2021 (Rambling III)
Posted 4 years agoHey.
It's been... 4 years and two days ago since the last time I've posted up an Journal.
A lot happened.
And a lot didn't.
Let's start from the beginning.
Not long after the last journal I've gotten the message that FA was under siege by IMVU.
Amongst a lot of other people, I wasn't too keen about the whole takeover, so I put up the general message concerning the IMVU copyright thing, in case my OCs got taken over as a demo for their hideous bug-eyed characters they call "avatars".
DMCA that shit if it happened to any of my friends.
I think that around here is where I left FA's UI and UX behind. The site started to fall apart, a lot of CloudFlare mishaps which resulted in the site being down, up to a day's length...
Anyway - I was....in middle school, I think... memory's a blur.
I could vividly remember that I used to be more horny for sex and love and whathaveyou back then.
And that I also failed my normal run on College, extending it by an half year.
So. 2019 happened, I met this awesome pupper during that last half year of internship. We became almost boyfriends, but something did happened and...
...well, nevermind that. We still talk to each other, of course. We're good friends today, though.
2019 was also the year that I didn't attend my follow-up study that was tied to the study of my choice back then. I was accepted back then and I had a bright future ahead.
But hey, things roll the way it roll and I cannot bend it the way I want to back then.
I took up a job, a day job, at my favorite cinema that I used to go to when I was young. Didn't last long, though: roughly before the first pandemic struck my country I got admitted to the university of choice, but not to the study of my choice.
But I had to make do. I was finally in, and I was so hyped for it. I quitted both of my two jobs - the one at the cinema, and the other at an event hall during the evening - to fully focus and attend my study.
Then the pandemic fully struck. Some rules were applied. People started to get sick and die slowly.
I, somehow made new friends. A fox, a Dragon, and then I was let into a group...where I felt home, for some reason.
I picked up on podcasts, and I ran into this awesome furry podcast called The SoCalShepard Show and the dude behind, SoCal, is actually a nice dude. I hope I can meet up once this virus has been killed violently.
He recently got a girlfriend I also fancy, but I totally shipped with him because they look cute together (beyond belief, at times).
Thanks to them, I met a lot of new people and they all are really kind.
I picked up writing, with in the hope that I got inspired to get gun-ho about continuing the WolfDragon book I've been eyeing about for the rest of that year.
...
As the days turns into weeks, weeks turns into months, my mental health was dwindling. School, rest, school, rest, go outside to do some grocery shopping.
It was taxing at a point. It made me desperate for love.
I almost had it, too. Almost got someone for my own to love proper.
...but I always fished behind the net. Winter Vacation was supposed to be relaxing, but it was anything but relaxing. Had to do shit with Uni in order to get finished before the Uni reopened the 4th.
...
I'm tired, really I am.
Mentally I am.
I really want to end it all.
But I don't.
I didn't.
I will not.
I'm sure that I will make out of here.
Even when it's mentally draining.
Being stuck out, limited to whatever people say that I can do.
...I want my old life back - or at least be able to travel without purpose again.
I want to meet, I want to greet, I want to cry again.
I can't cry. I only feel sorrow. *sigh*
I really wonder if there's something for me that I can call my own.
To love, to hold, to cherish...
Moving partially away from this...thing:
Will I write here again? Doubt it.
Will I depart from FA? Don't know.
Will I ever upload new art I've commissioned over the years? No.
And with that, I think I'm done rambling about.
Y'all behave now, okay?
Happy Black History Month.
It's been... 4 years and two days ago since the last time I've posted up an Journal.
A lot happened.
And a lot didn't.
Let's start from the beginning.
Not long after the last journal I've gotten the message that FA was under siege by IMVU.
Amongst a lot of other people, I wasn't too keen about the whole takeover, so I put up the general message concerning the IMVU copyright thing, in case my OCs got taken over as a demo for their hideous bug-eyed characters they call "avatars".
DMCA that shit if it happened to any of my friends.
I think that around here is where I left FA's UI and UX behind. The site started to fall apart, a lot of CloudFlare mishaps which resulted in the site being down, up to a day's length...
Anyway - I was....in middle school, I think... memory's a blur.
I could vividly remember that I used to be more horny for sex and love and whathaveyou back then.
And that I also failed my normal run on College, extending it by an half year.
So. 2019 happened, I met this awesome pupper during that last half year of internship. We became almost boyfriends, but something did happened and...
...well, nevermind that. We still talk to each other, of course. We're good friends today, though.
2019 was also the year that I didn't attend my follow-up study that was tied to the study of my choice back then. I was accepted back then and I had a bright future ahead.
But hey, things roll the way it roll and I cannot bend it the way I want to back then.
I took up a job, a day job, at my favorite cinema that I used to go to when I was young. Didn't last long, though: roughly before the first pandemic struck my country I got admitted to the university of choice, but not to the study of my choice.
But I had to make do. I was finally in, and I was so hyped for it. I quitted both of my two jobs - the one at the cinema, and the other at an event hall during the evening - to fully focus and attend my study.
Then the pandemic fully struck. Some rules were applied. People started to get sick and die slowly.
I, somehow made new friends. A fox, a Dragon, and then I was let into a group...where I felt home, for some reason.
I picked up on podcasts, and I ran into this awesome furry podcast called The SoCalShepard Show and the dude behind, SoCal, is actually a nice dude. I hope I can meet up once this virus has been killed violently.
He recently got a girlfriend I also fancy, but I totally shipped with him because they look cute together (beyond belief, at times).
Thanks to them, I met a lot of new people and they all are really kind.
I picked up writing, with in the hope that I got inspired to get gun-ho about continuing the WolfDragon book I've been eyeing about for the rest of that year.
...
As the days turns into weeks, weeks turns into months, my mental health was dwindling. School, rest, school, rest, go outside to do some grocery shopping.
It was taxing at a point. It made me desperate for love.
I almost had it, too. Almost got someone for my own to love proper.
...but I always fished behind the net. Winter Vacation was supposed to be relaxing, but it was anything but relaxing. Had to do shit with Uni in order to get finished before the Uni reopened the 4th.
...
I'm tired, really I am.
Mentally I am.
I really want to end it all.
But I don't.
I didn't.
I will not.
I'm sure that I will make out of here.
Even when it's mentally draining.
Being stuck out, limited to whatever people say that I can do.
...I want my old life back - or at least be able to travel without purpose again.
I want to meet, I want to greet, I want to cry again.
I can't cry. I only feel sorrow. *sigh*
I really wonder if there's something for me that I can call my own.
To love, to hold, to cherish...
Moving partially away from this...thing:
Will I write here again? Doubt it.
Will I depart from FA? Don't know.
Will I ever upload new art I've commissioned over the years? No.
And with that, I think I'm done rambling about.
Y'all behave now, okay?
Happy Black History Month.
2017. (Rambling II)
Posted 8 years agoHello FurAffinity, it's been a while.
A small ranting here, a small ramble there.
Just to clarify things why I'm silent here.
For one: I've been ever so busy tackling life and figuring it out. Have written some issues on my blog, if you are in for a read.
I...have a lot on my mind as of late. A lot of issues, a lot of concepts. College stuff and such. You know the drill.
Yet, I've tried to keep my head up and heart strong...As if that helps, considering that I'm drowning in said issues.
I've been writing, talking, thinking a lot about different things. The mirror that holds my smile breaks every now and then.
At moments I just want to give up on anything that comes in my path, but what does that bring me? Nothing.
I'll keep that for myself, but I don't know if I can keep it concealed...things like this always form out in blinding rage...
That story is for another time.
Even when stress is keeping me at bay, I did gotten some new art...and old art.
I need to update it all together...
I'll keep you posted.
A small ranting here, a small ramble there.
Just to clarify things why I'm silent here.
For one: I've been ever so busy tackling life and figuring it out. Have written some issues on my blog, if you are in for a read.
I...have a lot on my mind as of late. A lot of issues, a lot of concepts. College stuff and such. You know the drill.
Yet, I've tried to keep my head up and heart strong...As if that helps, considering that I'm drowning in said issues.
I've been writing, talking, thinking a lot about different things. The mirror that holds my smile breaks every now and then.
At moments I just want to give up on anything that comes in my path, but what does that bring me? Nothing.
I'll keep that for myself, but I don't know if I can keep it concealed...things like this always form out in blinding rage...
That story is for another time.
Even when stress is keeping me at bay, I did gotten some new art...and old art.
I need to update it all together...
I'll keep you posted.
Twenty-Two
Posted 9 years agoOh,
I don't know 'bout you,
But I'm feeling twenty-two~
Yeah, the big double 2, the twin swans, the very step closer to full adulthood!
I am finally a year older! But as I am writing this it's heading towards 2AM in the morning.
But boy, in total, 2016 is a really quick year! Summer went by fast like it was merely nothing and now the leaves are changing colors rather quickly! But I'm fast-fowarding too far. What matters now is today! My birthday!
To be honest, I don't feel older fully, I guess it'll come with time.
Same goes for this story.
Catch you guys later!
I don't know 'bout you,
But I'm feeling twenty-two~
Yeah, the big double 2, the twin swans, the very step closer to full adulthood!
I am finally a year older! But as I am writing this it's heading towards 2AM in the morning.
But boy, in total, 2016 is a really quick year! Summer went by fast like it was merely nothing and now the leaves are changing colors rather quickly! But I'm fast-fowarding too far. What matters now is today! My birthday!
To be honest, I don't feel older fully, I guess it'll come with time.
Same goes for this story.
Catch you guys later!
Rambling I
Posted 9 years agoHey guys!
This journal is a little/major update to the people who are willing to read this titbit.
MAY/JUNE
Both months May and June was one of the most productive months I ever had (off the grid). I had a major school project going on and I was the facility director, that being that I have to organise, write down and order all camera stuff - and it's annoyingly problems that comes with - to get it ready for a live event that took place on the Tues and Thursday, about 2 weeks ago. It was not fun, but the result was good. The teach was very impressed of what we did that day and gave me some extra thumbs-up for it. All in all, I got an sturdy 80%/8.0/B- out of it, and I'm not upset from it.
We were even lacking in manpower for the recordings so I had to do DOUBLE SHIFTS to get it all done. Busy wolf was busy, lol.
The first week after, the next project popped up, but this one was a minor compared to the humongous project we had beforehand.
That finished this week and I got some good words from it. I'm happy about it.
Oh! Two Tumblogs of mine turned out 2 years old!
JULY
Next month is July...and Summer Vacation is coming up rather quickly....I need to sort out things to get ready! D8
A-Anywho, I got a bit productive on my blog and posted two things that, if you are interested, are fun reads. Only, one problem: What to write about... I have one in mind...but I'll safe him for later...because I don't know what category he should fit in.
Also, I got a surprise for y'all planned. Be patient on the Art section of my page! :D
Also, also, I am nearly done with finishing a movie for my YouTube channel. I'll notify you guys about it once it's up! :)
So, enjoy the summer sun and soak it up, or if you are from the lower hemisphere, enjoy the snow but don't get frozen solid!
This journal is a little/major update to the people who are willing to read this titbit.
MAY/JUNE
Both months May and June was one of the most productive months I ever had (off the grid). I had a major school project going on and I was the facility director, that being that I have to organise, write down and order all camera stuff - and it's annoyingly problems that comes with - to get it ready for a live event that took place on the Tues and Thursday, about 2 weeks ago. It was not fun, but the result was good. The teach was very impressed of what we did that day and gave me some extra thumbs-up for it. All in all, I got an sturdy 80%/8.0/B- out of it, and I'm not upset from it.
We were even lacking in manpower for the recordings so I had to do DOUBLE SHIFTS to get it all done. Busy wolf was busy, lol.
The first week after, the next project popped up, but this one was a minor compared to the humongous project we had beforehand.
That finished this week and I got some good words from it. I'm happy about it.
Oh! Two Tumblogs of mine turned out 2 years old!
JULY
Next month is July...and Summer Vacation is coming up rather quickly....I need to sort out things to get ready! D8
A-Anywho, I got a bit productive on my blog and posted two things that, if you are interested, are fun reads. Only, one problem: What to write about... I have one in mind...but I'll safe him for later...because I don't know what category he should fit in.
Also, I got a surprise for y'all planned. Be patient on the Art section of my page! :D
Also, also, I am nearly done with finishing a movie for my YouTube channel. I'll notify you guys about it once it's up! :)
So, enjoy the summer sun and soak it up, or if you are from the lower hemisphere, enjoy the snow but don't get frozen solid!
Honestly...
Posted 9 years ago...what do you think of me?
Please be honest.
I want to know if you hate me, love me, anything.
Just notify me.
Comments can be written below.
Please be honest.
I want to know if you hate me, love me, anything.
Just notify me.
Comments can be written below.
Writer And His Book | Writer Needs Help?!?
Posted 9 years ago...So, after a lot of failures, I give it another go with the WolfDragon Project. What is WolfDragon? It's a book that I've been writing ever since 2013, and yet have to make an apparence on the digital and physical shelves. Knowing what in the book shall come is just a matter of time.
Only, I think I have to wait another year until the whole Zootopia Hype has been passed. Because if I finish it now and put it on display, most of the people will think that this is going to be a fanfiction, while it is a original idea from square one.
Why 3 years in production while many others did the same?
One of the main reasons is procrastination, and I'm not proud of it. But next to that is the fact that I have a very busy live. And when I got time, it's mostly in the night time.
Now, with the minor explanation explained, I have a minor issue. The country where my books adventures are held has 7 main provinces where one has been already filled in.
If you are willing to help me out on the other 6 provinces, I'd be forever thankful. I probably will send you a signed version of the completed book.
The map of the country has yet to be uploaded, but please expect it in the near future.
I'll note you that the map shows numbers 1 through 11, but the main issue is about numbers 2 till 7.
In other news, I have a Telegram. This is open for the public so you can talk to me.
@TheHipsterWolf is the name. If you add me, don't be a dick by saying "hi", but please state that you have seen my name via this post. Also, if I should know you via FA. Or, if I'm following you via FA or Twitter.
Until then,
Dean
Only, I think I have to wait another year until the whole Zootopia Hype has been passed. Because if I finish it now and put it on display, most of the people will think that this is going to be a fanfiction, while it is a original idea from square one.
Why 3 years in production while many others did the same?
One of the main reasons is procrastination, and I'm not proud of it. But next to that is the fact that I have a very busy live. And when I got time, it's mostly in the night time.
Now, with the minor explanation explained, I have a minor issue. The country where my books adventures are held has 7 main provinces where one has been already filled in.
If you are willing to help me out on the other 6 provinces, I'd be forever thankful. I probably will send you a signed version of the completed book.
The map of the country has yet to be uploaded, but please expect it in the near future.
I'll note you that the map shows numbers 1 through 11, but the main issue is about numbers 2 till 7.
In other news, I have a Telegram. This is open for the public so you can talk to me.
@TheHipsterWolf is the name. If you add me, don't be a dick by saying "hi", but please state that you have seen my name via this post. Also, if I should know you via FA. Or, if I'm following you via FA or Twitter.
Until then,
Dean
Relaunch!
Posted 10 years agoHey Furry Fuzzbutts,
My blog - Shaw - has relaunched at 10:00pm CET!
Have a look-see: http://dlrshaw.wordpress.com/
And there is ONE 18+ post where a password is required....
...how to unlock the post? Riddle me this...
...what is BGN's real name?
Only his first 5 letters will do, and it's case-sensitive!
Happy Viewing,
Dean Shaw
My blog - Shaw - has relaunched at 10:00pm CET!
Have a look-see: http://dlrshaw.wordpress.com/
And there is ONE 18+ post where a password is required....
...how to unlock the post? Riddle me this...
...what is BGN's real name?
Only his first 5 letters will do, and it's case-sensitive!
Happy Viewing,
Dean Shaw
#BIRTHDAYWOLF (#swag)
Posted 10 years agoYeah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!!!
How old did I became?
Wellll - https://youtu.be/OLBOn0Whhyc?t=1s
Yeah! XD
Have all a cheerful day~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!!!!
How old did I became?
Wellll - https://youtu.be/OLBOn0Whhyc?t=1s
Yeah! XD
Have all a cheerful day~
Amiss! The Great Artist!! WolfDragons Chronicles Revamped?!?
Posted 10 years agoHey guys!
Today's 'episode' is specially dedicated to the artist that was and still is a good friend to me.
Who? It's none other than eShark124! Some of you guys may know him as MuscleShark124.
Eric is a talented artist. Sure, we love his smutty art, but I love his regular art too. I'm not telling you what kind of art he draws, all I can say is that he's amazing at his work. I see a golden future for him. Yes, I do say that about to everyone, but he's noticed in particular for a reason.
The reason why he's noticed is that he can create worlds beyond our imagination. He's only 18. Eighteen, people. Look, I've sworn an oath to Eric back when we Skyped together - I will not reveal his true identity. But I can say this - what he is doing is truly, and utterly, amazing.
...I miss him. Although it hasn't been such a great duration, he turned out to be a great and reliable person. He's very kind-hearted and fun to talk to. So anyone...if you ever see him again, on here, on SF, on any platform...tell him to never change and continue to draw. He's special, and I can feel that.
On other news...
...I've thought a long time about this, and I've come to a conclusion. The Chronicle-series, that are showcased on the blog Furry Writers (the first link down below!), are getting a HUGE revamp. This series are set about 200-300 years prior to the book I'm currently writing on, but in the same place - Furlonia.
WolfDragon (read: Wolf-Dragon) is a book about the Furries itself...but that's about it I'm gonna tell. And no, it's not a fan fiction~🎵
I'll try to release the first chapter of WolfDragon Chronicles either at the end of this month or mid-October. Please be patient! ^^
You all have a good day, night, afternoon - oh, you know where and who you are...
Today's 'episode' is specially dedicated to the artist that was and still is a good friend to me.
Who? It's none other than eShark124! Some of you guys may know him as MuscleShark124.
Eric is a talented artist. Sure, we love his smutty art, but I love his regular art too. I'm not telling you what kind of art he draws, all I can say is that he's amazing at his work. I see a golden future for him. Yes, I do say that about to everyone, but he's noticed in particular for a reason.
The reason why he's noticed is that he can create worlds beyond our imagination. He's only 18. Eighteen, people. Look, I've sworn an oath to Eric back when we Skyped together - I will not reveal his true identity. But I can say this - what he is doing is truly, and utterly, amazing.
...I miss him. Although it hasn't been such a great duration, he turned out to be a great and reliable person. He's very kind-hearted and fun to talk to. So anyone...if you ever see him again, on here, on SF, on any platform...tell him to never change and continue to draw. He's special, and I can feel that.
On other news...
...I've thought a long time about this, and I've come to a conclusion. The Chronicle-series, that are showcased on the blog Furry Writers (the first link down below!), are getting a HUGE revamp. This series are set about 200-300 years prior to the book I'm currently writing on, but in the same place - Furlonia.
WolfDragon (read: Wolf-Dragon) is a book about the Furries itself...but that's about it I'm gonna tell. And no, it's not a fan fiction~🎵
I'll try to release the first chapter of WolfDragon Chronicles either at the end of this month or mid-October. Please be patient! ^^
You all have a good day, night, afternoon - oh, you know where and who you are...
The Future! Shaw discontinued?!?
Posted 10 years agoQ&A or Tour?
Posted 10 years ago99 Watchers!
Posted 10 years agoHey guys!
So there's only ONE more watcher left.
Umm...how do I put it this way....
Oh, I know - I'll make a Q and A video for you guys on my channel!
If you got questions, ask them below this AND ONLY THIS Journal!
The questions must be SFW as I'm tending to keep it 'clean'. hint hint, nudge nudge
Anyways, a BIG HUG AND THANK YOU for flying Shaw Airlines!
~Dean
So there's only ONE more watcher left.
Umm...how do I put it this way....
Oh, I know - I'll make a Q and A video for you guys on my channel!
If you got questions, ask them below this AND ONLY THIS Journal!
The questions must be SFW as I'm tending to keep it 'clean'. hint hint, nudge nudge
Anyways, a BIG HUG AND THANK YOU for flying Shaw Airlines!
~Dean
New! Part II of WD Chronicles! | Theme Selection!
Posted 10 years agohttp://wp.me/p5APyw-14
Comments on the site itself, please~
Voting is still open!
By clicking this link, you'll be directed to a form where I need your name and choice of theme.
It's THAT simple~
Voting is still open!
Comments on the site itself, please~
Voting is still open!
By clicking this link, you'll be directed to a form where I need your name and choice of theme.
It's THAT simple~
Voting is still open!
More Help Is Needed!
Posted 10 years agoHey!
Dean here with another message where I need your help!
No, it's not economical, it has to do with the future of my blog - Shaw!
To fit with the new name and style, I need a new theme! So, I went searching across the Theme Showcase of Wordpress and came to three themes where I can't decide which I want.
This is the part where I need your help!
By clicking this link, you'll be directed to a form where I need your name and choice of theme.
It's THAT simple~
Thanks for filling in!
Much love,
Dean
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY LOVABLE WOLFPUP ARCHIE GRAYPAWS! MAY FORTUNE, LOVE AND LUCK HEAD TOWARDS YOUR WAY!!!! <3 <3 <3 ((And the fact that I may be your lover too!))
Dean here with another message where I need your help!
No, it's not economical, it has to do with the future of my blog - Shaw!
To fit with the new name and style, I need a new theme! So, I went searching across the Theme Showcase of Wordpress and came to three themes where I can't decide which I want.
This is the part where I need your help!
By clicking this link, you'll be directed to a form where I need your name and choice of theme.
It's THAT simple~
Thanks for filling in!
Much love,
Dean
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY LOVABLE WOLFPUP ARCHIE GRAYPAWS! MAY FORTUNE, LOVE AND LUCK HEAD TOWARDS YOUR WAY!!!! <3 <3 <3 ((And the fact that I may be your lover too!))
The Wolf's Fine is... |Important Matters!
Posted 10 years agoI borrowed this from
Spring-The-Husky
Smoked weed -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Did acid or pills -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Ever had sex at church -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25
(x) Yes () No
Had sex for money -- $100
() Yes (x) No
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Vandalized something -- $20
(x) Yes () No
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Beat up someone -- $20
(x) Yes () No
Been jumped -- $10
(x) Yes () No
Cross dressed -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Given money to stripper -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
() Yes (x) No
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
() Yes (x) No
Ever drive and drank -- $20
() Yes (x) No ((No licence~ and I don't drink))
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
() Yes (x) No
Used toys while having sex -- $30
() Yes (x) No
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Went skinny dipping -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Had sex in a pool -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Masturbated -- $10
(x) Yes () No
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Done oral -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Got oral -- $5
()Yes (x) No
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Stole something -- $10
(x) Yes () No
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
(x) Yes () No
Had a threesome -- $50
() Yes (x) No
Had sex in public -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
() Yes (x) No
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
(x) Yes () No
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Went streaking -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
() Yes (x) No
Been arrested -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Spent time in jail -- $15
() Yes (x) No
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
() Yes (x) No
Played spin the bottle -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Done something you regret -- $20
(x) Yes () No ((Many, many times.))
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Had anal sex -- $80
() Yes (x) No
Lied to your mate -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Total damage: $135,-.
As that was for the fun part, now the serious part.
My lovely Pup Archie Graypaws is in desperate need of some money for his rent.
It's a little sum of $100,- and those who is willing to spend his, or her, money to help him out deserves a reward. I, Dean L. R. Shaw, will reward you with free personalised (digital) art, options are icon, a full scale background or just a simple logo or custom art.
He only has less than 36 hours before he's being ejected towards the streets.
Help a Fur...because you don't want to have a fellow family member to have this fate?
...Thank you for reading.

Smoked weed -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Did acid or pills -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Ever had sex at church -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25
(x) Yes () No
Had sex for money -- $100
() Yes (x) No
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Vandalized something -- $20
(x) Yes () No
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Beat up someone -- $20
(x) Yes () No
Been jumped -- $10
(x) Yes () No
Cross dressed -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Given money to stripper -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
() Yes (x) No
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
() Yes (x) No
Ever drive and drank -- $20
() Yes (x) No ((No licence~ and I don't drink))
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
() Yes (x) No
Used toys while having sex -- $30
() Yes (x) No
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Went skinny dipping -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Had sex in a pool -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
() Yes (x) No
Masturbated -- $10
(x) Yes () No
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Done oral -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Got oral -- $5
()Yes (x) No
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Stole something -- $10
(x) Yes () No
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
(x) Yes () No
Had a threesome -- $50
() Yes (x) No
Had sex in public -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
() Yes (x) No
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
(x) Yes () No
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Went streaking -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
() Yes (x) No
Been arrested -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Spent time in jail -- $15
() Yes (x) No
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
() Yes (x) No
Played spin the bottle -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Done something you regret -- $20
(x) Yes () No ((Many, many times.))
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
() Yes (x) No
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Had anal sex -- $80
() Yes (x) No
Lied to your mate -- $5
() Yes (x) No
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25
() Yes (x) No
Total damage: $135,-.
As that was for the fun part, now the serious part.
My lovely Pup Archie Graypaws is in desperate need of some money for his rent.
It's a little sum of $100,- and those who is willing to spend his, or her, money to help him out deserves a reward. I, Dean L. R. Shaw, will reward you with free personalised (digital) art, options are icon, a full scale background or just a simple logo or custom art.
He only has less than 36 hours before he's being ejected towards the streets.
Help a Fur...because you don't want to have a fellow family member to have this fate?
...Thank you for reading.
I need your help.
Posted 10 years agoYes, the Gray Wolf has returned once again, but not for own reasons, but for his loved one.
My Pup - Archie Graypaws (
Arch15) needs some emergency help within 48 hrs.
Why only 48? Well, Archie is at the brink of being kicked out his new house. That's why.
He only needs $100,- to keep alive.
Yes, he has a job. No it's not helping him in any way.
Yes, he asked his parents, and even I want to help him. Both are in the narrow streams when it comes to wealth.
But that doesn't matter. If you help him, I'd do a special art design for YOU.
Something different from just typography. Maybe you want an icon like mine.
Anyway, please, please...help my Pup. If you do, he and I are so very grateful.
Other important information:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6604868/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6523512/
My Pup - Archie Graypaws (

Why only 48? Well, Archie is at the brink of being kicked out his new house. That's why.
He only needs $100,- to keep alive.
Yes, he has a job. No it's not helping him in any way.
Yes, he asked his parents, and even I want to help him. Both are in the narrow streams when it comes to wealth.
But that doesn't matter. If you help him, I'd do a special art design for YOU.
Something different from just typography. Maybe you want an icon like mine.
Anyway, please, please...help my Pup. If you do, he and I are so very grateful.
Other important information:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6604868/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6523512/
Migration Presets! The Wolf's Leaving FA?!?
Posted 10 years agoDue to the sellout to IMVU, I am planning on packing my stuff from here to move out to a new destination.
Where I can be:
SoFurry - http://dean-shaw.sofurry.com/
Note - I am inactive for the moment. I am planning on returning to the site.
DeviantArt - http://dlrshaw.deviantart.com/
Note - Planning on revamping the place.
InkBunny. Yeah, I have one, but it belongs to my past self. I am going to make a new one, though.
Tumblr - http://itsdeanalright.tumblr.com/ | http://thegraysound.tumblr.com/
Wordpress - http://dlrshaw.wordpress.com/ | http://wolfaf.wordpress.com/
Twitter - http://twitter.com/DLRShaw | http://twitter.com/DLRSBuzz
Google+ - https://plus.google.com/u/0/+DeanShawTheWolf
That's about it.
To all people:
Thanks for the great time. I had a blast. Thank you Replic TuaniOne, for letting me be introduced to FurAffinity. Thank you, Archie, for being my BF on this site...and still being my BF. Thank you, LeiLani, for being the inspiring Otter that you can be...even it feels like I've met you just a few months ago. Thank you, Spring Husker, for being the best friend I ever can imagine. I am glad that I still have you as friend too.
But also...thank you, my lovely brothers Henry, Blake and Northern. I am glad that I've met you three and become my family...
*sniffs softly*
It may sounds like a 'curtains call', but that doesn't mean that I'm quitting FA in wholesome. Just...this will become more like a empty shell.
Where I can be:
SoFurry - http://dean-shaw.sofurry.com/
Note - I am inactive for the moment. I am planning on returning to the site.
DeviantArt - http://dlrshaw.deviantart.com/
Note - Planning on revamping the place.
InkBunny. Yeah, I have one, but it belongs to my past self. I am going to make a new one, though.
Tumblr - http://itsdeanalright.tumblr.com/ | http://thegraysound.tumblr.com/
Wordpress - http://dlrshaw.wordpress.com/ | http://wolfaf.wordpress.com/
Twitter - http://twitter.com/DLRShaw | http://twitter.com/DLRSBuzz
Google+ - https://plus.google.com/u/0/+DeanShawTheWolf
That's about it.
To all people:
Thanks for the great time. I had a blast. Thank you Replic TuaniOne, for letting me be introduced to FurAffinity. Thank you, Archie, for being my BF on this site...and still being my BF. Thank you, LeiLani, for being the inspiring Otter that you can be...even it feels like I've met you just a few months ago. Thank you, Spring Husker, for being the best friend I ever can imagine. I am glad that I still have you as friend too.
But also...thank you, my lovely brothers Henry, Blake and Northern. I am glad that I've met you three and become my family...
*sniffs softly*
It may sounds like a 'curtains call', but that doesn't mean that I'm quitting FA in wholesome. Just...this will become more like a empty shell.
Awesome action! Go check out right NOW!!! (BUT IT'S CLOSED!)
Posted 10 years agoIt's
raventhan's time to say: "Let's do a raffle!", so I decided to help him a bit out.
Rules are simple - you have to follow him, post yer furry self and promote if you like to!
More info is in the link below! Good luck! ^^
Go to http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6583573/ to enter. Be quick, time's short on this~
About this critter: Raventhan is a amathystine-silver Dragon of the vast Poland! With two forms, Anthropomorphic is his most common form. Do I might add that he's pretty in purple? I mean, really pretty!
I mean, COME ON, he's PURPLE - one of my favourite colours! So awesome!
Want more info from this beaut? Go to his account by clicking on his name!
In other news, I am searching for this artist that is willing to do the cover for WolfDragon. More info - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6523512/

Rules are simple - you have to follow him, post yer furry self and promote if you like to!
More info is in the link below! Good luck! ^^
Go to http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6583573/ to enter. Be quick, time's short on this~
About this critter: Raventhan is a amathystine-silver Dragon of the vast Poland! With two forms, Anthropomorphic is his most common form. Do I might add that he's pretty in purple? I mean, really pretty!
I mean, COME ON, he's PURPLE - one of my favourite colours! So awesome!
Want more info from this beaut? Go to his account by clicking on his name!
In other news, I am searching for this artist that is willing to do the cover for WolfDragon. More info - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6523512/
Wanted: Artist
Posted 10 years agoIncredible artist that is willingly to draw the cover of my "WolfDragon" book.
The book's size should be drawn in the Metric systems (355.63 mm wide and 246.00 mm high with a spine of 11.63 mm).
The artist will be mentioned in the book and get a side role within the book.
Also, the artist gets a claim of 10% of the book's selling profits.
About WolfDragon
WolfDragon is a fantasy book that enrols in the fictional land called Furlonia.
The land residents are all kinds of breeds with one exception: the Dragon is an non-existent species.
Dean, main character of the book, has a marking on it's chest. That 'marking' contains the hidden powers of the mystical and powerful Dragon called Drake, which is engaged during various if not endangering situations.
Dean doesn't seems to seize the power every time Drake comes out. The only way to resolve this is to start training on his spiritual stamina and to tame the Dragon's powers. But by doing so, Dean gets the ability to control over fire, which he ends up using for the greater good.
WolfDragon is a action packed, mystery-bonded and erotic novel that is written by me!
Interested? Comment!
This was delicious.
This was Wolfylicious~
The book's size should be drawn in the Metric systems (355.63 mm wide and 246.00 mm high with a spine of 11.63 mm).
The artist will be mentioned in the book and get a side role within the book.
Also, the artist gets a claim of 10% of the book's selling profits.
About WolfDragon
WolfDragon is a fantasy book that enrols in the fictional land called Furlonia.
The land residents are all kinds of breeds with one exception: the Dragon is an non-existent species.
Dean, main character of the book, has a marking on it's chest. That 'marking' contains the hidden powers of the mystical and powerful Dragon called Drake, which is engaged during various if not endangering situations.
Dean doesn't seems to seize the power every time Drake comes out. The only way to resolve this is to start training on his spiritual stamina and to tame the Dragon's powers. But by doing so, Dean gets the ability to control over fire, which he ends up using for the greater good.
WolfDragon is a action packed, mystery-bonded and erotic novel that is written by me!
Interested? Comment!
This was delicious.
This was Wolfylicious~
GO CHECK IT OUT!!!!
Posted 10 years agohttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
Anyone knows a good artist that's reasonable in price for €'s?
Thanks a lot!
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCl.....D3R1wou-HGOM0w
Anyone knows a good artist that's reasonable in price for €'s?
Thanks a lot!
Rooster Booster for a Friend! (And something else)
Posted 10 years agoMade by a very nice Husky-boy: Spring the Husky!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6419155/
Anyone knows a good artist that is reasonable priced?
Thanks! *hugs*
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6419155/
Anyone knows a good artist that is reasonable priced?
Thanks! *hugs*
Raffle by Silver Shadowheart
Posted 10 years agoThis
silvershadowheart guy is having a YCH Raffle.
Be quick - he'll stop the raffle at his own local time (which is 8PM Californian time)!
Go to http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15359754/ and get a ticket (or two)~

Be quick - he'll stop the raffle at his own local time (which is 8PM Californian time)!
Go to http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15359754/ and get a ticket (or two)~
Quick shout-out.
Posted 10 years agoHey guys.
First: Happy New Year to all.
Second: A very popular Shark has vanished into thin air from the FA Universe. His name is MuscleGod124.
He completely disappeared from the internet too. No Twitter, no Tumblr...nothing. He's just...gone.
I'm getting awfully worried about that guy. His last words was "Goodbye furryland" without any explanation. His iconic icon just reverted to empty and...
I-I don't get it - why would an artist of his calibre stop all together? A couple Journals ago he was stoked and bursting with energy! What happened to him?
Seriously, where did you go, Shark? We miss you...
First: Happy New Year to all.
Second: A very popular Shark has vanished into thin air from the FA Universe. His name is MuscleGod124.
He completely disappeared from the internet too. No Twitter, no Tumblr...nothing. He's just...gone.
I'm getting awfully worried about that guy. His last words was "Goodbye furryland" without any explanation. His iconic icon just reverted to empty and...
I-I don't get it - why would an artist of his calibre stop all together? A couple Journals ago he was stoked and bursting with energy! What happened to him?
Seriously, where did you go, Shark? We miss you...
Rooster Booster for a Raffle (that's not mine)
Posted 10 years agoHey guys, this dude called DragonSlash is having his free raffle!
Go to http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6352260/ and join in on the fun! ^^
About DS - he's the creator of this funny yet hot piece White...Fluffy...Ass... and many other steamy and sweet Bara art! ^^
Please go have a look at his gallery! ^^
Dean out!
Go to http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6352260/ and join in on the fun! ^^
About DS - he's the creator of this funny yet hot piece White...Fluffy...Ass... and many other steamy and sweet Bara art! ^^
Please go have a look at his gallery! ^^
Dean out!
Newer blog!
Posted 11 years agoHey guys! Dean here with a small update - I've updated my blog's look and it looks very nice!
I've posted two (three, actually) new posts this month and I hope you guys like to view them!
A very big 'thank you for viewing' hug from me and until the next Journal!
~Dean
I've posted two (three, actually) new posts this month and I hope you guys like to view them!
A very big 'thank you for viewing' hug from me and until the next Journal!
~Dean