1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
There's a number of them. Even those who I considered "non-sexable" in the past, Ive developed a curious wonder of how fun it'll be to get them in between the sheets

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
I like my SECKS in the night with dim lighting. Helps me sleep better and get a load off my shoulders...and back...and fur :/

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
If you're standing and facing our bed, I sleep on the right side. Closest to where I can reach the lube, cockrings, poppers, phone/tablet
(for watching porn with the mate) and other misc. sex items :)

4. Do you masturbate?
Why yes! Myself and others.
5. How often? Lately?
about once a day or every other day. I choked the chicken this morning!

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
Nope, but does a massage count? If so, I declined and wanted a happy ending instead ;)

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers! Enough room for 2+ high pressure and high water heat = McSteamy moments

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Yeup! Both. I prefer the shower though, since you can always lean up against walls for making out and getting pounded

9. Do you watch/read pornography? With other people?
I definitely watch a lot of Xtube and I occasionally read yiff stories with dominance and tentacle rape involved lol I like watching porn with my stud cause it turns me on to see him turn on. Full circle baby ;)

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Aggressive! I like being told what to do to make the other moan and smile a deviously large grin

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
YEUP! Quite enough to a point to where it slowly seeps out of my nose :/

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
not all of them but I would like to! Its never too late to meet new friends!

13. Would you choose love or money?
I will quote my mate on this one "Money, cuz I gotz all the love I could ever want"

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?

Nipple play
candle wax
does using poppers count? if so, THAT!

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
I cant think of anyone or anything that crossed the line. When I tried things that really wasn't part of my comfort zone, some things I turned out to like and some I turned out to never try again.

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
In the forest

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
Public hot tub place

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
yeup

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
yeup...bad things happen there

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
I worked at a bar once but ironically enough, never used it to 'get' sex

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
Nope

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
yeah, my mate was picking me up from work :)

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Too many to count lol

24. What's your sexual preference?
Male(s)

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Nope, pawing off has happened though ( I know it doesnt count lol)

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Nope

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Nope

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Use to work FOR an adult store

29. Bought something from an adult store?
poppers mainly

30. Do you own any sex toys?
YEUP.

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
2 zeta creation toys, anal beads, a prostate massage toy, and a couple of cock rings

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
theres a number of photos im sure and there is only 1 vid where Im doing stuff (that I know of lol)

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
One of my dates long ago. I had accidentally called him the name of the previous guy I was seeing and I was like... 'whoops'...

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
nah, not enough stimulation for me

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
yeup. Its just as sticky cybering as it is in real life lol

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
nope. Penetration of the mouth is different than the ass or vag in my opinion

37. What's your favorite sexual position?

Doggy-style
Cowboy and Reverse
Horizontal mambo

38. What's your favorite sex act?
edging blowjobs/handjobs

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
yeup

40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
Those who aren't ashamed to share their knotty sides ;)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4317459/

 werethrope is having an art raffle!

come join the palooza, who knows, you might come out a winner!

Before I go to bed, I figured I'd steal this from  snoww and get it done lol

here goes...

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1. A selection of television programs you do not care for.
I RARELY ever watch TV and when I do, its usually on the food network cause my fatass sure loves food

2. A selection of musical artists you do not care for.
Jay-Z, Tim McGraw, and Rammstein

3. A selection of celebrities you couldn't care less about.
'The Rock', Shaq, Will Ferrell

4. A hobby you “don’t get”.
cat-collecting. I mean, if you have like...6 cats...why have 20 more, ya know?...

5. A habit you find disgusting.
anything that has to do with shooting yourself up with needles

6. Something in school you really liked doing that everyone else bitched over.
Chemistry class

7. Your favorite household chore.
sweeping

8. Popular video games that make you go “meh”.
Halo series, Wow, SecondLife, CoD, and Sims

9. PC or MAC?
PC for Fun. Macs for the 'Dress to impress' moments

10. A sport you don’t like, for whatever reason.
Sepak Tekraw (Volleyball with your feet)...fuckin ninjas...

11. A sport you really like, for whatever reason.
dodgeball. Whether you're dodging or waiting to peg that poor SOB, someone always comes out content but there is only one left standing...

12. Television programs you love but have gotten shit for liking.
Grey's Anatomy lol thats about it

13. Musical artists you love but have gotten shit for liking.
I would have to say its a tie between Adele (early years) and Sara Bareillas

14. A hobby you have/find interesting that other people bother you over/make fun of.
My photography, mainly due to Asian stereotypes of having my camera around my neck lol

15. A habit you have that other people bug you over.
concealing a boner?...in public?...

16. Something in school you hated doing and it felt like everyone else loved.
Anything math or history related....ugh....

17. The household chore that makes you want to shoot your own face off.
dusting. no matter how far I get, those little spectacle bastards keep on coming back >:[

18. A selection of video games that you enjoy that perhaps you really shouldn't.
anything zombie related I guess. I get carried away and start really messing around with them in horrible ways

19. A celebrity crush that maybe even you don’t understand.
I get man-boners for Haley Barry, Keira Knightley, and Michelle Rodriguez

20. Free rant on whatever grinds your gears at the moment.
idk...Jews, the healthcare system, and our national debt. There lol
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TA-DAA! done and out *insert static noise here*.....

Thanks to  silverlonewolf I was tagged and thus here are my answers for my stuffs
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) Kota
2) TJ
3) Ta-Kun

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1) Kota wolfrunner
2) Courer de loup
3) tamachancan

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) Wisdom for open minded conversations to help better another person or people in their life
2) Having 'the eye' and seeing things in a different, artful, perspective that isnt normally seen
3) being a tease

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) I console myself with alcohol during times of stress and depression.
2) I'm too hard on myself
3) my mind is my own worst enemy at times

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) abandonment
2) instability
3) The loss of friends/relationships

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) Tea
2) coffee
3) music

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1) My skulldog Tshirt (back n teal)
2) red gym shorts
3) free ballin'

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS:
1) Sara Bareilles
2) Breathe Carolina
3) Say Anything

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1) Sweet as whole - Sara Bareilles
2) Reaching for the floor - Breathe Carolina
3) Burn a miracle - Say Anything

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1) Hosting my first campout (where I prepare and drive everything myself)
2) Snowboarding
3) Ride the wave

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1) Someone who can stand tall without needing to be babysat
2) Communication
3) whole-heart acceptance


TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE IN NO ORDER
1) Matsi has BIG head
2) I was never caught masturbating
3) Candle-wax play is hot


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) Short hair is f*ckin sexy!
2) She is real active in sports
3) If her body matches her drink, she's a winner ;)

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1) Give up Matsi
2) purposely hurt my lover
3) Give up photography

THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1) be a comforting friend
2) talk about video games for hours
3) BELCH extremely loudly

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) Photography
2) video Games (RPG's and fighting)
3) Poi

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1) Kick my boss's teeth in
2) rob a bank
3) Chug a big bottle of Eye of the Hawk

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1) Registered Veterinary Techinician
2) Engineering and design
3) Veterinarian Pathologist

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1) Humboldt County
2) Denevr CO
3) Seattle WA

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1) Destiny
2) Jordan
3) Brat

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) Save lives
2) Come out with a medical breakthrough that will save more lives
3) Howl with a wolf pack

He's a keeper when even in your darkest of days or even in your hours of feeling stressed and lost, he puts a smile on your face. <3

Its been a while..a long while since I had posted my last personal journal. Ive had a lot gone through my mind the last couple months and with time to think, I think I have a pretty good grasp of what to say with sounding like a retard lol

I will say that change is a scary thing. Venturing into the unknown, travelling a new road that hasnt been walked before, and taking a chance into something upon belief and hope. In the past through my experiences Ive always been the type to make changes. Most of the time, radical ones. Now that a new change is soon to come, My mate and I will be making new changes to move to CA very very soon!

Im gonna be completely honest, I am excited! I cant believe that my amazing mate had wanted to make this next step and of all radical changes, he wants to see a whole new place that he swore that he would never go to. Back to familiar grounds for Matsi and I, but he wants to see and meet those who are important in my life. He wishes to show his valor, respect, and love to my 'family' and show them that he is the right person for me. In my eyes, that is a major green flag! :D

In the other side of that spectrum, as excited as I am, I'm also terrified. What makes this change so hard for me is that I'm afraid CA will be something he cant adjust to, or it would be too hard, or it wouldnt be enough, or SOMETHING...What makes this change harder is that someone else, someone who I know is very involved in my life greatly, someone who I love, is doing something this daring. In my mind, I know I cant paint this piture of perfection, but at the same time, I dont want my mate running away because of how extreme this change can be for him and his woof.

This fear stems from a very typical furry situation I know most of us have all seen at some point or another. Said Furry A meets said Furry B. They talk, they chat, they like each other, they fall in love and from one thing to another, they meet, they move in with each other...and thats when things start to turn bad. Compatibility starts to falter under everyday-exposure to new partner and then LIFE kicks in and boots them upside-the head and wakes them up thinking that it really wasnt meant to be for the both of them. I will admit, I had participated in this kind of scenario twice now and the damage it has done to my heart and emotions had turned me into this walking breathing stained-glass body thats slowly putting the pieces back to bring the picture whole. During my time here in MO, during the time of repairing myself, during the time I thought that I would of been too scared to trust someone that deeply... things had changed

Here I am 2 years later not only loving again but feeling that my heart has grown stronger through his support, his care, and ultimately his love. With as much as we had grown together, fought against each other, and talked with each other to pass through the hoops that life has thrown against us, here we are again to make another step forward in our lives. I had taken the risk to try and make it out here in MO and I (think) I can say I did a pretty good job here. I held my first job here throughout the entire 2 years I've been here, while even holding a second job as well for a good portion of time, I made a lot of friends (some good close ones too) and even got the respect and love from Eynki's mother and grandmother while they were here in MO. I feel that I left a pretty good footprint here in MO and now its time to keep the tracks goin...

I fear that through this change, through us moving to CA together, I fear that things will turn bad like most furry situations do, but when I look back and see what Eynki has done for Matsi and I it gets me all teary eyed... Seeing how much opened-armed support, warmth, and love I had been blessed with the past 2 years helped me see that theres hope in this. I feel that we're not like the stereotypical furry-couple who brings a U-Haul on the first date lol As much as Eynki has been a totem of strength, wisdom, knowledge, and what family is... I want him to know that I love him so much and I will try my best to make CA as wonderful as possible. Through our good times, and the bad. The confusing, and the awesome. Our high and our low's... I want to be part of it every step of the way...no matter how much I'm excited for this or how scared I am. I know I'm ready to walk this road with him by my side.

So my best friend  Illusive_raven 's cousin whose been a forever music lover and is in need of your guys' help. In the words of my best friend, this is whats going on:

~~~"My cousin Jeff Jones, a local bay area musician whose small time fame goes all the way back to the 70's, has lived with Multiple Sclerosis his entire life and it has always been a struggle while he gradually got worst. In the past few years his trembling became unbearable to the point when he could no longer pick up a guitar and play, set his fingers on a piano, and even speak well enough to sing.

Much to everyone's surprise, after a particularly hard visit to the doctor, he was given even worst news. On top of his already debilitating MS, he was then diagnosed with Parkinson's Disease. His only hope for some salvation is a particularly risky brain operation so we, his family, are holding a benefit for him.

All of the information can be found here on facebook: http://www.facebook.com/events/397525313634844/

As well as here: http://www.jeffjonesbenefit.com/

And all donations can be made here: https://www.everribbon.com/ribbon/view/7912

Every little bit helps, and all are invited to help us raise the $20,000 for this operation."~~~

Spreading the word or even donating helps every little bit to help cousin-Jeffs chances of success, so even if you cant donate, please spread the word for this loving family member and for the help of my best friend  illusive_raven!!!

FUR CEREALZ!

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***This is a promo journal***

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http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3529529/

Okay so here's the scenario:

my mate and I just recently got our latest project BLuE done and as of right now, the tower resides in our living room connected to his 42-inch 720p TV. I have done some photo editing on it so far and color/contrast/display capabilities seem really really good for it. Off the side, I had just recently sold my samsung 24inch monitor with full-on 1920x1080p display which was great for photo editing but now that I sold it, I was curious on what to do with the money as far as display and my photography goes.

Part of me wants to use the money towards an even better samsung monitor ( the SAMSUNG B350 Series S27B350H to be exact: http://www.newegg.com/Product/Produ.....2E16824001551)

and the other part of me wants to use it to get an ipad2 which has an amazing display for pictures which I can showoff at home or on the go to people, it has photo editing software on there I can utilize whenever I want to and its easy to use, and my canon RAW files can be easily identified by it.

One side of me says that the samsung monitor would be great for photo edits and games but E's TV does a great job as is for that and in the future, he's gonna get it upgraded anyway to something thats 1080p and 120Hz anyways. Another side of me says that I wont even use the new samsung monitor that often anyways cause I only edit photos once in a great while so in my mind, it would just sit in my room and collect dust (which makes me sad :/)

With the ipad2 I still have photo editing capable in my hands, great display, convenient to carry around AND its still capable of doing other tablet-esque things while the samsung monitor would be there and used once in a while to look pretty lol

I know this sounds like a no-brainer sided battle, but maybe there's something I'm overlooking. I know you photographers would have some good insight for me to speculate on so I ask, which way should I go? the samsung 27inch spiffy monitor? or the easy and versatile ipad2 (I know theres a major price dif between the two, but I can get an ipad2 for a good price with my connections) what do y'all think?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3439333/

here's to hoping!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=NMpe7GNGY6A#!

coming to an empty home thing is getting real sad, real old, really fast :/

goodnight

I'd blast my brains out so I'd unleash all my personas out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YN5gMe3tqbM&feature=related

ever feel like you're losing the fight against yourself? I sure do.

I just recently signed up over to instacanv.as and to help get my page going, I need your guys' help!
All you would need to do is go to instacanv.as/kotawolfrunner and request for my gallery and thats it!

Stolen from  simmaritimus cause I know I'm not as mean as him. (Or funny)
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[X] I think I'm gonna have a high score on this.
[] I don't talk to one or both of my parents that much.
[x] I have said horrible things to someone's face.
[x] I give people disgusting looks.
[x] I've been known to have an attitude.
Total: 4

[] I took heads off dolls or action figures when I was little.
[X] I have destroyed something valuable on purpose.
[x] Most people are stupid.
[x] I have thrown temper tantrums.
Total so far: 7

[x] I get mad easily.
[ ] I have no clue when I'm doing it.
[] Sometimes I order people around.
[x] I've argued with a teacher.
Total so far: 9

[ ] I could honestly care less about school.
[x] I love messing with other people's heads.
[X] I've been told I'm conceited.
[x] I joke around.
[X] I yell daily.
Total so far: 13

[X] I seem to always be in an argument with someone.
[ ] I don't like smiling but do anyways.
[] I know at least 3 people I would like to kick the shit out of.
[ ] I love prank calling people.
[ ] I hate a lot of people.
[X] I say bad words often
Total so far: 15

[x] I get annoyed very easily.
[x] I think some people are just flat out immature.
[X] I always have to get the last word.
Total: 18

GRAND TOTAL: 18

ADD UP ALL THE X's AND MULTIPLY BY 4, THEN
REPOST THIS AS I'M __% MEAN

So my recent new obsession has been ALL Instagram! I have been a fan of it for a long time but it sucked hardcore that it was only Apple exclusive, BUT ONLY UNTIL RECENTLY did the app come out for android and now everyone is jumping on the bandwagon. For those who are interested in photography and would like some intro-practice to the hobby. Getting use to shooting with your phone and using the filters in the app will help add some spice to your shots. Learn composition, rule of thirds, contrast, subject control, and other artsy fartsy stuffs!

If any of you other furs have an account and are pretty active in the instagram world, I would like to share my username with ya:

kotawolfrunner

I like to see and share my 'view' of the world along with others, and who knows, maybe I'll see something new and different thanks to your perception too.

Have fun and keep shooting y'all...

...no homo....


kota signing out...

*insert static noise here*

*stretches* ~prepare for semi-rant update info something here...~

wow, a lot of time has yet again since my last updated journal here on FA and I honestly dont know where to begin but this is the major info that is going on.

For the past couple weeks and maybe even couple months, there have been changes here and there ever since we started living here in St. Louis that started out real rough and rocky that turned better and better as time went on. E has been working extremely hard for his promotion and as life would have in store for him, he will be taking his promotion tests really soon and he will actually be getting his own store much FASTER than anyone else in his area ever before (record breaking even) so within the next 6-8 months, he will actually have his own store that he's been working hard for.

On my side, I've been working both Petco and Bad Dog Bar and Grill in St. Louis to help out both businesses and also help my wallet at the same time. Only recently, the past 2 weeks or so, with the summer weather finally rolling in, I hope that the chance of actually scoring a better job comes in and I can better my wallet and mental state when it comes to finances. Bills are paid, dogs have food, I have a roof over my head with my mate, we have food to eat (whether going out or in the fridge), and as fine as that is, It doesnt leave me with much on my end to do the things I wanna do for myself to treat myself for my own hard work. Simple things like a beer here and there is doable but when it comes to $40 meals, when going out, thats quite a chunk I wish I didnt have to spend but I do it anyway so I can pitch in some way for myself and E.

Given the little background information on this, the reason I called this journal 'Noble or Foolish' is because I dont know whether or not my actions reflect those two words. Maybe in some sense, they're the same thing, or maybe they're two different roads that I will subconsciously make a choice to walk only one of em...

~~~~~~~~~~~THIS SECTION OF THE JOURNAL IS COMPLETE HONESTY~~~~~~~~~

Everyone who truly knows me knows I am a very deep-thinking type of person. I make sure my actions and beliefs always look out for the best for Matsi and I and make sure that I dont hurt anyone in the process of my life travels and others. By getting emotionally involved with my mate have I found out what it really feels like to have someone who IS there, someone who IS there to listen, someone who IS there to see things through the end, EVEN WHEN my horrible moody moments, I feel, would tear us apart. Despite my dark moments of pushing everyone and everything away, he is still there to see through the darkness and find me in it. I am so pleased and blessed to have found a loving, committed, and honest partner as himself. E has shown a vast amount of noble partnership, and he even has foolish moments like everyone else but it does not compare to how amazing he is. Going back to my original sentence, I am finding that my life of solidarity is diminishing away because I can see an actual future with him...

(This is where it gets tricky now and falls in line with my 'Noble or Foolish' header)
As I see E working hard, and I mean HARD, I see that his efforts are coming through and within months he's going to have what he's been working for. On another perspective though, I am working in a city with very high unemployment rates for 'kids' around my age who are having an extremely hard time trying to get on their feet here as is. Generally, I am turned down jobs because I'm over-employed, and theres other places where I dont meet credentials, and to do that I need to go to school, which means I need money to do that!!! So most of you can already see the horrible circle this can cause on people and it fuckin sucks, I'm not gonna lie. To work 2 jobs and still barely make it is a horrible way to remind yourself that this is how its gotta be until something better comes on by...

While I'm trying to maintain myself in the present, it doesnt really build up a good future because I have nothing saved up in my name to contribute for our Colorado move, or wherever we do decide on going, in the future. What E can save up for himself in months can potentially take me years to do if things stay the same as they are...and that in itself is not fair. Despite me doing a lot of the house work between the both of us so our living lifestyle wouldnt be 'furry filthy' per se, it doesnt actually put money in my wallet, so even though I know efforts help in the present, to some degree, it doesnt help in the long-run.

Part of me feels that it's 'foolish' to work to get nowhere and the other part of me feels that its 'noble' to stay here, not give up, and see if things do work out. I mean, on average, I use to move around every 8 months, but here I am in St. Louis (of all places) for 2 years+. OBVIOUSLY, to some degree, I am showing some kind of nobility here.

BUT...

to what level can I actually stay here and 'hope' things will get better. I guess pessimism is speaking mainly here, but in my mind I am maintaining what it is I have, only to be paid and have it all go away in large chunks, and whatever I have left is spent on groceries, dinners, bills, and whatever I treat myself to every now and then, and Then back to square one. In my mind 'how can I build a future, if my present is already hard to handle as is. Especially for a significant lover'.

Ive been told to go back and work a better paying job in CA and just meet E again at some point but I honestly dont want to do that because I know I emotionally cant handle another long distance relationship. If I'm gone, I'm gone. As 'simple' as that idea sounds, theres nothing simple about it. At the same time, the more I stay here in 'Misery' it feels more and more like it as the years go on by...

So I am still looking for better work, I decided to stay here with E and his woof cause I told myself that 'I'm not leaving here without him' and I will keep doing what it is I am doing until something does happen...

So I ask you. Noble or Foolish?...

Woof!

This is an open-minded journal so for those who are uneasy about the sounding kink, you can walk away. You wont miss anything here :p

Anyhoo, as the journal header says, this journal is about a sounding kit Ive been trying to sell on/off for the past couple months. To be honest, Ive been forgetting about the kit since it only sits in my room tucked away under the computer and I know somewhere, SOMEONE, can find a use for these rather than the kit sit there and collect dust.

The kit itself comes with 8 stainless steel rods and I believe the gauge sizes go from 8-22.
I only used the smallest gauge twice and ever since then I was turned off from sounding and thus here I am selling it XD. I am selling the entire kit, along with the zip case that comes along with it, for 40 plus shipping.

If anyone knows anyone whose really into their kinks, would you please spread the word for me :3 I can ship the kit anywhere in the US and US only since shipping costs WAY TOO MUCH to send it overseas (sorry guys)

If any of you would like to see pictures of the kit itself, just note me off the side and I can show em to you!

Spread the word! I hope I can sell these bad boys soon to a more rightful owner :D

~ (kinky) Kota signing out!

UPDATE: I lowered down the price of the sounding kit from 60 bucks down to 40! :D
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ITS my mates bday today!! Go show him some lovin!
 eynkiwolf

Be warned, you'll need some napkins

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHg5SJYRHA0

>:]

MUAHAHAHAHA!
This meme was brought to you by  kuntos because I stole it! Read it and weep...
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post the symbol, let me know what you think about me >:D

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o//

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

Whelp, here is my post-FC journal that has been WAYYYY overdue, along with countless submissions but that'll come in due time...

First off, I want to point out that it has been a 2 WHOLE years since I went out to see anyone in CA. Ever since my initial departure to AZ and my time here in MO, it has been 2 long, and short, years since Ive been home. I want to thank  illusiveraven ,  Pchan , and  Eynkiwolf again for making this experience very worth while and amazing every step of the way (Even all the miles driven *glares at PCHAN >:] )

My initial feelings on the whole thing about CA was seeing everyone again and it wasnt just because it was Con time but because I had missed out on so much ever since I left. I cant even begin to list all the things Ive missed out but I came out to CA to make up for that time. To share smiles that were way overdue, to share the laughs that Ive held back on for so long and ultimately to see everyone have a good time again. Essentially, exactly how I remember everyone as I left both CA and AZ.

The con itself was AMAZING and just as fun as I will always remember FC to be. I got to see A LOT of faces there and with it being such a crazy environment, I couldnt hang out with everyone I wanted to but I still made my time there worth every second. Whether I was taking pictures, or hanging around with peeps, or eating....I was doing SOMETHING I always enjoyed. Thanks to Pchan, we were able to get access to the concierge lounge and on thursday night we had gone up to see the San Jose city lights and it was beautiful. It reminded me of the scene where the gang from Hangover (part 1) went on the roof to take shots and they were over looking the city...yeah, same thing. Great friends, great parties, good times, and ALCOHOL! :DDD

During my days there all I could reminisce is how good it felt to be with everyone again. The gang, as a I call it. My hood brothers, bros and sis...it was great. Hopefully one day I can go back soon and even more hopeful that E can come out and experience CA himself to see what my home looks like. As E knows, I ALWAYS talk about and brag about and spout about and go-on about all my friends in CA, the things Ive done, the funny stories Ive had, the bad...I had basically had given him the verbal encyclopedia of my CA life and I want him to see it himself that it is a pretty place to be and with amazing people all around to be with.

The parties I were part of were very fun and I quickly got to meet some new peeps but the main party I went was the greatest one. Wont go into details, since theres so much, but plain short, It was great to see everyone who participated and I snapped wonderful pictures to share with everyone <3

As for the final hours of the con, Pchan, Rauron, Raven, and I had made the best of it going to San Jose Japan town to hang out and get some food before we left (WHILE NOT DYING FROM A CAR CRASH) and we had fun (not dying LOL) but what made those final hours so hard was saying goodbye to my best friend...

...we go way back, and after 9 years, yeah...I cansay we go WAYYY back. Almost a decade ago and we are still besties and I know we'll always be. To this very day, not argued a single time. Can finish each other sentences. Can psychically tell if something is going down...the special connection is there and I cherish it. It is the most important friendship I have and we joke around saying that we're married but at this point in life. Ive accepted her as my platonic 'wife' and I know I'm her 'husband' too :D Despite how long I spent in CA, it felt like it was nowhere nearly enough...I still had a couple friends say they were going to come down but they flaked...but overall I still felt like Raven and I at least still had time but sure enough it had ran out. We had made the best of it, as best friends, as forever friends, and made our long goodbyes a good one.

After hanging in AZ for a day, before I knew it, I was already on the plane back to MO and as the plane was getting ready all I could think of was how amazing it was to be with everyone again and I hope it happens again real soon!

( I know it wasn't as emotionally in-depth I wanted my words to be but no words can express how important my friends are to me. You know who you are and for that, you'll always be my forever friend)

~Cheers~

It's 4AM now as I right this journal but its something that Ive been meaning to get off my chest and now that we was able to perform the Sky lantern tribute with  eynkiwolf help its finally done and over with.

As for some of you may have heard, a recent friend of mine had passed away. A close personal friend, not just to me but also a well loved mate to another, a passionate hard-working individual that was well recognized and respected by his fellow peers, a teacher and mentor to those work-related and personal...This is a soul that, to me, should be honored.

We had met a couple months ago when I had posted a journal stating that I wanted to woof with some new faces and sure enough he had found me. To our surprise, we had actually met before long ago on an acquaintance level on another website but then we just drifted into our own separate ways...only to come back and talk again as of recently. we had shared what had happened in between our departed section of our lives and it was great to share and learn from another on the same aspect. We exchanged wise teachings to one another and he ultimately helped with me to see some things in better perspectives. In my personal book, he's helped out a lot...

When E and I had stepped outside to get ready to set the lantern up, all I could think about is seeing his wolf spirit run across the plane he roams now...and I still feel and think the same now. As I looked up into the sky, there were no clouds, no planes, nothing to disturb the sky and this moment with and I felt blessed that this moment was given. Seconds later, I had pulled out my phone to play a song I thought would fit the moment very well which was your hand in mine by Explosions in the sky then We had positioned the lantern, set the base on fire and within seconds, we can feel it lightly tug at our fingers wanting to be free and drift away into the night.

and then we let go...

we watched the lantern float up quickly and within seconds it was high enough to where it blended with the night sky, the stars and the full moon. In my heart, the lantern represented my friend and his love for his mate and as we saw it fly across the moonlit night, I couldn't help but cry. As simple as it was, it meant so much to me to see it go. I wish for his soul to rest in peace, I wish for his spirit to live strong and free, and I wish that his love for his mate lasts eternally. Minutes pass on by as E and I just watch the lantern fly off and that bright flame that we had started out with had dwindled into a sparkle, a tiny star, that eventually disappeared...

As we walked back home all I could think about, especially after the holidays, and after all of our recent findings of loved ones or close ones passing away...Spend the time with those you love. Make the moments count where you can laugh with them, where you can argue, where you can learn with them. when and where you can ultimately be alive and live for the moment. Your friends, your family, your loved ones...

Love and live with them. Cherish the time you do have with them, before its gone.

Rest in peace wolf-brother. One day we'll run together.

~kota

I personally thought It would of been sooner since I did the FC meme again but thanks to , and I am attending FC2012!!! So lets get this shit done yo...

Where are you staying?
The same hotel with pchan

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
somewhere...not idle...mostly moving... somewhere and everywhere at once. I will be very omnipresent lol

Who will you be with?
too many to count...but mainly with Pchan and Raven

Do you do free art?
YES! It'll be the fanciest stick figure you'll ever see

Do you do trades?
sorry ladies, no trades

Do you do commissions?
nope

Do you have prints/ CDs ?
nope

What suits will you have?
Nix the Artic Fox

What is your sex?
Male

How old are you?
22

How tall are you?
5'7"

Can I touch you?
Hugs are cool and massages are even better

Can I talk to you?
that and look and stare...sure!

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
If you would like to, sure! I never let a wasted gift go to waste

Do you smoke?
Hookah, yes. Cigarettes, no. 420, no.

Can I give you lots of money?
If I earned it, then yes. If its just for shits, then no.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are completely fine with acquaintances, as for snuggling we have to click real well and I feel comftorable with you to do that.

Are you nice?
I'm the nicest dick you'll ever know. Just ask my mate and best friend Raven LOL

Can I buy you food and/or eat meals with you?
I LOVE FOOD. YES.

Can I give you presents?
That would be real sweet, gifts are nice.

Can I hang with you in your room?
It wouldnt be 'my' room per se but to hangout and rest inside isnt so bad.

Can I dance with you at the dances?
YES! I'm going to be dancing a lot, mostly in suit

Can I invite you to parties?
Sure!

- Cliquey?
I'm usually out n about walking everywhere and doing my own thing really. Chatting with those I pass by or sitting and joining a chat with those I know or maybe even complete new-furs. As for cliquey, I want to say no.

- Personality Type
I come off really secluded but dont be intimidated by it. With the right subject, or even right amount of drinks, I can be a real chatter box. Solitary and social at the same time (if you knwo astrology well, I AM a scorpio with the rising sign of a libra)

- Will you get anything commissioned?
unsure

- How can I get your attention?
say my name, yell at me, call my cell phone, make Fatsi jokes, whales are awesome...just do SOMETHING to grab my attention lol

-Panels?
I might, if it strikes fancy in the right way
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on a side note, I really do want to thank Pchan, Raven, and E for making this con possible for me and I look forward to meeting the old CA crew very so. As for everyone else I have met through my travels, I'll be on the lookout for ya!

on the way there, y'all be safe n racist now ya hear?

See you guys soon!!!!

~Kota

For those of you who are attending, we shall see you at our place either 6 or 7 whatever floats your boat. Bring movies, games, boardgames...anything that would be festive and fun for eveyone.
See y'all soon!