Okay, something I forgot to mention before. Since I now have free time again, I can finally rp. It's not that I couldn't, it's just I didn't want to since I thought it might interfere with my schedule too much. Anyway, now that I'm done, rp is now open again, which is good cause I really missed it. If anyone wants to rp, don't hesitate to ask, especially if your new, because I like rping with new people. Plus, if you wanted, I could turn it into a story as well. This doesn't mean I will be putting off requests, I will still work on those. If you want to, please contact me over notes or on skype. We can do most anyone of my likes, something clean, something maybe a little dirty, whatever you like, just ask if there is something your not sure about, I'm open to most anything

Characters open for rp found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10579429/

Yes, I finished my exams, and now don't have to worry about school anymore. I can finally finish working on those requests, and work on my own stuff. And I can start early since the family reunion has been moved to September. You'd think I'd be super excited huh?

... Well something else happened. My mom has been seeing this guy for months, they were going to get married. She was happier around him than I had ever seen before. I know how much she cared for him. After I got home today, she wanted to talk to me. She had broken up with her boyfriend. They weren't going to get married or move in together. She was really upset. I won't say exactly what happened, but she was really upset and blaming herself. I just felt so bad and didn't know what to do. I don't know what to do. She just seems broken and I am lost as to how to help, besides just showing her my love and how much I care. It's not a good thing to here at a time like this, which is supposed to be happy.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4624678/

Check it out, I think it'll be worth it

Soon I will be free, and able to compose myself and my time better. I will have a lot more time in 2 weeks, but of course after that is the annual family reunion in Virginia. Anyway, after that I will be a lot more free to rp and write again. I have been feeling better since that huge emotional release, and I am just trying to make sure everything in school is caught up, so I didn't miss any loose ends.

Also, Don't hug me, I'm scared.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9C_HReR_McQ
Because..... nightmares!

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Story slots

1.  eternalfire, trade
2.  bacroomcomic55, request
3.  fartlover56215, request
4.  johndoe837, request

I will be taking a sort break from FA to catch up on school work. I will be working on stories still but I will not have enough time to do much. Sorry about the inconvenience. I just haven't been too well, really not able to sleep at night, wondering where my life has gone. I really wish things could be simpler, I am not saying that I don't like this place, I love it and everyone I have met so far. But due to personal issues I just completely hate myself and everything I have become. I wonder what my purpose in life is, Why it came to this. I feel like I just want to crawl into bed and never get up. I am a complete antisocial freak. I have such a huge fear of rejection and abandonment that I can't open up to anyone in real life. I just don't like myself in anyway. I feel like a complete mess. I have no one I can even talk to, I have no friends in real life who I can talk to, a father I can't stand to see, and a mom who I am always afraid to talk to. I have just had this revelation yesterday that I hate everything I am in real life. Only the friends I made online are who I really feel care about and understand me. Is that sad? Is it good? I don't even know anymore. I feel I am becoming increasingly bitter towards my own family. I don't know what to do, I don't know if anyone has gone through the same things I am. I feel I just need help, I don't know where I am or how I got here. Is being online my only way to feel welcome? Maybe it's not such a bad thing. It's better than being alone all the time, no one to talk to, in complete denial about is sexuality. I feel welcome, every friend I have made here help me get through this terrible time in my life. I can only hope things will get better. Thank you all for just being here. You make me feel so wonderful and great, like I haven't in such a long time. I have even become more social in real life since I met everyone here, this all started in like august, and has been the greatest experience in my life. I don't know what I would do if I never met anyone here. You are all so amazing, thank you. I will still be taking a break to get caught up on school work, so if I am not on as often as before, you will know why.

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Story slots

1.  eternalfire, trade
2.  bacroomcomic55, request
3.  fartlover56215, request
4.  johndoe837, request

I figured, why not? It was fun the last time, and I haven't done it in awhile so I thought I would.

Other news includes my latest request is almost done, and I also have a personal story I really wanted to do, which I will be working on and may come either before or after my next trade. It is a little different, and I may not even post it in all actuality, I'm thinking about it but I don't know. also, my last journal only three people who actually wanted something from me even replied, which makes me kind of angry. If you are expecting me to give you free stuff, the least you could do is atleast show any interest in me. One person I am not sure has been on recently I suppose I can let go, but the other two better not have any complaints on how long it's taking, I gave my reasons why I'm all stressed out and if they ignore it than it shows who actually cares about me, and who cares about what I can give them.

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Story slots

1.  shiverthearticuno, request
2.  eternalfire, trade
3.*  bacroomcomic55, request
4.*  fartlover56215, request
5.*  johndoe837, request

Okay, first of all, I have had a bunch of people ask me for requests, like literally four at one time, only one of them actually trying for a trade, so I am grateful for that. You have to understand, I am still a new writer, and not experience like most people. There have been some people who say the want a request like they are ordering fast food. Not any of you guys, but still. Just a note, I still have school and stuff so I cannot be pumping out stories like a machine, they may take awhile to actually finish.

There have been a few people who ask for requests completely out of my comfort zone. Whether it be things I don't even write on and have no experience in writing, like transformation, or someone who doesn't even look at my profile, or submissions, and comes to me asking for free art, which pisses me off since I am obviously a writer. It is known that my stories range to a total of 3 to 4 pages, since I'm still a beginner. As for my two transformation requests, it will NOT be anything special, it probably won't be that good at all. I wasn't too interested in doing them but I guess I am just too nice, (Or a pushover, which ever you want to call it) This DOESN'T mean I'm not doing them, I made a commitment and I am going to honer it. But after these two, only the things listed on my page. I also will not use someone else's characters that neither you or I own, and I will not make sequels or prequels or anything using the same story line as someone else's story, I do not want people stealing my characters and plots without my permission unless it is something FOR me, so I will not do it to other people. Either way, don't get all pissy if the story isn't everything you expect it to be or it's taking to long, this goes for all of you, the only one who can get mad is  Eternalfire since it's not completely free. I am sorry if I sound rude, I do not mean to offend anybody, I am just feeling kind of stressed. Either way, any of you who are asking for a story, please leave some kind of response that you got this, I want to know you understand. I WILL be doing everyone story, and won't drop anyone for no reason so no need to worry about that, I just want you to know I am a little stressed and don't want to feel like I'm being taken advantage of, like you ask me for something and then never talk to me again, two of the people asking for requests aren't even watching me, that's also why I want to make sure you all understand this and respond in some way.

Side note: If any of you actually want to help me with a story, we could maybe rp a bit on the idea and I can work off of that

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Story slots

1.  shiverthearticuno, request
2.  eternalfire, trade
3.*  bacroomcomic55, request
4.*  fartlover56215, request
5.*  johndoe837, request

I have seen this one person who is making free art for pokesonas. Make you sure read the WHOLE journal, don't just skim it.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:32287897

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Story slots

1.  shiverthearticuno, request
2.  eternalfire, trade
3.*  bacroomcomic55, request
4.*  fartlover56215, request
5.*  johndoe837, request

Honestly, I have no idea where that last journal came from so maybe I should just get rid of it. I'll put this up instead I guess. Anyway, I am looking for any artist willing to do a reference sheet. I really have no method of payment at the moment, but I am willing to make a trade as well. I was just hoping to find a reference sheet for my characters. If anyone knows someone who can do it, could you be so kind as to tell me about him?

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Story slots

1.  shiverthearticuno, request
2.  eternalfire, trade
3.
4.
5.

Have you ever looked at something that was a big part of your child hood, and it actually made you feel that joy and childlike innocence once again. For me it was the Land Before Time, the biggest part of my childhood. Sometimes I feel the urge to tear up just watching it. It just makes you think about being a child... don't you miss that. You looked at the world with an innocence, you didn't know about all the evils of the world, not very well atleast. To you the world was amazing and pure, nothing wrong in the universe. Just that pureness you felt and viewed the world in. Makes you wonder where time has gone, where the days have disappeared. The one single thing that sucks most about your childhood, is you can never fully appreciate until it is passed. You are always wanting to grow up and have more freedom, but that's when you realize how much your childhood meant to you. You learn about all this in full understanding... murder, rape, kidnapping, tragedy, adultery, war, you just want to go back to when the world was still mostly pure and innocent... and when you felt the same way.

Sorry if this all just seems out of the blue... but after listening to

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf3QRdYmlSs

I just am filled up with so much emotions of nostalgia, I needed to express it somewhere. I urge you to look at whatever you loved and made you happiest as a child, and tell me how it makes you feel, what emotions it brings back.

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1.  shiverthearticuno, request

Found this while looking around and thought it might be fun

1.) If your fursona had to be a primate, it'd be: Spider monkey

2.) If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be: House cat

3.) If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be: Fox

4.) If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal, it'd be: Elk

5.) If your fursona had to be a rodent, it'd be: Mouse

6.) If your fursona had to be reptile, it'd be: Common lizard

7.) If your fursona had to be a marsupial, it'd be: Kangaroo

8.) If your fursona had to be a fish, it'd be: Beta fish

9.) If your fursona had to be an amphibian, it'd be: salamander

10.) If your fursona had to be an avian/bird, it'd be: flamingo

11.) If your fursona had to be a creepy crawly, it'd be: Ant

12.) If your fursona had to be a hybrid, it'd be: I guess a dragon and a wolf

13.) If your fursona had to be a mythical creature, it'd be: Dragon

14.) If your fursona had to be a Pokemon, it'd be: Sableye

15.) If your fursona had to be a plant, it'd be: Palmon

16.) If your fursona had to be an inanimate object: Dollar


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1.  Shiverthearticuno , Request

Yes, skype is back and better than ever! I can finally go on skype again!.... that's pretty much it... carry on.

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1.  Shiverthearticuno ,request

I had seen a lot of people creating Weasyl accounts, so I thought I'd join in

https://www.weasyl.com/profile/windwaker407

It was a pretty interesting site, but I cannot upload anything. I could upload pictures, but I'm not an artist. I'm a writer, but for some reason, I cannot upload any of my writings. It always says something about UTF-8 and I'm not sure what it is. I have tried uploading in every format, but cannot get them up there right if at all. Oh well, if I can't figure it out, I can just use it for characters and artwork and such, on those rare occasions I actually have good artwork that I can use, which are usually drawn by someone else, someone with talent. Oh well.

Happy Valentines day everyone. It is a day of love and flowers and chocolate or something like that. I never really got into it. Though I remember one year I had a secret admirer slip a note in my locker. Anyway, I was planning to do a story in the them of this, but time got away from me. I might do it today and post it tonight or tomorrow though. Hope you all have a good Valentines day...I just sort of wish I could find the person I wanted to spend valentines with...

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1.*  shiverthearticuno ,Request

A friend of mine is doing a raffle for all you who want to join. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4324564/
He is pretty good in transformation


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1.  blueyoshi64 Trade (done)

2*  shiverthearticuno request

* mean it may be lower priority.

I have been having a lot more time recently for rp, and writing just so you know, so I will be open and most likely better with trades or requests, finishing them sooner. I will do a lot of ideas, just ask and I'll tell you what kind of stories I will do. I can and will be more free for rp as well, if anyone is interested. I am currently pretty much just working on my characters for reference, though as my drawing sucks, I will not be able to do a reference sheet with picture on my own, without a little help. Anyway, over all, I will be trying to be more active.

With stories, I will not do anything really mature or something like that. Things I will do include my usual, farting, squashing, weight gain, soft vore, non-fetishy stuff, micro/macro, and maybe more

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1.  blueyoshi64 Trade

2*  Shiverthearticuno request

* mean it may be lower priority.

Okay, updates, it's been awhile.

Well as for one, something has happened recently, and I feel very depressed about it, though I'd rather not say what it was. I guess I will have more time here again, but still, this was very important to me.

On a lighter note, I am writing a story, it may be out soon, after how long I have been gone that should be some good news. It is a trade story, so it will have different characters than my usual ones. Anyway, there is something to look forward to

I hope you all have wonderful time during the holidays. ^^

I am not entirely sure, but, if there is anyone who wants to maybe do a trade, message me. I can do stories but I will accept pictures or stories. A warning, I might not be able to finish some of them any time soon, and it may take some time, but I will keep my word, if anyone wants to do it, I will be more than happy to try, and they will get done.

Well, the world is going to end in a few hours, then all sorts a crazy stuff will happen, the aliens will come to rape our churches and burn our womens! The only thing left to do is say goodbye and sit down with a bucket of ice cream to stuff our faces. Goodbye to you all, it's been nice knowing all you crazy kids. :P

I would make a will, but everyone else is going to die too... except maybe the roaches, those persistent little bugs... I shall leave them all my belongings when I go

All my exams are done and my Christmas break has finally started, school is over for now. I will try to finish a new story to upload but no promises.

Feel like trying it so ask me anything you would like, it's not too late, even if it passed Tuesday, going on today and tomorrow since there is not much time left today so ask away

[] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[X] You have your own room.
[] You own a cell phone.
[X] You have a MP3 player/Ipod/Discman.
[] Your parents are still married. (They never got married. ;~;)
[X] You love your family.
[] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T O T A L: 3

[X] You dress the way you want to.
[] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[] There is a computer/laptop in your room. (Not anymore...)
[] You have never been beaten up. (I have by my step dad)
[X] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[X] Your room is big enough for you.
[X] People don't use you for something you have.
[X] You have been to the movies.
T O T A L: 8

[] You have over 500 friends on Facebook.
[X] You have pictures on Facebook.
[X] Your parents let you have a Facebook.
[] You get allowance/loan.
[x] You collect something normal.
[X] You look forward to going to college.
[X] You don't wish you were someone else.
[] You play a sport.
[x] You want to do something after school/college.
T O T A L: 15

[] You own a car/truck.
[X] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life.
[X] You have friends. (THANK YOU FA! :D)
[] You've never had detention
T O T A L: 17

[] You know what is going on in the world.
[X] You are happy with your life.
[] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[X] You have a screen name.
[X] You own a pet.
[X] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[] You don't have any enemies.

22 X 3 = 66

101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
Repost saying "I got a _ In life"

I got this from a friend and I thought it would be fun. Hope you guys like it.


1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Are you a virgin?

5. Are we friends?

6. Do you have a crush on me?

7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

9. Would you walk on the beach with me?

10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

11. Do you talk about me?

12. Do you think I'm a good person?

13. Would you change anything about me if you could?

14. If you could ask one question, what would it be?

15. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

16. Where do you live? if US what state?

17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Lost my computer so I will barely be on, maybe only weekends. Now I can't even write on this computer, can't do skype, can't do anything, and it sucks because I just got back into writing. T~T