Long time no see!..


First, I wanted to start this journal by saying ""HAPPY NEW YEAR!" I know 2024 was an incredibly rough year quite a majority of us, but we all still manage to get through it despite the rough hands we've been dealt. I also hope that you guys have some big goals and resolutions this year to improve/better yourselves
There's always room for self-improvement after all.. ^-^

Secondly and most importantly, I genuinely want to thank each and every last one of you for over 1000 WATCHERS and counting throughout my time of being on this website!! <3<3<3 Thank you all, honestly!.. It really means alot knowing so many of you enjoyed what all I've posted, despite the few constant changes to my sona's design and complete lack of constant art that I had hoped to post frequently, and I apologize for that tbh ^^' Having SO MANY awesome furs watching my gallery with absolutely nothing for me to my appreciation in return.. I guess I can chalk it up to 2024 being a rough year (Which I "might" explain in a future journal regarding what's been going on with me for the past year or so...)

Long story short..I appreciate you guys still hanging around and being here; and though I don't didn't watch a huge portion of you in return, PLEASE don't take it personally!.. I'm mainly keeping my watch-list extremely small for:
- My Closest Friends
- Furs that I plan to get art with more than usual
&
- Artists that I will commission ALOT more frequently now that I'm in a much better financial position with my weekly paying job.
If that doesn't seem fair and you feel compelled to leave or unwatch, then I completely understand; Same goes for those who've already stopped watching after practically months of me not posting any art I completely understand 100%...Thank you for still being here nonetheless.

Lastly, now that I'm back into getting art, there are a few things that I wanna do with my page and gallery overall now. Aside from wanting to change my stupid username after all this time, I've been considering scrapping or flat-out deleting some of my old art of my past designs/characters, mainly to move on and get rid of old memories (some new, most bad) and to start fresh with Snowstorm again and his new look that I've hidden recently for when I post some new art of him and his finalized design incredibly soon..
Aside from getting solo art for a short while before collabing with anyone, there's ALOT that I've been writing and adding to Snow and his Lore/Backstory for the past year, along with to include for future art, outfits, comics, even possible animations that I hope to commission more of, It's all still a WIP at the moment.
- Snowstorm's Full-set of Powers
- His Alien Lineage and Home Planet
- His Upbringing on Earth
- His Adoptive Family and Ancestry
- Life as a Yakuza
- Transition into a Superhero
- The fictional city that I'm creating

Ill probably provide some story elements and some of his powers in upcoming art from some big name artists that I've had my eye on for a long while. I'm currently waiting on some art to share with you guys and I hope you all enjoy it as much as I will with Snow's new/final look.
Thanks again for hanging around and appreciating my character; Really means the world to me. Other than that, keep being awesome and let's make 2025 our year.

Take care!! <3<3<3

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Heya!..

Hope the majority of you are having a wonderful New Year so far ^-^
Realized I've been pretty quiet through here and.."Twitter😒" lol for the most part..

1. Just dropping in to say that my brand new and final Ref sheet by 🤍Feralise💙 is finished (both SFW and NSFW] and up on my FA userpage in the "My Sona" section.

2. With my new ref here, I plan on getting tons of high quality solo art from Drmax, Darkgem, Aomori, TheBigSlick, etc. pretty soon. (..and maybe Collab art too depending on the person and idea...^-^)

3. Lastly, I'm considering starting up FA+ to post bigger art commissions, and also gonna change my FA Username sometime later today, WolfXBlade is getting pretty old and silly, thus I wanna name it something else.

Either:
~Zenshii
~Snowstorm
~Cryowolf

One of these three up above. I'm just letting you guys know ahead of time so you wont get confused whenever you see my art with a new name in your submissions or something lol

If you've read this journal, than you'll know I've changed my name when you see it

That's all for now..thanks! 💙^_^🤍

Ya ever been ghosted or left on read for days if not weeks by furs, friends OR family so many times that instead of even wondering..

"What is it that I'm doing wrong or not doing AT ALL?!.."

You just become numb to it and treat it as a fuggin hobby at this point?........


(And people in/out this fandom have the nerve to ask why I don't talk that much anymore as much as I used to xD)

Not a rant/vent or anything...

Just wanted to get an understanding of some of you furs out there for when you get art with someone else...

Whenever you collab with another fur in some art, or hell, if they even give you some gift art including both of your sona's, do you like...just not post it at all on your FA page, leaving it up to the other fur to post it on theirs and leave it at that?...

If so, why? 🤨

- Are you like ashamed of the commission or something?
- Is it because you don't really like the other fur you got the commission with?

Because whenever I skim through the submissions, I see art dumps here and there from certain furs, and would often check the galleries of the other furs in the collabs, sometimes they have pieces with others they collab with and sometimes they don't, and vice versa...

I don't get it...just seems like a waste of money tbh...

Putting both your thought and money into a commission idea with someone else to getting some pretty cool/cute art, just to NOT show it on your page or gallery alongside the other person? It's kinda weird...

I see it quite often, hell, it happens to me plenty of times, being the one left to just post it on my page and that's it...like..idk if it's because they don't like my sona or if they just don't like the piece overall lol xP

Has this happened to anyone else...? Again just curious..

Thnx for reading ^_^

Surprise Surprise! Got another goddamn Rant to vent and get off my chest! :)

Did I ever mention just how much I fucking hate Twitter???

Because I REALLY hate this piece of shit bird app....but at the same time...I appreciate it.
I appreciate it because just like the last time i got rid of my old twitter a couple years back, it slowly began to open my eyes and make me aware of certain people, communities, topics, etc; and this goddamn community is a prime example of that.

In fact, I'd like to thank Twitter for opening my eyes to one blatantly obvious truth about both itself and the modern day furry community, unless you:
- have over 1,000 watchers on FA/followers on Twitter
- have a fursuit
- attend every goddamn con in the country all the "popular" furs are attending
- post constant nsfw art of you/your sona daily

Basically, unless you spend every 5 fucking minutes of your day in/on this damn app, hardly anyone in this fandom wants jack-shit to do with you!!!....
It's whatever tbh, Twitter is so miserable anyways both in and out the furry fandom. Every time I'm dumb enough to scroll through the feed, it's nothing but either politics, gay shit, or mainstream stuff I really just don't care about or have any interest in overall.

And back to Twitter opening my eyes and making me aware to certain furs in this community, I'll feel like such a fucking IDIOT tryna be a people-pleaser to some of these bitter, ain't-shit, bottom of the line fucking CUMSLUTS who're so quick to take 30 dicks poking at them from all directions, I feel fucking disgusted with myself for tryna force myself around that kind of company. Talking with them daily, getting them gift art FFS and whatnot. I feel even dumber for even thinking I could attempt a somewhat close friendship with some of them, just to find out I was another temporary number. Twitter was all I needed in order to see their true colors and intentions. Once they get over a couple thousand followers on their favorite bird app, they just ghost you, leaving you high and dry to go hang with the big mainstream, popular furs as if you never fucking existed/happened; and once again just like I said in one of my other journals, you're treated as a minor annoyance or inconvenience whenever you try to reach out and talk/check with them. Almost as if they believe they're too big and mighty to even bother with the likes of you for not being in such a hurry to be the next big thing alongside them in this fandom.

To tell you the truth, the furry community is something I'd rather not get "popular" in anyways....this fandom is 80% full of outcasts, losers, and literally mentally unstable and overall bad human beings anyways, it's the fucking truth..
Besides, I don't even know what I'd do with it (the popularity) If I even got it. Not really even one to like popularity in the first place, but if it happens anyways...then it just happens...

....I'm getting off topic.

Before I get any angrier, I'm just posting this journal to say and let you guys know that I'm unfollowing ALOT of furs on Twitter and just following the artists to keep up with what's going on with their commission status, that's all I'm using twitter for is to just keep in contact with artists I commission or want to commission. Hell, might even leave some group chats on discord and/or telegram, but I'm keeping that decision to myself. As for you guys on twitter (especially who I'm cool/close with) don't take it personal, besides you have other ways of contacting me anyways....
And you "popular" furs (you know who tf you are that have interacted with me and vice-versa)......I got nothing to say to you...

That's all for now.....thanks..

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾SNOWSTORM☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Zenshii has learned all of the 13 most deadly fighting styles in the entire world by training at an early age from both his mother and father. He is such a fast learner that he has mastered them all through the ages of 8-12. His superpowers however are a different story, his body would develop a new ability or power every year he ages. Some experiences have been both painful and terrifying, but he has managed to overcome and control them overtime.

Fighting Styles:
- Muay Thai
- Eskrima
- Vale Tudo
- Krav Maga
- Bacom
- Brazilian Jui Jitsu
- Kung Fu
- Judo
- No Jitsu
- Taekwondo
- Sambo
- Silat

Powers:
Cryo-Kinesis/Ice-Manipulation-His biggest power is the ability to control and manipulate ice. He can freeze moisture in the air into any form, including an icy mist, indicating that he can freeze molecules. His ability to freeze is strong enough to turn ANY being's body water content, and bone into brittle ice in seconds from just the tip of his finger/claw. His ice can reach temperatures WAY below absolute zero. He is also capable of controlling and influencing cold aspects of the weather, although this aspect of his powers are tied to his emotional state.
Kurōnkikku-Snow is able to launch deadly ice clones at his opponent either in the ground or in the air.
Weapon Creation-By Shaping his ice into various forms, Snowstorm can create several weapons made of ice, ranging from knives, daggers, swords, katanas, staffs, hammers, and axes. He can also make his weapons strong and stable enough to be permanent weapons in combat.
Furīzubaria-A hardened ice barrier that Snow can form around him to parry protect himself from any directional attack.
Aisushikuru danmaku-One of Snow's basic, yet DEADLIEST attacks where he can launch a barrage of deadly ice-cicles from his paws toward his opponent.
Ice Ball-Another one of his simplest and most reliable attacks, Snowstorm fire an Icey projectile from his paws, sending it flying rapidly toward his opponent, instantly freezing them. Anyone/Anything the ice-ball hits will remain frozen and vulnerable for a good amount of time.
Itetsuku ame-One of Snowstorm's more reliable and deadly attacks, involves him firing a spikey ball of ice into the air from his paws, which will then seed the sky (forming into a huge, terrifying hurricane-like cloud), raining large spikey hail, ice-blocks, and spikes down below.
Ice-Burst-Slamming his fist or tail into the ground, Snowstorm will cause a shattering earthquake along with an assemblage of huge and deadly ice-cicles to emerge/rising upwards, impaling anyone nearby.


Nigh-Invulnerability-Excluding EXTREME levels of heat, Snowstorm is practically invincible. He’s always been bulletproof since birth. He is able to withstand bullets, missiles, bombs, and other weapons without a scratch. Ever since he was a cub, his body has grown over the years to be nigh invulnerable due to his immensely dense cellular and anatomical structure. He is (under some circumstances), resistant or immune to different forms and levels of lacerations, blunt-force trauma, energy based assaults, falls from great heights, explosions, the cold void of space, drugs, toxins and all diseases known on earth. Snow's body has been able to withstand blows from of the strongest beings in the multi/omni-verse. He has gone toe-to-toe with the likes of Kryptonians, Saiyans, Martians, Strontians, armies of Vultrimites, etc. While he can still be hurt, it'd be nigh-impossible to do so.
~Snowstorm's immunity, digestive, and other organ systems are enhanced or evolved FAR beyond that of even demi-gods.
~He can't be transformed via-virus based effects.
~He's even immune to radioactive/biochemical weapons and disease-based powers.

Super Strength (2 Million Tons)-Snowstorm is notably stronger than the average being. Over the years, his power has risen to incredible and, occasionally, ridiculous heights. He can bend alloy with the tip of his fingers, carry planes over his head, stiff arm buses and trains, and he can bench press buildings. For Snowstorm, these are small feats compared to some of his other demonstrations of power. Zakariiyah can move the Earth’s tectonic plates and he can even push planets. However, Snow has to hold back and restrain his strength as much as possible. His basic punches/kicks are more than capable enough to release shockwaves which could ripple/break or destroy any universe/multiverse he's in. Overall, Snowstorm’s strength is almost unrivalled compared to any other beings in the galaxy.

Super Speed (200,000 Mps)-Snowstorm can move incredibly fast, achieving speed billions of times faster than both sound and light combined. Even his reaction time is less than 1 millisecond, so fast to the point where he can go BEYOND the limit of what any universal laws of physics permit and reach infinite speeds. It would take no less than a second for him to circle any planet in the blink of an eye.

Flight (200,000 Mps)-Snowstorm is able to defy forces of gravity and achieve flight. He has extreme mobility while in flight, allowing him to fight, change course, and also carry great colossal weights while airborne. He can also travel at 200,000 miler per second, and if needed he can travel at a hundred thousand times higher than that.

Super-Hearing (400,000 Meters)-Snowstorm has incredible hearing at extreme variances of sound and pitch frequency, allowing him to pick up noises across vast expanses of space. He has also trained himself to block out ambient sounds to focus on a specific source/frequency.

Super-Smell-Snowstorm's nose is nothing to sniff at; his sense of smell is significantly enhanced to the point he can easily smell odors across entire planets.

Super-Stamina-Snowstorm isn’t just strong. He’s also remarkably endurable; he hardly ever gets tired in most scenarios. In a single day, he can go from putting out fires to preventing building collapses to battling God-like beings. Zenshii can do these demanding tasks, and more, back-to-back and accomplish them just as effectively. However, though he can maintain continuous strenuous physical action for an indefinite period of time, he is still limited to physiological and psychological needs to eat, drink, and sleep.

Arctic/Freeze Vision-Snowstorm can emit beams of freezing energy from his eyes, instantly freezing objects or opponents in their tracks.

Arctic Breath/Super-Breath-Just as Snowstorm can shoot ice beams from his eyes, he can also freeze objects with his breath and generate hurricane-force winds. He can even hold his breath indefinitely, allowing him to travel underwater or in space without breathing apparatus/gear.

Telepathy Resistance-Snowstorm is completely immune to any/all psychic phenomena (natural, supernatural, magical, technological). His mind can't be controlled, damaged, influenced, emulated, detected or communicated with unless he allows it to be. This is also due to his many years of Zen training to master his mind by/with Shaolin Monks.

Super-Vision-Snowstorm possesses a superior sensory arrangement of visual capabilities.
Telescopic-Vision-the ability to focus his vision to see something at great distances, with equivalent clarity of visual perception.
Microscopic-Vision-the ability to see extremely small objects and images down to a molecular level.
Electromagnetic Spectrum-Vision-he can see and identify radio/television waves and any/all broadcasted/transmitted frequencies, allowing him to avoid detection by radar or satellite monitoring methods.

Mystic Lock-Snowstorm is invulnerable to many forms of magic and magical powers such as magic absorption, incantation, etc. He trained both his mind and body as a young adult to be able to select which spell/curses or potions can affect him.

Longevity-Snowstorm's aging process from a cub to young adult is the pretty much the same as the average human. Once he reaches his 20's the aging process slows down the more he ages. In other words, the older he gets, the slower he ages, allowing him to live for hundreds, thousands, if not MILLIONS of years. Because of this, not only will he be at his physical prime for a LONG time, his power and strength also increase overtime. Snow's body is immune to aging abilities such as Age Acceleration or Reversal.

Size Alteration-Though being one of his most rare abilities, Snow can manipulate his own size, increasing and decreasing at will. Size alteration can help him with an already easy advantage over many different foes in battle. Only time where Snow has actually had to result in using this power was to grab a MASSIVE black hole the size of the moon with his paws to prevent it from expanding ever further.

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾SNOWSTORM☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙

Basic Backstory:

Zakariiyah is an alien of an ancient species from beyond the stars. He crash-landed on Earth as a cub cryogenically frozen and encased in a diamond shaped cocoon/crystal made entirely out of dry ice. The crystal lands in the mountains of Tōshō, Japan, on February 23rd 1997, impacting the earth at incredibly high speeds, creating a massive earthquake and temporary but deadly Snowstorm across the entire East Asian archipelago. Once the blizzard cleared from the trembling impact, a couple, Zhinjiro Yukiyama and Fuyuko Mizuki, who both happened to be near the impact, found the cub, defrosted and lying in his half-thawed crystal. Rather than calling the authorities or leaving the cub there, they decide to hide the huge crystal in Zhinjiro’s Castle and adopt the cub as their one and only son, naming him Zenshii Yukiyama. As Zenshii grows up on Earth, he and his parents discover that he has superpowers, such as running at neck-breaking speeds, lifting incredibly heavy objects, the ability to fly, and most importantly…Cryomancy (the ability to control and manipulate ice at will.) Over the years, Zenshii’s parents dedicated every second they had into teaching him to master and use his powers responsibly in order to defend himself and help others.

Zenshii keeps his powers secret in order to not draw attention to himself and protect his parents, who unbeknownst to Zenshii, have tons of enemies across all of Asia. As a young adult, Zenshii creates the alter ego of Snowstorm. His appearance mainly consists of his cape/cloak; a huge, incredibly warm, fluffy and comfy blanket that his parents found him wrapped in from the inside the crystal, a blanket in which the mother tailored and quilted in the form of a cloak.

Personality:

Zenshii was such a kind/happy/disciplined/funny/compassionate and generous cub without a care in the world due to the tons of love and care from his parents. However, he was isolated from the outside world to hide his powers for some time, causing him to lack a portion of social skills with other people outside of his family. It wasn’t until a tragic/unfortunate event one night at Yukiyama Palace involving his father’s death took a huge toll on Zenshii’s personality change during his pre-teen years…

The tremendous amount of guilt Zenshii felt that night over his gruesome/slaughterous actions and not being able to save his father, caused him to develop a desolating case of both self-doubt and hatred. At that moment, from his teenage to young adult years, Zenshii has been more of a loner. He doesn’t reveal his true feelings to anyone except his mother (who took him in after his father’s passing) for the most part. As quiet, ill-tempered and distant as he may seem, he always helps those in need, with or without his powers. His upbringing as a cub greatly contributes to this as his parents raised him to try his best and do the right thing.

Facts:

- Biological-Name/Earth-Name: Zakariiyah/Zenshii Yukiyama
- Birthdate: Feb. 23th 1997
- Species: Cryo-Wolf (Elemental Ice God)
- Gender: Male
- Occupation(s): Yakuza Patriarch/Super-Hero/Real-Estate Agent
- Hair Color: Frost White with Locs
- Eye Color: Ice Blue Pupils with Black Sclera's
- Fur Colors: Sapphire Blue/Black/White
- Current Whereabouts: [凍傷の村] Tōshō Village, Japan
- Height: 6ft. 5in.
- Weight: 255 Lbs.
- Sexuality: Bisexual (Female Pref.)
- Personality: INTJ (Calm, Cold, Collected, Aloof, Timid)
- Dress Style: Yakuza, Corporate, Tribal, Wafuku, Moto

💙Though he can be timid and distant at times, Zenshii has his fair share of crushes, both male and female.💙
Saphayla - 💙🤍💙 🤍💙🤍
Nyx - 💙❄️💙 🤍❄️🤍
Dakota - 💙🤍 💙🤍
Oona - 🤍🤍 🤍🤍
Rokos - 💙🤍💜 💜🤍💙
Pyro - 🤍💙💙🤍
Lucia - 🤍🤍🤍🤍
Kaelyn - 🖤🤍🤍🖤
Midnight - 🤍🖤🖤🤍
Nova - ⋆Freya -
Synexx - ⋆Rai -
SnowPaw - ⋆

Likes:

- Japanese/Chinese/Taiwanese Culture
- Seafood
- Snow/Winter
- Cold Environments
- Asian Mythology and Folklore
- Ice Sculptures
- Martial Arts
- Learning Languages
- Traveling
- Snowboarding
- Massages
- Cuddles
- Astronomy
- Nature Walks
- Flying
- Video Games (Favorite Games: Sekiro/Okami/Ghost of Tsushima/The Nioh Collection/The Yakuza Series)

Dislikes:

- Heat and Humidity
- Crowds
- Arguing
- Bullies
- Being Disrespected
- Being Taking Advantage of
- Loud Noises
- Politics
- Patronization
- Arrogance
- Sarcasm
- Drama
- Losing Touch with Old Friends
- Bigotry
- Disingenuousness

Y'know something?
These past few day/weeks, I've
slowly been drifting further and further away from telegram and twitter tbh, telegram mostly. Mainly because I'm numb to certain types of bullshit I've been putting up with on both apps. I was already sick of twitter the very first time I installed it long ago and I'm still sick of it now, only freaking reason I use it now is to just keep up with and post my art and so other floofs can tag me in their posts.
Telegram however is a different story, don't get me wrong, it's been a blast reaching out and getting to know and meet a bunch of cool and sweet furs and making friends all around wherever I can, and I appreciated every damn second of it. Now, I don't even know man....

Telegram, to me at least to me is like, it's now like this dull and empty void where people/floofs value your presence for a few minutes in a basic conversation, tease for a bit, and talk about getting some art or something, either way, it's like you meet someone new, whether they talk with you first or you talk with them first, and you two hit it off very well; and then the next day, or the day after, it's like you are just completely cutout from each other's memories like nothing happened. You sometimes send them messages to see how they're doing, no teasing or roleplaying or anything, and then you barely or never get a response. You decide not to talk to them for a long while, giving them some space and try not to be invasive. Then out of the blue, they suddenly hit you up one day to chat with you for a bit and you two are having somewhat of a good chat, then next day you decide to try and chat with them again, either no response or just left on read.

What really aggravates and annoys me is when they are all like, "How come you don't talk with me much?" or "Why are you so quiet?"

And I'm just stuck here like, Why?! So I can just keep getting a bunch of fuckin quick and blunt responses from you just to brush me off as if you don't wanna be bothered?! Also, why the fuck do I always have to be the one to hit YOU up exactly?!! I know I'm not much of a good/great conversationalist that can keep someone's attention for more than 3-5 minutes, I'm shy, I can be quiet very often if not alot, I don't know what else to say most of the time without coming off as such an awkward fucking dork, I know that, but I try my best sometimes, but I also know when I'm not wanted to be conversated with, which is quite often....unless someone wants to rp and tease ofc just to fuck off for the next few weeks/months😒

Damn, sorry for the negative rambling/ranting and whining, just felt like I need to get this off my chest somewhere, this journal isn't directed towards anyone in particular, even if it was, not that I would care to call/name them out anyways...

I'm still gonna use telegram to chat with whoever wants to chat/talk, and I'll still keep my twitter I might not be as active much..

Thnx for reading