Its hard letting someone go, especially without closure. But I hoped things would be better by now.. I dream about him every night and think of him at least once a day. When does this start getting easier?

Heading to Atlanta in less than 3 days for FWA! :D I'm so excited. Any of you derps gonna be there?

Where are you staying?
The Con hotel!

What day are you getting there? How long are you going?
30th to 4th.

How are you traveling?
Driving up with  dakattack <3

Who will you be rooming with?
 dakattack :3

How is the best way to find you? Where will you be most of the time during the day/s? If I see you, how should I get your attention?
I'll be like, everywhere so just wave or yell at me or something.

Do you have an artist table?
Nope, I don't draw.

What do you look like? What is your gender?
I'm a guy, if you wanna know what I look like just look through my scraps for my old profile ID's

Are you nice?
To most, unless you give me a reason not to be!

Will you be suiting?
Probably, I'll be using a friends suit though!

Do you do free art? Do you do trades?
I don't draw. :P

Do you do badges?
See above

Can I talk to you?
Sure. I may be distracted though

Can I touch you?
Hugs are fine, other than that, not really.

Can I visit your room?
Proooobably not!

Can I buy you drinks?
Who says no to free alcohol?

Can I give you stuff?
Eh, maybe?

Can I take your picture?
Sure. Just try to credit me if you can.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, yes. Snuggles, no.

Will you be going to parties?
For sure!

Will you be performing?
I might sit in the lobby with my guitar if I bring it.

What/where will you be eating?
No idea! food probably!

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Maybe, if I get to know you.

Can I look in your sketchbook?
Don't have one!

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I don't have one! :P

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
No real goals besides spending time with my wonderful boyfriend and meeting some new people!

See ya there :)

Things are looking up, I met the wonderful  dakattack and things just kinda fell into place. He's so absolutely perfect <3 Besides that I just got my motorcycle endorsement so I'm now mobile and such. Now if only I can find a half-decent job.

Soooo I'm really terrible at looking for artists when I want something specific. If anyone happens to know an artist that'll do a page of colored sketched for me at like $25-$30 for the entire page please let me know. I'm looking to get some cute stuff of me and my mate to use as stickers for telegram.

I know I already did one before but I felt like re-doing it.

Name: Real name: Alex, Fur name: Damien

Pronouns: He

Where are you staying?
con hotel

What day are you getting there?
Eaaaarly thursday

How are you traveling?
Driving with  coal-the-wolf and  alessacalogeraleviathan

Who will you be rooming with?
 kiris  sabertoofkitty  kiriyama1084 and possibly one other whom I don't know the FA of.

How is the best way to find you?
Uhmmmmmmm Just look for this derp
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16279928/

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Maybe, I'm not sure.

Will you be suiting?
Sadly no, no suit yet.

Do you do free art?
I do not art.

Do you do trades?
See above

Do you do badges?
SEE ABOVE

How tall are you?
5'6"

Can I talk to you?
Of course

Can I touch you?
Ask first but I probably won't say no to hugs.

Can I visit your room?
Nope.

Can I buy you drinks?
Sure, who says no to free alcohol?

Can I give you stuff?
Again, who would say no to this?

Are you nice?
Yep, unless you're a dick to me anyway.

How long are you going?
Thurs-Mon

Do you have an artist table?
Narp, I don't art

Will you be going to parties?
Maybe, if I can find any or get invited to any.

Will you be performing?
If playing guitar in random areas counts, then yeah

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Just say hi. It's easy enough.

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Not sure honestly, it all depends.

What/where will you be eating?
Also not sure. Probably cheap food

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Maybe. It depends on how well I know you and such.

Can I look in your sketchbook?
Don't have one

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Don't have a sketch book @_@

Can I take your picture?
Sure, so long as you get my info and link me/PM it to me when it's posted.

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Get drunk and make out with  ashene

My mic is broken so I won't be able to record anything until I buy a new one. :c

So yeah, after being at FWA. I've fallen absolutely in love with fursuits and want to attempt to make my own before Megaplex. A friend of mine is going to help me out and we're going to attempt to make a couple of both of us! I'm so excited and I really hope this will work out!

Just got back from Atlanta late last night. FWA was a blast, definitely an amazing first con experience! I met some wonderful furs and got a little too drunk. But it was a hoot and I can't wait for next year! :3

Where are you staying?
The con hotel

What day are you getting there?
Thursday


Who will you be rooming with?
 kiris  domieawesome and a third person I don't know the FA of. :P

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Plenty of people, the people I'm rooming with and a ton of my friends.

Will you be suiting?
Sadly, no. I don't have one yet.

Do you do free art?
I don't draw, so no.


What is your gender?
I'm a dude, bro.

How tall are you?
5'6"

Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
Single for now, not really looking.

Can I talk to you?
Sure, why not?

Can i touch you?
Hugs are fine but I don't really get touchy-feely with anyone I don't know

How can I find you?
I guess you'll just have to look for me? There's me ==> (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16021667/)


Can I visit your room?
Probably not.

Can I buy you drinks?
Sure? As long as you don't drug me. xD

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs, yes. Snuggles, probably not.

Are you nice?
Yes, unless you give me a reason not to be.

Do you have an artist table?
Nah, I can't draw at all.


Will you be going to parties?
Dunno.


Will you be performing?
No, but I might bring a guitar to play randomly


If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Walk up to me and say Hi



What/where will you be eating?
Dunno! :P


Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Maybe, if I like you well enough and get to know you a bit.


Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I don't have one but I'd love random drawings.


Can I take your picture?
Sure, as long as you ask me first and as long as I know where you're posting it. Note it to me if on FA.


What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Well, this is my first con. So I guess just to have a good time? :D

I randomly wrote some lyrics today, it's incomplete and I'll probably never write music for it or anything but I figured I'd post it somewhere at least.

You feel that distance growing, it's all starting to fade
It's all your doing, the mistakes and choices you made.
Might as well forget it, go ahead and fade into black
You were out there in the world, now it seems you're going back.

Into yourself again, you've got to place to call your own.
Into yourself again, this is your only real home.
And now you're tired of trying, and getting yourself hurt.
Maybe this is just how it works.

I'm attending FWA this year! I'm so excited! This will be my first fur con and I'm going with a bunch of wonderful people! :3 Wooooo

About to try and make some serious changes in my life, I'm tired of pushing people away and always feeling so depressed and negative.

I haven't written a journal since before I left so I might as well. I've finally settled in and stuff at my dad's. Things are kind of shitty at the moment but that's my own fault for being an idiot. I've been kinda drinking myself to sleep the last couple of days but I'm doing better about that now. I'm really confused about a lot of things in my life, mostly my sexuality and what I want to do in life. I have some really great friends but I don't really feel like I deserve them, I'm a pretty shitty friend at times and I have a tendency to alienate people. I had all these hopes for when I moved here and I feel like I've ruined them all. I'm so tired of fucking up all the time.

On the positive side I've been looking at school, I'm still not entirely sure what I want to take but forensics seems like a pretty interesting option. I just need to try and think positive, but that's really hard for me when I'm feeling down. Sorry for the depressing journal but sometimes I just need to write things out to feel a bit better.

Tomorrow I'll be moving down to Florida! I've been planning this for a bit, I have a lot of family and made a few friends down there so it will be a great new chapter in my life. Here's to the future!

so I made an account over on Weasyl, just trying to reach out and get more listeners that don't come to FA. I'll still be uploading my stuff here and whatnot. Nothing extra will be going on there but I'll link it regardless.

https://www.weasyl.com/~damiensings

Hello everyone! I just wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas, or whatever holiday you celebrate! (Or don't)