Life has been nuts, so many things going on in every month keeping me up on my feet @_@
I'm finally able to jog rather well thanks to physical therapy, woohoo :D
Enjoying life a little more now ^_^
Costumes are coming along and cons and trips have been planed out always exciting :P

So anyway there is this new song out by Taylor Swift that I seriously relate to, check it out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usD8xNL6thc

I am open for 3 slot.
Each slot consists of 3 full traditional colored drawing of your characters for $20 and mailed right to you!

So who wants to take up this offer? Send me a note :D


#1.  PalominoPony
#2.  Fraiva
#3.

Paul Walden the man responsible for mutilating my leg, killing my 4 dogs and boyfriend Elden has been sentenced 25 years-to life in prison!!!

With no bail or parole

I am happy it's all over now and that he got the max for what he had done, but that will never change our broken hearts. Although knowing he is going to be locked away that long unable to harm others the same way is comforting in its own way.
It also makes me happy knowing he really hates prison and he gets to spend most of his remaining life in there






Here is a news clip

http://www.news10.net/story/news/lo.....ence/10457431/


I hope EVERYONE affected by this tragedy the best
ALL OF YOU have been so wonderful and sportive through all of this and I want you to all know I really appreciate it and it help me got through these hard times ^_^

GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY on all charges!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The man that killed my 4 dogs and Hari has been charged guilty on all accounts, I'm so happy about this, justice for all of us, and that man will be locked away for a very long time unable to kill other inocident loved ones again!!!!


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Soon the trial to sentence the man who killed my 4 dogs and boyfriend will be over.
I did really well on the stand, managed to hold most of the tears back in order to speak, others in the crowd cried for me. Kiry was there to help me out and stay calm, she is such a good service dog, she not only helped me but my friends and family that day too.

The trial going on has brought back so much hurt.
Loosing my 4 four girls like that in the hit an run and all at once was really hard on me, they where my passion, my everyday dedication, my fur kids. Winry the red with no tail was my soul dog and service dog. And then when my love Hari too passed away my already broken heart crumbled, he was my hope, all I had left. But he hated it when ever I was upset and only wanted my happiness so I pulled my self together, but it's hard some days, I miss them all so much, its not right that such young lives got cut short do to another man's poor choices in life. It took me 9months to walk again, took even longer to walk right, and even longer to jog again. My sprite is like my favorite breed the ACD, kick me down, I'm just going to get right back up and keep on going no mater how hard it is.
I'll never give up

All the support from all of you wonderful people has really helped too, Thank You every one of you :)


~I'll update when we know what he gets for what he has done~

PS, sorry to all my trades and commission, I finally got to work and then court got sprung up on me so everything came to a halt

~~~~~~~~~~~~~UPDATE ~~~~~

GUILTY GUILTY GUILTY on all charges!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The man that killed my 4 dogs and Hari has been charged guilty on all accounts, just got back from the court house, I'm so happy about this, justice for all of us, and that man will be locked away for a very long time unable to kill other inocident loved ones again!!!!

To the day I go to court to testify to the tragedy that changed my life and many others a year and a half ago.
The date is set and the clock is ticking...
It's going to happen now, starts next week and I'm first on the stand......

Anxiety spiking, doing my best to stay strong

This was the con's 2nd year and my 2nd year of going. So many others showed up to this con compared to last year, and they loved it, some of those people where my friends, from a couple of my friends it was their first furry con and they totally loved it. <3

We managed to get 6 of your Candy K9s out with their Crayons for the parade :D

I also did something crazy, I entered in the dance comp in my Unicorn quadsuit!
Went up dancing to Gangnam style, I was told I was so different from the others that I could not be judged with them, so I went up as my own thing, I find it cool that my suit and dance moves to be so different from the norm that I can't be judged against the other suiters :D
Needless to say I think I made history as the first quad suit to go in a dance comp.
I achieved my goal and made the viewers happy ^_^

VIDEOS!!!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=330qo_U94SE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=330qo_U94SE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=330qo_U94SE
2ND
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xi8.....ature=youtu.be
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xi8.....ature=youtu.be
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xi8.....ature=youtu.be

I want couples art made of my mate & I, but can't afford shit, but I can do a trade by making tails.
I'm willing to make a tail of equal value to the art pieces

Who is in interested in doing this art trade with me?
Hoping to get one set in place before V-bay

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FurCon 2014 was a blast!
I was on the go constantly!
Got to see my friends and when I found  ino89777 I thought I was going to snap her in half with my almighty hug
It was my man's B-Day so we had a party all weekend, I had a Pink Mikes hard lemonade and liked it, my first drink of the sort ever, I feel like a big girl now lol ^_^
Kiry did so much better this time, this was her 2nd time going to FC. Last year she was only 6months old and did not want to potty at all, just so much to look at and stuff a guess, well this time she went on every command, yay, she handled her self very well, Kiry loves people lol sometimes I think a little too much as she always goes for the face slobbering them, and she even learned how to push handicap door buttons for me on this trip
On the last night I decided to romp around in my unicorn quad and was really going all out in her woohoo, I must say she is still the most loved out of all my suit, I mean come on who does not love unicorns right?


FC 2014 was a good one I must say I miss my friends already though

SacAnime is just around the corner at this point then is fallowed by FurCon.
I'm going to be quading my heart out as much as I can, I feel as though many people don't get the chance to see them in person, so I'm going to do it more until my hands rot off.
So if you are going to these cons and you see a Unicorn, Arcanine, or a Epona quad suit it's most likely me :)

I also can't wait to see all my friends again :-D , but most of all this homie of mine  ino89777

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~Song time~

This new song right here has me and is my theme song at the moment:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e9SeJIgWRPk

Needless to say I have BIG plans using this song, so stand by it will up on YouTube some time next year

I'm an avid quadsuiter, love quading so much, it's hard on my hands, but other than that what a thrill. I know and seen other quaders, everyone seems to move in their own ways. I've watched so many quadsuit vids including ones I'm in.

After watching so many quadsuit videos and then going back to ones I'm in a thought pops in my head, " How do I move so effortless in them and make them seem light as a feather?"
Has anyone easel notice this or am I just being too big headed of my skills?

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Such an exciting month!
The season changing is all around me making me hyperdyper spazz out and some trips are making me do the same as well this month :D

First is the ACDCA Nationals, there will be hundreds of my favorite breed and competitions as well, I've been looking forward for a long time to get to do this show again ever since my first time at the 2010 ACDCA Nationals. This show moves sate to state each year and we are lucky to have it back in CA. :)
This will be my first time driving for so long and so far from home, gots me a little worried but all should go ok. . . . I just hope a few certain people respect my space and leave me be.

There are some other little things here and there that are going to be fun before our next big trip the FANTASY FAIR :D
For the past few years I have been going with the rest of the BeastCub crew and make so many people happy with my unicorn quadsuit. It's a cool little fair in a nice little town in Sonora CA, we are like entertainment staff there ain't that cool ^_^




:D 8D =D

I hate and love this month for many reasons, 4th of July is a fun day that i like and enjoy... but the tragic death of my first cattle dog happened in this month 9years ago... but then that same year in that same month I got Winry as a pup... but it's also the month when my 4 dogs where hit and killed. This is the month when my two new dogs where born Kiry & Navi... but it is also the month when my life changed forever, the month when Hari died.

I have a lot of conflicting emotions, I already broke down once this month, i am trying my best not to let it get to me again, but it is hard

So the other day I went over to my beloved Hari/Elden's facebook page to see if anyone has left any nice comments for him only to find out I have been removed and blocked on his facebook, who and why the hell would someone do that?!?
:'(
Why would his family do that, only they have access to his facebook

I love how Furaffinity locks deceased loved one's accounts so no one can mess with them, and undo what they decided to post, fav, watch, and write while they were alive.

I have back to back things every weekend this month, being dog shows or other activities that involve the costumes, not to mention physical therapy appointments and other life's needs.
I'm able to move faster, but surprise surprise my leg is putting up a fight and is still holding me back.

Been fighting my own demons and inner pain that I will forever carry with me, I keep myself happy and busy, helps a lot

Not to mention i have a wonderful helpful man in my life, my love  super.nova who helps me when ever he can and has stuck by my side on my darkest days and despite all the shit thrown at him, love him to bits x)

I had a wonderful Valentines day, day full of fun and saw an awesome movie with the people i x3


It looks like my life is finally moving forward to a fun and awesome future.


Walking is getting better but still having a lot of problems with my ankle on the bad leg, and still can't jog/run, but i'm getting there.


My two pups are growing up and are such little joys to have around, i have one on ether side of me as i speak
Not mention that they are beautiful ACDs too


We have a handful of amazing costumes we plan to make this year ;)

Along with a bunch of fun events planed as wall :D






On a side note i've now have had a hand full of trolling happen to me over the months after the horrific event that happened in my life, why do people think it's cool to troll me over the awful thing that happened to me?! >:(
All the trollers have been taken care of but still people make me sick.
I've been put through hell, every step of the way i've been challenged and still to this day.
I'm tempted to put up a list of all the bullshit i've been through, it's unbelievable

I CAN WALK AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!





Finally after 6 months of pain, the Doc gave me the green light to walk on it all i want.

Lol, now the trick is getting it to work right, my leg is never going to be the same and was close to being torn off so it's always going to have problems, but hey what whatevs right.


Time to keep holding my chin high and marching forward (like a limping zombie xD)

{UPDATE}
heading to day four of walking, going good considering, but my ankle on that side is hurting and is not ok still after 6 months, it too took a real nasty beating, right now it is holding me back

Very VERY soon i get xrays and we will then know if the bone graft surgery worked or not.





That surgery was so very painful i hope to god it worked, I'm sick of being on crutches.





I'm frankly rather scared what the xrays may bring, all the other xrays i had after being hit always showed little to no bone healing :(

Has turned into my theme song for this year :Y


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZCV2OMVVJQ

and this one

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0BWlvnBmIE






So yeah :D
catch my breath

AWESOME!!!
We managed to pull off the big gathering for the parade with my candy k9s, i partied as hard as one can party with a broken leg and danced, went to watch  ino89777 quadsuit panel, that went really well considering some technical difficulties, watched the dance off, got to say hi and meet up with many great people and hang out x3
I think was my most crazy furcon yet and i didn't even qaudsuit this year an still crazy XD




Now we have some crazy shit planed for next year so stay tuned for what to come :D

I will be at FurCon this year and going to try my hardest as always to have a fun time despite my painful permanently disfigured leg, that my Doc. still dose not want me to walk on.



I'll be in my purple Akita Wolf mix fursuit Keana. So if you see her that's me :)


So tell me y'all who are going ? :D Cus i would like to meet new people :3

Well here i come Sac-Anime, i'll try an enjoy you to the best of my abilities, a little down that i can't be rock'n in my Arcanine or Epona still, Epona has never gotten a chance to go to a Sac-Anime yet even, i'm sure everyone including us still miss Hari, but he would want everyone to have a great time and not be sad, so no crying HE HATES IT WHEN WE ARE SAD, PARTY HARD LIKE HE WOULD!!! :D


And on a even better note i have a boy friend He was my high school sweetheart.
He is a great guy who has been there for me through all of these hard time

2012 you can't be over soon enough, i never want to relive you.
Far too much pain and heartache.
But somehow i have found the strength to move on and find happiness in these darkest times of my life

I think i would like a few new cute/ or moving icons, who knows of some and if they are open for commission?


artists that make icons, looking for one that move too like a wagging tail




please help thank you :)

It is officially the beginning of fall here at my house, we sit right under the migratory flight path of Sandhill cranes, the sounds of their calls and their hug flocks flying over is our home is a yearly tradition that signals to us that the season has arrived


http://www.squidoo.com/snadhillcrane