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Posted 3 months agoI’ve always wondered what it would be like to be someone’s pay pet just to draw kinky doodles. Always has been on my mind eheheh-
Burfday Boi
Posted 4 years agoAye, I am now 20 years old :y
Merry Christmas to one and all...
Posted 5 years ago... And a Happy New Year!!...
...HOPEFULLY! xwx
...HOPEFULLY! xwx
Do you ever...
Posted 5 years ago...look back and realize how depressed you used to be when you were younger to the point where it's extremely cringy?
Yeah, me neither! :V
Yeah, me neither! :V
I need help! (Twitter related)
Posted 5 years agoSo, to keep it short, I tried to update my birth info onto Twitter for my 19th birthday, and for some reason, they locked my account because they took precautions to ensure that I wasn't 13 at the time that I've created my account.
It's been around 4 days now, and since then, I've already sent them a photo of my Driver's ID, but nothing has been done to allow me to access my account yet.
Has anyone been through this before? I just want to know if I'm going to get my account back or not.
It's been around 4 days now, and since then, I've already sent them a photo of my Driver's ID, but nothing has been done to allow me to access my account yet.
Has anyone been through this before? I just want to know if I'm going to get my account back or not.
Today Be My Borf
Posted 5 years agoHapp Birf to me :V
The Truth
Posted 5 years agoSo, this is mostly just going to be a journal about how I've been feeling over this past month, so I guess you could just consider this as a "venting" journal. It might be rather lengthy, so if you don't have the time to read it, or just don't want to read it in general, please feel free to ignore.
So, as usual when it comes to this kind of stuff, I don't really know what to say at first, so this may be a little difficult to get across.
I guess I'll just start off with what my main intent of being here in the community is.
When I first joined the furry community, I mainly just wanted to support many artists and/or writers in what they wanted to pursue. I was rather shy at first when it came to doing this, but I learned to become apart of stuff in order to watch people grow as they did what they loved. I did this by joining their streams, joining their communities via Telegram and/or Discord, and all of that good stuff. Just the feeling of supporting people (and I'm not just referring to just artists and writers) and watching them grow was one of the best things that I could've done for them. It gave me a feeling of being useful and supportive, and it opened me up to making many friends within the community that I STILL friends with up to this day.
But, over the course of time, I feel as if this has changed for me. Maybe it was the younger portion of me that was thoughtless and easily gullible, and it probably was, but I feel like I am becoming useless with nothing to do in life. I still do strive to support less known artists, as well as as my closets friends up to this day, but I feel like doing that is starting to creep upon me and drag me down into a loop. The reason why I feel like this is because I'm probably not the wisest with my actions, and more so because my heart is too open to those to take advantage of and ditch aside.
If you know me really well, I like to pitch money here and there to those that I think need it more than I do. And if you know me REALLY well, it has to do with a certain fetish that I'm fond of, but that's besides the point of this journal.
To be honest, I think doing this stuff is somewhat having a negative effect on me? I mean, I'm careful with my money, and I don't donate excessive amounts, but at the same time, little donations here and there over the course of time can turn into a lot, and I'm aware about that. But, I feel like I just donate to the wrong kind of people, or I donate out of intentions that have a negative impact on me. And what I mean by that is I sometimes donate in order to feel like I am useful as a person and/or supporter. In addition to that, I just like to be generous and toss in tips to those that I commission, just because of the fact that they spend their time and effort getting my commission done (I know what y'all are thinking. "But Wolfy, doesn't that completely dismiss the point of commission prices that artists offer?" Yes, you're all right. I'm probably just a fool for doing such a small thing that can negatively affect me later, but I suppose I just have to take things the hard way in order to learn from my mistakes and/or foolishness). I mostly just tend to do this because I want to encourage and support that artist to keep doing what they're doing, but I'm sure that isn't the proper way of supporting someone, probably because it's more of a, "Hey, if you keep doing what you're doing, I'll keep giving you money for it!" sort of thing; that completely dismisses the point of encouraging new artists to challenge themselves.
I have close friends that are thankful for what I do, but there are also many others that see it as just "money." And in reality, you're right, that's all it is. But at the same time, it's the thought that counts, I guess? I dunno, that statement is biased, but I'll leave it up to me to decided that, ahaha.
In relation to that, there are also people that I feel like don't want to have anything to do with me, unless it's to serve a specific purpose. Don't get me wrong, I have many friends that care for my well being and how I feel as a person, but there are also many I know that seem to only want to talk to me if it's to serve a purpose. That would range from role play, to art, to writing, and to benefits that serve them. I'm guilty to have done this as well, and that makes me no better, but I'm trying not to be like that, and I'm trying to improve my communication with other people that actually want to talk.
I guess this just affects me because I'm afraid to cut ties with those people either because of fear itself, or because I would look bad in front of other people for cutting that tie. But at the same time, this problem will just keep repeating itself, and I'll just continue to suppress my actual feelings towards specific people. I'll continue to be used, and I'll continue to be forgotten by those people.
I suppose that the best thing to do in this case, for the sake of my mental stability, is to just follow through and cut people out of my life that seem to...not care for me? Or at least they don't show me that they care. I know that this sort of action can be seen as childish and not necessary, but I'm also human, and I have feelings just like any other human would have.
I just feel like I need to do this because it causes a lot of stress for me IRL, and it leaves me feeling useless as an overall person. I know that I am capable of doing things just like (almost) any other person, but I just don't feel like I am capable of doing those things. I truly do want to become a better person, and I want to do things for the community just like it has done for me, but I'm just stuck in a loop of feeling useless.
(I know that this journal probably seems to be all over the place and is very misleading, but please do bear with me on this one. I just really needed to get what has been on my mind out there so that people know what's going on with me mentally.)
So, as usual when it comes to this kind of stuff, I don't really know what to say at first, so this may be a little difficult to get across.
I guess I'll just start off with what my main intent of being here in the community is.
When I first joined the furry community, I mainly just wanted to support many artists and/or writers in what they wanted to pursue. I was rather shy at first when it came to doing this, but I learned to become apart of stuff in order to watch people grow as they did what they loved. I did this by joining their streams, joining their communities via Telegram and/or Discord, and all of that good stuff. Just the feeling of supporting people (and I'm not just referring to just artists and writers) and watching them grow was one of the best things that I could've done for them. It gave me a feeling of being useful and supportive, and it opened me up to making many friends within the community that I STILL friends with up to this day.
But, over the course of time, I feel as if this has changed for me. Maybe it was the younger portion of me that was thoughtless and easily gullible, and it probably was, but I feel like I am becoming useless with nothing to do in life. I still do strive to support less known artists, as well as as my closets friends up to this day, but I feel like doing that is starting to creep upon me and drag me down into a loop. The reason why I feel like this is because I'm probably not the wisest with my actions, and more so because my heart is too open to those to take advantage of and ditch aside.
If you know me really well, I like to pitch money here and there to those that I think need it more than I do. And if you know me REALLY well, it has to do with a certain fetish that I'm fond of, but that's besides the point of this journal.
To be honest, I think doing this stuff is somewhat having a negative effect on me? I mean, I'm careful with my money, and I don't donate excessive amounts, but at the same time, little donations here and there over the course of time can turn into a lot, and I'm aware about that. But, I feel like I just donate to the wrong kind of people, or I donate out of intentions that have a negative impact on me. And what I mean by that is I sometimes donate in order to feel like I am useful as a person and/or supporter. In addition to that, I just like to be generous and toss in tips to those that I commission, just because of the fact that they spend their time and effort getting my commission done (I know what y'all are thinking. "But Wolfy, doesn't that completely dismiss the point of commission prices that artists offer?" Yes, you're all right. I'm probably just a fool for doing such a small thing that can negatively affect me later, but I suppose I just have to take things the hard way in order to learn from my mistakes and/or foolishness). I mostly just tend to do this because I want to encourage and support that artist to keep doing what they're doing, but I'm sure that isn't the proper way of supporting someone, probably because it's more of a, "Hey, if you keep doing what you're doing, I'll keep giving you money for it!" sort of thing; that completely dismisses the point of encouraging new artists to challenge themselves.
I have close friends that are thankful for what I do, but there are also many others that see it as just "money." And in reality, you're right, that's all it is. But at the same time, it's the thought that counts, I guess? I dunno, that statement is biased, but I'll leave it up to me to decided that, ahaha.
In relation to that, there are also people that I feel like don't want to have anything to do with me, unless it's to serve a specific purpose. Don't get me wrong, I have many friends that care for my well being and how I feel as a person, but there are also many I know that seem to only want to talk to me if it's to serve a purpose. That would range from role play, to art, to writing, and to benefits that serve them. I'm guilty to have done this as well, and that makes me no better, but I'm trying not to be like that, and I'm trying to improve my communication with other people that actually want to talk.
I guess this just affects me because I'm afraid to cut ties with those people either because of fear itself, or because I would look bad in front of other people for cutting that tie. But at the same time, this problem will just keep repeating itself, and I'll just continue to suppress my actual feelings towards specific people. I'll continue to be used, and I'll continue to be forgotten by those people.
I suppose that the best thing to do in this case, for the sake of my mental stability, is to just follow through and cut people out of my life that seem to...not care for me? Or at least they don't show me that they care. I know that this sort of action can be seen as childish and not necessary, but I'm also human, and I have feelings just like any other human would have.
I just feel like I need to do this because it causes a lot of stress for me IRL, and it leaves me feeling useless as an overall person. I know that I am capable of doing things just like (almost) any other person, but I just don't feel like I am capable of doing those things. I truly do want to become a better person, and I want to do things for the community just like it has done for me, but I'm just stuck in a loop of feeling useless.
(I know that this journal probably seems to be all over the place and is very misleading, but please do bear with me on this one. I just really needed to get what has been on my mind out there so that people know what's going on with me mentally.)
Looking for Macro/Micro artists!
Posted 5 years agoHeya there! Just really wanting to commission macro/micro themed art pieces, particularly involving paws, but I am having trouble finding trustworthy artists to commission!
I am looking for a price range from around $25-$30, so if you have any suggestions, please do let me know!! :o
I am looking for a price range from around $25-$30, so if you have any suggestions, please do let me know!! :o
Gonna Be Away for a While
Posted 5 years agoSo, just to keep things simple, I'm deciding to stay away from any form of contact for a bit. Some things have happened today to the point where it has bothered me and is making me question who I am. I know that I'm not a terrible person, at least I hope that I'm not, but that can be debatable.
Anyway, thank you for reading this if you've taken the time to, I really appreciate it regardless.
Anyway, thank you for reading this if you've taken the time to, I really appreciate it regardless.
Hope y'all are okay!
Posted 6 years agoI've been hearing about a 6.4 magnitude earthquake that hit California, and it worries me about how it has affected some people that I know down there in some shape or form. Regardless of people that I may or may not know that live down near that area, I hope that y'all are okay and unharmed from it! Please know that we worry and care about all of you. Please do try to take it easy and stay safe!!
Looking to commission a story!
Posted 6 years agoI'm looking to commission some sort of an RP story from someone, specifically including inflatables, teasing, and just overall deviousness! My idea would including a loving inflatable that would do devious stuff to someone, nothing inappropriate though!
If anyone is interested, please hit me up with someone that could do this!
If anyone is interested, please hit me up with someone that could do this!
New fetish idea?
Posted 6 years agoAlrighty, so, this idea has been on my mind for a while now, but I just cannot shake it out of my head.
The idea is basically losing a fight to a "bop bag." If you don't know what a bop bag is, it's basically one of those blow up punching bags for kids. But anyways, I could just imagine a bop bag that is "alive" and has floating inflatible boxing gloves. I don't imagine the punches being hard, but I can imagine that the gloves are so tightly inflated, that they could feel quite hefty when they hit you. And I could imagine becoming quite weak to the huge balloon inflatable, as each time you hit him back, he'll just get right back up.
I dunno, I think this is an enticing RP idea, but it would be fun to interact with a bop bag. @//3//@
The idea is basically losing a fight to a "bop bag." If you don't know what a bop bag is, it's basically one of those blow up punching bags for kids. But anyways, I could just imagine a bop bag that is "alive" and has floating inflatible boxing gloves. I don't imagine the punches being hard, but I can imagine that the gloves are so tightly inflated, that they could feel quite hefty when they hit you. And I could imagine becoming quite weak to the huge balloon inflatable, as each time you hit him back, he'll just get right back up.
I dunno, I think this is an enticing RP idea, but it would be fun to interact with a bop bag. @//3//@
Hey, thank you all!
Posted 7 years agoI know that I haven't been very active at all with updates and such, but I'd just like to say thank you to all of you for watching me! As of right now, I have a little more than 300 watchers, which is very amazing! I don't expect very many comments or anything of the such, but I really do appreciate everyone's support and opinions on everything, so thank you. 💙💙
Hopefully I may provide more amazing content for you all! :D
Hopefully I may provide more amazing content for you all! :D
Anyone open for Commissions?
Posted 7 years agoHeya, just wanted to know if any artist out there is open for Commissions, preferably at a $15-$25 range. Just wanna know, because I may consider commissioning an art piece involving feet/paws, and I want a pretty decent deal for what I'm paying for. ^_^
Give me a few suggestions people! If you please. c:
Give me a few suggestions people! If you please. c:
Sweet Haida YCH (Paw worship)
Posted 7 years agoOne amazing artist is hosting a YCH which looks pretty damn good. If you wanna worship Haida's paws, go bid now!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27934266/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/27934266/
Who's open for commissions?
Posted 7 years agoHeya, I just need some help looking for who is open for commissions for a bid of mine! So I'll just cut this short, I need someone who is decent at making a colored art piece (colored sketch at least) from around $20-$25. And of course, the theme of this piece will based on cars and pedal pumping, so I hope that is okay!
If anyone is interested, please don't be afraid to hit me up! Thank you!
If anyone is interested, please don't be afraid to hit me up! Thank you!
Thank you!
Posted 7 years agoI just wanted to say thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday, I really do appreciate it! :D
My burfday would have been much better if there was rubber/inflation art...even moar feet! But I'm thankful for what everyone does for the community, so thank you...to every one for doing so much for this community! 💙
My burfday would have been much better if there was rubber/inflation art...even moar feet! But I'm thankful for what everyone does for the community, so thank you...to every one for doing so much for this community! 💙
Birthday on June 4th!
Posted 7 years agoYep, I know I haven't said much or made a journal in a LOOOOONG time, but I'm going to level up pretty soon! :D
I do not wish for any gifts, because having many friends and newcomers surrounded around me is already enough of a gift! And of course, being able to see lovely art from wonderful artists almost daily is already amazing! >///>
But anyways, enough about me! How have you guys been doing as of late? Be sure to let me know! :D
I do not wish for any gifts, because having many friends and newcomers surrounded around me is already enough of a gift! And of course, being able to see lovely art from wonderful artists almost daily is already amazing! >///>
But anyways, enough about me! How have you guys been doing as of late? Be sure to let me know! :D
Happy New Year! 💙🎊🎉🎁🎈
Posted 8 years agoI hope that this year will be bright and positive for everyone! Thank you all so very much for supporting me for these past few years, I very much appreciate it!
*Hugs you all with my feets.* <3
*Hugs you all with my feets.* <3
Fur in need of drawing tablet!
Posted 8 years agoIf any of you know have gotten to know 
kampferwolf, you will know that he is an absolute sweetheart. Unfortunately, his drawing tablet has had a short and he is in need of a new one. If any of you are able to help, please donate some money to his gofundme so that he may continue drawing his lovely works and get caught up on commissions!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8552918/
kampferwolf, you will know that he is an absolute sweetheart. Unfortunately, his drawing tablet has had a short and he is in need of a new one. If any of you are able to help, please donate some money to his gofundme so that he may continue drawing his lovely works and get caught up on commissions! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8552918/
Happy Holidays Everyone!
Posted 8 years agoI hope that you all will have a wonderful holiday filled with many gifts and love from others! *Gives everyone a giant hug* Here's a loving gift from me~
Artist taking Emergency Commissions
Posted 8 years agoDefend the internet! (Please read)
Posted 8 years agoI normally don't get involved in anything related to politics and I'm sorry for this but this is very important and effects everyone, especially for anyone that lives in the USA but everyone should be concerned.
The FCC Chairman Ajit Pai revealed a plan yesterday, planning to repeal Net Neutrality rules for the internet which will no longer make the internet itself free. What'll happen is essentially the cableization of the internet, where ISPS will then be able to charge you for simply using the internet and would look something like this.
https://theamericangenius.com/wp-co.....neutrality.jpg
That is what no Net Neutrality could possibly look like and to get certain sites you'd have to pay for separate internet packages. I know most people, myself included would be unable to pay for expensive prices just to reach sites that I regularly visit. So if this happened I would no longer have access to the internet and many others wouldn't either, as I said it would essentially be like the internet is more like cable where the ISP controls what websites their customers can see and use on the net. Everyone will be effected by this, no part of the internet would be spared this if the repeal was allowed to go through.
It'll effect the entire internet, changing everything. To learn more please check out the links below it'll only take a few minutes of your time and they could explain a little better than I have;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsyzP5hejxI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2IhYNF6_m0Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHyMORrsaYk
https://www.reddit.com/r/gaming/com.....et_neutrality/
You can try to fight it, contact the people in charge of these decisions or Congress like your way of life depends on it. In all honesty, it does to everyone that uses the internet.
Contact your Representatives: https://resistbot.io/
Find your Representative: https://www.house.gov/representativ.....representative
Find your Senator: https://www.senate.gov/general/cont.....?OrderBy=state
Contact the FCC: https://www.fcc.gov/about/contact
Another Helpful Tool: https://democracy.io/
The FCC votes on DECEMBER 14TH , so we have until then to try and stop this from happening.
Any help would be appreciated! Thank you for reading!
The FCC Chairman Ajit Pai revealed a plan yesterday, planning to repeal Net Neutrality rules for the internet which will no longer make the internet itself free. What'll happen is essentially the cableization of the internet, where ISPS will then be able to charge you for simply using the internet and would look something like this.
https://theamericangenius.com/wp-co.....neutrality.jpg
That is what no Net Neutrality could possibly look like and to get certain sites you'd have to pay for separate internet packages. I know most people, myself included would be unable to pay for expensive prices just to reach sites that I regularly visit. So if this happened I would no longer have access to the internet and many others wouldn't either, as I said it would essentially be like the internet is more like cable where the ISP controls what websites their customers can see and use on the net. Everyone will be effected by this, no part of the internet would be spared this if the repeal was allowed to go through.
It'll effect the entire internet, changing everything. To learn more please check out the links below it'll only take a few minutes of your time and they could explain a little better than I have;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsyzP5hejxI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2IhYNF6_m0Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHyMORrsaYk
https://www.reddit.com/r/gaming/com.....et_neutrality/
You can try to fight it, contact the people in charge of these decisions or Congress like your way of life depends on it. In all honesty, it does to everyone that uses the internet.
Contact your Representatives: https://resistbot.io/
Find your Representative: https://www.house.gov/representativ.....representative
Find your Senator: https://www.senate.gov/general/cont.....?OrderBy=state
Contact the FCC: https://www.fcc.gov/about/contact
Another Helpful Tool: https://democracy.io/
The FCC votes on DECEMBER 14TH , so we have until then to try and stop this from happening.
Any help would be appreciated! Thank you for reading!
Laptop Suggestion?
Posted 8 years agoSo for this holiday season, I am planning to purchase a laptop that is on sale. I am looking into purchasing a laptop that is new-ish to this year and works as well as a PC. Does anybody have any suggestions for what laptop I should buy? If so, please comment!
Happy Halloween
Posted 8 years agoHappy Halloween everybody! I hope that you all will enjoy candy, scary movies, and all of that good stuff!
