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Posted 7 years agoWow, how long has it been since I touched this account. Posting this here since this is where most of my writing audience was, but my main account is still 
Draxton
Sorta do want to get back into writing since that's where I got my start on FA. Even though I burnt myself out, it was still a lot of fun and recently I decided to check out my old FA to see my writing and junk from years back. Made me feel a little nostalgic so I wanted to give it another shot maybe.
Now, keep in mind I'm not gonna be writing novels. Expect relatively short stories unless I really get into the groove. Between being very out of practice and not a very lengthy writer, I'm not going to be writing pages and pages. Keep that in mind if you are requesting a grand sweeping adventure of kinky shenanigans or something
Since I am not diving completely into writing again, I only plan to accept which one I think would be the most enjoyable for me to start with. You can still suggest if you want, but keep in mind I'm probably only going to take one. And if it goes well, I may take more. Who knows. Anyway, you can either comment in this journal or send me a note if you have any ideas you would like to see written out. No real restrictions. Can be about canon characters, my ocs, your ocs, both of our ocs, whatever you have in mind. If I'm interested in it, I'll give it a shot.
DraxtonSorta do want to get back into writing since that's where I got my start on FA. Even though I burnt myself out, it was still a lot of fun and recently I decided to check out my old FA to see my writing and junk from years back. Made me feel a little nostalgic so I wanted to give it another shot maybe.
Now, keep in mind I'm not gonna be writing novels. Expect relatively short stories unless I really get into the groove. Between being very out of practice and not a very lengthy writer, I'm not going to be writing pages and pages. Keep that in mind if you are requesting a grand sweeping adventure of kinky shenanigans or something
Since I am not diving completely into writing again, I only plan to accept which one I think would be the most enjoyable for me to start with. You can still suggest if you want, but keep in mind I'm probably only going to take one. And if it goes well, I may take more. Who knows. Anyway, you can either comment in this journal or send me a note if you have any ideas you would like to see written out. No real restrictions. Can be about canon characters, my ocs, your ocs, both of our ocs, whatever you have in mind. If I'm interested in it, I'll give it a shot.
Update, sorry for being gone so long
Posted 11 years agoBut, I have improved quite a lot in my art, made tons of new friends, got a boyfriend, realized boyfriend was an egotistical, self centered asshole who thinks he's a perfect little angel and broke up with him, graduated from high school, and plenty of other stuff over the past few months.
I'm still probably going to keep spending more time on my other account, only checking in here every so often, so if you are looking to contact me and expect quick responses, go over there. I didn't move accounts exactly, but I haven't been spending as much time here lately either. I just prefer spending time on my other account. Sorry for the inconvenience. Like I said, I have been focusing on my art because that's the area I have really wanted to improve in. Again, sorry to those following this account, but this will continue to be slow. I've pretty much abandoned most of what I had here, including my fursona. I may create a brand new one sometime too, but that's for another day. Like I said, if you want to keep in contact, it's best to follow my other account that I am actually active on
I'm still probably going to keep spending more time on my other account, only checking in here every so often, so if you are looking to contact me and expect quick responses, go over there. I didn't move accounts exactly, but I haven't been spending as much time here lately either. I just prefer spending time on my other account. Sorry for the inconvenience. Like I said, I have been focusing on my art because that's the area I have really wanted to improve in. Again, sorry to those following this account, but this will continue to be slow. I've pretty much abandoned most of what I had here, including my fursona. I may create a brand new one sometime too, but that's for another day. Like I said, if you want to keep in contact, it's best to follow my other account that I am actually active on
It's my birthday by the way
Posted 11 years agoJust in case you didn't know
Finally found my exact orientation
Posted 12 years agoI, after some helpful posts I found on tumblr, much self evaluation, and some other third thing, finally found the best way to explain my orientation to people in real life.
As far as sexual orientation goes, I am mostly an asexual. I don't find interest in sex with any gender. I don't find much interest in sex at all to be honest. I don't mind doing it online, but in real life, sex was never an interest to me. I don't, nor will I ever really care about sex. I suppose if I had to, I'd be more inclined to do it with a male, because honestly, and I still don't understand why... boobs kind of freak me out. Whenever I see them by accident, I find them slightly freaky and weird and don't want to look at them. I do hold a slight sexual attraction to men, especially bigger men, but for most acts that can commonly be considered 'sexual', do not interest me in any way, or are acts that I don't find sexual at all. Not to say I don't have sexual interests, because anyone on this site knows I do, but I just don't have interests in sex with anyone as I find it unnecessary and have no desire for it.
However, I am still gay. This is in a different kind of orientation. Romantic orientation. This is the type of preference that has to do with who you want to fall in love with, as opposed to who you want to have sex with. Basically, what this means is I do like men, but in the sense that I want to have cute little romantic moments with them. Slight flirting, cuddling, kissing, playing with each other, that kind of thing. when I was young, romance seemed like a big, strong man holding a girl lovingly, making her feel secure, safe, and cared for, and I guess my mind told me that I wanted to be the girl. I wanted to be the one that was held in someone safe arms, feeling loved and cared for, as opposed to the one holding the woman close. I suppose this is why in real life, I have adopted a few girlish tendencies and mannerisms. I didn't see men as someone I wanted to have sex with, I saw them as people I wanted to be romantic with. I mean of course I do have a thing for bigger men, but I still want my relationship to be romantic with them.
I guess this makes me a homoromantic, which I feel describes me well. Although I know God accepts me either way, this is a way I can feel more comfortable expressing to Christian friends, as this would technically not go against any of their beliefs. Draw back is that it might be hard finding a partner later in life. It's easy to find a gay man to date with group places and such. I'd imagine it's hard finding ones who is okay with not having sex or anything like that, especially one who holds some of my sexual interests. And most importantly one who is Christian as well. Oh well. I may find someone, I may not. I just have to look and hope for the best.
As far as sexual orientation goes, I am mostly an asexual. I don't find interest in sex with any gender. I don't find much interest in sex at all to be honest. I don't mind doing it online, but in real life, sex was never an interest to me. I don't, nor will I ever really care about sex. I suppose if I had to, I'd be more inclined to do it with a male, because honestly, and I still don't understand why... boobs kind of freak me out. Whenever I see them by accident, I find them slightly freaky and weird and don't want to look at them. I do hold a slight sexual attraction to men, especially bigger men, but for most acts that can commonly be considered 'sexual', do not interest me in any way, or are acts that I don't find sexual at all. Not to say I don't have sexual interests, because anyone on this site knows I do, but I just don't have interests in sex with anyone as I find it unnecessary and have no desire for it.
However, I am still gay. This is in a different kind of orientation. Romantic orientation. This is the type of preference that has to do with who you want to fall in love with, as opposed to who you want to have sex with. Basically, what this means is I do like men, but in the sense that I want to have cute little romantic moments with them. Slight flirting, cuddling, kissing, playing with each other, that kind of thing. when I was young, romance seemed like a big, strong man holding a girl lovingly, making her feel secure, safe, and cared for, and I guess my mind told me that I wanted to be the girl. I wanted to be the one that was held in someone safe arms, feeling loved and cared for, as opposed to the one holding the woman close. I suppose this is why in real life, I have adopted a few girlish tendencies and mannerisms. I didn't see men as someone I wanted to have sex with, I saw them as people I wanted to be romantic with. I mean of course I do have a thing for bigger men, but I still want my relationship to be romantic with them.
I guess this makes me a homoromantic, which I feel describes me well. Although I know God accepts me either way, this is a way I can feel more comfortable expressing to Christian friends, as this would technically not go against any of their beliefs. Draw back is that it might be hard finding a partner later in life. It's easy to find a gay man to date with group places and such. I'd imagine it's hard finding ones who is okay with not having sex or anything like that, especially one who holds some of my sexual interests. And most importantly one who is Christian as well. Oh well. I may find someone, I may not. I just have to look and hope for the best.
New years resolutions
Posted 12 years ago1. Draw more butts
2. Forget about past mistakes and focus on future mistakes
3. Let nothing get in the way of eating an entire tub of ice cream by myself
4. Exercise everyday... or atleast consider it
Five: Try to be more consistent and focused.
6. Blah blah something about money
7. Spend more time doing what matters [Drawing gayness and fatties]
8. Stop making resolutions and just be lazy.
Inspired by the joke resolutions I've seen floating around
2. Forget about past mistakes and focus on future mistakes
3. Let nothing get in the way of eating an entire tub of ice cream by myself
4. Exercise everyday... or atleast consider it
Five: Try to be more consistent and focused.
6. Blah blah something about money
7. Spend more time doing what matters [Drawing gayness and fatties]
8. Stop making resolutions and just be lazy.
Inspired by the joke resolutions I've seen floating around
Got a new laptop... but
Posted 12 years agoThe interface is so weird that it's hard to navigate. Skype is so weird now. It doesn't blip anymore when it updates. It kind of pisses me off and I don't know what to do about it. Worst yet, there is no office. I can't write even if I wanted to because I have to buy it for like 99 dollars a year. I won't be able to write or save any text documents which is stupid! Now I can't even possibly write a story when I feel like it, now will I be able to read any other stories
Also, got a new printer and scanner but can't set it up. I don't know how to connect the printer to the router so now I'm stuck trying to find out how to use it, only to possibly never use it
Also, got a new printer and scanner but can't set it up. I don't know how to connect the printer to the router so now I'm stuck trying to find out how to use it, only to possibly never use it
Would anyone like to rp?
Posted 12 years agoFor rp info, just go to bottom.
Sorry for not being around so often. First of all, since my laptop isn't working anymore, access has been difficult so I normally spend my time on my other account. Second, since I lost interest in writing for the most part, I don't know what to do with this channel anymore. I have only been able to draw humans, humanoids, ponies, and a few pokemon so I don't know what people would want to see.
Either way, sorry for being gone so long. There has also been a whole bunch of things going on in my life right now, one after another and It left me feeling rather depressed. I sort of just want to get over it now.
So, I was wondering if anyone would like to rp? I would really appreciate it right now, it would help a lot. Please, anyone who's up for it send me a note, it would help a lot. The only real rule I think I should state is no sex, don't really want that sort of thing right now. Aslo I do not mind domming, but if I do, I just ask that I get a chance to sub with you too. I don't purely dom
Sorry for not being around so often. First of all, since my laptop isn't working anymore, access has been difficult so I normally spend my time on my other account. Second, since I lost interest in writing for the most part, I don't know what to do with this channel anymore. I have only been able to draw humans, humanoids, ponies, and a few pokemon so I don't know what people would want to see.
Either way, sorry for being gone so long. There has also been a whole bunch of things going on in my life right now, one after another and It left me feeling rather depressed. I sort of just want to get over it now.
So, I was wondering if anyone would like to rp? I would really appreciate it right now, it would help a lot. Please, anyone who's up for it send me a note, it would help a lot. The only real rule I think I should state is no sex, don't really want that sort of thing right now. Aslo I do not mind domming, but if I do, I just ask that I get a chance to sub with you too. I don't purely dom
Mini rant
Posted 12 years agoWarning, if you are atheist, you may not want to read this.
I follow a few people on tumblr, and though they have many good posts... they also have a few ones that I do not agree with, most having to do with religion. Now, I respect your right to believe whatever you choose, but you should not make fun of other beliefs. They say they are not making fun of religion, they are just pointing out it's flaws, yet they do it in a way that there is barely even a difference.
I take a class on Christianity at my school, so I have learned a lot, and like with most cases, I have inside knowledge and experience, so I know what is true and what is false in many (but not all) cases. I have heard proof that the Bible is true, and explanations for it. There have been so many times where something in the Bible has been questioned, and was later proven correct, yet people always ask for more. There is overwhelming evidence that Jesus atleast existed, yet people deny it. I know that if I try to point out those flaws, they will not accept it... mostly since I am terrible at explaining things, though also because some (<- Keyword) will not understand and not care to.
People seem to be obsessed with telling Christians they need to prove what they believe is true, instead of proving atheism is true. Science is important, very important, but people are literally treating it like a god. If people don't believe EXACTLY what they believe, then they are ignorant. Even if some (<- Keyword here) Christians do that, how does mirroring their behavior prove you are superior? I have been given reason to believe what I believe, reasons that make sense, reasons that go by logic, reasons that don't make my belief simply blind.
I'm not saying you have to be Christian, all I'm saying is you should respect it as a belief. I will never talk down to an atheist because they don't believe in a god, and will not try to force anyone into my way of thinking, so please, don't do that to me. There are plenty of very smart, sensible people, and I hate it when they hate on something because they were misinformed. If you have a legitimate complaint, then share it in a calm, polite way.
And don't worry, I won't bring my religious beliefs here all the time. Not everyone wants to hear it, so I will accept that. So don't worry about having to hear this kind of stuff constantly
I follow a few people on tumblr, and though they have many good posts... they also have a few ones that I do not agree with, most having to do with religion. Now, I respect your right to believe whatever you choose, but you should not make fun of other beliefs. They say they are not making fun of religion, they are just pointing out it's flaws, yet they do it in a way that there is barely even a difference.
I take a class on Christianity at my school, so I have learned a lot, and like with most cases, I have inside knowledge and experience, so I know what is true and what is false in many (but not all) cases. I have heard proof that the Bible is true, and explanations for it. There have been so many times where something in the Bible has been questioned, and was later proven correct, yet people always ask for more. There is overwhelming evidence that Jesus atleast existed, yet people deny it. I know that if I try to point out those flaws, they will not accept it... mostly since I am terrible at explaining things, though also because some (<- Keyword) will not understand and not care to.
People seem to be obsessed with telling Christians they need to prove what they believe is true, instead of proving atheism is true. Science is important, very important, but people are literally treating it like a god. If people don't believe EXACTLY what they believe, then they are ignorant. Even if some (<- Keyword here) Christians do that, how does mirroring their behavior prove you are superior? I have been given reason to believe what I believe, reasons that make sense, reasons that go by logic, reasons that don't make my belief simply blind.
I'm not saying you have to be Christian, all I'm saying is you should respect it as a belief. I will never talk down to an atheist because they don't believe in a god, and will not try to force anyone into my way of thinking, so please, don't do that to me. There are plenty of very smart, sensible people, and I hate it when they hate on something because they were misinformed. If you have a legitimate complaint, then share it in a calm, polite way.
And don't worry, I won't bring my religious beliefs here all the time. Not everyone wants to hear it, so I will accept that. So don't worry about having to hear this kind of stuff constantly
Bad news
Posted 12 years agoTqalking on Wii right now, and it's tedious to type on this thing. For information on what's going on, go to Draxton And look for the journal of the same name
Draxton And look for the journal of the same nameAlmost died today
Posted 12 years agoI was on the way home from school, and we were driving next to this huge semi truck (I think that's what it is, I know very little about cars). All of a sudden, this guy tries to change lanes with us right next to him and we had no where else to go. We get pushes to the side of a suspended road with those big, orange.... things. The bumper was torn off and the window shattered. I still think I have a little broken glass on me, but I got mot of it off. Thankfully nothing cut me, but that was still scary. This is why I hate huge semi trucks given to bad drivers. I'm just glad we didn't get pushed off the road, but there was a concrete railing so I think we were safe.
Seems i'm not going after all
Posted 12 years agoThrough a lot of frustration, we were finally able to work it out. Since I have social anxiety, and cannot speak when pressured, I can only write a not to fully communicate what i want to say. I was finally able to say what i wanted to say, and we were able to find a resolution.
So... pretty much what I am saying is simply, I don't have to leave after all.
So... pretty much what I am saying is simply, I don't have to leave after all.
This may be goodbye for a long time.
Posted 12 years agoYou know what it is like to have social anxiety? You know what it's like to not be able to even say the simplest words like 'hello' to someone? Do you know what it's like to have everyone around you not consider it a big problem?... Do you know what it is like to have your own mother want to send you away just so she can be happy with her boyfriend?
I'll spare you the details, and just say I might be gone... for awhile. My mom wants to send me away, because she is tired of dealing with me. Because she thinks speaking is so easy for me, and I am choosing not to talk. She want to send me away, to live with my broke, former drug dealer father who I still haven't forgiven for what he did to me. I should have known, everything really was my fault, just like I said. If I just left, everyone would be happier, and my own mother is proving me right. I am too shy to even speak, and no matter how hard I try, no one cares. I hate myself, I just wish I could be anybody else. I can't talk to new people, I can't talk under pressure, I can barely talk at all. I hate this, I hate myself, and I hate how my life is. I might not see you all for a while if I really do get sent away, but I will miss all of you. People I know well, people I might not know well, you have all helped alot just by being here for me to meet. I'm sorry to anyone I have hurt, especially someone specific I have hurt recently, though I doubt he will even see this journal. Anyway, I really hope to be on as often as possible, but that might be barely at all, maybe not even for a few weeks or months. I guess... goodbye.
I'll spare you the details, and just say I might be gone... for awhile. My mom wants to send me away, because she is tired of dealing with me. Because she thinks speaking is so easy for me, and I am choosing not to talk. She want to send me away, to live with my broke, former drug dealer father who I still haven't forgiven for what he did to me. I should have known, everything really was my fault, just like I said. If I just left, everyone would be happier, and my own mother is proving me right. I am too shy to even speak, and no matter how hard I try, no one cares. I hate myself, I just wish I could be anybody else. I can't talk to new people, I can't talk under pressure, I can barely talk at all. I hate this, I hate myself, and I hate how my life is. I might not see you all for a while if I really do get sent away, but I will miss all of you. People I know well, people I might not know well, you have all helped alot just by being here for me to meet. I'm sorry to anyone I have hurt, especially someone specific I have hurt recently, though I doubt he will even see this journal. Anyway, I really hope to be on as often as possible, but that might be barely at all, maybe not even for a few weeks or months. I guess... goodbye.
First day of school...ugh
Posted 12 years agoIt was... well it was something.
Well Chemistry wasn't too bad, not much else to say. I have Math analysis and Accounting two back to back with the same teacher, who seems pretty nice, plus she had this poster in her room http://cdn.memestache.com/2012/6/14.....1340244012.jpg Gotta love a teacher with memes
Then English honors... not much to say
Then here is what I wanted to rant about and the main reason I made this journal. 5th period is when I am supposed to take photography, because I had a choice between three classes, even though I hated all of them, and photography sucked the least. Then I find out just now, that that class if full. I was given the option of study hall, but then I figured out that since there is a class in the library, I can't do that. So I had to spend that period being a teachers aid. Now, I have to make a choice between Choir, Weight Training, and being a teachers aid for the rest of the year, to a class of seven people who are like in middle school. Needless to say, I hate all of those options so I'm just thinking what do I hate least... this is going to be hard.
Other than that, i had Apologetics, my senior Bible class, and Drama, which I am looking forward too.
So my first day was pretty... meh
Let's hope it will get better. Atleast it's my last year
Well Chemistry wasn't too bad, not much else to say. I have Math analysis and Accounting two back to back with the same teacher, who seems pretty nice, plus she had this poster in her room http://cdn.memestache.com/2012/6/14.....1340244012.jpg Gotta love a teacher with memes
Then English honors... not much to say
Then here is what I wanted to rant about and the main reason I made this journal. 5th period is when I am supposed to take photography, because I had a choice between three classes, even though I hated all of them, and photography sucked the least. Then I find out just now, that that class if full. I was given the option of study hall, but then I figured out that since there is a class in the library, I can't do that. So I had to spend that period being a teachers aid. Now, I have to make a choice between Choir, Weight Training, and being a teachers aid for the rest of the year, to a class of seven people who are like in middle school. Needless to say, I hate all of those options so I'm just thinking what do I hate least... this is going to be hard.
Other than that, i had Apologetics, my senior Bible class, and Drama, which I am looking forward too.
So my first day was pretty... meh
Let's hope it will get better. Atleast it's my last year
This is bullshit!
Posted 12 years agoPretty much everything is bullshit right now. We had moved recently, me and my mom, along with her boyfriend. I thought it would be nice, I thought it would be fun, I thought I might actually be more comfortable there.
I couldn't be more wrong.,,
Things have been so bad lately, though I'm usually never in the middle of it. It's ridiculous. My mom and her boyfriend have been fighting a lot. It's been utter shit honestly. I barely ever see my mom cry, and it seems she has been doing it a lot lately, because of that asshole she is dating. I'm getting tired of him yelling at her, it isn't fair. Especially when they do it right outside my window, as if I can't hear them. I don't like him, and I don't like talking to him. I mean before i was just shy and quiet, which to him is rude and 'not normal', as if social anxiety is a quick fix problem. Now I just don't want to talk to him.
What I hate the most is that I feel like it's my fault. I just feel like everything was fine before we moved in together, and now it just feels like I'm the problem. I sort of just wish I could just leave forever and let everyone be happy not ever having to see me again. So what if they miss me for awhile? They will get over it and realize how much better everything it without me and be glad I am gone. I just want to leave, so they don't have to deal with me but I can't. I'm just the burden on everyone's life. I just feel like every personal problem that happens to my mother is because of me. I can't help the way I am, maybe it would be best if I just left. I don't know what to do...
Why does it feel like everyone who gets to really know me just end up hating what they see... I just want them to be happy... And as long as I'm around, no one can be...
I couldn't be more wrong.,,
Things have been so bad lately, though I'm usually never in the middle of it. It's ridiculous. My mom and her boyfriend have been fighting a lot. It's been utter shit honestly. I barely ever see my mom cry, and it seems she has been doing it a lot lately, because of that asshole she is dating. I'm getting tired of him yelling at her, it isn't fair. Especially when they do it right outside my window, as if I can't hear them. I don't like him, and I don't like talking to him. I mean before i was just shy and quiet, which to him is rude and 'not normal', as if social anxiety is a quick fix problem. Now I just don't want to talk to him.
What I hate the most is that I feel like it's my fault. I just feel like everything was fine before we moved in together, and now it just feels like I'm the problem. I sort of just wish I could just leave forever and let everyone be happy not ever having to see me again. So what if they miss me for awhile? They will get over it and realize how much better everything it without me and be glad I am gone. I just want to leave, so they don't have to deal with me but I can't. I'm just the burden on everyone's life. I just feel like every personal problem that happens to my mother is because of me. I can't help the way I am, maybe it would be best if I just left. I don't know what to do...
Why does it feel like everyone who gets to really know me just end up hating what they see... I just want them to be happy... And as long as I'm around, no one can be...
Pokemon cards!!!
Posted 12 years agoOkay, we moved recently, and I recently found and old binder. I looked inside, expecting it to be something from school and find a bunch of old pokemon cards I used to collect. I was really excited to see them, and see what I used to have. I doubt there are any rare ones in there, but still, it was a pleasant surprise to find
Asking meme, to see what you all think about me
Posted 12 years ago1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you love me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why.
6. Describe me in 1 word.
7. What was your first impression of me?
8. Would you hug me?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13. Would you meet up with me?
14. Do you enjoy having me as a friend?
15. Would you spend some quality time with me?
Please read, very important
Posted 12 years agoI know I have been a writer for almost a year now, and honestly it has been very fun... but I'm not sure if it's something I want to do that much anymore.
Not that writing hasn't been a wonderful experience or anything, but I have come to realize that it's not really what I want to do. I don't find that much passion and love for doing it. At first it was great, but as time went on, I became less and less inspired. They say you should do something because you love it right? Well as much fun as this has been... I don't love it. It has started to feel more like work, than something I actually love to do. Sure it has been fun, but I realized that I have more of a passion and love for visual art. It's something I feel like I can do, improve on, and enjoy. I want to draw more, and I have more fun doing it, even if it's not very good and I have a very, very, VERY long way to go. It's something I want to improve on. As much fun as writings been, if I had to choose between writing, and drawing, it would be drawing.
Now, before all of you click the unwatch button, this doesn't mean I'm killing this account, or I'm not going to write anymore. I still enjoy doing it sometimes, it's fun, and enjoyable. I will still write sometimes. But I will no be taking requests, unless I'm feeling inspired, but even then I will be more likely to take trades. I am sad to say I'm going to have to cancel my requests. You never know, I still have all the requests and ideas saved, and might do them one day. The only one I won't be canceling is my trade, and that's honestly because I have honestly already put a lot of work into it, plus since it's a trade, it wouldn't be fair to the other person either (Plus ZOMG ART). I will write sometimes when I'm feeling inspired, and this account will only stay for my stories, and any art of my character, and also the friends I already made here. I just want to focus on something I actually love to do instead of something that constantly feels like a chore when it shouldn't. I do have some talent in writing, but I want it to stay special. I will write sometimes, whenever I feel inspired, so this account won't die, it just won't be one of the most active. Hey, maybe if I stop focusing and worrying about writing, I will feel inspired and write more.
I will still write, but I just want everyone to know I will focus on drawing. I have had really bad writers block, and now I realize it's because I was so stressed and didn't want to write. I love it, and all of the friends it brought me, but I think it's time to end it. I don't want my main thing to be writing, I love to draw, and I want to explore and practice that.
Thank you all for the encouragement you have given me ever since I started writing, and this has been such a rewarding experience. But even if the rewards are greater, it's pointless unless you are happy with what you do.
It's been nice being a writer for you all, and I hope to get just as much encouragement as an artist one day.
Not that writing hasn't been a wonderful experience or anything, but I have come to realize that it's not really what I want to do. I don't find that much passion and love for doing it. At first it was great, but as time went on, I became less and less inspired. They say you should do something because you love it right? Well as much fun as this has been... I don't love it. It has started to feel more like work, than something I actually love to do. Sure it has been fun, but I realized that I have more of a passion and love for visual art. It's something I feel like I can do, improve on, and enjoy. I want to draw more, and I have more fun doing it, even if it's not very good and I have a very, very, VERY long way to go. It's something I want to improve on. As much fun as writings been, if I had to choose between writing, and drawing, it would be drawing.
Now, before all of you click the unwatch button, this doesn't mean I'm killing this account, or I'm not going to write anymore. I still enjoy doing it sometimes, it's fun, and enjoyable. I will still write sometimes. But I will no be taking requests, unless I'm feeling inspired, but even then I will be more likely to take trades. I am sad to say I'm going to have to cancel my requests. You never know, I still have all the requests and ideas saved, and might do them one day. The only one I won't be canceling is my trade, and that's honestly because I have honestly already put a lot of work into it, plus since it's a trade, it wouldn't be fair to the other person either (Plus ZOMG ART). I will write sometimes when I'm feeling inspired, and this account will only stay for my stories, and any art of my character, and also the friends I already made here. I just want to focus on something I actually love to do instead of something that constantly feels like a chore when it shouldn't. I do have some talent in writing, but I want it to stay special. I will write sometimes, whenever I feel inspired, so this account won't die, it just won't be one of the most active. Hey, maybe if I stop focusing and worrying about writing, I will feel inspired and write more.
I will still write, but I just want everyone to know I will focus on drawing. I have had really bad writers block, and now I realize it's because I was so stressed and didn't want to write. I love it, and all of the friends it brought me, but I think it's time to end it. I don't want my main thing to be writing, I love to draw, and I want to explore and practice that.
Thank you all for the encouragement you have given me ever since I started writing, and this has been such a rewarding experience. But even if the rewards are greater, it's pointless unless you are happy with what you do.
It's been nice being a writer for you all, and I hope to get just as much encouragement as an artist one day.
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I'm back
Posted 12 years agoI was away longer than expected, but it was fun. Got to see someone I don't see very often anymore, and we had fun. Anyway, it's nice to just be sitting in my own bed again, and having a much needed rest. I'll try to get back into writing again.
Birthday coming up
Posted 12 years agoMy birthday is coming up on the 24th, in two days. I will not be here for maybe a day or two because I will be visiting a friend. Anyway, not much else really happening this year for it. I am atleast hoping that maybe after that, when I get back home, I may be able to write again. That's pretty much it, sorry for the short journal.
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Posted 12 years agoAnyone have some advice?
Posted 12 years agoDoes anyone know any good way to deal with writers block? I really am having a lot of trouble, and don't want to keep putting this off. I don't know what to do, whenever I try to write, I can't think of what I want to say, and keep getting frustrated and just giving up because I can't figure anything out. I just need to know if anyone has some sort of advice on how to deal with writers block. It's usually not this bad for me, and I feel terrible for making the person who requested it wait this long.
Update
Posted 12 years agoI'm sorry for anyone currently waiting for a request. I have been having writers block for awhile. Usually I can breeze threw the main part easily, and it's sort of only the introduction, or the beginning I have trouble with, when I have to set up the plot line. That has been giving me a lot of trouble, because I can't think of anything that is actually good, if anything at all. I am trying, and I'm not giving up. Again, sorry for the long wait.
Second, I'd like to thank you all for fifty watches. It's not really a large number, but almost a year ago, I thought I'd be lucky to get five. Since I started writing, it has really improved my self esteem a lot. I hope to continue writing and making people happy. Everyone has been a big help in making me finally feel accepted.
Last, if anyone who missed the journal on my art account, I am making a separate profile for anything Mlp related. Draxton It will mainly be art, including normal pony art, vore, and even chubby pones, as well as the occasional story. There were just some things I wanted to do, that I don't think would have proper justice on this profile, but of course, I won't be doing it until my requests are finished. Also, not everyone likes mlp so I thought I would separate it for those who don't like it
Second, I'd like to thank you all for fifty watches. It's not really a large number, but almost a year ago, I thought I'd be lucky to get five. Since I started writing, it has really improved my self esteem a lot. I hope to continue writing and making people happy. Everyone has been a big help in making me finally feel accepted.
Last, if anyone who missed the journal on my art account, I am making a separate profile for anything Mlp related.
Draxton It will mainly be art, including normal pony art, vore, and even chubby pones, as well as the occasional story. There were just some things I wanted to do, that I don't think would have proper justice on this profile, but of course, I won't be doing it until my requests are finished. Also, not everyone likes mlp so I thought I would separate it for those who don't like itFree art
Posted 12 years agoBig news
Posted 12 years agoOkay, well this is really big news for me. I am going to be moving to Georgia. I don't know exactly when, it's going to be up to me. The house is amazing, it's huge, as three stories, and it's on a secluded piece of property so it as a huge yard, and a bunch of little buildings and barns and stuff. So either way one of two things will happen
1. Since I only have one year of school left, I might be able to take a test and finish school all together. If that happens, I will be moving to Georgia this summer. With this option, I will be able to focus a lot more on writing and stuff.
2. I will temporarily stay with my aunt and uncle, and finish school with all of my friends. I'm leaning towards this option but I don't really know which I should choose. Who would want to miss their Senior year? With this option, I will not be on FA or any sight like that often, and won't be posting. If I write, it will probably not be posted at all.
My last year of school is important to me, but I don't know if I'll see all of you that much. I will make my choice soon, but I thought it would be important to let you know
1. Since I only have one year of school left, I might be able to take a test and finish school all together. If that happens, I will be moving to Georgia this summer. With this option, I will be able to focus a lot more on writing and stuff.
2. I will temporarily stay with my aunt and uncle, and finish school with all of my friends. I'm leaning towards this option but I don't really know which I should choose. Who would want to miss their Senior year? With this option, I will not be on FA or any sight like that often, and won't be posting. If I write, it will probably not be posted at all.
My last year of school is important to me, but I don't know if I'll see all of you that much. I will make my choice soon, but I thought it would be important to let you know
