Alright, to everyone that got a message, this is the last you will ever see on this account! Everything has been changed and taken care of. If you did not get a message, sorry but not really, you know why you were not invited to the new page and for the sake of drama and your own mental health; do not try to follow/find me. Just stop. okay? Thanks. Have a nice life, everyone stay safe and that's all she wrote! Time to move on with my life and start anew, Bye everyone!

A.K.A. I am making a new account. This name is old and bothersome. I have stalkers that just don't understand ... that they need to go away. My art skills have gotten better as well and I am going to try to make this new account more organized and better updated and actually push commissions.

to my watchers that want to follow me to my next account, please note me or comment here and I will give you a personal message as to what the new name shall be -when I decide on it and if the name is available or I have to make a new one etc.

Thank you for your patience. I know I haven't done anything in a while... But I think I almost have a schedule down between my.. ..eh.. five jobs... 'v';;;

Prices start at $3 since I need money for rent.
So excuse the price tags but I guess you can use those for references to what you get when you pay and such.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20146252/
That should lead you to examples of what I have to offer on the low price area.

That's why I've not been uploading much.
Plus I lost my old da account and it is locked I don't have Theo original phone number and the password reset won't send to the email it's attached to no matter how many times I request it and refresh, check deleted, spam, and other folders so..... I made a new one.

I was late to the knowledge. He found it, etc etc he happy it's all good. I WAS LATE TO TO KNOWING THIS AND PANICKED NEVERMIND.
But then again no one reads these so not that big of a deal. I might as well ave yelled that to a wall LOOOL.

Please keep your eyes open for anyone selling or possessing a purple short-necked giraffe fursuit. One was stolen in a smash-and-grab from Zarafa's car last night in San Francisco. More information can be found here:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7350180/

Please get the word out about this. he is so genuinely happy to see folks come out to the events he does, and to suit with them. He's a good guy who deserves better than this.


I have had mine stolen and no one helped me. So I want o at least make sure he gets the help I didn't or the support to show I tried to help. ;_;
I hope he gets it back...

I feel like crap because every time I try to do YouTube videos or free art commissions my tablet or computer or computer programs break and I don't know why. Technology just hates me and now it's been so long I don't even remember who I was doing the art for which makes me feel worse and look bad as a potential person to buy art from... so from now on its only traditional until I get moved and settled and a better tablet. But better tablets at more money and with no commissions you know that's impossible so it's an endless fooping cycle that I can never escape. Does anyone even remember if I was supposed to be doing you an art piece??
And on top of that the programs word all the pictures, rough drafts, even my 8 new species I was working on. And any wip pictures were gone. Try t fix them they get deleted and then never got put back and never restarted because the programs were fooping up. Like seriously. I just wanted to give people some of my last free art from like seven months ago what the he'll computer why do you hate me so much??

It's just more of me bitching about anatomy and shit
18Years and older read.
It took twenty minutes to type this on my injured arm... I'm not going to say how I injured it cause no one cares so fuck it.
If spelling errors, my bad. It's the injuries.
Just had to bitch about this because of the porn being shied down my throat of people telling me to draw like this when not only are the arms too slender and body oddly contorted for logical contortions even to the most flexible creature that is not a a synx, they don't even look like they are having sex and so it pisses me off to no end that even if I'm supposed to draw sex, I cam at least try to make it look like it's fucking happening nit just weird cuddling cause a cunt is too stretched to register a dick or the dick four foot long somehow fits in a one foot long female body without killing her or whatever.... fucking black hole throats and vaginas. What the hell.
But your excuse is it's a furry thing.
I'm sorry but that shouldn't be an excuse just so you can be lazy about anatomy....
If the female and or the male can talk during sex you're too loose or he/she isn't doing his/her job.
All need to nit be smiling like it's a walk in th park. It should be hard to focus. Eyes should be closed, enjoying it. This isn't a beauty pageant. Its sex, whether it's pointless sex or sex between a couple or fwb or whatever you call it.
Art should depict the same.
Sick of art not showing that reality, it's unnerving and creepy and makes me wonder why they even fuck if they can be mocking the guys size by laughter or smiling during sex.
Anyways. I'm sure I'm the only one that hates or notices that shit. Wveyone else just notices tits, ass, balls and cock. That's it...
Fml.. I'm taking a nap. Fuck this shit.
Also I'm making new species. I won't say much but I'm telling you now the males have the tits. For fucking once. Men won't be fucking dogs and pigs to their female counterparts. And from past experience to me and my friends I will have the females objectify the males and see if they fucking like it.
Hmm pottery seems to be the only way to keep me calm but with an injured arm it's building. If this offends anyone well you were warned and I can't one everyone.
No one's buying any of my sit anyways so it's Not like I'll lose customers. LOOOOOOOOL bye

So everyone I seem to know is oober depressed, angry, easily pissed off, stressed out which stresses me out and in less than a week three people I care about tried to kill themselves so I did as well much to my hate of failing and injuring my leg in the process. I have had a needle go eye up, into my foot over half way with the string in me and had to cut it out myself. I have dealt with getting stabbed with a steak knife, cut, threatened, blocked, cussed at, robbed of fifty dollars, and am moving as well as close friends not even considering me as a cheap, good way to get pieces of art done even by a guy that claims to love me so you can see why I have up on art. When someone that says they love you won't even support our why bother. And every person that looks says it's great art and a cheap price I will pay you this week or next week or commission you when I get paid Friday and over three months later never messaging you or anything you realize they aren't going to pay for art so why fucking do it anymore. I even tried fursuiting stuff and seem to fuck that up just as bad as my art since no one even fucking looks at my shit or wants to buy t even though it's just for cost of supplies not even getting charged for the months of time and effort put into such things. But who gives a fuck right? I don't charge a lot so I'm not good at it and since I don't draw porn no one even fucking cares to look at this shit and he'll this could be a suicide note and no one would even know because no one reads this shit so maybe I'm ranting here because I know, no one will respond to it just like anything posted on Facebook. Yippie fucking do.
The only good thing in my life right now is maybe I cam go to Ohio for the fur con but my fur suit isn't done so... yeah,..

My tablet pen snapped in half. and with no customers I wont be able to fix it. or get a replacement because I have no money. Soooo until further notice, any and ALL pictures shall be placed to being on hold. -w-;;

"I only sent a few messages." http://prntscr.com/6n6hhd <-- out of the messages I DID NOT read. 26. That is a few? and I never claimed he gave out my number. I never said he did. But someone was sending me a text when I was ignoring Demonclaw asking me "is this still midnite's number?" So SOMEONE I do not know texted my number. Which means SOMEONE gave it out. and it just so happened to be given out the same time that he wasn't getting answers.
Then he said how he drove all the way across town and gave me rides when he only did it at most 5 times and I always offered to pay him back in gas he never said to pay it but NOW he is going to bitch about it and say he didn't ask for money back because he was doing it out of the goodness of his heart? Uh, no. You're trying to guilt trip me and it is not going to work.


No. It never was. It was "MIDNIGHT"

and it is Veloren Mitternacht now. It has not be MIDNIGHT for years.

SO if he keeps wanting to talk shit and say he didn't send and spam me. I will just get more proof. I will get the comments. and the notes. Because those are also on top of these. and that is after reading half his messages but not answering them before I started to ignore him. I can get the actual full screen shot of the entire thing or copy and paste it here if he really wants to try and start drama because I am too stressed to deal with his drama.


I told him when I first got it.

He was at the bottom of the list.

When it is DONE I will upload it and link him to it.

I had commissions before him that were paid in cash-unlike his- so I do them first.

He HAD commissioned me first, and weaseled out of paying before and so I wonder if he ever intended to pay and is my friend or was just using me.

In the last time he had commissioned me. He was my only 'customer' and it took nearly a month to get the picture done because I am so busy.

When I wrote the journal a MONTH ago. there were 10 commissions. NOT JUST HIS!

IN the course of the month of Feb. Not even a full 31 days.

I have gotten over 40 messages through note, comment, facebook, text, etc.

I WILL NOT be harassed over a FREE piece of art like this. This is the un needed stress my friend was telling me to avoid.

Its literally making me sick to try and please everyone and I am sick of acting like their fucking slaves.

I keep telling him I will get it done. I show him pictures of the W.I.P. but it's not good enough for him.

I told him 3 or more times. "When it is done. I will link it to you."

Well he has still harassed me. He even sent a message in rp where he hit me.

I am sorry, but if you just randomly walk up to someone and punch them, they wont want to do your art.

I know him irl, we used to see each other at furmeets so the fact he would do that means he would have if we still saw each other at furmeets so uhm... yeah.

I am discarding that picture I was doing of his characters. I am done being harassed. I am done being spammed.

I do not like how I upload WIP commissions and label them commissions and he spams me saying why am I not working on the commissions.

How when I upload a journal he does not read it.

So, because of this. His commission slot is gone.

And P.S. IF YOU HAVE MY PHONE NUMBER DO NOT GIVE IT OUT WITHOUT MY EXPLICIT PERMISSION. THEY DON'T HAVE MY NUMBER FOR A SPECIFIC REASON PLEASE RESPECT THAT!

I made a GIF on the website make a gif . com
and then downloaded it but when I try to upload it here it wont let me so I don't know what I am doing wrong or if I downloaded the wrong file or what... -w- Otherwise, This is my GIF. ---v

http://makeagif.com/i/iNshXC

I can't seem to get these pictures to upload right. They are too small when uploaded but when you click for full view they are WAAAAAAAY too big. What presets and such am I supposed to use?!

The program I use to draw is SAI, so I don't know what to do or what is going on that makes these pictures so freaking big! @w@ I apparently fooped something up and ITS NOT FUN! DX

Someone asked me why I have yet to post anything to Facebook or Furaffinity in a few weeks or so.
Welp. this is why. I have a crap ton of chores and slight housework to catch up on since the person that was supposed to do some things moved out without even doing them. So.. I have to pick up that slack and help clean, get food, and get back into cooking. ALso, I have.. been sucked into mincreaft once more. DAMN YOU MINE CRAFT AND BEING SO AMAZINGLY BORING YET ADDICTIVE!
Also my cat has been taking over my tablet when I try to draw and pushing her off or saying no, just doesn't work. She will bite me if I try to escape. D:
Anyways, while all this is going on my other friend bought me a certain.. Beginner's, Erm.. eheh,.. perverted.. uh.... WELP...
Let's just say I am female, I DO NOT think I am a boy in a girl's body, but my dream is to have a dick. Iunno why, maybe because I have never orgasmed by organic or inorganic things-toys- so I try to dream of a day when I can, a.k.a. have a penis. all you have to do is rub it to a soft surface and you jizz. While I hurt my wrist just trying to get off until the batteries die! YOU KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE BATTERIES ARE!? I didn't until this happened! >:O
Anyways, I digress. Because of this my friend bought me a thing as close as I can get to having my dream come true and WHOOOO boy I love wearing it. ....
I forgot why I even started to explain this... OH RIGHT the weekend I went to visit there and what not I had brought my tablet and laptop with the intent to draw but left the tablet's pen at home so I could not draw at all. As such even while I type this Menwa my feline cat has taken over my lap so I have put this laptop atop her and yet she refuses to move. .____. Obviously I am sitting cross legged, her head is by my stomach, not under anything and the laptop is just over her not actually crushing her so calm down people with your hotline to the ASPCA.
So as I type this out I really forgot why I was sitting here typing it out to begin with... I guess what I am trying to say is I am very busy but working on all these characters at once at most 6 hours out of every day or every other day is devoted JUST to drawing this. Then its either writing, watching markiplier, sleeping, cleaning, cooking, then playing games.
And while trying to do commissions i am also suddenly getting a crap ton of dreams that have given me my ideas for my manga characters for my comics and such. SO sorry for the spamming of all these WIP's, but I promise, I AM trying to do the commissions!! I just, have other things on my mind and until they get cleared I fear your commissions that you have asked of me wont be as good as I want them to be for you. After all they are free, so be patient please. ;;w;;

4 FREE request/commission digital art slots.

For FURSONA or SPECIES.


ANY OR ALL FIRST COME FIRST SERVE! COMMENT BELOW WITH A PICTURE OR LINK TO THE CHARACTER YOU WANT DRAWN AND WHAT YOU WANT THEM DOING-NO Yiffing and NO Drugs. Nudity... TASTEFUL nudity will be fine. :3

This is my first tablet so don't expect it to be very good or a masterpiece.

But practice makes perfect and don't complain about it if its not as good as you want it to be... Considering that is IS free.

Some people are just assholes like that... and they have no reason to be such. Anyways.

FOUR FREE SLOTS LEFT!

So my friend Toshiro bought me a tablet for an exchange of me doing a three panel-or more- comic of his character. SO.. I will be getting a drawing tablet for the first time in my life. Now I can finally get commissions because no one wants traditional art anymore! YAY I CAN GET COMMISSIONS! You know how depressing it was to hear people say: "Oh, I wanted a commission but it has to be digital." ;;w;; So when I get the tablet, the first 10 commissions will be free because... heh.. I know I wont be good on the tablet. But the first two slots are taken. Toshiro, then Yukai's friend the meerkat -forgot his name- will be getting a free commission as well. ^^ So that leaves..

8 FREE commission slots.

For FURSONA or SPECIES.


ANY OR ALL FIRST COME FIRST SERVE! COMMENT BELOW WITH A PICTURE OR LINK TO THE CHARACTER YOU WANT DRAWN AND WHAT YOU WANT THEM DOING-NO Yiffing and NO Drugs. Nudity... TASTEFUL nudity will be fine. :3

.... -sighs- alright. Grandma is really nagging at ne to get a job and no one is answering my applications. I need cash very fast so... I have no choice but to sell my white bat suit. Full body, for petite women or men. And men size 8 1/2 size shoe I believe. Bidding starts at $1,500 because my last fursuit that was stolen and had half the better materials this one has. I even just redid the gloves. I really don't want to sell her but the money is needed...

You can find pictures of the fursuit at my fb page. "Veloren Mitternacht "

I really need the help and am desperate. Otherwise I'd never sell her....

I was supposed to get a new phone, because my company was bought out so it was a forced thing. So now, along with losing a lot of pictures and memory, and now skype has me eternally logged in even when I am not there.... it deleted half my friends list be because I was trying to get it to go offline from creepy non furry stalkers. As such, this new phone is a ... touch screen and gods I hate it. It also will not make a hot spot or tethering ability to use its internet via computer. So I don't know how well this will work. I will try to upload still.

Okay obviously I am trying my hand at fursuiting but I run into three road blocks. Trying to properly get the mouth and jaw to move. Finding realistic eyes, and how to make feet/hooves/etc. I got the hands down,. I can do body and wings and just wing it for the head since I can not afford the green foam everyone else uses and use either duct tape and wonderflex or just duct tape to form the head better and then add the details and fur. But these three things no matter what I do never turn out quite right. The one fursuit that was semi able to move its mouth was a black and red and white and purple bat and she was stolen. So I am making a new one, which is white but I just can't seem to remake what I did on the jaw! Also for details such as following eyes, rubber material to use for the tongue and nose would be helpful instead of just using a hard plastic you boil down to clear then shape. I mean it works well but a bat's nose is soft and rubbery not hard.

So ANYONE with more experience in these that wants to help I would be MOST MOST greatful! D:

I am trying to get my name out there as a artist ... to start a job or make some extra-very much needed- cash! So .. the next 23 people that come to me, will get free commissions! And then when they show it off and do whatever with them -as long as the credit me- then I guess I can start uhm.. Charging! But every artist needs a boost and so I need your guys' help! ^>w<^
I am mostly doing furry commissions. I can try to draw people. Uhm... I don't really like doing porn.... or nude. Sparrow was supposed to be nude and I made the ribbon go in front of her boobs instead. So.. while it is free, We need it semi modest. I can pretty much try to draw whatever is on my profile. Meaning even some bondage but again, like I said; No real nudity. ...
Modest
Furry
Can be human or demon
Comedy
Serious
Evil
Cute
Original Characters
IF YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A REFERENCE SHEET! I COULD BE DOING THE FIRST DRAWING OF YOUR CHARACTER I DO NOT MIND I JUST WILL BE ASKING A LOOOOOT OF QUESTIONS! :3

So I am moving to Michigan soon. I am looking for Michigan furries to get into contact with because I will only know the person I will be living with there. No one else so if I could get a few furries to help talk to when I arrive I would greatly appreciate it.... ^>+<^

I need help. I have 8 guys asking me out and they all seem nice but... All my guys seemed nice before they physically or sexually abused me! >_< I obviously can't choose right cause no matter what they did they have ALL cheated on me. What am I doing wrong? I even try to take my time and do the courtship, 'prove yourself loyal as I prove to you I am' for like, 6 months but every guy that says they are, are actually always fucking other women or cheating on me!

What should I look for because what I am finding isn't helping. I keep saying 'I go for personality, appearance doesn't matter' which it does NOT. I had a fiancee that was paraplegic and dated a cerebral palsy male. I've dated bis, and the bi guys cheat faster and more than the straight males!

I don't have a preference but maybe that is why... like, I am getting so many lying jerks and pathological liars and abusive men that the girls OR guys they cheat with feel so bad for me they end up confessing to me and showing me proof and everything. >_< GRRRR WHY ARE THERE NOT LOYAL MALES TO THE LOYAL FEMALES ANYMORE?! NOT EVERYONE WANTS POLY OR MORE! SOME OF US FEMALES WANT MONO RELATIONSHIPS DAMN IT! Imma go now.

also no internet so I will be on when I can.

ren fair was.. fun but boring. I only kept seeing the lying cheating assholes there and it ruined my mood. Anyways. I entered the contest and after a year of work I only won 25.00. Lost to a girl that bought her costume and posed as the well known HOBBIT character. Of course people would choose that and not a bat cause they don't know who she is. She is not in movies or books. BUT talking with others and after almost punch a jerk in the face after he called me a Ass/mule/donkey. I was like. Its time to redo the head mask. for he 5th time, and hopefully the last time. No matter how cute I made Veloren, kids were scared. So I'm going to make her how I want. Fangs and scary eyes and all. She's a bat. And I like scaring people. So making a mask that represents my true inner personality? Best thing ever. and hopefully, I will finally be... happy for once. To make her how I want. Not feel used and bullshit.