hey everyone sorry i havent been on in like 2 years :( ive been very busy with life stuff and its just now getting on track. ive also finally gotten back into this account as this isnt my main account but a secondary that i wish to become my main one over time.

hello everyone

life
So a lot has happened since my last journal. So a few days before my birthday on Sep 22nd of this year a good friend/coworker passed away out of the blue. it broke my heart because she acted like a second mom. We had plans to txt and share pictures and update each other on how my friends back home are and such things but then she was stolen from me her daughter, family and friends....i ended up moving late Sep on the 30th and have been struggling to get a job daycare for my daughter or even sew much for that matter. Ive been super depressed because i miss my friend(s) and family. Ive been having a rough time since i got here im trying to sew as much as i can when i can (mostly only at night/weekends if im lucky). My relationship feels like its falling apart and it sucks really bad but ive been trying to fix it but sadly nothing is working....i feel bad when i cry in front of my daughter from having brake downs it really sucks.....im sorry i dont want people to feel bad for me or anything because thats nothing i want to hear at all.

Commissions
I will be/am selling off all/as much as i can of my my little pony collection and am trying to refund as many commissions as i can since i feel horrible for it taking me so long...if someone is patient with me and doesn't mind me taking my time 1 by 1 slowly on there commission pls let me know...i will give you the product and a small refund with the commission. if i feel like i can no longer do your commission i will give a full refund even if i already bought the fur and such for your product...im very sorry again i feel horrible for thinking i could get everyone's stuff done and raise my daughter on my own....im sorry for making everyone wait as long as they have im so so sorry :(

Trades
everyone that has a trade with me i will still be doing since none have a deadline and/or you've already started your side that would be wrong of me to cancel it now so i will not be. IF you have not started your side and i have not started my side you can cancel it it you would like to. i will not be mad at all im sorry again if im going to slow for you if i am pls let me know.

I am not a scammer and would never hold anyone's money if they didn't get the product. ive been scammed by 3 different makers and its a horrible feeling and makes me sad. ive lost over 4K total so i know how it feels to be scammed.

So im still homeless and hopefully moving in late September.
My labtop had shit the bed and wont let me open the internet or word so i have to do a manufacturer reset on it so i had to get a new labtop before then. its been a month since my old labtop shit the bed on me.
i will be answering peoples notes and such later tonight. im at furrydelphia sadly it was a big flop for me and a disapointment for its first year.

if I owe you a refund or something pls be patient with me im currently homeless and having a really shitty time right now to the point of im seeing a counselor to help me with my depression.

Im still working on commissions just slowly because I have to go back and forth from m storage unit to get the materials I need for the commissions. I can only work on 1 or 2 at a time now not like before where I could start and work on 3 or 5 or all at a time. im trying to find a place to live so I just got a part time job when most/all commissions are done or almost done I will be getting second job and either give up on sewing or only make premade things. I might even take a break from the fandom for a few months after because i don't have many friends in the fandom and i don have many friends outside the fandom so its meh all around.


i have currently for commissions
2 kimono fullsuits
1 fullsuit tony
7 tails
4 handpaw
1 arm sleeves

premades/things i need to make for Furrydelphia
3 canines
1 possum thing
1 lizard hybrid
1 otter shark (big maybe)
1 cat/bat hybrid
2 kemono critters
2 DAD (maybes)
30 tails
10 handpaws
2 feetpaws or sockpaws
props (maybe)
kimono critter foam head base's
canine foam head base's
etc

sorry for the spaming of art adding a character and all her old art ( theres a ton) lol
will be slow since im taking care of my 2 month and a half month old daughter

Hey everyone
My name is Blue belle and its nice to meet everyone. This is my new account. Im almost 24 years old with a 6 week old. Im in a relationship with a girl i love so pls dont hit on me. (I know i wouldnt be hit on not only cuz im in a relationship but because i have a kid) im a female. And yes lol im a lesbian <3
Id love to make some new friends and hopefully meet some to that are okay with being atound a little kid sometimes. Im a furry, brony and anime fan i also like star trek lol oh and i love to sew <3
I live in new Hampshire but want to move as soon as i get a new job. Lol i want to either move into Indiana or around that state. So id love to make friends with people out there to lol.

things im waiting for
 sparklekreations fullsuit scammers canceled my commission and wont give refund dot commission them
 kirarussiafox fullsuit
 moonbittergoddess horse sona
 farisbatwan shark fullsuit
 sassypupcreations fullsuit AF