have the internet now). i havent told anyone this but i got a 67 on my anatomy and physiology lecture midterm, i probably flunked my lab practical though i havent gotten it back, i got a77(wich i can probably raise to a B- if i talk to my teacher), and this morning i got a 71% on my chem 128(a sophomore level class) midterm..... if i dont do well, im gonna loose my funding and loose my apartment and be in huge debt. This package just made this deep despair ive been hiding inside well up and i think i can finally start to fix thngs and realize i have a sever problem.
like i said this is the first gift ive really gotten, the first care package. not to sob story but while you might know me as a nice guy i had a kinda shitty past. my family hasnt been paying for my tuition or food or housing (ive had housing paid by them for the last few months as long as get good grades, but i still dont have money other than loans for food or anything else)
a year after leaving my house and going o college i finally found people that were nice to me when i really got deep into rave culture, unfortunately rave culture is very very quickly shifting (and they do many illigal things wich even got me arrested though i didnt break the law) and i had the people i held dearest no shun me because they use drugs and have fucked their heads (luckily the sober ravers and the ravers i havent gotten super close to stil give me love). i even made a real raver family and we had a xmas party when my real family wouldnt even have me over.
i had to go through experiencing realizing i was bi pretty much alone, and had 3 online boyfriends who all ended up going psycho, due to drugs, or being a slut, or being obsessively controlling. i finally had a irl boyfriend but he has been the first person banned from the local furs after he threatened to kill a kid this fc and ditched me in san jose, blaming it on a PTS attack casue the kid asked him if he had gotten any yiff at con so far. (but even still i thank kitsuki kitsune, brax/submissive huskeh, smokey the lion, ookawolf, cause while you did some horrible things to me, you still helped me grow and we did have some great times together)
after really getting into the furry fandom i found people that were truly nice. the level of shallowness and cliques and deceit is lower than anything ive ever found. people here are truly nice. we have our drama... but people let me be someone who ive never been before except in the rave world, and thats loved and loving. i cant really express how much you people mean to me, i wish everyday was con. i hope this happiness lasts and this culture doesnt turn out to be dark and i get fooled again, cause this is the best thing to ever happen to me.
i havent cried in over a year( excluding at registration for FC last year, my first con). now that im writing this and letting it all out and i got that pakage from


i dunno i had to let this out *snorts and quivers*. i really love you all, i love the fandom, you are warmth where ive had so little in my life. im sry i had to vent and complain about how my life was so hard(blah blah blah).
im gonna try to not be on FA or the internet so much(until the break) since i need to fix the fucking up ive done this quarter with my grades so you might not see me as often, but know i cherish you all so much.
this is the closest ive come to crying in a long long time *sniffles*, so thank you thank you all so much... i really dont know how to express what this, what you, all means to me.
special thanks to


(if i forgot to mention you for something you've done for me im so so so sorry, im kinda shaken up right now, i also have had some amazing ravers in my life but this isnt about that)
PLUR & FUR <3
check out this artist
Posted 14 years ago
PLUS she is making some very cool dark Alice in wonderland art which is just a sweet ass theme!
please pimp this journal out even if you cant get a comission, it only takes a few seconds, pllzz :3
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kurse/
Fursuit quote head hunting again
Posted 14 years agoIm looking around for quotes. I know i already posted a journal once looking for cheap fursuit heads but now i might get a little bit of money if i win this academic contest and if i do im gonna reward myself by finally getting a head, possibly a partial if its under 500$(yeah i know thats not much, but thats ever dollar of what i could be getting as prize $).
the head would be based of these refrences:
The first one is the closest to the design Id want but id like to make him a bit younger like in the later two: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5143648/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4168070/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/3818109/
(id be willing to buy a reference and work step by step with he artist to get the closest to ideal reference possible)
I already sent out two requests for quotes but i figure its not a bad idea to ask again. even if your not a suit maker, if you can refer me to someone i can ask them.
just throwing this out there, because i entered a contest that ended on the 24th for this new fursuiter maker group that was offering a free suit as a "posterchild" to advertise their new wares. im a pretty amicable and energetic guy so having me running around in one of your heads might be a good way to advertise.....
PSS: if i compliment you in the future, im not trying to suck up. for those of you who have met me, im just a pretty nice guy :3
the head would be based of these refrences:
The first one is the closest to the design Id want but id like to make him a bit younger like in the later two: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5143648/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/4168070/
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/3818109/
(id be willing to buy a reference and work step by step with he artist to get the closest to ideal reference possible)
I already sent out two requests for quotes but i figure its not a bad idea to ask again. even if your not a suit maker, if you can refer me to someone i can ask them.
just throwing this out there, because i entered a contest that ended on the 24th for this new fursuiter maker group that was offering a free suit as a "posterchild" to advertise their new wares. im a pretty amicable and energetic guy so having me running around in one of your heads might be a good way to advertise.....
PSS: if i compliment you in the future, im not trying to suck up. for those of you who have met me, im just a pretty nice guy :3
furries in wonderland artz
Posted 14 years agomy good friend
kurse is selling wonderland badges and theres a livestream auction tonight
you should really check her out, the badge she made me for FC is amazing and every one loved it, she even included a sweet message on the back. check her out she has great talent. pimp this journal too if you want, for da cute lion 0.0 lol
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2050156/
- Evil wonderland badges early bird special of only $15 (untill feb 19th - then $20 until March 16th)
if u get this too late it is fine but heres the livestream
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2055214/
Livestreaming at http://www.livestream.com/kurse tonight at 7pm central time..
Digitally coloring and auctioning off a Ref sheet for a female Giraffe...
Bidding starts at $5... bidders on livestream will be able to submit color scheme ideas and higest bidder will get to name her and choose the stats

you should really check her out, the badge she made me for FC is amazing and every one loved it, she even included a sweet message on the back. check her out she has great talent. pimp this journal too if you want, for da cute lion 0.0 lol
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2050156/
- Evil wonderland badges early bird special of only $15 (untill feb 19th - then $20 until March 16th)
if u get this too late it is fine but heres the livestream
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2055214/
Livestreaming at http://www.livestream.com/kurse tonight at 7pm central time..
Digitally coloring and auctioning off a Ref sheet for a female Giraffe...
Bidding starts at $5... bidders on livestream will be able to submit color scheme ideas and higest bidder will get to name her and choose the stats
FC part 2 (re-edited)
Posted 14 years agofirst....
FC KICKS ASSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY FUCKING MONKEY SHIT FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I met so many new friends and had such amazing times with old ones, the one part about making this journal is i dread not mentioning every friend who made the con epic and hurting their feelings, soplz plz plz dont feel bad if i dont put in your name, but trust me, your still dear to me!
This con wa so freakign epic, i love running around that hotel!!
list of epic:
I did a flip!! thx to pawz, my new rave/fur son
i snugged my awesome pet tiger, quietfire!!!!!!!
i danced my ASS OFF to happy hardcore saturday night, fuck yeah!!!!!!
I made two engagement rings out of kandie for a friend... and the guy said yes!! <3 <3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got soap that made me even more hyper!!!!
i got a AMAZING 2 min long fursuit hug from happywolf and another from xale !!!
i raved out with some sweet true ravers! this amazing new girl, wolfy, my uncle scoobert and aunt dez kitty, my epic friend Legendary, modest kilo charlie, my adventure bud cryptic, those awesome awesome AZ furs, and many manymore! i love you guys!!!!!!!! =<3.<3=
i got an awesome massage from a toy griffen and the ungodly epic cisco!!
i had blackberry brandy cordial for the first time from a red guitar playign tiger! omg nom nom nom
i partied upstairs to rave master Clane!
I glowsticked, poi'ed and cracked military grade flare glowsticks!!!!
I got free arts from likeshine, kumo-wolf (wich glows in the dark >.<!!!!!!!) and two other sweet sweet girls (cheese(i think) and im afraid i cant remember who gave me this AMAZING chrcol(?) portrait cause i reminded her of it(i promise i wont get it wet)
i managed to escape con staff 3 times!
i had nom nom nom pita and a GIANT(i shit you not) GIANT burittoo... GIANT!!!
i got rescued from san jose by anubus(dont know if he wants me to say his real name) and Niles
had 5 red bulls, 4 five hour energies, a rockstar, part of a venom and... a tiny bit of liqour..... and a GIAN pixistick thx to Balto
i met a ton of furs ive only chatted with online, and each and every single one of them turned out to be awesome!!
laughed my ass off at 5 in the morning with Cupric and Chance!!!! <3
looked at pronz >.>
rolled around in katnip in the room with my roomates
played a ton of video games!
Got (and gave)some AMAZING kandie, like from dez kitty( see 2:54 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVB9bw3tmZk ), mystic (and he gave me a lion backpack), a lanyard from pink haired guy, murrkurie....... and dear god... an ENTIRE KANDIE BACKPACK from ralph fawnlett.... holy shit.... along with many other sweet peices <3
got some sweet stickers :3
chilled with
atomisk a bunch of times, and was very honered to see him wearign the kandie i gave him on his ear
I got to string and hang out
tailsninjafox outside in the cool air
i got to be snugged between
brighton and
klickitat while i was passing out on the lobby couch
I got to see tons of fursuiters and amazing artists!!!
got furry blue balls from kumo-wolf, seriously, fuzzy blue balls..... >.> (and a tail too from one of his friends)
GOT A BAJILLION HUGS AND SNUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (see 7:19 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jb1R8JvGLhw)
I rode on Quietfires back through the fur parade!!!!!! (see 18:29 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cztW.....eature=related )
got to bounce with the FRESH furs.... and somehow... soooommmeeehhhoow janko was able to keep up with me as i flee-ed my hardest and she was in suit.... >.> i suspect steroids
this giant doggy (harlet(?) i think was his name) taught me how a laser dj works :3
o o o o o o o o o oo o o oo o o o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT TO SUIT! AND DANCE IN THE SUIT!!!!!!!!! thx a billion DK tiger!!! sry i got it a bit sweaty..... v.v
........ i gotto stop now or im gonna make pcd kick in lol
sry if you didnt get mentioned... i have a midterm tomorrow and gtg!
the only bummers were i lost my ipod :( so if you know someone who found a blue ipod nano..... thats why i was kinda not so bouncy the last two days of con... i need music to bounce...... and that my ride ditched me in san jose cause a kid asked him if he had gotten any tail so far at con and he haden't, and got as he says in his journal "post tramatic stress disorder" from it...... >.>
but i didnt let those ruin it, fc was still so mind blowing epic that i probably creamed my panties a billion times!!!!!
fucking A!!!!!!!! PCD hasnt kicked in... much... i dont get unhappy that often.
my one reret for con was not gettign to play/cuddle with a dog. i was really looking forward to it cause last time i got to pet a HUGE husky, and i saw so many people with dogs. this year everyone with a dog was beign super protective and gave an unfriendly vibe or glare to me anytime i went near their dog... o well *sigh*
anyways i <3 you all and thx so so so sos oss os sosososososososo much for making FC ....... epic.....
i cant believe its gonna be a wwwhhhhooooollllleeeee year till next time v.v
.... i just looked down and felt my abs... i now have a perfect 6 pack thanks to con............ after con freaking of course ..... fuck..... >.> lol (isnt meant as bragging but more ironic frustration)
FC KICKS ASSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY FUCKING MONKEY SHIT FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I met so many new friends and had such amazing times with old ones, the one part about making this journal is i dread not mentioning every friend who made the con epic and hurting their feelings, soplz plz plz dont feel bad if i dont put in your name, but trust me, your still dear to me!
This con wa so freakign epic, i love running around that hotel!!
list of epic:
I did a flip!! thx to pawz, my new rave/fur son
i snugged my awesome pet tiger, quietfire!!!!!!!
i danced my ASS OFF to happy hardcore saturday night, fuck yeah!!!!!!
I made two engagement rings out of kandie for a friend... and the guy said yes!! <3 <3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got soap that made me even more hyper!!!!
i got a AMAZING 2 min long fursuit hug from happywolf and another from xale !!!
i raved out with some sweet true ravers! this amazing new girl, wolfy, my uncle scoobert and aunt dez kitty, my epic friend Legendary, modest kilo charlie, my adventure bud cryptic, those awesome awesome AZ furs, and many manymore! i love you guys!!!!!!!! =<3.<3=
i got an awesome massage from a toy griffen and the ungodly epic cisco!!
i had blackberry brandy cordial for the first time from a red guitar playign tiger! omg nom nom nom
i partied upstairs to rave master Clane!
I glowsticked, poi'ed and cracked military grade flare glowsticks!!!!
I got free arts from likeshine, kumo-wolf (wich glows in the dark >.<!!!!!!!) and two other sweet sweet girls (cheese(i think) and im afraid i cant remember who gave me this AMAZING chrcol(?) portrait cause i reminded her of it(i promise i wont get it wet)
i managed to escape con staff 3 times!
i had nom nom nom pita and a GIANT(i shit you not) GIANT burittoo... GIANT!!!
i got rescued from san jose by anubus(dont know if he wants me to say his real name) and Niles
had 5 red bulls, 4 five hour energies, a rockstar, part of a venom and... a tiny bit of liqour..... and a GIAN pixistick thx to Balto
i met a ton of furs ive only chatted with online, and each and every single one of them turned out to be awesome!!
laughed my ass off at 5 in the morning with Cupric and Chance!!!! <3
looked at pronz >.>
rolled around in katnip in the room with my roomates
played a ton of video games!
Got (and gave)some AMAZING kandie, like from dez kitty( see 2:54 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVB9bw3tmZk ), mystic (and he gave me a lion backpack), a lanyard from pink haired guy, murrkurie....... and dear god... an ENTIRE KANDIE BACKPACK from ralph fawnlett.... holy shit.... along with many other sweet peices <3
got some sweet stickers :3
chilled with

I got to string and hang out

i got to be snugged between


I got to see tons of fursuiters and amazing artists!!!
got furry blue balls from kumo-wolf, seriously, fuzzy blue balls..... >.> (and a tail too from one of his friends)
GOT A BAJILLION HUGS AND SNUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (see 7:19 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jb1R8JvGLhw)
I rode on Quietfires back through the fur parade!!!!!! (see 18:29 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cztW.....eature=related )
got to bounce with the FRESH furs.... and somehow... soooommmeeehhhoow janko was able to keep up with me as i flee-ed my hardest and she was in suit.... >.> i suspect steroids
this giant doggy (harlet(?) i think was his name) taught me how a laser dj works :3
o o o o o o o o o oo o o oo o o o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT TO SUIT! AND DANCE IN THE SUIT!!!!!!!!! thx a billion DK tiger!!! sry i got it a bit sweaty..... v.v
........ i gotto stop now or im gonna make pcd kick in lol
sry if you didnt get mentioned... i have a midterm tomorrow and gtg!
the only bummers were i lost my ipod :( so if you know someone who found a blue ipod nano..... thats why i was kinda not so bouncy the last two days of con... i need music to bounce...... and that my ride ditched me in san jose cause a kid asked him if he had gotten any tail so far at con and he haden't, and got as he says in his journal "post tramatic stress disorder" from it...... >.>
but i didnt let those ruin it, fc was still so mind blowing epic that i probably creamed my panties a billion times!!!!!
fucking A!!!!!!!! PCD hasnt kicked in... much... i dont get unhappy that often.
my one reret for con was not gettign to play/cuddle with a dog. i was really looking forward to it cause last time i got to pet a HUGE husky, and i saw so many people with dogs. this year everyone with a dog was beign super protective and gave an unfriendly vibe or glare to me anytime i went near their dog... o well *sigh*
anyways i <3 you all and thx so so so sos oss os sosososososososo much for making FC ....... epic.....
i cant believe its gonna be a wwwhhhhooooollllleeeee year till next time v.v
.... i just looked down and felt my abs... i now have a perfect 6 pack thanks to con............ after con freaking of course ..... fuck..... >.> lol (isnt meant as bragging but more ironic frustration)
FC part 2
Posted 14 years agofirst....
FC KICKS ASSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY FUCKING MONKEY SHIT FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I met so many new friends and had such amazing times with old ones, the one part about making this journal is i dread not mentioning every friend who made the con epic and hurting their feelings, soplz plz plz dont feel bad if i dont put in your name, but trust me, your still dear to me!
This con wa so freakign epic, i love running around that hotel!!
list of epic:
I did a flip!! thx to pawz, my new rave/fur son
i snugged my awesome pet tiger,
quietfire!!!!!!!
i danced my ASS OFF to happy hardcore saturday night, fuck yeah!!!!!!
I made two engagement rings out of kandie for a friend... and the guy said yes!! <3 <3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got soap that made me even more hyper!!!!
i got a AMAZING 2 min long fursuit hug from
happywolf and another from
Xale !!!
i raved out with some sweet true ravers! this amazing new girl, wolfy, my uncle scoobert and aunt dez kitty, my epic friend Legendary, modest kilo charlie, my adventure bud cryptic, those awesome awesome AZ furs, and many manymore! i love you guys!!!!!!!! =<3.<3=
i got an awesome massage from a toy griffen and the ungodly epic cisco!!
i had blackberry brandy cordial for the first time from a red guitar playign tiger! omg nom nom nom
i partied upstairs to rave master Clane!
I glowsticked, poi'ed and cracked military grade flare glowsticks!!!!
I got free arts from
likeshine,
kumo-wolf (wich glows in the dark >.<!!!!!!!) and two other sweet sweet girls (cheese(i think) and im afraid i cant remember who gave me this AMAZING chrcol(?) portrait cause i reminded her of it(i promise i wont get it wet)
i managed to escape con staff 3 times!
i had nom nom nom pita and a GIANT(i shit you not) GIANT burittoo... GIANT!!!
i got rescued from san jose by anubus(dont know if he wants me to say his real name) and Niles
had 5 red bulls, 4 five hour energies, a rockstar, part of a venom and... a tiny bit of liqour..... and a GIAN pixistick thx to Balto
i met a ton of furs ive only chatted with online, and each and every single one of them turned out to be awesome!!
laughed my ass off at 5 in the morning with Cupric and Chance!!!! <3
looked at pronz >.>
rolled around in katnip in the room with my roomates
played a ton of video games!
Got (and gave)some AMAZING kandie, like from dez kitty( see 2:54 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVB9bw3tmZk ), mystic (and he gave me a lion backpack), a lanyard from pink haired guy, murrkurie....... and dear god... an ENTIRE KANDIE BACKPACK from ralph fawnlett.... holy shit.... along with many other sweet peices <3
got some sweet stickers :3
got furry blue balls from
Kumo-wolf, seriously, fuzzy blue balls..... >.> (and a tail too from one of his friends)
GOT A BAJILLION HUGS AND SNUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
free pizza from Crush! and arts from rayne!
I rode on Quietfires back through the fur parade!!!!!! (see 18:29 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cztW.....eature=related )
got to bounce with the FRESH furs.... and somehow... soooommmeeehhhoow
janko was able to keep up with me as i flee-ed my hardest and she was in suit.... >.> i suspect steroids
this giant doggy (harlet(?) i think was his name) taught me how a laser dj works :3
o o o o o o o o o oo o o oo o o o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT TO SUIT! AND DANCE IN THE SUIT!!!!!!!!! thx a billion DK tiger!!! sry i got it a bit sweaty..... v.v
........ i gotto stop now or im gonna make pcd kick in lol
sry if you didnt get mentioned... i have a midterm tomorrow and gtg!
the only bummers were i lost my ipod :( so if you know someone who found a blue ipod nano..... thats why i was kinda not so bouncy the last two days of con... i need music to bounce...... and that my ride ditched me in san jose cause a kid asked him if he had gotten any tail so far at con and he haden't, and got as he says in his journal "post tramatic stress disorder" from it...... >.>
but i didnt let those ruin it, fc was still so mind blowing epic that i probably creamed my panties a billion times!!!!!
fucking A!!!!!!!! PCD hasnt kicked in... much... i dont get unhappy that often.
my one reret for con was not gettign to play/cuddle with a dog. i was really looking forward to it cause last time i got to pet a HUGE husky, and i saw so many people with dogs. this year everyone with a dog was beign super protective and gave an unfriendly vibe or glare to me anytime i went near their dog... o well *sigh*
anyways i <3 you all and thx so so so sos oss os sosososososososo much for making FC ....... epic.....
i cant beive its gonna be a wwwhhhhooooollllleeeee year till next time v.v
.... i just looked down and felt my abs... i now have a perfect 6 pack thanks to con............ after con freaking of course ..... fuck..... >.> lol
FC KICKS ASSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY FUCKING MONKEY SHIT FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I met so many new friends and had such amazing times with old ones, the one part about making this journal is i dread not mentioning every friend who made the con epic and hurting their feelings, soplz plz plz dont feel bad if i dont put in your name, but trust me, your still dear to me!
This con wa so freakign epic, i love running around that hotel!!
list of epic:
I did a flip!! thx to pawz, my new rave/fur son
i snugged my awesome pet tiger,

i danced my ASS OFF to happy hardcore saturday night, fuck yeah!!!!!!
I made two engagement rings out of kandie for a friend... and the guy said yes!! <3 <3 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got soap that made me even more hyper!!!!
i got a AMAZING 2 min long fursuit hug from


i raved out with some sweet true ravers! this amazing new girl, wolfy, my uncle scoobert and aunt dez kitty, my epic friend Legendary, modest kilo charlie, my adventure bud cryptic, those awesome awesome AZ furs, and many manymore! i love you guys!!!!!!!! =<3.<3=
i got an awesome massage from a toy griffen and the ungodly epic cisco!!
i had blackberry brandy cordial for the first time from a red guitar playign tiger! omg nom nom nom
i partied upstairs to rave master Clane!
I glowsticked, poi'ed and cracked military grade flare glowsticks!!!!
I got free arts from


i managed to escape con staff 3 times!
i had nom nom nom pita and a GIANT(i shit you not) GIANT burittoo... GIANT!!!
i got rescued from san jose by anubus(dont know if he wants me to say his real name) and Niles
had 5 red bulls, 4 five hour energies, a rockstar, part of a venom and... a tiny bit of liqour..... and a GIAN pixistick thx to Balto
i met a ton of furs ive only chatted with online, and each and every single one of them turned out to be awesome!!
laughed my ass off at 5 in the morning with Cupric and Chance!!!! <3
looked at pronz >.>
rolled around in katnip in the room with my roomates
played a ton of video games!
Got (and gave)some AMAZING kandie, like from dez kitty( see 2:54 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GVB9bw3tmZk ), mystic (and he gave me a lion backpack), a lanyard from pink haired guy, murrkurie....... and dear god... an ENTIRE KANDIE BACKPACK from ralph fawnlett.... holy shit.... along with many other sweet peices <3
got some sweet stickers :3
got furry blue balls from

GOT A BAJILLION HUGS AND SNUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
free pizza from Crush! and arts from rayne!
I rode on Quietfires back through the fur parade!!!!!! (see 18:29 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cztW.....eature=related )
got to bounce with the FRESH furs.... and somehow... soooommmeeehhhoow

this giant doggy (harlet(?) i think was his name) taught me how a laser dj works :3
o o o o o o o o o oo o o oo o o o!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT TO SUIT! AND DANCE IN THE SUIT!!!!!!!!! thx a billion DK tiger!!! sry i got it a bit sweaty..... v.v
........ i gotto stop now or im gonna make pcd kick in lol
sry if you didnt get mentioned... i have a midterm tomorrow and gtg!
the only bummers were i lost my ipod :( so if you know someone who found a blue ipod nano..... thats why i was kinda not so bouncy the last two days of con... i need music to bounce...... and that my ride ditched me in san jose cause a kid asked him if he had gotten any tail so far at con and he haden't, and got as he says in his journal "post tramatic stress disorder" from it...... >.>
but i didnt let those ruin it, fc was still so mind blowing epic that i probably creamed my panties a billion times!!!!!
fucking A!!!!!!!! PCD hasnt kicked in... much... i dont get unhappy that often.
my one reret for con was not gettign to play/cuddle with a dog. i was really looking forward to it cause last time i got to pet a HUGE husky, and i saw so many people with dogs. this year everyone with a dog was beign super protective and gave an unfriendly vibe or glare to me anytime i went near their dog... o well *sigh*
anyways i <3 you all and thx so so so sos oss os sosososososososo much for making FC ....... epic.....
i cant beive its gonna be a wwwhhhhooooollllleeeee year till next time v.v
.... i just looked down and felt my abs... i now have a perfect 6 pack thanks to con............ after con freaking of course ..... fuck..... >.> lol
back from FC
Posted 14 years agoit was epic, plain and simple.. ill speak more on that later.
just got home, i can crash 4 hours of sleep i guess and do two projects due today before classes or something ... >.>
right now i just had to deal with the douche (dick claims he was having PTS cause a kid made fun of him that he couldnt get any yiff) who left me stranded in san jose.
thx tons to Anubus and
niles for an awesome ride back home
o, and if you got a kandie, tag yourself in my FC kandie submissions, itd be cool to see what went where :3
just got home, i can crash 4 hours of sleep i guess and do two projects due today before classes or something ... >.>
right now i just had to deal with the douche (dick claims he was having PTS cause a kid made fun of him that he couldnt get any yiff) who left me stranded in san jose.
thx tons to Anubus and

o, and if you got a kandie, tag yourself in my FC kandie submissions, itd be cool to see what went where :3
heading out in 7 hours
Posted 14 years agoi need to get some sleep... fuck...... be ther in 7 hours plus 4 hours travel.... >.<!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FC FC FC FC FCCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFC!!!!!
Posted 14 years agoOOOMMMMMGGGGGGG!!!!!!!! FC FCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCFCF!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS SO CLOSE IM GONNA CREAM MY PANTIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ride, check backup transport in case of emergance, check
room, check back up room check
case of red bull check case of 5 hour energy check
protien powder, penut butter, bread and jam for food, check
badges, check box of glowsticks, check
kandie kandie kandie check check chekc (though there is never enough)
awesomely epic furry friends, CHECK!!!!!!!
kandie completed:kumo(EPIC), mystick(EPIC), atomisk, clane, seramonster, sada rin, kaptin K(trade), Shavii(EEPPIICC)(1st half (might not have string for the second half), sojin, part 1 of somethign epic, ?
Kandie to be completed: dez kitty, scooby(should finish tonight), other half of shaviis., part two of something epic.
might not make it in time to do: crush, Tridium, ace, puca corgi, shinigami, ZOO-DIAC
remind me if im forgetting something
PS: please, if anyone knows if ZOO-DIAC/fjordwolf is going to FC(or has his #), please let me know. i wanna make him something HUGE! (when i passed out in the lobby i woke up snuggling the big guy last year while he was in suit, it was truly an amazing experience)
ride, check backup transport in case of emergance, check
room, check back up room check
case of red bull check case of 5 hour energy check
protien powder, penut butter, bread and jam for food, check
badges, check box of glowsticks, check
kandie kandie kandie check check chekc (though there is never enough)
awesomely epic furry friends, CHECK!!!!!!!
kandie completed:kumo(EPIC), mystick(EPIC), atomisk, clane, seramonster, sada rin, kaptin K(trade), Shavii(EEPPIICC)(1st half (might not have string for the second half), sojin, part 1 of somethign epic, ?
Kandie to be completed: dez kitty, scooby(should finish tonight), other half of shaviis., part two of something epic.
might not make it in time to do: crush, Tridium, ace, puca corgi, shinigami, ZOO-DIAC
remind me if im forgetting something
PS: please, if anyone knows if ZOO-DIAC/fjordwolf is going to FC(or has his #), please let me know. i wanna make him something HUGE! (when i passed out in the lobby i woke up snuggling the big guy last year while he was in suit, it was truly an amazing experience)
anyone still looking for FC rooms?
Posted 14 years agomy friend
quietfire wants to get another person or two for his room

FC kandie unveilings
Posted 14 years agoso, since i have some SUPER epic kandie made for some people, i cant show it before i give it to them, so i dont ruin the surprise. so as FC progresses, i hope to unveil a pic of each special cuff i made for each fur, and hopefully a pic of them wearing/me giving it to them at con. if you think your getting a cuff(made specifically for you) from me, i hope youll phot-op with me when i give it to ya. so keep an eye on my account before and during and after con when i revel some sick bead creations.
and thx to
kumo-wolf and
kurse for donating monies that i could use to buy more beads :3
furs i have made specific kandies for so far
seramonster, mystic panter, shavii, atomisk, clane, janko, kumo, sadarin, codine(i need something to finish it), sojin, Q,captin K, and more to come! (i hope my string lasts >.>)
and thx to


furs i have made specific kandies for so far
seramonster, mystic panter, shavii, atomisk, clane, janko, kumo, sadarin, codine(i need something to finish it), sojin, Q,captin K, and more to come! (i hope my string lasts >.>)
new skool quarter
Posted 14 years agostarts in 10 min.. back to the grindstone.... shit... lol
wtf?!
Posted 14 years agosomehow a glass shard (a big one +1 inch) got not only on my bed, that ive been in the last few hours) but under my butt and scratchd it, wtf? my but is not safe from being pricked even in my own bed!???
update 1/3/11 i just found a HUGE shard of glass i my bed.. who keeps putting these here?!!!!!!! >.>
update 1/3/11 i just found a HUGE shard of glass i my bed.. who keeps putting these here?!!!!!!! >.>
I haz internet again!!!
Posted 14 years agoholy shit!! and just in time to sow case some SWEET kandie im making for FC with the beads i just got keep an eye out for them(this is if i ask the people who i made em for if they want me to post em and ruin the surprise or not.
internet again... *basks in the awesomeness*
internet again... *basks in the awesomeness*
I GOT MY BEADS!!!
Posted 14 years agonow its time to show you guys what a lion with ADD can do with brightly colored bits of plastic and some string!