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General | Posted 5 years agoSome already know this as of lately, but I haven't been feeling like myself lately. It might be this whole worldwide situation we all live in, it could be something else, could be a combination of things, I just don't know. I'm so stressed, and every time I'm distracted I feel like I'm a person again, but whenever I take a short break (doesn't matter from what), I just collapse inside.
Last few months I've been changing my perspective in life and making decisions as well. As an artist, I found that NSFW/explicit artwork that I make just doesn't feel good. I tried to get over it since I thought it was just getting out my comfort zone, but I got the feeling that I got pushed to draw it. Even whenever I tried to draw it all off my mind too, it felt like I was forced to draw something like that, like as if I was desperate or something. I joined 18+ servers/communities to not only understand my struggles but also finding a way to accept what I like and what I don't. And with how at least some people can act or just behave in a manner that I feel really uncomfortable about,... I've had many times where I could relate to some of those people too, like the feeling or frustration for certain things just feel awful. But then I realized that I was actually becoming quite desperate of what I want or need in my life. And with how many people all around the world has their needs, I don't feel it. And the same goes for any explicit art. The more I look at those kind of artworks, the more I observe to just show what's off or just not right at all. So I pretty much left all of that.
So with that, I've decided to just not observe any art and enjoy what's made. Sadly I never was really that impressed with any NSFW/explicit art in a way of what's going on, only impressed by how some artists can draw, like how proportions are correct, or even extreme shapes to the point it's unrealistic but still look like it could work... While it's impressive, I'm just not feeling it for the scenes. So with that in mind, I've put a filter on my results. It still hurts for me since there are artists who have the right balance for if they make any explicit art that it's not just about the scene, but since it's a big majority that I keep finding, instead of creating a personal "hate" on such art (which is what I want to avoid, no reason to actually hate that kind of art in my eyes), I just filter it out. I am sorry if I make any artist or follower here disappointed or mad, I'm not here to offend anyone. This is what I feel like that I have to do. And sure it sounds like I'm getting bit dramatic over my decisions for just looking (and/or making) art, but what is art if you just look at it and can't admire it?? You'll feel bad about yourself that way and it'd only make it worse if you don't do anything about it.
Even with all those weird decisions I've been making, again, do not see this as if I'm ignoring such stuff. If it gets shared and if I see it, sure, can't do anything about it. But my preferences seem to be just the safe art. I accept everyone who draws what they want or need to draw (or make, since "art" is a big term), you do you, do not change your way to art for someone for decisions like these. I accept as how and who everyone is. I hope you all can understand and that you all do the same back.
... Now with all that, I need to find a way to kill the time and to have fun again. We'll see what the future brings to us all. Hope everyone is all right and that you all are in a safe place. Enjoy life.
Last few months I've been changing my perspective in life and making decisions as well. As an artist, I found that NSFW/explicit artwork that I make just doesn't feel good. I tried to get over it since I thought it was just getting out my comfort zone, but I got the feeling that I got pushed to draw it. Even whenever I tried to draw it all off my mind too, it felt like I was forced to draw something like that, like as if I was desperate or something. I joined 18+ servers/communities to not only understand my struggles but also finding a way to accept what I like and what I don't. And with how at least some people can act or just behave in a manner that I feel really uncomfortable about,... I've had many times where I could relate to some of those people too, like the feeling or frustration for certain things just feel awful. But then I realized that I was actually becoming quite desperate of what I want or need in my life. And with how many people all around the world has their needs, I don't feel it. And the same goes for any explicit art. The more I look at those kind of artworks, the more I observe to just show what's off or just not right at all. So I pretty much left all of that.
So with that, I've decided to just not observe any art and enjoy what's made. Sadly I never was really that impressed with any NSFW/explicit art in a way of what's going on, only impressed by how some artists can draw, like how proportions are correct, or even extreme shapes to the point it's unrealistic but still look like it could work... While it's impressive, I'm just not feeling it for the scenes. So with that in mind, I've put a filter on my results. It still hurts for me since there are artists who have the right balance for if they make any explicit art that it's not just about the scene, but since it's a big majority that I keep finding, instead of creating a personal "hate" on such art (which is what I want to avoid, no reason to actually hate that kind of art in my eyes), I just filter it out. I am sorry if I make any artist or follower here disappointed or mad, I'm not here to offend anyone. This is what I feel like that I have to do. And sure it sounds like I'm getting bit dramatic over my decisions for just looking (and/or making) art, but what is art if you just look at it and can't admire it?? You'll feel bad about yourself that way and it'd only make it worse if you don't do anything about it.
Even with all those weird decisions I've been making, again, do not see this as if I'm ignoring such stuff. If it gets shared and if I see it, sure, can't do anything about it. But my preferences seem to be just the safe art. I accept everyone who draws what they want or need to draw (or make, since "art" is a big term), you do you, do not change your way to art for someone for decisions like these. I accept as how and who everyone is. I hope you all can understand and that you all do the same back.
... Now with all that, I need to find a way to kill the time and to have fun again. We'll see what the future brings to us all. Hope everyone is all right and that you all are in a safe place. Enjoy life.
PMD Expression Commissions be open now!
General | Posted 6 years agoPokemon Mystery Dungeon Expression Portrait stickers
Status: Closed until queue is finished!Link to the commission info list: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26224225
Update (2020-04-01)
I have to apologize to everyone who's waiting for their commissions. Stress and/or unmotivated shouldn't be an excuse for working on all the art commissions since they are easy and fun to make for me. I'll be honest, I don't get why it's taking so long. Seems I'm slacking off. Do not worry though, I'll still work on all of it. Two months later and finished everything for only one customer like what the fudge?? xP
Time to keep working on the rest. Sorry for the delay everyone!
DescriptionFirst come first serve! I'll take my time with this commission, meaning it can take some time to finish. Sometimes I end up finishing quickly, but sometimes I struggle with stuff, so keep that in mind. I do try to stay open for whole February this time! Let's see how it will go. :P
Remember, every character design is welcome.
I will communicate with my customers whenever an expression is finished and to see if "this is what they want". So fixes are a possibility! I'm still a learning artist and making mistakes is natural, we only can learn from this. xD
I also take stuff slowly, as I'm not only a slow artist (I'm so sorry for this though), but sometimes I'm in my own way to the point I put a bit too much pressure on me. So if I take it too long, feel free to poke me. I'll try to finish my queue within a month, that should be enough. -u-
And please, don't feel bad if the queue is full, there's always a next time! c:
Note: To keep things simple and easy for me, I only accept Paypal, so anything related to "community currency", bank transfer, Bit coins etc. are the options I do not allow.
Prices
Expressions:
1x = 8 USD
2x = 15 USD
3x = 22 USD
4x = 28 USD
5x = 34 USD
6x = 40 USD
7x = 45 USD
8x = 50 USD
9x = 55 USD
10x = 60 USD
Extra options:
An NSFW/Explicit version
+2.50 USD
Different colored Border
Free
Specific Expression on a Different Background
Free
Looking to the Left Side (mirrored?)
Allowed
Looking at the Camera
Allowed
Mirroring the Background
Free
A unique, personalized Border Design
+2.50 USD
A new and unique Background Design not shown in the list
+3.00 USD
Your commission slot infoCopy-paste the list to make things easier. And the more information, the better, so if you have more than one reference image, feel free to share. You can comment on this Journal if you want to to have a slot, but a personal/private message is also allowed!
Amount of characters:
Amount of expressions:
Character name(s):
Reference sheet/picture(s):
Expression #01:
Background #01:
Border color #01:
Expression #02:
Background #02:
Border color #02:
Expression #03:
Background #03:
Border color #03:
Expression #04:
Background #04:
Border color #04:
Expression #05:
Background #05:
Border color #05:
Expression #06:
Background #06:
Border color #06:
Expression #07:
Background #07:
Border color #07:
Expression #08:
Background #08:
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Expression #09:
Background #09:
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Expression #10:
Background #10:
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Additional information (optional):
Note: If you only want less than 10 expressions, then you can leave the rest away.
You now also can choose a different background for your expression(s)!
Leaving background blank makes you choose the expression's background by default (so choosing for example expression 11, background will be 11 by default).
Leaving the Border color blank gives you the default blue color. Fill in with Yellow gives you the yellow NPC color, while fill in with Pink gives you the escort pink color. And for a custom color, either use #RRGGBB (RGB) or the decimal RRR GGG BBB color code (for example, lime green will be #80FF00 or 128 255 0).
Lots of choices with colors to say at least!
Available slots01. Nachiebree - 10 expressions [!][$]
02. Tachankamain - 6 expressions [*][ ]
03. Bernardt - 2 expressions [ ][ ]
04. Stunky - 10 expressions [ ][ ]
05. Munne - 2 expressions [ ][ ]
How to follow the progress
* - Working on it (progress!)
! - Finished!
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# - Waiting for payment (invoice sent)
$ - Paid
