Crap. If anyone still cares, sorry I vaporized like that. Real life issues and all that. My life tends to explode on me every few months or so.

But I have lots of half-finished art to not upload, and lots of comments to totally want to leave but fear sounding stupid over!

So it would appear I've completely lost the ability to draw anthros. I mean, I was never great or anything, but every anthro I draw lately has been coming out as some misshapen blob.

So... yeah. Sorry, guys. I keep trying, but it's just not happening. Oh well.

Just want to get that other entry off my page.

I'll probably reread this in a couple hours, get embarrassed and delete it like a fool, but I just want to vent where there's people I don't really know. Sometimes there's liberation in knowing a vent page will probably just be skimmed (that's not sarcasm or baaawww, I mean it).

I have this thing, "illness" sounds way too srsbzn but I just basically have a sickness in my blood (in before enjoy yr aids) where every now and then I just get really weak and stuff. (It's especially enhanced when I don't eat enough, and when I'm stressed out I don't eat, so I'm just basically self-defeating.) But I get dizzy all the time and my headaches get worse and my tremor gets really, really bad, like I can't hold a pencil for very long. ANGST. So whenever I try to draw lately everything comes out gross and uneven and shaky. [insert "and that's different from the rest of the time how?" joke here, I'm just too lazy to think of a good one]

So if I get really obnoxious with the comments, like commenting on every other entry, just let me know, like, "OKAY, chill." I really don't want to be That Guy.

He was white as a sheet! And he also made false teeth.

There is a deficiency of arts in my gallery because I have no scanner. I'm saving up for one but... they cost money, and money is not something I have a lot of. And even though my budget is usually "internet access > food", food and electricity are still > posting my dumb doodles on the interwebs. My good friend  sailoranna scanned a few things for me and I keep wanting to beg him to scan some more but he's been preparing for A-con that I don't wanna bug him. I'm considering braving Kinko's even though I hear tales of horror about their costs.

UNTIL THEN, um. Let the fact that I have basically nothing uploaded and that what I do have uploading is not very good work as reassurance that I add pieces to my favorites that I genuinely like, not to get pageviews.