Hello everyone so this is just a post saying that I qill be taking some time away, I will still be working on comms jsut not prioritizing them for a couple of weeks, if I said ill get your to you soon even just a wip I still will just othwr peojects will be slower.

I just broke up with all my partners and it was not a easy thing to do , but it was the best for my mental health. I will focus on my self for a bit and work on comms.

I have some interviews soon so hopefully one takes.
Thank you for understanding.

spent a whole day on a logo, only for the person to hate it and not tell me they found someone else. :). And I did it before they paid because they are trustworthy in the reptile industry. I think I will stop doing reptile logos despite enjoying them so much..

Hey guys, unfortunately this is a more seriously toned post.

It’s become increasingly clear to me that people are still failing to comprehend my existence—or at the very least, the information I provide.

I've had too many clients (especially from the furry fandom) who seem to completely lack basic reading comprehension. Bios, posts, pinned messages—they're all there for a reason. They’re not filler. They're meant to help you, the client, understand exactly what you're agreeing to before payment is sent.

I get it. Everyone has a different definition of “professional.” But I’m tired of the assumption that every artist is working under the same conditions, speed, or systems. Life doesn’t work that way—and neither do I.

I am not responsible for disappointment or “misunderstandings” when the information is laid out across all my platforms: my bio, my journals, my queue, my Ko-Fi page, and more. I post updates publicly because if I don’t, I get accused of ghosting or worse. I’m damned if I do, damned if I don’t.

I don’t have the time or mental bandwidth to message every client weekly with updates. I tried. I made a Discord server—barely anyone joined. I tried Telegram—I hated it. I tried Trello—and got yelled at for managing my own damn queue.

So tell me—what more am I supposed to do?

Should I force every single client to fill out a Google form and quiz them on my TOS just to prove they actually read it?

Because until I get out of the debt I’m drowning in, I have to keep accepting commissions. I have to survive. And since I can’t seem to land a job no matter how hard I try, this is all I have.

But no matter how hard I work, no matter how much I lower my prices, no matter how many pieces I finish—it never feels like enough. I’ve done 8 artworks for $200. That’s not sustainable. That doesn’t even cover what I owe, let alone my bills or food or medication.

In just the past three months, I’ve had five clients demand refunds over issues clearly outlined in my TOS. Refunds I had to give, not because they were deserved, but because I couldn’t deal with the harassment or threats.

Yes—threats.

Let me make this clear:
Saying “I want my art ASAP or else” is blackmail.
It’s coercion.
It’s emotional manipulation.
It’s abuse.

And I’ve had three separate people do this to me in just four months.
I’m fucking tired.

So here’s the reality:

I’m dealing with fallout from last year that I couldn’t control.

I owe over 40 clients more than 100 pieces of art.

My wrist is injured and I physically can’t draw 24/7.

I’m still trying to find a stable job.

And I’m barely holding it together outside of art.


Going forward:

I’ll be updating my TOS with stricter rules.
You’ll need to send me a password from my TOS page when commissioning me.
I will not cater to demands, blackmail, or manipulation.

And maybe… once this backlog is cleared, I’ll finally leave this fandom behind.

I’m tired of being treated like I’m disposable.
I’m tired of being pushed to the edge by people who refuse to read.

Take care.
And if you’re a fellow artist: protect yourself. You deserve better too.

*******

🧾 Full TOS:
🔗 https://wiltedboa.straw.page/

I do not exactly understand what more I have to do, It is clear as day in my: bio, notes, journals, kofi, and so many other places that I am NOT a fast artist that I WILL not get a sketch to you by next monday or some shit. I have an extreme backlog due to extremely unfortunate events occurring last year, I am just getting started on commissions from 6 months ago. I know, Im slow, and I am sorry for that. I know I owe a lot of art, and I am sorry. but I am trying my absolute damndest to catch up and finish them all.

so please, read my TOS. This is what is all my posts and my bio:

📌 PLEASE READ BEFORE COMMISSIONING!

By commissioning me, you agree to my TOS. I work in planned batches and updates may take time due to health, animal care, and other obligations.

As of June 21, 2025, all commissions are delayed; I am sketching all orders before finishing any.

My refund policy is “No Refund Unless Absolutely Necessary.” Do not commission me if you need fast turnaround or dislike stylized anatomy. NSFW clients must be 18+.

Complaints about delays or new slot openings will result in blacklisting.

🧾 Full TOS:
🔗 https://wiltedboa.straw.page/

Thank you for your patience and support! 💜

as of now,
the status in this journal still applies:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11174920

Ill take one slot of a $10 icon, I overdrafted.

$400

For;

3 ref sheets *normally $150 each*
4 icons
4 fullbodies
2 digital badges

Done before end of October.

Or $200 for:

3 ref sheets
2 icons
2 fullbodies
1 digital badge

Hey. I need to help with the electricity bill starting this next month.. if I cannot make about $200 soon they may force me to sell my pets despite how attached I am and that they legit are what I am going to be using soon in some educational venues. I do not want to lose my pets, please.

I will do *anything* for $200+

Even stuff I normally would decline.

https://ych.commishes.com/user/WiltedBoa/

I will be posting actions for all my normal comms for VERY cheap here , we are talking starting at $10 for full arts. So follow me there for a chance to snatch a cheap ass slot.

Its so stupidly hard to get a damn job. I have applied to pet stores, retail stores (CVS, Walgreens, Walmart, academy, etc) , exotic zoos looking for specifically hobby based snake keepers, bookstores, coffee/tea shops, etc. I have not had even a call back for 2 months now.

Gonna try redoing my resume and apply to a bunch again, hopefully a different resume helps. I did like 6 interviews in a single month and not a single one called back. It sucks.

Any tips, maybe things to include on a resume? Or hell anyone who would be willing to help make the resume.

I unfortunately due to certain things cannot work any fast food, drinks like tea or coffee is fine but nothing with actual food.

Art fight is drawing near the end and my partners have not gotten attacked much, if people could attack them I would be forever grateful!

https://artfight.net/~YourLocalGrackle

https://artfight.net/~xXGhostieXx

https://artfight.net/~zomb13geist

Hello!

I am currently in the process of sketching out all of my current queue as best I can. At this time, I would appreciate it if anyone who has NOT gotten a sketch would message me so I can update my Trello appropriately.

That being said, once all are sketched, I'll take a week break and then get to line art, colors, and shading. Everything will be done in batches, so everything that I am currently sketching will be finished at the same time.

That being said, the goal is the end of September for 80% of the current queue to be done.

So, I have opened slots that I'll sketch mid-September for the sake of trying to pay off that debt. Anything helps!

I have started a discord server thay focuses on the Daycare Attendant from FNAF as well as TSAMS (the sun and moon show) and other fandoms.

https://discord.gg/cCH2UNjBHM

Hii! If I owe you art pleas message my discord:

Wiltedboa_

Just wanna update my queue and make sure I have everyone while I am sketching everything I can the next few days.

Hey everyone. First, thank you to those who’ve been patient and stuck around during this long stretch of silence. I know things have been unclear for a while, and I’m finally in a place where I can give a proper update about everything going on—including the status of my commissions and what to expect moving forward.

To be upfront: I’m still without a job. I’ve been applying constantly, but nothing has landed yet. I’ve also been working on getting my driver’s license, which has been a long time coming. It’s a stressful and overwhelming process, especially when juggling mental health, finances, and everything else, but I’m pushing through it. Being able to drive would open a lot of doors for me, both personally and professionally.

June was rough. I had almost saved enough to pay off what I owed, only to have to refund people—including one under legal threat, which ended up having no real ground. It was frustrating and demoralizing. After that, I took on a few smaller commissions just to give myself something to feel good about. I needed a win, even a small one, to shake off the burnout and remind myself that I still enjoy making art. Between that and some careful budgeting, I’ve managed to stay afloat until about mid next month—but I still need to make more to get stable again.

I’ve also seen that old accusations and rumors are being dragged back up again. I’ve already addressed them in full in the past, but here’s what I’ll say: when I was 13, I said things online that I deeply regret. They were lies made out of desperation, shaped by trauma and influence I didn’t fully understand. I was in a bad place mentally, emotionally neglected at home, and desperately seeking attention in all the wrong ways. None of it was ever acted on, and I’ve spent years reflecting, unlearning, and doing better. I’m not that person anymore, and I’m working hard to prove that through my actions, not just words.

This isn’t me trying to escape accountability—just providing context. I was a mentally unwell kid who made poor choices, and I’ve been dealing with the consequences ever since. What matters now is what I’m doing to move forward, not what people choose to misrepresent from my past.

That said, commission work is officially resuming. I participated in some ArtFight this year to help break my block, and it helped a lot. I’ll be picking up sketches again next week, and things will go out in organized batches. The first wave of WIPs is expected to be sent out around next month. I’m also not working through the queue alone—my partners are helping me get through everything more efficiently so I can finally clear it out and start fresh. My goal is to finish all owed work and eventually take new commissions without the guilt or backlog hanging over me.

If I manage to land a job soon, I’ll be able to offer refunds to anyone who prefers that route. I understand how long some of you have waited, and I don’t blame anyone for being tired or frustrated. All I ask is for continued patience while I work through this. I haven’t forgotten or ghosted anyone, and I fully intend to deliver.

As for my health—I've had a persistent cough and chest pain for a few weeks and may be going to the doctor soon. My PTSD and chronic pain have been up and down, and while my meds have helped some, I still struggle with motivation and stability. That’s why I’m pacing myself this time. I refuse to fall back into the cycle of burnout that wrecked me in the past.

Thank you again to those who are still here and still willing to support me. I know this hasn’t been easy, and I appreciate every bit of understanding you’ve given me. I’ll be following up with status messages and previews as soon as possible. If you have questions or want a refund discussion, feel free to message me—I’ll respond when I can.

I’m still here. I’m still trying. And I’m getting back on track.

I'll be doing Art Fight, but I will only be doing revenges/defenses towards the end of the month and as a warmup before working on larger commissions.

https://artfight.net/~Wiltedboa

This is also because doing this is a huge pick-me-up, and getting art of my OCs helps with stress, which I need currently.

The last month has been so stressful, between refunds, debts, threats, and my brother in the hospital. I really NEED something to bring me some joy. If anyone has issues with this for whom I owe, message me, and I'll prioritize your commissions next month. I just need this for my own mental health.

Please understand that refunds are not guaranteed at this time. I am currently in debt and actively working to pay it off. My top priority right now is financial stability, and I am doing everything I can to manage my workload and commitments.

🔸 Refund Policy Reminder
As stated in my Terms of Service (ToS), I operate under a “no refunds unless absolutely necessary” policy. By commissioning me, you have agreed to these terms. Refunds will only be considered in extreme or unavoidable circumstances, and even then, they are not immediate.

TOS is here:
https://wiltedboa.straw.page/

That said, I want to make a few key points clear:

1. Refunds Take Time
I am not a fast-paced artist, and in order to issue any refunds, I need to take on new commissions to generate the necessary funds. That means refunding requires me to take on additional work—often equal to or more than what I already owe.

2. Currency Conversions Are Not My Responsibility
If you paid in a currency other than USD, I am not responsible for fluctuations in exchange rates over time. You will be refunded the exact amount I received in USD—not the equivalent in your current currency.

For example:

You paid $180 USD, which was €173 at the time (in January).

Due to current exchange rates, €173 now equals $208 USD.

With PayPal fees, that refund would cost me $219 USD—nearly $40 more than I received.

That is not sustainable for me. You will be refunded the original USD amount paid—no more, no less.

I hope this clears things up. If I were in a better financial position, I’d be more flexible, but at this time, I must enforce these boundaries for the sake of my stability.

Thank you for your understanding and patience.

Hey everyone, this is a general update that’s been a long time coming.

After losing my first job in over three years, I went through a really rough mental spiral and finally had to seek help. Since then, I’ve started seeing a psychiatrist and may also begin working with a psychologist. I’ve been prescribed medication to help manage everything.

I’m currently on Cymbalta (for depression, PTSD, and anxiety) and Trazodone (for insomnia). I started them around the 15th of last month. The Cymbalta sometimes gives me an upset stomach, and the Trazodone knocks me out hard — which has actually been good. I’ve been getting real rest for the first time in a while.

Mentally, I feel clearer. I’m not spiraling or feeling down, and I’ve started feeling more like myself again. However, I’m still struggling creatively — visualizing and producing complex artwork is difficult right now, which has been frustrating.

We’re planning to increase my Cymbalta dosage next week, so side effects may get a bit harsher. It takes time for psychoactive drugs to even out after all.

As for art, I’m currently working on a large commission deal with a client who has helped me immensely. I’m using it as both as a way to slowly get back into my creative rhythm. It’s been a rocky start — I was really sick the first week of the month from the medication adjustments.

On top of that, my brother has been in and out of the hospital. On Monday, he stepped on a catfish skeleton, and a barb got lodged in his foot. After five hours in the hospital, they sent him home with antibiotics and pain meds. By Tuesday, he was crying from the pain and had a fever. Yesterday, they rushed him into surgery — they removed a half-inch barb from deep in his foot. The infection has reached his bones, and now we’re waiting on culture results to begin proper treatment. It’s been incredibly stressful and exhausting juggling everything.

Despite all this, I still plan to get 90% of my commissions started over the next two months. I’m working alongside my partners, who are helping with sketching, coloring, and more to help keep everything moving.

Thank you all so much for your support and patience. I genuinely hope things continue to improve from here.

September Art Slave offer – $600 Flat Rate

For the month of September, I’m offering a single art slave option. This will not affect my other comms, just I am desperate and need to pay back debt. (See other posts) as well as am unemployed.

What’s Included:

☆15 total artworks

☆Averaging 3 pieces per week, with the potential for more depending on health and workload

☆You can request icons, busts, halfbodies, or fullbodies

Want something more detailed? You can combine slots:
– 5 slots = 1 NSFW piece
– 3 slots = 1 full reference sheet
(Less quantity = bigger artwork)

This deal is paid upfront and will begin in September, giving me time to finish current commissions and properly plan out your content.

I do have carpal tunnel, so weekends are reserved for rest. If I’m able to produce more than 15 pieces, I will—this is a base guarantee, not a hard limit.

If I get sick or an emergency happens:
I’ll extend the art period by half a month and add extra pieces to make up for the delay.

☆☆Please note: this package is non-refundable.☆☆

Normally, this amount of art (especially with fullbodies and custom content) would run $1,000+. I’m offering this rate both to make things more accessible and to test if this workload is sustainable for me.

Tips are appreciated but never required.
If you’re interested or have any questions, feel free to reach out!

Comms will be focusing on a few arts for a client who paid me $800 for a month long art slave deal. Ill still be getting other comms started though of course. Just giving a heads up.

I have some incredibly rare snakes in my care that I take ALOT of HQ images of. Would you guys like to see them more?

Hey everyone,

Unfortunately, I’m still struggling to find a new job. On top of that, I had a severe mental health breakdown in front of my family, which led them to give me an ultimatum: either see a psychiatrist or risk being kicked out. I had my first appointment last Thursday, and as of now, I’ve been diagnosed with Insomnia, PTSD, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and Depression related to PTSD.

I’ve started treatment and am currently on Cymbalta and Trazodone to manage these symptoms. These medications can come with intense side effects while adjusting, so I may still be working slowly. These mental health struggles—along with chronic physical pain in my arms—are the main reasons for my delays with commissions.

That said, I received a $800 payment for a month-long artist service. My focus for June will be completing those 20 art pieces fully, with sketches for other clients continuing on the side. This is a personal test of my limits, taken on out of financial desperation to pay down debt.

Please Note:

-Refunds are currently paused

-All active commissions will be sketched through June–July

-I will NOT be participating in Art Fight this year

-All commissions are scheduled to be completed by November


After I finish all current orders, I will be closing commissions indefinitely. However, I still need to raise about $330 and maintain some form of income while searching for stable work. Because of this, I’ll be releasing occasional adopts and quick-turnaround YCHs.

If you’re a current client and have concerns, please don’t hesitate to DM me—we can discuss options.

Hello hello, so i have a big bill due by the 30th of $250 I have many deals going on to get that... then once thats covered I'm pretty good for a while (mid next month) and dont have to stress too much about it for a bit...

Anyway

https://ko-fi.com/Manage/

Donations appreciated
I have deals ongoing for comms too if you check recent posts. Ill give you alot of art for $250.

I need $200 asap, so I'm offering to do up to :

8 fullbodies for $200

Including NSFW.

Unfortunately, I have to open commissions and hope I can get a little income. Due to losing my job, I have a few ongoing Afterpay payments to cover. There is no rush, as they are paused until the end of next month—but I want to get the money together as soon as possible. I need around $300.

https://ko-fi.com/wiltedboa/commissions

So, commissions are open, with limited slots. I plan to have the current queue 60% done by July, and these will not be started until June or July.

To protect my hand and maintain a consistent art rhythm, I’m starting a new weekly schedule! This plan is designed to help me draw regularly without pushing myself too hard. It will stay in place until I get another job, at which point I’ll adjust accordingly.

Here’s the flow:

Weekly Breakdown:
Monday – Sketch-only day (includes sketch icons and regular commissions)
Tuesday – Regular commissions
Wednesday – Regular commissions
Thursday – Rest day
Friday – Rest day
Saturday – icon sketches only
Sunday – Rest day

Monthly Note:
The last week of each month will be a full break week – no drawing at all to help prevent flare-ups and give my hand a proper recharge.
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Status Updates
I’ll post daily status updates on Bluesky, here in my bio, Trello, and Discord. You’ll see one of the following:

Working – I'm actively doing art for a few hours.

Rest – Light day off. I might switch to “Working” depending on how I feel.

Break – Full hiatus for hand recovery (usually the final week of the month).

Asleep/migraine day - pretty obvious ngl
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Thanks for your understanding and support! Watch my bio. Discord status, or Trello for real-time updates.