Frif
General | Posted 13 years agohuh Interesting....
General | Posted 13 years agoSo I was going through some old art books and found this interesting riddle like poem I wrote....I don't remember writing it though...weird so here it is....I have no clue....or maybe I do LoL
One is young, one is old
One is warm while the other cold
One is light, the other dark
Two questions you get, before you embark
Ask well and know this
One brings Hell…the other Bliss
Their tale is old and yet new
For they know time ticks for a few
Two lovers whom never met
One dies young but both never lived yet
Stuck in limbo or so it would seem
Two lovers on different streams
Their faces they know
Their memories fill them with woe
One sees joy, while the other pain
One knows they will meet for the first time again
In this loop they do fall
One brings death, the other breaths life to all
One is young, one is old
One is warm while the other cold
One is light, the other dark
Two questions you get, before you embark
Ask well and know this
One brings Hell…the other Bliss
Their tale is old and yet new
For they know time ticks for a few
Two lovers whom never met
One dies young but both never lived yet
Stuck in limbo or so it would seem
Two lovers on different streams
Their faces they know
Their memories fill them with woe
One sees joy, while the other pain
One knows they will meet for the first time again
In this loop they do fall
One brings death, the other breaths life to all
uggggg
General | Posted 13 years agoHate this feeling.....
Why the hell can't I freeze my heart like I did before, it was so much easier. Oh well lets hope the I'm lonely and need a relationship fades fast.
Plus side is.....I'm more productive.....work harder to try to stop my head from telling me how fing lonely I feel
Why the hell can't I freeze my heart like I did before, it was so much easier. Oh well lets hope the I'm lonely and need a relationship fades fast.
Plus side is.....I'm more productive.....work harder to try to stop my head from telling me how fing lonely I feel
Character Ideas
General | Posted 14 years agoWell I've been getting idea's for a lot of different characters, so I'm going to be working on then....which means more uploads in the near future...OMG w00t!!!!!!!!!!!!! LoL
First one is a Demon Husky called Sangue Ombra. He has Shadow powers that allow his body to take on other forms and separate himself. He also has a smoky mist type form that I have not yet determined what it does yet.
Second one is Fleshul, a Flesh Eating Demon, that seduces their victims and then devours them, yeah not much here LoL
there are some others too but haven't got all info/ names yet.
So be on the look out I'll hopefully be uploading new pics shortly
First one is a Demon Husky called Sangue Ombra. He has Shadow powers that allow his body to take on other forms and separate himself. He also has a smoky mist type form that I have not yet determined what it does yet.
Second one is Fleshul, a Flesh Eating Demon, that seduces their victims and then devours them, yeah not much here LoL
there are some others too but haven't got all info/ names yet.
So be on the look out I'll hopefully be uploading new pics shortly
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General | Posted 14 years agoYeah in a BLAH mood tonight. Kinda sucks really.
Figured I'd post here because well never do LoL.
So drawing wise....blah I try but it phases so hopefully when my mood pics up so will the pencil LoL.
It's just such a crappy month really. Work, life, the pondering of would a sentient mega-excavator really work in a metaphysical realm of pancakes and if it did would it really be something to see....you know the usual insane thoughts and life. But the number one thing on my mind is...why are all the cute ones straight or look at me as a well sentient mega-excavator stuck in the metaphysical realm of pancakes covered in syrup and rabid baby raccoons ...well you get the picture.
SO yeah just in a slump....but at least I still know my mind is as crazy as it ever was...at least I have that...you're never alone when insane....or have multiple personalities....unless they got in a fight and are not talking to each other ='Þ
Later
Figured I'd post here because well never do LoL.
So drawing wise....blah I try but it phases so hopefully when my mood pics up so will the pencil LoL.
It's just such a crappy month really. Work, life, the pondering of would a sentient mega-excavator really work in a metaphysical realm of pancakes and if it did would it really be something to see....you know the usual insane thoughts and life. But the number one thing on my mind is...why are all the cute ones straight or look at me as a well sentient mega-excavator stuck in the metaphysical realm of pancakes covered in syrup and rabid baby raccoons ...well you get the picture.
SO yeah just in a slump....but at least I still know my mind is as crazy as it ever was...at least I have that...you're never alone when insane....or have multiple personalities....unless they got in a fight and are not talking to each other ='Þ
Later
Experiment Verwháss 1.0
General | Posted 14 years agoWell almost done the frame work of Verwháss' head. The tutorial I'm following is very....unclear on a lot of steps so kinda reverse engineering the photos in my head to make it work LoL.
So far it's looking good gotta make some slight tweaks here and there. I'm hoping for the framework to be done b4 Friday so I can get foam and start the sculpting of the actual head next week.
As soon as I'm done the frame work I might post a pic of it....or wait for the foaming completion LoL.
It's my frist time ever doing something like this and so far I have been very pleased. I know the toughest part is yet to come but I'm very confident I can get through. I just hope it looks decent in the end.
Pray for me Billy LoL
So far it's looking good gotta make some slight tweaks here and there. I'm hoping for the framework to be done b4 Friday so I can get foam and start the sculpting of the actual head next week.
As soon as I'm done the frame work I might post a pic of it....or wait for the foaming completion LoL.
It's my frist time ever doing something like this and so far I have been very pleased. I know the toughest part is yet to come but I'm very confident I can get through. I just hope it looks decent in the end.
Pray for me Billy LoL
Vrewháss turn to real
General | Posted 14 years agoWell I got materials all set to start working on Vrewháss. I'm very excited and expecting the explosions & fires to be at minimal LoL
This is my first time working on a fursuit head so hope it turns out good...I do have fursuit makers friends that I am sure will help with any questions that I have. I might commission a tail from one of my friends and work with them with the bottle caps and such.
So hopefully Vrewháss will be good to go for AC. I can't wait to start working on it. I hope I am capable of constructing the frame and all.
Wish me luck y'all
This is my first time working on a fursuit head so hope it turns out good...I do have fursuit makers friends that I am sure will help with any questions that I have. I might commission a tail from one of my friends and work with them with the bottle caps and such.
So hopefully Vrewháss will be good to go for AC. I can't wait to start working on it. I hope I am capable of constructing the frame and all.
Wish me luck y'all
just cause
General | Posted 15 years agoSo figured I'd add a journal here now on how I've been and blah blah blah
So had a PC crashed and need to find my Illustrator CD but got my photoshop up and running. So 1 outta 2 ain't bad. Working on trying to get to AC =}…debating on doing my Dr. Girlfriend for AC as well LoL
Been having some good times and all to boot. Hope my friends have as well. Miss my long distance furends you know who you are.
Art wise I have a BUNCH to upload just need to work on them...so hopefully you'll see em soon.
Guess that's it in a nut shell so hope everyone's doing good and hopefully see everyone I know soon.
Love and peace
Wolf-Max aka Ta-Quoe
So had a PC crashed and need to find my Illustrator CD but got my photoshop up and running. So 1 outta 2 ain't bad. Working on trying to get to AC =}…debating on doing my Dr. Girlfriend for AC as well LoL
Been having some good times and all to boot. Hope my friends have as well. Miss my long distance furends you know who you are.
Art wise I have a BUNCH to upload just need to work on them...so hopefully you'll see em soon.
Guess that's it in a nut shell so hope everyone's doing good and hopefully see everyone I know soon.
Love and peace
Wolf-Max aka Ta-Quoe
Furfright 2010
General | Posted 15 years agoWell I had a blast at FF this year. Got to go suiting and test out my Dr. Girlfriend voice lol
So if anyone has pics of me, my fursuit Ta-Quoe (green skunk) or me dressed up as Dr. Girlfriend....please send them my way =}
So if anyone has pics of me, my fursuit Ta-Quoe (green skunk) or me dressed up as Dr. Girlfriend....please send them my way =}
FAU10
General | Posted 15 years agoWho's going to FAU....
Since it is like spitting distance from my house I will be there Sat and Sun.....hopefully....push come to shove Saturday only.
Let me know if you are going
<3 Wolf-Max (AKA Ta-Quoe)
Since it is like spitting distance from my house I will be there Sat and Sun.....hopefully....push come to shove Saturday only.
Let me know if you are going
<3 Wolf-Max (AKA Ta-Quoe)
Valentines MeMe
General | Posted 16 years agoTaken from
wolfmoon2002
1.Are you single or taken?
Single
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Flowers
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Yes going to my friends Anti-V Day party LoL
4.Do you like anyone?
Yes
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
yes
ShevvyCoon
6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Just another day maybe some flowers but other then that just a normal
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
nah
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
If I did they are bloody good at keeping that a secret
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
yeah
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
yea he owes me $5
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
they used to when I was young
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
nah
13. Do you like candy hearts?
yes
15. Is Valentines day depressing?
no
16. How do you feel about PDA?
It's okay but not in abundance
17. How is your love life?
dead ATM but the electrical wires help LoL
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
OH YEAH alot most of my relationships ended on the day or the week of V DAY
19. How many roses would you want?
ALOT....and in different colors....I love Roses
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
doubtful
wolfmoon20021.Are you single or taken?
Single
2. Chocolate or flowers?
Flowers
3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Yes going to my friends Anti-V Day party LoL
4.Do you like anyone?
Yes
5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
yes
ShevvyCoon6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Just another day maybe some flowers but other then that just a normal
7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
nah
8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
If I did they are bloody good at keeping that a secret
9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
yeah
10. Do you believe in Cupid?
yea he owes me $5
11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
they used to when I was young
12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
nah
13. Do you like candy hearts?
yes
15. Is Valentines day depressing?
no
16. How do you feel about PDA?
It's okay but not in abundance
17. How is your love life?
dead ATM but the electrical wires help LoL
18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
OH YEAH alot most of my relationships ended on the day or the week of V DAY
19. How many roses would you want?
ALOT....and in different colors....I love Roses
20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
doubtful
Badges
General | Posted 16 years agoHey guys...
Well I was thinking, while going over my bank account T_T, about doing last minute Badge commissions for AC.
Pretty much it goes like this....
Want me to make a badge, give me info on the char, any links for references, do you want the badge to be shaped, square, oval, etc....
I make the badge and we set a place to meet up at in the hotel and exchange =)
Going to charge $10 a badge you will get one like the ones I have posted here in my gallery. Computer colored with line art added BG, characters name, fully laminated and hole punched with tag clip included.
You can pay me at the con or b4 VIA PayPal
Since AC is like a week away...squeeees....I am going to limit the amount I accept
But wait what if you are not going to said con and want one form me.....
In that case they will cost $15 ($5 for shipping and handling)
NONE AC BADGE NOTE: If I can I will send it out b4 AC if I have to many at AC requests all non AC badges will be mailed after the con unless I finish b4 it.
So if you are interested then send me a message VIA FA or through e-mail wolfmax.fur[at]gmail.com
I'd say my limit is 10 At AC badges.
I doubt I am going to get a landslide of request but if I get any I will be happy =)
Thank you and extra thank you if you decide to commission one from me =Þ
Well I was thinking, while going over my bank account T_T, about doing last minute Badge commissions for AC.
Pretty much it goes like this....
Want me to make a badge, give me info on the char, any links for references, do you want the badge to be shaped, square, oval, etc....
I make the badge and we set a place to meet up at in the hotel and exchange =)
Going to charge $10 a badge you will get one like the ones I have posted here in my gallery. Computer colored with line art added BG, characters name, fully laminated and hole punched with tag clip included.
You can pay me at the con or b4 VIA PayPal
Since AC is like a week away...squeeees....I am going to limit the amount I accept
But wait what if you are not going to said con and want one form me.....
In that case they will cost $15 ($5 for shipping and handling)
NONE AC BADGE NOTE: If I can I will send it out b4 AC if I have to many at AC requests all non AC badges will be mailed after the con unless I finish b4 it.
So if you are interested then send me a message VIA FA or through e-mail wolfmax.fur[at]gmail.com
I'd say my limit is 10 At AC badges.
I doubt I am going to get a landslide of request but if I get any I will be happy =)
Thank you and extra thank you if you decide to commission one from me =Þ
No Subject
General | Posted 17 years agoYou Scored as Wolf
You are the Wolf. When you are with someone, your allegience never falters. Your family is very important to you and you will protect that family with all you have, no matter what.
Dog 100%
Wolf 100%
Eagle 92%
Crow 83%
Bull 83%
Bear 83%
Stag 75%
Deer 75%
Dragon 75%
Fox 75%
Ram 75%
Salmon 67%
Horse 67%
Snake 58%
HERE'S THE LINK
POST YOUR RESULTS!
http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/new/tig.....you/index.php#
You are the Wolf. When you are with someone, your allegience never falters. Your family is very important to you and you will protect that family with all you have, no matter what.
Dog 100%
Wolf 100%
Eagle 92%
Crow 83%
Bull 83%
Bear 83%
Stag 75%
Deer 75%
Dragon 75%
Fox 75%
Ram 75%
Salmon 67%
Horse 67%
Snake 58%
HERE'S THE LINK
POST YOUR RESULTS!
http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/new/tig.....you/index.php#
AC here I come....heheheheh I said come
General | Posted 17 years agoWell I am off to AC tomorrow...all pack...and ready to go. Hope to see lots of my Furiends there
A little Q&A
General | Posted 18 years agoDecided to post this after answering it on
AxelWolf04 journal
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Are you a virgin?
5. Are we friends?
6. Do you have a crush on me?
7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
9. Would you walk on the beach with me?
10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
11. Do you talk about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you could change anything about me?
14. If you could ask one question, what would it be?
15. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
16. Where do you live? if US what state?
17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
AxelWolf04 journal1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Are you a virgin?
5. Are we friends?
6. Do you have a crush on me?
7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
9. Would you walk on the beach with me?
10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
11. Do you talk about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you could change anything about me?
14. If you could ask one question, what would it be?
15. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
16. Where do you live? if US what state?
17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
AC Q&A
General | Posted 18 years agonabbed from
wyldsyde
Q: Where will you be?
A: everywhere....
Q: Can I challenge you in super smash brother melee?
A: If I am their...maybe
Q: In the art show?
A: no
Q: How will I spot you?
A: My fursuit is easy
wolf-max
Q: Where are you staying?
A: The Main Hotel "The Westin Convention Center Hotel"
Q: Who will you be with?
A: My good friend
Q: Do you do free art?
A: depends
Q: Do you do trades?
A: if you want...
Q: Do you do commissions?
A: I have not done them in a while...but if you can give a good reason.
Q: Do you have prints/CDs?
A: nope
Q: Do you do badges?
A: never done one
Q: What is your gender?
A: ::Looks down:: Male
Q: How old are you?
A: 25
Q: Are you taken?
A: no I am still here.....
Q: Can I touch you?
A: depends is it like poke touch or the bad touch
Q: Can I talk to you?
A: Sure
Also, this is extremely important:
http://www.pittsburghcitypaper.ws/g.....tent?oid=32443
See you at AC
wyldsydeQ: Where will you be?
A: everywhere....
Q: Can I challenge you in super smash brother melee?
A: If I am their...maybe
Q: In the art show?
A: no
Q: How will I spot you?
A: My fursuit is easy
wolf-maxQ: Where are you staying?
A: The Main Hotel "The Westin Convention Center Hotel"
Q: Who will you be with?
A: My good friend
Q: Do you do free art?
A: depends
Q: Do you do trades?
A: if you want...
Q: Do you do commissions?
A: I have not done them in a while...but if you can give a good reason.
Q: Do you have prints/CDs?
A: nope
Q: Do you do badges?
A: never done one
Q: What is your gender?
A: ::Looks down:: Male
Q: How old are you?
A: 25
Q: Are you taken?
A: no I am still here.....
Q: Can I touch you?
A: depends is it like poke touch or the bad touch
Q: Can I talk to you?
A: Sure
Also, this is extremely important:
http://www.pittsburghcitypaper.ws/g.....tent?oid=32443
See you at AC
AC is just around the corner
General | Posted 18 years agoOkay This is a big milestone for me, not only am I attending AC with my very first fursuit but It will also be my 5th year too :). I remember my friend Obaba dragged to AC in 2003 I was nervous because 1) I really wasn't considering myself as a furry, I drew Werewolves and transformation pics, 2) I had MTV's video in my head and altough it seemed interesting ;) I was scared of how the con would be, and 3) I was afaird of being hated. With all that in my head I drove to the old hotel were AC used to be and signed in shaking but by the end of the con I was happier then ever and I told Obaba that I wanted to go Every year. I was shocked I had alot of friends that were furry too. I never knew I was such a closet Fur :)
Well here it is my 5th AC coming up, each year brings new memeories, friends, and fun. I hope this year is going to be a blast and I hope to see everyone their.
So if you are going let me know and I will keep an eye out.
As always watch the message boards I will have a paper their informing ya'll I am here :)
Jya-ne
Wolf-Max
Well here it is my 5th AC coming up, each year brings new memeories, friends, and fun. I hope this year is going to be a blast and I hope to see everyone their.
So if you are going let me know and I will keep an eye out.
As always watch the message boards I will have a paper their informing ya'll I am here :)
Jya-ne
Wolf-Max
Work overload...life...and stuff
General | Posted 18 years agoOkay well Work is driving me nuts....I design the ads for Yellowbook, however the past 3 weeks they have me doing Disk, which is the most boring job...well close to it.
To give an example Studio (were I work): gets copysheets of ads and builds them useing info on sheet, images from our sever if needed, and templates for ad ad size. Disk: refs out images on disk for artist to use for ad, or slaps the full built ad on a template for an artist to review and send. We do not lookj at copysheet, we count, supply, send and so on. My m,ind is so fried now it is not even funny.
As for Life...eeh okay I guess Lone wolf and all pain aside It's great :)
Still need a new printer/scanner :( but Wal-mart has a pretty fair priced name brand printers/scanners so I should be fine soon. Work owns me...I so feel like I am Living in "Office Space" movie, so I at least get a few good laughs.
My cousin is doing great she is now able to get up and move around.
Got my fursuit...WOOT...props to Noblewolf for his wonderful and excellent work.
Still able to go to Anthrocon, so if you are going ---> look for me furry butt...or else...um....no tacos :)
Jya-ne
Wolf-Max
To give an example Studio (were I work): gets copysheets of ads and builds them useing info on sheet, images from our sever if needed, and templates for ad ad size. Disk: refs out images on disk for artist to use for ad, or slaps the full built ad on a template for an artist to review and send. We do not lookj at copysheet, we count, supply, send and so on. My m,ind is so fried now it is not even funny.
As for Life...eeh okay I guess Lone wolf and all pain aside It's great :)
Still need a new printer/scanner :( but Wal-mart has a pretty fair priced name brand printers/scanners so I should be fine soon. Work owns me...I so feel like I am Living in "Office Space" movie, so I at least get a few good laughs.
My cousin is doing great she is now able to get up and move around.
Got my fursuit...WOOT...props to Noblewolf for his wonderful and excellent work.
Still able to go to Anthrocon, so if you are going ---> look for me furry butt...or else...um....no tacos :)
Jya-ne
Wolf-Max
Update: Life
General | Posted 18 years agoJust Thought I'd upadte my life for all.
Well my cousin is doing better last I heard she is out of ICU and is showing good signs of recovery. thanks everyone who showed support.
Work still owns me mon-fri :( vut I've become more social by joining in their thursday bar night...woot :)
In March my my fav. Aunt (technicaly Great Aunt) passed away, came as a shock to us all. We all thought she'd burry use all before she was burried. She was a tough cookie with a heart of gold. She really treated everyone kindly...unless you told her she was wrong :). She fought cancer 3 times and always said it would never get her and it didn't she died of a heart attack. I am really sadden by this but deep down inside I know that she is in a better place and helping us more then ever. She had no viewing, just a burrial service, which shocked some but not all cause she always said she hated going to viewings. So to my Aunt Viola.
Well my cousin is doing better last I heard she is out of ICU and is showing good signs of recovery. thanks everyone who showed support.
Work still owns me mon-fri :( vut I've become more social by joining in their thursday bar night...woot :)
In March my my fav. Aunt (technicaly Great Aunt) passed away, came as a shock to us all. We all thought she'd burry use all before she was burried. She was a tough cookie with a heart of gold. She really treated everyone kindly...unless you told her she was wrong :). She fought cancer 3 times and always said it would never get her and it didn't she died of a heart attack. I am really sadden by this but deep down inside I know that she is in a better place and helping us more then ever. She had no viewing, just a burrial service, which shocked some but not all cause she always said she hated going to viewings. So to my Aunt Viola.
Sad news
General | Posted 18 years agoThis week is a sad week. My cousin whom I have not seen in over 10 years, do to her crazy mother / my aunt, is in the hospital she is on a respirator do to respiratory problems. She has Ammonia Arde?? (I think that is what my Uncle said) which means her lungs are starting to fail her. The good thing is survivors have fully recovered some with some lung complications do to scaring but all in all healthy, the key is surviving.
My sister felt like not visiting but remembered her anger is towards our aunt and not our cousin. Of course my Aunt had to chime in about faith to my sister (believes my sis is the Anti-Christ)
You see over ten years ago my Aunt started to tell my mom she fears for my sisters soul, then after a year of questioning her own daughter (our other cousin) if my sister is teaching her curse words, about satin & rock and/or Roll. She said yes to her mom but couldn’t remember. Well my Aunt called my mom and said to her that our father whom pasted away will be ashamed of my sis for she is evil and has cursed her immortal soul to the devil. After hours of yelling my aunt’s daughter said she might have been mistaken and it wasn’t my sister, but my Aunt made her mind and told my mom no amount of praying will save her. And that is the last we spoke to her. My mom still kept in touch her brother but not his wife.
When I heard the news I called out of work and my mom, sister and I went down to see her. It was such a sin seeing my cousin hooked up to so many devices. I have never seen my aunt in such distress. I talked with my uncle for a bit catching up and finding out what happened.
It is a sin, my cousin whole life she has been sick, as a baby she got colds left and right, then gets limes, then find out she has a growth problem and needs growth hormone shots yearly, then gets limes again and now this. She is only 16 which actually improves her chance of survival but she isn’t out of the rough waters yet.
I hate that this is my first journal entry but I guess I have to start somewhere right.
My Cousin Justine is in my prayers and hope she gets better.
My sister felt like not visiting but remembered her anger is towards our aunt and not our cousin. Of course my Aunt had to chime in about faith to my sister (believes my sis is the Anti-Christ)
You see over ten years ago my Aunt started to tell my mom she fears for my sisters soul, then after a year of questioning her own daughter (our other cousin) if my sister is teaching her curse words, about satin & rock and/or Roll. She said yes to her mom but couldn’t remember. Well my Aunt called my mom and said to her that our father whom pasted away will be ashamed of my sis for she is evil and has cursed her immortal soul to the devil. After hours of yelling my aunt’s daughter said she might have been mistaken and it wasn’t my sister, but my Aunt made her mind and told my mom no amount of praying will save her. And that is the last we spoke to her. My mom still kept in touch her brother but not his wife.
When I heard the news I called out of work and my mom, sister and I went down to see her. It was such a sin seeing my cousin hooked up to so many devices. I have never seen my aunt in such distress. I talked with my uncle for a bit catching up and finding out what happened.
It is a sin, my cousin whole life she has been sick, as a baby she got colds left and right, then gets limes, then find out she has a growth problem and needs growth hormone shots yearly, then gets limes again and now this. She is only 16 which actually improves her chance of survival but she isn’t out of the rough waters yet.
I hate that this is my first journal entry but I guess I have to start somewhere right.
My Cousin Justine is in my prayers and hope she gets better.
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