Lost anouther job
Posted 5 months agowelp, lost another job due to them closing the doors and moving on. First the paper routes, then this deal..... granted, newspaper business was on the down hill slide since the net started catching on, but thought this was a much more solid gig.....well till I seen their big plant in capitol city and they started asking questions about our machines and what it took to run them. Good news is I was able to see the red flags. Bad news is I was still vested with the people I was working with. But after they fired half the staff and most of them being very knowledgeable individuals instead of grunts like me, I knew time was up
Shame, I kinda liked messing with them with my furry tendencies. Oh well, time to be a normy and get another one.
Shame, I kinda liked messing with them with my furry tendencies. Oh well, time to be a normy and get another one.
RIP chester
Posted 8 years agodamn guys.....not seen any posts on the topic, but wow....I'm thrashed over the fact that us millennials have just lost our voice.
For those who don't know, the lead singer of linkin park, committed suicide very recently.
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I never met him or the band in person, never seen a concert, but my life revolved around everything they created since the days of hybrid theory and reanimation. Going to school, working my first job, playing my first online multiplayer, collage, first gf........in the cd player, blasting out my stereo system, was linkin park through it all.
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Now, literally 2 days away from my 33rd birthday, I'm heart broken and utterly destroyed. I spent all last night throwing papers through swollen eye's, a blown out voice from the singing through their first 3 albums, and constantly coming to terms with what just happened. Perhaps the only hero left in my life has ended his.
Honestly Iv been down that road, thought about getting rid of it all, but come to terms with that self destruction. Honestly its not worth it, even through this pain and misery, I want to see how things play out in the next 50 years....Honestly it will be rather dark for some time after this loss, Chester always had a way of getting to my very core with his lyrics and with the way he sang, but now I'm worried about the rest of the guys in linkin park.....
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For any LP family, guys if you have ever felt the need to show some love, but held back....Now is the time....
Honestly, I am not worried about any music, more or less if the band stays together, but I just feel like that they need to be reminded that the world cares about them as individuals. That we are here for them and to let them know how we feel. About how Chester made us feel. That they are not alone in this loss and that we will continue to be there for them.
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Its a dark day for the millennials of America, only we can shed some like into these uncertain nights.
For those who don't know, the lead singer of linkin park, committed suicide very recently.
.
.
I never met him or the band in person, never seen a concert, but my life revolved around everything they created since the days of hybrid theory and reanimation. Going to school, working my first job, playing my first online multiplayer, collage, first gf........in the cd player, blasting out my stereo system, was linkin park through it all.
.
.
Now, literally 2 days away from my 33rd birthday, I'm heart broken and utterly destroyed. I spent all last night throwing papers through swollen eye's, a blown out voice from the singing through their first 3 albums, and constantly coming to terms with what just happened. Perhaps the only hero left in my life has ended his.
Honestly Iv been down that road, thought about getting rid of it all, but come to terms with that self destruction. Honestly its not worth it, even through this pain and misery, I want to see how things play out in the next 50 years....Honestly it will be rather dark for some time after this loss, Chester always had a way of getting to my very core with his lyrics and with the way he sang, but now I'm worried about the rest of the guys in linkin park.....
.
.
For any LP family, guys if you have ever felt the need to show some love, but held back....Now is the time....
Honestly, I am not worried about any music, more or less if the band stays together, but I just feel like that they need to be reminded that the world cares about them as individuals. That we are here for them and to let them know how we feel. About how Chester made us feel. That they are not alone in this loss and that we will continue to be there for them.
.
.
Its a dark day for the millennials of America, only we can shed some like into these uncertain nights.
Fixin for a commission.
Posted 11 years agoWelp, iv been getting a bug to try and get some more art of my fursona drawn. Allready got a simple BnW from serina when I used to goof off in furcadia. Although, I would be somewhat concerned about prices and quality.....you do get what you pay for after all.
Judgement day, rapture day, Y2K.
Posted 14 years agoOne of the things that mankind may never be capable of escapeing, is his own imprisonment of the mind. Death has been "foreseen, predicted, invented," and worst of all, there are many different acceptances of a form of "judgement day."
Why we all are so eager to convince ourselves, as well as others, of some sort of end of days? Why can't we concive some sort of conclusion from the past instead of the future, a future than cannot be concived or calculated?
From the past we conclude several things. That there will allways be stuggles for power, there will allways be testiments to lives as well as life, that time is the only thing unescapable, and that all of it will be predictable in the future. Diesise, cure. War, treaties. Disaster, and relife. Its all the same. All of it consistant and all being capable of, if not predictable, then calculated.
Life will not end in one stroke of an hour, its to diligent, to desperat, and unbending. While there are cause of concern about how it might change, thats all that will happen. It will change, not give up without so much a whimper. It would rather alter, mutate, and become the next best thing to adapt. Rather than become snuffed out without a flicker.
With this said, anouther thing that may never change, human devotment to the ideal of its end of its existance. Since the begining of the biblical age of which every clock on earth is set to, every calander that has been establish, and the mere fabric of which our time has been woven from, humanity has proclaimed a day of death that will sweep the planet like darkness sweeps light from the sky at night.
Weather for religiouse purposes to convert, a weathered old man without his mind, or those who wishes to change political parties to their own benifit, I bealive it is nothing more than a delusion. Nothing more than an invention of mankind to sway those around them. Short of threatening that of anouther human being, its the best way to scare someone into action. And now after so many "little bo peep who cried sheep", I have begun to think that nothing beyond an astronomical event, could cause the end of the world, the end of days, or the day of judgement.
Can mankind die someday? Oh yes, we can all be wiped from the face of earth easily. Mankind, while resiliant against a huge variant of dieses's, can easily destroy itself with necular weapons. It can even die from huge and fast acting climate changes. And even if we was to somehow survive much longer than the next predicted "end of days", from war or otherwise, we would find the very sun that gives us life will one day burn itself out.
That in itself is a fact as with the others that have been observed from afar. Hydrogen runs out, the surface of the sun will expand, and the earth itself will be cooked to a dead planet. Nothing more than rock, iron, and dust.
So while some expect a sweeping hand of a religiouse figure wipeing out those on earth, I don't. Too much of mankind has altered the religiouse parts of this world for me to ever bealive that there will be an "end of days" scenario. However I do bealive earth itself is allready doomed. Not because Im trying to predict the future, but because time has allready proven this correct. And all it will take is time.
Why we all are so eager to convince ourselves, as well as others, of some sort of end of days? Why can't we concive some sort of conclusion from the past instead of the future, a future than cannot be concived or calculated?
From the past we conclude several things. That there will allways be stuggles for power, there will allways be testiments to lives as well as life, that time is the only thing unescapable, and that all of it will be predictable in the future. Diesise, cure. War, treaties. Disaster, and relife. Its all the same. All of it consistant and all being capable of, if not predictable, then calculated.
Life will not end in one stroke of an hour, its to diligent, to desperat, and unbending. While there are cause of concern about how it might change, thats all that will happen. It will change, not give up without so much a whimper. It would rather alter, mutate, and become the next best thing to adapt. Rather than become snuffed out without a flicker.
With this said, anouther thing that may never change, human devotment to the ideal of its end of its existance. Since the begining of the biblical age of which every clock on earth is set to, every calander that has been establish, and the mere fabric of which our time has been woven from, humanity has proclaimed a day of death that will sweep the planet like darkness sweeps light from the sky at night.
Weather for religiouse purposes to convert, a weathered old man without his mind, or those who wishes to change political parties to their own benifit, I bealive it is nothing more than a delusion. Nothing more than an invention of mankind to sway those around them. Short of threatening that of anouther human being, its the best way to scare someone into action. And now after so many "little bo peep who cried sheep", I have begun to think that nothing beyond an astronomical event, could cause the end of the world, the end of days, or the day of judgement.
Can mankind die someday? Oh yes, we can all be wiped from the face of earth easily. Mankind, while resiliant against a huge variant of dieses's, can easily destroy itself with necular weapons. It can even die from huge and fast acting climate changes. And even if we was to somehow survive much longer than the next predicted "end of days", from war or otherwise, we would find the very sun that gives us life will one day burn itself out.
That in itself is a fact as with the others that have been observed from afar. Hydrogen runs out, the surface of the sun will expand, and the earth itself will be cooked to a dead planet. Nothing more than rock, iron, and dust.
So while some expect a sweeping hand of a religiouse figure wipeing out those on earth, I don't. Too much of mankind has altered the religiouse parts of this world for me to ever bealive that there will be an "end of days" scenario. However I do bealive earth itself is allready doomed. Not because Im trying to predict the future, but because time has allready proven this correct. And all it will take is time.